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Chronically Ill Charlie

Author's note: Hey everyone! I'm back with another installment of the chronically ill hazbin headcanons! Much like my Chronically Ill Angel Dust headcanons, this is lowkey a self serving way to vent about my own messed up headaches, so if these symptoms feel oddly specific or don't seem to make sense together, I totally get it (I've been dealing with it for close to 3 years now and I still understand it). Anyway, I hope everyone enjoys! And let me know about any other chronic illnesses you might wanna see next! -Fizzie❤️
Charlie’s chronic illness began shortly after she began dating Vaggie.
It started slowly. Just a headache here and there, but she had remembered her mom getting migraines from time to time, so she took something that was roughly the equivalent of an adult dose of advil and moved on.
After nearly 8 or 9 months, it became clear that the headaches Charlie was getting weren’t migraines. They didn’t come with a sensitivity to light or sound or even movement, she didn’t get nauseous or vomit, they didn’t come with auras or anything… They just sort of happened.
It would be Vaggie’s idea to start a journal to detail all of Charlie’s headaches so they could try to see if there were any patterns or maybe triggers that they could remove.
Despite the headaches having started out as a minor annoyance that happened maybe a couple of times a week, they would change in frequency and grow more painful as time went on to the point where it seemed like Charlie was getting different types of headaches multiple times a week.
She never really knew when a headache would happen or how long it would last, or how bad it would be. Some days she’d wake up with a throbbing headache that lasted all day, other days she’d have ice pick headaches that seemed to jab her brain for a few moments before disappearing, other days the pain would only be on one side of her head or behind her eyes, and other days she’d feel fine.
Sometimes they were quick, stabbing ice pick headaches that struck out of nowhere, sometimes she’s wake up with an indescribable throbbing in her skull, sometimes these mystery headaches would only be made worse with movement but seemed to almost disappear when she stayed perfectly still, sometimes they made her vision fuzzy or caused dizzy spells. With all these symptoms popping up at random, Charlie calls it a personal hell.
There were so many doctor visits…. But no real answers, with most doctors telling her she was suffering from migraines and telling her rest and pain meds was the way to go.
After doing what most people do when they get sick and looking up her symptoms online, Vaggie would find her girlfriend sobbing in their bedroom because the internet told her she basically had a week to live.


Vaggie watched the slow deterioration of her girlfriend’s health as the unexplained headaches worsened for months at this point, but seeing Charlie this miserable and afraid of what was happening to her was the last straw for her. They went back to the doctors and Vaggie did indeed threaten them until they ran every test imaginable.
When the tests all came back normal, Charlie was pretty discouraged. It had been months of varying amounts of pain, and doctor after doctor poking and prodding her for test after test just to tell her she was fine, but she knew she wasn’t.
In the midst of a break in the headaches that had lasted close to 2 weeks, Charlie came up with her redemption idea.
When she actually founded Hazbin Hotel, Vaggie was worried that the stress of the project would act as a trigger, but in true Charlie fashion, the princess refused to let the headaches permanently stop her from doing anything.


Although Vaggie had been worried, the hotel and her friendships with the others living in it seemed to help tremendously because, while it didn’t stop the pain or make the headaches less frequent, she had a larger support system to lean on when a headache did hit.
Alastor’s shadow often brings Charlie her medications…. Vaggie doesn’t enjoy this because the shadow seems to just appear at the mention of Charlie having a headache, bottle of pills in hand, as if he had been watching them….

Angel Dust would offer Fat Nuggets as a snuggle buddy when the headaches seemed to take more of a toll on her than normal.
Much to everyone’s surprise, Husk would act quite fatherly when he learned about the headaches. He’d worry and fuss over Charlie, but in a way where it looks like he’s trying to act like he doesn’t care even though everyone knows he cares.
Lucifer would have mad respect for Husk for caring for his daughter like that…. He would also try over-compensating a little when he did come back into the picture.Charlie doesn’t want to tell him when he’s doing too much, especially when she has her more severe headache days… Vaggie will. Though it scared her at first, she’d do anything for Charlie and Lucifer respects her for it.
Whenever Charlie has a particularly bad headache day, Sir Pentious, the gentleman he is, sends his egg bois to help her do tasks that are difficult on high pain days or act as guides to help her to her room when the headaches cause the occasional dizzy spell. They’re actually quite helpful.
Not knowing her all that well and being caught off guard when she found herself alone with the princess when a particularly bad headache left her in tears, Cherri Bomb would go out and buy her a small get well soon teddy. Charlie named him “Boo Bear” and this has become one of her 4 comfort items.
Going into her full demon form uses a lot of energy and often times the strenuous task results in a headache.
During the battle at the hotel and the rebuilding of the hotel, Charlie fought through her headaches, but had a horrible headache flare afterwards.




