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I RAN OUT OF ROOM IN THE TAGS FCKN HELL
#damn that tag speaks volumes#a bitch can do both#however my issue is exactly with that kind of impact#the people in power are either vehemently connected to the real life equivalent art imitates life supervillain billionaires#or they are connected through the trickle down#they trickle down people are the ones we the people realistically have the power to influence change upon#but the big boy self proclaimed conservatives from various countries of origin#like that Australian real estate guy who tried to call for raising unemployment rates#he immediately got death threats overall I think that pr plan failed and pushed those who listened in a deeper darker room#my point being#they all party with eachother laughing next to the horrifying truths of their pleasures#Scientologists proud notz’s leading government officials we all know the scene we’ve all seen the set#we know the cast we know their type#I just truly do not believe bending over and taking it like a dog is the right move so sorry#that’s how I’m gonna feel that’s how most people feel about voting for Biden#lesser of two evils will not work forever#it’s mathematically improbable#some day some way someone like trump will win and push the boundaries of what the people define as morality#because babe that’s what’s he doing#for every wrong reason in the book terrible but great Voldemort got shit done#and that is vastly more impressive to sheep ants than nothing ever really changing ever#tiny minuscule changes that yes have significant impacts that affects thousands of underprivileged lives for hundreds of reasons#being the forced removal of indigenous children from their families to be put in the system#or of trans kids - the kids of trans parents - the never ending lies within the war on drugs - the healthcare system- public education#you’re right they do make a damn important difference#change happens everyday#but we cannot fight policy forever#why do you think a draft was ordered you really think it’s to help fight innocent Palestinians#or is it to increase numbers in an oncoming uprising of revolutionary ideals#like which one is more likely for the isolationist- unless we make money off the dead- America hmmm
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simon benoit on mits off with luke gazdic jan. 31. 24
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#naqia's gifs!#“it's not everyday the fans love a stay at home dman”#benny i don't think you understand that (more than) half of leafs nation would lay their life down for you#the lb would probably be the first ones#also guys please please ignore the shitty quality idk why this is happening to me today#this is the first time i've giffed in actual YEARS and the quality turns out like this smh#just look in benny's eyes. lose yourselves in them and forget the atrocious quality#i just needed to gif this because i love him even more after watching it#the way he says 'penalty' changed me fundamentally. pen-aal-ty#i love one (1) frenchman/quebecois#simon benoit#toronto maple leafs#my gifs
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Sanuso art I did for Valentine's day hehe
#they are corny and cringe and in love#usopp#arttlarsart#god usopp#sanji#sanuso#one piece#ah yes good ol transmasc usopp hc I love it with my soul#also as you can see I have no idea how to do flowers but I enjoy the process and isn't that what matters in art anyways?#I am kinda proud of myself for the art improvement drawing them all day everyday sure makes changes happen
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I miss him
#izzachan13#izzaa13#maison talo#house hunted game#fanart#my art#digital art#drawing#doodle#i don't even know what i'm fixating on anymore#all my interests change everyday for the exact same things i know#i keep going back to stuff hh#idk why my maison phase suddendly came back cuz there was nothing new it just#happened
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Saturniidae It's been a few years so I think it's time for an upgrade to my old banner. 26 hours were spent and I'm so happy with how this came out in the final look. All wings and moths illustrated are based on real species of moth structures.
Speedpaint
Process and old ver of the banner art are under the cut
2020 ver of the art banner
#Moths#Saturniidae#redraw#Surrealism#my persona#clouds#cloudscape#Its so wild how much ive changed in a few short years kajdshaksd#I was not expecting it tbh kajhd#But thats ok to have the unexpected happen#it may take time but you improve a little bit everyday
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im doing something different for commissions this coming time
#i have to cleanup/line/color/ the last of the work I have to do#and then im gonna take a break for a week or two#for the next batch it’s gonna be different I’ve decided#im probably going to make them ko-fi 6 or 8 slots first come first serve#im gonna raise my prices too. im sorry if this an inconvenience#im not going to get too personal but there like rough changes happening in my life and i feel very physically sick rn#i feel very ill and im feeling so intensely ever since being off my meds. I don’t want to make it anyone’s problem#im SO greatful to the people who want art from me. and im so greatful for the commissions i get.#I think I worked myself to the point of misery . im feeing the physical effects of it#im just physically exhausted and I don’t want to burn myself out#I can barely respond to people and I don’t want to have others deal with it#I have no other ways of getting money so I physically depend on these#I don’t want to feel like im only good for making art . i don’t want to make it seem like im lazy when im working everyday#hopefully I finish the rest of my work in the coming week. I appreciate everyone whose supported me and my art#and im sorry for being a bit of a downer. I’ll get back to regular posting 🧡#txt
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what makes people a friend to u
#cuz idk it’s always been just ‘oh we had 1 rlly nice pleasant interaction yeah they’re my friend!’#for me wwww#i shld prob change that tho cuz i cant just call anybody i talk to a friend fr 😭#perhaps an acquaintance is a better suited word ^-^#now that i think abt it i don’t rlly have much friends irl at least#like . 1 school friend stuck around n we still talk <3#and i love her#and then my other friend is my Literal Cousin#i become a whole different person w that lil shit#bro brings out my Demons#meanwhile online ….. Hmmge#idk abt online i kinda just chill here and do what i want#although there is no doubt that lock is 100% a friend#there’s some ‘we don’t need to talk everyday to click’ w me and lock#we disappeared and didn’t talk to each other for like WEEKS bc of school#but then vc’ed when we had time liek Nothing Happened#ofc the call ended when i fell asleep classic me ofc ofc 😋#but yeah#i need to teach myself that there’s a reason why the term Acquaintance exists#or maybe my brain is just thinking some bs for me to think abt#bc idk what to do at 2am
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Idk if this is accurate or something but I feel like I need to express it.
