#chronically ill charlie

[fizziepopangel]

Chronically Ill Charlie

Author's note: Hey everyone! I'm back with another installment of the chronically ill hazbin headcanons! Much like my Chronically Ill Angel Dust headcanons, this is lowkey a self serving way to vent about my own messed up headaches, so if these symptoms feel oddly specific or don't seem to make sense together, I totally get it (I've been dealing with it for close to 3 years now and I still understand it). Anyway, I hope everyone enjoys! And let me know about any other chronic illnesses you might wanna see next! -Fizzie❤️

Charlie’s chronic illness began shortly after she began dating Vaggie.

It started slowly. Just a headache here and there, but she had remembered her mom getting migraines from time to time, so she took something that was roughly the equivalent of an adult dose of advil and moved on.

After nearly 8 or 9 months, it became clear that the headaches Charlie was getting weren’t migraines. They didn’t come with a sensitivity to light or sound or even movement, she didn’t get nauseous or vomit, they didn’t come with auras or anything… They just sort of happened.

It would be Vaggie’s idea to start a journal to detail all of Charlie’s headaches so they could try to see if there were any patterns or maybe triggers that they could remove.

Despite the headaches having started out as a minor annoyance that happened maybe a couple of times a week, they would change in frequency and grow more painful as time went on to the point where it seemed like Charlie was getting different types of headaches multiple times a week.

She never really knew when a headache would happen or how long it would last, or how bad it would be. Some days she’d wake up with a throbbing headache that lasted all day, other days she’d have ice pick headaches that seemed to jab her brain for a few moments before disappearing, other days the pain would only be on one side of her head or behind her eyes, and other days she’d feel fine.

Sometimes they were quick, stabbing ice pick headaches that struck out of nowhere, sometimes she’s wake up with an indescribable throbbing in her skull, sometimes these mystery headaches would only be made worse with movement but seemed to almost disappear when she stayed perfectly still, sometimes they made her vision fuzzy or caused dizzy spells. With all these symptoms popping up at random, Charlie calls it a personal hell.

There were so many doctor visits…. But no real answers, with most doctors telling her she was suffering from migraines and telling her rest and pain meds was the way to go.

After doing what most people do when they get sick and looking up her symptoms online, Vaggie would find her girlfriend sobbing in their bedroom because the internet told her she basically had a week to live.

Vaggie watched the slow deterioration of her girlfriend’s health as the unexplained headaches worsened for months at this point, but seeing Charlie this miserable and afraid of what was happening to her was the last straw for her. They went back to the doctors and Vaggie did indeed threaten them until they ran every test imaginable.

When the tests all came back normal, Charlie was pretty discouraged. It had been months of varying amounts of pain, and doctor after doctor poking and prodding her for test after test just to tell her she was fine, but she knew she wasn’t.

In the midst of a break in the headaches that had lasted close to 2 weeks, Charlie came up with her redemption idea.

When she actually founded Hazbin Hotel, Vaggie was worried that the stress of the project would act as a trigger, but in true Charlie fashion, the princess refused to let the headaches permanently stop her from doing anything.

Although Vaggie had been worried, the hotel and her friendships with the others living in it seemed to help tremendously because, while it didn’t stop the pain or make the headaches less frequent, she had a larger support system to lean on when a headache did hit.

 Alastor’s shadow often brings Charlie her medications…. Vaggie doesn’t enjoy this because the shadow seems to just appear at the mention of Charlie having a headache, bottle of pills in hand, as if he had been watching them….

Angel Dust would offer Fat Nuggets as a snuggle buddy when the headaches seemed to take more of a toll on her than normal.

Much to everyone’s surprise, Husk would act quite fatherly when he learned about the headaches. He’d worry and fuss over Charlie, but in a way where it looks like he’s trying to act like he doesn’t care even though everyone knows he cares.

Lucifer would have mad respect for Husk for caring for his daughter like that…. He would also try over-compensating a little when he did come back into the picture.Charlie doesn’t want to tell him when he’s doing too much, especially when she has her more severe headache days… Vaggie will. Though it scared her at first, she’d do anything for Charlie and Lucifer respects her for it.

