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Sam Winchester x female!reader
Summery: After a long hunt, you, Sam, and Dean head back to the little motel you were staying in. Once you got to the room, you decided to take a quick shower. Something unexpected happens.
Warnings: Smut hehe, penetration, making out, reader has a tattoo on chest, use of "sweetheart", unprotected sex.
Word count: 907
A/N: lots of plot holes here but honestly it's my first time writing in a while... So uhm please don't mind thoseeee. Love you all, enjoy !!! Also this shit sucks asssss but anyways I tried 🔥
You three had just finished a hunt, an exhausting and infuriating demon. As soon as it was over, y'all headed back the humble motel room. Once you got there you, you made your way to the bathroom. You shimmied out of your clothes and hopped into the rusty shower.
Without either of your knowledge, Dean had left the room, probably off screwing that blonde chick from the room a couple doors down. You washed all the dirt off your skin and hair, who knew hunting supernatural beings could get so messy right?
Sam unexpectedly walked into the bathroom, "Dean, what are-", you two made eye contact, both frozen. "I-I'm sorry." Sam said, then quickly ran out of the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. A few minutes pass, you worriedly turn the shower off and get dressed, not ready to face Sam after him seeing you naked.
You finally built up the courage to walk out, wanna know the thing that makes this whole situation better? You two share a bed. Walking over to the bed, "hey, I'm sorry about y'know.." Sam mumbled, "no it's fine, don't worry about it." You responded with a smile.
"I uh didn't know you had a tattoo on your chest? It's uh cool." Sam said, smirking at you, "oh yeah, I got it a couple years ago." You replied. Sam scooted closer to you, feeling braver than usual,"Can I see it again?" Sam asked, looking at you, his eyes flickering down to look at your lips.
You don't say anything, you just go in for the kill. The kiss was passionate, hot, and wet, really fucking wet. God who knew all the built up tension between you two could lead to something like this. His hand finds your hair, gripping it hard, lightly tugging on it. You return the favor, grabbing on his long hair.
He maneuvered you onto his lap, making you straddle him. You lightly grind on his crotch, noticing his cock growing harder and harder every time you did. "Fuck.." he groans, "you're so fucking hot." He continues. You whimper at the complement.
"I need you" you moan into this kiss, "I know you do baby." He moans back. Sam flips you onto your back, quickly stripping you of your shirt, then his. "Shit.." he grunts, "can't get enough of you.." after he removes both of your shirts, he starts working on the bottom half of your body.
"Sammy hurry up" you beg, he just looks up at you and grins, showing his sharp k-9s. He finally gets rid of your jeans, then his. He notices your dark purple lace panties and swears to himself, rubbing over the little bow. He bends down, placing a kiss on it. You swore you could cum right then and there.
"lift up baby." He softly demands, you do as your told, lifting your hips so he can roughly tug those purple panties down your thick thighs. Once he sees your puffy pussy, clit peaking out of the hood, he lets out a moan. "You're so perfect." He says, looking up at your pretty face.
You blush, not knowing how to respond, every guy you've been with, which wasn't many, never really cared to compliment, nor care about how you feel during sex, so this was very different than what your used to.
Sam noticed your blush, he smiles. He pulls his dick out of his boxers, spitting on his hand and stroking it a couple of times. "You ready?" He questions, you nod your head, he leans down, giving you a peck on the lips, moving down to your neck as he slowly enters you.
You both moan, finally relieved after all the tension. Once he bottoms out, he gives you a couple seconds to adjust to his dick, which was..over average. You whine, signaling for him to go faster, he chuckles "I know baby."
Sam starts to move, slow and hard, hitting your g-spot perfectly. You moan his name over and over and over again. Sammy Sammy sammy was all could be heard from your lips, swollen from the kiss earlier.
"Is that good, sweetheart?" He whispers in ur ear, nipping at your earlobe, you whine, to cockdrunk to speak. "Words or I'll stop." He says, trailing his lips down ur neck, "yes! It feels so good" you moan, but you weren't the only one who was loud, Sam would occasionally let out deep grunts and moans. You started gripping his back from the overwhelming pleasure your feeling. His pace gets faster and faster, harder and harder.
