#cw self h4rm

[ossydrawsthingz335]

tw for sh

well, i guess ill try this trend... (a few weeks later lmao-)

if this post gets 300 notes, ill try to stop self harming.

[comfortmechsforverystablepeople]

Heartbreak and self-hurt

@yourlocalmechanism-dr-carmilla

tw in the title

Jonny

Oh no you don't! No one is harming is crew, not even themselves. What do you mean it's your way to cope with your broken heart? This makes the best stories! Oh... no no no no! Don't cry, don't be sad, he doesn't like it when you are sad... What if you help him to work on a fun song, mh? Would that help? He even knows a few heartwarming stories about people in love which end good! Please don't hurt yourself, he would do anything to distract you from your pain!

Nastya

Nastya would be devastated if she would loose Aurora, so she feels concern about what happened to you. But she's also unsure of what to do... organic beings can be so messy, especially their hearts. That doesn't she won't try to help you physically at least. She knows a thing or to about taking care of injuries, having mercury in your vein isn't great for wounds and other bruises. So, she would leave her special first-aid kit near you so you can keep yourself safe. She would even help you if you make puppy-eyes!

Ashes

Ashes doesn't like to see anyone in the crew hurt, especially if they did it to themselves. It will kick their big siblings instincts. Get ready to be taken in charge, because you will end up in a blanket burrito on the couch while they put a movie to watch with you. They are extra comfy! And would probably play with your hair or you hands if you allow it. No pressure to talk about what happened, but they will make sure you are not alone in it.

Ivy

Ivy will try to cheer you up like she would like to be: with stats. Stats about the dangers of self-harm and that it doesn't help. Stats about failling relationship, because you are not the problem here. Stats about the chance to find anotehr great person to love and to be loved by, very high those ones. The point is, don't beat yourself on it, you are worth of love and you should love yourself!

Brian

This is a complex situation for him. He's not made of blood and flesh and he never really had a lover officially... But he would feel terrible if he had a fall out with someone in the crew! So, he would be deeply concern about you. Firstly, he had medical knowledges, so he would help treating your injuries without further pain, it's the least of things. Would like to read funny fanfictions? Since the crew teases him about Galahad all the time, he wrote about them to vent. Maybe that would help you getting out of your head... in any case, you are welcome as his co-pilot anytime if you feel like you shouldn't be alone!

Toy Soldier

This won't do at all! Firstly, because damaging your wonderful body and mind is a big no-no. It should be called vandalism because you are a gorgeous person. If you need advice to get rid of blood, it is your soldier! Secondly, because an heartbreak shouldn't put you down forever. It had a lot of experiences with every kind of love, so you can talk to it about everything. Would you want to hear stories about its time as a nymph? Around a cup of warm tea and little snacks, of course.

Tim

If someone knows something about heartbreaks, it would be Tim. And he would do anything so you wouldn't end up like he did when he was mortal. He will not say everything is alright and it will pass, but he will promise it will become easier as time pass. In the meantime, maybe a few octokittens could help! Sometimes, having animals around are better than humans, they won't judge you and their cuteness is soothing. He will show you how to pet each of them to have maximum purrs!

Raphaella

Behold! Her new invention! Preventive octokittens! You put that where you think you will hurt yourself, they will hold on to you no matter what and boom! Protection! You wouldn't want hurt this little creature's feelings, right? Of course not, you are such a sweetheart! What do you mean you can't move anymore? Oh well... guess she will have to pamper you then, what a shame~

Marius

It's not because he's not a real doctor that he can't help! Firstly, because he has a lot more knowledge about injuries and self-harm than the rest of the mechs. If you need advice, or anything really, he's your man. Secondly, because love is a very important for him! No matter what kind. He will encourage you to cry in his arms if it helps, there is no shame in it if it makes you feel better. He can even talk about his shenanigans with inspector Lyfrassir to make you laugh if you don't like the silence!

Aurora

Oh sunshine... Please don't do that! You are not alone and you are loved! Because you are worth it! If you forgot, it's okay because she woudl remind you by blowing so warm air in your face and make the floor trembles under your feet... She will make sure you know that everyone is here for you. And if you request someone, she would drag them immediatly to you, no matter what they were doing. You are top priority! She never really sleeps so if you need someone, she will be there!

Scuzz

Nu-uh. No way. They won't let you. They would hide any object you could harm yourself with. No matter how much the others grumble about the lack of pointy, sharp, or explosives objects. You are far more important than any of this. Why? What do you mean why? Because they love you, alright?! You deserve so much better.

Carmilla

Self-harm and heartbreak are old friends of hers. A dangerous duo, trust her. Which means she knows how to approach this. If you need useful advices, she is your woman. And she loves you so dearly that she knows you by heart, so she would have your favourite snacks, drinks, movies, and comfort objects if you search them. She would kiss your forehead and keep an eye on you if you need a nap.

In general

Self-harms and heartbreaks aren't new on board, but it's a subject serious enough for everyone to be at your service, especially if it's you. They will make sure that you know there is no need to hurt yourself, that you are loved and not alone. Because you are worth it!

