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ft. nene yashiro, mokke
#he is not amused#mildly disturbed#definitely a little bit worried#akane aoi#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jshk#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk manga#tbhk 117#nene yashiro#mokke
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surprise surprise, taking a comics class has you making comics a lot!!!
#comic#my comic#black and white#B&W#my art#did I rush all of this in the couple hours before class again?#yes#but don't worry about it#he really really doesn't like it when i make loud noises#he gets so mad#bit my arm so hard#didn't really break the skin but still#ow#shout out to bubby you really made me genuinely a little fearful of you#we were fine and cuddling like 20 minutes later but i definitely spent the rest of that day walking on eggshells
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florian first realizes he's developing feelings for kieran when they go to the festival of masks together, but i think he'd really fall for them when kieran reveals that they told the town the truth about ogerpon.
he'd be stunned by kieran doing something so risky, ( after all, there was a possibility that telling the truth would've ended poorly like it almost did with their ancestor, ) and how much courage it must've taken them to do that for ogerpon. he'd have so much admiration for them in that moment and think they're so amazing... it'd really be his " oh. oh, i really like them a lot. " moment.
#mutual admiration to mutual obsession pipeline let's go—#though there'd definitely be another layer to this bc i feel like if florian brought this up to kieran#he'd probably admit that he didn’t really worry about the outcome of him telling the town the truth bc he already felt like an outcast#and kieran expects florian to be disappointed but he's just. sad for him#especially since he knows how that feels and how lonely it is#so he'd probably try to encourage him a little bit by telling him things are different now#florian : you have so many ppl who'll make sure you never have to feel that way again. including me! 😊#*puts my head into my hands* fucking. gay ppl man...#my brain might be in sdv mode rn but those kieflo worms are still in the soil#pokemon#candyappleshipping#hc : (pkmn) mjverse#hc : ( mjv ) paldea#chara : florian russel cavallari#chara : kieran hinoki#i need to come up with a special ship name for mjv!kieflo...
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That one chef saying that the worst thing about a bad boss is how they unlock that behavior in you and seeing Carmy mirror the attitude of the chef that terrorized him and gave him panic attacks and then ending the season with Syd having a panic attack because of the stress of working with Carmy...diabolical.
#idk if it's a little too on the nose or not (i literally just finished the season so i haven't had time to sit with it) but that whole#element is so interesting (and so devastating). and the ways that mirrors all of Nat's worries about continuing the dysfunction of her#family now that she has a kid...#i also think its a good portrayal of how not addressing your trauma and leaving things to fester can end up hurting other people way more#than it hurts you. like even if Carmy is okay with choosing to not have a life or to be close with anyone (which. debatable) he's#not the only one whose life gets fucked by that. the mess just radiates out until it hits everyone around him and he ends up creating#the same circumstances that caused his dysfunction in the first place.#even if evil joel mchale chef is right (a+ casting btw very punchable face) and carmy needs to ruin his life to be a good chef#--which is a big if--he's actively making the people around him less able to do their jobs. which then makes the people around them#less able. and so on. so in the end it's still net negative. and like. chef terry proves that he's actually completely wrong#the environment in her kitchen is the exact opposite and everyone is operating at an insane level anyway no abuse necessary#this season was definitely the weakest of the 3 but i rly wanna see where they go next. and they better drop the next bit soon bc that was#in no way complete#the bear#the bear season 3#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#the bear spoilers
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Quick Fuuta sketch -- I wanted the vibe of him reluctantly tipping his head up so someone could check his injuries, but I don't know if it translates or if the angle just looks awkward rip
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#dont know if ill continue with it but ah well#i finished my other fuuta art tho :3 ill post it tomorrow i think#i think if i add a hand tipping his chin up it would make more sense why hes angled that way but looking away#but 1. that would mean id need to draw a hand -_- at a fancy perspective no less -_-#and 2. im worried itll come off more shippy than intended#its definitely meant to be a little bit but thatd feel too much you know?#idk 😅 im eepy#and should not be trusted with tagging#(ohh just saw the ask -- i will definitely be taking you up on that enablement at some point 👀👀👀)
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I've been microwave rotating He's Not a Good Person But Neither Are You by @echonomy in my brain and it. Mayhaps. Have brought me to start a new story. Cough.