Sam is fucking you into oblivion, you couldn't even moan, just a quiet whimper leaving your pink lips now and then, "Cum with me, baby," he moans in between thrusts. "c'mon you can do it, don't be shy."
Sam slows down his pace, still hitting all the right spots, since his pace slowed, you can finally let out all the moans and 'Sammy's' you want. "There you go, sweetheart." He groans as u tighten around his cock, pussy spasming around it.
"I'm cumming" you whine, and as soon as you say that, it's like a buzzer goes off in sam's head, he speeds up his pace, moaning into your ear. You both orgasm at the same time, all that could be heard from the room was panting and the slight sticky sound coming from his cock pushing his cum deeper in you.
"I love you."
#sam winchester#supernatural#smut#fics#jared padalecki smut#sam winchester imagine#sam winchester smut#this is so bad#crying because this sucks
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So what if Fiddleford ruffled past!Stanley's hair covering his eyes, causing him to resemble Tate (imagine the angst)
Dude he misses his kid so much :((((
#because this is my au and I make the rules fiddleford calls Tate like every night to check in with him#it still sucks and all that but don’t you EVER SAY THAT FIDDLEFORD DIDNT CARE ABOUT HIS KIS BECAUSE HE DID#I’ll cry#I love fiddleford so much rah#my art#ask#gravity falls#twins in time au#Stanley pines#Stan pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket
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working on my style
#i've missed them so much#inktober really sucked the life out of me. combined with this week i have had almost no motivation to make things#but i doodled these while rewatching the first aos movie and i started crying because i love them so much#anyway#how we doin fellas#my posts#my art#st#tos#trek art#spirk#spock#kirk#star trek#star trek fanart#star trek tos#star trek the original series#k/s#the premise
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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.
#Mouthwashing#blood#body horror#Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell#but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.
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hi
gentle reminder that me and my family are still in need of help and my comms are open, i have school so i may not be very fast but i try my best to be despite the situation i currently live in it would be great if you could help in any way, even just by sharing. thank you for everyone who helped me so far (and a special thanks to EmeliaK), i had wished by now this would be over but it's not. so i gotta keep fighting
thank you
#important#more info is on the link that i put on the text#as always if you need more info im free to share#its just that the country i live in just sucks so bad and you need to pay for everything#so every single money we spend just. goes and never returns#because no one is also offering my mom any job#she did so many interviews too and they never called back#i just want all this to end in a good way im lowkey so tired#im so sorry i have to remind you guys of this again im just.#i was gonna draw something but my mom keeps crying about this i eventually cant keep pretending im ok anymore
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jade and rose as nana and hachi :)
#homestuck#jade harley#rose lalonde#jaderose#nana#my art#so you see#i finished watching nana#and i had to go to the restroom to cry right after i was done with it#because i didn't want my parents to see me cry over ANIME#but god damn...#this was such a good yet frustrating watch#everything sucks i just want#nanahachi#to be happy#sob sob sob....
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beep beep im a sheep
speeddraw below the cut (audio warning)
song: "Cult of Dionysis" by The Orion Experience
#before anybody says anything i have never played cotl in my entire life and i dont plan to. but. crow showed me some narilamb art#and i. well.. HMMMMM kinda fruity if i do say so myself..#also i wanted to play around with the lambs design and had fun basing their outfit a little on crusader armor. mostly the cloth in the fron#i dont think id last 10 minutes playing cotl. partly because i suck at strategy games and not hugely drawn to roguelike games#and partly because i think i would cry real tears if i had to sacrifice someone despite fully knowing theyre nonsentient npc characters#i must admit i think the world and gameplay mechanics are interesting.. havent watched any playthroughs but ive been skimming thru the#wiki pages. kindareminds me of binding of Isaac but i dont have the patience for those kinds of games sadly#also apparently u guys are getting a sex update so i feel like ill be in full blast of whatever comes out of that#i might draw god of death lamb because i kind of have an idea of what their horns would look like. but im gonna hate drawing an outfit ugh#noooo dont usurp god and reap destruction for generations to come youre so sexy haha#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl lambert#cotl fanart#my art#myart#videos#speeddraw#progress art
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haha hey so apparently someone stole my whole fic... copy and pasted except for tiny things changed... here is the link to their """fic""" (sorry random person I had to steal the reblog from). they've since deleted the fic off their blog + deleted their ao3 + gone on a hiatus so..... that's cool and whatever....... but they have written a lot of other shit so... don't be a dick but maybe check that for funny business too...
