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#today was my first day back at work since I took a week-long vacation and I completely forgot to take my medication since I woke up so early#it was really rough I'm not going to lie#but I'm home now and I'm trying to muster up the willpower to clean#I promise I'll make more resource posts soon I just haven't yet idk#i get really stressed about them becuase I don't want to get anything wrong or give bad advice#anyways#userbox#tw medication#jiraiblr#landmineblr#jirai kei#landmine kei#jirai#landmine type#pien kei#jirai girl#jiraikei#tw pills
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I’ve been having a rough couple of weeks (nothing bad!! just general stress…general depression…the usual…you know😔🙏) but even though I haven’t been drawing as much, I’ve been trying my hardest to respond to all the messages & comments etc here…you all are so sweet & I love talking to you🥹💓😙😙
1) the sunrise this morning!!!! It’s been the nastiest June ever…cloud and rain every single day so to finally have a nice day after a week of rain makes me so happy!! 💓💓
2) the flowers I got a few days ago🥹🥹🥹
3) all I wanted to do when I woke up today was listen to Led Zeppelin on repeat and lay in bed in a depression funk😆😆 but I dragged myself out of bed & drew Robert Plant at the beach instead💓💓💓 tbh I think the sun helps a lot with my mood!!
4) I forced my friend to come over and we played Pax Renaissance (literally the most obtuse, bizarre board game of all time but I’m obsessed with it🙏🙏)(I lost every game bahahahahahahaha)
5) I did a bit of makeup today after a week of nothing💓
#sorry if you don’t like these I know this is a fanart blog#but I also like making these little diary posts sometimes too💓💓💓#hope you all had/are having a good weekend!!!!#if I fall off the radar again….just know im obsessively deep-cleaning my apartment#whenever I get in these moods I decide to clean a lot#I already feel awful why not just do an activity I hate too😆😆 and when I feel better it’s like my home magically cleaned itself😆😆#im the biggest Robert Plant simp in the world😇😇😇#there is something so sexy about him😫😫😫 like his voice…his complete ease and comfort with who he is and how he presents himself…#his hair…😫😫😫😫 god I love him#and don’t even get me started on Jimmy Page………#sorry guys I’m such a nerd bajahahahahajajjajajaaj
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I love Moth Howdy’s extreme floof, he is an actual puff ball and I want to live in his hair
i guess you could say he's a.... mothball
(amplified fluff for your viewing pleasure <3)
#as soon as i scribbled the first one i was Immediately reminded of that 'a christmas story' scene#where the protag's lil bro was so bundled up for snowy weather that he couldnt lower his arms#fluffy howdy....#moths are the Supreme Fluffs#scribble salad#welcome home#i am very very fond of moths so moth howdy Is capturing my heart#if i sit down to actually like. solidify a Design... actually i might keep him this fluffy. might just.#im still not aaaaas attached as i am w/ butterfly!howdy since it suits him much better imo#howdy deserves to be ostentatious and just So Fruity#and butterfly him Delivers on that methinks#but i am still Fond of moth howdy#he must leave dust Everywhere...#im imagining him in his store sweeping while his wings just shower moth dust everywhere#he turns around - didnt he just clean that spot? *sweep sweep*#turns around again - HUH? he just swept! *sweep sweep* turns around-#hard cut to ten minutes later hes frantically sweeping like a complete madman. absolutely losing it.
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I am at the stage of trauma recovery that feels like reattaching previously dead limbs.