Although it doesn’t help much, Charlie likes when Vaggie massages her temples.
#fizziepop thoughts#vivziepop#hazbin hotel#hazbin headcanons#chronically ill hazbin#chronically ill charlie#charlie morningstar#angel dust hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#husk hazbin hotel#vaggie hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#huskerdust#sir pentious hazbin hotel#vaggie would be such a good caretaker for Charlie#egg bois#undiagnosed chronic illness#chronic illness#headaches#unexplained headaches#based on experience#chronically ill
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my biggest dream is to one day live in a world where doctors actually listen to their patients and examine them as a whole person instead of looking at isolated symptoms. my second biggest dream is to one day live in a world where doctors, upon seeing clear test results for someone clearly still suffering, will help suggest further testing or paths to take. my third biggest dream is to have lots of money. my fourth biggest dream is i am covered in hagfish slime and i cant escape its just slime and nothing else and i am one with the slime and i am the hagfish. my fifth biggest dream is world peace.
#🥦 charlie#disability#endo safe#pro endo#disabled#disabilties#physically disabled#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronically ill#chronic fatigue
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i just got the most wicked idea for a fic and i need someone to tell me if i should just shut up and write it but the basic premise is: Charlie lives with Isaac and Charlie has this remote job working for an indie publishing company doing editing and some marketing while Isaac is an author who also works at a indie bookshop. Isaac's first book Anhedonia comes out and the basic thing with that book is it follows an aromantic asexual main character and their friend group that culminates in acceptance and a queer platonic partnership (think HBO's Girls meets Fleabag, that's the vibe of the book) Enter Nick, Isaac's comfort streamer. Nick sort of just does just chatting streams and sometimes videogaming and the thing Nick has going on is that he runs this independent rescue where he takes in these really mean, semi-feral animals and sometimes he streams that content and the reason why Isaac likes Nick is because Nick is very accidentally funny and authentic and Isaac can be watching a Nick stream and writing at the same time. Nick is not a FAMOUS streamer by any means. Well cut to Isaac's book coming out, Isaac loses his shit and makes Charlie watch a Nick stream because Nick is talking about Anhedonia and surprise surprise. Isaac is actually visiting a bookstore in Nick's town for a book signing and Nick is like exploding about how excited he is to go bc he loves this book. Isaac is very charmed and excited about possibly meeting Nick and Charlie is going to be supportive and no... Charlie does not get the hype at all until he starts watching more of Nick's streams to see what the fuss is about and oh no... he's falling in love with a fucking twitch streamer this is so fucking embarrassing for him.
#chao time#fic ideas#im also considering making nick chronically ill like he was#a pro rugby player until he got really sick so now he does independent animal rescuing.#IM FINALLY GIVING HIM THE DAMN BIRD IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GIVE HIM#CLARISSA LIVES ON!!!!#im also debating having charlie be like a booktuber#so while nick is isaac's comfort streamer#charlie is nick's comfort youtuber#and so the circle connects#it's gonna be so corny i just know it#also debated having nick be slightly agoraphobic as well where he just has#the hardest time getting out and about in a normal capacity#hence why him going to isaac's book signing is a big deal!!!!#anyway.
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Having a very VERY dizzy day but my new compression socks make me feel so cute so 🥺 that's good
Strawbies!!!
#chronic illness diary#pots syndrome#compression socks#the brand is vim & vigr btwwww#also say hi to my cat. his name is Charlie and he's huge and very orange
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Everyone over here talking about season 3 im over here in my corner still talking about my very real type one diabetes Nick Nelson headcannon that’s actually cannon cause it is cause I said so.
#nick nelson#osemanverse#heartstopper#alice oseman#type one diabetic#diabetic#chronic illness#charlie spring
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Now that 911LS is over 😭 what are your favorite Grace and Judd moments?
Oh, there are so many... the pregnancy reveal, for starters, I cry every time I watch it to this day. The entirety of the rest of Saving Grace too - the phone calls, the dance, Judd going down with her, their reaction to being named as the twins' godparents, "You're so tall." "You are so beautiful." Charlie's birth, Judd visiting her in dispatch earlier in that arc, the two of them agreeing that it's time to start trying for a baby. Their forehead touches and kisses. Every moment when I get to appreciate their height difference. Judd grabbing the captain's truck and racing to Grace's side after her close call in 4x15. "I would walk through fire so that Grace knows I love her." Grace holding Judd while he cries in 1x02. Judd holding Grace at the end of 1x10. And while not quite directly them, "911 called him? Yeah, I'm sticking with that dude" also lives rent free in my mind
I could keep going. I could keep going even more if I'd done a rewatch recently, but alas I have not yet done that. I will love and miss them forever 💜
#ty anon for this opportunity to reminisce about my beloveds <3#also special personal shoutout to charlie's birth#i was absolutely miserable in the hospital with a new chronic illness diagnosis when that ep premiered in the middle of my stay#it kept me going emotionally and that gave it an even more important place in my heart than it was already going to have#(yes i still watched it live i had waited nine months for it and like hell was i gonna miss it)#lone star#mine.#ask#anon#grace#judd#grudd
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The brain fog associated with my chronic illnesses has kept me from doing my final paper for one of my classes. I am so angry at myself. I’m trying to put something together to turn in tomorrow, but I’m heavily fighting myself. I don’t know what to do.
#charlie rambles#i hate bejng chronicall ill#chronically ill#chronic illness#fibromyalgia#fibro problems
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Chronically Ill Alastor