ANYWAY have some ART of the MC of He's Not Good, Kay!! (Chaosssssss!!) And also Unnamed Y/N character for the new fic I've got 3,000 words for lol
You see- you see ist funny. It's funny because I rotated the story for so long in my brain I wondered what would happen if someone entirely opposite to Kay was put in a similar situation. And thus "You Cannot Genuinely Be This Stupid" (working title) was born. And yes, the MC does wear the watermelon jumpsuit. No it is not important but it is important to ME
#ANYWAY GO READ THE FIC#its super um. violent and kinda gorey and i feel bad for saying its funny#but it is genuinely so funny guys#also i think there might be a smut one shot with the character but i havent read that cuz. im staying away from smut for a bit lol#ZERO DISRESPECT TO TH AUTHOR!!! Smut is just not my thingie#the chapters are bite sized and delicious and scrumptious#and dont worry where i got the Kay design hehehhe#definitely mot from special little picrews from the author nooooo....#ugagahah i need to actually remember to do things this#week#what.#my art#Pressure OC#uhmm im not tagging Sebastian hes barely on there
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PERUSE his WARES
#was a bit worried for mudborne around 2 main art areas#one is i want to do little cutscenes for certain story beats#and the other was detailed frog people for the npcs#both of them involve doing way higher res than i ever do#literally everything is 16x16#so having to do a larger piece for this dude definitely had me questioning everything ive ever drawn#but happy with how he turned out#only 4 more to go lmao#mudborne#pixel art#indie game#indie game development#game dev#frogs#frog
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Ar-Pharazon from the Reverse Gondolin AU and as Witch-King of Numenor - thanks to @who-needs-words for helping develop this idea!
#silm#silmarillion#second age#ar pharazon#reverse gondolin au#(well more like the aftermath of gondolin reversal)#this au has consumed my life#on the plus side inspiration for feanor is finally reemerging from under the metaphorical couch so i might get something finwion-y done soo#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa so much to draw so little time#seriously though golden nazgul is such a cool idea#whatever the mordor equivalent for the angband trio is (sauron pharazon and shelob maybe?) is going to look so cool in black and gold#black/gold black hole shelob!!#and prince elrond is super finwiony looking#also he has his wings & glowiness out a lot more so that'll be fun#but yeah basically in the au Prince Elrond realized via foresight what was happening/going to happen in numenor#so he went there and disowned ar pharazon (by extension removing him from the throne) and crowned tar miriel rightful Ruling Queen#then later when sauron showed up he came back kicked sauron out and outlawed the death cult#but between that time sauron secretly recruited ar pharazon by promising him kingship in exchange for his support#and anyways ar pharazon survived all the way to the TA as the Witch King#(mr. angmar here gets to be second in command of the nazgul sorry)#-imagine this guy showing up to be all 'bagginssss' though#the witch king of numenor is somehow even more dramatic#also the whole 'no living man can kill me' is. a bit different coming from a guy who has many enemies in the form of#a) his cousin the Ruling Queen of Numenor#b) his uncle the choice-of-elves-peredhel#c) a bunch of Faithful in the Halls#the dead guys aren't too much of a problem#but i wonder if he heard that prophecy and worried a whole lot more about the Ruling Queens#or Prince Elrond who in the au has very definitely embraced his maia-ness#and then imagine his surprise hearing 'but no living man am i' and it coming from. a random human lady.
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Congrats to you and your mom for getting noticed by Clown themself!
I can not even correctly express through drawing the emotions and how they were displayed when we found out. A dying squirrel gets close to describing it, except like, we were happy lol.
#wally darling#Welcome home#asks#except not really#just them bringing to light that I was nowhere near calm#I literally was dying#And I had a very interesting screaming moments#when I realized that the amazing person known as the creator of welcome reblogged my drawing#I would literally give a little squeal#I was the definition of a crazy fangirl for a bit#Don’t worry though#im finally breathing normal again
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does anyone else find it fucked up that moon's friends protect themselves from her with the skyfire at the end of moon rising?
