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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
#personal#im still fighting it but im also a realist so I’ve accepted that this will be our future#rant#gen ai is fucking boring#I hope this doesn’t make me sound like a ‘going against the crowd. not like the rest of society’ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where it’s considered totally fine to use ai to make art I’ll still be using my bare hands#because I like it and nobody can take that from me#if you’re a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point#all of it. and there’s nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesn’t belong to you
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oh Vi you are so much stronger than me … ☹️💛
Animation for all Vi lovers hehe :>
#VI WHY DID THEY DO THIS TO YOU#MY LOVE 💔#arcane depression#arcane angst#arcane#vi arcane#powder arcane#jinx arcane#caitlyn arcane#vi and powder#vi and jinx#vi and caitlyn
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William Afton lost two baddies in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#william afton#henry emily#mrs afton#clara afton#fnaf 4#afton family#William really lost the two people he considered somewhat equal to him#that must of been a blow to his ego#for Mrs Afton I assume his depression over losing her doesn’t set in till later#cause he gotta come to terms with he did actually love her#which is uncharacteristic of him least what he thinks#while Henry leaving was an immediate blow to his psyche#his parentership meant a lot cause I could see#Henry is one of the only people he thought was even worth talking to#that actually saw his visions#dude must of been a wreck after this lmao
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Shes been calling out to me in my dreams
#disco elysium#my art#jean vicquemare#vicky#god i missed her#also to the ppl that put tags saying they love the hair shapes. hehehe ily#its kinda like a temporary replacement for the depression square#well visually at least#shes wearing the makeup kim did in the other drawing :3
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#actually dissociative#did#dissociation#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#osdd#did system#traumagenic did#traumagenic osdd#trauma#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline pd#manic depression#manic depressive#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#mental illness#mental health
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me too, luna.
#luna#celestia#mlp#my art#fanart#comic#grand galloping 20s#doodles#oscillating between serious “luna has depression” and funny “luna is a shut in who smells bad and reads books without a light”#luna would LOVE modern pajamas and sweatpants rip#also celestia usually uses first person “I” pronouns but Luna almost exclusively uses we/us#because nightmare moon is technically another identity sharing her body#it's like DID but not because it's not a disorder to them#edit: sorry should clarify that did doesn't need to be considered a disorder either#i don't know the preferred nomenclature for this topic there's someone in the tags who explains
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Your beats make me sick
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#a-yuan#wen qing#wen ning#This scene raised several implications that range from retroactively hilarious -#-to confrontationally horrifying.#First with the hilarious bit; Hey! We've seen this scene before!#In fact - this particular duet is so similar to the duet LWJ and WWX perform to calm the mystery arm in Cloud Recess-#-That I am honestly flabbergasted WWX *didn't* realize LWJ would catch on his real identity.#Sure there are a lot of ways you could justify it. But also...even if he didn't play Wangxian.mp3...he would have been found out eventually#"I have to get away from LWJ by annoying him via flirting!' uhhh like you pretty much did throughout most of your late teens?#I think there is something a bit charming about WWX if he's truly that bad of an actor. Go on king. Live your authentic truth.#For the horrifying implications...I didn't depict it here but it's not *just* Wen Ning who breaks out and goes into a frenzy.#It is also the other corpses that are around the burial grounds.#You know; the ones that even he admits he has no idea how many there are!#It puts a lot more weight on 'how much longer do you really think you can do this?'#The village in the burial grounds was *always* under a time limit. It was a matter of when and how it would be destroyed.#And I do believe that firmly. As depressing and pessimistic as it is; The Wen Remnants were never meant to survive.
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Okay but do you know what really gets me?
There's no one left in-universe who can or will talk about Jaybin as he really was.
Bruce is the founder of the Jaybin Slander Department;
Alfred is no better.
Dick wasn't around much, didn't know him that well.
If Barbara ever interacted with him in his original run, I haven't found it yet.
I mean, he had some interactions with the Teen Titans, but was he really close with any of them?
I suppose Gordon could, assuming he isn't in on the Jason-bashing. I haven't seen it but I could be missing something.
And, well, Jason... somehow, I don't think anyone's asking Jason what he was like as a kid, nor is he really a reliable source. Autobiographical memory is weird.
No one in-universe will ever really talk about this bright, friendly, eager kid, and it's a tragedy.
He was smart and clever and had so much compassion.
He wanted so badly to help people, and he found joy in his work as Robin.
He had a dramatic flair and he was kind of a nerd and he was really funny on occasion.
He was so deeply, fundamentally good, and the fact that somehow his legacy has been twisted into one of anger and recklessness is honestly a crime.
It makes me so desperately sad that there's not a single character who can even start to undo the lasting damage of a four-decade smear campaign against a kid who did nothing to deserve it.
