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.....face in hands. I don't know what to say.
I'm reading this fic at a snail's pace because after every fifth paragraph, fireworks explode in my brain and I go to draw what I just read
#maccadam#transformers#fic fanart#Jazz#tf Jazz#Prowl#JazzProwl#I....damn#okay LISTEN#I can't remember when was the last time I read something so fucking entertaining ahah#I swear I wanna illustrate every paragraph#the writing style is so MUAH#I don't read because I wait for something to happen in the future#well that too#but mainly#I just enjoy every single chapter just because of the way it written#how do I explain this my vocabulary is kinda pathetic ahahhfjgjgngkgk#it took me 7 chapters to hit the download button#if this treasure ever disappear I will not survive#I don't usually like Decepticon Jazz aus but this one is doing things to my brain#momu fanart
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Today's Daily Degurechaff is… alright alright, here's ur god forsaken tanya's tax lecture joke
#dailydegurechaff#yes this is directed at someone dont worry about it#its close to midnight when im drawing this so like that paragraph really is just random stuff yoinked from the IRS website#let me sleep#this joke isnt even poignant. unless u extended ur damn tax return tax season is over for u already#smh. asking me to do off season daily degus.#edit. what the fuck? poignant? what was I on last night that’s not the right word at all#punctual. the word I wanted was punctual. I think?
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POV: me, scheming about how much Marmont content I will release upon the unsuspecting Napoleonic community
#napoleonic era#napoleon#auguste de marmont#napoleonic wars#marmont#auguste marmont#im losing my damn mind#history memes#memes#satire#jokes#its over for yall#just you wait....when i get the motivation to draw#ITS SO OVER FOR YALL 😤😤😤🔥🔥🔥#😈😈😈#im the antagonist of Napoleonic tumblr#also has anyone noticed the strange rise of Marmont content in the last couple of weeks???#and its pretty much all positive?#like im not complaining 😈#but its a little weird....it went from NO MARMONT to A LITTLE BIT OF MARMONT#shit i accidentally made a Mambo no.5 reference 💀#my phone is just pictures of paragraphs from his memoirs that i will ONE DAY make into actual blog posts#marmont shitposting#my bbg <3#hes so ugly te-he-he 🤭#i should just shut up#wow thats a lot of tags#maybe i should stop tagging#nah#im good
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She wails as though a part of her has died.
oh man. i picked up the sidestory to @just-a-carrot's five-arc horror epic a couple days ago and i'm so glad i did. i'll probably be talking nonstop and/or drawing about it for days
there's a handful of whiteboard doodles with other characters under the cut, but rly i just wanted to pay a homage to the scene that hit me the hardest... enjoy
#theres already PARAGRAPHS upon paragraphs in my partners dms over this freaking thing but like listen to me (jingle jingle) PAY ATTENTION#i feel like i have to add that visual novels arent really something i take interest in at all this one jus JUMPED me#i actually played the side piece (our cinderella) first + was so in love with the writing i went to check out the main story. worth it#and i DEFINITELY won't be able to fit everything i want to say in the tags but its so refreshing to read/play thru a novel where the protag#are regular ass adults. like middle class thirty year olds barely breaking even. and that still get sappy unapologetically.#need more stories like this fr#that aside it's been fucking crazy to look at iggy's character arc through his eyes considering yk.. everything.#theres no universal asexual experience or anything but sometimes there'd be a line in there that made me like. sit up and go damn what the#i did that. i do that.#it's. i cant explain it in depth in the tags its about the way topics are skirted around and the realization that something is#uncomfortable in a way you werent expecting it to be. or even on your radar. theres so much#ugh. im unwell. anyways.#dewdles#our wonderland#gidget bordelle#iggy maxwell#genzou#genzou ichihara#cecil- does cecil have a last name??? cecil.#blood#injury#ask to tag
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#as i said to marbleflan: oh he's doing BAD bad#rose reads tvc#the first two of these are during the CoD days when he's struggling to remember Venice and then visiting his homeland after he was turned#the last is during the TdV days after lestat leaves when the CoD days now also seem unreal.#the narration slipping into second person in the middle quote is so heartbreaking and fascinating#anyway. all this really seems reflected in show armand in interesting ways.#just all the identity stuff. 'i remembered no one who had ever lived and breathed in my quietly moving form' like FUCK.#i might need to do a gifset of that last paragraph bc damn
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me: wow my favourite character queequeg didnt die in the chapter named 'queequeg in his coffin'! herman melville is such a troll, what a scamp!
herman melville knowing hes going to kill Everyone in the last couple pages of the book:
#anyway i finished moby dick ........ it was like a car crash you just cant look away from#620 pages slowly building to a tragedy thats all over in a couple paragraphs ........ i cant stop saying 'damn' every few mins#i like how its left ambiguous but i hope moby dick got away .... he was just a whale he holds no grudges!#love how the book is called moby dick but the title character doesnt appear til the last 30 pages ..... the drama of it all#moby dick#personal
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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music#which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad#its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading#papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot#i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages#and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc#i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this#works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab#have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier#so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break#myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take#the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me#so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester#i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt#my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just#at the end of the line and it sucks#unrelated
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Hikaru’s dad: If you love someone, you better marry them quick or Unuki-sama will take them.
