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Remove the Mask for the ask game!
(Please be Leliana and Ariel!)
Hi Salty! Thanks for the ask! 💕
I hate to burst your bubble like this, but this does not include Ariel, my beloved. In fact, this fic doesn't happen within the same continuity, so Ariel doesn't exist in this universe.
It does have Leliana in it, however, and is actually related to a fic you've already read, Two of Swords. Fun fact, this fic was originally titled 'Bitch Moves and Ballrooms' before being given its current name.
I've talked about this fic a bit before, but the rundown is that, basically, the Inquisition attends a masquerade ball after learning of an assassination plot. All of the Inquisition's top people, including Leliana, are in attendance. While Inquisitor Trevelyan goes off in search of clues for the would-be assassin, Leliana has a confrontation with a shadow from her past. More specifically, the man who tried to kill her ~11 years ago (who happens to be a Prince-Consort of a major Thedosian power) has come to confront her.
They have a bit of a go at each other while on the ballroom floor, with the Prince letting it slip that he knows about a sexual relationship between her and the Inquisitor. Eventually, they make their way from prying eyes, and after some conflict, The Prince-Consort is...unalived. Leliana figures out that, after taking off his mask, he hadn't come there to kill her. Rather, he came to the ball for her to kill him. Without getting into much detail, he was dying and probably only had a few weeks to months at most to live.
Here's a small part I haven't shared yet:
She bowed at the end of her walk, as was expected before Empress Celene's presence. It was a gesture returned in half, though not out of malice. Celene's elaborate ball gown partially inhibited the movement, crippled further by the Orlesian Lion sigil secured at her back. The rich blue hue of the gown matched perfectly with the accents of the Winter Palace, its drapes, its rugs, and even the grand doors sharing this color.
It was fitting, Leliana thought as she righted herself, how it made the Empress little more than just another part of the decor.
"We are honored to have you in our presence once more, Sister Nightingale." Celene made an almost imperceptible gesture with one hand; practiced and for show.
"Thank you, Your Grace, though I wish it were under better circumstances."
"Thedas lost a beacon to unspeakable evil. Halamshiral still mourns Divine Justinia's death."
"As do we all."
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to be, or not to be (romanticization of the inevitable)
#ray's tag#keys' art#undescribed#skeletons#ok to reblog#the skeleton model that i traced for this was provided by the incredible kiku @kikunai whom you can find right here on tumblr!#so uh. This is a piece about chronic fatigue although the original idea i had for it drifted a bit as soon as I started coloring the linear#(i really enjoy shading and lighting things and got a bit carried away here but i stand by my choice because this is my favorite thing#that i've ever drawn)#anyways. i often feel especially lately with school being back in season that my bones are leaden with this sort of. weariness. theyre heav#it weighs on our mental health and energy a lot and although there's a couple of reasons we have been given for it#that doesn't remove the fact that this is still a thing that affects us in a very real way day to day although we are good at masking it.#often i come home to find that i do not have the physical mental or creative energy to work on things i really want to#especially project: nexus which i feel extra bad about even though i can't help it because i just started it so recently#it is a mild to moderate struggle to make it day to day and i just. wanted to represent this somehow#my original concept for this was a skeleton with some black goop gunk whatever leaking from its joints#but as i started adding the cracks and coloring them gold (a personal touch; kintsugi is a concept that is very dear to us)#i realized that the focus here was less on the condition itself and more on the body that it afflicts.#so i put it into a spotlight.#ironic i know since very little people acknowledge this irl or even know it exists at all but i added rim lighting. I added color gradients#I colored the lineart and made it all fancy and even added a flare for the head to get the point across that even at its core; disability i#a performance. this is not implying that disabilities are fake in fact this is the opposite of that. i wanted to show that with disabilitie#especially i think in my personal opinion the invisible ones#we are all masking at least a little bit during the vast majority of the day. humans are social creatures and it is only when we are alone#or with someone we deeply trust where we allow ourselves to be who we truly are without fear and even then that can be rare#so i wanted to show this bit of the soul in as broad a limelight as i could. idk this is a really abstract piece and i dont know if anyone#will even get it but it matters to me at least. and even though we've been largely bedridden for the past week i think that's okay#we will get it figured out. all of us. okay? okay. i love you. i fucking love you. we are going to fucking make it#(also the xes over the eyes are because i thought they looked cool they have no deeper meaning at least i think they dont#actually i think they do but i cant put it into words idk. Art is subjective assign your own meaning i'm gonna go get a shower)
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In another universe Christine and Erik skipped town and they live happily together raising Gustave...
