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you should be here.
you really shouldnât be here.
but you were a good friend, maybe too good a friend one would argue, and one of your girls heard about this underground gig (boxing, fighting?) going on and roped you into going.
and knowing you, this was way out of your comfort range. she was shocked you agreed to it, but you were tired of being perceived as the sheltered on and decided to bite the bullet and tag along.
but now you realize that you shouldâve just stayed home and rewatched some stupid show.
because this place was giving you all sorts of signals to just get out.
it was in what seemed like a dingy warehouse that could only be accessed through some sketchy alley. you truly have no idea how she found this place and your betting that it wasnât some ad she told you she saw on someoneâs story.
the vast room was barely lit, with only a few lights flickering as they struggled to stay on. you felt like youâd catch an undiscovered disease if you sat anywhere and opted to stand, but that was another issue.
despite how destitute this place seemed to be, it was packed.
there were so many people standing near the ring, everybody yelling praises or shouts of anger as somebody took a punch. you could hear skin hitting skin, could hear the breaking of tissues and bones even from where you were.
your friend dragged you by the arm, seeming as if there was no worry about this place, and it was too late to go back even though the alarms in your head were going off.
fuck, you start thinking, what is this place? what if you bump into someone weird? what if the cops come? what if the location gets leaked? what would happen to you two? what ifâŠ.
your mind trails off as your friend wiggles her way through an empty spot, bringing the two of you closer to the ring.
you look at the fighters, mouth going dry at the sight.
one of the fighters, the one facing you, seemed bloodied to no return. his eye was black and weeks shut, nose dripping with blood. his face was salted with bruises, his body sagging as the other fighter, the one with his back to you, took another fighting stance.
âheâs who i wanted to see,ïżœïżœ bri mutters excitedly, pointing her finger to the fighter with white hair, âiâve heard heâs really good,â
you nod slowly, looking around in a skittish way. you knew you shouldâve said no, but you really cleave no choice but to support her and her dangerous side quests.
he plants another fist to the injured oneâs face, making him stumble back as the white haired fighter angles his body sideways, letting you two get a look at his side profile.
he seemed fine, a little bruising on the cheek but nowhere near the damage of the other guy. he must be as good as bri says you guess.
the people around you hoot and holler, pushing you further into on of the poles as you wince in discomfort, your face twisting in pain a little as some of the men behind you push forward with no concept of personal space.
you look over at bri but sheâs just as engaged, shouting for the white haired guy to continue beating the other man up in ways that could only be described as primal and very, very illegal.
itâs only a few more minutes before the match is ended and the two fighters are pulled away from each other, the battered one looking like he was one punch away from becoming limp.
the yells around you grow louder and louder, the sound rattling around in your head. you wince, trying to smile for bri as she jumps up and down. you know this is only the beginning of the night and canât afford to bring the energy down.
the white haired one turns around, raising his hands as he asks for the noise to grow louder, a smile on his face as his bandaged hands curl into fists, one pumped victoriously in the air.
but thatâs not what takes you by surprise.
your eyes widen in shock when you see his face, mouth dropping almost comically when you realize this isnât a random street fighter,
but the nerdy boy who sits next to you in your neuroanatomy class.
and judging by the way gojo looks around until he sees you, the proud smile on his face faltering for a second before his eyes cloud with utter confusion,
he wasnât expecting to see you here either.
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at age seven, isagi learns two things. one, universal truths are always in the present tense (his teacher told him so), and two, you kiss the people you love (his mom told him so). knowing these, he kisses you under the slide in the playground, because he loves you, at least as he understands it at his age.
at age sixteen, isagi decides two things. one, he will become the best striker in the world, and two, he still loves you, albeit a little more than his seven year old self previously thought. but instead of kissing you, he hugs you tightly before he boards the bus to blue lock, and he takes in all the details of you. he thinks of the smell of your shampoo and the melody of your laugh while he's there, but he never tells anyone that.
at age twenty eight, isagi achieves two things. one, he wins the world cup, and two, he gives you his last name. the kiss you share at the altar is wetter and saltier than the one you shared under the slide, thanks to your tears, but his feelings engrave themselves into your memory all the same. he kisses you again for good measure, much to everyone's amusement, and wonders how his love for you is meant to stay in the present tense when it exists in all past, present, and future tenses.
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ê© MY OTHER BOYFRIEND .á

GN!reader x Kuroo fluff/crack(?)
you know who i'm talking about and going for. feel like it makes the most sense

âWhat do you mean you donât want to marry me?â Kurooâs voice rings loud.
You bite your lip. âBabe, you have to understandââ
âYouâre picking him over me? Your boyfriend of 4 years?â
âHeâs like, my other boyfriend. And Iâve liked him longer!â
âYouâveâIâm about to throw up.â
âYouâre being dramatic and you know it.â
âOh my god, this is how those Christmas movie finance boyfriends feel, isnât it?â He gasps. A hand slams against his desk, and you assume the other over his mouth as his voice gets muffled. Itâs quieter, disbelieving, âYouâre picking this guy made of 500 pixels over me.â
Tetsurouâs character leaves your crops half watered in favour of walking over to yours. His voice gets low and you try your best not to laugh, or think about everything you wanted to get done today. âTell me youâre joking.â
âTetsu, listen,ââyou move your character closerââyou havenât played his heart events, you donât know him like I do.â
âI donât know him like you do?â He almost yells. âHe doesnât know you like I do!â
âIn my heart he does!â
âThrowing up. Iâm throwing up right now. Youâre laughing and Iâm throwing up.â
âYou can marry one of the other love interests!â You offer, trying to reign in your amusement and pacing around your boyfriendâs still character. âWhat about, uh, Harvey? Is he your type?â
âNo, no, no, no,â he refuses, adamant. âI know what Iâm gonna do.â
The time ticks away and you wait, even though both of you wanted to go to the mines before it got late. The sound of typing and clicking comes through your headphones, but Tetsurou remains un-moving.
Itâs when you swear you can hear him writing something down that you furrow your brows.
â...Tetsu,â you call out. âTetsu, what are you doing?â
He finally moves, coming up to you and lowering his voice one more time. âLooking up that guyâs favourite gifts and marrying him first so you canât.â
âWhâ Tetsurou!â
âIâm getting so many frozen tearsââhe starts to run from you and cacklesââIâm homewrecking this homewrecking!â
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SICK: KUROO T.
tags/warnings: kuroo x f!reader, coworkers to lovers, new yearâs party, throwing up, drinking/alcohol, reader is throwing up from being too drunk thatâs basically the plot, it's a little gross
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Through the thin walls of the barâs bathroom, she can vaguely hear the cheers of the crowd, and she can only assume that the clock has hit midnight. Itâs the new year, and sheâs face down in a toilet, spitting up green tea shots.Â
The noise of the crowd fades, and the music gets turned up. But itâs harder to hear now, because sheâs heaving and coughing, body desperately trying to expel all the poison she filled her body with, up until about twenty minutes ago.Â
Thereâs a large hand holding up her hair. Because the physical pain of puking in a sticky bar bathroom isnât enough, she has to endure the humiliation of doing it in front of Kuroo Tetsurou.Â
When Kuroo had asked her if she wanted to accompany him to this New Yearâs party that his friend was hosting, she didnât hear him, because she was too focused on the way his hand tugged at the knot of his tie, yanking it away from his neck. When he asked her again, her face got hot and the blood whipped around in her body so fast she thought she might pass out. Naively, she had assumed that after months of festering a fat, blistering crush on her coworker, she would finally have an opportunity to look desirable in front of him.Â
She didnât account for the fact that, out of nervousness, she would compulsively order shots and drink them like water, leaving her with blurry vision and a swayed step before Kuroo even finished his first beer.
When the bile first started working itâs way up her throat, she had tried to excuse herself quietly, without much commotion. But because Kuroo is fucking perfect, and has to be a gentlemen, he followed her to the single-stall bathroom, water bottle in hand.Â
A hiccup pops out of her, and she slumps. Her stomach feels almost empty now. And the worst part of it is, the puking killed her buzz, and now she has to face Kuroo that much more sober. With her face still pointed down, and a bit of spit dripping from her chin, she says, âPlease donât get me fired over this.âÂ
Kuroo laughs, and his hand releases her hair, and travels down her back, spreading out between her shoulder blades. His thumb draws circles over her shirt. âI blew chunks at the office Christmas party, so, yâknow, mutually assured destruction.âÂ
She chuckles, and then regrets it when she thinks sheâs going to throw up again. She holds her breath, but nothing comes up. Itâs a false alarm.Â
âCâmon,â Kuroo urges, and uses his thumb to tap on her back. âYou should sit up, have some water.âÂ
She doesnât want to. Sheâs not sure she can look Kuroo in the eye, but she canât live in the toilet bowl forever, so she lifts her head, and whips off the corner of her chin with the back of her sleeve. His hand slips off of her and settles back into his lap. Her eyes dodge his, and instead they linger on the floor between them.Â
His long legs are folded as he sits on the floor, and his knees brush against hers. Kuroo grabs a plastic water bottle, and holds it in her direction. âYou should drink.âÂ
Without any protest, she grabs the bottle and it crinkles under her grip. She uncaps it and swishes water around in her mouth, spitting it out back into the bowl before she takes a good, proper gulp. Once sheâs done, she caps it again. âThanks.âÂ
âNo problem,â Kuroo replies easily. Neither one of them makes a move to leave.Â
âIâm really sorry,â she says. âI know you didnât want to spend New Yearâs with your puking coworker on the bathroom floor.âÂ
Kuroo smirks. âSee, thatâs what you would think. But Iâve actually been hoping for this outcome. This is actually really lucky for me.â
Her body is exhausted from the drinking and the puking, but it still somehow finds enough energy to get nervous over this. Her spine straightens out. âWhy, you have some weird fetish or something?âÂ
And Kuroo laughs, but she groans, immediately regretting the words as soon as they leave her mouth. Sheâs still operating off the whiskey in her body. âUgh,â she bemoans, âdonât get me fired for that either.âÂ
âDonât worry about it. Itâs not a fetish,â Kuroo tells her. âIâm just happy to be alone with you. I can deal with the puking if it means getting away from the crowd.âÂ
Her face gets hot again. Her whole body gets hot, and her ears start to buzz. âWell, maybe next time you want to be alone, you can be the one throwing up, and Iâll be the cool one with the water bottle.âÂ
Kuroo nods, and she can almost swear that thereâs a tinge of red to his cheeks. âOkay, next time Iâll drink all the green tea shots. Then weâll be even.âÂ
She smiles. Her stomach has stopped rolling, but itâs oddly comfortable on the bathroom floor, sitting cross-legged across from Kuroo. And even though her throat is burning and her head is throbbing, sheâs content, sitting there with him. She doesnât want to get up, and she wants him to feel the same. âDo you want to go back out there?â she asks softly, voice hoarse.Â
âNah,â Kuroo replies. âThe party kind of sucks.âÂ
âMaybe youâre not drunk enough,â she rebuttals. âSeemed great to me.âÂ
Kuroo shrugs. âTo be honest with you, I didnât really wanna come out tonight. The only reason I did was because you said youâd come with me.âÂ
She swallows thickly, and now she feels dizzy again. âReally?âÂ
âYeah. If you had said no, I wouldnât have come. But you said yes, and I thought that maybe youâd let me kiss you at midnight.âÂ
She throws up again.Â
It comes quickly, and she coughs it up as fast as she can, not sure if itâs from still from the alcohol or now itâs the nerves or itâs some awful combination of both. When her stomachâs emptied again, she sits up so quickly thereâs black spots in her vision. âWhat?â she pants.Â
Kuroo looks at her with wide, amazed eyes. âYâknow, thatâs the first time someoneâs thrown up at the idea of kissing me.âÂ
âIâd kiss you,â she rushes out. âIf I wasnât puking, Iâd kiss you.â
For a moment, Kuroo studies her. His eyes trail over her face and down to her chest that rises and falls with each breath. âAre you sure youâre not just drunk?âÂ
She nods, almost too eagerly, but she can attribute that to being too drunk. âIâve wanted to for so long.âÂ
Kuroo leans forward, and his hand raises to gently cup her cheek. His skin is pleasantly cool, and she leans into his touch, enjoying the way it cools her hot, clammy skin. âWell, letâs get you home, then,â Kuroo whispers, âso you can brush your teeth.â

an: this was stupid lmafo
#i⊠love him đ#this is how iâm starting off 2025 btw#A BANGER ILOVEYOU THIS WAS PERFECT#office au kuroo pls save me#heâs so perfectly silly oh lorddd#manifesting this energy for 2025 đ€#i have a deep obsession with any fluff that involves kuroo
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spending new yearâs eve reposting the most gut wrenching, agonisingly painful, and diabolical satosugu tiktok edits
#life is good#it doesnât get any better than this#starting 2025 off good#jujutsu kaisen#gojo#gojo satoru#geto#geto suguru#satosugu#jjk#fuelling this yearâs loneliness with even more loneliness#youâre all sick in the head#all the edits using champagne coast ascended from the very depths of hell i know what you all are#AND EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE YOU ARE ALL EVIL#every single one of you are getting hexed by me#i saw an edit to last christmas and i almost cried out loud in despair in my uber
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â4:53am
the road home stretched endlessly ahead as the three of you, (the moon, kita, and you) sat in the silent embrace of the night. winding through the dark countryside, there were no words spoken. the only light came from the truckâs headlights, catching the occasional glint of dew on the fields and fences that lined the way. the air inside the car was calm, filled only with the grumble of the engine and your slightly uneven breathing. stars were strewn infinitely across the night sky, their faint light spilling over your faces. whilst kita drove quietly beside you, his hands sure on the wheel and his profile serene in the glow of the dashboardâyou sat in the passenger seat with your head resting against the cool glass of the window.