Alastor uses his staff as a cane now and again, and every now and again, he might groan or grunt when he sits or bends, causing most to assume the radio demon suffers from back pain, but if asked, Alastor would honestly laugh at the idea of back pain being the thing that people thought might take him down at any point.
He didn't complain about it often and given his line of work, he did his best to hide it, so not many people knew that the infamous radio demon suffers from an injury that causes vocal cord paralysis.
This has been an issue for years and unbeknownst to most, Alastor has been going to therapy and doing exercises to help maintain his voice.
A lot of throat clearing and coughing, choking occasionally.
Alastor is quite insecure about the way he sounds when he talks, often feeling like his voice isn't his own since he can't always control the rasping sounds he makes as he speaks. It's one of the reasons he began using the voice filter on his radio show, and why he keeps the filter on more times than not; it's his voice.
Anger over how his voice sounds and the limitations it comes with.
Depression over the voice he lost. This does lead to a lot of depression naps.

Charlie brings Alastor cough drops and various types of tea often when she notices his persistent coughs or when she thinks he's losing his voice…. He won't admit it, but despite acting disgusted with the kind gesture, he loves the little care packages the princess puts together for him and he does try to relax with a cup of tea when things get particularly bad.
On the days he finds himself struggling the most to speak or breathe, he refuses to leave his room.
Very, very few people know this, but Alastor has actually done some pre recorded shows for his radio station and he plays them on the days he was supposed to be on air but can’t talk or feels his voice isn’t up to par with what he finds acceptable for the show.
Voice therapy…. His doctor has suggested surgery but the deer is deathly afraid of needles and surgery so he's turned that option down multiple times.
Prior to their falling out, Alastor confided in Vox and the TV demon was his only pillar of support through their friendship.
Mute days and vocal rest
Rosie scolding him for straining his voice when he doesn't have to but comforting him when he needs it.


Alastor is mildly terrified of going to the doctor in general, but especially when it comes to anything to do with his voice so Rosie goes with him to doctors appointments (she also holds his hand when he has to get blood work done or anything of that nature, but Alastor will deny that if asked)
Although Vox and Rosie both know about the problems the radio demon has with his voice, Husk is the only one that knows that the problem was brought on by trauma. The hellcat wasn’t supposed to find out, but much like Mimzy mentions, when Alastor has had a bit to drink, he’s a lot more friendly and during a bout of drinking, he overshared a bit with the bartender he staffed.
While Alastor has never been very religious, he prays for his voice to return to what it was before.