Yoshiki’s dad out of no where during a festival: This festival used to be for a god that lives on the mountain. Stay out of that mountain. You’ll be taken away.
Hikaru and Yoshiki barely like 9 or 10:
I don’t know where I’m going with this. All I know is that Hikaru and Yoshiki look similar in age in those flashbacks. And every time I read those pages I just think of their dads being like: Maybe now is a good time to mention that there’s a god of some kind on that mountain that can and will steal the one you cherish. And also Yoshiki you specifically don’t go up there for the love of god.
Then Yoshiki proceeded to fail that crucial step of not going up there, so he could try and find Hikaru.
And now I’m thinking about that one part (I forget what chapter), where Yoshiki is talking about actual Hikaru. Saying he was unfair and would lie sometimes, and etc. Like sorry Yoshiki, but I’d probably do the same if I was told at a young age that my family apparently has some kind of deal with an eldritch god. And anyone who I deeply cherished that wasn’t family would be taken away from me.
I can only imagine what Hikaru probably felt when he realized how much he cared for Yoshiki and then having an “oh shit” moment.
Putting you’re own friend in danger because you love them so much, and they don’t even know it and probably never will. And you end up dying on a mountain alone with your last breath wishing for your friend to be happy and safe. Even if that means giving up your body to the same god you feared would take them away.
#the summer hikaru died#hikaru ga shinda natsu spoilers#hgsn spoilers#Hikaru and Yoshiki's dads realized how close they were becoming and were like:#Damn I guess its time to cryptidly hint that they're doomed by the narrative.#Fun fact: I started tearing up writing the last paragraph cause I started thinking about it for too long#Oh Hikaru such a tragic series of events#Feels like he was doomed to fail in someway#im just rambling
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english prof just left LOADS of feedback on my essay omg this is so exciting
#personal#the english chronicles#FINALLY!!!!!!!! someone who doesn’t just slap an a on it and call it a day#most of it is picking at me for passive voice use and my really shitty conclusion paragraph BAHAHA we were limited to 3 pages#and i was really struggling to cut it down bc. the prompt i chose involved 7 different concepts like give examples of these concepts in this#short story but i also had to Define and Explain the concepts and then there was also the intro and conclusion and header block and it’s#double spaced like 3 pages is rlly not enough for this prompt if you want to give a genuine critical analysis. so my conclusion was#extremely short and shallow lmfao but yeah. he also left lots of praise 😌 AND! he left audio recording for everyone?? like damn okay you are#a prof who genuinely wants to see his students improve thank you thank you thank you 🙏🏻 yes i only got a 90 which i think is the lowest ive#ever gotten on an essay but idc my respect for him just Shot up. also only four of us got A-range grades so i still feel p okay abt that#and i started the essay night of so all things considered this could have gone worse lol#also i got the top score on the exam last week so still riding that high (i needed the ego boost so bad guys 💀) but anyway. i think he’s#retiring after this semester tho this is so tragic he’s also just a rlly fun nice guy in class too like i would 100% take him again#but yeah. i will concede that i fall into passive voice a lot without realizing it so glad he said smth abt it i will be more mindful 🫡#also i guess i did a couple page citations incorrectly it has been a minute since i touched mla and i thought you could either segue into a#page citation like on so and so page they say this OR do parenthetical in-text citation at the end of a quote but he only wants the#parenthetical type ever. not sure if this is a flat rule of mla or just teacher preference i will b looking into this#edit okay looks like flat rule for mla. my bad 🙈 i only did the segue thing twice instead of the parenthetical citation thankfully
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i dont know why the running joke of this chapter is kakashi fearing for his kidneys. where did that come from. WHY did that come from.
i should probably cut that in editing it's a little ridiculous.
except it makes me giggle every time so maybe i should leave it there.
