#lke it would be fine if it were just this but I also requested Feb 7 off not long ago and last week my testing went so overtime like they
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#personal#GODDDDDDD fuck ive thrown up three or four times today and have had horrible other stomach problems and now on top of all that im pretty#sure this has exacerbated my period symptoms bc now my lower back hurts like hell and my legs are so achy and every time istand up i get#lightheaded#it took me a fucking hour to make a smoothie for myself bc i kept feeling weak and at one point had to run upstairs to Expel My Insides in#the middle of it#also all of this means no auditions for me today šš» messaged director to let her know i wouldnāt be coming in and also to ask her to tell#stage manager that despite my bailing on this i do plan to be involved in crew still šš» since the stage manager told me sheād see me at#auditions since sheās part of the audition committee. anyway director messaged back saying i could do an email audition which was very#nice of her so i guess im supposed to send a vid of me singing + reading some sides + following a choreographed routine once she sends me#the guide for that which she said she would do laterā¦ since she like just said that im guessing it will be like 9 at least by the time she#gets it to me so hopefully itās fine if i do that tmrw morning instead of tonight bc i donāt want to disturb my roommates#<- we are all students btw sorry this is making it sound like i have a weirdly informal relationship w the audition committee#the music chronicles#anyway also emailed asking if i could take work off tmrw bc i still feel like shit and donāt want them scrambling to figure out the#schedule tmrw morning if i had called then instead. they havenāt replied yet tho#also i feel like. sick bc tmrw is MLK jr day and like what if theyre thinking i thought we had the day off and am now finding out we donāt#and just spitting out an excuse to not come in bc i made plans for it or smthā¦ ugh#lke it would be fine if it were just this but I also requested Feb 7 off not long ago and last week my testing went so overtime like they#are going to think im slacking so badā¦ :/#i am straight up not having a good time ā¼ļø#cw emetophobia#also if i am still sick tmrw that means no working on crony with lab partner either since we meet on mondays ā¹ļø was looking forward to that#even if im not sick actually i still shouldnāt go bc i called off work and we work on it in the same building as my workplace so if they#saw me that wouldnāt be great#the engineering chronicles
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