#poto#phantom of the opera#lnd#love never dies#christerik#erikstine#christine daae#erik poto#the phantom#gustave de chagny#i just be ramblin#Hey am I still hung up on Erik's dream in the book of just. Putting on a mask and getting married to his beloved and raising a kid and#having a normal domestic life?#MAYBE#Maybe I imagine a future where this worked out somehow#Where Erik has everything set up to live his perfect normal life#And honestly putting on that perfect mask turns out to be bittersweet as he doesn't...love it as much as he assumed#after all he'd only wanted to be accepted and to live normally rather than be feared (a wish to cover one's features out of a desire for#connection rather than a genuine hatred of them)#So I imagine Erik and Christine staying somewhere private or going on a private walk under the moonlight#and after such a long day‚ Christine tugs off the mask#And she looks him in the eyes and loves him‚ kisses him#Oh to be able to spend time with your family‚ the only people you can remove your mask around#And for them to accept you wholly as you are‚ love you as you are‚ even after hearing for so long that this kind of life was an#impossibility for you#Erik teaching Gustave how to play instruments and how to train the instrument that is one's voice#the two watching Christine sing on street corners as she used to do with her father (perhaps even playing for her)#They make me emotional....
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Ş̸̻͕̺́̚Ṕ̵̛̪̃Ȩ̷̳̫̿̾Ã̶̞̺̇͐͘K̷͈̿̎̇.
This damn comic is fucking A N C I E N T but as far as like, the content of it- not necessarily the art because I always hate my older art, but the presentation, what is objectively here- still feels right to me, so I'm sharing it. again
#I do not have it in me to even begin explaining the layers of this horseshit lmao#one of these days I can try to actually like. talk about this thing#this beast of teeth and turmoil and shimmer and shadow#something so wonderfully beautiful and sickly foul#genuinely irritates me that i struggle to talk about them at all because I have drawn them. So. Much.#More than any other fusion. even the ones canon to the show lol#yes that includes garnet#Like in-universe sure i can explain. Karma is a manifestation of the one thread druid and sven share- control#Druid has had none. His corruption- the withering- took away most of his agency. and Sven needs control like he needs air#and both of them whether they admit it to themselves or not are more afraid of themselves than of any external force#Sven fears his emotions. fears feeling them. Druid fears his illness and what it does to his body and mind#And so Karma is fragmented into the parts that they want the world to see and the parts they're afraid of#Keeper is that fear. that need to contain. to control. to suppress. to hide. to mask.#Unbound is all inhibitions removed. it's the release. the freedom. the desire. the exposed. the raw.#Unbound is everything that Sven and Druid would never tell anyone. Desires buried so far down that they themselves don't recognize it#But that's all in-universe. That's not quite the scope of what they mean in a grander meta sense#that is too intrinsically tied to me in a way that I can't explain#because if I could explain... then I wouldn't need them#fucking. what the fuck do I tag this i cant keep shoving Karma under the SU tag lmao#nugget rambles#my art#au/niverse
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We did it folks graduation achievement unlocked >:D
#class of 2024 hs grad#okay but I feel like I just had a character growth moment tho#just last week I was avoiding all discussion about it and pretending it’s never gonna happen#putting on a stoic emotionally detached mask to remove myself from how distraught the end was making me#but then proceeding to silently cry in the car under the weight of never making connetions like this again and the inevitable struggles#then a couple days of being bitter that everyone wanted to celebrate my graduation when I wanted it to be miserable#aaaand then this week I’ve just been like ‘meh yeah why not’ lol#just totally nonchalant and treating it like an average day#but after getting some last casual conversations in there and simply chilling/hanging out with these people I’ve known#can safely say graduation was a good experience#and honestly far more pleasant then the initial heartache I anticipated for months#I mean yeah the concept of everyone I care about being ripped away from me is still enough to tense my throat#but overall I’m far more accepting of the transition and even relieved that it’s over with#especially after today and realizing ‘yeah wasn’t too bad could do again’ jksjsksp#accidentally came to terms with it in a satisfactory way in the span of a singular day how about that#and will be fine until the moment someone starts antagonizing me about getting a job 🙃#also thank you mom for taking a grainy photo resolution to save my identity hehe (was unintentional)#also this is unrelated but the amount of people who decorated their caps was incredible. Genuinely such talented people out here#they personalized the hell outta those handmade designs and I applaud the attention to detail#update#random#personal thing
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I have half of chapter 32, but the next half just isn't coming. I think it has more to do with not having the time or space to breathe and work than not having the inspiration, but I'm frustrated.
