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ohhhhhhhhh h hh h hhh
#my art#hi score girl#high score girl#ハイスコアガール#oono akira#yaguchi haruo#cries very loud#last pic is in my delusional little world where akira never left for california
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“You’ll never be able to stop us, no matter where we go!” △
annual sky pirates post. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE
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😔 ITS BLOCKED BY JONNYS HANDS but I just want the people to know. skypaul hands are so close. even when you think it doesn’t exist they exist and I just wanted to share that <3 sankyu minna
#oh sky pirates nobody could replace you#the posing was really fun to do and so was the rendering#kinda proud of it NGL!!!!!!!!#the background. we don’t talk about the suffering that happened there#anyway gangsie stream susume pirates……………..#Captain Sky’s Pirates!#a3!#a3#a3! act addict actors#a3! art#a3! fanart#natsugumi#summer troupe#tenma sumeragi#sumeragi tenma#a3! tenma#yuki rurikawa#rurikawa yuki#a3! yuki#muku sakisaka#sakisaka muku#a3! muku#misumi ikagura#misumi ikaruga#ikaruga misumi#kazunari miyoshi#miyoshi kazunari#a3! kazunari#ashipiko draws ♪#cries very very very very very very loud. WUAHHHHHHHH
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You know when you watch movies set in the past or fantasy movies, and when you get the epic pre-battle scenes you inevitably ask yourself why do they need all those drummers and stuff when all those men playing could be given a sword or something and be added to the troops? I am currently visiting a medieval festival and I just heard an exibition of war drums and I feel like I could run a half marathon. The drummers make so much sense.
#honestly it was one of the most beautiful things i have seen#it was an amazing performance#i do not enjoy loud sounds at all but for some reason this exibition worked so well with my brain i felt hypnotized#and after it was done i truly could have gone running around#it was so so good#i am hoping there will be more of these exibitions tomorrow because i really want to experience it again#and overall the rest of the music that is played live by people walking around the streets is so fucking good i am ascending#i normally get sleepy very early but tonight with the medieval tunes all around me i could have powered through a few more hours ngl#cris speaks#the---hermit
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annabeth doesn't talk about what luke said when he came to her house asking her to run away with him and no matter how hard the others try she won't say anything.
#truth is she's angry#people accused her of being of spy for daring to care about her own fucking family#luke was the first person who loved her along with thalia why would she ever let go that ?#it's not like he let go of her completly he saw in the river styx for crying out loud#clarisse fought her constantly about this but is still hung up on silena and dating chris#and the funny thing is the very same thing they resented is what saved them in the end.#she was the one who gave luke strenght to make the right decision and save everyone else#maybe the love hadn't been enough for her and luke but it was enough for the god's throne#and people won't even acknowledge that#and now they dare to ask her about her about him ?#when they pushed away to grieve and worry about him on her own ?#that visit is the most sincere moment she got from him after his betrayal next to his final moments she won't have people spitting opinions#spitting concerns about how its all messed up and how he didn't mean it#she cared and cried for him on her own. percy left her crying over his body in the labyrinth alone.#they left her to hope for him alone she will grieve him alone#that memory will be hers alone and nobody else's#hermes feels guilty about blaming her so he doesn't talk about it either#annabeth chase#annabeth chase centric#pjo#hermes pjo#pjo headcanon#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo tv#heroes of olympus#hoo#pjo hoo toa#pjo series#angel speaks#angel's headcanons
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#here is some unrelated artwork i'll be posting occasionally for now on#this might seem confusing to you (and I'm not talking specifically about the drawing)#i don't usually bring up anything about my personal problems but this one really is a thing#all i have to tell you. person reading the tags. is that sound sensitivity really fucking sucks.#and if someone reading this has sound sensitivity well i do hope the people around you are understanding of your condition#and that you find efficient ways to diminish the impact it has on you#whether if it's by using noise cancelling headphones. by leaving the loud environment or by learning to focus on something else#///#this christmas i'm receiving a noise cancelling headphone from my bsf#im very happy and so thankfull for them#this gift is appreciated by my younger self#who. during birthday parties. couldnt stand anywhere close to ballons#who cried at the sounds of fireworks#who cried in class numerous times because it was too much#who was accused of faking it and blamed for ruining everyone's fun time#i remember being very confused and scared#my art#eye strain#artists on tumblr
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BIG DAY TODAY FOR ME AND I JUST WANT TO SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS ❤️
#i’ve been on a long recovery journey for the past 3+ years and after living with my mum for nearly two years#i moved back to my own flat today and i’m able to live independently again!!#i still have some way to go but this is a big step in my recovery and i couldn’t be happier#i’m feeling all the feels#i cried the whole way in the car and i burst into tears every now and then but only happy tears mixed with some tears of bafflement#it’s hard to believe this is real#also hearing my little brother tell me how proud he is teared me up even more ngl we don’t say those things out loud too often#i have the best family and i couldn’t have done this without them ❤️❤️❤️#there was also something very symbolic in that the last song that played on the radio in the car was Ruoska#and now i’m gonna boop the hell out of y’all <3#personal
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I found an extremely sick and thin and mangey cat in the woods last night . Hshdhjsfjjsdjs
#its in my bathroom my wife and i are trying to find somewhere to take it#its so 😭😭 so sweet like idk if its a stray because its sooo loving and sweet and every time i come and check on it it starts purring#like so loud#its so cute and pathetic cries#we absolutely cannot take on another cat but i want it to be okay so bad it obviously wants love and to love very much
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So, having gone through each and every season of GBBO, I have to say: the vibes in season 13 were rancid.