though right now was early sunday morning, it was late saturday night when you received the text from kita inviting you out for celebratory drinks with his friends. you were ecstatic at the opportunity to drink yourself free, and something in you had given way. you supposed it was a deep, guttural longing to let go; along with the fact that your mind had been swimming in a haze of lingering thoughts for the past couple of months, you desperately fiend for some alcohol. so later that night, surrounded by a group of enthusiastic and loud friends, you comfortably drank yourself away. it wasnât enough to lose awareness entirely, but enough to feel unsteady.
often times, you didnât know what to do with a best friend like kita shinsuke, whose stillness held entire conversations and whose presence could make the world feel smaller and more manageable. he was there, always. silent and steady, his presence as grounding as ever.
your first meeting with the man was quite mundaneâvoid of any particular excitement and yet it lingered with you, etched into memory like the quiet beauty of a sunset you hadnât expected to see.
it was a small townâthe kind where everyoneâs paths crossed eventually. you realised that pretty quickly when you received welcome gifts from half the town within the first week of you moving there, (safe to say you were incredibly well fed for the next week and a half).
before youâd ever met kita, he had been a mysterious enigma to you. having been close friends with his grandma after meeting at the local bakery, youâd think that also meant it was inevitable that the two of you would be introduced to one another. you quickly learned that kita was a busy manâthat or he was actively avoiding you every time you were invited to visit the pair at home. youâd heard of him before, of courseâhow could you not? his name carried a subtle weight around town. people spoke of him with admiration like he was more rooted to the earth than most. he was reliable, dependable, and the kind of person who didnât just talk about doing the right thing because he lived it.
when your first meeting came on a cold, misty morning at the local farmerâs market, you hadnât even realised it was kita you had spoken to. you were struggling to balance a precarious stack of bags filled with fresh produce, a loaf of bread teetering dangerously on top. just as youâd resigned yourself to letting gravity win, a steady hand had reached out, catching the loaf mid-fall.
âyou look like youâve got your hands full,â a warm and calm voice chimed as a hand gently placed the bread back on top of your bags. startled, you looked up to find kind eyes watching you. later that day, you chalked it up to pretty privilegeâbecause if it had been anyone else but kita, you probably wouldâve snapped back with a sarcastic comment about how you had everything under control.
âthanks,â realising how intensely you had been staring, you quickly choked out some words to fill the silence. âi think i overestimated my carrying capacity.â
âiâm sure weâve all done that a time or two,â you continued staring at him as he spoke, wide eyed as he smiled down at you with a casual softness you couldnât quite understand. âwant a hand?â
youâd hesitatedâpoliteness warring with the undeniable relief of someone willing to help. however before you could answer, heâd simply taken a couple of bags from you, movements pure-intentioned and natural.
âitâs no trouble,â he interjected a second time, searching your face and finding the reluctance.
and that was kitaâquietly stepping in when it mattered and never making a fuss about it.
from that day on, your paths seemed to cross more often. youâd exchange greetings at places like the market, on the quiet roads that wound through the countryside, and at local events where he always seemed to be lending a hand or silently ensuring things ran smoothly.
where conversations started out practical and politeâexchanging small talk about the weather, the state of the crops, or the best routes through the back roads; they had also deepened. you found yourself sharing pieces of your life with him in a way that felt natural, like pouring water into a cup that never overflowed.
kita listened; he didnât just hear your words, he listened. his responses were thoughtful and measured as he carried each word you gave him carefully, treating it like something precious.
of course, he wasnât the loudest presence in your life, but he quickly became the steadiest. eventually he had transformed into the one person you found yourself leaning toward the most without even realising it.
so as the days turned into weeks, the weeks in months, and the months into seasonsâyou began to wonder if maybe, he was leaning toward you too.
it was you who was first to speak the entire car ride home.
âyouâre really interesting, shin.â
âinterestingâ. what an understatement âinterestingâ was. the word felt hollow and insulting in comparison to the fullness of what you meant. you donât think youâll ever find a way to articulate the quiet strength he carried, or the way he could exist completely in his own skin without trouble. even just the thought of it had left you unsteady in yours.
there was something magnetic about him, a pull that had grown stronger with every passing moment. yet you couldnât bear to look at him now, afraid he might catch the way your thoughts spun so raw and unguarded when you were around him.
you watched the window instead, eyes trailing after the rain-dampened streets as they passed. the faint fog of your breath blurred the view on the glass, but it felt safer than meeting his gazeâsafer than risking the tranquility between you breaking apart.
there was so much you wanted to say, words pressing against the edges of your throat. the steady cadence of his presence held you back and you decided that for now, it was easier to just sit beside him and let the air grow heavy with all the things you couldnât name.
when you turn your head to look at him after a couple seconds too long of silence, you half expect a trace of teasing in his expression. it shocks you when thereâs nothing except unadulterated patience as you lock eyes for a moment.
you continue, both frustrated and full of gratitude. âthe way you do that thing where you just⊠are.â
by now, youâre sure itâs the alcohol talking.
âevery single time, you always manage to stay so collected like youâve got everything figured out! hell, iâm sitting here near tears because all i had were three drinks and sang awful karaoke.â your loud and exasperated voice turns into a slur of mumbles and grumbles by the end.
âiâd say you hold yourself together just fine,â kita replies simply, voice careful and deliberate.
âyouâd be lying,â you shot back softly with a turn of your head. you watch the gravel road move with the car once more, overwhelmed.
âi donât lie,â itâs all kita says, his hands still on the wheel.
three words that settled between you like a warm ember. it was true, kita never said anything he didnât mean. you knew that truth about him the day you met. the fact was both comforting and unnerving, being seen so clearly by someone who didnât look away.
when he pulled the truck up to your house, the hum of the engine cut out as he turned the key, making the silence in the air come quicker and sharper. the world outside was stillâthe stars breathed with the faint whisper of the breeze against the trees.
kita stepped out and rounded the truck, opening your door before you could fumble with the handle. the moon was high, casting a silvery glow over the isolated farm road as he helped you out of the car. his grip was sturdy though gentle on your arm, steadying you as you wobbled,
âcareful,â he whispered, arm brushing against yours as he guided you toward the porch. the touch of your skin against his was accidental, yet it burned him like it wasnât. his steps faltered, just for a second as if the air itself had thickened.
he could feel the tension in his own muscles and chest, unsure what to do with it. when your shoulder brushed his again, this time for a little longer, he almost passed out with how quickly his pulse started to race. the adrenaline of knowing he was too close to something fragile made him yearn to pull you in and to close the gap that had been silently growing between you for what felt like eternities.
the night was cold, the air crisp and cool. you paused and reached for the door as he stood behind you patiently. you moved to grab your keys from your bag but paused abruptly to ponder for a quiet moment. you let your eyes wander over the grooves in the wood, tracing every line and discolouration until you couldnât hold back the sheer embarrassment and shame that consumed you. âyou couldâve just gone home, you know.â
âi know,â you didnât want to turn to face him.
even though you werenât looking at kita, he was looking at you. there was no pity in his words, neither judgmentâjust that steady understanding that always seemed to strip you bare. it felt dangerous; vulnerability was never common with you.
âyouâre always here thoughâand youâre always so kind about it, even when you donât have to be.â
it was a never ending dance with the two of you: one step forward and one step back, incapable of ever meeting in the middle. these days, you found yourself burdened with the prospect of what could be, anxious with the realisation that crossing that line meant giving a voice to the unspoken rhythm between youâa rhythm that neither of you had been brave enough to call a song.
kita frowned, a deep, harsh line forming between his eyebrows, confused by your sudden honesty. you turned and watched as his gaze started immediately searching yours.
âbecause i care about you.â it was said simply, as though it were the most obvious thing in the world.
a laugh choked up before you could stop it. âyouâre too kind shinâyou make the rest of us look bad.â
despite how confused kita was with your aggressive praises, he huffed a soft laugh and shook his head. âi donât know about that.â
âno, really,â you insisted, leaning closer. âitâs like youâve never been afraid of anything in your life.â
kita didnât respond right away.
instead, he let his gaze linger on you, caught in the way the stars seemed to rest against your skin. the faint glow softened every edge, highlighting the curve of your cheek, the curve of your lips. some day, heâd tell you how he believed the stars themselves werenât the ones shining, they were borrowing their light from you that night. there was something achingly still about the way you stood there, the night folding around you like it had been waiting for you to step into itâyou belonged to it more than anything else.