#fizziepop thoughts#vivziepop#hazbin hotel#hazbin headcanons#chronically ill alastor#chronically ill hazbin#alastor the radio demon#alastor hazbin hotel#vocal cord paralysis#radiostatic#husk hazbin hotel#charlie hazbin hotel#rosie and alastor#rosie totally mothers alastor
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Just had the most terrible charlie horse in my calves IN BOTH mtherfcker that hurt so bad the hate is mutual in my body I hate it and it hates me ooohmahhhgawwd
#chronic illness#charlie horse#muscle spasms#omg omg omg#im in spain (the s is silent)#chronic disability#muscle issues#i hate life
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#yes epic book three argument#when you realize oh Park is very ducked up#Copper is just more noticeable with his baggage#but Park needs THERAPY#it’s such good drama#thrown to the wolves#Charlie Adhara#this series is great#it has growth#also we love a chronic illness protagonist#especially gut issues cause people are likenoooo not sexy#and I’m like hell yeah!!!#I had a queasy stomac for about a decade but it was surpise endometriosis#not IBS but endo by proxy
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love not being able to move around or eat anything because my body can't do shit and when I'm finally beaten down enough to go lay down immediately my brain starts digging into awful shit so fun so cool so swag think I'm winning this life shit
#you ever have a constant life of charlie brown getting the football pulled away when he goes to kick it?#chronic illness is hell dog I just wanna take a walk and eat a soft pretzel
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#christmas#christian broadcasting network#chronic illness#christianity#halloween shirt#gift for skier#jesus christ#celebrities#Winter#Snow#Christmas#Christmas Countdown#A Charlie Brown Christmas
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wennie's masterlist !!!

bold = 18+ (MDNI) !please alert me if a link isn't working!
jschlatt:
schlatt waking you up and using you however he wants
getting caught being a slut on ted's couch
bratty munch schlatt
sex chocolates
ted finds footage of you and schlatt
cnc gunplay with schlatt
double penetration with poly!tedschlatt
breeding kink with schlatt
schlatt hires a hot secretary and can't stay away
giggly sex/mating press with schlatt
phone sex with schlatt
schlatt x fwb!reader hcs
schlatt buys you a maid outfit
schlatt but reader's being a brat (camping p1)
breeding kink but this time he makes your belly bulge
shibari japan fic p1
cnc lc!schlatt
sitting on schlatt's lap when ted walks in
sexy cool reader takes schlatt's virginity (college au)
schlatt eats pussy for the first time (college au)
jealous schlatt (college au)
schlatt steals your panties
hole inspection w/ schlatt
tedschlatt get reader high and take advantage
priest schlatt
spooning and jerking off schlatt
ted and schlatt mommy kink hcs
feederism/eructophilia with schlatt
mild cnc/intox with schlatt
schlatt x single mom!reader (how you met hcs)
schlatt x single mom!reader p1
schlatt catches you humping a rammie plushie
lc!schlatt halloween party intox
schlatt feeds you leftover halloween candy
schlatt short blurb 1
schlatt nsfw alphabet
ted nivison:
getting caught being a slut on ted's couch
smoking with ted and he gets really shy
ted finds footage of you and schlatt
ted shower sex
double penetration with poly!tedschlatt
ted oral fixation hcs
ted cnc stoned reader free use
ted and cscoop three way
sitting on schlatt's lap when ted walks in
tedschlatt get reader high and take advantage
ted and schlatt mommy kink hcs
taking ted's virginity (college au)
ted eating you out with a mustache
tedschlatt:
getting caught being a slut on ted's couch
ted finds footage of you and schlatt
double penetration with poly!tedschlatt
sitting on schlatt's lap when ted walks in
tedschlatt get reader high and take advantage
ted and schlatt mommy kink hcs
cooper cscoop:
ted and cscoop three way
intox + cnc high and scared reader with cooper
soft smut cooper with chronically ill!reader
cscoop sfw & nsfw hcs p1
cscoop sfw & nsfw hcs p2
cooper takes your virginity
cooper taking pictures and videos of you hcs
long distance video call sex with cooper
cuddly sex w/ cooper
cscoop nsfw alphabet
charlie slimecicle:
asking him to take you home from a party leads to more
buying charlie a toy to use while you're gone on a trip
charlie begging to sit under your desk so he can taste you
trying for a baby with charlie
taking charlie's virginity (college au)
making charlie film himself jerking off in a mirror
virgin!college au:
part 1 (taking schlatt's virginity)
part 2 (schlatt eats you out for the first time)
part 3 (taking charlie's virginity)
part 4 (how schlatt finds out about you and charlie)
part 5 (taking ted's virginity)
part 6 (schlatt finds out)
part 7 (foursome...?)

