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nanowatzophina · 14 days ago

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Do I remember what drove me to draw this? No…

I drew this entirely off memory so I could very easily be forgetting some details.

But anywaysss. This scene is ingrained into my brain and so I decided to draw it. It has been so long since I’ve even read this demo.

I think I mostly just wanted to draw the expressions. Cuz I like drawing expressions.

[ @defiledheartsblog thank you for this scene. Always makes me smile when I recall it. ]

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thomaskong · 19 days ago

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I was afraid I’d lose him. So I got there late. And… as I entered, I saw him about to take pictures by himself. The first thing that I felt was… I wanted to hug him. No matter how bad I was to him, he’s still there for me. Every time that I’ve fallen or torn apart, he always runs up to me. He’ll come running and hug me. The same goes for this time, where he shows up. Am I happy? I’m really delighted. I really am. I’d like to thank Save for always being by my side till this very day.

DMD Friendship the Reality: It Takes Two EP. 5

#auausave #auau thanaphum #save worapong #dmd friendship the reality #dmd friendship the reality it takes two #b.txt #esmetracks #visualtaehyun #uservid #the way i dont wanna tag a lot of ppl bc this set is So Long and so For Me #making self indulgent gifs is kinda fun af guys like yes I would like to see this moment in 20 gifs!#waiter waiter! more auausave! (im literally the waiter and brother. dinner is served!)#ok time for me to ramble abt this whole moment in the following tags #auau really loves save so much… like it's so serious y'all what the fuck……#his facial journey fucking kills me every time (and i have lost track how much i've rewatched this)#the way he really thinks he lost save and then BOOM save enters and auau opens his mouth to say Something but he's SPEECHLESS.#auau tries to play up his cool guy act but ugh u r down bad <3 u get shy <3 u gaf <3 #save really has him wrapped around his finger like it's just so so so crazy #you can see in the first few gifs how he really did look so sad/disappointed!! processing it in real time and trying to accept it!!#it's the way save enters too. beaming addictive smile... ok i really. they really got me bad. u ever get self aware suddenly. thats me rn #AGH BUT LIKE ALL HIS WORRIES R GONE BC SAVE IS HERE!!! SAVE CHOSE HIM!!!! AUAU WHO KEPT WORRYING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SHOW BC HE KEPT #GETTING SO CLOSE TO FIRST PLACE BUT STILL NOT GETTING IT... BUT AUAU!! SAVE CHOSE U AS FIRST IN HIS HEART!!!!!#and when he asks save if hes happy bc he knows they didnt spend as much time together as they wanted... but ofc theyre both happy to choose #each other 🥹🥹😭🥹 when i watched it i knew theyd end up together so ofc this wasnt a surprise. but it also felt like of course... theyre #already meant to be realhia in your sky. and they clearly get along so why wouldnt they choose each other. BUT THEN I REMEMBERED SEASON ONE #and the auausaveryujin trio thing going on couldve turned out like a tlelattefirstone moment. just cuz theyre supposed to act in a show #together doesnt mean theyll stick together... which i actually love bc its really based on who wants to act together as a koojin(g) waaaah #(but also lbr ryujin honestly wasnt even doing that much like he literally chose himself DKSFJHGD)#'i got a bit heartbroken' is so. it's so much. auau. do u hear urself. GOD #dmd friendship is just so awesome i love schrödinger's dating show so much

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wolfwarrior142 · 7 months ago

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My guy don't describe the random lost scientist guy that way to Rayla of all people. That literally just describes Callum.

#of course ive put like 5 hours into the game and ive exclusively only played at rayla 100% of the time why do you ask #ESPECIALLY now that i have her arc2 design #ive fuckin loved knives my whole life and love rayla so naturally #slish slash smash crash!!#also the zelda pot rules in this game are *chefs kiss* i smashed the first boxes i saw and was immediately hooked they know me so well #and rayla has like 3 lines commenting on smashing stuff that makes it even better #ill probably mainly only use characters that have swords/blades for fighting like runaan and soren and amaya and obviously rayla duh but i #also cannot wait to unlock the ability to play as callum #wanna see what kinda moves muh boy has!! and get his arc2 design too!!!!!#watch me being almost exclusively a rayla and callum and runaan player tbh #but anyway yeah i thought this was so funny cuz like sir i know youre talking about that scientist guy but you also just 100% described #callum and to rayla of all people this didnt help at all #tdp #tdp: xadia #tdp xadia #xadia #rayla #the dragon prince #continue the saga #continuethesaga #give us the saga #giveusthesaga #ive played like 5 hours of the game between last night and today and also requested s8-10 on 4 different times today twice while logged in #netflix is probably so annoyed with me rn #but i dont care i want them to be annoyed ❤️ greenlight arc3 ❤️ or there will be problems (aka ill cry)#dragon lady letters #edit: this just in ive realized that while making this post i didnt really have a proper idea of which characters actually use swords and #which dont lol #thought amaya would have a sword but looks like maybe not?#janai has a sword tho. fuck ye

