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greppelheks · 25 days ago

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Just had a meeting, applied for unemployment benefits, updated my resume, applied for SIX jobs and replied to a job offer.

#I also cleaned my bathroom and did laundry #and now I'm TIRED #been at it from 8-3 #do NOT email me back today #I'm gonna read my book now #and then go out to dinner with my father tonight #personal

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pagesofkenna · 6 months ago

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second draft of 'letter to the first presidency to express sorrow over new exclusionary policy' is currently a three-page talk including scriptural references. am i understanding the assignment??

#lds things #religion things #queerstake #no ones ever asked me to write a talk about why trans people are awesome so i guess im living out a very specific dream of mine #in the middle of this very not-cool situation #i guess a part of my brain thought whoever was reading this would respond better if it was written like a talk lmao #i literally end on my testimony and everything #going to step away for a bit and try to come back with somewhat fresher eyes #but i do still want to email this today (and put the hardcopy version in the mail tonight if i can find an envelope)

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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Hope you're feeling better, Snap. Good luck with your finals! :)

SO IM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW FOR SURE

#fave #snap chats #BESTIE. //PTERANODON SCREECH//#I JUUUST ANSWERED YOUR EMAIL AND WENT TO OPEN TUMBLR AND THEN I HAD TO LAY DOWN #and then when i got up from laying down i paced my room for a good two minutes i think. im a professional pacer....#i keep coming back to type these tags but then getting up to go to the corner of my room and then coming back and repeating the process #CHARLES COMBAT OUTFIT MY BELOVED i blacked out. hi #let it be known i do acknowledge erik as well ... i just have to do so like an embarrassed school girl. as i do.#and go to the shadow corner. i do have to stand there a bit before coming back to giggle and then go back cjaLVKAJV #how sweet 🥰 must be a good day for erik to be so nice 🙂 so nice of him .......... 🙂eehehehe........#have i exhausted how im gonna look at this for the rest of the day yet no i dont think i have. im gonna look at this for the rest of the da #OPEN ON THE PHONE. while i rework this final ...... like a sailor lost at sea with nothing but a locket of his wife to keep him company..#except instead of the sea its articles about the fashion industry ..... wtf they got me doin in business 😭😭#sorry scrolled up and i felt my soul go dokidoki. i will be doing this many times throughout the day #THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE FOR ALL YOU DO this truly picked up my mood today 🥺#cherik save me ..... whats most funny is that roses Do Be In Fact my favorite flower 🤧🤧#SOME SAY BASIC i say so am i..... an iconic flower for a reason idc. ... . .. also bluebells but thats cause of viva pinata...#ANYWAY. i have staring to do. THANK YOU AGAIN BESTIEEEE //combusts//

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smile-files · 27 days ago

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the most insane series of events happened today...

i already graduated high school way back in june, but the yearbooks were super delayed in getting finished, so they were only ready to be picked up now. i went in to school to get mine this afternoon, but was baffled to see faculty i recognized coming from the direction i was going: we were on break, right? why would anyone be there? and i thought to myself... what if my compsci professor is there... and i was sort of hoping he would be and sort of hoping he wouldn't, freaking out either way. but the odds of him happening to be there were so low, i thought... so i probably shouldn't even consider it... and yet i worried all the same.

and so i got to the building and reached our floor, two steps away from a panic, and i went to the office to pick up my yearbook... and there it was! what i came there for! without thinking i started walking down the hall and up the stairs to the math office. hell. i noticed a few students walking by... i guess they weren't on break? was it already spring semester? i paused and started browsing through the yearbook, finding that they'd forgotten to include my compsci professor with the faculty photos... and then, leafing to the photos taken during spirit week, i found the photo of my compsci professor and i when i'd dressed up as him. the only photo of him in the yearbook was one taken with me. huh. i then continued walking towards the office and peered through the open door, fearing i'll see an empty desk...

but lo! there was my compsci professor, standing at his seat, working on his computer. and wouldn't you know it, he was wearing the same blue-green plaid and tan pants he'd worn when i'd dressed up as him (the outfit i accidentally predicted he'd wear that day, coming into school with the exact same thing). he was happy to see me! and so we talked, and he told me about finals week. oh okay, they're still in fall semester finals... that explains things. i completely forgot that the last time i saw him, i'd never given him a proper goodbye, as i was whisked away by my friends. that odd grief-shaped feeling had all but melted away. i felt both awkward and at ease, as i always did when talking to him... for he was so kind and gentle, as always. he said the students do come around often, but never as often as i did... it was nice to talk to him, perhaps even reassuring.

eventually he had to get back to work, so i said goodbye and headed home. on the way to the subway i felt like a total idiot, partly for worrying so much about the whole thing, and partly for wasting his time again with all my fretting and fussing. and yet, no matter how much i fear he finds me annoying, he said he'd be happy to see me there again as i left...