[quarterlifekitty]

hii! help me with my fic real quick? which cod guy do you think would be most likely to react to accidentally seeing your scars (self harm or otherwise) by walking right up, moving your clothing and asking 'what is this'?

if you don't want to answer for whatever reason that's fine! no problem! i just love your headcannons and thought you'd be able to help me with this.

thanks <3

CW: reference to self harm

Hmmm, hard to say! I’m not the best person to ask because I’m not familiar with all of the guys (I am a basic bitch) but I can try.

So, I’m assuming when they say “what is this” it’s sort of shock/offense/accusatory, and not a genuine question. I think every mfer in the entire military knows what typical self harm scarring looks like (unless you were planning to depict a less usual method)

To that same end, I think they’d only say anything if the markings were red, fresh. Most would not ask about old scars— they’re all covered.

I think most likely would be Price and Nikolai. They’re both the type to think of themselves as responsible for you and your wellbeing in one way or another. They’re nosy and neurotic like that.

I’m on the fence about ghost. I don’t think it would be unusual for him to have some of those himself, in one way or another. Maybe self destructive negligence rather than direct self harm. It depends a lot on the relationship, of course. I think he prides himself on being someone who knows better, but at the same time he knows that prying would be very hypocritical considering how he doesn’t give up any part of himself.

[mantisfriendd]

Welcome to the Literature Club!

[semitruckshrimp02]

me rn if you even care

[fishhysquiddy]

umm. Hi chat sorry for dissapearing ❤️ take my new devon um i kinda just grubbed him up a little. yah hope you accept my apology in devon form

under tbe read more is a version that shows his sh scars so beware

[asherenjoysart]

I keep on seeing people say that since Dazai hates pain he wouldn’t s3lf-h4rm and, it might seem crazy what I’m about to say, his constant svicide attempts are a form of s3lf-h4rm. SH isn’t just cvtting yourself…

[woodland-sys]

I miss the blood. I miss the pain. I miss the icy sting of a fresh cut, and the dull throbbing that follows. I miss the strange sensation of the blood pooling inside the wound, then dripping down. I miss the sight of my leg soaked in crimson. I miss seeing my insides from the outside. I miss the gentle pressure when I pressed my towel against my wound. I miss the regret, and the serenity after a particularly violent session. I miss the blood.

[theapollosystem]

cw: self harm mentioned

i think we accidentally found an alternative to self harm, today we got a tattoo for the first time and it felt like very similar to how cutting feels and it kinda satisfied my alter who self harms without him actually doing it, he likes the pain and it’s like way more intense than a couple cuts

i think this could also satisfy him for a while cause also the healing is uncomfortable so we have two sides here also just the sting after is also very similar to have cleaning cuts feel

the next tattoo we’ll probably get is a butterfly on our forearm once we have the money again

[micoz-field-of-dreamz]

chat i relapsed again. NOTHING GETS BETTTER😁😁😁

[hex-maniacal]

I finally have some time so I wanted to make a post while I have the chance so everyone here knows where I've been, but I'll be able to get in touch individually with all the friends I've made on here in a few hours. Thank you all for being patient with me. Cw for self harm and just general mopey-ness under the cut

A bit before my birthday I was hospitalized for the flu, in case you didn't know, I have a compromised immune system(it's not too bad that there's any worry about dying, but I get sick very easily and need to stay at the hospital every now and then when it gets bad), and I guess it just beat the hell outta me. I haven't been fully conscious and lucid for the days since then, but recovery should go well from here on, though I am really beat up about having missed my birthday 😞 I know it's a dumb thing to be fussing about but blegh. My mental state has been deteriorating a lot recently, and just before this I had a falling out with a friend I've had for years who just converted to Christianity and tried to get me to go to conversion therapy. It's been a lot of bad really fast and I guess this visit and thinking about the bills it just kinda made me snap. I know it was a mistake but I tried to harm myself. My siblings were there to keep me safe but I don't think I'll be okay alone for a while. I'm planning on staying with my sister at her place for a few days once im out of here later tonight. It may be a bit before I'm in the right state to run this account, but thank you all for being so kind in the past, and I'm sure you'll only be even nicer in the future. I miss being able to post here and I hope I can come back soon :). Once I finish checking out and getting settled at my sister's I'll be back on to try to get in touch with everyone. I'm sorry this post doesn't really fit the vibe of the account 😅 thank you for bearing with me.

[angelslibido]

I want to discuss something pretty fucked up, so

If you're going to self-harm I recommend against burning with a lighter. Was great in the moment but caring for the wounds have been so tiresome. They're second degree so it's been about a month of cleaning and redressing it daily and it finally seems to be healing and maybe fading. Caring for it sucks so much too bc doing it brings me back to the act, after a few weeks I thankfully got kinda numb to the memory of it.

I hate how it's both a huge deal and also not a big deal at all. I hate that it was so stupid and has caused both headache and heartache, but I find myself wanting to do it again. Like it's a bandaid I've ripped off and now I can look forward to doing it again sometime.

I don't know what else to say there's more but I'll just say this for now. Sorry for posting about it.

[slugass]

got a fucking "do you have childhood trauma???" quiz ad, THIS EXISTS?!?! might as well make a goddamn "DO YOU SELF HARM??" quiz while we're at it

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

[bloodyrosesnthorns]

I'm sorry mom.

[holyhounddog]

Got super high and drew the boy again