#warrior's thoughts#jason todd#bruce wayne#jaybin#jaybin readthrough#comics#it's all jim starlin's fault btw#the way he writes jason does not align with any of jason's other appearances in contemporary books#every time dc writes something about jason being angry or reckless as a child an angel loses their wings#he has his moments of anger but it's not like he's not justified in those#also he's 12-15; i feel like some anger is normal at that age#and a lot of his seemingly reckless moments were actually calculated; he just didn't lay out the plan for bruce before doing it#jim starlin is the only writer who writes jason the way he does. everyone else seemed to understand that this was a good kid#it's really jarring to go from batman 413 to batman 415 (jay doesn't appear in 414) because of the stark difference in how jay is written#genuine question for mr starlin if you didn't like the character of robin why did you agree to write batman?#i can't be too upset; i really like red hood and it's only because jim starlin hated jason that we got utrh in the first place#but the character assassination of jaybin is just depressing#(btw if you want me to figure out image sources lmk i did not keep track lol)#also i should note that it is implied that dick and jason were actually pretty close#we just don't get to see much of it#so all we have are those implications. same with babs actually - she never appears in the jaybin era#but later comics (and her presence at his funeral) suggest they knew each other
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"i lost something in the hills"
#charthur#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#rdr2 charles#this fanart wasnt meant to be depressing but the grayscale filter did it.#seriously the colored sketch is very wholesome
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How is SAUBER of all teams saving me from depression I cannot believe this
#williams you were the chosen one !!!#being hardcore outperformed by a sauber three times in a row#did not sign up for this#willimds depression aside i am SO SO happy for gabi to score his first points#and nico is the goat anyway#we already know this#carlos sainz#alex albon#nico hulkenberg#gabriel bortoleto#gabico#the toxic age gap yaoi has charmed me#it too is saving me from jumping off a cliff#f1
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hey, just as a btw, a fic or a series not uploading for a year doesn't mean its abandoned.
Sometimes the authors have shit going on, other wips, or! it just needs to sit and marinate for a bit. Collecting all the flavor and details it wouldn't have otherwise.
it's okay for updates to take a while.
And if you're impatient? Why not leave a nice comment telling us (the author(s)) what you love about the fic or series? say that you love it, and are "waiting eagerly for the next chapter" and/or that you "would love to see x or y happen because it would mean-"
This could be a new fandom vibe because of all the "i have to drop this while people are still interested" energy, but its not universal, and i don't believe its good for the fandom ecosystem.
Have patience, and have compassion. Remember that authors are human and these fics? (or comics, animatics, whatever) This is our art. We care about it just as much, if not more than you.
#fandom#this is because a bit ago a coauthor and friend of mine got an ask about our series and i had to take a step back#it had only been a few months! in which i had a depressive episode and more life complications#it felt bad y'all. hearing that i wasn't doing enough.#the tone was overall positive#but come on#asking for the notes about the series after only six months of us not uploading? actually it mightve been shorter#i think my coauthor uploaded more recently than i did#good things come to those who wait applies to you too.#sorry for getting all serious but this was seriously bothering me#and i finally have the words!
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WAIT! VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who does Cater write romance fics about? Aduce probably, but who else? I MUST KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eh, Adeuce, TreyRiddle, AzuLeech, JamiKali, RookVil, all the obvious ones.
And also maybe some LeoIde~
Cater would change the names for obvious reasons but, you know...


...someone might have ended up connecting 2 and 2 together.
#Idia didn't figure out it was Cater#but he did realize someone at school was writing rpf#and despite not wanting to believe it yes that Idris character sure seems very similar to himself#and that catboy... NO FUCKING WAY!!#Idia sure was surprised when he finally figured it out#pre-dating obviously#mello's drawings#twisted wonderland#twst#Depression Trio#idia shroud#cater diamond#tagging the ships just in case:#idikei#leoide#leocay#ask me anything#my art
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trigun stargaze release announcement means it's time to watch trigun 98 again
#i finally got the hardback manga because a local store had it on sale so i nabbed it#but i havent read it yet. i only ever got about halfway through because it gave me depression#anyway i miss vashwood so much.#rookposting#trigun#vashwood#I actually have so many more tweets about trigun than i thought i did? it's kinda crazy#i think i was watching it around the tail end of law school so i clearly needed vash's support#there are more i havent put into this post because i can only post ten#long post
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SEVERANCE 2x10 / 1x04 | "Whatever this life is, it's all that we have."
#severance#severance spoilers#severanceedit#myedits#oh man#oooooh maaaaan what the fuck#oh i need to think about all this for like 400-500 business days before i can say anything about it#but this is the first thing that smacked me#watching him trying to bullshit manipulate himself and undermine his innie's entire existence#and him being like 'it's helly actually. helly. that's the person I'M in love with' like fuck you actually#it's so goddamn messy and i love it so much#once again: you would think jetlag gifs would be harder to make and you would be WRONG#so wrong#also severance giffing is way more depressing but i feel like i need to gif my way through all these emotions#because fuuuuuuUCK#those comments about mark/helly shippers not being disappointed like askdjaskdjnkwjbrasf#don't get me wrong i love gemma and i love mark/gemma and i do want him to get her back but like#he did the right thing for gemma and his outie (sort of). he got her out. and then he just noped and chose life and helly#even if it's only for another minute#HONESTLY#that last scene will be living rent free for eternity
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see you next spring
#my art#royalsea art#moomin#moomintroll#snufkin#moomin fanart#tanoshii moomin ikka#i get the worst seasonal depression#so i did this fanart to cheer myself up#they bring me so much joy
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Bunch of Harvey angst because I felt like it. Been THINKING about it.
Bluesky Ko-Fi
#Sometimes I feel like making him suffer.#I love him but he has to suffer. For me.#Also I said it before but his depression and mental health besides the DID is overlooked and is also important. Got it? Good.#harvey dent#two face#fanart#dc comics#fake screenshots#retro aesthetic#angst#tw: smoking#tw: mental health#tw: blood#reginalususart
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