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#today was my first day back at work since I took a week-long vacation and I completely forgot to take my medication since I woke up so early#it was really rough I'm not going to lie#but I'm home now and I'm trying to muster up the willpower to clean#I promise I'll make more resource posts soon I just haven't yet idk#i get really stressed about them becuase I don't want to get anything wrong or give bad advice#anyways#userbox#tw medication#jiraiblr#landmineblr#jirai kei#landmine kei#jirai#landmine type#pien kei#jirai girl#jiraikei#tw pills
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I’ve been having a rough couple of weeks (nothing bad!! just general stress…general depression…the usual…you know😔🙏) but even though I haven’t been drawing as much, I’ve been trying my hardest to respond to all the messages & comments etc here…you all are so sweet & I love talking to you🥹💓😙😙
1) the sunrise this morning!!!! It’s been the nastiest June ever…cloud and rain every single day so to finally have a nice day after a week of rain makes me so happy!! 💓💓
2) the flowers I got a few days ago🥹🥹🥹
3) all I wanted to do when I woke up today was listen to Led Zeppelin on repeat and lay in bed in a depression funk😆😆 but I dragged myself out of bed & drew Robert Plant at the beach instead💓💓💓 tbh I think the sun helps a lot with my mood!!
4) I forced my friend to come over and we played Pax Renaissance (literally the most obtuse, bizarre board game of all time but I’m obsessed with it🙏🙏)(I lost every game bahahahahahahaha)
5) I did a bit of makeup today after a week of nothing💓
#sorry if you don’t like these I know this is a fanart blog#but I also like making these little diary posts sometimes too💓💓💓#hope you all had/are having a good weekend!!!!#if I fall off the radar again….just know im obsessively deep-cleaning my apartment#whenever I get in these moods I decide to clean a lot#I already feel awful why not just do an activity I hate too😆😆 and when I feel better it’s like my home magically cleaned itself😆😆#im the biggest Robert Plant simp in the world😇😇😇#there is something so sexy about him😫😫😫 like his voice…his complete ease and comfort with who he is and how he presents himself…#his hair…😫😫😫😫 god I love him#and don’t even get me started on Jimmy Page………#sorry guys I’m such a nerd bajahahahahajajjajajaaj
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Ptn’s gacha has been ruthless to me, I’ve been hitting hard pity (or at least close to) back to back for 3 banners now (Bianca, Enfer and Deren’s) 😭
I started ptn earlier this year and the need to pull for every characters that come is so hard to resist… but I need to lock in for Shalom and 000 🙏
Oh I’m so sorry anon, I always thought PTN was generous with their gacha but I guess not?? 😭😭
It’s okay, I also had terrible luck with the last banner I pulled on (which was Bianca). Can’t believe I lost my 50/50 at hard pity on Bianca’s, AND finally got Bianca on hard pity the second try when I was guranteed. It’s like she wanted me to waste all my spendings on her for no reason, EVEN THOUGH I LOVE HER.
ANON WE NEED A SUPPORT GROUP FOR EACH OTHER. WHY WONT THESE WOMEN COME HOME EARLY EVEN THO WE HAVE DINNER WAITING ON THE TABLE AAAAA
#⛓️ interrogation complete#me cleaning the entire house#and cooking a 3 star Michelin meal for dinner#all for these gacha women to come home early#and then NOT
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peach (my cat) is having a full-day vet appointment to scan and possibly remove some teeth (the perks of only being allowed wet food)
completely unrelated, but anything regarding peach’s health or her being somewhere else or anything even mildly off with her routine or behaviour is probably by biggest anxiety and panic trigger
#not an exaggeration. peach stuff is more likely to give me panic attacks and entire breakdowns than anything else#like i have one other contender that’s a proper severe phobia. like panic attacks where i am completely convinced that i’m dying#but luckily that’s very situational whereas the peach anxiety is always there (because the situation of having her is always there)#i was gonna say the peach anxiety is also severely complicated by ocd but that’s probably more true for the other phobia i have so nevermind#but i will say. related to the ocd part. the fact that i am posting about this is a step forward for me#which i might talk about later once she’s home#hopefully they don’t need to extract any teeth and can just clean them#the last thing i need is for her to have trouble eating for a while#for context she had kidney stones a few years ago and basically each time she had about a 60% chance to survive#and there was NOTHING they could do other than just keeping her on fluids and hoping she passed them#(or $15k surgery to put in tubes to bypass her existing tubes. whatever tf the kidney tubes are called. which we couldn’t afford)#and whenever she had a new stone she would start by throwing up anything she ate or drank then stopping eating and drinking entirely#soooo i get stressed about stuff lmao 🙃🙃🙃🙃#anyway this is a good reason for me to be nocturnal so i can be asleep while she’s out rather than stressing#personal