My advisor just mentioned another abstract and another conference. I have a review essay due on that paper I mentioned where I'd like to blow up some of their talking points; I have a presentation in a few months, which is nice, except I haven't done any of the natural mineral research to back up my conclusions. And I still haven't touched my historical work.
In the meantime I'm answering mundane start-of-the-semester logistic questions and pestering people for natural samples. I was supposed to contact this guy to plan an event but ghosted him on accident and now it's too late so I feel guilty about that. I have to send a professor a news article link with questions because I don't know anything about Nickel Laterite leaching but I'm curious. I have to make a list to get the samples from storage because they're not my samples, and ask the professor if I can chip bits out of them.
#I feel really competent through all of this ironically. But in the masking way that makes you want to shoot yourself if that makes sense.#Last trip my driver was chill and enjoyed long periods of silence so I didn't get writing done but I could at least edit.#This time it was nothing but talking and I'm overwhelmed after four days.#ptxt#I think my manner sometimes makes people assume I'm a Professional with Knowledge but I'm five dirt moles in a trenchcoat.#I've been removed from my proper habitat.#It's only been four days back lol. I fell apart real fucking fast. I really need to find a hobby other than writing.#No other hobby gives the dopamine though. :( I need to move around my little guys.
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Day 264
#Day 264#35 Minutes#Sable Game#Thumbnail#More vague thoughts#I bet they have a special way to drink water without removing masks
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really wish people would be kinder about preventative measures. i am tired of being treated like I am paranoid for wearing a mask, for wearing tick repellent when hiking, even for simple shit like wearing sunscreen ??? 😭😭😭 can people just be like... chill about other ppls choices. esp if theyre preventative measures that will keep you and your body safe from shit that makes ur life worse? just be cool idk goddamn :[
#every time we go on a hike around long grass and stuff i take up the offer for bug spray#and the guy always tries to say like ohh its windy so it'll help keep the bugs off you#so i tell him oh no im more worried about ticks actually haha#YOU NEVER THINK ITS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU UNTIL IT DOES !!!#like i kind of hope these mfers get ticks on them one day. and then i would HOPE that they'd learn after that#i just dont want to get lyme disease fdsjkl like... i cannot deal with another chronic illness no thank you this is already a struggle as i#anyways i had ppl bugging me about my mask today on the bus which really sucked and it wasnt even a bad experience necessarily#i just hate having ppl look at me like im crazy for wearing one#also i walked past a store thats run by a few liberal gen Z or millenials and they had a big sign at the front that said to remove all -#- face coverings and hoods before walking into the store and like. both are rly stupid. but the face coverings?? really???#thats so fucking stupid. i am so tired. i am honestly a little angry. what reason do u have for demanding that of people#luckily i wasnt interested in going into that store ever anyways but COME ONNNN#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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The ADHD experience is forgetting where you set you cup down five minutes ago, but being able to pick up where you end off in a conversation you had 10 years ago. It's remembering the fine details of a book but forgetting who gave it to you, or if you bought it yourself. It's remembering a thing your best friend mentioned an interest in, but forgetting their birthday even though you've been best friends for 10+ years.