#melonposting #(shaking myself back and forth) YOUR OLD COMPSCI PROFESSOR IS NOT YOUR DAD AND NEVER WILL BE. SHUT UPPPPPPPP #for a while i've wondered about paying him a visit and i've always imagined immediately apologizing to him for some reason #like waaaugh sorry for being so weird around you and being stupid and a freak. it's okay if you want to kill me i understand #but no... like sure i was a bit shy around him but we had a perfectly happy and pleasant conversation #it's especially nice when he tells me things... that reassures me the most for some reason #he told me today how he had to take a sick day to take care of his sick kid but he had to work the whole time from home which was too bad #and another time he told me that the day he was out wasn't because he was sick but because he had to take a 'mental health day'#which i don't suppose is something he told anyone else #and then of course in response to one of my stupid rambly soul-bearing emails worrying about always being worried #he told me about how he's dealt with anxiety and depression before. and how it worked out okay in the end #is it weird that i find that comforting? that he should tell me about himself and how he's doing? that i know this stuff about him?#i do take pride in how much i like him and how much i know about him... i'm his number one fan... :)#god i need to be sedated. geez louise #move over luke triton you're not the only one who wants a familial relationship with a college professor. and i'm worse about it. so there #and then i kill luke. but because he's me and i'm him i end up dying too #so i suppose it's a net zero in the end huh

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saetiate · 5 days ago

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OKAY NO MORE ANGST IM TURNING AROUND

#sorry friends i was sad for a bit but im BACK #deep breaths in #was just mad at myself bc i missed an email from a client #and the my matcha latte SUCKED the store used milk that was so :/#and i slept in today which i hate doing bc i like to be busy and productive #BUT ITS FINE. it’s fine i’m gonna live and i’m gonna get a job and i’m gonna survive #trust in me !!! i can do it !!#cora talking

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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Hey I'm graduating college in may and I just kinda realized that I'll be Done Done with school after that. Not fake-done like I was graduating high school, where I'd have to go to college at the start of the fall. And not fake-done like I was in any of my semesters I took off.

Done Done. As in I accomplished my degree, and I won't ever have to go back to school if I don't want to. What a beautiful, beautiful thought.

#speculation nation #i enjoy learning but not in school. school is the soul killer. there's a reason it's taking me 10 years to get my bachelors.#failed classes and switched majors and part time school (so i could work and pay my way thru) and semesters taken off...#for 9 and a half years now it's been a fucking shadow hanging over my head.#just gotta keep going just gotta persevere. slow and steady wins the race.#and well im nearly there now. holy fuck tho i didnt miss full time school lmfao #i went to part time a few years back to save my fuckin self bc it was just *impossible* to do full time school And work to support myself.#and even part time school plus a job was horrible. but i did it anyways.#and here i am now with my lovely life insurance from my awful paternal death. life sure happens as it will huh.#which will let me complete school in a neat 10 years. graduated high school in 2015 and college in 2025. wild.#not glad my dad died but im grateful that ive gotten this opportunity afterwards.#sure is strange the ways life goes.#anyways yeah im in deadlines hell rn with all these fucking projects but ONCE I FINISH THEM #i will be done with this semester. my second to last semester.#theyre releasing class schedules today for next semester too and im a little antsy. cant edit until next week regardless #but i wanna KNOWWWWW what i got. best case scenario i get my 3 classes i need to graduate #plus my orchestra and bowling. so i have a full 12 credit hours. to be full time still.#im scared of not having gotten 3 classes bc theyre selectives yea so i dont need These classes Specifically #but also it'll be a pain in my fucking ass if i have to go scrounging. and i wanna have my first choices...#but we'll see. i selected several fall-through options and i dont need any single specific class to graduate.#so long as i have 3... thatll be enough...#AUGHHHHH college!!!! im almost done!!!!! i might get straight As this semester!!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to email my professor about setting up the book meeting lol. i should do that today.