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romanticize-until-you-drop · 10 months ago

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2024-05-29

Spent the whole afternoon + evening doing chemistry. If I see another Henderson-Hasselbach equation I might cry.

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Chemistry Final T-1 Day

Calculus Final T-5 Days

Biology Final ✅

#I’m so legitimately done with the semester #I read all morning cuz that’s all I wanna do rn #but I’m pushing myself to study cuz I know it’s the right thing to do #doesn’t mean I want to tho 😭#studyblr #studyspo #study aesthetic #aesthetic #student #my posts #study

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demadogs · 1 day ago

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i know this is fucking crazy but sometimes i really do think to myself "i cant kill myself bc i need to see byler endgame"

#and cuz i have oasis tickets #im fully crashing out rn and ik i keep bitching but i have to rant here i cant tell my friend cuz i dont wanna worry her #but honest to god art is genuinely the only things im living for my brain is constantly like #'i cant do it i have concert tickets. i cant do it i need to see how this show ends. i cant do it i need to hear this new album'#and if i have ANYTHIGN to live for i guess thats good but fucking hell thats literally it i want to die every other time of my life #i should watched were all doomed tonight #i watch that when i really wanna do it #oh my god im going fuckign INSANE #ok i think im done posting my breakdown #back to rbing shauna shipman i guess #byler

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stormbreaker-290 · 4 months ago

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In other news:

#/vpos #ouhhhHHHHHHHHHHGHGHGGGGHHHFHGHDHDJHDJFBFBXHDBDHSGCHDBGDDHHDHDXJSNXHDNHDHSGJFNFNEHSBHRGXJBFSGXBFJDDG #im just #sitting doing nothing driving myself INSANE abt my . husbannbsds......#im supposed to rping rn dammit-#i just need to go bonkers for a moment #hhhGSJSGSKFHENYXHEKDNSMYEUEGEBSKSBKDHWNRHRBCUSBXKSHJEYWJNWNSHDKDBXHSHDUGESHGEUWSNXBXVXJDEBSJSYHWEBDCNHCBCKBDJENSKXSYEJWJWHIESHHFNKWYSOEHEBDU #BSHAJEHEKEEUDYEIBEDKBXKCBDUWHDKEJWKDHRJHSNCDJEIFBSHDNEKDBNEEDSDJHENDBKDCTHEMJSHDJHENDKSHSHCRKNETOSNDHDKDNDFUCKHSHDKSBDSHGDKSMEKDHDKSHSTUPIDJ #UAHAGAGSHSGDJSHJDJDKDJDKFDKDCKDH #IM #S O FUKFINFF UNWEELLLLLLL #IM . BLOWING UP AUAHAHAGHGSJH #I LOVE TH EY #HHHHHHHH #i wanna sit on Sols lap and hug him and lay on him and listen to his inner workings whirr #AND a lso kiss the life outta him and!! kiss down his arms and the palms of all his hands and #ohh i havent even tried kissing his sun pad yet i gotta do that-#hhhhhhhghfh and fuckinbbc. N0vas sona.... mmngngjhnh m o f f #i know we're like the same height but .. smol...... hold and hug #i need to cuddle the creature so bad on GOD theyd be a better cuddle buddy than my dinky little pillows AUHG #hhgshg stuff my face in his flufffffffffhhgghgghhhhggggggggggggg #hhhsgah and you KNOW mal is still bouncing around in my head like a dvd player screen saver OUGH #i have a great need to sit in bed with him laying back and resting on me while i hold him and gently mess with his rays HEL P ME #i need to wake up in the morning and not be able to get out of bed only cuz hes holding on to me and keeping me there for cuddles #i need to sit on my kitchen counter with him in front of me so i can hold his p retty face and pepper him with sleepy morning kisses #o h myg od im so normal about them can you tell #malware my beloved #N0va my beloved #Solaris my beloved #storm loses it

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kumakuma-circus · 3 months ago

