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i don't feel good. i feel like i should disappear today and never come back. whats the point of surviving if im just wasting space and being a burden to everyone
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when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again
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for: matty ( @intxication ) location: the church
Life had a way with taking the reins and exhausting him too much to muster up the energy. But Ric felt like he was slipping again. He had no reason to feel like this, yet he felt his mind was taking ten steps back these days and he could feel the self-hate begin to slowly bubble up again, and the sleepless night had already begun. Seeing Jude at the block party was nice because not only had it been one of his good days, just seeing the man brought a comfort to his soul. Which is what brought him back to church. That and he didn't know where else to turn at the moment. So, needless to say, Ricardo was more than thankful for Jude to let him stay here for a couple of days.
This was a place he could come be the most vulnerable without judgement or need to explain himself. As he entered the church, he immediately bows his head in a little prayer before moving to sit in one of the church pews towards the middle section. He sits for a moment, not praying, not thinking, just sitting and enjoying the peaceful silence that filled the church. He didn't know where Jude was right now, but he suspected around doing some sort of work. Ricardo mentally told himself that he needed to fix a couple of lights that were flickering something awful.
Who knew how long he had been sitting, by this point his face was shoved in the palm of his hands, fingers entangled in his hair, but his peaceful silence was interrupted when he heard what sounded like someone taking a seat in another section of the church. He wasn't going to look over, because it wasn't his business who had showed up, but curiosity always got the better of him. Lifting his face, Ricardo turns in the direction he heard movement from. Matty. For a moment, his brown eyes, warm, tired as they were, just looked at the other and a small sigh came from him. Then, he turns away, he turns his attention to his hands instead. Was he supposed to keep his guard up even in the house of God? He knew the answer to that question.
He should get up and walk out right now. He should. But, rather, after a moment, Ricardo gets up and makes his way to slide into the same section Matty was sitting and sits next to the other. Not too close, enough to give them both some personal space. "Hi, Matty." He met him as Matty, so that's what he'd call him. "I have to admit," his gaze is focused ahead, not really looking at anything in particular, "I'm a bit bummed I haven't gotten any wrench signals. I picked out a nice cape just for you."
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death isnt enough. i need to never have existed
#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#bpd vent#actually mentally ill#borderline personality disorder#cluster b#tw sui ideation#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#passive suicidality
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every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier
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Apologies for the bed & depression has claimed me
#✧・゚:*𝒜𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝑒𝓇𝓉*:・゚✧ - OOC#|| ever have a couple of those days where it's like everything goes wrong#|| and the more you try to do stuff that usually cheers you up the more stuff goes wrong#|| and next thing you know it's 10am you haven't slept bc the day has yet to get good#|| but you finally crash and then when you wake up the sun's already set and /welp/#|| ..we try again tomorrow lovelies 🖤#depressive thoughts tw#tw: depression#depression tw
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the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere
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#relatable quotes#depressing shit#life quotes#quoteoftheday#quotes#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#depressing quotes#tw depressing stuff#postivevibes
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You’ve grown into someone who would have protected you as a child. And that is the most powerful move you made.
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#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems#ventcore#tw depressing thoughts#bpd#borderline personality disorder#sorry for being depressing
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pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning
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In another universe I was happy
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i thought it was hard, i knew nothing
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#vent post#vent blog#ventcore#vent#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#s3lf harn#self h@rm#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#tw self destructive behavior#feeling sad#self destruction
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#actually borderline#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#depressing shit#living with ptsd#tw bpd vent#tw self destructive behavior#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw depression#actually ptsd#childhood trauma#trauma#borderline things#borderline thoughts#sad thoughts#suicide
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#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#depressing life#tw depressing stuff#quotes#childhood trauma#poetic#childhood#childhood ptsd#childhood truama#child abuse#tw selfhate#self h@rm#truamacore#kill my thoughts#kill my feelings#complex ptsd#how could you#just cptsd things#scribbles#are you proud of me#daddy issues#this is a cry for help#family#abandoned#ptsd#i hate my existence#wound tw
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