When we are bored, we become the equivalent of a husky in a cubicle. When the boredom gets bad, we break down, crying, and fall into a deep depression.
It's randomly getting the intense and overwhelming craving for a bowl of plain rice or a slice of bread with a little butter on it, and craving nothing else. Just this dose of carbs that brings absolute satisfaction.
It's fighting to convince your body to move and acquire food and water, but you remain trapped on the sofa, your brain and body will not move even though you haven't eaten or had anything to drink in 12 hours. You need to use the bathroom, your bladder is raging, and the only thing that finally gets your brain to behave is the pain.
ADHD isn't just some cute thing of being distracted with a case of the zoomies. It's a nightmare that results in losing jobs, poor eating habits, insomnia so bad you're awake for three days and fall asleep only because you're exhausted, and your home is filthy even though you desperately want to clean it up. There's nothing enjoyable about this fuckery.
#chaosfay talks#adhd#my hatred of vermin ants and other pests as well as my allergies are what keep my home clean. though i fight my brain so i can clean#the bathroom. the chemicals mess with my asthma so i wear a mask and gloves are necessary because of textures and skin reactions#i have a small wardrobe and hate shopping for clothes which means laundry gets done. a small house means it gets put away ASAP#but kitchen stuff? cooking is extremely difficult because i get distracted and forget to do things. ny husband is a professional#cook and enjoys cooking for me. we have a rice cooker now which means i'm eating lots of rice and satisfying my carb cravings#i have loud obnoxious alarms set up for med reminders especially now that i take meds twice a day instead of once a day#it's why i have meds set up in little organizers so i can just dump thr daily doses in my hand without trying to remember if i took them#it's why we're gonna remove the doors from the cupboards and cabinets and replace them with the kind you can see through#because out of sight out of mind 100% applies to my life. my cat is also very good at reminding me to feed her and clean her litter box#i might not remember your birthday but i can pick up our conversation from 10 years ago when i last saw you#even if i can't remember your name i will remember what we were chatting about as though it was only five minutes ago
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i wish i could enjoy his thicc ass in those purple pants but purple pants bring up traumatic memories for me 💔
#once in middle school this classmate who always wore the same pair of purple jeans like every day#left fish in his locker for like two months#and it obviously caused a horrible fucking smell at some point. like. so fucking bad.#fish and other food and garbage#but no one could figure out where the smell was coming from#so my school hired like some fucking biohazard removal crew to come in w their suits and masks#and locate the smell#and they eventually found the source when they were going through each and every locker#anyway i fucking hated him for that. i can’t explain the smell i just really can’t#and i just associate purple pants with that smell now lmaooooo#luis do you remember that?#i think it was in 7th grade? am i making it up? i swear my trauma is so real and valid
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WIP Wednesday
bouncing back and forth today between The Queen of Swords and RTM. political intrigue is hard.
Leliana watched the people watching the Inquisitor as she made her way down the floor. Various marquis and lords, dithering ladies cooling themselves with dove feather fans. A sea of false frozen faces, pressed vests, and revealing necklines watching the oddity that walked with rehearsed steps towards their doomed-to-die Empress.
Everything was too much. The grandeur of it all made her teeth ache.
The lights were too bright. The heat was too stifling. The string quartet sounded like dying darkspawn, regardless of the melody it played. Innumerable voices speaking in hushed whispers, low like the thrum of insects, grated against the inside of her skull.
The almost-militaristic uniform felt stiff despite the fabric otherwise being rich. Josephine had insisted the Inquisition attend the Winter Palace in attire that ‘denoted their status as an organization, but remained formal enough for the occasion.’
It was a shame, Leliana thought sourly, to be so confined in a place like this, where formal attire spoke more than words could.
And yet she couldn’t disagree with dear Josephine for practicality’s sake; she was right, as she was usually when it came to more intricate court affairs. After all, why hide behind a physical mask when everyone in Halamshiral already knew who lay in wait behind it? Why not flaunt the Inquisition’s power, its status?
