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maybe I should sleep because I am so so sleepy
#night <2#em rambles#i did so much today guys#changed my oil. finally put my car door bacn together. made madhed potatoes#made my very own vreakfast#dealt with my family#ut wad rough vht u did it and nownim sleeping
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The fact that Adaine "i don't know if im asexual im 15" Abernant and Riz "why is everyone so horny im definately aroace" Gukgak both being in the same show is incredibly important to me
#like i was just like adaine at 15 and have slowly shifted more towards riz but i like that both are shown#having 2 characters with similar aspec experiences and showing how they react differently is great#and do i think adaine is ace? not really i think if she feels attraction she would put that on the back burner while she deals with her#anxiety and her family being the worst and even now thats shes dealt with all that i dont think its a storyline shell dive into#i think what im trying to get at is that having people support her being ace would help adaine regardless of how she ends up identifying#and i think that riz having a friend (one who doesnt identify as ace) is important for him and feeling like he fits in while being aroace#i dont know if that made any sense but they are best friends#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#you'll have to pry aroace riz from my cold dead hands#<- thats my aroace riz tag
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Love is... when she tells you to kill your wife and daughters❤
#urbanspook#urbanspook the painter#mona lanius#bill collins#in my headcanons/theories/AU Mona was Bill's lover for a while before making him kill his family#she slowly convinced him that the whole world and his family were pieces of shit and only with her would he be happy 🥰#and a little later she surprised him by making a “cherry” out of Angel herself#he should have dealt with Issabella and Mia on his own but he had enough balls only for Mia🙄#after that he begged Mona to kill him but she just injected him with drugs and cut off his face and arm😚
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i think of every asshole moment mike's had the past 2 seasons but then i remember the reasons beneath it all
#'ur justifyi--' justify my balls#i'm not saying he was right#i'm saying he's a closested gay boy in the 1980s in a smalltown raised by parents with conservative and traditional views#i'm saying he's dealt with severe bullying and it's destroyed his self esteem#i'm saying the girl that finally didn't judge him literally 'died' in front of him at 11 leaving him traumatized#i'm saying because of all that destruction to his self esteem he now feels only useful in life if hes saving others#i'm saying he has no family support system due to its lack of emotional connection#i'm saying his parents have zero respect for his interests or what makes him him#he's complex#and just needs SOMEONE to get him to open up#he doesn't do these things for no reason at all#s5 pls come sooner#the mike wheeler stans need you#mike wheeler#byler
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Reminder that this is the level of drag 'representation' angel dust gives :/
This is bottom of the barrel feminization towards drag performing arts :/
And since helluva boss fans are only do passive as to read everything at surface level only here is the Spitting definition of drag queens/kings
At no point is it intrinsically all about just sexual performance or sexual drive, it can be a factor or a small portion but it is not just a large generalization as much as people are trying to make drag performing seem to be.
Drag is an art form. It is a statement. It is a person of beauty and the love and appreciation of fashion and expression!
Angel Dust is the complete opposite of sex workers or drag performers at all! If AD is supposed to resemble the theme of abuse in industry [something she already failed to portray with fizzerolli] and the toll that sex workers and addicts within the industry for that matter, we have no clue how he will act in Hazbin but the sneak peek of him in leather gives me no hope if the implication is that he will purely be centered around valentinos abuse. Considering someone on the team ship's and actively adores the ship that is Angel x Valentino
How can you claim to support sex workers while actively seeing them as purely fetishism gay yaoi bait THAT YOU ACTIVELY MERCHANDISE AS """SEXY""":/
There is nothing to angel dust besides the appeal of a feminine man being sexually abused.
#anti vivziepop#fucked up#i am a transmasc nonbinary binding male please. debate me over this. ive also dealt with addict and od's within my family.#helluva boss critical#hazbin hotel critical#please stop supporting spindlehorse#vivziepop critical#anti helluva boss#please stop supporting vivziepop#spindlehorse critical#been meaning to make this post for a while#vivziepop is aphobic#vivziepop is homophobic#*if she isnt her writing sure the hell is#also im acearo while im now an ex-kinnie of AD so i know my shit as to what the fuck im talking about with vivzie history and her art ;/#there is no characterization or bite to angel outside of his drag sona#the merch is problematic becaua ei thought the red smoke resembled the control valentino had upon him so... why????#is it just me am i the only person noticing the problem???#leather with no mystique and lace with all the abuse blatantly written over :x#anti raph
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SC! Leo:Hello, we are SC and TD Leo from Cabin 11. do you need any makeup help?
