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Having a hyperfixation while being in a depressed episode is so fucking crazy. All Food tastes bad and I can’t bring myself to shower and reading for an assignment sounds like waterboarding but show me a good fic of Boo Boo Johnnykins and suddenly the world is sunny and for Boo Boo Johnnykins I won’t kill myself for another day

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“I never see you at the club” okay and I never see you at 00:35:52 of Hannibal season 2 episode 13

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The fact that Hannibal wants to dominate Will and to be dominated by Will at the same time must be confusing for him too. Like he can't decide if he wants to choke that man or if he wants to be choked by him. And he lives with that dilemma every single day.

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“the arts and sciences are completely separate fields that should be pitted against each other” the overlap of the arts and sciences make up our entire perceivable reality they r fucking on the couch

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Finally binged Vinland Saga. Devastation on Thorfinn's face and his screams at the end of s1 broke my heart

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Rainer Maria Rilke, from Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God

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A Little Life - Hanya Yanagihara

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the wrath of the lamb

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women in PHLEGM (poetry, history, language, english literature, ghost stories, music)

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https://www.thecut.com/2018/11/im-broke-and-friendless-and-ive-wasted-my-whole-life.html

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I'm like a rabid dog constantly biting at my own foot and reopening old wounds so I can fill my mouth with blood again

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can someone recommend some beginner normal behaviors for someone looking to become normal

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— February 18, 1920 / Franz Kafka diaries

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i hate seeing people drink the openai/chatgpt koolaid 😭😭😭 genuinely feels like watching someone get seduced by scientology or qanon or something. like girl help it's not intelligent it's Big Autocomplete it's crunching numbers it's not understanding things i fuckign promise you. like ohhh my god the marketing hype fuckign GOT you

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Kissing you on the forehead

With teeth

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Vladimir Nabokov, letter to his wife Véra (1925), Letters to Véra (ed. Brian Boyd & trans. Olga Voronin)