#girl's mind fanfic#clena's writing progress#just have to write ONE more conversation and the whole chapter is done. but DAMN if editing wont be a bitch#still wondering if i should cut jiraiya's 3-page infodump#because while most people dont mind#some people keep commenting saying that my fic is too wordy and i keep adding unnecessary things#and like. they're 1% of reviews but i have the emotional fragility of a china teacup#i cry when i get those sorts of reviews and they ruin my day even tho i get twenty comments who love my rambling#but like. also. i shouldnt delete stuff from my fic just for the 1% of assholes who will say mean things about it#but also i dont want to cry when someone inevitably says something mean about it.#most if not all of said assholes are on fanfiction dot net so technically i could just stop cross posting#except there are people on that site who DO like my rambles so#ugh. why am i such an emotionally sensitive crybaby. my life would be so much better#if i didnt have such thin skin#i'm 90% certain that jiraiya's 3-page infodump is going to get LONGER with editing cause i'm gonna turn it from infodump into#an actual conversation. so who knows how many pages it'll be by the end. the chapter's already 6500 words#which is double my average chapter length#and i DO like the info he presents even if it maybe ISNT strictly required for progressing the story. probably only the last paragraph is#ugh. i wish people would just never say mean things ever. then i wouldn't have a problem with anything xD
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thinking about replaying all the danganronpa games and reading more of the novels and spin offs n stuff…
#I’m always thinking about komahina and komaeda but it’s been a while since I was actively into danganronpa itself… I’m feeling the urge now#honestly I never finished dr3 anime because I didn’t like it 😭😭😭I know everything that happens in it I just never finished the last 4 episo#bc I got ultra depression and couldn’t watch anything for a while when I was 15#I did actually like most of dr3 but there were like just a few things I didn’t like#I don’t remember why so I’m curious if I’ll feel differently about it now. I also didn’t like some of komaedas characterization#I liked most of komaedas characterization but I also felt like they used him for fan service too much. not talking about the shower scene#that was just funny and awesome. I love komaeda sexualization#I remember not liking him blowing the gym up or whatever bc I felt like it was more fan service than anything. but that’s just my opinion#and it’s been so long so maybe when I rewatch it I’ll feel differently who knows#I just felt like thag part was kind of silly and didn’t make much sense. it felt like just fanswrbeice like here’s Komaeda blowing somethin#up like ok thanks. I guess. like it’s not even completely out of character really I just didn’t like it#also honestly I got so into komaeda at some point that seeing him made me feel ill I can’t explain it. like I got sick seeing people talk#about him or make videos about him or mention him… it was crazy#even now I still get stressed out to an unreasonable degree when people from my pov mischaracterize him or stray too far from my specific#headcanons like it’s not super healthy LOL but I think I’m allowed to be super insane about at least one gay anime boy ok#I’m better at recognizing when I’m being unreasonable now though… I respect some different interpretations… sometimes#damn this ramble paragraph might be proof that i should not get actively back into danganronpa itself
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#all i need to do for this assignment is write a paragraph#a literal paragraph about last week's reading#and connect it to my ideas for the final paper#and i just can't do it aresthyjyrhegfe#please i'm too exhausted. why must thesis students take other classes ontop of thesis work. i'm so tired of seminars. i'm sorry.#(plus there has never been a seminar in my grad program about gender & sexuality and i'm...kind of annoyed by that lmao)#(i know it's a funding thing but damn. some of these seminars#have really helped my classmates' thesis research#while the rest of us are like...hmmm...what about our fields of study?)#(i understand that's not the point of a seminar class but it really has burnt me out after a while :/ )#grad school tag
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Damn I forgot how long it takes to make a good reclist. Between getting a good list tracking down all the fics writing all the relevant info and then a little comment if I have something to say, that stuff is time consuming
#the kylux list of fics i like is coming it's coming i am doing it#it's just that i've been at it for like 3 hours and i need some sleep#once that one is done i think i'll work more on the snarry list#cause that's been in the work for uh a year at least i think?#i just have sooooo many snarry fics to rec....#like the kylux list is Something for sure but the snarry list is probably going to be longer#and let's not even talk about wordcount#that said i would make you thousands of reclists rather than write more essays for uni#oh how i wish teachers just accepted random fandom stuff as homework#why can they not be satisfied by a few unhinged paragraphs of me talking about aliens & sex with citations#says the girl who makes as many of the 'free subject/open subject' presentation she can into fandom stuff#(see my high school presentation on botw that got a 20/20 and my recent presentation on queeebaiting & ofmd)#anyway this is making me want to reread some kylux fics like damn#if nobody got me i know super fade is there. super fade i owe you so much.#or from the last whelming sea. or aural. or - listen the list will be finished tomorrow/overmorrow and you'll see#wow i have a ramble tag now#fandom nerdery
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i think i might be the luckiest motherfucker in the universe today. i spent two hours painstakingly filling out a TH profile with the magic system in my lore, only for my internet to zoink out the very second i hit 'update'.......but after 2 mins of me staring at the screen like a zombie, the internet came back and my changes were saved
#if it hadnt i woulda been like 'aight thats the last straw time to start sobbing for an hour'#i wouldve strongly considered punting my shitty ancient laptop across the yard in a murderous rage#i need to start like.#the lore im inserting to profiles is like me taking very barebones quick notes i made ages ago#and then extrapolating paragraphs out of those based on the lore that just sits in my head and doesnt make it on the doc#so i might need to start typing those damn paragraphs on the doc first for safe keeping
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Me trying to talk on discord then remembering my social skills are as low as my irl social skills so i mostly don't participate bc people don't have the same interests as me and I can't start a conversation normally ANYWAY -
Good morning/evening/night for everyone here ✨
-🥝 anon or something why do I bother
Nah no worries! The big thing is the time difference between everyone both on Tumblr and discord so it can be hard to catch each other
BUT
I SAW YOU YOU GUYS WERE TALKING ABOUT SOMETH9NG SUS (bro it was the first thing I saw so I scrolled down like hell nah I dobt wanna see thayshit)
I MIGHT INCORPORATE THAT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER NOW
Yall are dirty lmao
Funny cause I didn't know whether or not to answer this smut ask I've had in my askbox for weeks and now that I know it won't be looked down upon ENTIRELY I am ten times more interesting in answering the damn thing
#kiwi anon#heartstrings#tw ignore the last paragraph it involved a smut ask#but like damn i left the discord server for 5 HOURS???#you guys are crazy#i like it picasso l#ask
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I spent 3.5 hours laying in bed and Not Sleeping simply because it was not foretold. Still tried my best tho, and it was still rest even if it wasn't as good as actual sleep.