#this goes beyond the Mexican week atrocity#it's also about noel's very loud cries for help#and how clearly annoyed EVERYONE was by Matt#judges contestants and Noel lol#and none of the bakers were standing out#anyway that's just my read#gbbo
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now im nosy, what do you mean by alien clone replacement????
DONT even worry about . dont even worry. dont even
#basically: last season i got assigned a soulmate. for the obligatory dl mechanic season#But This season they changed their skin and decided to do a character reset of sorts. so to them last season didnt happen#the idea behind it was that this would act as a spinoff season. but i was not on the same page about that#so what ended up happening was that i found out they didnt remember last season and got so upset about the implications of that#that when someone jokingly went “haha are we talking about the alien theory” during a discussion about it I Immediately Locked In#and created this whole narrative that my soulmate was replaced by aliens between seasons#and every session since then I have gotten worse about it. i forged evidence i tried to take my wife hostage for experiments etc etc#the other team had to ground them from visiting me andwhen they met up with me directly to say “please stop spreading conspiracies” i cried#it’s been really fun. things are going very poorly for cubito bree. tomorrow is session 5 and im so so excited#im taking a short detour from the alien theory to entertain other options. such as learning magic to commune with the Real versionof mywife#Its going great#bree barks so fucking loud#beastlife#asks
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arc 8 otto gets more and more deranged with every appearance i love it 😭😭😭😭 this chapter was a mainly otto centric one which was fascinating!!! URGH i have many thoughts :((( the whole chapter being about “walking with light”….. where otto acknowledges that:
and this is AFTER julius apologizes to otto and otto emphasizes to julius’s face that. yeah. julius is still an enemy. like yeah theyre exchanging more pleasant words now but otto specifically emphasizes that otto isnt a knight. julius isnt a merchant. julius is in another camp. theyre opposites T^T AND THEN roswaal telling otto that opposing emilia and subarus way of thinking is a poison that Will kill him. BUT THEN OTTO says
he cant walk with light meaning he cant see reality and still choose to be idealistic and noble like julius and emilia and subaru even though hes still trying to support emilia and subaru. :,,,))) and he admits that!!! hes still choosing to walk a darker path than them even knowing hes not as strong as others!!! even knowing that emilia and subaru will never agree with him and vice versa!!! hes walking alone, in a way T^T
#rezero#arc 8 spoilers#otto suwen#HES SO INSANE FOR ALL OF THIS BUT I TOO AM GOING INSANE OVER THE IDEA OF ‘WALKING WITH LIGHT’… the whole chapter was about it 😭😭#like i think its kind of like a ‘if no one will step up i have to’ thing for otto. bc yeah ppl like ram and ros share his opinions on the#vollachia situation but ottos been like. Very active and loud about it. almost like a villain to subaru and emilia akdndnd#which is even more compounded by the fact that he punched subaru hard enough to break his hand???? KASNNS#ottos been trying to do shit on his own ever since he brought the damn book of wisdom to priestella and shit akdndn#hes insane 😭😭 im worried it really will kill him 👍👍#hes choosing to play the villain to subaru and emilias heroism……#its just. its kind of sad. he asks himself what the meaning of his existence is if he cant have the#grant the power to have everything he wants.#he wants to protect the people that matter most to him but they want to protect Everyone. and otto thinks its not possible but he still want#s to support them. cries.#ottos pulling an arc 4 subaru here and i am Concerned and Intrigued ☝️☝️#EDIT: otto did not punch subaru but he punched a wall super hard 😭😭 OTTO. UR INSANE.
