#depression wooooo

[sleepyflowershead]

i thought such idea like this after seeing so many pv, sm

pining this so lil intro for my concepts that just become a freaking au-

edit : yall seem uhh to like it so here something for the this one, edit again to make 2 lil more make sense, his name “jester”

shadow milk possessed pure vanilla mhm but he somehow make themselves bound together forever in mind, soul, mental, physical and got physical appearance change, pv can still like fight back but it won’t be enough (edit : finally it got edit of my mind, they pretty much a “mixed” as part of side effect)

2. white lily have tough time thinking be ofc that one 3rd choices but it also result pure vanilla getting seal away with shadow milk too, clock is ticking

she have no choices.

[azelle-intermisson]

hi leo nation im trying to get back into drawing after not doing it all summer

[whatevenisokay]

[mechanicalinfection]

Shaky hands.

I'll be talking about my condition under the cut, so be warned! other than that I hope you enjoy this piece.

Ig you can count this as a vent but. Anyways. Things haven't been great lately, that's all I can say for sure.

I've been thinking about quitting art lately, which I never think about, ever. Since art is literally my pride and joy, it's a skill im actually proud of it and worked for, but lately it just isn't fun. Not anymore. I've been drawing for people lately, not for myself.

It's just so frustrating too, I always have so much high expectations when it comes to my art and when it doesn't happen or I don't achieve it, everything feels. Awful, and horrible and I always end up thinking that I should've never become an artist in the first place. And that I'm an imposter or something amongst other artist that are criminally underrated, since clearly they deserve the recognition more, they deserve it more than me.

But moving on from the actual topic I wanted to talk about, is how my hands are just. So shaky. It's been so difficult to even bear with, I can't draw properly usually when it happens and it frustrates me deeply since I want to draw. But it's forcing me not to. And I don't know what to do about it, I just want to be able to draw. I want things to be fun again.

Sometimes I think blowing up and becoming known was a mistake. I worry about pumping out art everyday that I just get so burnt out. I push myself through my own limit and this is the result I get. Shaking hands, messed up sleep schedule, haven't eaten properly lately, all to pump art.

I'm tired.

[bogbutteronmycroissant]

Knowing Hermes, he was probably talking about Luke. And knowing Luke, he never listened to the song. But maybe Chris Rodriguez did, and many other children of Hermes, despite knowing the song wasn't about them.

@bogbutteronmycroissant yo but what if there’s a Hermes kid who likes to listen to Theodosia when they feel sad so they can live vicariously through the imaginary baby their father’s character seemed to love so much

[square-braxket]

just finished the entirety of league of gentlemen in about a week i think my brain is melting

[elliethecat]

some cookies and hot chocolate for when you come back from your tumblr break ^-^ 🍪🍪🍪☕

Omg thank you Sam ArtsyBook you're so kind <3 /p

I'm back y'all, and I'm feeling better than ever! I've missed y'all </3

I think the main thing that was trashing my mental health was the occasional depressing post here and irl stuff (I'm done with my big science, math, and english tests >:D) so I'll probably just filter out the occasional tag here and there and deal with irl stuff.

I'm so glad to be back, y'all. Tonight let's do shit that gets us in cringe comps! >:D /lyr

[mangosaurus]

forever thinking about that cameo paul-mikél williams did where he alluded to all the new sides of darius we'd be seeing in chaos theory ... this is what he meant, isn't it

[sweetcherriexs]

sometimes I feel like nobody cares. but not because they don't care, I just can't feel that they do. and that's not their fault, it's not their fault that I can't feel anything other than the disease in my mind that is slowly consuming me whole.

[phoebeejeebies]

shout out to ghostbusters (afterlife and frozen empire specifically but also shout out to ghostbusters and ghostbusters ii) for singlehandedly hauling me out of the burn-out depressive state i was in for the past six months this shit's fucking awesomesauce

[hearts-hunger]

post holiday depression!! how the hell are ya

[lucyvaleheart]

ohh this is gonna be. such a bad idea i can tell (: (: (:

[tartt9]

@feleshero asked // 63 ! [ world's smallest violin by ajr ] // from here !

"Somewhere, someone's got it worse... wish that made it easier."

[slytherinshua]

new theme what do we think 👹

[anchoeritic]

at least i’m a pretty crier!! yup!! 😄

[thelunareclipse]

MY NEW HAPPY SKITTLES ARE PINK!!!/pos