I'm up now to focus good and hard on my essay exam for the next...hmmm. well I have 12 pages to write. 3 pages per 4 sections. I did start on one section tho. And these have the benefit of being less heavy of topics as the ones in the first exam. Aka the "explain the differences between sex, gender, and sexuality in depth" and the "talk about how religion has impacted gender presentations" and the "discuss the impact of gender on psychology" etc etc. First one was unexpectedly tricky bc of how Hard it is to describe smth that feels like common knowledge. Like how do you describe the male sex without getting weirdly detailed on it Or just saying "male sex organs" or whatever??? Idk I made do. Religion was the chunkiest one and the hardest to do, by virtue of how much damn research I had to do. The psychology one was the one I rushed lol but the saving grace for it was that it just said "discuss" instead of like. Explain In Depth (like it did for the first two.) Which. The 2nd one was actually pretty easy, aka it was about explaining each term under the LGBTQIA+ acronym. I wrote that one the fastest (for obvious reasons lol) but it was still tedious to write it all out. Still not as hard as the religion question tho.
THIS EXAM....!!! The first question is asking about how sexual language has evolved over time. The second is about gender's effect on nonverbal communication. The third is about gender in TV and film. And the fourth is about sexism in the music industry.
So, certainly topics there are a lot to say about, but also not getting quite so deep in the historical or scientific sides of things. Mostly about modern sociology, I guess 🤔. And they all basically have the "discuss" prompt, so I just need to say some shit that's on-topic and answers the central question and I'll be golden!!!
So I'm Hoping it won't take me too too long. Best case scenario, I finish by... 4 am...? With the last one, it took me maybe 2 hours ish per prompt, except for the last one which I finished in a bit over an hour. Give or take a little. So if I stay on task and focus hard, maybe I can finish it in like 4 or 5 hours. Maybe 6. I'm hoping for not 8 lol. For it is 11:30 pm right now, and I will need to be up by 9 am. I'd like to get at least some sleep tonight!!!! So I will do my best.
#speculation nation#this is my own damn fault for procrastinating. again.#every time i try to not procrastinate and set up plans to not procrastinate. i dont follow them.#and then i have to deal with the consequences. over and over again.#sigh. im making it work. but it really is so unfortunate with big assignments like these.#i took my adderall tho and an ibuprofen and im just gonna keep chuggin water. yes#keep those brain muscles moving. keep on writing. etc etc. i can do this !!!!#i knew id have reduced sleep tonight tho which is why i was trying so hard to nap#bc i didnt get as much sleep last night as i tried to (bc i woke up at like 3:30 am and just couldnt get back to sleep)#so i was too tired today. and it was just Not Happening. two hours for two paragraphs is Pathetic...#so. decided to rest first. and i think im at least in better shape than earlier.#if nothing else i'll be comfier lol. i'll make it work.#but yeah i was hoping to sleep during my nap but it did not happen. possibly Because of how important it was to sleep.#too much pressure. so i psyched myself out of it or something. idk.#my legs were also aching tho. a weird contradictory thing where im so tired and achy that i Cant sleep. it sucks 😔#insomnia's a bitch sometimes i swear. and it always knows Exactly when is the worst time to hit...#anyways im gonna try my best 🫡🫡 if nothing else at least i know ive perservered through worst lol#at least i am not accidentally spending the night in a campus library working to finish a project on the last night before it was due!!!#or pulling an all nighter working on a final presentation the night before it was due... twice... 2 different classes...#doubtlessly many more examples but i dont care to try to remember them rn lol. i will do my best now 🫡
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