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the argument for minimalism and particularly all white kitchens etc is still raging on instagram diy pages which is almost exclusively what i go on instagram for so. idk i just find it interesting bc the defense is always “it looks so clean and calming to me, too many colors and textures make things look so cluttered and messy to me” n i will never understand this because a white kitchen (or any light monochrome space) looks fucking disgusting if u actually use it like omfg the amount of time n energy it would take to keep the walls from getting scuffed idek just everything. how do you cook and live in there if COLORS give you that much stress. do you think its the phones
#idk everyone told me i would grow out of maximalism n wanting everything to be colored n patterned#but theres plenty of grown up women who actually enjoy decorating their homes#(and are relentlessly mocked by certain ppl thats another strange thing)#whatever i just dont get why ppl see a completely white empty space as clean and calming#go live in a hospital you need help
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help. why does standing up for myself give me so much anxiety
#i bought a used gameboy from a retro gaming store and. when i got home found out the box it came in is completely fake and#the console is refurbished (doesn't have its original shell - buttons - or screen)#and for what they charged me i just assumed it was completely og and that the box was a legit one :|#so i emailed them and they were essentially like 'yeah we don't know the history of our consoles. we just clean and test them. thanks'#so i've emailed back asking for store credit bc i never would have paid what i did had i realized. but im ANXIETYYYYYYYYYYY#anyways. sorry for the ramble#haley.txt
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I want to delete my account.... disappear for a bit........ but I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T I PROMISE
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#I'm my worst enemy atp HAHA#Idk a fresh start does SOUND nice#but this user is like. mine#it's ME#my identity if you will#and I also have a lot of memories here and while it is a messy account (which bugs me..... I wanna clean it out so bad but it's HARD)#and I'm going to see family on Thursday and we're coming home Sunday I believe#which is rlly cool bc I don't see those family members a lot#but my mental exhaustion..... It's tiring to interact irl#and online interaction is a lot easier for me personally#aaaand ik I'll probably get irritated a lot get frustrated lock myself away bc of that all#you get the point#my thoughts also say that if I were to disappear here it'd take a bit for ppl to notice/they wouldn't care that I'm not on the platform any#BUT IK IT'S NOT TRUE#I seek validation too much I'm gonna be completely honest#I want to know ppl would miss me I want to know I make a difference here but yk#my account always dies for a bit when I'm on some kind of break 💔💔#I was abt to get wayyy too deep there HELP#yeah probably gonna delete this list in a few hrs I always cringe at them later on bc of the stuff I say in tags#I'm too much of a yapper and share too much online#but nobody sees anyways#and me saying that stuff makes me call myself an attention seeker istg 💀💀#sorry guys 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#I'm trying to make this humorous and not too serious 😞😞
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made a new patient appointment at a new dentist in the city all by myself. please clap
#my old dentist was completely booked up when i can get back home and i need a routine cleaning....#at least they have an in house payment plan bc i don't have dental insurance 😬#i wanna talk about me#the in house plan seems like a deal too like the plan for 2 cleanings/1 xray and a bunch of other guff was only like#a hundred bucks more than what the lady quoted me for the new patient cleaning appt on its own?#i guess that's how they getcha...but i'll get got in that case dental health is important#also b''h my parents still help me pay for medical expenses.