#wings of fire#moonwatcher#look okay i've been slowly rereading the series on and off again bc one of my friends is getting into the series#so correct me where i'm wrong in asking why kinkajou feels entitled for moon to disclaim she's a telepath and seer upon first meeting her#when the news that nightwings don't have powers anymore and that they manipulated the entire sandwing succession war conflict#for their own gain went PUBLIC so nightwings are a hated tribe#nevermind the fact that moon feels like an outcast among her tribe because she hatched off of the volcano and never had to suffer#though it's sweet that her mother cares for her and worries about her she still calls moon her 'weird little diamond'#and impresses upon her 'secret hidden safe' which is basically wof's conceal don't feel#when was moon supposed to feel safe enough in disclosing her power she's hated FOR having and hated for NOT having#do you (general) think she's in ANY position to advertise she's the tribe's ONLY true seer and telepath in generations safely?#'i get what kinkajou means but it feels almost like having to disclaim your trans or disabled. Is a bit fucked' is what my friend said#it's the same fucking thing as 'i'm losing the person i once knew' but perhaps not in those words and not nearly as harshly#i know kinkajou comes around to moon eventually and they remain friends. but there's something REALLY fucked about it imo#same friend pointed out there's a queerness to this which i will 100% agree on like it stings on a personal level#like. look i still like the series but man reading it critically and interacting with it in a more adult lens#is definitely an action i am doing right now.#i think i'm still correct in saying darkstalker was a child. evil is not created in a vacuum. hatred is taught not inherent.#it does not excuse him from the evil he did commit. but he was a child. he was a FUCKING ABUSED CHILD. augh. (quietly losing my mind)#rex rambles
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Some scribbles :) (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Texture work is original sure lol#Went in hard on one of those Drawing Advice posts about ''Hey - literally just put pencil to paper and go no worries''#It was fun :D I Do still want to just doodle freely sometimes!#I still enjoy some structure to it so I ended making a grid of various like map-style textures to tell different biomes apart lol#But just general funsies scribbles were pretty good! I enjoyed the lot :)#S'good to just Make with abandon sometimes haha#I really like the hatching effect generally and it's something I want to improve at/implement more so the practice was nice there :)#Layering on paper/with only the one digital layer is always an interesting exercise in negative space and keeping things readable#I like drawing clouds with notably flat bottoms haha I think it's funny that they just sit there#I guess I'm used to cirrus clouds a lot so seeing cumulus big puffies with a clear delineation between bottom and the rest is just fun to me#They look like toys! Designed to sit! But they're just up there! How fun!#Squiggly branches/veins was something I did a tooon as a kid before I got into Drawing On Purpose y'know#Just pages and pages of branches on branches#And curls that curled away from each other - did a little bit of that with the circles and lines but not that much haha#I dunno if I still have any but it's interesting how that dwindled down to basically never over time#I definitely know what I prefer to draw these days but hmm still wonder a bit!#And loop-di-loops haha I was thinking of Erase quite a lot for that one honestly#And the way some Disney Princesses give autographs which one is it-#Belle! I remember when I got her autograph years ago and was really enamoured with the flourish :D#Grace and elegance in shape! Ah! So cool#That and RGB from TPoH haha - all these swoopies! I like them very much :)
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Hey y'all! I have to preface this two-part question by saying it is not based on something I am currently experiencing, but something that happened years ago 1. Can anaphylaxis cause low blood sugar? 2. How bad is a blood sugar level in the 40s? Again, based on something from years ago, not now (just in case someone skipped the first paragraph) Like, I understand that that's very low blood sugar and is bad but idk how bad? At the time it happened I was at an urgent care and, uh, not tracking what was happening super well (both the things definitely happened at the same time, but I am unsure if they were related things)
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#anaphylaxis mention#blood sugar mention#I just assumed it was the anaphylaxis that caused it#but then was like huh maybe I should google that#and the results seemed...unclear?#and if I had super low blood sugar in a medical setting and it wasn't from allergies and my doctors are still saying#no you don't have low blood sugar don't worry#I am going to be a little bit mad. but if it is allergies#(and is something that only happens with anaphylaxis) I guess I can prove to my dad I have severe allergies???#my dad does think I have severe allergies kinda#but more that the allergies interact very very badly with my tachycardia and salt issues#which. to be fair. they do.#I get dehydrated at the drop of a hat so anything that makes me puke risks making me unable to rehydrate myself#thankfully I have kinda cracked the code (the secret is I Cannot Drink Water until I stop puking)#(only drinks that have salt and preferably sugar in them)#but still! would be nice to have him stop encouraging me to try NSAIDs again#because of the like ten hour delay between me eating anything and going into anaphylaxis#the doctors were like well. you took an advil and it's almost definitely that#and the reaction was severe enough you Should Not Try It Again
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Having parents that love you so much and are so kind to you but are also bigots is so emotionally conflicting like my parents are so so supportive of me and have made it clear they'll continue to love and care for me no matter what (which I'm of course very grateful for) but they also say some very horrible things about trans people and POC sometimes and idk if I can convince them to change their views
I mean yet again my mom's went from being very pro life to being mildly-moderately pro choice so maybe there is hope idk
#I know that their beliefs are definitely a product of their time since they grew up in the 70s and 80s#but i worry that may make it stronger#tw transphobia#tw racism#also i have a family member who's in a relationship with someone of the same gender#and my parents once made a bit of a mean joke about it behind their back#but at the same time both my parents have made it explicitly clear to me that they'd support me if i married a woman#(they talk about me getting married sometimes)#idkkk this is so confusing#my parents are both relatively kind and respectful people in general#i don't think they'd ever ever hurt someone because of their beliefs#but just hearing the little comments they makes sometimes it's ughh#pro choice
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One thing I really love about Pentiment is that like. For one thing it's very easy to play a very straightforwardly kind, compassionate, sympathetic Andreas who listens to the concerns his friends in Tassing are voicing and tries his hardest to do right by everyone and volunteers to help people a lot. As someone who always worries games are going to force me into making choices I don't want to (or that certain dialogue options will turn out to be harsher than I expected) it's sort of funny that Pentiment, a game that is about forcing you to make difficult choices, at least always let me feel good about Andreas' internal motivations and relationships with others, even when there were sometimes really upsetting consequences in-game.