Whenever Charlie has a particularly bad headache day, Sir Pentious, the gentleman he is, sends his egg bois to help her do tasks that are difficult on high pain days or act as guides to help her to her room when the headaches cause the occasional dizzy spell. They’re actually quite helpful.

Not knowing her all that well and being caught off guard when she found herself alone with the princess when a particularly bad headache left her in tears, Cherri Bomb would go out and buy her a small get well soon teddy. Charlie named him “Boo Bear” and this has become one of her 4 comfort items.

Going into her full demon form uses a lot of energy and often times the strenuous task results in a headache.

During the battle at the hotel and the rebuilding of the hotel, Charlie fought through her headaches, but had a horrible headache flare afterwards.

Although it doesn’t help much, Charlie likes when Vaggie massages her temples.

[ideasarestuckinmyhead]

Any Headcanons for the boys with a chronically ill listener (specifically Charlie, Auron and Finn)

Boy's with Chronically ill reader HC's

Tried to keep the chronic illness as general as I could!!

Charlie

Knew you were chronically ill since younger, and deemed he needed to be strong for you

Always been careful around you because he knew you couldn't rough house as much

Knows when to step in to help or let you do whatever you want by yourself. But if your stubborn he puts his foot down.

If you have any flu-like symptoms Charlie there with medicine and helping you lay down to watch to take a nap

Found out about your illness through the interview

There will of course be days where it feels like it all too much but when Charlie sees you smile at him he knows it's all worth it

If you can't do certain activities Charlie does them for you. Like how you can't skate that often bc it hurts your joints

Auron

He admires how strong you are doing things on your own and succeeding

he knows it gets too much sometimes so he'll step in if he sees it's putting strain on your illness

mental notes of symptoms you have and what helps make them be more endurable

He keeps some worries to himself, bc he knows the illness can't fully go away it takes time. But it still makes him wonder if he's doing this right

If you have to sadly stop doing hobbies you love Auron tries and helps you find others.

Finn

Found out during the tea spilling about your illness, feel seven more shitty for accidentally spilling it on you

Tries and helps with anything he can, tries to be mindful of himself because he is clumsy

You inspire him by how you push through every day with your chronic illness

Helps any way he can with any of your symptoms since he knows they can vary on any day

Finn has always been and will be working over you, your his partner and yes he cried once thinking you got really hurt bc of your illness. But he smiles when you show him something with so much excitement.

Finn tries to help you do hobbies you love, just like Charlie he does the things that take more energy for you.

[allwehearisradiosilence]

Everyone over here talking about season 3 im over here in my corner still talking about my very real type one diabetes Nick Nelson headcannon that’s actually cannon cause it is cause I said so.

[blueberryflavoredfeelings]

I guess you could say I had a brat summer

[spoonietimelordy]

I'm making food! Houra! And by making food I mean I've got a veggie patty on the stove. So it's not a meal, but it's food

[bibliocharlie]

The brain fog associated with my chronic illnesses has kept me from doing my final paper for one of my classes. I am so angry at myself. I’m trying to put something together to turn in tomorrow, but I’m heavily fighting myself. I don’t know what to do.

[out-of-heaven-and-hell]

@timelessstories ; Charlie: Vags? Are you ok? How did your doctor's visit go?

....she's just gonna hand Charlie the test results.

[galaxyhazbin]

TPN soon. fear. hope. fear. doing it scared. blood draw tmrw am and hospital for chest port 🤷‍♂️ after.

ur 20s r so gd weird 🤠

[unknownalone]

love not being able to move around or eat anything because my body can't do shit and when I'm finally beaten down enough to go lay down immediately my brain starts digging into awful shit so fun so cool so swag think I'm winning this life shit

[fizziepopangel]

Chronically ill Vaggie headcannons? I feel like she suffers from back pain and flare ups from losing her wings

I love this idea, lowkey jealous that I didn't see that oppertunity, but so glad you brought it up! I hope you enjoy these chronically Ill Vaggie headcanons!

Chronically Ill Vaggie

Vaggie was a happy, healthy angel. She had experienced the occasional wing cramp or sprain, and the occasional strain from overuse, but nothing compared the the pain of having her wings ripped off her body…. At least that was what she thought after it happened. But what was worse in her eyes was the pain that came afterwards.