âyou say that like itâs somethinâ bad,â was all he could mutter, afraid heâd crack and talk of the beauty you emanated in this moment.
âIiâs not fair,â you repeated, voice cracking slightly. âi canât keep pretending.â you throw you hands up, groaning loudly before dragging them down your face agonisingly. thereâs a frog in your throat desperately trying to claw its way out.
âpretending what?â
you could barely swallow, your throat tight and coarse. the alcohol buzzed in your blood, blurring the edges of your self-restraint. âpretending that i donât⊠feel the way i do. that i havenât been trying not to look at you like this for months.â
the words hung between you, heavy like the air before a storm. you didnât dare look away from him even as your heart thudded painfully against your ribs.
if kita was surprised, he didnât show it. instead, he stepped just a little closer, his warmth becoming a pillar in the night that pulled you in unconsciously. âyou donât have to pretend, yâknow.â
âdonât i?â your voice was barely above a whisper. âwhat if i say something i canât take back?â
âthen you say it,â his voice came secure and confident, an anchor that came with everything that he spoke. âand we figure it out from there.â
when you searched his face for any sign of hesitation, all you found was attentiveness so gentle and endless, a parallel to the stars that settled above you. âyou make it sound so simple.â
âmaybe it is,â he said. âmaybe itâs just us makinâ it complicated.â
the words stirred something in youâan ache and a yearning youâd been pushing down for so long that it almost hurt to let breathe. you looked away, your fingers curling loosely against the metal of the door handle. âi think iâve been in love with you for a while, shin,â you admitted softly, the words slipping out like a confession to the night itself.
kita was silent for a long moment, long enough that you forced yourself to look back at him, bracing for whatever came next.
âiâve known,â you were drunk. kita knew that. he knew that whatever happened tonight was going to change the trajectory of your entire relationship onwards. his voice was soft but unshakable as he continued, âor at least, iâve hoped.â
you blinked and you felt your breath catch in your lungs when you turned to look at him for clarity. âwhat do you mean?â
the space between you felt impossibly small now, charged with something that felt both delicate and infinite.
âyouâre smart, youâll figure it out.â
more than anything in the world right now, kita wanted to do but be close to you. but you were drunk, and he knew that after months of pining for you, it was only fair he let you hear his confession sober. âright now, you need to get some rest,â he announced softly. âand tomorrow, when youâre feelinâ clearer, we talk about this properly. because if iâm gonna do this with you, iâm gonna do it right.â
a faint, shaky laugh escaped you as you looked away, suddenly self conscious about your giddiness. âyouâre impossible.â
âmaybe,â he replied, a small smile tugging at his lips.
the comfort of his words settled over you like a blanket, wrapping around all the spaces that had felt raw and uncertain just moments before. âso iâll see you tomorrow?â the question was innocent, laced with your faint smile as you asked.
he mirrored the curve of your eyes with his own for a moment longer, his excitement unwavering. âiâll see you tomorrow.â he replied back in affirmation with a nod of his head.
and, with that same quiet patience he stepped back, giving you the space you needed. âgoodnight, y/n.â the absence of his warmth left you with a deep hole that you desperately craved to fill. but despite the yearning that followed, you accepted it with open arms, a knowing feeling that tomorrow would bring a new kind of intimacy.
âgoodnight, shin,â you whispered reluctantly, turning to enter your house.
you felt the pressure of kitaâs eyes disappearing as he watched as the door closed softly behind you. you sank onto the couch, your heart still racing. the confession still hung in the air, fragile but real, like the first light of morning just barely breaking over the horizon.
and for the first time in a long time, you felt like you werenât holding the weight of it alone.
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making reader an art student FUELS TFFF out of my personal fantasies, itâs such a guilty pleasure of mine đ I WISH I COULD PURSUE AN ART CAREER SO BADDDD UGH THE THINGS I WOULD DO TO BE ABLE TO DEDICATE MY LIFE TO ART I WOULD KILLLL!! iâm so glad you enjoyed the fic, donât worry,, i had you and all the other art students alike in mind when i wrote it ;)
artist!reader and skater!suna who you first meet in college one morning when youâre running late for class, carrying a comedically large portfolio across the campus square. your head is buried deep in your phone, checking for last-minute updates on the class. thatâs when an abrupt gust of wind shoots across your face and forces your head up instantly, only to see a skater soaring past with hardly an inch of space between you.Â
âwhat the hell, watch it!â you yell, immediately stepping backward and using both hands to grasp your portfolio tightly.Â
the skater remains undisrupted, gazing forward and only casually waving a hand back to call, âmy bad!âÂ
artist!reader with skater!suna who you see again, a week after almost knocking you over. coincidentally enough, he's sat at the exit steps to the art building, tying his shoelaces with his skateboard next to him.
"fucking prick." you walk straight past, muttering under your breath.
he must have heard you because, within seconds, he's walking by your side. "no way! you're the girl from last week. don't tell me you're still mad about the other morning! it was an accident." he throws his hands up in disbelief.
you ignore him and continue walking.
artist!reader with skater!suna who is determined to befriend you after your brief interaction. he waits at the same steps of the art building until your classes finish, skating up to you when he spots your familiar figure. he attempts to strike up a conversation by commenting on how "serious" you always look, and it's then that you bite back with a witty retort and he grins.
"took you long enough to talk to me."
artist!reader and skater!suna who both hang out at the skatepark together one afternoon. you're practicing your motion sketches, discreetly observing suna skate and using him as a reference for your drawings.Â
suna walks over to you, leaning on his board. âwhatcha drawing, picasso?â
âyou,â you say without looking up. his heart skips and he can feel his face grow warm.
âoh yeah?â he peers over your shoulder. âdo i look cool?â
âyouâd look cooler if you didnât wipe out every five minutes,â you deadpan, flipping to another page.
âalright, picasso,â he says, with a roll of his eyes. âletâs see you try then.â
and thatâs how you find yourself on top of sunaâs skateboard, gripping his shoulders for dear life.
ârelax, youâll be fine,â he says, holding your hands to steady you.
âeasy for you to say,â you grumble, eyes wide as he starts to slowly push the board.
you donât even make it five feet before youâre losing your balance and falling. suna doubles over laughing, pulling out his phone with a sinister grin. âhold still, i need a picture of this for the archives.â
âdonât you dare,â you warn, scrambling to your feet. but itâs too lateâheâs already posting it on his story with the caption: skating > art
artist!reader who gives skater!suna the nickname deckhead, after a particularly grueling painting session.Â
âcan you please just focus for once?â standing up from your desk and tossing your paintbrush aside, you continue angrily. âiâm trying to get this done, and youâre justââ
âdistracting?â suna interrupts, raising an eyebrow. âyouâre the one acting like the worldâs ending because you canât paint a perfect line.â
thereâs a sharp jab of irritation. "itâs not just about the line! iâve been working nonstop on this, and all youâre doing isâ"
he cuts you off again, this time with a half-smile. âi know, iâm sorry.â
you close your eyes to take a deep breath, trying to keep calm. but the words slip out before you can stop them. âgod, youâre such a dickhead.â
the moment it slips past your lips, you feel the tension rise in the room. itâs silent but as if the universe had a sense of humor, you glare at his skateboard propped against the wall.
âno.â you scoff, shaking your head, your frustration turning into something more mocking. âyouâre not even a real dickhead, youâre just a⊠deckhead.â
suna blinks, frozen for a second. âdeckhead?â
you cross your arms, mouth curling into a sinister grin. âyeah, a deckheadâwandering around with that stupid board like itâs your whole personality. you just canât be serious about anything!â
a beat.
and then he laughs. suna laughs. he laughs so hard that tears are forming in the corners of his eyes. he laughs so hard that you begin laughing too.Â
suna sighs slowly, dropping his gaze to meet yours. âi didnât realize you were genuinely getting upset. i promise i didnât mean to make you feel worse.â
you let your head rest against your desk. âi know. iâm just frustrated because iâve been at this for hours and it feels like iâm getting nowhere.âÂ
thereâs a long pause before suna steps closer. âiâll stop being a deckhead.âÂ
he grins and ruffles your hair. â... but only because i care.â
artist!reader who invites an incredibly eager skater!suna to one of your artsy gallery showcases. he surprises you by showing up in an actual button-down instead of his usual baggy jeans and shirts, bringing along his skater friends who also happen to be equally fond of you. upon seeing your work, they all begin hyping you up loudly, drawing eyes from surrounding exhibitions and sticking out like sore thumbs.
at one point suna leans in and whispers, "i'm pretty sure that guy over there is trying to steal your vibe."
confused, you turn to see a very serious art critic examining your painting and it takes all your effort to not burst out laughing.
skater!suna who shows up unannounced at artist!reader's studio with a blank skate deck and a set of paint markers.
"what's going on?" you'd just woken up from a nap and suna thought you looked absolutely adorable.
"empty canvas," he breathlessly replies, distracted by his newfound urge to just shrink you and keep you in his pocket. "i thought you could make it cooler."Â
and heâs right because you do.Â
âdude, whereâd you get that?â atsumu asks, pointing at the board the next time suna is at the skatepark.Â
âcustom-made by that genius over there,â and suna proudly nods towards you, sat on the concrete of the park and deeply concentrated on a sketch.
artist!reader and skater!suna begin dating not through a grand confession, but just a subtle shift.
it happens when suna walks you to your class, a daily ritual that you've both become accustomed to, so it's almost instinctual the way he leans down and leaves a soft kiss on your cheek. you both pause, realizing what just happened, but instead of freaking out, you're clutching onto one another from outside your classroom laughing.
from then on, there's no formal conversation about it--just a mutual understanding.Â
skater!suna who asks artist!reader to paint his nails black for him because he saw someone at the skate park with painted nails and thought they looked cool. you nod excitedly and oblige. by the end, sunaâs nails are decorated perfectly in black, except for his ring finger which you sneakily managed to paint pink.Â
when he notices, he glares at you, âreally?â
âyou wear it well,â you shrug in response.
artist!reader who stumbles across a notebook in skater!sunaâs backpack when he asks you to grab his phone for him. youâre curious and canât help but flip through it to find⊠doodles?Â
you bring it back for him, his phone long forgotten. âare these supposed to be me?âÂ
âwoah, what the fuck! whereâd you find this?!â suna snatches the notebook, immediately shutting it closed before offering you a sheepish grin. âart is hard, okay? not all of us are picasso reincarnated.â
youâre flattered heâs been doodling you in his spare time.Â
skater!suna who gets oddly competitive when other skaters are present at the skate park while youâre there. he pulls off more tricks than usual (which is already a lot because heâs always trying to impress you), but looks for your approval after every single one.Â
he may have gotten a little too carried away because the next second heâs slipping from his board and now heâs landed flat on his back. he groans, embarrassed while you laugh. he watches you from the ground and wonders if he should make a fool of himself more often just to hear you laugh. he doesnât let this show and instead rolls his eyes, getting up from the ground.Â
âglad youâre entertained, y/n.â
skater!suna who loves to blast his music when practicing tricks vs. artist!reader who needs the quiet to focus.Â
âriiiiin! can you turn it down, please? iâm trying to concentrate.â you yell at him.