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elysiumcalled · 9 months ago

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Next time somebody at work asks if I can help I’m just saying no idfc anymore

#I literally cannot help #I always try to help tho even when it’s not part of my job and then they keep coming back with even DUMBER questions #leave me alone #also I’ve just had a week off and this woman won’t fucking leave me alone for AGAIN… something that’s NOTHING TO DO WITH ME #I’m fucking busy catching up fuck off 😭😭😭😭😭#there’s literally a fucking dedicated query email for all this shit and guess what I DONT EVEN WORK FOR THAT TEAM #WHY DO U THINK I KNOW WHAT THE HELL UR ON ABOUT????#I’m looking for a new job this week I hate it so I have no patience for all the idiots anymore #and these are all fucking INTERNAL people not outside people who genuinely don’t know and just have my contact info for some treason #reason #this lady today: when you post these on the system can you add this specific information #me: literally does not and cannot post invoices on the system??#this lady also today: do u know the status of our account with this company #me: does not work for the team where the queries go. has nothing to do with said company #maybe just fucking ask the company yourself #she’s literally calling me rn as I type this LMAOO #IGNORING #rant over hehe sorry :)

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guinevereslancelot · 5 months ago

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applied to a bunch of jobs! 😅🙏

#took me three days bc i really wanted my dad's input on my resume and he took a while to get back to me #but i reallyyyy wanted to have applications in my monday morning and now i do :)#also feeling much better aboutbthe whole thing now that i have stuff to be excited about #still really really sad abt leaving the kids at my current job tho #but i drove by some of the places i applied today and researched them and im really optimistic about some of them #i even heard back from one already which i was not expecting at all #she literally emailed me like half an hour after getting my application and started asking me questions #like a pre interview #so thats nice #we went back and forth a couple of times #its not my top top choice but that place isnt officially hiring and might take forever to back back to me #this place is a smaller home daycare type place and urgently hiring but the pay is super good and a home daycare environment might be nice #and the pay is pretty decent esp compared to what im making now #the top top place is a fancy pants private school that going to be way more thorough abt references and background check #so they'll take longer to get back to me #but i found out after applying that my friend's mom works there 🤯#so she's gonna ask her to put in a good word for me :)#but they're not officially hiring according to their website it just says they encourage people to inquire so i did #so p unlikely i would get that one but you never know #anyway!!!!#finally excited abt things and not just filled with dread and sadness abt leaving the current place and kids #still makes me sad but im not on the verge of tears thinking abt it anymore lol #this has been a shitpost

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quaranmine · 5 months ago

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a little wild how clearly sick i was earlier this week because i woke up feeling better today and the difference of my brain actually working is astounding. i actually just logged onto work and did multiple tasks i was failing to do earlier in the week in the space of basically half an hour LOL

#woke up and suddenly had the ability to critically think again #me earlier in this week blinking blankly at the computer screen: i know there's multiple things i need to do #me today: ok! time to check in on xyz and let me email this person and oh i havent heard back on this for a week either-

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lotsobagels · 6 months ago

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Still waiting to hear back from jorb and I'm being so so patient about it~

#self shitpost #gonna email them tomorrow to check in if I don't hear back today #they have a perfectly reasonable reason for taking a while but it's KILLING ME #I did my best and that's all I can do

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 2 months ago

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this was the arts and crafts btw <3

#camera talks #web weave on the inside of my bpd workbook?#more likely than you think <3 #im making it through this #not my best work but it’s symbolic to me and has meaning #and I think it’s overall a good few reminders to have on the inside covers #there’s also a quote from the secret life of Walter Mitty movie on the back bc yeah I liked that movie #but anyways #I’m working on putting my coping mechanisms and skill in the back now <3 #also yes I’m home from school today I didn’t feel great (mentally and physically so </3)#I’m either doing that or playing video games now. or mayhaps resting that’s a good idea #I just sent an email (yippee good email) while I’m also waiting for another response at some point so I’m just sorta here for now #and that’s okay <33

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real-life-cloud · 8 months ago

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Literally woke up from my alarm. Snooze. Falls asleep for ten minutes and dreams about getting ready for work. Wakes up and I'm not ready for work . Evil

#the sky speaks #ive laid here and watched time go by. at this point even if i was ready and left right now id be late #might fake illness #i mean i do feel vaguely nauseous but thats not abnormal esp in thr morning #either i text someone and say im gonna be late . or i email boss and take off today ..#my dad's gonna give me shit for it tho aughhhh #hes always like You wont hqve such a laid back job forwvwr where you can just take off on a whim !! and hes RIGHT but . bbbut. sleeoy :(#like im trying to get this fulltime job at a university and ahit like this wont slide for sure #but also. the little devil on my shoulder adds. why not take advantage of current jobs chill way about it for now hmmmmmm????#even more time has passed now damn #yrah im not going in today #but i need to like do chores today tho. must vacuum and put away laundry i folded yesterday. to make up for not going to work in my mind lol

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 4 months ago

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it sucks that so much of my family has also dealt with cancer but it's really lovely that they were able to give me warnings about things