#I keep having this mental image of like. A girl who was sliced clean in two vertically#And one half exists independently as an almost-functional half-girl#And the half-girl looks like a complete girl from certain angles. And bloody raw mess from others.#Trying to live life. Frustrated a lot of the time that she can't do the same stuff as other people can#Because she's only half there!#The other half issss not quite dead but also definitely not attached. Dismembered in a box#Ah you know how it is. You're an opinionated and outspoken child in an abusive home. People are going to chop bits off of you.#And some of what I knew as healing was taking bits out of that box and slowly painfully sewing back on like. Chunks of spleen and lung.#But some of it was really just growing a callous over the gooey parts#Which did stop me from bleeding out! But now i'm on limbs and i'm having to cut through the callouses too.#Piecing the two halves of my head together. Great big ugly seam running right down the middle. Holding it while it heals#Once again. hugely recommend Pete Walker Complex PTSD book#Me Fein#I also recommend everyone who ever wronged you saying: i'm so sorry you were right the whole time.#But I understand i'm in a unique situation.#Its like#Really really really good#Trauma
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Ptn’s gacha has been ruthless to me, I’ve been hitting hard pity (or at least close to) back to back for 3 banners now (Bianca, Enfer and Deren’s) 😭
I started ptn earlier this year and the need to pull for every characters that come is so hard to resist… but I need to lock in for Shalom and 000 🙏
Oh I’m so sorry anon, I always thought PTN was generous with their gacha but I guess not?? 😭😭
It’s okay, I also had terrible luck with the last banner I pulled on (which was Bianca). Can’t believe I lost my 50/50 at hard pity on Bianca’s, AND finally got Bianca on hard pity the second try when I was guranteed. It’s like she wanted me to waste all my spendings on her for no reason, EVEN THOUGH I LOVE HER.
ANON WE NEED A SUPPORT GROUP FOR EACH OTHER. WHY WONT THESE WOMEN COME HOME EARLY EVEN THO WE HAVE DINNER WAITING ON THE TABLE AAAAA
#⛓️ interrogation complete#me cleaning the entire house#and cooking a 3 star Michelin meal for dinner#all for these gacha women to come home early#and then NOT
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peach (my cat) is having a full-day vet appointment to scan and possibly remove some teeth (the perks of only being allowed wet food)
completely unrelated, but anything regarding peach’s health or her being somewhere else or anything even mildly off with her routine or behaviour is probably by biggest anxiety and panic trigger
#not an exaggeration. peach stuff is more likely to give me panic attacks and entire breakdowns than anything else#like i have one other contender that’s a proper severe phobia. like panic attacks where i am completely convinced that i’m dying#but luckily that’s very situational whereas the peach anxiety is always there (because the situation of having her is always there)#i was gonna say the peach anxiety is also severely complicated by ocd but that’s probably more true for the other phobia i have so nevermind#but i will say. related to the ocd part. the fact that i am posting about this is a step forward for me#which i might talk about later once she’s home#hopefully they don’t need to extract any teeth and can just clean them#the last thing i need is for her to have trouble eating for a while#for context she had kidney stones a few years ago and basically each time she had about a 60% chance to survive#and there was NOTHING they could do other than just keeping her on fluids and hoping she passed them#(or $15k surgery to put in tubes to bypass her existing tubes. whatever tf the kidney tubes are called. which we couldn’t afford)#and whenever she had a new stone she would start by throwing up anything she ate or drank then stopping eating and drinking entirely#soooo i get stressed about stuff lmao 🙃🙃🙃🙃#anyway this is a good reason for me to be nocturnal so i can be asleep while she’s out rather than stressing#personal
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the argument for minimalism and particularly all white kitchens etc is still raging on instagram diy pages which is almost exclusively what i go on instagram for so. idk i just find it interesting bc the defense is always “it looks so clean and calming to me, too many colors and textures make things look so cluttered and messy to me” n i will never understand this because a white kitchen (or any light monochrome space) looks fucking disgusting if u actually use it like omfg the amount of time n energy it would take to keep the walls from getting scuffed idek just everything. how do you cook and live in there if COLORS give you that much stress. do you think its the phones
#idk everyone told me i would grow out of maximalism n wanting everything to be colored n patterned#but theres plenty of grown up women who actually enjoy decorating their homes#(and are relentlessly mocked by certain ppl thats another strange thing)#whatever i just dont get why ppl see a completely white empty space as clean and calming#go live in a hospital you need help