(And of course, the idea that he's a good person trying his hardest and yet a lot of things go wrong for him and others over the course of the story is one of the things that sends Andreas spiraling, so this is very much something that's woven into the fabric of the game)
But I know on our first playthrough, we chose some of the background options that felt like they specifically lent themselves to that, which lead to playing a very like...polite, bookworm type Andreas. Who I adored as a character obviously, but figured was very specific to our run.
Anyways, I've enjoyed learning that while there are certainly background and dialogue choices that lead to him being brasher/more abrasive and some decisions that cross a bit of a line for me personally (there are a couple suspects I could never accuse, even with solid evidence and I know it's possible to make him a more unsympathetic to the peasants), even some of the more "unsavory" sounding background options really don't lock you into that at all.
I'm specifically thinking about the Rapscallion background because that's what the streaming gang had me choose but I love that the description for it is like "Andreas does CRIME and gets in FIGHTS"
And then in practice a lot of the options it gives you are like
"I'm going to STEAL MONEY from a wealthy abbey to help the NICE PEASANT FAMILY I'm staying with PAY THEIR TAXES!!"
or "I'm going to THREATEN YOU because you are cruelly and unfairly accusing my good friend the SWEET ELDERLY MONK!!"
And when you pair that with certain actions that he takes regardless because they're baked into like the plot or cutscenes, or certain actions he won't take or people he won't agree with because the game never even gives you the option, plus some of the other most popular dialogue choices it's like
Yeah this man does feel a bit like the antithesis of an edgy protagonist
#scribe and i are both the kind of people who will cry if a game makes us be too mean so this is another reason pentiment was made for us#like yeah you can definitely play him as pretty out of touch and even a little bit of a jerk. but he's never going to be too awful a person#that said we definitely played it pretty safe the first runthrough because like many people we were worried about consequences#and now on our second run with more plot knowledge are having a great time mouthing off a lot more to lenhardt and the abbot#game that lets you be nice to kids and poor people and tell rich bastards to go fuck themselves...... the ideal#pentiment tag
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Disclaimer im just processing some thoughts im not cancelling the show
have almost thoughts about how i find the like....narrative on here that if you have chronic "zebra" conditions youd want a doctor like House and wouldnt sue for malpractice bc at least youd have a doctor that cares about whats wrong with you but lets take it one step further. so often he does NOT give a shit about the patient and actively endangers them frequently with his god damn heoric era of medicine approach? non zero amount of times he gets a diagnosis but it comes too late, or he gets a diagnosis after their first wrong 3 guesses of the episode shut down the patients kidneys and they either have to get a transplant or they are just, doomed due to other preexisting conditions etc? idk. i know ppl are almost certainly exaggerating and just letting off steam about the very real failures of our current medical systems and the ableism baked in and All That Shit. i just think its weird how ppl romanticize House who STILL, FREQUENTLY, MULTIPLE EPISODES will actively dismiss shit in the exact way that is a problem in our current system, especially when hes being Forced Against His Will To See Clinic Parients, he loves to be dismissive as fuck of symptoms and if he was a real doctor i think he'd be fucking 50/50 on cases he Notices Something To Dig Into vs cases he dismisses as an Anxious Hysterical Woman Who Wants Attention, the only reason he's Right so frequently in his snap judgements is cos it reinforces the narrative. its like a crime drama that has the mastermind serial killer masterfully using "loopholes" and lawyering up all sneaky and dodging Justice and if only our poor little cop protags were allowed to do A TEENY BIT of Justified Police Brutality, they could Save Lives!