I am extremely conflicted with the ruling from the ICJ, though I am glad it was in favour of South Africa it is upsetting that there wasn't immediate action, I don't know how much they can enforce on that front but it is shameful to think that the Palestinian people have the time to wait for incremental change when they are being bombed and gunned everyday and that their food and aid is blocked by Israel. It is maddening to see and the only hope I have from this ruling is that more countries will put Israel on trial, that it causes other countries like South Africa to pressure the ICJ to make an immediate change... but unfortunately, only time will tell, and I am so tired of it
#palestine#free palestine#like I just want this to stop#the suffering Palestinians deal with everyday and people think that this incremental approach can still be a win#i don't blame Palestinians being angry about it I mean I feel that#gaza#free gaza#ugh I'm all over the place but essentially I am just tired that any positive change seems so slow when suffering is happening every second
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very happy Matt decided to clarify his stance on the genocide of the Palestinian people rn. Pretty unhappy with the way he worded it, who he centered in his video, and disappointed to see the responses to it on Twitter.
kinda scared to even post about it bc CR fans can get so defensive about their favorite white people that they can often leave little room for criticism or nuance. but man I have thoughts.
#lemme just say. if you have a public platform that has set a precedent for philanthropic work. messages of positivity and love.#and have called attention to various political and social conflicts *in stream*. & whose employees and cast members are vocal#on socials about political topics#then it is NOT unreasonable for fans to expect them to address one of the deadliest orchestrated conflicts in recent history#a literal genocide is happening. thanks in part to the US.#it is good that they donated as a company and as individuals. so good!#but to everyone saying that publicizing good deeds like donations is virtue signaling or demanding CR cast to show their support is#or that activism shouldnt be all about what you post bc then it becomes performative#are kinda missing the point. and theyre not listening to palestinians at all#a huge issue with this conflict & the way its being received in the western world - ESPECIALLY the US bc of its partnership w israel -#is the sheer amount of disgusting minsinformation and propaganda convincing ppl this genocide is either not that bad or that its necessary#everyday citizens CANNOT change foreign policy. we cant do anything!#so what have Palestinians been asking us to do?? SPREAD AWARENESS ON SOCIAL MEDIA. MAKE PEOPLE AWARE. UPLIFT PALESTINIAN VOICES. SHARE LINKS#SHOW PPL THE TRUTH.#and yes its hard! its difficult to watch what theyre going thru. but we HAVE to.#i didnt rlly like matts statement. he said he didnt have the spoons to engage in the discourse. which i get. god i get it.#but ive also seen many many creators/influencers who are also disabled or whose families are directly involved gather their spoons to help#and no one was asking CR to harm themselves in the name of helping palestine. we only wanted them to spread awareness#bc the comments on their tweet about finally donating were full of mostly white centrist takes not able to see any benefit to donating or#addressing the issue at all. which is EXACTLY why CR should addresss it. bc they can reach so many who dont understand#but theyd been radio silent for almost 5 months. i didnt like that he didnt really apologize. i didnt like that he centered himself#i didnt like his lowkey flippant language either. saying all that.. ridiculousness in regards to a genocide not well worded.#but i dont feel right holding that against him. should he have thought it through better? sure but i get it#& unfortunately his parting message left a bad taste in my mouth - one of positivity & self care & hugging each other#nice important words but it didnt feel like he was talking about ppl who are affected by this conflict. but rather ppl who are watching#it just felt like a very white thing to say in response to this. we are not burdened and easily victimized bc of it#we are responsible. and so we must center palestinians.#if i were him i wldnt have gone in detail about how hard the palestinian genocide is for me to watch.#but thats just me#*CORRECTION: radio silent for almost 4 months
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i hate feeling ambitionless aimless the future is so bleak
#this is about me not the events#i really don't think i have a plan lol and i ever will...#because all through school i had this thing. need to pass this unit test this half yearly this 2nd unit test final exams need to do this#cocurricular activity and the absolute relief when i flipped the report to see i was promoted every year. that was the aim right#now i don't know what's happening#a set set of friends i met everyday sat next to permanent place in the field where we had lunch. like?#it was all so permanent#i knew teachers did not like me or how people there felt about me#and i think a lot of it comes from the fact that i never changed schools#14 years in the same place then one random tuesday it ends everything ends and im supposed to start from scratch#losing friends was all my fault but goddddddf. i used to be good at things#like when i was in 10th grade i gave my everything to studying maths because mom threatened me that if do not get science here we'll change#your school#to wherever you get science#so i studied like crazy did not touch my phone for months and got science#like that is my level of attachment to that place#i just miss it so much probably more than my own home#and i can't belong anywhere because i'm so stuck and nothings good enough and i miss being good and being academically productive#it was my only win i think#this is so sad but i don't think i'll ever get that past work ethic back and it will never be good enough for me to feel good about myself#which can only be through study or work because im a loser who thinks she's worthless if not for a successful career#and I've felt this way for three years now. it is going to be permanent#everything is lonely
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What does everyone think of Nigel Forbes-Colbie ever getting pregnant? It doesn't matter how you interpret it: Omegaverse, males can get pregnant Au, Trans! Nigel. Just tell me your guys' headcanons of Nigel's pregnancy: The changes, the hardships, the softness, and the vulnerabilities.