Not that one of those garish porcelain masks would have helped her any; everyone knew who she was. The only mask Leliana could hide behind was her own, and that was slipping as of late.
Eons passed since she was last here, but she despised this place a little more each time she stepped across its threshold.
Too many eyes as she made her way out of the vestibule and into the ballroom, as she descended the stairs to the floor to join her fellow advisors, awaiting announcement to the court. Leliana offered Cullen a curt smile as she took her place between him and Josephine. She quietly scrutinized the way he fumbled with the sash around his coat, but at the same time reached up to tug at the silk cravat that hid the evidence of her betrayal.
Inquisitor Trevelyan descended the stairs opposite the ones Leliana had, having been the first to be announced to the court. She, too, wore the same attire as the rest of the Inquisition, save for House Trevelyan’s crest which was stitched into a pocket just below the collar. Josephine had fussed over the young leader’s unruly pale hair, finally straightening and securing it in a typical Orlesian braid. It wasn’t the most elaborate thing, requiring some practicality should the Inquisitor undoubtedly find herself amid conflict over the night’s affairs. Then again, elaborate was never a word that described Inquisitor Elisabeth Trevelyan.
It was a blessing that Elisabeth was accustomed to some courtly intrigue, though Ostwick’s breed of courtly affairs paled in comparison to that of the grand Orlesian Game. Long hours were spent within the Ambassador’s office back at Skyhold, holding lessons in diction, etiquette, dancing—anything that could help acclimate her to such an event. She took to it like waterfowl, but she was a gosling on a lake full of swans.
Leliana watched the people watching the Inquisitor as she made her way down the floor. Various marquis and lords, dithering ladies cooling themselves with dove feather fans. A sea of false frozen faces, pressed vests, and revealing necklines watching the oddity that walked with rehearsed steps towards their doomed-to-die Empress.
It could be any of them, Leliana thought. A grand masquerade, held under the auspices of a peace talk? Every bard in Orlais should be here. The Nightingale would have been shocked if a representative of the Antivan Crows were not in attendance.
This was going to be a long, irritating night.
#my writing#writing wip#dai: remove the mask#dai: hmf#dragon age fanfiction#just bard things#oc: elisabeth trevelyan dwd#dances writing tag
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What's a good, cute pet name to appear behind him, situated on a horse. however, the figure removes its mask, revealing itself to be "Evil SPIRIT from Beyond: Phantom Ganon". it rides its horse in and out but for you!
#evil spirit from beyond: phantom Ganon#QUOTE#DAY 0#It takes until garfield comic strip 65 for the titular character's name to appear behind him#situated on a Sunday thats the type of sage who could say volumes more with them?. However#the figure removes its Mask#revealing itself to be . it rides its horse in and out of all sports#it's the one with the ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). Put your dragon in an encounter in the desert at the end of the electrical tape over onto itself to be "
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i HATE HATE HATE facial recognition as a 2FA. send me a code via email. TEXT ME. do NOT ask for my face
#a few days ago i had a company event at the new building we will be moving into next year#and very unfortunately to me they got my face to unlock the building turnstiles#there were a LOT of people in line so i didnt feel like protesting#but once we move ill have to ask them to delete my face and give me a card to come and go#its also so much faster as well#i have glasses on i have a mask on i hate having to remove them to get my face read#i hate having my face read at all#simply do not point cameras at me#do not look at me#mr#angry rant because of mercado livre vai tomanoc uuuuuuu ativou o reconhecimento facial AUTOMATICAMENTE pra minha conta#que inferno
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one last thing like pretty please can i NOT overheat when i’m talking to someone who has a career that i potentially want to have like please. please. can i PLEASE not turn into a beet. can i PLEASE be normal for once. this happens way too often to be good
#like was i nervous? or is the physics building just chronically kept like the sahara?#tbf i think everyone in there also gets hot easily bc even on dreary cold days like this one prof from this term was just in a tshirt#but i think i was so red it was embarrassing. thank goodness for face masks#i should’ve removed my coat. that’s the thing#lmfao what the fuck is wrong with me