#yall I am literally#I don't even know what to say LMFAO#their fic before they deleted it had more notes than mine....... like what.....#I've never had this happen before so I'm just.... in awe........#is leon similar to aki or something I don't know this man. who are you#it sucks so much too because that fic of mine#is probably my favorite fic I ever wrote#I poured so much love into it#so many little aspects of aki's character that I enjoyed fleshing out#and to just have it stolen#like if you stole a shitty drabble I wouldn't be as wounded but to steal 20k words of love.....#that's messed up man........#I'm laughing at this but also. crying inside a little#thank you to the person who told me about this because since they deleted it it would be really hard to know otherwise#yeah........... yeah.....
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early bird activities
#op#one piece#sanuso#usosan#sanji#usopp#sogeking#soba mask#stealth black#sogesoba#god usopp#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#my art#mintart#SORRY THE QUALITY SUCKS I DID THIS DURING CLASS#DID NOT EXPECT TO CLEAN IT UP LATER BUT IT WAS RLY SILLY AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT BHGFKSDJ#he found the action figures usopp made for chopper im crying#sanji being an early bird and getting to be a lil cringe before everyone wakes up forgetting that#usopp is an insomniac and decides to give up on sleeping some days#WHY IS HE LIKE THIS!!!!!#thanks percy for the mental image of sanji setting up a romantic dinner IM CRRYINGGGG I HATE HIM#plsssss someone needs to draw that or ill do it UGHH I WISH I COULD PROJECT A MENTAL IMAGE USING MY BRAIN ALONE#he's soooooo#we all know usopp can't be weirded out by this because if he had access to the internet at a young age he'd be roleplaying on amino
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hello all! after 10 years of remission my dad was diagnosed with hodgekin's lymphoma for the second time in his life this august. since his diagnosis my family has been hit by every fucking roadblock and bad luck thing imaginable.
our insurance has decided to make everything we do incredibly difficult and my mom has been fighting for his proper care non-stop. our disability was denied because his work had accidentally been paying him full pay while on leave and now the state wants us to pay back 10k even though it was his company's mistake - or else no disability (we're going to petition this)
he's been suffering from symptoms from his chemotherapy such as intense body pain and deep neuropathy and a hernia (which needs to be removed by surgery but cannot while he's on chemo) alongside a slew of other problems. no amount of pain medication has been really helping and it's been really really awful.
we've been trying really hard to keep things all together but my mom is the only one working who makes enough to pay bills and it's just. really tough.
all this to say. i'd really really appreciate it if the link to this meal train was shared. and if possible someone were to donate.
thank you so so much
#talkies#link#donation#charity#cancer#my dad is in the hospital again today because he has a fever.#and thank GD he recinded his DNR...for now#its so. i have been crying so much and it sucks it sucks it sucks#anyway please share and or donate please
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idk if there's anything you can do about it but someone is using your chappell hot to go art on teepublic & I thought you would want to know if u don't already :(
Nice. love this for me./s
uhhh anyways thank you for bringing this to my attention @hyuckieberry! I’m gonna try to figure out TeePublic’s DMCA takedown request. which is very frustrating since i am from the Philippines. and DMCA is very much bound to just the USA.
for now, if anyone sees this, PLEASE HELP ME REPORT the account.
If anyone is interested in buying the tshirt/design, please consider supporting me, its up on my Redbubble. the only place where i have uploaded the design.
Honestly, simply reblogging and liking this or the original post i made will help immensely.
#narwhal speaks#chappell roan#chappell roan fanart#chappell roan fan merch#I thought i was finally having a good day and i was so proud of myself because i finally managed to get out of bed#after having a fucking relapse#and now this????????#it fucking sucks because the more i look into the DMCA takedown request of TeePublic#which btw very labor intensive and full of legal jargon i am ill equipped to follow#ITS LIKE ONLY FOR THE US????????????#I am currently living breathing in the philippines unfortunately#anyways uuuhhh#i’m gonna go cry and maybe my rage/frustrations can help me figure something out#i’m gonna be sick#hopefully my rage and frustration will keep me from spiralling back into a depressed state lol.#is this what i get for bedrotting for months?#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#fuck me gently with a fucking chainsaw
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“Thank you for letting me in,” Trent murmured.