TD! Leo:Anddd, we have tons of glitter.
@tmnt-fandom-family-reunion
Glitter me once change on you, glitter me twice and it might look amazing
@tmnt-fandom-family-reunion
Cabin #7 (7Wonders of the Turtleverse)
#props to anyone that’s ever dealt with body glitter or anything remotely sparkly#I’ve only ever walked by sparkly dresses in thrift stores and I still find glitter near me once in a while#tmnt fandom family reunion#tmnt#my art#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt raph#ask box#ask answers
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I don’t Care about the ships WHERE IS JINX
#I’m so sad#I’m so sorry cai/tvi nation#I do not like that cop#I care about the siblings and the siblings alone#and ekko OBVIOUSly#Yk actually the ending was rlly good except the part where cait is still an enforcer b#and vi??? I don’t actually know if she is#ig she never quit#but she’s not wearing the blue so#idk#anyway I have a lot of thoughts#I’m really sad I was yelling in my room alone like a crazy person#AND MEL MY GOD HOW COULD I FOEGOR HER#I was blinded by the siblings im not gonna lie#but her arc was SO good#ok this got so rambly this was not meant to get like this#I wish we’d gotten like#1 more episode#to let the story breath a little bit#I think caits descent was brushed over tbh#I really fucked w the way they were going w it and then it just ended w a time skip#AND we don’t get Any resolution for it#I really hate the cop angle a lot#sorry I will never fuck w it#cait said and did terrible things and it’s really not… addressed#I would’ve loved to have seen her resign#I Wish vi could have dealt w how she betrayed her entire ideals and Became the very thing that tore her family apart in the first place#1-2 more episodes and more balls to go all in on the anti cop thing and I would have fucked w it meet#arcane spoilers
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It feels like getting pulled underwater—the sharp sideways tug, the slight drag of resistance, then falling, falling, till the waves close over his head. But Logan can breathe when he rights himself again, even if the light has a watery filter to it and the voices have a distant echo. // Sometimes Logan gets a glimpse of guys who've been long gone from the teal, clustered at the far end of the bench or sitting in the box across the ice. He heard Jason's voice in the hallway loud and clear, that infectious laugh. And he could have sworn he saw Raffi fucking Torres getting out of a car in the players' lot. Something tells him not to look up the rosters.
Commissioned @impmakesart to make a painting based on the Sharks' Cali Fin hype reel + the flip side by frausorge. Imp was amazing to work with and I could not be more emotional about this piece and so, so pleased with how it turned out!! 🙇🏻♂️🙇🏻♂️ Commission him here. Thank you Imp!
#as i am sure has been very obvious i have been incredibly unwell this year for a variety of reasons#and i read that fic right after my uncle died suddenly and unexpectedly so i was thinking a lot about hospice while i was reading it#and i was going to about 8 million sharkuda games per week to just not be at home bc everything has fallen apart there#(also for a variety of reasons. but there is a lot of intense grief over my stepsister's death involved)#so today having signed a lease on an apartment on the entire other side of the country to be closer to career stuff and#get a fresh start and a hopefully happier and more stable life (even if a huge move and a career change makes me nervous)#while also the first thing said to me is that another family member had passed this morning (expectedly) and a relative#who became very sick recently (unexpectedly) and who due to advanced age does not have a great prognosis#it became a uniquely precious gift to have this completed and sent to me by imp this afternoon.#the fic + the ensuing games of seeing that reel hit a very tender part of me that has dealt with death and instability my entire life#and it is amazing to see an image of logan's similar loss and instability so perfectly realized!!#his troubled face!! the way it feels both underwater and in another world!! the lights all around that could be anything!!#looking up at the indistinct faces of his teammates who could be so so many people at this point but who he misses nonetheless!!#also PLEASE zoom in on the mist - the texturing and color gradients are SO cool. and the reflection on his helmet is so sick#the color scheme in this is freaking amazing and i just love it all so much man!!!#anyway i don't have a concluding thought. i was going to make this into a puzzle (i'm back on my bullshit)#but i will probably get it printed and framed too#if any of u come visit me know. know that your chances of seeing haunted logan couture are non-zero#and he could be ANYWHERE#art#san jose sharks#logan couture
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201km 🏘️💕🚌
#artists on tumblr#illustrators on tumblr#digital art#digital illustration#sasha's art#a few months ago i got asked to make a few illustrations for a poetry book that got published in my home county#the book dealt a lot with the imagery of home and nostalgia and homesickness and moving away#which are all themes i know so so well lmao#i never thought i would miss my home town but ever since i moved to a different country i get homesick so often#it is mostly about missing my family but it all of course also gets projected onto my home town#which is a place i know i wouldn't survive cos i don't Fit In like that and i spent many years there being so incredibly Lonely it almost-#-killed me#but nostalgia is a powerful drug i guess#i often think of all those places i spent so much of my time growing up#different kids walking those roads#different kids having different memories of it#something about it makes my heart ache profoundly#i hope they have a better life there than i did#i will always love my home town so so dearly#but in the end i am glad to be where i am now surrounded by friends and feeling safe <3
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"Welcome to Spirits & Such! In any service you'll get 5% off PLUS candy!!! Sounds good, doesn't it?"