âiâm literally landing this trick for you.â he replies teasingly, turning the music up even louder.Â
you end up compromising with a pair of sunaâs noise-cancelling headphones and he begrudgingly lowers the volumeâslightly.
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the twelve days of christmas (kurooâs ver)



summary: the twelve days leading up to christmas with kuroo and the different ways he shows you his love each time.
listening to: anything - adrienne lenker
tags: kuroo x fem!reader, domestic fluff, minor swearing, readerâs first language is english, reader has hair
author note: IM SO LATE I KNOW, but a massive late merry christmas to all who celebrate! hoping everyone is doing well these winter or summer holidays and spending time with/doing who/what you all love the most. wishing everyone well into this coming new year! may 2025 bring you wealth and good health â€ïžâđ©č
i giggled to myself too many times while writing this itâs embarrassing i seriously think this is the cutest thing iâve ever posted. also just wanted to share that the second i started writing for the final day (day 12), it turned 11:11 and i think thatâs a sign
on the first day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âa single christmas ornament personalised with your initials. his fingers held the small box in a way that was both cautious and arrogantâa perfect portrayal of his well-known charm. his frame leaned against the doorway to your apartment, his cheeks flushed from the december cold and the faintest smirk decorating his lips.
you were seated on the couch, your hands curled around a mug of tea. though you loved winter, it just happened to be one of those evenings where the world outside felt grey and cold. you supposed your long day was partly to blame, though youâd almost immediately forgotten about it the second you stepped inside, because there he was; he who was always warm and always golden.
âon the first day of christmas,â he began dramatically, âyour loving boyfriend gifted to theeâŠâ trailing off, he held the box aloft like it was the climax of some grand performance.
you raised an eyebrow, unimpressed though very amused. âis it socks? please tell me itâs socks. i feel like iâve been dropping very unsubtle hints.â
your own interest had piqued just from your rambles alone, your mind unconsciously racking through endless possibilities of what could be in the box. now your body has shifted from casually leaned up on the back of the couch to sitting at the edge, eager to find out what gift awaited you.
âsocks?â kuroo scoffed, shutting the door behind him with his foot. âdo i look like the kind of guy who gives socks on day one? socks are at least day four material.â
âah, my mistake.â you purse your lips in apology before taking a sip of your tea and watching as he sat beside you, his knee brushing against yours.
âwait, hold on.thereâs more gifts coming?â you whipped your head towards his in realisation.
kuroo smelled faintly of pine. whether from a nearby tree lot or just because he insisted on using a âwoodsyâ cologne, you couldnât tell. he simply shrugged sheepishly in response and you gave a wearisome huff.
âalright well⊠go on then, magician. whatâs in the box?â
with a theatrical wave, kuroo opened the lid. inside was a single christmas ornament: shiny and delicate, etched with your initials in exquisite gold lettering. it caught the dim light of your living room and scattered it like tiny stars.
you stared at it for a moment, caught off guard by how sweet it wasâintimate, even. it wasnât that kuroo was incapable of romance. he was, in his own teasing way⊠but this felt different. it felt a lot more thoughtful.
âan ornament,â you said finally, reaching out to touch it. âwow... this is⊠weirdly adorable. are you feeling okay?â
âdonât ruin it,â he hushed pretending to be offended, though you could see the corners of his mouth twitching. âi thought weâd start a tradition. every year, one new ornament. you know, build up a collection. by the time weâre old and grey, weâll have a whole tree full of memories. romantic, right?â he winked playfully.
you blinked, caught between laughter and something warmer and deeper. âthatâs actuallyâwow. thatâs disgustingly sweet, tetsu.â
âiâm just full of surprises, babe.â his hand dipped gently into the box and handed you the ornament, fingers lingering against yours. âjust donât get too used to it because tomorrowâs gift is going to be hilariously impractical.â
you turned the ornament over in your hand, the gold initials shining faintly. âokay⊠i just canât get over how my initials are way prettier than yours? if this tradition continues, i fear we might need to just skip out on an ornament with your name so the tree stays pretty.â
âpffft, itâs not my fault youâve got better branding,â he grinned as he draped an arm over your shoulder. âif it makes you feel better, next year iâll go full kurooâbig and bold. iâm thinking something shiny and impossible to ignore. perhaps an ornament shaped like my face instead?â
you laughed, leaning into him. âiâd hang it front and center, right where everyone could see it.â
his smile softened. âgreat. thatâs where iâd want it to be.â
you stayed like that for a while, his hand tracing slow circles on your shoulder. outside, the world was cold and distant, but thanks to kuroo, it felt like the season itself was bright, and full of beginnings.
on the second day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âtwo matching christmas mugs lined with photos from your recent photobooth trip. kuroo lied yesterday when he said todayâs gift was going to be âhilariously impracticalâ but he wouldnât tell you until you found out yourself. the box was suspiciously light when he handed it to you, his grin giving away both everything and nothing at all. heâd ambushed you in the kitchen, leaning against the counter as you prepped your nightly tea with a knowing look.
it was day two of his so-called âtwelve days of christmasâ series, and if yesterdayâs ornament hadnât been both weirdly heartwarming, you might have been more cautious. but this was kurooâthe fun was in the gamble.
âi know youâre dying to see whatâs inside,â he urged, the teasing lilt in his voice as familiar as his cologne. âguess. itâs the perfect gift for someone like you.â
âsomeone like me?â you narrowed your eyes, glancing between him and the box. âwhatâs that supposed to mean? should i be insulted?â
he placed his chin between his index finger and thumb, thoughtfully. âhmmm⊠insulted, no. concerned, maybe. thrilled? definitely.â
you scowled at him before turning to open the box slowly, drawing it out just to see him fidget. inside was a white mugâunassuming, plain, even. too plain for kuroo. you turned to him, mug in one hand and the other on your hip.
âwow,â you deadpanned. âa mug. revolutionary. thank you tetsuro for single-handedly redefining the art of gift giving.â
âah-ah.â he wagged a finger in front of your face, grabbing the mug before you could set it down along with the other mugs in your extensive collection. âthis isnât just a mug. this is a magic mug.â
you blinked. once. twice. and three times before stuttering out a âsorry?â
he sauntered to the kettle, pouring hot water into the cup with the flair of a magician revealing the final act. you watched almost agonisingly slowly, as the heat spread and the surface began to change. the once white mug was now fading to colour. your breath hitched as the image emerged: a photo from your last impulsive photo booth trip.
there you were, mid-laugh with your face tilted toward his. his grin was wide and toothy, hand half-raised as if mid-gesture. the next frame showed your cheeks puffed in anger, while kuroo looked genuinely alarmed with one hand outstretched as if apologizing. and the cherry on top of the final frame? pure loveâhis chin buried in your shoulder with your hands on either side of his cheeks, squishing his face into something utterly ridiculous.
you couldnât stop the laugh that bubbled out of you, warm and unfiltered. âoh my god, this is what you chose?â
âwhat can i say?â he pushed himself back against the counter, watching your reaction with a soft sort of pride. âiâm a sucker for authenticity and you look adorable in that last one.â
âadorable?!â another laugh bubbled from you as you gestured wildly at the cup, now fully transformed. âi look like iâm wrestling you into submission!â
âexactly,â he uttered, completely serious. âitâs very âus.ââ
half-exasperated, half-melting under the sheer absurdity of it all, you replied. âiâm going to use this in every meeting i have. iâll be sipping from this in front of clients and coworkers.â
he grinned, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you close. âperfect. let the world know youâre stuck with me.â
cue the classic eye roll. the warmth in his voice, the way he let his fingers trace lazy patterns on your armâit disarmed you, as it always did.
âwell,â you pressed a kiss to his jaw, âi guuuueeeesss i do need a mug for tea.â
âthatâs the spirit.â he picked up his own matching mug, the photo identical but reversed. âand now, when weâre apart, you can look at me squished like a pancake and remember how much you love me.â
for the third time, you couldnât help but laugh again, resting your forehead against his shoulder. âyouâre ridiculous.â
his voice dipped low as he kissed your temple, âhere you are loving me anyway.â
and he was right. of course he was right.
on the third day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âthree of his favourite, special, christmas recipes. he arrived at your door with a snow-dusted grin and a peculiar sort of confidenceâthough that was nothing out of the blue. he held a single envelope; it was a little worn around the edges, with your name scribbled across the front in his messy, self-assured handwriting. no grand box like the past two days, no wrapping paper, and no telltale jingles of something extravagant. all that was held between his fingers was the envelope.
âis this a love letter?â you asked, pulling him inside by the sleeve of his coat to stop the cold from clinging to his cheeks. his cheeks were a warm shade of pink and had you had stared at them any longer than you already had, you wouldâve kept him outside just so you could stare at how soft he looked for even longer. âbecause i gotta say, day three seems a little early for declarations of undying devotion.â
âha ha, not a love letter,â he responded sarcastically, toeing off his boots and shrugging out of his coat. he stood in the middle of your walkway with his hands on his hips, watching you with that unshakable kuroo observation. âthough if you want one i could probably draft something up. iâd write about your eyes, your laugh, and the way you snore when youâreââ
a single flick to his forehead to stop him before he could finish, and he lets out a laugh, all mischief and charm.
âokaaay, whatâs in the envelope, then?â you asked, shaking it lightly as you moved toward the kitchen. naturally, kuroo followed like he belonged in your space.
âthree gifts in one,â he announces, tapping the counter. âan entrĂ©e, a main course, and a dessertârecipes straight from the kuroo tetsuro vault of holiday magic.â
you nodded, taking in what he said and ending it with a shrug. âthe kuroo tetsuro vault of holiday magic? huh, sounds legit.â
âoh, itâs legit,â kuroo leaned in slightly, his voice dropping conspiratorially. âthese are the recipes that made my grandma call me her favourite. thisââ he jabs at the envelope in your hand before continuing, ââholds recipes my teammates still beg me to make whenever iâm back home. theyâre recipes that are, dare i say, iconic.â
you opened the envelope, pulling out three sheets of paper each written in his handwriting, complete with small drawings in the margins.
as your fingers traced the edges of the paper, the room shifted. the glow of the kitchen lights softened, the air thick with something quiet and familiar. youâd awaited a playful gestureâa joke gift wrapped in kurooâs usual brand of teasing. perhaps something loud and irreverent to match the way he filled a room, but this? this was different.
the ink on the pages flowed sweetly from one side to the otherâslightly smudged in places. you knew it spoke of hours spent leaning over a counter, a pen in his hand and you in his mind. each word carried a history with memories of family kitchensâlaughter echoing through the years, a tradition he was choosing to share with you. it was so intimate in a way that pressed against the deepest crevices of your heart, unexpected and unspoken. it was like being handed the key to a door you hadnât realized youâd been standing in front of.
all you could do was glance up at him, your voice caught somewhere between a laugh and a breath you hadnât yet let go. âthis feels⊠so personal,â was all you could squeeze out, quieter than you meant to.
kuroo who was against the counter, watched with an expression that was almost unreadable, his usual smirk replaced with a smile. âit is,â was all he said, and the weight of those words settled over you like snow on the branches outside.
it wasnât just recipes. it wasnât just a gift. it was a glimpse into the places he didnât offer easily to the worldâthe spaces he reserved for family, for love, for you. the realisation unfurled slowly like the first bloom of warmth on a winter morning.