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#fucking fell of my horse today..#really hurt my back#I don’t think its a serious injury but I am in a lot of pain#I had to really downplay it to my mom because she gets crazy worried but like#I wanna talk about it because it hurts and I wanna be sad about it and gush to my mom but I can’t do that because she will freak out#she already basically begged me never to ride this horse again and start wearing a body protector#and thats after I told her it was fine and I’m fine#its not#I’m not#it really fucking hurts#I hate having to downplay my problems when talking to my mom#like I wanna tak to her about it but I can’t really#anyways I’m sad and in pain and I don’t wanna move but I have to because otherwise my back’ll get really stiff#and that would only make it worse#UGHHHG#like I know its nothing serious I was able to get back on my horse and ride for a bit after I fell#but god#and to make things worse!! I discovered a bag of rotting carrots in my room I completely forgot about and now there is a wet moldy stain#of my fucking wooden floor#that I’ll have to clean WITH A HURTING BACK#AND ALSO#sorry I’m ranting now#my horse pulled its head up real hard real fast whilst I was taking off her saddle#and she fucking broke the clasp of my halter cord#she fucking snapped the metal in half#today is fucking not my day guys#also none of my roommates are home so I am home alone and sad and I need to clean and vacuum#and do laundry#BUT MY BSCK HURTS#yelling into the void
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ik im being mean and petty again even tho i just said i was gonna have an apple juice and a pastry but i feel so 🙄🙄 whateverrr... when people are like are you struggling with cleaning due to depression? try this trick! and the trick is ALWAYS a variation of "choose a relatively easy cleaning task you can do in 5-10 minutes and then just motivate yourself to do it because 5-10 minutes is fast". like ohh we are NOT operating on the same level of depression lol. you got no idea...
#97#if i could just choose to do shit despite the depression then it wouldnt really be that huge a deal right.#like if i just had to tell myself to do it real hard and then i could just do it do you think i would choose to live like this. be real!#i will on multiple occasions put my actual physical health in danger by not cleaning stuff that rly needs to be cleaned for WEEKS#and yes it would not take that long to do it regularly. probably 5 minutes!#but there will be black mold in my sink before i can somehow find it in myself to do anything about it.#liiiiike happy for you if your depression is not so disabling that you can just power thru it but theyre trying to get me an at home aid.#bc i am literally not able to care for myself. my health is completely shot bc i cannot do it.#i cannot remember the last time i at a real meal. or a vegetable.#sometimes i cant bring myself to walk 5 minutes to the convenience store for so long that i literally starve.#like ik ik not everyones experience is the same and its not like other ppls depression doesnt matter if they can do shit thru it its just.#it feels v. lonely and almost mocking to see it repeated ad nauseam how even other ppl supposedly suffering from the same shit#are not as completely fucked as i am
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Glad I’m starting therapy so soon after moving out ☝️ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness
#vent#<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill#but also :( sad#I miss my family and friends at home#I haven’t really talked to my roommates#including the one who’s been my friend since high school bc she’s been sick (?) for the past few days#and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot#I got accepted into another choir but I’m most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed#but the main thing is#I FEEL LIKE A BABY#my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless#I’m just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine#and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can#but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and don’t know how to cook Anything#I’m gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff#so we are not completely doomed lol#also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but I’m still gonna call my mom for guidance 😅#idk I think the main thing that’s stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries#and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly#bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money#so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread 🥲#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point#I just. idk I guess most students do this and I’m being whiny about it bc I’m not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#😰😰😰#and I need to get an internship soon 😀 and if I don’t get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money 😀#but I always stress about money regardless 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 even though I have scholarships savings etc 😀😀 ocd things! 😁 (🥲)#thank god for my meds and the thought that I’ll be starting therapy in the next week or two#and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver
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i've been thinking a lot about, from a purely quality of life point-of-view, how eliana definitely lost the wrong parent.
i dog on james for some of his bullshit, but the reality is that he loves eliana very much, and she is his whole world! however, the way he expresses that does not resonate with el or make her feel loved and supported, so it falls flat in the end.
catherine, however, was a). better equipped to BE a parent, and b). very capable of providing a love and assurance that would have connected with eliana and registered as such in her mind. i also just think catherine would have raised her better, and definitely wouldn't have taken her to the vault if james died while el was a baby/child.
i imagine she and james toyed with the idea at times during her pregnancy, because vault 101 seemed like guaranteed safety, but, unlike james who ... is far more impulsive in his decision-making, she would have probably gone to rivet city with dr. li and raised eliana in the wasteland while being part of the hydroponics team, knowing that insulating her from the real world would do her no favors.
i think, no matter what, project purity would have been put on pause, since eliana's birth wasn't the only hitch in its get along, but catherine would have come back to it eventually, and eliana would have been raised knowing its importance, and maybe even been invested in the scientific side of it herself.
tl;dr: eliana should have been raised by her mama.
