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Grief is a weird thing.
Like, I managed to avoid thinking about today for most of the day, then it kind of hit me all at once what day it is.
Now I'm sitting here, thinking that I deserved more time with him. I deserved more time, and I should have been a better friend, and now I will never get the chance for either.
Most of the time, I can make peace with that. Today, though? Today is a day for dwelling and remembering and wishing he was here.
God damnit, Dani, we miss you so much. Your family, your friends. You were an inspiration and a savant, and you had so much to show the world. You were going to be incredible. I just wish you'd lived long enough to see that.
Rest in Peace, kid. We'll hold down the fort until it's our turn.
#neo speaks#neo vents#loss#death#death of a sibling#i am not doing great#but at least I'm still here#and I'll keep going#if for no other reason than to keep your memory alive#i can't believe youve been gone for seven years#seven goddamn years#and it still hurts like the day they told me
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My life #10:
I never had any friends until highschool. Until this one girl decided to reach out to me. She wasn’t afraid of me. She actually wanted to talk to me. She was the best thing to happen to me in a very long time. She brought lots of other friends to me…but I don’t think they were actually my friends too.
They always followed her…like moths to a flame…
She always burned so bright, always the light in everyone’s life…while I was the candle, burnt from both ends, melted and beat up so much that I couldn’t even hold a flame…left all alone in the dark…
I could never hate that beautiful flame of hers though, I was never jealous, because she was the only light I had seen since I lost my brother…I just wished I could shine with her…so she wouldn’t look so bad next to a fucked up candle like me…
#emo#emo girl#i hate everything about me#mental illness#im not good enough#im so stupid#mental health#hiding my feelings#bottling up emotions#best friends#friends#fake friends#all alone#high school#mentally unstable#picked last#death of a loved one#death of a sibling#becoming an only child#she deserves all the good things#she deserves all the love#she deserves someone better#i don’t deserve her#burnt out#i’m fucked up#I can’t be helped#she’s beautiful#bpd problems#I’m invisible#you are the best thing to happen to me in years
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Memories bitter more than sweet
Still your loss echos in every silence
Life becomes a monotone cinema
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Random Headcanon
Dick: Tim, we need to talk about your relationship with Damian.
Tim: ...why? We have a normal Sibling Bickering relationship.
Dick: You are the only member of this family that he still calls by your last name. I know things were rough at the start but you need to bond with him more and-
Tim, already laughing: This is about my name???
Dick: Yeah, your last name-
Tim: Dick, my last name is Drake!
Dick: ...I'm aware.
Tim: And Damian's 13.
Dick: I don't see the correlation.
Tim: Drake translates to 'dragon.' And he's a kid.
Dick: So this is about... your name meaning?
Tim: Would you rather call your brother by a stuffy name like Timothy or by DRAGON
#in Greek & Norse Drake means dragon#but in Middle English Drake means male duck#Tim can tell the difference between when Damian is calling him a Dragon versus a Duck#Damian and Tim are siblings#I choose to believe that they got over the death threats and now mess with each other in the most violently affectionate bickering#damian al ghul#damian wayne#tim drake#dick grayson#batman#batfamily#batkids
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comic i made about out-aging the person i've been grieving
#tw death#tw dead body#tw blood#tw sibling loss#idk what else. i dont know#gio arts#i kind of made this partly to get over my fear of drawing you. i dont know how ive been using art to reflect pains and i still couldnt do t#that#anyway#LONG POST#THAT TOO
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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:
There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’
like wow babe. good fucking point
#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point#not a shitpost#cptsd#and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer#the truth is i know why i wasn't loved#i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings#i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing#i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance#the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it#i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer#and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to#you can look for answers and reasons and explanations#but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation#*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air#new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust#like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be#when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole
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death note except Light and Sayu act like real siblings
#death note#yagami light#sayu yagami#siblings#soichiro yagami#death note spoilers#I know about the mistake in equation. I forgot the derivative indicator. STOP ASKING. 16 TIMES IS ENOUGH. [wolf roaring]
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i present to you the au that has been brewing up in my head for a couple of months now, dr steals-your-ending (thanks sm @scatterbrainedbot for coming up with the name, it slaps)
i need future mikey focused shenanigans like air, so heres my take. idk when i have the time and energy to work on it more but im glad i at least have this bad boy of a comic out of my system for now <3
#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt bad future#dr steals-your-ending#dsye au#rottmnt leo#rottmnt raph#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt draxum#tw sibling death#tw family death#tw grief#oh wow this took forever
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Part 8!
