#dear cody

[ruminate88]

This 😳😣 I did that with both my exes Cody & Andrew. Believed Cody when he said he was “obsessed with me” & Andrew, when he said “you mean more to me than life itself.”

Did they understand what they were even saying or did they think I wanted them to say that or expected it???? I had NO EXPECTATIONS with either of them until they said those things to me & made me believe they want me 😅 I HAD A FEAR OF REJECTION && BEING STUPID upon meeting them. I was in disbelief they were even talking to me at all, cuz, I thought both of them were extremely handsome like 🤤🤤🤤 sooooo freakin hot 🥵 I AM STILL MAD HOW HANDSOME THEY ARE LOL

Good for them. Really hope they’re both becoming self aware, healing & over all living their ultimate best lives ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I made them something they’re not. Now I understand to see people for who they really are & accept that no matter what I want!! Even if it’s hurtful for me. Life is what it is.

I’m striving & praying every day to be on the right path to my higher & greater self 🙏🏻🥰 I never need them or their approval but I use to believe I did & struggled within my self esteem 🥺🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 I love & forgive me & both Cody & Andrew. I loved you both when I met you guys & I didn’t just magically fall out of love with you…. But you hurt me so much, I lost great respect for you. My heart was sad for you & because of you. I’m working to heal it & focus on the road ahead of me. Call it obsession, trauma bond or whatever but I would never have hurt either of you. I’m not trying to hold the past against you. I’m not crazy! God saw everything that happened & he will heal us all 🙏🏻❤️‍🩹🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[ruminate88]

I will always always love my exes Cody and Andrew despite their mistreatment towards me because my love is bigger than their insecurities. However, they broke my trust and while I’m forgiving them and healing myself from their hurtful words, I will never trust them the way I did before. I will hope the best for them always and let them go free to live their lives however they choose. I will never seek out revenge and I’m letting go of more anger each day. I don’t know when I’ll be able to stop feeling sad over them or be able to face them without being upset. I’ve changed because of them but I’m embracing the change and praying to weed out the negative change and fight to stay positive. I don’t know everything about life and I’m open to discovering more about life and its deeper meaning. Everything in life has a hidden meaning and truth. You can’t have love without love. An empty vessel can’t give you what they don’t have. ❤️‍🩹 I pray my exes find true love and peace within theirselves 🔥

— storydj

[jelenina]

Cody: *returns obi-wan's lightsaber*

*comlink starts buzzing*

Cody: hm? Whats this, idk this number

Cody: meh

*click*

Fox: *vibrating half out of the call* yOu wILL nOt BeLIEVE mE

Cody: vod

Cody: vod what did you do

Fox: i kIllED tHE chanCeLLOR

Fox: he wAS bOUTta CaLl YOU anD He lOOKED wEIRD

Cody: uh

Cody: wait, the chancellor was going to call me?

Cody: why were you even in the room?

Fox: i WAS oN MY waY tO KiLL hIm anYWay, sO, yaKnOW

Cody: ...

Cody: did you at least knee him in the balls

[deserthusbands]

obi-wan, sighing and pinching the bridge of his nose: in your opinion, dear, what's the height of stupidity?

cody, turning to anakin: how tall are you?

[ruminate88]

This is sadly true. When I was ghosted, I felt that is something he would do so idk why I was stunned…. I mean, he told me he often isolates himself and pushes people away!! (Unless he was lying who even knows) but I was shocked at how much it actually hurt, not that he actually did it!!! He already hurt me once and yet I came back to him still treating him the best way I knew how and yet, it didn’t make him wanna stay or treat me right in return. ❤️‍🩹 I’ve had to accept he can’t ever show up for me. No matter hooooow much I felt for him…. I loved him despite it all! Even the parts of him that were hard to understand…. I still wanted to hold his hand and tell him everything is ok but he would NEVER do that for me. It is what it is. He’s gotta do him and at the end of the day, I just hope he’s happy inside and at peace with himself. Can’t fight off the demons for him. I tried…

I don’t regret loving him either. I am not stupid or blind to who he is and how he treated me but my love is bigger than all of that. Doesn’t mean I’m not sad about him or will ever trust him again. ❤️‍🩹

The hole in my heart gets a little smaller each day from him leaving me. I’m a real human with feelings. He knew ghosting was gonna hurt me. He’s not stupid either…

“You were unsure which pain is worse - the shock of what happened or the ache for what never will.”

— Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After

[starryluminary]

You Matter To Me

Sara Bareilles (ft. Jason Mraz)

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◃◃ II ▹▹

Noah and Cody have a quick chat.

Cody really didn't expect to like Noah as much as he does. He also didn't expect Noah to make him this happy. That's why it hurts when he realizes Noah's better off without him. Without his baggage, without his adversity, without his mess. Man what a mess it is. He wouldn't blame Noah in the least if he thought it was too much to handle and left without looking back.

Fortunately, Cody matters too much to Noah to let him go so easily. Cody couldn't be more grateful. Maybe one day he'll learn to tell him.

[constellation-skirmishes]

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[ruminate88]

Feeling the pain of Cody ghosting me strong right now idk why but it’s ok I forgive him and myself ❤️‍🩹🥺🙏🏻

[frostbitebakery]

Oh, This Fragile And Fleeting Youth

“CC-1010, you lost.”

Because Cody has killed him.

“Oh, come on! Sir. I mean, oh, come on, Sir.”

Cody has killed his brother.

“CC-1010, the stats read you drowned in your own blood.”

Because Cody killed him.

“Only a little bit!”

He grips the vibroblade tighter before it can drip out of his hand like the blood off the blade.

“Co— CC-2224, tell Trainer Vau that stabbed lungs don’t count!”