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i continue to be confused by p4au's story because i would ASSUME that if any one story is canon it's yu's. they logically can't ALL be canon, the events contradict each other.

but that can't actually be the case because rise's episode p4 chapters continuously bring up fuuka. who doesn't show up in yu's post-cliffhanger. i only did yu and aigis' but of those she only had any role in aigis'.

everything else does seem to be going with yu's as the canon one though? for the most part at least (teddie still calling labrys labby-chan and saying he's her knight kinda contradicts that, namely).

idk i think my best logic is that (dumb comparison when i've never actually played the game but) it's a sonic adventure 1 situation. all the events being shown happened, the exacts just differ between different stories due to biases.

though that would probably require the "present" (since all the narration is past tense) to be fairly far off since some things are completely absent from different stories (e.g. yu fights aigis in his story but aigis never even meets yu in hers until the announcement room).

i love this game so far but i am. so fucking confused by some of this-

#rambearling #persona 4 #p4 #persona 4 arena ultimax #p4au #probably overthinking but whatever #i feel like teddie probably did meet labrys at somepoint. just wasn't actually with her the whole time or anything #only thing i can't explain at all is why yosuke's in the announcement room with labrys on aigis' story #i love yoosk but why'd they choose him #i haven't gone back to do the stories i didn't originally do yet i wanna do that at somepoint. esp naoto's and kanji's #need to do elizabeth's too #and also finish teddie's i didn't pick up from the cliffhanger cuz i decided to do yu's #<- i chose yu teddie and aigis fwiw. unsurprisingly tbh #i really need to figure out how to play to every character's unique strengths #rn i kinda just use the basic stuff and therefore play everyone basically the same #i like the fight system as a whole so i'm still enjoying myself but i think that'd make it more fun #i typed system and the autosuggestions were all pluralkit commands. amazing

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frobby · 9 months ago

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i love madoka magica however i dont think we as a fandom talk enough about how tragic madoka herself is. probably because the narrative itself steers you away from thinking about her personally. shes not a character shes a desire that homura has, shes a force of good, shes homura's foil. but those are all madoka's narrative roles but madoka herself as a person is not really looked at because we are viewing this world from an unreliable narrator(homura) who only sees madoka as those things. The best thing homura could have done for madoka was give up on her, to let her go. because every time we go back in time the image of madoka is distorted, she loses more of herself every regression of homura's as she tries harder and harder to save her. We don't even know what madoka originally wished for to become a magical girl in the original timeline. and she actually acts quite differently than the madoka we meet. shes a lot more honest and caring and bold. by the time homura's has reached the actual anime madoka has been reduced by the sands of time to a figment of herself. she has no wants or desires of her own beyond wanting to do good and help her friends and when all her humanity is stripped away is when she finally acends to godhood because thats all thats left of her. an ideal and a faith in her. madoka kaname died a long time ago and all that is left is her ghost.

#of course homura doesnt care anymore because she cant go back she can only go forward cuz if she gives up she killed madoka for nothing #she could have left her pass away with dignity but now shes a ghost stuck in a web of time and the only thing she can do is keep trying #to save her #i feel like inately homura knows this but she doesnt want to admit to herself thats shes the real one who killed madoka kaname #this is a very charitable reading of homura #homura died too but its a clear moment because homura is our narrator #homura akemi will never come back madoka kaname will never come back #but life goes on anyway for homura #heres my truth #i loved rebellion but im actually a bigger fan of the original anime's ending so im glad it seems like red ribbon homu is coming back #i thought that ending was a lot more hopeful and beautiful and rebellion was kind of a downer but i always accepted they were parallel #and seems im right based on posters #for walpurgis #madoka uses one of my favorite literary devices which is the underuse of a character #i dont know whats it called but i love it when they dont outright develop a character usually to signal an upholding of the status quo #i already explained how madoka is not shown as a character but they do this in princess tutu too with mytho #mytho is a character from a book hes not real in the way that the others are and therefore cant actually change like the others can #hes always the focus of others and never the one thinking of others #i mean yeah he spends like the whole anime thinking about tutu but thats PART of his book its not him as a person #anyway ive been talking too much but i wanna bring up my favorite subtle use of this in takopi's original sin #the boy #idk his name rn lmao #hes straight up not present for the bulk of the manga and hes legit just absent from the ending scene despite being one point of a triangle #at first that weirded me out like??? he doesnt get closure???#but the reason was he didnt need it #the focus and moral is that those girls were 'weird' unable to be normal (because of trauma) and their closure was theyre at least together #but he doesnt need that because hes already normal hes the status quo a benchmark for the reader for the reader to judge the characters off #and the characters to judge eachother off of #anyway anyway sorry this has been so long #i had to get all of that out of me