#x reader#jschlatt x reader#schlatt x reader#jschlatt x you#schlatt x you#jschlatt smut#schlatt smut#ted nivison x you#ted nivision x reader#ted nivision smut#cscoop x reader#cscoop smut#cscoop x you#slimecicle x reader#slimecicle smut#slimecicle x you#charlie slimecicle x reader#charlie slimecicle smut#charlie slimecicle x you
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Hello! Please take a moment to read🥺 My partner (@groovygrub) is in an urgent need of your help. He is disabled and autistic trans man who is under threat of being kicked out.
Carrd with info and donation links: https://helpcharlie.carrd.co Paypal | Ko-Fi Longer version under the cut. Reblogs appreciated!
Charlie is a 25-year-old disabled and autistic trans man in urgent need of your help. He is currently living in an extremely abusive household, where he faces continuous mistreatment. He’s being disrespected, restricted with basic needs, medical care and safety. And now, he is under threat of being kicked out, with nowhere to go and no means of support.
He’s already dealing with serious chronic illnesses (Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, seizure disorders, POTS, mast cell disease, gastroparesis, ME, trigeminal neuralgia, a history of pulmonary embolism) and his mental health condition suffered deeply from years of trauma. (He struggles with conditions such as depression, generalized anxiety disorder, OCD, and CPTSD, as well as being autistic.) Living in this kind of environment is putting his life at risk.
Your help can give Charlie a real chance to escape this life-threatening situation and get somewhere safer, a place where he can rest, heal and actually live. Even a few dollars can make a difference. It could help cover emergency shelter, food, medical supplies and transportation.
If you are residing in the US and can help with anything else like offering a temporary shelter, a room for rent or transportation, please let us know! We appreciate any help you can offer!
Thank you for reading this and for your support!
#funraiser#transgender#lgbtqia#lgbtq#trans help#trans#not sure what other tags to put here i havent done this before#but my boyfriend needs urgent help so i hope we will get any help#i cant do much myself since im trapped in similar situation#one of us getting out would make life a little brighter
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HIIII!!!!!!!!! 😠😠😠😠 heeheh chronically online reader x 'the one who doesn't even use youtube' se-mi...

