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antikr1sta · 8 months ago

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(tw sh/blood/vent art) "i hate it here, i hate the smell and fluorescent lights, but most of all I hate you", he utters, gazing at his own face in the reflection of a dirty mirror; as both are only hanging on by a thread.

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..yeah.. i really really hate it here

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asher-012 · 7 days ago

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Idk. I just wanted to be loved, man. Why'd I have to be stupid and gullible, why did I believe that I could actually have something like that in my life again.

If they offered me a place back I don't even know if I'd take it, I feel like a burden. I feel disgusting, why do I even exist still. I should have taken all those opportunities to drink myself to death. I should have killed myself instead of letting people take me to the hospital. The world would be a lot better then.

I bring misery, I'm a burden to my loved ones, I'm a burden to myself, I'm unlovable and someone that nobody wants to be around. My own friends have never tried to comfort me, and I bet it's because they hate me and they know I'm a lost cause. I try to be there for everyone but why can't people be there for me.

I hate loving people like a dumb puppy.

#🌹 – Trixten Vent #cw vent #personal vent #vent post #vent #tw self hatred #cw self hatred #tw selfhate #cw selfhate #tw alcohol #tw alchohol mention #cw alcohol #cw alchohol mention #tw sui vent #cw sui thoughts #tw sui talk

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membrane-attack-complex · 8 months ago

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i want to rip my skull open and remove my brain

#not to get too real on main #cw vent #tw vent #tw selfhate #cw selfhate #tw mutilaton #cw mutilation #actual posts #vent

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alice-the-demon · 3 months ago

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(CW: panic attack, self-hate thoughts)

"Your fault."

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lostmf · 1 year ago

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motheronan · 7 months ago

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girls i used to say that i get so obsessed with people that i carve their name into my thigh as a joke

i dont think it's a joke anymore

I AM NOT CONDONING THIS BEHAVIOUR BY THE WAY. I AM SHARING IT TO COPE WITH IT AND SEEKING FOR SUPPORT.

I DO NOT CONDONE THIS.

PLEASE DONT DO THIS.

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kekeiraa · 7 months ago

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drawing jose everyday until his birthday | 9/18 - 9/23

its his birthday tomorrow :]

#idv #identity v #fanart #art #idv fanart #identity v fanart #idv jose #jose baden #idv first officer #jose idv #kevjosedemi #kevdemijose #tw breakdown #tw selfhate #cw bright colors

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machathemorrigaesystem · 6 months ago

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ugh today has been stressful as hell, and im currently mad at myself for developing crushes on some people and the fact im so tired i had a Freudian slip ...... I hate this, i hate having these crushes, they are useless, i won't have a chance, im pathetic, i don't deserve relationships (including the one i have with sage),i don't deserve friends, i deserve to be alone forever, to suffer,

tw suicidal idealation for cut

right now I don't want to be alive, som im going to sleep so i can not be conscious

#stygiantechpriest #taking off the mask #cw self loathing #tw selfhate #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destruction #tw sucidal ideation

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cyellolemon · 1 year ago

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Meet my new ocs!! :>

Lore and info below the cut!

The pink hair guy with the silly creatures in his torso is Emilien (Emi for short) (he/it pronouns) some times after his top surgery he had these cute mouth entities that woke up in his scars (he's not really enjoying their presence)

That tall long green hair man is Sohan (he/him) he's a cashier who is gonna find out about Emi's creatures and be fascinated by them. Could be a good thing for Emi since it had a crush on Sohan since some time (despite the fact that they never really talked) but actually Sohan is like. an unsympathetic and unfriendly asshole. He doesn't care about Emi as a person at all

Because of Emi's mixed feelings about Sohan, the creatures will be very hostile toward him, so he won't be able to study them. And because he really wants to, Sohan will try to force himself to fall in love with Emi

#Sorry i need to romanticize the fact that i can't see myself as anything else than some sort of. monster #The trans subtext about dysphoria selfhate and stuff like that is not even subtile idc!!!#I suddenly became so obsessed over the idea of trans horror (it probably say a lot about how i feel about myself lately lol)#Anyway i will probably post more of them..#So i hope you like these guys!! i don't have any good references so their drawings are very sketchy #but i have some better illusts #my art #oc art #digital art #trans artist #oc artist #trans art #trans artwork #body horror cw #in case.. it's the level 0 of body horror but we never know #Emi #Sohan

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lordfreg · 5 months ago

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#tw selfhate #tw self h4rm #tw sh related #tw religion #cw sh #cw religion #jesus christ #relegious #freg speaks #vent post #vent #good vent #happy vent #back to faith #doodle

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appl3l0v3r4lif3 · 7 months ago

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Tw vent

Am I really that sick? Ik I mentioned feeling like I'm not sick enough in my last vent but fuck I really don't feel like I'm sick enough to be acting like this

Like nothing bad has really happened to me, genuinely, I'm a privileged white girl with no problems, I have no trauma, no disabilities, nothing

Yet I find myself slitting my thighs and begging to be aloud to die

It's gotten to where sometimes I wish to get raped or abused or get hit by a car and made disabled so I have a reason to feel so bad all the time

I need a reason to feel like this

I don't have one

Fuck I hate myself

Why can't I even be pretty? I'm just ugly and lonely and hateful, fuck

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