#cw self h4rm

[ossydrawsthingz335]

tw for sh

well, i guess ill try this trend... (a few weeks later lmao-)

if this post gets 300 notes, ill try to stop self harming.

[micoz-field-of-dreamz]

hi

[fishhysquiddy]

umm. Hi chat sorry for dissapearing ❤️ take my new devon um i kinda just grubbed him up a little. yah hope you accept my apology in devon form

under tbe read more is a version that shows his sh scars so beware

[asherenjoysart]

I keep on seeing people say that since Dazai hates pain he wouldn’t s3lf-h4rm and, it might seem crazy what I’m about to say, his constant svicide attempts are a form of s3lf-h4rm. SH isn’t just cvtting yourself…

[lunas-a-little-looney]

all I want right now it so cut my thighs to ribbons but I can't because I have a stupid doctors appointment tomorrow and they're going to see if I do that

[theapollosystem]

Nagito hasn’t harmed the body in 12 days, a week of that barely counts cause we were in the psych ward, now i’m knocking on wood he won’t do it again soon but i don’t know

[clerk427]

Sssso. A heavier topic. But I really wanted to explore it. The scars are not graphic, so I really really hope I didn't make anyone uncomfortable!

This is a very personal, non-universal experience, not trying to make ANY statements here, honestly it's just thoughtsssss idk!! Don't take this too seriously please

If you are dealing with SH, please, please contact a specialist and/or a crisis hotline!!!

[hex-maniacal]

I finally have some time so I wanted to make a post while I have the chance so everyone here knows where I've been, but I'll be able to get in touch individually with all the friends I've made on here in a few hours. Thank you all for being patient with me. Cw for self harm and just general mopey-ness under the cut

A bit before my birthday I was hospitalized for the flu, in case you didn't know, I have a compromised immune system(it's not too bad that there's any worry about dying, but I get sick very easily and need to stay at the hospital every now and then when it gets bad), and I guess it just beat the hell outta me. I haven't been fully conscious and lucid for the days since then, but recovery should go well from here on, though I am really beat up about having missed my birthday 😞 I know it's a dumb thing to be fussing about but blegh. My mental state has been deteriorating a lot recently, and just before this I had a falling out with a friend I've had for years who just converted to Christianity and tried to get me to go to conversion therapy. It's been a lot of bad really fast and I guess this visit and thinking about the bills it just kinda made me snap. I know it was a mistake but I tried to harm myself. My siblings were there to keep me safe but I don't think I'll be okay alone for a while. I'm planning on staying with my sister at her place for a few days once im out of here later tonight. It may be a bit before I'm in the right state to run this account, but thank you all for being so kind in the past, and I'm sure you'll only be even nicer in the future. I miss being able to post here and I hope I can come back soon :). Once I finish checking out and getting settled at my sister's I'll be back on to try to get in touch with everyone. I'm sorry this post doesn't really fit the vibe of the account 😅 thank you for bearing with me.

[angelslibido]

I want to discuss something pretty fucked up, so

If you're going to self-harm I recommend against burning with a lighter. Was great in the moment but caring for the wounds have been so tiresome. They're second degree so it's been about a month of cleaning and redressing it daily and it finally seems to be healing and maybe fading. Caring for it sucks so much too bc doing it brings me back to the act, after a few weeks I thankfully got kinda numb to the memory of it.

I hate how it's both a huge deal and also not a big deal at all. I hate that it was so stupid and has caused both headache and heartache, but I find myself wanting to do it again. Like it's a bandaid I've ripped off and now I can look forward to doing it again sometime.

I don't know what else to say there's more but I'll just say this for now. Sorry for posting about it.

[slugass]

got a fucking "do you have childhood trauma???" quiz ad, THIS EXISTS?!?! might as well make a goddamn "DO YOU SELF HARM??" quiz while we're at it

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

[bloodyrosesnthorns]

I'm sorry mom.

[micoz-field-of-dreamz]

chat i relapsed again. NOTHING GETS BETTTER😁😁😁

[holyhounddog]

Got super high and drew the boy again

[lunas-a-little-looney]

I want to carve insults into my skin so bad right now but I don't have any space left to cut that I can hide. All the viable spots are covered in scars already and I can't exactly have "ugly bitch" scrawled on my leg for everyone to see at family gatherings. I guess all I can do is fantasize about it and maybe try to brainstorm other spots.

[theapollosystem]

One of my alters keeps on self harming and since our communication is shit it’s very hard to be like stop

it just ends up being extremely frustrating