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help. why does standing up for myself give me so much anxiety
#i bought a used gameboy from a retro gaming store and. when i got home found out the box it came in is completely fake and#the console is refurbished (doesn't have its original shell - buttons - or screen)#and for what they charged me i just assumed it was completely og and that the box was a legit one :|#so i emailed them and they were essentially like 'yeah we don't know the history of our consoles. we just clean and test them. thanks'#so i've emailed back asking for store credit bc i never would have paid what i did had i realized. but im ANXIETYYYYYYYYYYY#anyways. sorry for the ramble#haley.txt
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I want to delete my account.... disappear for a bit........ but I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T I PROMISE
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#I'm my worst enemy atp HAHA#Idk a fresh start does SOUND nice#but this user is like. mine#it's ME#my identity if you will#and I also have a lot of memories here and while it is a messy account (which bugs me..... I wanna clean it out so bad but it's HARD)#and I'm going to see family on Thursday and we're coming home Sunday I believe#which is rlly cool bc I don't see those family members a lot#but my mental exhaustion..... It's tiring to interact irl#and online interaction is a lot easier for me personally#aaaand ik I'll probably get irritated a lot get frustrated lock myself away bc of that all#you get the point#my thoughts also say that if I were to disappear here it'd take a bit for ppl to notice/they wouldn't care that I'm not on the platform any#BUT IK IT'S NOT TRUE#I seek validation too much I'm gonna be completely honest#I want to know ppl would miss me I want to know I make a difference here but yk#my account always dies for a bit when I'm on some kind of break 💔💔#I was abt to get wayyy too deep there HELP#yeah probably gonna delete this list in a few hrs I always cringe at them later on bc of the stuff I say in tags#I'm too much of a yapper and share too much online#but nobody sees anyways#and me saying that stuff makes me call myself an attention seeker istg 💀💀#sorry guys 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#I'm trying to make this humorous and not too serious 😞😞
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made a new patient appointment at a new dentist in the city all by myself. please clap
#my old dentist was completely booked up when i can get back home and i need a routine cleaning....#at least they have an in house payment plan bc i don't have dental insurance 😬#i wanna talk about me#the in house plan seems like a deal too like the plan for 2 cleanings/1 xray and a bunch of other guff was only like#a hundred bucks more than what the lady quoted me for the new patient cleaning appt on its own?#i guess that's how they getcha...but i'll get got in that case dental health is important#also b''h my parents still help me pay for medical expenses.
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#fucking fell of my horse today..#really hurt my back#I don’t think its a serious injury but I am in a lot of pain#I had to really downplay it to my mom because she gets crazy worried but like#I wanna talk about it because it hurts and I wanna be sad about it and gush to my mom but I can’t do that because she will freak out#she already basically begged me never to ride this horse again and start wearing a body protector#and thats after I told her it was fine and I’m fine#its not#I’m not#it really fucking hurts#I hate having to downplay my problems when talking to my mom#like I wanna tak to her about it but I can’t really#anyways I’m sad and in pain and I don’t wanna move but I have to because otherwise my back’ll get really stiff#and that would only make it worse#UGHHHG#like I know its nothing serious I was able to get back on my horse and ride for a bit after I fell#but god#and to make things worse!! I discovered a bag of rotting carrots in my room I completely forgot about and now there is a wet moldy stain#of my fucking wooden floor#that I’ll have to clean WITH A HURTING BACK#AND ALSO#sorry I’m ranting now#my horse pulled its head up real hard real fast whilst I was taking off her saddle#and she fucking broke the clasp of my halter cord#she fucking snapped the metal in half#today is fucking not my day guys#also none of my roommates are home so I am home alone and sad and I need to clean and vacuum#and do laundry#BUT MY BSCK HURTS#yelling into the void
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ik im being mean and petty again even tho i just said i was gonna have an apple juice and a pastry but i feel so 🙄🙄 whateverrr... when people are like are you struggling with cleaning due to depression? try this trick! and the trick is ALWAYS a variation of "choose a relatively easy cleaning task you can do in 5-10 minutes and then just motivate yourself to do it because 5-10 minutes is fast". like ohh we are NOT operating on the same level of depression lol. you got no idea...
