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night-triumphantt · 15 hours ago

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I don’t Care about the ships WHERE IS JINX

#I’m so sad #I’m so sorry cai/tvi nation #I do not like that cop #I care about the siblings and the siblings alone #and ekko OBVIOUSly #Yk actually the ending was rlly good except the part where cait is still an enforcer b #and vi??? I don’t actually know if she is #ig she never quit #but she’s not wearing the blue so #idk #anyway I have a lot of thoughts #I’m really sad I was yelling in my room alone like a crazy person #AND MEL MY GOD HOW COULD I FOEGOR HER #I was blinded by the siblings im not gonna lie #but her arc was SO good #ok this got so rambly this was not meant to get like this #I wish we’d gotten like #1 more episode #to let the story breath a little bit #I think caits descent was brushed over tbh #I really fucked w the way they were going w it and then it just ended w a time skip #AND we don’t get Any resolution for it #I really hate the cop angle a lot #sorry I will never fuck w it #cait said and did terrible things and it’s really not… addressed #I would’ve loved to have seen her resign #I Wish vi could have dealt w how she betrayed her entire ideals and Became the very thing that tore her family apart in the first place #1-2 more episodes and more balls to go all in on the anti cop thing and I would have fucked w it meet #arcane spoilers

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tilwesink · 1 year ago

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listen the journey of chong zi is not actually a very good show but the actors are all KILLING it and there are so many fun little elements that I really wish were fleshed out more. also I have so many hilarious jokes about the show that none of you are going to get because you didn't watch it but also I'm not going to tell you to watch it because it is a very bad show

but just. orb. ORB

#I am EXTREMELY ATTACHED to li daikun's character #THERE IS A DEMON THROUPLE THAT GOT WHOLE EPISODES YI CITY STYLE AND I AM FERAL ABOUT THEM #WAN JIE AND HIS WIFE??? HELLO???#marius getting to smirk and look hot in every episode????#zhuo hao and qin ke??? amazing top tier I'm tempted to write fic about them #it's just too bad yinfan/chong zi is absolutely rotted and not in a fun way I hate them as a ship #chong zi is actually a very cool character... except when she's talking to yinfan :|#anyway i have a lot of Thoughts

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lovelyunholyc · 2 years ago

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ok i finished trigun stampede in literally 1 day and i think that should give u an idea of whether or not i liked it

#the only reason i had to split it up was bc of easter duties and if if i hadnt had that it would've been in ONE sitting #anyway i have a lot of thoughts #tbh i had a lot BEFORE i watched it bc of how much everyone talked abt it #but now......👹#ten.txt

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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lotus-pear · 2 months ago

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charm stat at debonair ‼️‼️

#WOW WHO WOULD HAVE FUCKING THOUGHT THEYD BE MY FAVORITES. THIS TOTALLY WASNT EXPECTED. NOT AT ALL.#i have lots of persona art its just uncolored dw #doing the shujin trio next i miss them so bad☹️☹️ also i need pegoryu content to stay sane and alive #anyway they're like. actually fucking insane 💀💀💀💀#like lawlight level toxic yaoi its so absurd #like i was like damn soukoku is intense WHO ARE THESE FREAKS #WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY LIKE THIS.#ACTUALLY FUCKING INSANE. LIKE EXTREMELY MENTAL AND SICK IN THE HEAD.#AKECHI IS A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH #god they actually make me so fucking AUAUAUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHH #i NEED to finish royal shidos palace GUTTED ME #they were initially so funny to me bc right off the bat you can tell how much of a FREAK akechi is just paraphrasing hegel #and being so ferevently obsessed with ren its like bro why is this guy straightup dickriding us for telling him we like our eggs well done #ANYWAY their dynamic always felt so sad to me bc it was akechi just desperately clawing for what ren had the entire time ☹️#and the more he realized how worthless he was in comparison the more mentally unhinged he became until he actually broke #me when the trope is “the love was there but it wasn't enough to save them” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (FUCKING DEVASTATING)#ermmm anyway yea they're neat. ig #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #shuake #akeshu #lotus draws