Remember the time when he could just bring himself injured to the lab and not worry about anything else?
Uh…hm
You know what the craziest part of all this (for me) is? They already have their reunion scene. The pages where Leo sees his twin again are already drawn and I'm going crazy because every update brings me closer to when I can finally post them
Part 1 Next
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Free trauma💙💜
#cass apocalyptic series#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#riseofthetmnt#casey jones#casey jr#donatello#future donatello#leonardo#future leonardo#tw sibling death
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DPXDC IDEA:
Ok so, angst. Dead on main, and demon SIBLINGS not twins. Soulmate AU where only you know the name of your soulmate and it is guarded jealously.
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Danyal is the 1st son of Bruce and Talia was deemed too much like his father, so they had Damian to replace him as the true heir, Danny became his guard.
Danny dies protecting Damian in an attack on the league, before he dies he tells Damian the name of his soul mate and asks him to give him his love if he ever finds him and tell him sorry he couldn't be there.
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Danyal gasps through the hole in his lung, blood pours out of him. But he did it. He did his job. Damian was safe. He killed all the intruders after him.
He drags his feet toward Damian room, he has to be sure he's ok, then he can rest. Alarm bells ring in the back of his head, soft and incessant. Danyal ignores them.
Pain pulses from the many punctures and slices on his body but he makes it. He pushes the door open.
"Ahki!" A small voice cries out, Damian only seven looks terrified. He rushes over and Danyal looses the fight with his body to keep upright. He collapses in the middle of the room with Damian supporting his head.
"Ahki?! Please we need to get you to the medics or or the Pit! You've lost so much blood." Small hands press on his wounds trying to staunch the bleeding.
Danyal suddenly realizes he's dying. The blood loss and what he now realizes is poison are extensive. He's not going to make it. Mother won't waste the Pit on a failure, but at least he'll die with Dami.
A though strikes him, one last selfish request, then he'll rest.
"Dami-" His voice breaks and he coughs up a bunch of blood. Damian mutters at him to - shut up you're fine, stop talking you're making it worse.
"Damian, please, I have a request." Distantly Danyal registers this is the first time he's seen Damian openly cry.
"A-anything Ahki, but you'll be Fine!" He sobs pressing harder on his chest. Danyal feels the edges of his vision fading.
"My soulmate-" Damians eyes go wide- " is named Jason Todd, if you meet him pass on my love? And tell him... I'm sorry I couldn't....... meet him. "Danyals struggles to focus on Damians face, he can't hear his sobs anymore, all he can see is Damians bright green eyes,
"ahibuk....akhi."
And Danyal knew no more.
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Years pass, damian goes to Bruce's. Damian realizes Todd is Danny's SM. He also realizes hes not going to want to talk to damian, so he lures Todd to the manor. He uses his skills to restrain Todd in the dining room. While everyone freaks out, he kisses Jason on the cheek. Everyone freezes.
Damian whispers " Danyal is sorry he could not be here to meet you, he sends his love through me, he died an honourable death."
Jason is stunned and Damian walks away.
Jason had never told anyone his soulmates name.
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AN: I had ideas to keep it as he died or that he becomes Danny phantom but this is all I have energy for rn.
#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dead on main#damian al ghul#danny and damian are siblings#jason todd#danyal al ghul#tw: death#jasonxdanny
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Death, Destruction, and Danny
(disclaimer: I have the barest bones idea of what the Endless are or their personalities, so this is just a quick blub of something I thought of at Work)
So! The JLA have just had an encounter with a member of the Endless, and called in Constantine to explain what exactly they are.