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keeps-ache · 5 months ago

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idk, i think cleaning out the fridge while hungry kills 2 birds with one stone

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#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #redraw #pink space #aka stupids.png loll #my favorite group !!! despite the fact they're really only all together for like the last thirrrrddd-ish of the story bfhsvh :33 #also i guess i got background practice </3 i was tricked hfsh #//anywho i Do have other things i wanna try finishing today #we can only hope lol #okay toodles ciao toodles i'm kinda Poot rn cuz i was up til 3 talking my head off bc leo asked me abt something i don't even remember hkfh #to be clear he Does know i do that. and facilitates it kfsvh #he signed the waiver what can i say #OKAy i'm walking off now. scooting off. shuffling away. sauteeing away. booping away. harolding away. jumping the way #Toodles lol :> o/

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aria0fgold · 1 month ago

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Been playing Cookie Run: Tower Adventures for awhile now and it's kinda funny how even in this game, the earth type cookies gravitates to me. Earth magnet certified.

#ariambles #when i was still playing gi. i was a geo main. i made sure to collect All the available geo characters and build all of them #i managed to do just that EXCEPT for gorou who Constantly avoided me up until the last moment when i finally got him #via the free character selection but by that point i was halfway in burnout hell so i couldnt build him properly anymore #in crta. the cookie i got attached to is candy drop cookie (her design is really nice and i love her gameplay mechanic)#and it just so happens that candy drop is an earth cookie! i dont really care bout meta here cuz i just wanna play #a game in my phone other than prsk (considerin that im partly burnout of that too so i needed a different game)#theres a new cookie released rn called frost rock whos an earth type and i dont really need nor want him at all #so i only ever pull on the cookie selection banner (i need a wind dps so im going for rye cookie) so its REALLY FUNNY #how i managed to get frost rock cookie anyway. via the standard banner. with basic cookie tickets. i had 20 pity on it #and of all the cookies it had in the banner. it chose to give me the only earth cookie im missing (i also alrdy have durian too)

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bucephaly · 9 days ago

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Mmmk i have Three weeks to do 2 sculpts and maybe a pot, do a big firing of all the clay once everything's dry

And also carve a wood block and do a big round of printing

#and the prints need to dry too #but all doable #sculpts arent that bad. i did one today thats gunna be a gift #so just two more [thinking a bear and a pelican]#and i cant decide whether i wanna make a Big pot or a little one #itll just be a cazuela bowl style cuz thats what i know rn #and ill probably just do a little one.. the big mold i have is kinda too big #like it makes a good sized pot but not a like. little bring to a show to sell kinda pot #[by mold i mean a bowl to form and hold the bottom of the round pot btw. i have a cereal bowl p much and a big pyrex bowl]

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faildetective · 12 days ago

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blogs that have followed first but haven't reached out for interaction, how can I meet you halfway? :)

do y'all want more memes reblogged to send in, would you prefer i come to you and send memes? reply to your opens? post opens? fill out interest trackers? what can I do, to write with you?

#cuz i dont wanna just be like HMPF and soft block ppl without tryin but like. girliepops i need to know what the vibes are #cuz im not gonna chase people down on this blog cuz its my super chill one. so like we're gonna write or we're not #i mean this as gently and not bitchy as possible but i cant sit here and do the awkward stand and stare #and if folks are busy thats cool too! just a simple like 'hey i wanna write im just overloaded rn' IM would be all id need #tbd

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ratmonky · 2 months ago

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have an inspection for my apartment tomorrow morning, my last day at my small ass uni apartment is today and i'll be doing my last bit of cleaning!!

i literally have nothing else in here other than my new laptop that i only do editing with so i spent last night and my morning just now writing lol

i've partially finished my dbd chapter (4k+ words atm) but it introduces another killer that the reader will be paired up with and the next segment is the michael myers' trial!! so my question is--- would you rather to have me post it now or after i've also written michael's trial? (might take a week or two to write and post michael's trial, if i post it now you'll have another chapter within the next month)

was gonna make a poll but i like to interact personally so let me know in the comments heh <3

i'll make it easy so you can copy paste your answers like this:

i waited 3+ years for michael i CANNOT wait any longer

i waited 3+ years for michael i can wait longer