âhey,â he murmured whilst stepping closer, his hand brushing against yours as he gently laid the pages down onto the kitchen counter. âdonât overthink it. i just wanted to give you something real. something that⊠feels like home.â
you glanced down at the pages. the first was for an appetizer: roasted chestnut and butternut squash soup. there were notes about how the squash needed to be caramelised just right, along with a drawing of a smiling chestnut wearing a christmas hat.
the second was the main dish: honey-glazed ham with a cranberry-orange reduction. beneath the instructions heâd written, âif this doesnât make you swoon, iâm giving up on holidays forever.â
the third was dessert, of course. written in black ink was his familyâs secret recipe for gingerbread cookies with notes on how to make them crispy on the edges but soft in the middle. there was a poorly sketched gingerbread man doing a backflip in the corner.
âtetsuro,â you whispered reading through them, the thoughtfulness sinking in. âthese are actually amazing.â
âof course they are,â he responds, moving to stand behind you with his chin resting on your shoulder as he peered at the recipes. âbut theyâre not just recipes. theyâre invitations.â
âinvitations?â
he tilted his head slightly, his hair brushing against your cheek. âto make them. together. think of it as a bonding exercise. or a relationship test. can we survive one kitchen, one oven, and three recipes without a holiday meltdown? high stakes, i know.â
now you really couldnât hold back the laugh. folding the papers back into the envelope you continued, âso, what happens if we pass this âtestâ? whatâs the reward?â
he pressed a kiss to the side of your head, his voice warm and teasing. âyou get to keep me, obviously. and maybe some awesome leftovers.â
you turn to face him, envelope in hand. your chest settles with the same feeling of warmth that had nothing to do with the kitchen. âyou know,â you lean in slightly, âfor a guy who smuggles his personality in through bad puns and bad jokes, youâre actually kind of romantic.â
âkind of?â he echoed, feigning offense. âi just handed you the culinary equivalent of my heart, and i get âkind ofâ romantic?â
you kissed him, cutting off his fake tirade. your hands find their way to his collar and when you pulled back, his grin was smug but softer, like heâd just won something only the two of you could understand.
ânow, which recipe do we ruin first?â
on the fourth day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âfour candles, each paired with a scent from a particular memory you had through every season that year. the snow on his shoes had melted into slush by the time kuroo had arrived home from work, boots squeaking on the wooden floors as he entered your apartment. dropping his scarf onto your chair and his coat on another, he finally let himself fall on the armrest of your couch. low and behold, balancing on his leg was yet another box, significantly larger that the past two he had gifted you already.
âare you here to redecorate or ruin our furniture?â you asked, looking up from your laptop as you glared at the wet spots forming around your couch.
âi bring gifts,â he announced proudly like a dramatic oracle. âfour of them, actually. one for every season.â
you hummed. âwait! let me guess, a pinecone for winter, a seashell for summer, a pile of wet leaves for autumnââ
âwow. you really have not been giving me any credit, even after yesterdayâs absolute banger of a gift!â kuroo interrupted while you snorted next to him, watching as he scooted closer to you on the couch and handed you the box. âthis, my love, is the culmination of hours of research, consideration, andâyouâll be surprised to hearâminimal swearing.â
you sat up intrigued, raising an eyebrow and peeled the lid off. nestled inside were four candles, each carefully labeled with a card on top in his handwriting which had looked like it had been scrawled by a caffeinated birdâyou found it so endearing
âspring: cherry blossoms and rain-soaked pavement,â you read aloud, pulling the first candle out.
ââcause of the park!â kuroo winked at you, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. âyâknow, when we tried to have a picnic but you spent half the time yelling at me to stop stepping in the puddles?â
âtried is the keyword there,â you retorted wittily, though your lips curved into a frown at the memory. âand you splashed mud on my shoes.â
âyou mean i decorated your shoes,â he shot back without missing a beat.
the summer candle came next, and the scent of salty air and something faintly fruity filled your nostrils. you froze.
âthe beach,â it was such a distinct memory for both you and kuroo, âthe one with the frisbee gameâŠâ
âwhere i heroically rescued it from that evil seagull,â he finished, and when you looked up towards him, his grin was unapologetic.
âyou ate shit running away afterwards.â
âunnecessary details, babe,â he shook his head, waving a dismissive hand.
autumn smelled like spiced cider and faint traces of smoke, the memory wrapped around you like a worn flannelâcool nights, warm hands, and kuroo pointing at the sky with wild confidence as he made up constellations.
âthat oneâs kurooâs cluster,â heâd sleepily said that night, pointing to a random spot in the sky. âbecause it looks like it forgot what it was doing halfway through.â
that candle earned a spot on the coffee table.
finally, winter. the label read âevergreen and vanilla latteâ and as soon as the wick was lit, the room was filled with something achingly familiar. the scent of himâof mornings spent curled up together with his laughter spilling into your coffee like the easiest thing in the world.
you didnât speak for a moment; you didnât trust your voice. instead, you reached for the winter candle again, holding it like it might explain something to you if you focused hard enough.
âi thought they might be nice to have around,â kuroo added, his tone quieter now as he watched you with that expression he wore when he thought you werenât paying attention. âlike, if iâm not here or something. youâd still⊠have the moments. or the scents. orâokay, iâm bad at explaining this.â
âyouâre not,â this time you were the one to interrupt himâthough your voice betrayed you, cracking slightly at the edges.
his grin usual returned, soft and crooked. âyouâre not gonna cry, are you? i donât have tissues on me.â
you snorted, swiping at your eyes before any tears could fall. âiâm just impressed. you managed to make yet another gift thatâs thoughtful and functional. whatâs next? a calendar with all the dates weâve argued circled in red?â
ânow thereâs an idea,â he laughedâbig, loud, and very kuroo. resting an arm along the back of the couch, he sighs. âbut thatâs for next year. for now, you just get the candles. and me, obviously.â
â how lucky i am,â you mocked, though when he leaned closer, his forehead brushing against yours, the words fell into the warm silence between you.
âyou are, actually,â his voice was low and teasing, âbecause i really am as great as i smell.â
for once, you didnât argue.
on the fifth day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âfive flowers all wrapped up in a bouquet he designed himself. it was just after sundown when kuroo was unlocking the door and stepping inside of your home. the paper he held was crinkled in his grip while the flowers peeked out at odd angles, a mix of bold colors and delicate whites. you cocked a brow at him, eyes wandering and questioning
âis this day five?â you gestured to the bouquet. âdonât get me wrong, iâm so grateful⊠but whatâs the theme here, tetsuro? did you run out of budget or is this an act of minimalism?â
his grin was slow and easy, the kind that always seemed to have a secret tucked behind it. you learned to accept it. he laughed, stepping past you and into your apartment, leaving the cold trailing behind. âi may have argued with the florist over ribbon choicesâbut thatâs besides the point.â
âwhaââ he handed you the bouquet with a seductive wink. as you took it, you noticed the odd compositionâa single red tulip, a deep purple iris, a white daisy, a bright yellow sunflower, and a pale pink rose.
âfive flowers for five things,â stepping back to watch your expression, he continued, âeach one is for something i love about you.â
and just when you thought it wasnât possible for kuroo to surprise you anymore than he already did, you were proven wrong again. stilling, you let yourself feel the weight of his words as they settled into tge tips of your fingers. âyou made this?â
âmmm, well i designed it,â he corrected, the smugness now tempered by something a little more humble. âtechnically i only arranged it. poured my soul into it though. the tulipâs for how bold you are. youâve got this way of standing out even when you think youâre blending in. itâs infuriating, honestly.â
you ran your fingers over the tulipâs petals, and his voice softened as he pointed to the next.
âthe iris is for how much smarter you are than me.â there was no bite in his tone. âdonât get a big head about it, i still beat you at trivia night last month.â you opened your mouth to protest, but he was already moving on.
âthe daisy? for how annoyingly kind you are. to me, to strangers, to stray cats in alleyways. you make everyone feel like they matter.â
your throat tightened as his fingers brushed over the edge of the sunflower.
âthis oneâs for how much light you bring into my life. itâs cheesy as hell, trust me i know, butâŠâ all he offered was a shrug, his grin faltering for a split moment. âi mean it.â
he hadnât looked up at you yet, still in a dream state as he gazed at the last flower. pausing at the rose, his hand dropped back to his side. his pitch lower, more intimate, when he said, âand the rose is for how much i love you. no explanation needed for that one.â
the only sound you could hear was the faint of the bouquet as you shifted it in your hands. for a moment, all the teasing and the wit and the usual sharpness between you dissolved into something quieterâsomething raw and real.
âtetsu,â you said softly, but you couldnât find the words to follow.
if there was one thing you loved more than his gifts, it was his dorky lopsided grin. âi told myself i wouldnât get all sappy,â he scratched the back of his neck. âbut you know how i get around flowers. turns me into a total poet.â
ânot a very good one,â if there was one thing you could manage while holding back tears, it was witty retorts to kurooâs words.
âyikes,â he feigned hurt, but his smile didnât falter. âso, do you like it? orrrr should i just stick to chocolates next year?â
you looked down at the bouquet. gazing at every colour, at the thought heâd put into every flower, every scent, every message hidden in their petalsâyour heart ached with the weight of it.
âi love it,â you whimpered, your voice trembling just enough for him to catch it. âi love you.â
his smile softened, his hand reaching up to brush a stray hair from your face. âgood,â his voice was warm. âbecause iâve got seven more days of this, and iâm not letting you return a single gift.â
on the sixth day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âsix different ways to say âi love youâ in different languages. kuroo waltzed into your living room on the sixth day of his increasingly elaborate holiday gifting holding a small stack of cue cards in one hand and an overly confident grin on his face.
âalright,â he began, dropping onto the couch beside you, âtodayâs gift is educational: a little bit of culture, a little bit of romance.â
setting your mug of tea down in interest, you were skepticalâlike always. âif this ends with me being serenaded in bad french, iâm locking you out.â
he loudly gasped in offense, clutching the cue cards to his chest. âexcuse me? my french is impeccable.â
âyour french is embarrassing.â
ignoring you, he flipped the first card toward you, reading it aloud. in his handwriting were the words, je tâaime.
âsee? classic,â his accent was questionable at best. âitâs romantic, itâs timeless. and you canât deny that it sounds a little better than just âi love you.ââ
âexcept when you say it like that,â you teased.
he pretends to be unfazed, choking back a laugh and your playful jab. he revealed the next card: ich liebe dich.
âthis oneâs german. itâs efficient and to the point like a well-engineered car,â he said, adding a dramatic comparison. âsay it back. come on. ich liebe dich.â
âiâm not repeating that.â
âcoward,â he muttered, flipping to the third card: ti amo.
ânow, this one is for when iâm feeding you pasta,â he gestures extravagantly. âpicture it: candlelit dinner, spaghetti, me leaning over the table like iâm straight out of an old Italian film. âti amo.â.â
you snorted. âmore like you spilling marinara sauce on your shirt.â
âuncultured,â he sighed, shaking his head.
the next card read, saranghae. he held it up with a bit more reverence.