"Okay, so it's like this. Before Existence, before The Universe itself, the Personification of Time had a group of Children. These Children each Represent an Aspect of the Universe, and they are as Immortal as Immortal can get." Constantine explained.
"These children are called the Endless. They are, Dream, Destiny, Despair, Desire, Delirium, Destruction, Death, and Danny."
"...Danny?"
"Oh yeah, Danny's a cool guy. He was adopted later on by Time Itself, and he represents Balance. But that's not a word that starts with D so he just goes by his Mortal Name, Danny, to fit in."
#Dpxdc#Dcxdp#Dp x dc#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#The Endless#Death of the Endless#Dream of the Endless#Desire of the Endless#Destiny of the Endless#Despair of the Endless#Delirium of the Endless#Destruction of the Endless#Danny of the Endless#Danny is Deaths favorite sibling because he hangs out with her the most#Clockwork is the Father of the Endless#Clockwork adopted Danny#Nocturn is just an aspect of Dream#Or maybe just Dream in his “Casual Clothes” when he isn't trying to maintain his reputation#Clockwork#I thought it was funny because Danny starts with a D#And the Endless have a D name thing going#And he gets adopted by Clockwork in some AU's#And Clockwork is basically Time who is the Dad of the Endless#It's funny to hear a normal name like Danny after so many grandiose names
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go go demon gang
#also i love thinking art the dynamic between these three kjfnhkd#i think she hauling and binghe have the potential to be the most annoying and loud and bicker-y sibling pair to exist#and mobei jun has just grown accustomed to their shit so he stands mostly ignoring everything they say#but making sure they dont kill each other or accidentally die a gruesome death when theyre being competitive#they all like each other ok. they love each other ok. ok. ok.#scum villains self saving system#svsss#luo binghe#svsss fanart#sha hualing#mobei jun#人渣反派自救系统#mxtx
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the Endless siblings came here to slay 🔥
#the sandman#the endless siblings#despair the endless#desire the endless#dream the endless#morpheus#death the endless#sandman season 2#fanart#art
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The years flew by like pages in a book,
Each chapter rougher as the foundation shook,
Just one day,
Just one day at a fucking time,
Or that's what we used to say.
But as we grew up we grew apart.
You went your way, I went mine,
But still our life's were connected at heart.
I don't think you ever meant to be the reason for our pain,
But loving you was like drinking acid rain,
Every swallowed scream,
Our lives were never a dream.
Mom and Dad did the best they could,
But never any of the things they should.
You lived your life fast and hard,
And in your wake you left us scarred.
A hollowness deep inside,
For in my heart you'll always reside.
Your demons never let you rest,
But life isn't some great quest.
Life is the moments we hold dear,
When we are lost and refuse to give in to fear.
As I picked out your last clothes,
I think to the life you would have chose.
If your mind wasn't so complex,
Would you have had fewer demons to vex?
As I say goodbye
Please know I never lied,
When I said there is no one other,
Than you that I wanted for as a brother
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Uh something something Nightwing goes to kill Joker after Jason's death and joker says "Everyone knows the bats don't kill!" And then Nightwing says "I'm not a bat, I'm a robin" ..aaaaanyways, crinkle cut or waffle fries??
#batfam#batfamily#the batfamily#batkids#dc nightwing#dick grayson wayne#dick grayson#the batman#dc joker#the joker#dc jason todd#jason todd#dick and jason#they are siblings your honour#the best of bros#dc robin#the robins#dick grayson robin#jason todd robin#jason todd death#batman comics#nightwing#nightwing comics#jason todd wayne#jason wayne#batman and robin#the bats#the waynes#batfamily headcanons
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Bifractured time branch
CW blood implied death
Not matter what you do, sometimes you can’t save everyone
Kinda follow on of this
#disaster twins#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt disaster twins#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt fanart#good future#bad future rottmnt#rise leo#rise donnie#CW blood#CW implied death#bifractured time branch series#tw sibling death#reagi art
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