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>just put aoki in jail instead of killing him so true and make him share a jail cell with his dad that would've been perfect i think. they can have an awkward family reunion when ichiban decides to visit them
no genuinely one of my favorite concepts that i fail miserably to explore is what would it have been like if aoki and sawashiro had to sit in jail together liiike the potential ..........
#snap chats#thinking of it makes me want to eat fiberglass like ouugh ....... what wouldve happened ......#would aoki finally appreciate sawashiro for what he's done over the years after ichiban screams that fact to him I Dont Know#its definitely something i keep revisiting but i never come up with anything satisfactory#on that note ive been thinking of aoki and sawashiro Excessively again- mostly in reference to their time in america#cause after looking into lung transplants and life afterwards it's hard to imagine sawashiro would just leave aoki alone#granted the timeline cant be SUPER realistic but. at the very least i think sawshiro wouldve stuck around for a while#if not all four years#but thats for another post POINT IS //screams and cries// i just think. you know ?#like i dont think aoki would start pouring his heart out to sawashiro but yk.#maybe at least acknowledge sawashiro as family- i dont think sawashiro would ever really tell aoki the truth with that in mind#//loud shrug// aoki and sawashiro in jail can be something so personal and make me wanna throw up
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Hahahahaha god I wanna cry so bad today
#one of those loud full body cries#my emotions are swingin!!!!!#painfully aware of some very deep insecurities lately
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" Sam! Gaze upon my latest discovery! " Yusuke is already fishing through his bag for the item in question, and pulls it out with a smile unrivaled in vibrancy. Dangling from his fingers are two keychains: one of a cute, abstract looking moon, and an equally abstract sun beside it. "Each one is hand crafted by the artist, so no two pieces are alike. I skipped breakfast and lunch for the opportunity to purchase them! The sun, in particular, is for you." He holds it out to her, grinning. "I thought it may be nice to have something unique to just us, as a means of further cementing our bond. I thought to give you the moon, but the light you bring can only be challenged by the sun itself. It is fitting... unless you would prefer the moon? I am fine with either!"
There's a quiet tenderness in the way Sam takes the little sun charm from him. Watches how the day's light dances upon its surface, as if it was the very sun itself being turned over in her palm. It's beautiful, she thinks. Solid against her fingertips whilst they ran along every groove and indent.
How much had he spent on this? For him to skip two meals and starve for over half the day... It had to be expensive. Even if it wasn't, he still spent money for this over food. That in itself meant it held value to him, and, by giving her this and buying it for their... bond? It ought to matter to her, too.
This gift was special. And he was giving it to her.
She wanted to laugh. Nearly did, too—-only for it to get stuck in her throat and turn into some strange, muffled noise. 'The light she brought,' he said.
( She didn't deserve this. )
Her fingers wrap around the keychain.
" thank you, " comes the quiet response. She doesn't look at him. " i'll take the sun. "
The moon ( beautiful and gentle and soothing ) fit him so much better than her, after all.
#tenebriism#;; ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴅ ( asks. )#;; ɢᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ( ic. )#;; the girl who cried wolf ( persona 5 au )#something something the sun hurts those in its proximity and those who stare at it in its entirety will be blinded and hurt#vs the moon is a lighthouse in a sea of stars and darkness that accompanies you through the night and lights your path#there is!#way too much my girl feels adjgalsdg#she's grateful for his gift really!#it's sweet and endearing of him to go out of his way to buy a gift like this#but the value of what he had to sacrifice (his food--a very important thing to have in her opinion) doesn't fit how much she values herself#it's an unfair trade in her eyes#but she doesn't have the courage to say that out loud either
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I get alone with my thoughts for one second and then my brain goes to the VN love interest route I beat yesterday and I go, "jesus fucking christ what the fuck."