âthis oneâs korean,â he explained. âitâs sweet, right? got a nice rhythm. saranghae.â there was a pause, almost in quiet contemplation, before kuroo then added slyly, âyouâre swooning right now, i can tell.â
âoh, absolutely. weak in the knees,â you said straight faced.
âperfect. thatâs the goal.â
the fifth card: te quiero.
âspanish. it means âi love you,â but itâs also like, âi care about you.â multifaceted. practical and emotional,â he said, tapping his temple like it was a genius move.
you smiled, âare you planning to take me on a multilingual tour of love, or are we stopping here?â
âpatience, my love,â and kuroo flipped to the final card. aloha wau iÄ Ê»oe.
âthatâs hawaiian,â he said, his tone softer now. âitâs not just âi love you.â itâs⊠bigger than that. like, âi carry you with me.ââ
he grinned, setting the cards aside. âsee? iâm not just a pretty face.â
âyouâre insane,â you shook your head, your voice betraying the warmth blooming in your chest and the small smile that lingered across your lips.
âand yet,â he teased, leaning closer, âyouâre still here. must be the german.â
âdefinitely not.â
on the seventh day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âseven handmade coupons for morning coffees made by yours truly, (kuroo). you woke up to the sound of him humming in the kitchen, the smell of coffee curling through the air and gently rolling you awake. when you stumbled into the room (still half-asleep), he greeted you with a little stack of paper slips tied together with string.
âgood morning, sleeping beauty,â he pushed a warm cup of coffee into your hands. âyour seventh gift awaits.â
you squinted at him and then at the handmade coupons he held out. each one had âone homemade morning coffeeâ written across it.
âcoupons?â you questioned flatly.
ânot just coupons,â he quickly answered, moving to send a flick to your forehead. âthese are artisanal. limited edition. handcrafted with love.â
âthey look like they were crafted by a toddler.â
âouch,â he whined, clutching his chest as though wounded. âbut fine, letâs break it down. seven coffees for each day of the week, exactly how you like them. frothy milk, not too hot. just a dash of cinnamon, because i know you pretend not to like it but secretly, you love it.â
he had read you to filth. âand what happens after i use up all seven?â
âoh, youâll be addicted by then,â he replied with a charismatic wink. âiâm just playing the long game.â
toying with the crumpled paper and inspecting them more closely, you notice one of them had an additional note scribbled in the corner: bonus: iâll even let you take the last sip of my coffee ;)
you shook your head in disbelief. this was so unlike kuroo. with furrowed brows, you turned to him, âyou hate sharing coffee.â
âuh, correction: i hate sharing coffee with other people. with you, itâs an act of love.â
âand when can i actually make good with these?â you asked, tucking the coupons into your pocket.
âwhenever you demand it,â he bowed, âiâm at your service alwaysâcurrently a barista for hire. oh but i must say, full disclosure, my latte art is limited to blobs.â
âblobs?â
âabstract hearts,â he clarified with a grin. âcall it modernâtrendy, if you willâ
kurooâs coffee was as much of an experience as it was a drink. the surface of the latte was crowned with an ambitious attempt at foam artâwhat could generously be described as a heart. a faint dusting of cinnamon kissed the frothy top, swirling faintly as the steam rose.
it definitely wasnât perfect, but it was himâwarm, unpolished, and just a little disordered. you could already imagine it in your head, the endearing way he wouldâve tilted his head, squinting at the cup like an artist critiquing his own masterpiece.
you laughed, shaking your head at the thought. kuroo mustâve thought you were laughing at his response because he was quick to be defensive.
âhey, all hearts are beautiful,â his arms were sternly crossed against his chest as he stared down at you. âbesides, you drink itânot frame it.â
so with a nod, you sipped the coffee in your hands. to no oneâs surpriseâheâd made it perfectly, nailing everything down to the faint sprinkle of cinnamon you always pretended not to want.
âokay,â you clapped both your hands together enthusiastically, setting the mug down and pushing all the coupons into your pocket. âyouâre on the clock for the rest of the week. letâs see if you can actually make seven cups as good as this one.â
kuroo smirked, holding the cup up like it was his greatest triumph. âchallenge accepted. but donât get used to this level of service. iâm not planning on opening a cafĂ© any time soon.â
you feigned a groan of anguish, already mourning the image you had of him in an apron with his name embroidered across the front in your head.
âoh, youâre definitely opening a cafĂ©,â you teased. âiâm making it my eighth gift request.â
âdream big, babe,â he laughed, sending a pinch to your cheek before walking towards to living room. âfor now, enjoy the best coffee in town, made by the best boyfriend in the world.â
it was silly and over-the-top. yet, as you watched him carefully pour milk into another mug for himself, you couldnât help but smile into your own coffee; there might be something dangerously romantic about a man who knows your drink order better than you do.
on the eighth day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âeight slices of your favourite pizza. the pizza box was waiting for you on the counter unwrapped. the unmistakable aroma of your favorite pizza in the airâan irresistible invitation. kuroo, sitting at the dining table, watched you approach it with an excited smile.
âeight slices,â he gestured grandly as he stood up, both hands present the box to you. âone for each day of christmas so far. thoughtful, isnât it?â he pretended to flick back a long piece of hair in an attempt of confidence.
âyou know iâll eat this entire thing in one sitting,â you felt like you could cry from happiness, already reaching for the lid.
âexactly.â he tapped his temple. âa gift that vanishes is a gift you canât overthink. iâm saving you from existential dread.â
you laughed, thanking him as you opened the box. there it was: your favorite pizza, glistening like a treasure chest filled with molten gold and perfectly crisp toppings. the ultimate kicker? each slice had been marked with a sharpie inside the box.
âtetsuro⊠what are these labels?â
âguided eating,â he straightened up.
sure enough, written beside each slice in his looping handwriting were notes:
slice 1: for courage, because braving multiple years with me deserves a medal.
slice 2: for patience, because iâm pretty sure iâm still not folding the laundry right and you fix it every time without any complaint.
slice 3: for joy, because watching you smile is better than any christmas lights.
slice 4: for forgiveness (in advance), for what i might say during monopoly later.
slice 5: for luck, because youâll need it to beat me at monopoly later.
slice 6: for love, because i canât put that in words so iâll give you pizza.
slice 7: for adventure, in case you want to try pineapple on your pizza next time.
slice 8: for tomorrow, unless you eat this one too. which honestly, i think you should.
you couldnât decide whether to laugh, cry, or throttle him for being such an over-the-top sap.
âthis is such an odd gift, tetsu!,â you couldnât stop laughing, though your eyes stung and your chest ached in that intimate, tender way he always managed to conjure.
âoddly perfect?â he sheepishly replied, grabbing a slice and handing it to you. âcome on. start with courage.â
immediately you took a bite and sighed. it was exactly as good as you remembered. somehow knowing heâd gone through the trouble of this strange display made it even better.
âyouâre quite weird,â you said, wiping your lips with a napkin.
âoh come on, you love me,â he bumped his hip with yours.
you glanced at the box and then at him. you thought about how much of yourself heâd somehow folded into this simple, silly giftâyour personality and your habits.
âi do,â you admitted, because how could you not?
as you grabbed the next slice: patienceâyou decided that eight slices of pizza might just be the most romantic thing youâd ever been given.
on the ninth day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
ânine random, sweet text messages that pop up randomly throughout the day. the first one buzzed into your phone just as you were pulling on your coat, the frosted morning sunlight bleeding through the blinds.
tetsu: on the 9th day of christmas my true love gave 2 me
tetsu: one notification 2 make u smile.
tetsu: good morning, 2 my favourite person ever.
it was simple and playfulâand it did its job. you did smile. giddily tugging your scarf tighter against the chill, you headed out the door.
the second one came while you were waiting for your coffee, a notification cutting through the quiet of the café.
tetsu: if i were a latte, iâd want 2 b the one in ur hand rn
tetsu: u always pick the good ones
you almost rolled your eyes but found yourself chuckling into your sleeve. he had a knack for being perfectly timed and charming simultaneously.
by the third, you realised this wasnât a coincidence. he was going to send you nine, sweet, little messages throughout today.
tetsu: just saw a dog wearing a little sweater and thought of u
tetsu: not sure why
tetsu: both equally adorable.
it hit your phone as you walked past a store display of knitted scarves, the kind you knew heâd wrinkle his nose at and insist were âover-engineered neck warmers.â you texted back a sarcastic âwow, smoothâ and almost swore you could hear his laughter from wherever he was.
the fourth through sixth arrived like little spoonfuls of sugar in your coffee, scattered throughout your day.
#4 tetsu: if i told u i missed u, would u roll ur eyes or tell me 2 hurry home?
tetsu: asking 4 science
#5 tetsu: totally random fact
tetsu: uâre the best person i know
tetsu: not random enough?
tetsu: fine. penguins have knees
#6 tetsu: itâs scientifically proven that texting u makes me 87% happier
tetsu: i just ran the numbers
by the seventh text, you were incredibly flustered. not because they were overly romantic (he always balanced it with his wit), but because they were clever, thoughtful, and wholly attuned to you in a way that felt almost unfair.
the eighth came as you were locking up for the evening, fumbling with your keys.
tetsu: iâd offer 2 carry the world for u but uâre doing a pretty good job carrying it urself
tetsu: donât work 2 hard
it was such a simple set of words, but it hit you in a way none of the others had. its tenderness slipped through your defenses. naturally, you stoppedâfingers tightening around your phone wondering how someone could make you feel so seen from miles away.
the ninth and final message arrived when you were home. you were peeling off your layers and finally sinking into the couch when you felt the vibration in your pant pocket.
tetsu: if love was measured in words then nine texts wouldnât come close
tetsu: but hey, itâs a start
tetsu: c u soon
the doorbell rang almost immediately after and you couldnât help but giggle as you opened it to find him standing there with snow in his hair, a grin on his face, and two cardboard cups of steaming hot chocolate in his hands.
ânine texts werenât enough,â he said with a shrug. âthought iâd deliver the tenth in person.â
you let him in with a kiss. still laughing, you decided that no matter how odd or cheesy his efforts were, you wouldnât choose to have him any other way.
on the tenth day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âten silly little drawings of you. the tenth day of christmas came as quickly as the past couple days had. after dinner had been packed awayâdishes done and table cleaned, you and kuroo sat across each other at the dinner table with bowls of ice cream in front of you. it was then that from under the table, kuroo pulled out and handed you a mismatched stack of papers tied together with a velvet ribbon that looked suspiciously too elegant for something heâd own. you gave him a look, one eyebrow arched. âdid you steal this ribbon from one of my gifts?â
âi repurposed it!â he defended, nudging the stack closer to you from across the table with his spoon and air of mock grandeur. âquick! my magnum opus awaits.â
you untied the ribbon, and the first thing you saw was a piece of cardboard with what appeared to be a stick figure rendition of you sitting cross-legged on a couch. above it were the words, âmy muse, lost in thought (translation: watching trashy reality tv)â.