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clownowo · 1 year ago

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been replaying the Portal series I think this is where its heading

#i haven't drawn in like. half a month. which listen i know i don't post much here but i do draw a lot #i have another blog. but also sometimes i just don't post things. i draw for myself #just got burnt out from working on an animation final 😔#so anyway. eased myself back in with a silly comic about portal #my irl saw my shitty sketch and thought glados was painting chell which is very funny to me.#chelldos #but like. unrequited. glados is obsessed with chell. chell is not having a good time #portal #chell #GlaDOS #GlaD0S #my art #og post #1k #5k #10k #20k #edit: i made this post almost a year ago and it haunts me. theres a typo. chell is out of character.#because i couldn't come up with a good reason for her to be there in the first place #and this was a shitty ms paint replicating drawing that i did just to get back into drawing #i didn't think it would gain much attention #i was Wrong #anyway someone in the comments said this is what happens when you speedrun thats an infintely better setup for the punchline #EDIT 2: ok i fixed it fuck you

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bamsara · 1 month ago

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I think it would be nice to have the option to hide numbers on ao3. Make it where the 'kudos' and 'hits' number is author-viewable only, have an alternate option for when a list is sorted by such so people can read things based off their tags and preferences rather than see big number go brrrr

I speak as someone with popular fics, it doesn't have to be a requirement but like, an option? This could go for other websites too, tumblr notes and the like

#sara shush #just thoughts #i think putting numbers on our creations and posts and basically anything we put online ever has done damage #and most people default to the anxieties that their stuff isnt good enough #but getting a lot of numbers is just as damaging #you want it until you have it and then you have crippling anxiety and burnout and fears because you get stalked and dehumanized #i have a lot of thoughts and feelings #anyway #dont put each other down on this post i will block snipe. everyone be understanding and nice to each other asap

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princeyam · 9 months ago

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good luck

#pokemon #pokemon legends za #pokemon legends arceus #calem pokemon #pokemon calem #rei pokemon #pokemon rei #any excuse to draw rei #where is volo............. pokemas give him to me #if i have to wait to 5th anni i swear to god #anyway i have a lot of conflicting thoughts about za but for now i will remain cautiously optimistic

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egophiliac · 9 months ago

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You can’t pick Lilia for this. But who is your other favorite short character in Twst?

I like the angry little king boy 🌹

#art #twisted wonderland #sorry epel and ortho i like you guys a lot too!#oh and grim i guess #wait how many other shorties are there in twst #anyway i have a lot of affection for episode 1 and for riddle's character arc #he is a terrible little bastard who is trying very hard to be a slightly less terrible little bastard #and i have feelings about his friendships with trey and cater and che'nya especially!#and how that relates to his upbringing and his dumpster fire of a mom and uhhhhhh you know. everything.#i don't know how to do the words about all the thoughts i have on fictional characters #me waving my hands frantically in the air: it's about LOVE and wanting to be LOVED this is what twst is ABOUT --#(i am dragged bodily offstage by my collar)

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lucabyte · 5 months ago

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sometimes everything just sucks real real real bad

#bonnie my beloved perceptive no filter bonnie my fucking beloved #divorce ass fucking ship dynamic. you are upsetting the fucking children.#isat spoilers #isat fanart #isat #in stars and time fanart #in stars and time spoilers #in stars and time #isat bonnie #isat siffrin #isat loop #siffrin #lucabyteart #sifloop #YES THIS GOES IN THE SHIP TAG. DIVORCE DIVORCE DIVORCE #anyway i have a lot of thoughts on loop and bonnie as im sure does everyone. both before and after they learn who they are #i think a lot about how loop has several lines gently reassuring siffrin that bonnie never actually hated them. they've had time to reflect #and while theyve not healthily come to terms with much... they seem to actually have come to understand that one... and yet...#they aren't siffrin anymore now are they?#anyway im off on my travels for the next 2 weeks ! my wips shall stay that way for a while! yes this is a fucked one to leave u with!!!#byeeeee !!! ill be back !!!!#sorry to the claude wip for being stuck in purgatory for like over a month im usually not like this <3 #abuse tw #as requested

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platoapproved · 6 months ago

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— Do you want to hear my story? — Yes.