Healing the wounds wasn’t all that hard, especially with Charlie at her side nursing her back to health…. But the pain never truly went away.

Most days it was manageable; just an ache where the muscles had been torn, a few quick jabs of pain where the joints and bones had been snapped, but nothing a bit of stretching and an over the counter pain medications wouldn’t help, but some days the pain was nearly unbearable, bringing the former exorcist to tears.

She tries to limit the amount of lifting and bending she does (though carrying her girlfriend to bed is never off the table and she will do it even if the action brings her to tears)

Vaggie actually throws out her back more often than Husk, causing the old sinner to poke fun at her for “acting old” when her back goes out or she complains about pain.

So much slouching

While most people experience mostly lower back pain or mostly upper back pain, Vaggie has found that her pain shoots both up and down, and after Charlie helped her get a doctor that listened to her concerns, she found that there were several muscle groups and joints that were irreparably damaged, causing the pain to be something she would likely experience the eternity she lived in hell. Vaggie cried  when she realized that this was something she’d always experience.

Her pain does affect her combat style sometimes, but she does her best not to let it because she refuses to look weak in front of her friends and family, or her opponents. She definitely has pretty bad flare ups after any sparring or fights she's in though.

Different types of pain sensations in different areas of her back. Her lower back mainly aches while her mid and upper back tend to have sharper pain that Vaggie has compared to a hot knife being stabbed between the vertebrae in her spine.

Heating pads. Everywhere. Charlie made sure they are always on hand for her.

Her back pain causes pain in her hips and neck from the muscles overcompensating for the muscles and joints being unable to perform the way they normally would.

After noticing that her pain made it a bit harder for Vaggie to climb the stairs some days, Charlie began trying to make the hotel more accessible to her, adding an elevator and even making the room they shared a bit for disability friendly.’

Since the pain can make it hard to sleep some days, Vaggie takes naps sometimes during the day, sleeping with a body pillow that she sort of straddles to help relieve some of the pressure on her lower back.

So much comfort and support from her girlfriend (and Lucifer by association). Lucifer would gift her a duck pillow during one of her flare ups as a way to cheer her up.

Charlie giving massages unprompted on the days she notices her girlfriend flaring up, kissing along her spine as she does.

So much back cracking/popping. And yes,it sounds horrifying sometimes.

She gets the egg bois and Niffty to walk on her back sometimes. She’s asked Charlie, but the princess is terrified of breaking her.

Chiropractic and physical therapy weekly.

Hot showers and baths with epsom salts, though Vaggie doesn’t complain much since she can often get her girlfriend to join her.

Though she won’t tell anyone (besides Husk since everyone likes to bitch to the bartender), Vaggie often feels ashamed of being in pain since the constant pain makes her feel weak because she has to listen to her body’s limitations.

Even after getting her wings back, her back pain remained, she now has to adapt to the back pain being worsened every so often when she flies too much.

[noradineja3miibe]

[allwehearisradiosilence]

Type one diabetic Nick Nelson truther

[squinch-depraved]

wennie's masterlist !!!

bold = 18+ (MDNI)

!please alert me if a link isn't working!

jschlatt:

schlatt waking you up and using you however he wants

getting caught being a slut on ted's couch

bratty munch schlatt

sex chocolates

ted finds footage of you and schlatt

cnc gunplay with schlatt

double penetration with poly!tedschlatt

breeding kink with schlatt

schlatt hires a hot secretary and can't stay away

giggly sex/mating press with schlatt

phone sex with schlatt

schlatt x fwb!reader hcs

schlatt buys you a maid outfit

schlatt but reader's being a brat (camping p1)

breeding kink but this time he makes your belly bulge

shibari japan fic p1

cnc lc!schlatt

sitting on schlatt's lap when ted walks in

sexy cool reader takes schlatt's virginity (college au)

schlatt eats pussy for the first time (college au)

jealous schlatt (college au)

schlatt steals your panties

hole inspection w/ schlatt

tedschlatt get reader high and take advantage

priest schlatt

spooning and jerking off schlatt

ted and schlatt mommy kink hcs

shower sex + piss with schlatt

feederism/eructophilia with schlatt

mild cnc/intox with schlatt

schlatt x single mom!reader (how you met hcs)