“I wasn’t gonna let you stand out in that storm,” Ted pointed out.
“No… I mean, yes, thank you for that, but thank you for letting me in here,” Trent said as he pulled his left arm back from around Ted and laid his hand on Ted’s chest. “I’m glad to know you better.”
Ted loosened his hold on Trent to bring a hand up to wrap around Trent’s.
“Thank you for wantin’ to know me at all.”
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For Chapter 21 of I Really Enjoyed Getting to Spend This Time With You by @rngaredead 💙
Like Trent in this chapter, I'll never be able to put into words how much this story and our friendship means for me. (“I still don’t think I was supposed to be here, but I’ll never regret showing up like I did”). Thank you for giving this a chance and not giving up until the finish line.
This story is about mistakes, but to me it's also about circles. Circling in suffocating thoughts after a misstep. Circling in words trying desperately to get them out right. Circling in a slow dance in the silence of the kitchen when all paths seem closed. Humming on the next level, hesitant light coming through with so much weight. Shouting through the music on the next one, filled with smiles and hope (and if you caught a pattern with those *wink wink rule of threes*, you get a gold star). Circling back to each other and up together.
The story is over, but THEIR story is not 💙
#posting both versions because I suck at colouring#and I mixed up left and right#but what matters is YOU SHOULD CATCH UP ON THE STORY#and cry your heart out at the perfect ending#and give my friend some love#rngaredead#i really enjoyed getting to spend this time with you#ted lasso fic#tedependent fic#tedependent#ted x trent#ted lasso#trent crimm#ted lasso fanart#trent crimm fanart#my art
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we need to defend a protagonist’s right to suck ass and be boring and do everything wrong
#LISTEN.#i once saw a post claiming that [redacted] isn’t the protagonist because ??????? Who knows????#he’s not the most charming i guess??#and it’s like. that is LITERALLY not how that works…#you can’t just Decide that someone isn’t the protagonist because you don’t like them#HE’S LITERALLY THE POV CHARACTER LIKE WHAT THE FUCK#LET THIS MAN SUCK AND FAIL AND CRY AND BE THE PROTAGONIST#(also for the record - those are his best features imo - everyone else is just mean)#people will really see a depressed and traumatized man and go ‘wow he’s so boring’#because they are fools and understand nothing#anyway.#[redacted] is my lame ass boyfriend and if everybody doesn’t clap i’m blowing the whole building up
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Growing up as an only child people would always like talking to me and say I’m nice and generous then when they found out that I’m an only child they’d tell me “oh so you’re spoiled and don’t know how to share?”. And it was always so frustrating because why would I be spoiled? Yes both of my parents attention was only on me but they raised me right? And I’ve met people that are spoiled and not brats, like spoiled brat and spoiled are two different things.
And I love sharing and always have bc I never had anyone to share with so I like letting other people use my stuff. One of my friends that I did so many things for all of middle school (I gave her homework answers, pencils, erasers, bandaids, some of my lunch, gum, etc) told me that I don’t know how to share because I’m an only child. We’re not friends anymore because at one point she started rushing me to do my work so she could copy and she would not let me concentrate and she wouldn’t copy my shit while I was doing it and then she’d get mad at me because she was failing. But anyway, I was a little mad because you KNOW me, but you’re just gonna say that because why, exactly? It was like people were always telling me what I should be like and telling me that I don’t understand any childhood experiences.
And then I get told I must not know how to compromise just because I’m an only child? Like what? I will do anything to please you so what the hell are you talking about.
And people go on rants saying that parents need to start having more than two children because they hate only children. I’ve seen this so many times and it makes me a little sad because my parents tried, okay? Generalizing is not cool. They’ll hate only children just because they had a bad experience with someone that happened to be an only child. And then I’ll make friends with someone and when they find out I’m an only child they’ll tell me they never would’ve guessed because they hate only children. Thanks, I guess?
“You must not have a very good family bond” uhh why? My cousins are the closest thing I ever had as siblings growing up and I genuinely don’t understand when they would say this because it doesn’t mean I can’t bond with people my age.
“You probably get everything you want” i was told this just because I bought a new notebook when my old one ran out of pages. Again, what is the thought process here because it’s not like I can ask for anything and get it just because I’m the only kid my parents have.