✧・゚: ✧・゚: 𝒔𝒆-𝒎𝒊 :・゚✧:・゚✧



♡・゚₊ title: your chronically offline girlfriend (she actually lives under a rock)
♡・゚₊ pairing: chronically online!fem!reader x chronically offline!se-mi
♡・゚₊ au: college au, media studies majors, opposites attract, slow burn to soft dating
♡・゚₊ genre: sapphic slice of life, jokes, soft romance, emotionally repressed girls in love
♡・゚₊ warnings: light cursing, academic trauma, mentions of tiktok discourse, brainrot
♡・゚₊ summary: you're chronically online, she does all of her assignments on pen and paper without picking up her phone once. you watch edits of park gyu-young into the early hours of the mornings, she thinks youtube is just for music videos. and somehow, both end up falling in love anyways!!
you really don’t expect her to like you.
in fact, the first time you meet, she looks at you like you just told her you collect dead bodies or that you're a discord moderator. you’re sitting in the back of your media studies class, laptop stickers flashing like a gay bat signal: chappell roan, taylor swift, marceline and princess bubblegum.
she doesn’t have a laptop, doesn’t even have a phone in sight. she writes everything down. with a pen. in a notebook. like some medieval scribe.
you don’t notice her at first. she’s quiet when she wants to be. but then the professor makes some offhand joke about how people in your generation have the worst attention spans and can’t even sit through a tiktok video that's longer than 30 seconds and you start laughing everyone turns to look. including her, se-mi.
you don’t know her name yet, but you notice her because she doesn't laugh. she doesn't smile. she just looks at you for a second too long, head tilted, like you’re an anomaly. you find out her name the next week, during group assignments. your professor pairs you up. you glance sideways at her, trying to gauge if she’s pissed.
“hi,” you say. “i’m–”
“i know,” she says. “you answer too many questions in class.”
you pause.
“not in a bad way,” she adds, like that’ll fix it. “just. noted.”
you’re already kind of obsessed with her. she doesn’t use social media, not even youtube. you ask her once. maybe a little too eager, like you’re trying to speedrun friendship.
“do you have insta?”
“no.”
“tumblr?”
“no.”
“tiktok?”
“that one’s the worst.”
“youtube?”
“i’ve seen music videos, in cafes.”
you stare at her. “se-mi,” you say, voice serious. “how do you learn anything?”
she shrugs. “books.”
you nearly pass out because wtf 💔
weeks go by. you become a permanent fixture in each other’s lives, slowly, like moss growing between stones. she’s blunt and bold. not mean, but she doesn’t pad things in soft language. she doesn’t flirt like you do, she doesn’t understand that “💀” means you're laughing and not actually and not in danger (she almost called the cops when you sent it the first time), she doesn't give strong eye contact. she says things like “you’re not funny, but you’re smart” and “you always smell like gum. is that intentional?”
she touches your arm when you’re stressed. she lets you monologue about some new discourse for ten minutes straight and only interrupts to say, “is this a real issue or just something people are mad about for attention?”
she never posts a single photo of you, but she notices when you change your bio. when you cut your hair, when you leave her a message saying “moonbeam ice cream 😛😛” in her notebook.
you see the corner poking out weeks later. you take her to your favourite cafe. it’s queer-owned and full of pride flags and playlists that jump from mitski to charli xcx in one breath.
you tell her about your online friends and you swear it's almost as if you're talking to a brick wall somtimes. you talk to her about tumblr and how people that still use youtube shorts need to be publicly hung, about people who fake mental illness for attention and girls who write the most angsty, best sapphic fanfiction you will ever read in your life under usernames like namgyuscumstain.
she listens, patiently. she asks questions like “okay, so what’s a ship war?” and “why is everyone's username named after their favourite character and some strange bodily fluid?”
you say, “you’re seriously the only person i know who isn't chronically online.”
she says, “you’re seriously the only person i know who never shuts up.”
you grin. “you like that about me.”
“no comment.”
the first time she kisses you, you’ve just finished watching bottoms.
she pretends not to like it, and she calls it “fucking stupid and unrealistic as fuck.”
but then she says, “fine, i like the way isabel looks at josie.”
you’re curled up on her bed, shoulder to shoulder, still laughing about the movie. you say, “that’s the point, it’s supposed to be unrealistic. we’re all stupid, gay people have the strangest ways of flirting.”
she doesn’t respond, not with words. she kisses you slow. rough at first, like she’s never done it softly before, like she’s had to fight to want things. you make a stupid noise into her mouth, breath catching and she pulls back an inch.
“what?”
you whisper, “i feel like we're in a fanfic right now.”
she sighs. “you’re fucking exhausting.”
but she kisses you again.
you start dating without talking about it, you don't soft launch it, or post it on every single social media account you have. you just post a photo of you and se-mi holding hands on tumblr for your online friends to see. your friends knew it was gonna happen anyways but they still go crazy, and se-mi never sees it.
but she keeps bringing you your favourite snacks and she keeps letting you ramble about ao3, she also defends you when you start crying frustratedly over how people were flaming you on tiktok for shipping byler but yet they were posting ai generated photos of mike and el getting married 💔💔
once, you show her a photo of her that you edited, and she actually laughs. like, a real one:

“oh my god?” you say, stunned. “did you just laugh?”
“yesss,” she says, reaching over to tug your hoodie strings. “you’re so weird. i like it.”
you beam. “se-mi. that’s the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me.”
she kisses your cheek. “then your standards are low.”
soon enough she starts saying 'sybau 💔' whenever you send her stupid photos of herself and she teaches you how to be able to read a book without constantly checking your phone.
you send her this:

and she responds in full sentences, extremely confused of course, but at least she's responding properly whereas before she thought just replying to you with "🤣🤔" was acceptable. you break down queer theories in every movie and show you watch and she listens with the same attentiveness she gives to fire drills and earthquake warnings.
she’s strong around strong people. never flinches, but with you when you cry, when you spiral, when you get too soft to stand up straight, she’s gentle. she rubs your back in slow circles. holds your hand without asking. says “hey, idiot. it's only me”.
you fall in love FAST. and one night, you’re in her apartment, curled up together on the floor because the fan broke and the floor’s cooler than the bed. you’re scrolling through your phone, showing her stuff she doesn’t understand. you look up and she’s just watching you.
you look at her, lost. “what?”
she shrugs. “you always look so... alive when you talk about things you love.”
you laugh. “that’s called being annoying.”
“no,” she says. “it’s called being you.”
you look at her for a long second.
“can i post that?” you whisper.
she groans and shoves a pillow at your face.
you never expected her to like you, but she does. quietly and strong, in her own way without needing anyone else to see. you, on the other hand, post every time she says something or does something for you on tumblr. you love showing her off. you read your posts aloud to her sometimes, she rolls her eyes, but she’s smiling.
and you think: god. i hope the internet never touches her. but i hope she never lets me go.
thank u for reading, angel ♡
never in my life did i think i would reference benson boone in my fanfic help 🪰
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Got any other chronically Ill angel headcannons?
I'm so glad you asked!
Chronically Ill Angel Dust Pt2

While it would take some time for him to get comfortable with everyone knowing, Angel would open up about how struggles with chronic fatigue syndrome after Husk and Charlie talk to him about widening his support system.
Cherri would be a little hurt that Angel didn't tell her, but she would be a huge pillar in his support system when she found out.
Sometimes he'll doze off waiting for Husk to finish up at the bar, or sitting in the parlor watching TV. Husk usually carries him back to one of their rooms.
Crying when the brain fog hits harder than normal. Husk has found his partner literally sobbing over things like not realizing what day it is or not being able to remember if he flushed the toilet after using the bathroom or losing his words mid thought. While it seems silly to get emotional over small things like that, it hits Angel pretty hard some days.
Literally being exhausted to tears. Sometimes it's when he's doing nothing, sometimes it's mid task, but there are times where the exhaustion just becomes unbearable.

Angel’s body literally feeling too tired to function sometimes, like to the point where he is physically shaking from the simple act of just standing.
Lucifer gifts the spider demon a blanket with a picture of him and his pet piggy during a particularly bad flare up that resulted in Angel being in bed more than he wasn't. It's now his favorite blanket.
Husk, ever the sucker for Angel, actually spent his own money on taking a few courses of massage after a particularly bad flare up… Was this because he cared about him and genuinely wanted to try to do something to help with the pain? Yes…. Was it because Cherri offered to pay for Angel to get a professional massage by a guy she had seen herself a few times and he was considering doing it and it drove Husk insane thinking of someone else touching his partner? …… Also yes…..
Heat exhaustion making the spider demon it’s bitch. Angel has had heatstroke and heat exhaustion more times than he can count on all his fingers because he struggles to regulate his own body temperature. Charlie tries to keep the hotel a reasonable temperature, but sometimes he still overheats in the hotel, leading to him keeping the thermostat in his room pretty low to keep him from overheating in his self-proclaimed safe space.

Being too tired for sex.
Alastor, while loudly talking about how the younger generations are weak and in his day chronic illnesses like Angel’s didn’t exist, does occasionally drop by the annoyingly flamboyant demon’s room with things he’s “stumbled across” that he thinks would help manage his symptoms. He also started looking into foods with anti-inflammatory benefits after reading about diets that help with managing CFS.


Vaggie, who has also done research on diet and managing CFS symptoms is constantly on Angel about staying hydrated. Angel swears he’s gonna piss himself to death if he drinks water as often as she gets on him to…. But he does try to drink at least a bottle a day now with her reminders.
Despite his near constant state of exhaustion, Angel actually struggles falling asleep and staying asleep when he wants to, and it's rarely ever restful.
Despite having been told that it doesn’t help and seeing the lack of effectiveness with his own eyes, Valentino insists on Angel drinking coffee, caffeinated teas, and energy drinks by the gallon in an attempt to keep his energy up when he has shows at the club or when Val has him on camera. Angel hates it since it rarely works to combat the exhaustion, and certain energy drinks worsen his symptoms and leave him feeling worse.

Shopping sprees with Cherri, but after learning about his condition, she encourages him to use the mobility scooters most stores provide when he’s struggling. It’s been a game changer for him.
Fat Nuggets has personally appointed himself the guardian of his owner’s rest and has bitten people for trying to wake him when he’s sleeping… The pig doesn’t entirely know why his owner needs so many naps, and he knows that they don’t always make him feel better, but on the occasions where they do help and Angel does show even the slightest improvement after sleeping through the night or taking a nap, the little demon pig is beyond proud of himself.


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