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Whatever kiryu does to you might not always be the best or even safest option but he will always do it with a lot of love in his eyes so you have to forgive him
#Yakuza loveblog#i was looking through my notes at three am and i wrote something that i reread in the morning like w ..#where did this come from .... whys he doing that ... why is piss involved again .. <- already knows the answer#i really do believe that kiryu puts the things he likes in his mouth though#hes mostly grown out of it but if you catch him at an unexpected moment or if hes overwhelmed then its going inside his mouth#even the. cylinder attached to a larger structure is going into his mouth and if he cant swallow it then he’ll just leave it in his mouth#i think that kiryu should be allowed to be a little gross especially after disgusting sex. like i believe that majima likes being clean and#having long showers at the end of the day (typical girl behaviour) but kiryu will sleep in his own mess#cant stop thinking of him swallowing harukas one hundred dollar marble because he was so touched that she gave it to him#and she starts bawling and hes like. im sorry haruka. and shes like no its okay ojisan i can tell you really liked it#i bet he says sorry to haruka all the time because kiryu is constantly fucking up but she loves him so much its okay#i actually started crying when i opened the special bundle and harukas marble was in there because like she give me .... her marble .... god#shes such a special little angel and she gave me her cute little ... marble#i think haruka should inherit more than kiryus old man music taste she should watch him do things that she has unconsciously masked all the#while and then start exhibiting behaviours around him. haruka gets overstimulated and goes outside to chop wood like kiryu does#she goes to sing karaoke when she gets stressed because shes thinking about when he told her it relieves stress ...#im fucked up that they removed the kiryu sleeping on her teeny little lap scene in yk2 like he was so fuckinf sleepy and she was like here#sleep here ojisan and he was like thank you haruka ... and snoozed ............ shes his little freaking baby#i took her. to the orphanage and then i freaked it#i cant stop thinking of markiplier playing endoparasitic where he said hah you missed me. now you must kiss me ! when the thing lunged athik#like yeah i did miss you and i do want to kiss you .. wow so true#i think haruka should give kiryu kisses on the cheek like all little girls do to their dad#he fucking holds her like a baby (about to cry) oh my god their bond shes ... so little ....#when kiryu saw pochitaro again he was like hi pochitaro youve grown bigger. and pochitaro was like yip yip tail wag ! like no he didnt.#that dog is exactly as small as when you last saw it. it is the size of your foot#not haruka though she truly got bigger and she doesnt even hold his hand in y6 anymore like fuck my entire life fuck everything fuck fuck fu#or was it y5 like god no ... no ......#time is so fucking relentless your daughter will never be tiny again because shes all grown up#im thinking that haruka should meet kiryu again after hes dead and shes like OJISAN JUMPSCARE ??? and kiryus like no you got the wrong guy#and she wants to keep grilling him but she just sits down and sighs and asks him if she can pretend that hes her uncle kaz for a while ...
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HFSJFKSJS HERMES FINAL FANTASY 😭😭 i think of him so much it's unreal
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#yk at first i#going through endwalker yes i enjoyed all that a lot n all but#n i liked hermes lots yes ofc but#it wasn't THIS way at first#i need to listen to my reaction then oh man#i shld sleep but i feel a bit bad abt not doing as much as i meant to earlier this day#don't get me wrong i rlly liked hermes already at the start but not to the point of being one of my top favs#so. w rn#definitely was a slow burn#compared too w my other ffxiv favs they became my fave instantly#AGHH LISTENING TO THIS VOICE RECORDING IS MAKING ME SMILE. IH MY GOD SO BITTERSWEET#apollo having random commentaries 😭😭 this is so nostalgic apollo's voice is making me smile#i feel so warm inside remembering all this :<<#i'm a bit confused bcs it's rlly just a voice recording#but yk i rmb when hermes. removed his mask n wow. damn bro#hermes . oh my god#not sure which part of msq this is rn bcs the recording's just called 'hermes'#but me n apollo w hermes yes yk greek mythology stuff. ffxiv.#wind ! no way n then w grimnir too recently am i#characters relating w wind that have a name with mythological roots ( greek n norse respectively )
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