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONEEE
lol sorry, this is a bit rushed but still, I hope you all had a very good time today <333
bonus: for november 1st and 2nd
Mob and Dimple carrying marigold (cempasúchil) and velvet (terciopelo) flowers
#mob psycho 100#mob psycho 100 fanart#mp100#my favorite family of all time#im mexican and well#i love to draw these sillies with my country's traditions hhh#mp100 fanart#shigeo kageyama#mp100 dimple#tome kurata#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#vampire reigen#spirits and such#okay but imagine reigen making a day of the dead ofrenda for some of the good spirits they've dealt with omg#and i put ofrenda because i dunno if the word 'offering' can be close to what i mean
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Today was scary
#to put this in perspective here#I have never done an illegal thing in my life#the worst I’ve done is jaywalk#I didn’t drink until the legal age#and have never been interested in doing so#I have never partied#I have never even been in the same room as a drug#so being thrusted in to the center of a gang related stolen drug situation#being threatened that they’ll raid my home and harm my family#calling the police and hiding in lockdown with every blind shut and locks secured and barricaded#was not a life consequence I ever should have been dealt#props to me for handling it as well as I did though#info to the dispatcher precise and prompt#held my shit together for the most part I did cry near the end of it#remaining level headed enough to catch Dylan in his lies and call him out in a stern and strict manner#catching him switching topics and cancelling out his mind games#redirecting everything back to the target question when he tried to dodge#I stayed sharp and goal#oriented#I never should have been placed in this situation#but damn if I didn’t manage and resolve it#I did that well
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relationship web of the 7 sillies that are occupying my brain's storage space
#not art#going to elaborate further about this in the tags click show more tags if you want to get blasted with hcs#clocking into my shift for the making shit up factory ❤️🏃♀️➡️#lynn doesn't HATE hate pepper but i honestly think she's terrified of her😭 basically hyper extrovert vs anxiety-ridden introvert#pepper has tried to help lynn a few times but her sheer energy + inability to stop talking has definitely scared lynn off unintentionally#on mutliple occasions 😭 lynn gets over it eventually but for now she dodges pepper as much as possible within the bureau#i feel like pepper would be on good terms with the garden because . aside from tending to the crops she's growing she takes care of the#(literal) flowers in the bureau's (literal) garden. she's less hyperactive when she's doing that but outside of the garden thistle lowkey#finds her annoying 😭 hecate is chill with her she's dealt with worse (hella and EMP)#it's canon that thistle has helped lynn decorate her helmet iirc so i feel like the two of them would be on good terms#i don't think hecate would hold that much of a grudge in canon but it'd be kind of funny if she did so 😭🏃♀️➡️ sorry thistle#do i even have to explain what happened between eve and pepper 😭 girl the second pepper sees eve she's freaking out#it would be funny if eve and letta were friends imo. letta's all ':D' while eve is dead silent and pepper is resisting the urge to bolt awa#i realize christina has literally no connections to the other characters cited here outside of thistle (and letta as a personal hc)#but just know that she's also really close with the other garden members (who at this point are her 2nd? 3rd? family)
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Something I've seen a couple people saying is that they want to make sure that Laudna understands that she's not the only one who has been through trauma. But like. Laudna is not the only one who needs to learn that lesson. Actually, it's not even that Laudna needs to learn that she's not the only one that's been through trauma at all, because they're all very aware of what they've all been through. This became an inevitable confrontation when Laudna decided to let Delilah back in, though, and after rewatching the scene, I actually think the only people who managed this situation correctly were Imogen* and Ashton.