“Fox…” The name slips out of his mouth before he can catch it and drag it back into the safety of his heart.

His brother’s eyes widen like in surprise, like in death Cody brought down on him. “24…”

“CC-1010, I will write you up for insubordination if you—“

The blood spatter on Fox’s chest comes closer. He killed his brother. Distantly he can feel the Curse rising under his skin, prickling it from the inside. He had aimed at the neck. He had seen the swing of the blade across and through it. He had aimed at the neck. He had aimed at the neck. The blood grows closer, swallowing him. He doesn’t know why he had aimed at the neck. There’s no excuse why he—

“Hey, no harm done.”

Because Fox had slammed the butt of his blaster down on Cody’s hand, redirecting the strike to his torso.

“I’m still better than you.”

Reading bloody lips and Fox’s newly discovered cocky smirk. The skull is staring at him.

“CC-1010, do not take another step forward!”

Fox had choked on his own blood before going still. Looking up at Cody sightless and dead.

“Cody, pull yourself together. Now.”

“CC-1010,” the automated voice announces, “the training time limit with— CC-2224— has expired—“

“Thank fuck,” Trainer Vau groans.

“— please leave the training area immediately and proceed to the med halls for check-up. CC-2224, please prepare for the scheduled training unit with— CC-1119— starting in— ten— minutes.”

Cody has killed his brother.

[ruminate88]

Forgiving someone who hurt you, especially if you loved them, that is not saying you don’t hurt or you won’t feel upset anymore. (I was ghosted)

It’s freeing yourself from this box you get put in. This prison you live in when you won’t forgive that person or you hold their sins over their heads. 😬😬😬

I KNOW when you are ghosted and brutally discarded by a ex partner, you go through a season of “being shocked” and “going numb”. You feel so worthless and stupid. (I felt like a zombie walking around for 3/4 months. NO FEELINGS OF BEING ALIVE) The way they throw you away like you’re not even a person.🥺😨😓 It’s a very selfish thing to do and yet, that person had their feelings and reasons for ghosting you. Not saying it doesn’t hurt you or that it’s a healthy or an ok way to push people away but I do realize sometimes that person is struggling with their own issues and that’s how they chose to handle you. 😕 sorry about it. It happens.

WITH THAT SAID, the impact from it is real. It’s traumatizing because you get no goodbye or closure. Plus once they’ve done it to you, it’s gotta be hard for them to face you and ask for forgiveness. It’s gotta be shameful feeling and the guilt alone is enough to keep them on the run. I also pushed a friend away when I was 23 but I did write her a letter cuz even though I felt like I couldn’t face her because she didn’t want to listen to me, I didn’t wanna leave her without answers. I did write her a 3 page letter explaining how I felt. Cody sent me NOTHING and yet, I chose to let him go and I did not try to contact him EVER again. I felt Cody wanted nothing to do with me 🙃 (his loss. I tried to be good to him even when he was breaking my heart, I tried to continue to care about him.)

Having to create your OWN apology and closure without the person, is ssoooo hard. Accepting he’s human annnnnndddd despite if he’s sorry or not, THAT is between him and God ❤️‍🩹 I am constantly torn between “I want to still love him” and “I should hate how he treated me.” But who am I??? I’m no better than Cody. Maybe I feel bad to hurt people, maybe he does too and can’t express it? OR he doesn’t feel bad at all… I will never know, only God knows Cody’s true feelings and maybe I don’t even want to know 😳 🙃❤️‍🩹

The healing, forgiveness and closure does not happen over night (not for me, anyway) I feel deep in my heart I physically set Cody free but mentally and emotionally, it’s been hard not to think about him and decide how I even feel about him. I’ve had many mixed emotions cuz I wanted to care about what he was going through but once he ghosted me, I lost all trust with him and yet, I eventually over time, felt sorry for him. I know that sounds twisted but it’s the person I am. I don’t just discard people. When I ended my friendship with Lori, that was after like 20 years of being together ❤️‍🩹 it’s not like I used her friendship and then abandoned her. Over the MANY years, I started to slowly feel trapped and suffocated by her… that was my reason. No clue what Cody felt when he chose to block me. 😕 I know it’s NOT my fault. I don’t hate Lori, Cody or anybody from my past. I feel bad for all of it but I can’t control it or change it 🙏🏻

[gorytron]

Noah, Cody, Beth, and Harold are an absolute variety nerd pack (no cool kids' table needed).

they're keeping cody entertained while he's immobile, at least

[techfan450]

Ahsoka: Master Obi Wan... Are you in love with Cody?

Obi-wan: What??? How did you know???

Ahsoka: *looks at Obi-wan's room, full of pictures and plushees of Cody* Female intuition. Plus i'm a jedi.

[thiskryptonite]

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[rooksunday]

i’ve put serious thought to this (for the last forty seconds) and the dynamic i want from a retired/no-o66/tatooine husbands codywan is, essentially, jeeves and wooster

but i want cody to be wooster

[tekkenenjoyerblue]

This one goes out to the Cody fans‼️

[varpusvaras]

I need to write more of Cody and Fox, because now I live for the idea that Fox is Cody's little baby. Sweet perfect baby brother. Absolutely wonderful. Oh he bit you during training? Well that was your fault, you definitely did something to make him bite you, why would you do that? No I'm not enabling him, you all just don't understand him! You're being mean to him!

It was everybody's luck that Fox came out of his tube semi normal, because otherwise Cody would've created a monster. Now Fox will just go and bat his big eyes at Cody if he wants your dessert.

The War does end the moment Fox opens his mouth and complains even a little bit about Palpatine because Cody will march up to the Chancellor's office and shoot the man in the face for being mean to his baby. He had it coming.