schlatt x single mom!reader p1

schlatt catches you humping a rammie plushie

lc!schlatt halloween party intox

schlatt feeds you leftover halloween candy

ted nivison:

getting caught being a slut on ted's couch

smoking with ted and he gets really shy

ted finds footage of you and schlatt

ted shower sex

double penetration with poly!tedschlatt

ted oral fixation hcs

ted cnc stoned reader free use

ted and cscoop three way

sitting on schlatt's lap when ted walks in

tedschlatt get reader high and take advantage

ted and schlatt mommy kink hcs

taking ted's virginity (college au)

ted eating you out with a mustache

tedschlatt:

getting caught being a slut on ted's couch

ted finds footage of you and schlatt

double penetration with poly!tedschlatt

sitting on schlatt's lap when ted walks in

tedschlatt get reader high and take advantage

ted and schlatt mommy kink hcs

cooper cscoop:

ted and cscoop three way

intox + cnc high and scared reader with cooper

soft smut cooper with chronically ill!reader

cscoop sfw & nsfw hcs

cooper takes your virginity

cooper taking pictures and videos of you hcs

long distance video call sex with cooper

cuddly sex w/ cooper

charlie slimecicle:

asking him to take you home from a party leads to more

buying charlie a toy to use while you're gone on a trip

charlie begging to sit under your desk so he can taste you

trying for a baby with charlie

taking charlie's virginity (college au)

making charlie film himself jerking off in a mirror

virgin!college au:

part 1 (taking schlatt's virginity)

part 2 (schlatt eats you out for the first time)

part 3 (taking charlie's virginity)

part 4 (how schlatt finds out about you and charlie)

part 5 (taking ted's virginity)

part 6 (schlatt finds out)

part 7 (foursome...?)

[blackvelvetofnight]

ALSO able bodied people not understanding that chronic means All The Time cause they've only experienced temporary illness.. like they'll say things like 'well let me know when you're in pain or it's too much :)' and you know they're speaking from a place of kindness and you understand that they have a lack of experience having a body that is hostile but you want to SHAKE THEM like GIRL. it's NOW. its happening right now. it's in the room with us

ok other chronically ill and/or disabled people, do you feel like your too good as masking as able bodied sometimes.. like you're glad to not be infantilized or treated as incapable BUT because you're so dependable and good at tasks you're being saddled with way more than you should be BUT ALSO you're not sure how to communicate that what is being expected of you is fucked up given your condition and reminding people that you are not as able bodied as you're presenting WITHOUT falling back into being treated differently BUT

[adventuringblind]

Rest

Norlestappen X Reader

Genre: hurt/comfort, fluff

Summary: Reader is struggling badly with a flair up but doesn't want to admit it.

Warnings: unspecified chronic illness, collapsing in exhaustion, worried boyfriends

Notes: another Nonny request!! Love this one so much! (Comments feed my praise kink and give me motivation to write... if anyone was wondering...)

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The heat had been driving her insane. Qatar is a nightmare. It's so humid that it's difficult to breathe.

Her body despises the heat. It pulls every ounce of energy from her system. Make the pain soar to ungodly levels.

But she's not the one racing.

Max, Lando, and Charles are the ones racing. It's not fair to them that she needs their help when they have to endure whatever hell this is in a death machine for two hours.

She forces her mask back on and pretends she's fine despite her protesting body.

She checks on Charles first. Max and Lando are on the podium, so it gives her some time to see that he's alright.

Which, truth be told - he doesn't look. He's drenched in sweat mixed with cold water. He's panting and trying to peel off his fireproofs.

"Charlie? Are you okay?" She peeks her around the corner, and he shakes his head no.

She helps him get out of the drenched clothing and into a shower. Her phone buzzes violently in her pocket as Charles steps out. She kisses his cheek and dips out to see Lando, the culprit of calling her non-stop.

She drags her body to McLaren. Aching bones won't give her any reprieve as she walks. The heat is unbearable, smothering her mind in a deep fog she can't escape.

