#existing

[lizzygrantsadgirlblogger]

Dance me all around the room, spin me like a ballerina super high

[andoutofharm]

i care about ray toro more than many other things in this life

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Literally me…

The Autistic Teacher

[user-boxer]

This user exists for some reason

Requested by: @v4ishii

[ditsydeer101]

[csms-jpg]

Feels like summer 23.07.2024.

[spalanai]

I was brave, I resisted, I set myself on fire.

—Louise Glück, from Stars

[lil-melody-moon]

[japkevanuffelen]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Idiot, 2003

[lizzygrantsadgirlblogger]

[serenityquest]

[sinligh]

High fences of realization built on the liquid like foundation of my murky soul.

My desire for love when kept untouched grew into resentment towards myself.

Soothed only by the hands of death on the base of my spine stitching me back together I, her only leftover with words of comfort.

"Life goes on". Is its construction mantra.

Out of deaths lips its arbitrary, a stolen promise; like all the souls that it deemed unfit to be renovated.

The hand of death on the base of my spine, on the back of my neck

it grounds me; I find comfort in it.

the way it caress me so lovingly, a threat of a postpartum psychotic mother to an oblivious child.

Death was never particularly appealing to me, it’s the thought of not existing

not now, not in the past, nor the future. to never be, with no trace whatsoever.

To cease to exist all together With no leftovers, nor broken lovers.

It’s not a constant desire, more of a lure, a forbidden love. A slow burn romance with a happy ending

One that I’ll never reach out to willingly but if it ever reached out to me then I know for sure that I’m not strong enough to reject it.

Because life loses its colors from time to time…

And that leaves me, like a person suffering from aphasia. I lose the ability to understand the point of it all…

I try hard to redefine everything, yet, I can’t express it not even when I reach for a semi-stable ground with all my words.

sensitive, i let life play me like an instrument, so responsive.

i increase the tone of whatever melody goes through me..

do it so i hurt anyone who loves me enough to listen. And because I can’t just fade…. And because I don’t have the upper hand…. I make sure to leave my mark, I make sure I have a way to I leave.

And then I choose not to.

•••

•Quotes: Christa Wolf / Joyce Carol Oates/ Sylvia Plath/Susan Sontag/ Virginia Woolf / Ocean Vuong / Molly Brodak/ Halsey

•Original context: Sinligh

•art reference:

1. Painting by John Bagnold Burgess (detail)

Painting by Roberto Ferri ( detail)

2. Painting by Émile Vernon (detail)

3. The Grasshopper by Jules Joseph Lefebvre. (detail)

4. Painting by Valeria Duca.

5. red" by Hei Shan.

6. Sleeping Beauty by William Oxer.

7. Halsey from her Ig post: iamhalsey (detail)

[disagoogibility]

DISABLED & Stylish! Series

A series I'm making on disability/disabled characters AND fashion!

Because we can be cute or attractive, we can be fashionable, while being disabled!

I try my best to be informed on the conditions I do not have, if you have corrections, feel free to comment them!

If you have any ideas for a character + a fashion style/aesthetic or a subculture, please comment it.

This one was inspired by @bemnie ideas! Thank you so much!

This is Ángela! An '' (Agejo) Gyaru'' inspired OC.

She/her. 38

Argentinian living in USA.

Cisgender woman, bisexual.

Had urinary incontinence all her life.

Has an urostomy bag.

Makeup lover! Extravagant & not. Mostly Agejo Gyaru but also does Banba!

One of the biggest latina Agejo Gyaru influencers. Works as an interior designer. Sews her own clothing has a poodle toy named Poppy.

[bits-of-wit]

[lacunalunatic]

Who adjusts quicker to having Klarion around; Jason or Etrigan? Conversely, which is Klarion more likely to listen to? (Realistically I know it is neither, but who would he humour more?)

Honestly, Etrigan adjusted quicker, probably because he mainly watches from inside Jason rather than directly. In turn, Klarion slightly is more likely to listen to Etrigan (probably because Etrigan is a demon):