I would say I’m lonely and want a sister and people would get straight up mad at me. “No you don’t you’re lucky” and you think there aren’t things I want that you have too? I literally feel so alone 24/7 but I guess I’m not allowed to feel that because at least I get privacy.
They also always assume I’m rich. I am very much not rich and I did have friends that lived in bigger houses and it made me so insecure about mine. Idk what it is about assuming only children are rich. I wish being an only child came with that bc then I’d never complain again. But unfortunately it doesn’t work like that.
Anyways. This was a random rant. I just remembered that I would get so frustrated because I would literally cry from the fact that I didn’t have a best friend or someone like a sibling to talk to, and then I’d be told my feelings weren’t valid. I know this is such a non issue, but just sharing I guess.
#idk it’s midnight#can’t sleep#and I’m feeling lonely and this was the result#I might go crazy if I can’t find a best friend that will call me their best friend back#everyone seems to have their person but me and that’s not fair#only child#only child core#if anyone gets mad bc they can’t handle someone has a different experience I swear#rant#midnight rant#random post#and when my parents die I’ll be alone#I literally cry thinking of it#and I either live up to their expectations or literally nothing else bc J haven’t really thought of a plan b#all the pressure is on me and that kind of sucks#only child culture#only kid things#but yeah call me spoiled just because my parents couldn’t reproduce another offspring#the fact that I’m so scared to not be okay because my parents only have one daughter#I’m trying so hard to make it worth it#only child experience#spoiled brat#according to everyone#eldest child#middle child#and when they say ‘attention whore’ as if said attention doesn’t feel like being under a microscope sometimes
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Mmm… thinking about multiple prey on this fine evening. A group of mountain climbers on a vertical climb, all roped together and shivering in a snowstorm they hadn’t seen coming. They’re struggling to work their frozen fingers enough to continue upwards, but know that giving up means plummeting to the craggy depths below. Desperate, they push themselves to continue— though from below, the group is all suddenly made aware of three things.
A gust of hot air is the first— damp and sudden, coming from directly below them.
The next is the sound of something wet.
And the last is one they notice as they all whip their heads downwards in shock— an it’s that one of their teammates is hanging halfway out of the jaws of a monster. Their legs kick and squirm at the beast’s jaws as the others all realize that the hot air was this creature breathing beneath them in preparation to snap up their teammate.
Helpless, they watch the beast as it slowly slurps up their friend, opening its jaws so there can all see their teammate slip down, down… before the tongue bobs, squashing the predator’s uvula to the roof of their mouth with an overeager and squelching swallow— one that causes the entire team to jerk downwards with it.
Their teammate was tied to the bottom of their line, and the pred lazily swallows again, raising a hand to their throat with a pleased purr as the next prey slips into their maw and is quickly and firmly swallowed down. It’s only a matter of time before the rest of them are dragged inside.
In the meantime, the pred leans back and opens their jaws— giving an open mouthed gulp around the taut line and causing it to snake down faster.
Bonus if the pred overestimated how many preys it could comfortably fit and ends up almost too full to get them all inside, but manages with a final thick swallow and a huge sigh of contentment.
And at the end of it all… after the gulps and squeezes of so many prey being stuffed into the pred’s belly, the pred lounges with a rope dangling from their teeth. One that they’re slowly slurping up, toying with, and then swallowing with a final gluck. Sealing their prey inside.
#soft vore#g/t vore#implied digestion#multiple prey#oral vore#monster pred#prey on a string#unwilling prey#swallowing#vore scenario#vore thoughts#vore talk#if someone would draw Chris doing this I’d cry#I love preys being dragged down the gullet because they physically cannot stop themselves from being sucked down#grabbing every surface#their hands just flutters that are quickly cut off with a swallow that seals their fate#and just pulls the rope down into the pred’s cramped tummy anyway… good shit
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oh NoOoO it's bad today. bad bad.
smack it with a hammer.
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#😮💨#it sucks because like logically I know why. my period is 2 days late. that's all it is.#but just because of that I want to cry and my heart hurts and I would just rather not be.#stupid brain stupid body.#ramblings#my posts#I also missed a day of meds accidentally and had brain zaps which are so fucking scary
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