#interview with the vampire #iwtvedit #iwtv #iwtv spoilers #armand #armandedit #iwtv s2 #i apologize for the terrible coloring and lighting i really tried i really did #anyway lots to unpack here #i have thoughts but they are incoherent so y'all get gifs instead #the music at this moment was doing such a clever thing echoing the melody from when he and louis were in the gallery

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artoflevity · 3 months ago

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runs in the family.

#garrett hawke #rhys amell #warden amell #hero of ferelden #dragon age #da2 #handers #morriwarden #helplessly devoted to questionably driven apostates in spite of controversy….. the amell family tradition #anyways um. i have a lot of thoughts about the hof and hawke being cousins. like that’s soooo fascinating to me all things considered #second cousins i guess. but im still being crazy about it

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madamemiz · 1 year ago

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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation

tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it

#oughhhhhhh #this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol #i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content #and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock #but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once #and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion #i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like #a handful of times at best #it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away #(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts #musing about fandoms past as well #that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore #also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)

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theoldkyokodied · 2 years ago

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One wedding and three funerals

Background paintings under the cut

#tomgreg #succession #tom wambsgans #greg hirsch #shiv roy #roman roy #kendall roy #yeah no im not tagging everyone thats too much #this is me going 'how much implications themes and symbolism can i fit in one painting'#yes i gave rose shivs haircolor. if we ever find out how she looks like and its not like this im just gonna pass away i guess #but yeah i hope yall connect the dots #i put waaay too much thought and work into this. i was googling pictures of all the actors as kids just for reference (sigh)#honestly kinda wanted to make tom and greg link pinkies as like. a pinkie promise. but that was too hard to draw in this angle #at least not without obstructing the view of the ring which is important to see so ya #my fave is actually the tomshiv wedding pic i went off with that. i love them... they should have run away to become sheep farmers fr fr #anyway im so glad im done with this UGH!! finally i can draw smth else without being like oh noooo i need to finish this #i see a lot of you wondering why there is no portrait of logan but one of ewan #it's bc the placement of the painting represent their standing. logans portray would not hang next to the stairs #his present portrait hangs at the end of it. all the way up at the top. alone and withering away #basically the picture you see underneath ewan to the right? its where toms parents would be. the right side of the wall is tom and gregs #and the left one is the roy siblings theirs. since they grew up rich rich. and tom and greg didn't #but ya thats why ewan hangs here and logan does not :)

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technically-human · 2 months ago

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Part two of the reverse verse is here! The reverse boys meet the original boys. They're not really getting along as well as I had hoped...

Again, this was a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and they asked for angst/funny vibes... I think it's mostly just angst though. Oh, well...

Part one

#dead boy detectives #dbda #payneland #edwin x charles #reverse verse #there's a lot i could say about this one #the idea of someone telling edwin he's go to hell is absurd as it is #edwin telling edwin? lmao #the charles... oh they hate each other #reverse charles is angry (he always is) because this other version of himself was spared hell... in exchange for edwin going there?#obviously it doesn't work like that. og charles hadn't even been born when his edwin was sent to hell #but anger is not a rational thing. especially not for this boy #og charles? you don't want to know what he's thinking #i'm telling you anyways #he... kind of agrees. if someone had to go to hell #why edwin? why not him? there is an universe in which that happened #so why not this one? unfair #then again... look at this charles who did go to hell #he's explosive. he's DANGEROUS #he shouldn't be near edwin #if og charles had gone to hell would he be the same? would he be too angry to be trusted? would he be like his father?#and if so would that really count as saving edwin at all?#if this is the kind of best friend poor edwin would end up with?#on a happier note though #physical contact!! reverse charles loves it #i don't have all the details but his hell was on the rage ring so it was different to the dollhouse.#and it was a very violent place so boy loves gentle touches #luckily edwin is more willing to give them to him with each year #i think what the edwins are feeling is a lot more clear #but still would love to hear your thoughts

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ducktracy · 4 months ago

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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

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