#╰ ✿ ╮ ━ ❝ you found a home in all your scars and ammunition. ❞ ( about )#i want to expand on this at some point but it's been on my mind#i dont think james wanted to be a parent in the same way catherine did#and while i dont think he at all resents or regrets eliana#he's also approaching parenthood with the mindset that catherine can take on the heavy lifting#so when she's gone ... welp.#i also think there's something to be said about catherine finishing project purity bc it's HER project and she has a child to create a#better world for#and james who completes it because he never gets over catherine and her death ... and while yes providing clean water to the wasteland#before he goes back for eliana is part of it; he and catherine's motivations are just fundamentally different
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til that the $14,000USD HVAC system we had installed six months ago will commonly crash (in a way that you cannot diagnose from inside the house, and requiring a tech to drive here and go into the backyard to reboot it) if there's any kind of power surge on the line
which fortunately the fix is just to install a surge protector on the main line coming into the house, and that's maybe 500 bucks total for parts and labor, and then the *well known to be crappy in this part of town* power grid won't trip up this *incredibly delicate goddamn hothouse flower of a machine*
if only it had been possible for the sales guy to mention this when he and housemate were speccing everything out at our dining room table, so it could have been installed *with* the HVAC *by the electrician who was already on site turning off power to the house to install stuff anyway*
if only!!!!!! ah well I hope the company who installed and warranteed this thing enjoyed paying one of their licensed electricians triple time or whatever to drive out here on a Sunday and inform us of this (since we're in their lil care club so for us callouts are free)
#ineffablefool original post#not good omens#disclaimer!!! yes I am privileged to be able to just drop five figures on home repairs/upgrades! but#i mean#is there really an amount of privilege that makes it reasonable to sell me - a person who lives in an area with known spotty power -#an aircon and heater that will crash if given spotty power#when the fix would have been a like 3% upcharge to have a guy install a fix while he was already here shutting off my power anyway???#did i mention it took out my heater and i live in Wisconsin#(this is after we had the twice-yearly upkeep service done on it less than a week ago#and the tech for that told housemate 'the filter was filthy [shows picture he took of filthy filter on the ground] but now it's all good'#and then later that day housemate was down in the basement and saw that the tech had just put the dirty filter back in!#the clean replacement was just sitting there in its box!#like how does that count as successfully completing the job!!!#)#anyway that + watching Point Break while eating meatball subs was my day
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ah heck im gonna give myself a pass on art today. we’re deep cleaning my grandmas house for her while shes in the hospital (shes okay she should be home tomorrow) and it has been a long day of hard work, and i still have to go to my actual job in the morning.
MAYBE double art tomorrow we’ll see what the vibe is
#not art#not dailies#if not im not gonna sweat it too hard yall get it#anyway basically due to a combo of vision and mobility issues my grandmas home is like.#covered completely in a thin layer of grime#we have been trying to convince her for quite some time to let us clean it for her#but she always comes up with excuses#BUT now that shes in the hospital she doesnt have a good reason to tell us not to clean for her#so we are GOING for it#and it has taken a not insignificant amount of elbow grease#so im tired and sore and do not have much time for art#because we want to get as much done as we can before she comes home#both bc it will be fun to surprise her and also because she will start coming up with excuses again#to keep us from cleaning#literally the moment she returns
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a basic human right to privacy and solitude is just as important as being in community and being able to socialize
#I know that american individualism is a plague but My God I literally am so fucking deeply completely utterly goddamn burnt out#From being constantly unendingly forced into close proximity to other human beings every single goddamn moment of every single goddamn day#And holy fuck. God. Please. I fucking beg. Oh my fucking god like I'm legitimately so so desperate for any amount of peace and quiet.#God I beg. On my actual hands and knees. I want away from all these animals that aren't mine. I want away from all these people and noise.#Fuck me I want to be able to afford to live alone. God damn me. I don't need to live lavishly or even eat every day I do not care at all.#I want space. I need it. Prolonged lack of access to actual privacy and space is actively eroding me I can feel it more and more every day#Okay. Vent over. Time to deep clean my room with headphones for as long as my disabled already aching body can tolerate#Also um lmao I fuckin' hate the stupid rhetoric about how humans neeeeed to be social. America neeeeds to be forced out of individualism#Like yeah. But all goddamn offense I'm forced 24/7 to share space with humans and I can stand it but god fucking damn it cannot be constant#And it has been so rare in my experience that anybody I know is actually privileged enough to move away from home or be away from people#Like I'm fucking tired. I'm wore out. I'm over it all. I'm so autistic. I love people. Genuinely. That's the point of life.#But fuck I need time away. I just do. This isn't good and I can't stand it.
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