and like sometimes in the show they will have a patient die despite his efforts to narratively punish him. not to mention, i think its been at least mildly brought up and glossed over how much they absolutely do not think about insurance costs for these ppl for the insane amount of tests that find nothing and Wrong Medications To Force A Diagnosis they use? i think it was brought up once in the episode following a day in the life of cuddy where she had to fight a lawsuit bc a guys insurance like didnt cover his thumb being reattached but chase reattached it anyway while in surgery cos it was The Right Thing To Do and the guy didnt have the money to cover it and the insurance wouldnt pay unless he sued the hospital or whatever. thats like the only time its come up. whereas like frequently the doctor I go to for osteopathic manipulation tries to check in with me and make sure im covered by insurance etc and that im not going to go broke or get buried in medical debt seeing her.
idk. just some Thoughts. not a defense of our current system and all the flaws it enables and enforces etc. his approach to medicine is really reminiscent to me of what I know of the Heroic Era Of Medicine which i dont...love? and hes framed on here as being an asshole but would kill for his patients to get them a diagnosis etc. but hes definitely extremely paternalistic to patients ? and despite some good clippable lines about ableism and being against eugenics, it honestly feels like his stance on that is kind of a toss up.
#toy txt post#AGAIN THIS IS NOT A DEFENSE OF OUR CURRENT SYSTEM NOR AM I TRYING TO 'CANCEL' THE SHOW#i am simply processing some Thoughts about it#and wishing better doctors upon all of you when you need them#doctors who Listen To You and who Put In The Effort and The Work to figure out why you feel like shit#who also arent calling you slurs the whole time and throwing random fucking medications at you that destroy your liver or whatever#but give them data. idk. like sometimes in the show it does seem like they need to do that! like the patient is actively dying and the risk#to info ratio is such that it makes sense. other times its like you like definitely couldve done other things to rule shit out but you#needed to fit this whole patient arc into a single episode#not to mention i feel like any doctor who approached shit even close to the way he does would Not have his success rate#no matter how smart the payoff would Not be worth it bc theyd kill more patients. they would not be getting lucky everytime. real life does#not have a plot narrative to fulfill if house treated you he'd just fucking kill you#also one more disclaimer I AM AWARE DR GREGORY HOUSE IS A FICTIONAL MADE UP BLORBO CHARACTER#AND THAT MOST OF THE PPL JOKING ABOUT THIS DO NOT NEED THE REMINDERS OR WARNINGS OR DISCLAIMERS ABOUT HIM ETC ETC#IM SIMPLY THINKING ABOUT HIM AND THIS SHOW AND REAL LIFE#and am only a little bit uncomfortable w the level to which his approach is romanticized on tumblr dot com. but i understand why and like#fair enough#anyway watching house MD is like a sawbones episode displaced in time and Very Worrying#i just have the finale of s7 left and then i will start s8#and i am dreading the aphobia episode. but it cannot be worse than the horrific intersexism and transphobic he's put on display right#right?#i guess its probably not worse in that from what ive seen on tumblr. he is being aphobic to an adult and not a teenager. so#also house is infuriating bc if you remove the doctor bit. i have met this man so many times and i want to kill him ♡#the guy who is just allowed to stampede through life being a total ass with no pushback or accountability and terrorize people#hes a bad employee and a worse boss#okay turning reblogs off on this cos i dont trust ppl. i think i have replies restricting to mutuals too so#that way this doesnt break containment and get misinterpreted
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i don't want to seek him out and tell this to him bc oh the horrors but i think i have become a bit more comfortable and confident in my voice after seeing ros watt's malcolm in macbeth
#at least when it comes to reading shakespeare#i feel better abt it now#when i was in the twelfth night reading i was a) not feeling great abt my maria bc my voice is naturally lower and monotone#which does not fit her character at all. but also b) not feeling great abt me playing the officers either#cuz my voice isn't deep enough or strong enough to be definitely masculine (ik they dont have to be but i wanted to play them that way)#it is . little bit funny that i was having gender problems during a reading of the shakespeare gender play#anyway ros is around my age and is transmasc nby and his voice is similar level to mine. and i was blown away by his performance#and it did things to my brain one of which is that i feel a lot better abt reading shakespeare#like i feel like being passably good at it is something i can achieve if i do it right#who am i.txt#anyway my solution to this was to not worry abt how my voice naturally is and just think abt the personality of the character#nd portraying that the best i can . no i can't do accents at all but i think as i do more of the readings i will try. aand get better#also this is smth i realized very very early but when ur reading shakespeare u CANNOT read it monotone u have to play it up#i got this from dt mostly but there's a lot in the pauses and the 'making your voice go up and down' that lends itself#to making the words sound spontaneous and like a person is saying them and not dry out of a textbook#also. enunciation. you can't use your basic american accent you have to let the sounds of the words crunch#i'm still not very good and i imagine if there r any like actors following me i am probably stating the obvious lol#but i think i will get better the more i do it and i am having fun so thats what matters :)
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