#97#if i could just choose to do shit despite the depression then it wouldnt really be that huge a deal right.#like if i just had to tell myself to do it real hard and then i could just do it do you think i would choose to live like this. be real!#i will on multiple occasions put my actual physical health in danger by not cleaning stuff that rly needs to be cleaned for WEEKS#and yes it would not take that long to do it regularly. probably 5 minutes!#but there will be black mold in my sink before i can somehow find it in myself to do anything about it.#liiiiike happy for you if your depression is not so disabling that you can just power thru it but theyre trying to get me an at home aid.#bc i am literally not able to care for myself. my health is completely shot bc i cannot do it.#i cannot remember the last time i at a real meal. or a vegetable.#sometimes i cant bring myself to walk 5 minutes to the convenience store for so long that i literally starve.#like ik ik not everyones experience is the same and its not like other ppls depression doesnt matter if they can do shit thru it its just.#it feels v. lonely and almost mocking to see it repeated ad nauseam how even other ppl supposedly suffering from the same shit#are not as completely fucked as i am
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Happy STS Elli!
What inspires you to write? Are there things that you know that you can get inspiration from or does it just come randomly?
Happy STS!
For me, inspiration doesn't mean "to write".
There are, and always have been, a lot of stories floating around in my mind - ideas, scenes, vibes, outlines. I get inspiration from literally everywhere, from talking to my friends, and video games, and scrolling past images or prompts, and reading books, and spending too much time on reddit, and…
Many remain daydreams, or character backstories, eventually lost to time.
Now for actually being able to sit my ass down and get words on the page? I don't know. It comes and goes as it pleases. Having a beehive where a brain should be does NOT help, let me tell you that.
I just. Can't focus on shit lately. Can barely make it through a chapter when reading. Every day is just suddenly over, and I got nothing done, and I am so tired. I have a completely outlined short thing I have been trying to write since Nov, and it's like pulling teeth.
I could do with several months off work while everyone leaves me the fuck alone. How would that be.
#salad-ask#aria-benedetto#sts ask#I cried new year's because after having 1 (one) day of my vaction actually completely to myself#Which was after I already didn't get any quiet time on my LAST three attempts at taking time off because someone was sick at home#And spending most of all that time just working (in my time off) and cleaning the depression piles#My mom berated me for instantly refusing to come over for some 'if I die you need to know where stuff is' talk#(note: there's no reason to think she might anytime soon and she was talking about like... a cd collection)#'You always have something!!!'#I don't know anymore how to get people to understand how fucking exhausted I am.#I'm about to let the stupid paint course voucher from work lapse because in a year I didn't find a motive I like and the energy to even#consider wasting 3 hours of my life after work to produce some physical object I have no room for while having to run to get there on time#Not to mention people!! A room full of people!!#I've just become sooo sensitive to noise lately I can't even stand to be in the kitchen when the fridge hums#And you're always always always the bad guy if you close the door in someone's face because they're whistling or watching tv or calling#It's cool :) Sorry I was being unsocial :) Lemme just quickly slam my head against a wall until I pass out :)#So uh anyway happy STS writing has been going well
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YALL NOT PASSING MY HOUSE WITHOUT KNOWING SOME SEAN PAUL!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
#LISTEN TO THESE BANGERS RIGHT NEOW#man sang such a good song boit legalizing weed and getting brothers out of jail#that they had to make him make a completely different clean edit!!#WE SHALL HAVE CULTURE IN THIS HOME
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Glad I’m starting therapy so soon after moving out ☝️ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness
#vent#<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill#but also :( sad#I miss my family and friends at home#I haven’t really talked to my roommates#including the one who’s been my friend since high school bc she’s been sick (?) for the past few days#and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot#I got accepted into another choir but I’m most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed#but the main thing is#I FEEL LIKE A BABY#my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless#I’m just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine#and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can#but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and don’t know how to cook Anything#I’m gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff#so we are not completely doomed lol#also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but I’m still gonna call my mom for guidance 😅#idk I think the main thing that’s stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries#and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly#bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money#so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread 🥲#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point#I just. idk I guess most students do this and I’m being whiny about it bc I’m not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#😰😰😰#and I need to get an internship soon 😀 and if I don’t get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money 😀#but I always stress about money regardless 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 even though I have scholarships savings etc 😀😀 ocd things! 😁 (🥲)#thank god for my meds and the thought that I’ll be starting therapy in the next week or two#and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver
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