Orym and Laudna are both more focused on their own pasts with the sword and not thinking about each other. Orym should have talked to the group and come to a decision with them about using the sword and Laudna should have talked to him about it instead of trying to steal it.
*my feelings about this are still up in the air don't read into this too much
#our faves aren't exempt from having to learn these lessons and orym has also not learned this lesson i'm sorry but it's true#ashton and chet are the only ones who have even tried to deal with their personal shit in a semi-productive way tbh#i could elaborate on the imogen handling this correctly but i'm not delving into interpreting that ship so i'm not going to lol#that's another post people wouldn't actually like and it's because i definitely don't mean this in the way you think i mean it#i'm not saying laudna was RIGHT#honestly i'm not getting my hopes up about how this going to be dealt with because i've done that before#and it hasn't panned out in a way that i enjoyed#so we'll see how this goes#also tbh orym walking in wielding that sword was a ballsy move to begin with#props to marisha for instigating tough rp over it#literally laudna going 'i was felled by this blade' and orym going 'so was i' LIKE SHE WASN'T PERMANENTLY DEAD THOUGH#for a long fucking time#and chet saying that orym's lost more like laudna didn't lose her entire family and her entire life lmao#if ANYONE in this group might be able to understand orym's loss it's HER#i know people are going to interpret this as me saying there's a right or wrong to this and i'm not saying that#people acting like one of them had more of a right to the sword than the other is bugging me though#although my vote would definitely be throw that thing in the lucidean ocean#(i mean really i'm like USE IT IT'S PROBABLY COOL) but like if i were IN the situation it would be to toss that thing so far away from me#cr spoilers
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God I wish my brain didn't shut down the moment I try to actually write down anything about my OCs/ideas/etc. I've got some freaks knocking around in here y'all would go wild for.
#My personal blorbo Asherah began as a knockoff Marika but boy she's a lot more now#orphan raised as a sacrificial priestess to the Sun/Heaven's Firstborn#finagled her way into being high priestess and kept the Sun at bay by making herself invaluable and sacrificing the other priestesses#which she never forgave herself for#she also sacrificed giant Kingdom Death style white lions which she would eventually kind of take up as her personal symbol/totem#uses a plucky barbarian hero who somehow managed to do the impossible and downed the leader of the invading faeries#which earned him an audience with the Sun#(who was going to eat him)#instead Asherah and the priestesses (along with the Stars who are cousins of the gods who got the short end of the stick) set a trap#and she and Ansu (the hero guy) trap/weaken the Sun in its own chariot/ship and slaughtered it (with the ghosts of the priestesses/lions)#then drove the chariot to heaven to threaten God itself into actually respecting humanity (instead of viewing them as prayer cattle)#bathing in the ichor of the Sun made them both Immortal immortal#as in can't die ever bc they're barred from the afterlife and infused with incorruptible divine light#They had a brief romance and a political marriage but neither actually want it#but they're undying and keep running back into each other#They both dealt with immortality poorly#Asherah became obsessed with legacy and control so that she would *never* be victimized like that again#nor would her children (so long as they do what she says)#and Ansu wants nothing more than to escape the destiny as hero king but due to being a basically normal guy/“guy” who killed two gods#fate has it out for Ansu#This was like ten thousand years before the modern day#basically all of the settings history has been these two assholes and their immediate family causing problems
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Big Fan of Arthur Bennet
I have no clue what happens after Ep.5 because I'm a broke bitch but I will eventually
#very intrigued with his character#like who is Anya to him? his sire?#why can he not stop the nightmares? what happened to his family?#how tf did he end up with the grimslayers?#jrwi suckening#just roll with it#jrwi arthur#art#sketch#also I fucking hate that they use 'sire' as terminology#like I get it#but I've dealt with livestock breeding and it just makes me thinking they're being fucked by a bull#I'm so sorry to anyone who decided to read my tags
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Also, Linus's internalized fatphobia and the blatant fatphobia from his coworkers in the first part of the book made me want to throw my book across the room and scream.
#I hated it#I have dealt with enough shitty fatphobia#my family has a history of eating disorders and diet culture because of it#it sucks so much#house in the cerulean sea#booklr#books and reading#house on the cerulean sea
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