#ramblings#it's honestly funny at how shocking it was to me??? i just did not see that happening#i legitimately said out loud as i was playing it and he was having a rough time that he should kill himself to forever change the directory#of people's lives. and then i moved on because OF COURSE that wasn't going to happen. it was funny to me but the game wouldn't do that#but then he had a mental breakdown and kidnapped someone and tried to kill himself and I??????????????? I still cannot process it? what the#spoilers for an otome game route i guess#not giving any details in case you don't wanna know but i have to say#WHAT THE HELL the fuck what? hello? get therapy? hello? how did that lead to a good end where nothing else was confronted? hello? are you o#li: i'll kill myself if you don't love me. mc: +10000 affection#GIRL STOP you both need to go to therapy what the fuck LMAOOOO what did I play and why did it go that way with no warning??? or maybe i was#warned but i automatically told myself no way i was reading too much into it and they'd never BUT THEY DID WHAT WHAT HELLO WHAT??#my friends got me screaming through out the entire thing in group chat#the change from LMAO he should he deserves to fuck up people's lives to Hahah. Ha? He is??? LMAO??? WHAT HELLO?#i think it was extra jarring because the other love interests pissed me off at least once very bad on their routes but this guy cried early#on and opened up and i was like huh. vulnerability. i like that. and he kept on not making me mad and i was like good for him i hope he wor#s through his issues. the same with the mc. BUT THEY DIDN'T. THEY JUST HAVE THIS VERY UNHEALTHY CODEPENDENCY THAT I THOUGHT THE MC WAS WORK#ON FIXING BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOO ARGH AAAAAAAHHHH LMAO WHAT THE FUCK#the true route i unlocked fixed some things but they're all still fucked up. i guess they're my blorbo friends now#okay i need this to get out of my system send help
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on one hand it sucks cause it sucks to see her like this and for her to have to go through it in general and also its literally so much cancer and like at least???? at LEAST 2 different types???? so they don't know what to do about it and any further treatment would literally just be Seeing What Happens. and it sucks for this to be like. it. and to have to remember This after
but on the other it's also. like. all of this happening has kinda crystallized more in my mind that i don't have a hell of a lot of nice things to say about my mom in the end. which feels awful. but also at the same time i can't really like.. tolerate. giving credit to someone who Loves me who like.. saw it as an obligation? and would and probably will right now if given the opportunity hold it over my head? the fact that she raised me and all. i brought you into this world ill take you out etc. i don't know how you can say that shit to a kid ever and think you're right. i just can't. for all that she's always said she loves me she sure. doesn't act like it much. i don't think keeping all my baby blankets and my kindergarten schoolwork counts for much when your actual emotional support of me has never been great and is half of why im Like This. like it doesn't really feel like she's ever made much of an effort to understand me. lord knows I'll never understand her at this point aside from just. kinda always been too self centered for parenting i think. my mother has never been particularly selfless.
all of this feels horrendous to say out loud in any regard
#crow.txt#like idk it could be my specific grief but its. just kinda amplified in my brain the bad things far more than the good#which isnt to say theres No good. idk id argue theres probably logically More good. but the bad is pretty bad#it could be worse. but it was also still bad. neither of my parents shouldve ever had children. full stop#i should not be here. i should not have had to grow up like this. neither of you were prepared or emotionally stable enough for kids#i really should be trying to sleep. idk if i can work tomorrow#like idk pardon my autism but i dont feel many strong familial bonds. i dont think i ever really have. its always been a big thing for mom#not me so much. wonder why that might be Anwyay#just because we're family absolutely does not mean i should just let you treat me however#and i wont in fact#all of this feels like a very long very draining awful dream. its so surreal. it happened so fast#ive honestly not cried over it as much as i feel like i should have bc it kinda just felt inevitable#this has been an anxiety rumination point for years#she was taking it a lot better than i expected for a while but the nastiness and loudness and just like. cruelty. kinda knew that was comin#just surprised its taken this long
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got to see the biggest mammal on earth today <333
#we actually saw ~15 blues today including a mom and calf pair#it was phenomenal and i cried a little im not gonna lie#i cannot express how fucking large these whales were. you see it come up and think oh okay. but then it keeps GOING and its just this fuckin#SEA MONSTER its so amazing#their spouts were also very loud. ur just sitting there and its this huge BLEGHSSSHHHH#very cool experience i feel so alive and full of love#text#mine
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