âwhat theâ?â you interrupted yourself trying to suppress a laugh as you turned to the next page. a receipt from your local grocery store confused you, but once you flipped to the back, you saw it. kuroo had sketched a profile view of you mid-yawn, the exaggerated swoop of your hair curling over your head like a wave.
âitâs art, obviously,â he chuckled, leaning over your shoulder to get a closer look. âitâs called âten views of my love in her natural habitat.ââ
âoh my god, youâre impossible,â there was a familiar warmth growing in your chestâone you had been feeling every day this week.
you flipped through the rest:
a coffee sleeve: sketched was you, deep in concentration with a mug in your hand, sitting on the couch with the caption, âshe said she wasnât a morning person, but look at her with that coffee. magnificent.â
the back of a to-do list: sketched was you, mid-argument with your stick-figure arms dramatically flailing with the caption, âterrorising me because i forgot to do the laundry (but sheâs right).â
a post-it note: sketched was you, reading a book with the words âtoo pretty to be distractedâ written at the top in kurooâs terrible handwriting.
by the sixth drawing, it was on the back of an old takeout menuâyou stopped trying to hide your grin. âyouâre actually pretty talented, you know that?â
âridiculously talented,â he grinned back. âand ridiculously smitten.â
the seventh was your face, exaggerated into cartoonish proportions and drawn on a torn piece of fabric. the caption read, âshe said i couldnât draw so i gave her big eyes. now sheâs animeâ
by the time you reached the tenth which was a hasty sketch of your hand holding his, drawn on a napkin from your favourite restaurantâyou felt the laugh catch in your throat. beneath the image, heâd written: âa masterpiece: her, letting me love her.â
âitâs dumb, i know,â kuroo slowly started, suddenly shy and scratching the back of his neck. âbut i seriously couldnât help it. i see you everywhereâon receipts, on napkins, in coffee sleeves. youâre justâŠalways there.â
âitâs not dumb,â you said quietly, holding the napkin like it was something precious.
âyeah?â
âyeah.â
you leaned into the chair, kurooâs head resting atop your own and the stack of silly little drawings sitting in your lap as you went through everything againâyour ice creams long forgotten as they melted under the light of the kitchen.
on the eleventh day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âeleven âiâll do itâ moments. he appeared in your doorway that saturday morning, sleeves rolled up and hair a little disheveled. there was an air of martyrdom with his presence so exaggerated you almost thought violins were to start playing.
âiâll do it,â he announced, almost parallel to delivering the opening line of a shakespearean tragedy.
you looked up from your laptop, alarmed âdo what?â
âwhatever it is! dishes, laundry, taking out the trash, assembling that ridiculously complicated shelf you bought because it âmight come in handy.â â he punctuated the last word with air quotes, tone laced with theatrical suffering. âtoday, i am your humble servant. point, and iâll fix.â
you guessed your skepticism must have obviously plastered over your face because he was quick to add, âno catch, promise.â he held his pinky finger up, âitâs my eleventh gift to youâeleven âiâll do itâs.ââ
leaning back with your arms crossed, you gently nudged your laptop aside. âthis feels suspicious.â
âsuspiciously romantic,â strolling into the room and perching on the end of your bed, he continued. âthink about it. eleven acts of selfless serviceâthatâs love language gold.â
âthis feels morally wrong,â you both laughed.
kuroo stood abruptly, gesturing to the room like he was on a game show. âokay, quick demo. that pile of laundry in the corner? iâll fold it. the trash bag sitting by the door? out it goes. oh! and because iâm feeling generousâŠâ he paused dramatically, turning to you with a grin. ââŠiâll even organize the pantry.â
you swear your jaw dropped so hard it hit the ground. âno⊠the pantry? seriously?â
âthe pantry,â he repeated solemnly much like a knight vowing to slay a dragon. âi know how much it bothers you when the bowls in there arenât lined up in order of size. donât think i havenât noticed.â
you felt equal parts amused and touched as he grabbed the laundry basket and made good on his first âiâll do it.â kuroo knew you well enough to know that youâd recognise this wasnât just about chores. he knew you knew that was his way of showing you he saw all the little thingsâyour frustration at the overflowing trash, or your quiet sigh when you couldnât find your favourite tea.
by the time he had reached the third task which happened to be untangling the mess of cords behind the tvâyou were leaning against the doorway, a soft smile playing on your lips.
âyou know,â you began quietly, âyou couldâve just gotten me something easy⊠like socks.â
âi know i said socks were day four material, but they donât say âi love you,ââ he didnât look up as he wrestled with a particularly stubborn cord. âthis does.â
and somehow, amidst the clatter of pots being reorganized and the triumphant âgot it!â when he finally untangled the cordsâyou felt a quiet, glowing gratitude. love wasnât always grand gestures or elaborate gifts. sometimes it was just someone rolling up their sleeves and saying, âiâll do it.â
on the twelfth day of christmas, kuroo gave to you:
âten handwritten love letters, a diamond ring, and a promise of an eternity together. you were both walking home from a dinner out, the snow nipping at your nose in the late night. kuroo had insisted you both went for a stroll around your local park before returning home. as you both sat on a bench under a lamppost to take in the coldness of night, he handed you an envelope so unassuming that for a brief moment, you thought he mightâve brought you a pack of gum. the paper was a little wrinkled, and the whole thing seemed as if it had been wrapped in a rush. yet like all his other gifts, it was unmistakably kurooâdisorderly in execution and precise in intention.
he stood up and rocking on his heels, he shoved his hands deep into his pockets nervously. âopen it.â
you cocked your head at him, confused and caught off guard by his sudden change in behaviour. âyouâre really leaning into this whole romantic streak, huh?â
âleaning into it?â pitch rising as he parroted, mock offended. âi practically invented romance.â
âpfftââ you snorted, ââand humility, clearly.â
and then he was back as quickly as he was gone, grinning sharp and bright. though there was something else beneath itâa quiet flicker of nerves, but it was small enough for you to dismiss it. it was strange the way he wasnât rushing you or teasing like he usually did. but you tugged the envelope open all the same, your hands suddenly clammy as you unfolded the paper and lifted the top open.
inside nestled neatly were folded sheets of paper. you could tell that one was numbered, the familiar slope of his handwriting filling the margins in messy loops. you tilted your head.
âlove letters,â he replied, as if reading your thoughts.
âlove letters?â you repeated it like it was a foreign concept.
there it was, that familiar feeling of your chest tightening as you pulled out the first letter. the paper felt heavier than it should haveâlike it was carrying the weight of something unspoken. you unfolded it carefully, your eyes scanning the page.
the first letter was a story written in his usual casual, boyish tone. it recounted the first time he realised he was in love with you. not in some grand, sweeping moment but in the tranquil stillness of a rainy afternoon 4 years ago when youâd fallen asleep on his grandmaâs couch, clutching a bowl of popcorn like it was a lifeline.
the second letter was an apology for the moments heâd been too stubborn or too sharp-tonguedâfor every time he made you feel anything less than adored.
the third unraveled you entirely.
âif I could give you my eyes for a day, youâd see the world exactly as it is. beautiful, messyâand always better when youâre in it.â
you swallowed hard and set the letter aside. each one felt like a little piece of him, stitched together in ways he rarely allowed himself to be seen. by the time you reached the ninth letter, you were dizzy from it all, vision blurry and nose running.
the ninth letter was the shortest, just two words in his handwriting, âalmost there.â
the tenth letter you found written inside the envelope, barely visible unless you were looking for it. it read:
âyouâve always had this way of holding the universe together without even realizing it. let me hold something for you in return.â
you hesitated upon finishing, fingers brushing the edge of the paper and heart thundering in your chest. looking up, you were confused when kuroo was not standing in front of you. it was then that you felt it, the feeling of knowing something impossibly sweet and devastatingly clever was present.
so you turned around, the paper slipping from your hands.
kuroo kneeled there, uncharacteristically still. between his two calloused fingers was an open box, and inside a delicate ring. the usual grin he had was gone now, replaced by something softer and steadier.
âi didnât write this one,â he confessed quietly, looking away embarrassed. âbecause i wanted to say it out loud.â
he whispered your name, soft and certain like it was a promise in itself.
and just like that, the world shifted, tilting slightly off its axis as it stopped spinning.
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gooood morning miss maeve,
or should I say fat morning? nahhhh iâm kidding. ok ok but fr may i please be put on that right person wrong address taglist immediately?
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STOPP HELLOOOOOOO REI !!
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i havenât updated âright person, wrong addressâ in a hot seconddd cause iâve been so busy (IM SO SORRY) but when i do, i will 100% add you to the taglist :))
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yayyy congratulations on 1k for the fluffy atsumu fic âĄ
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sakusa kiyoomi who obsessively checks the weather app every morning without fail. if there is even a hint of rain in the forecast, the first thing on his mind is making sure your bag has an umbrella packed. if itâs not rain and itâs predicted to be windy, you bet he has already got an extra jacket for you neatly folded in the backseat of your car for in case you get a little chilly.
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HAPPY 1K NOTES ON THE ATSUMU FICCCC I LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!! CELEBRATORY ATSUMU FIC COMING SOON!!!!!! (also a kita fic coming way sooner sorry for the inactivity iâve been on holiday!!)
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imagine spider-man!gojo and spider-woman!reader, who both work together harmoniously throughout the city as a pair of vigilantesâunaware of each otherâs identities and just how prevalent they both are in one anotherâs lives outside of fighting crime. itâs an unconventional meeting and itâs almost sunrise. after a mission together, theyâve both stopped by the same convenience store for some food.
itâs quiet, the buzz of the fluorescent lights casting a faint glow to the packaging of the bright blue can of energy drink. the bold words are promising of enough caffeine to keep you upright for the next twelve hours. though you stand there, frozen for a moment, battling an internal debate about whether you should just skip dinner and head to bed with an empty (and hungry) stomachâor destroy it with sugar. you decide with the latter and pick up the can to drop it into your basket with a sigh. the weight of it feels much heavier in your hand than it should.
âenergy blast? didnât think you were into fine dining.â
you freeze mid-step, mentally cursing the universe for its lack of mercy. youâd like to think youâd know that voice anywhere; it wasnât something endearing, rather your body was sent into fight or flight at even just the mention of his name.
slowly you turned to face him, and sure enough, there he wasâgojo. heâs leaning against the shelf, his sunglasses (yes, he wore them even at midnight), are perched obnoxiously on his nose. they shine with the garish lighting, forcing you into a squint when your eyes catch the bright reflection.
you almost groan at the sight of his bag. itâs a war zone of sour gummies, chocolate bars, and what looked suspiciously like a can of whipped cream.
âi could say the same for you,â your voice is measured, a conscious effort to exhibit a fake, but convincing act of nonchalance. âwhat is that anyways? is it for dessert or are you trying to send yourself into a sugar-induced coma?â
he grinned, the kind of lopsided smile that could make angels weepâor villains run, depending on the day. âdonât knock it âtil you try it. some of us know how to live a little.â
âsuuuuure,â rolling your eyes as you reply, unconvinced. âif living means 7 different cavities for each day of the week.â
gojo chuckled, low and easy. he shifted closer. itâs a split millisecond reaction and you immediately notice his subtle limp. anyone wouldâve missed itâanyone but you.
of course you did. it wasnât much, just a tiny hesitation. but paired with the faint bruise just under his jaw, it set off a hundred silent alarms in your head.
youâd seen him like this before. maybe not to the extent of his injuries today, but something more frayed at the edgesâlike heâd been somewhere he shouldnât.