The McLaren staff barely bat an eye in her direction. Most give her pitiful looks, probably whispering about how she looks like a zombie.

She'll rest later. Her boys need her right now.

She taps Lando's door with her knuckles. He looks bright-eyed when she opens it. Smells of champagne sweat nearly knock her over. She has to bite back a gag.

Instead, she returns his smile and throws herself at him. "I'm proud of you!"

"Was a good race, wasn't it? A but jealous of Osc and proud at the same time."

She hums and closes the door behind her. Immediately going back to draping herself over the Brit. Effectively using him to help keep her upright.

"Are you alright, love? You look a bit out of it..."

"I'm fine, Lan, just been a long day, is all. Had a lot of cheering to do, you know!"

Lando manages to run around the small room, tugging off his wet clothes, rinsing his hair, and throwing on his team kit.

She grabs something to style his hair with, Lando will be in shambles later if he sees his hair looking wrecked.

She swears they both almost fall asleep to the repetitive movments. A small intimate thing shared between the two of them.

A much louder knock then her earlier one hits their ears, startling the two out of whatever trance they’re in. “Lando! You’ve got interviews to do!”

The Brit groans in disappointment, but gets up regardless. “Thank you, love.” He leans down to where she is still sitting and kisses her forehead. “Will you be alright?”

“I’m going to see Max next, I already saw Charlie.” She throws him a reassuring look. “I’ll be okay, promise.” She even holds out her pinky finger for him to wrap his own around.

That promise, however, is getting harder and harder to keep as she drags her weary bones to Max. Her body is screaming at her to stop moving, find somewhere to sleep for a couple of years before it goes back to making life difficult.

She shakes her head. No, she wasn’t the one driving in the hell today. She can wait until her partners are squared away.

Max greets her outside of the energy station. His face drops when he sees her. Her smile, although genuinely happy, is lopsided. Even the muscles that show her happiness are tired. That should be a red flag, but she continues forward.

Her and Max make their way to his drivers room. His arm wrapped around her waist in much ended comfort and support. She hopes he hasn’t caught on to the way she’s leaning into him to keep herself up.

they flop onto the couch together. “Lando told me you were on your way. He’s a bit worried about you.”

“I told him I’m alright, I promise. The heat is just difficult.”

“Tell me about it.” Max rolls his eyes.

Max’s presence and her comfortable position on the couch do nothing to help her fatigue. The drowsiness is slowly taking hold and she’s not sure how long she can hold it off for.

“You can sleep now, I’ll be here when you wake up.”

She hadn’t even noticed she was asleep, slumped against Max’s body. Not until she cracks her eyes open and sees her lovers laying spread out across the room.

Ice packs are strewn across their bodies. Lando is drooling on Charles’ chest, Max has a hand dangling of the side of the sofa that looks like it was previously in charles’ hair, and Charles is sleeping with his body sitting upright.

She wants to giggle at the sight. They all look comfortable despite the chaotic positioning.

Her body moves on its own accord. the ice packs should be refrozen and she might be able to get her hands on some new ones while she’s at it.

She gets nowhere as Max’s arm wraps around her, pulling her back down on top of him. Lando and Charles stir awake from all the movement.

“Nice try, but you’re not going anywhere.”

She pouts at Max. “But I’m fine now. Just needed a nap, is all.”

Charles turns enough so that both him and Lando are able to see her, even if it’s not well. “The circles under your eyes say otherwise.’ He reaches up to hold her hand. “Thank you for taking care of us, but now it’s your turn.”

She would probably be crying s she had the energy to. The compassion they all have for her, even when she lacks it herself. It’s overwhelming at times. especially when she feels undeserving, like she hasn’t earned it.

Lando shimmies his way out of Charles’ hold and fixes himself. His arm coming up to wipe away the trail of drool. “Now that we’re all awake, I’ve tasked Oscar with bringing us popsicles, anybody want ‘em?”

A course of happy cheers fills the room at the mention of a cold treat.

Her smile doesn’t feel tired this time.

[caintooth]

i keep missing work due to my brain injury + brain cyst + general chronic illness, and i only have 5 months to generate over $10,000 or else i’m going to have to go even further into medical debt!

every single dollar makes a real, genuine difference in my life!