âwhat happened there?â gojo stills for a second, confused at what youâre referring to.
you point at your jaw, mirroring the placement of his bruise.
he blinked, momentarily caught off guard before his grin widened.
"oh, this?" tapping his jaw lightly, he continued. âyou wouldn't believe me if i told you."
"try me."
"i got into a fight with a revolving door," he says, straight-faced. "it was me or the glass, and well..."
you rolled your eyes. "right. because that sounds believable."
"hey, revolving doors are dangerous," he insisted. "youâre lucky you weren't thereâi would've had to save you too."
"sounds like you need saving from yourself," you retort, not being able to help the small smile tugging at your lips.
with another roll your eyes, you turned back to the shelf. letting your eyes drift across the many labels of caffeinated drinks, you couldnât help but focus on his presence looming behind you. it was always like this with gojoârelentless.
youâd met him a year ago when you started working at the same community arts center. you taught weekend workshops for kids, and gojo occasionally ran their afterschool programsâthough ran was a generous term for what he did.
he wasn't the kind of coworker you'd ever expected to become friends with, though somehow, you had. maybe it was the way he always brought you coffee to meetings, even if each drink tasted more like sugar and coffee than coffee and sugar. or maybe it was how he managed to charm every kid in the building, no matter how much the kid may have disliked him in the beginning.
"late-night inspiration, huh?" he motioned toward the can in your hand.
"something like that," you sighed, avoiding his gaze by picking up another energy drink and putting it back
"whatâre you working on?"
you pause, hand mid-air and debating how much to say.
"just some commissions."
"commissions," he repeated, like the word was a personal affront. "what happened to making art for fun?"
"some of us have rent to pay, gojo. who are you to talk anyway? you sign up for extra shifts just to win over the kids with pizza and candy."
gojo grinned. "thatâs called strategy, sweetheart. you wouldn't understand."
you snorted, finally turning to face him. "and what's this strategy for?â you towards his basket and pick up a packet of gummies, inspecting it before tossing it back in. "new teaching method? bribery?"
"bribery's underrated," he returns with a shake of his head.
"but no, this is for me. sometimes a guy just needs sugar and carbs you know?"
you couldn't stand him half the time, but you'd also begrudgingly admittedâif only to yourselfâthat he was good company.
âlong day?â youâre careful to keep your tone casual as you ask.
his grin doesnât waver, and if it does you donât noticeâbut his hand tightened around the basket handle. âme? nah. what about you? busy day brooding over your sketchpad?â
you smile and try to catch his eye, âsomething like that.â
though gojoâs gaze wasnât on your face anymore. heâd drifted lower, catching sight of the faint rip in your jacket sleeve. you cursed inwardly; it was barely noticeableâa tiny tear at the seam where a stray shard of glass had nicked you earlier tonight. his gaze lingered like it was written in neon.
âwhat happened there?â his voice is light and almost lazy, but you could see the wheels turning behind his glasses.
ânothing.â you shrugged it off. âsnagged it on a doorframe.â
âuh-huh.â his voice drops just enough to make the air feel warmer. âmustâve really hated that doorframe.â
you force a laugh, jaw tightening in nervousness and step past him toward the register. ânot as much as i hate this conversation.â
gojo didnât follow immediately, but you could feel his eyes on your back like a second shadow. by the time you reached the counter, he was also there, leaning against the opposite side of the aisle with his basket balanced precariously on one hand.
âfunny,â he announces after a beat, his tone too casual. âyouâve got a thing for clumsy doorframes, and iâve got a thing for evil revolving doors. guess weâre not so different, huh?â
you glanced at him in annoyance, searching his face for any crack in his mask. but thereâs nothingâjust that insufferable grin and sunglasses, hiding every flicker of thought behind his ridiculous confidence.
âguess not,â you breathe out, grabbing your drink and heading for the door.
âdonât stay up too late,â he calls after you, his voice dripping with amusement. âyou wouldnât want to run into any more furniture.â
you donât turn around, and you donât respond with another witty retort either. instead, you choose to instead flick a halfhearted wave over your shoulder. outside, the night air was cool against your skin, washing away the tension coiled in your chest.
as you rounded the corner, you allowed yourself a small smile. gojo was sharpâtoo sharp for his own good. but he wasnât there yet, not tonight.
behind you and still inside the store, gojo stood frozen in place. his grin had dispersed just enough to reveal the furrow in his brow. his thumb traced absentmindedly over his basket handle as he replayed the conversation in his head.
for someone as quick on her feet as you, he knew that explanation didnât add up. but then again, his limp and bruise wasnât exactly subtle either.
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hi your kuroo rain fix was so cutee! itâs been a storm where I live so can I req the storm waking yn up and theyâre watching it and then kuroo wakes after or something lol.
please feel no pressure to do this and take care :)
thereâs a storm whispered against the window. itâs soft and unhurried, much like a lullaby spun by the heavens themselves. you awoke before the sun had fully risen, the bedroom drowned in shades of gloomy grey. it was enveloped by a kind of quiet that begged for slow moments and held breaths. kuroo was still fast asleep beside you. his breathing was even, face relaxed with a peacefulness that almost never showed while he was awake.
it had been a busy past couple of weeks.
you slipped out of bed as gently as you could, careful not to disturb him. barefoot and cautious, you wandered to the window; it was impossible not to be drawn to the symphony outside. the rain fell in endless ribbons, sliding along the glass and tracing paths that dissolved as quickly as they formed. further beyond the sanction of your home, the world was blurred and softened, as though nature had taken a brush to the sharp edges of crisp, white paper and turned everything into watercolor.
the storm wasnât violent. it held no presence of angry crashes of thunder or blinding streaks of lightning. rather it was tender, intimate, alive. you leaned against the windowsill, letting the coldness of the pane seep into your palm. there was always a strange comfort in the rainâin the way it seemed to fill the silence without breaking it. you were content. though it wasnât like it was difficult to feel that way to begin withânot when it felt like the kind of morning where the world held its breath for you and only you.
the bedsheets rustled from behind. you turned slightly, just enough to see kuroo waking too. his face was still half-buried in the pillow, and his dark hair was a tousled messâstrands falling over his forehead. his eyes opened slowly, blinking against the dim light.
âcouldnât sleep?â his voice was gravelly with sleep, softer than the rain.
âjust woke up early,â you turn to fully face him, leaning your back up against the window and letting the coldness of the glass press against your skin.
âthe storm is beautiful,â you continued.
he pushed himself up on one elbow, his gaze finding you before flickering to the window. a small, lopsided smile grew on his face. he stretched lazily, âguess i can forgive the rain for stealing you then.â
itâs silly the way he winks at you.
chuckling under your breath, he swung his legs over the side of the bed and pads towards you. once his arms slipped around your waist from behind, you moved forward as he rested his chin on top of your head. he watched the rain for a silent couple of minutes, while you basked in the warmth of him chasing away the cool air. together, you stood in quiet reverence, watching the rain carve its fleeting art against the glass.
âdays like this feel slower,â his breath a warm brush against your skin. âlike the worldâs giving us permission to just⊠be.â
you hummed in agreement, leaning into him. there was something sacred in the quiet of it all: in the way his hands settled on your hips as if anchoring you to him and in the way the storm seemed to sing just for the two of you.
âdo you think itâs like this everywhere right now?â you tilt your head up to meet his eyes. âthe rain, i mean. or is it just us?â
he watched you, debating. âi think itâs cooler to think itâs just for us,â the playfulness in his voice balanced by its sincerity. âlike a secret giftâa little piece of the world that belongs only here, only now.â
the storm outside felt far away. but here, you were both wrapped in something infinite and fragile. the rain continued, and you let yourself believe just for a little while, that it was meant for you.
a/n: thank you so much for the request and your kind, kind words!! iâm so glad to hear you liked the kuroo rain drabble đđ» itâs been pouring where i live as well so these past couple days have been super gloomy. stay safe!!
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inside, the room breathes with the patter of the storm. the windows are a canvas of watered streaks, faint rivulets tracing paths that lead nowhere. light filters dimly through the rain, and though muted and grey, it softens everything it touches.
youâre on the couch, a book half forgotten on your lap as youâve yet to turn the page in the last half hour. across the room, kuroo sits on the floor by the window, with his back against the wall and his legs stretched out and crossed at the ankles. he doesnât speak, his gaze fixed somewhere beyond the rain-streaked glass. the silence between you feels purposefulâalmost deliberate, as though neither of you wishes to break it without cause.
itâs him who finally speaks. his voice is quiet and steady, almost like the rain itself. âdo you think thereâs a word for this?â
itâs silent for a moment. you blink once in silent contemplation and tilt your head towards him, shifting your gaze from the window. âfor what?â
âfor this,â heâs gesturing vaguelyâto the room, to the rain, and to the quiet that holds the both of you in its grasp. âthis feeling⊠like the worldâs moving, but weâre standing still.â
you let yourself think about his wordsâlet them dance on your skin before you respond. âi think itâs called existing.â
thereâs a faint smile on your lips, but it doesnât quite reach your eyes.
kuroo huffs a soft laugh, the sound barely louder than the rain. âexisting feels bigger than this. this feels⊠smallerâquieter.â
he pauses, his fingers tracing idle patterns on the floor. âkinda like waiting for something you donât know is coming.â
you watch him for a moment, the sharp lines of his face softened by the pale light. thereâs a quaint intimacy in his stillness, in the way his words seem to come not from thought but from a deeper and unspoken place.
âmaybe thatâs the point,â you say, your voice gentle. âmaybe itâs not about whatâs coming, and itâs just about being here.â
his eyes meet yours, dark and thoughtful. âyou think so?â
you offer a shrug, pulling the blanket tighter around your shoulders. âi think if we spend too much time waiting for the next thing, we miss whatâs already here.â
kuroo leans his head back against the wall, his gaze drifting toward the ceiling. âyouâre a lot wiser than i give you credit for,â he replies. the presence of the subtle hint of amusement in his tone is obvious.
âand youâre a lot more sentimental than you pretend to be,â thereâs a soft smile tugging at your lips.
he laughs, the sound warm and familiar. itâs almost fascinating how just through the single sound in that moment, the room was able to feel a little lighter.
from the outside, the rain continues its quiet fall. the sound of its beat, weaving around you like a thread, tying you to this momentâthis silence, this shared stillness.
rain is the most patient of visitors. it is both a presence and absence. there is something eternal about it when it carries the weight of beginnings and endings through its quiet rhythm. when it lingers in the spaces between thought and feeling and doesnât demand attention, it is impossible to ignore. it seeps into youâslow and steady until you forget the shape of stillness without it.
neither of you speaks again, but thereâs no need. the rain fills the spaces where words might fall, and the quiet between you feels less like absence and more like understanding.
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