#murderous intent#like minds 2006#like minds#alex forbes#nigel colbie#Alex Forbes X Nigel Colbie#Nigel Colbie x Alex Forbes#If you guys haven't noticed my recent posts I've been feeling way too soft for this fandom#Like#Too soft#And it's both Nigel and Alex's fault for making me too soft when all I want is to cause chaos and do crimes#To be honest I'd like to Imagine Nigel's pregnancy as an arduous one: Swollen feet . Sore back. Weird cravings. Mood swings. Everything.#And he isn't used to seeing himself get swollen with life each and every day. While Alex is so gullible first thing in the morning because#of the baby bump growing every single day. And Nigel getting rounder every week.#Sure. Nigel is enjoying being pampered by Alex with all these services and gifts but sometimes he thinks that he isn't that attractive#Anymore for Alex. And that while he's carrying his children he will leave him like a used toy.#He'd have instances where he'd feel conflicting feelings for their child and think of possibilities of removing her from his body#But he'd soon regret it. He just breaks down into tiny little pieces of ever thinking of their daughter that way. His and ALEX"S#He can never stomach killing her. He can never stomach ruining her beautiful life that he has yet witnessed.#He still has his self-harm tendencies but he avoids it. He avoids harming his angel. His miracle. His life.#He wants to be a good father to his child. He wants to nurture her. Feed her knowledge and love. Cater to her needs and be at her beck#and call: be a father.#Alex knows what's happening to Nigel. They talk. And they talk everyday. He knows how much it can be hard for Nigel during his pregnancy#And he will always be there to protect his spouse and his unborn child.#He will spite their original purpose in order to create their own purpose. Which Nigel had a hard time letting go of.#It was hard. Seeing the history that made them into the people they are today. But it had to#they had to change#change for their family.#For their miracle.#And Nigel seeing Alex being this doting makes him fall for him ten times more
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you know i sometimes wish i lived in yalls worlds where „noone is talking about *insert a war/crisis/tragedy” like do yall just not read news be honest. and if you mean your friends then just start the conversations yourself i promise you its more rewarding than writing pissy posts and getting back pats for being more enlightened than the blind masses or whatever the fuck
#on god i just saw „why is noone talking about russo-ukrainian war” its on the front page of news almost everyday.#genuinely we live in times of such wide-reaching awareness#a small change in world politics or some rifle fire happens somewhere and WE KNOW.#we are told in a matter of minutes#and yall are pissing yourself because what. its not spoon fed enough for you yet?
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i think......we need another qsmp event like the eggs were people are motivated to join but arent forced to ............... 🤔 ... a bit of a #Cool Event...... but if anything itll be after new years (maybe a week after?)
Or new players
#idk idc BRING BACK POL!!!!!!!!#i think qsmp is in that fucking ...... Weird state smps usually go through#where stuff is still happening but it doesnt feel like its moving at all#which. Makes sense why the admin team is making the qsmp streams weekly#so i think having a change like new players could possibly have a good reaction? idfk anymor#Does rhis coung as crit. its nkt to me but. Idk#also i think itd be cool if they brought the player agency back by having them figure out stuff about the island itself or other groups tha#arent necessarily the federation#Ah well#overall i think yeah it couldve been better but the admin team + streamers HAVE been keeping the server alive really well#youve still got atleast a minimum of 5 active players everyday through out the day so like#its real good#specially the lore#but i can tell Why it feels like tyat#(specially to languages who have a few povs)
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so tempted to add npcs. extensive ramble in the tags.
#I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. the urge is just worse now#ofc i had to be thinking abt smthing like this at the start of my FINALS MONTH. HHHHH#but anyway this will happen. probably. eventually#Shou's lackeys have too much of an influence on him idk why but i want this fact TO SHINE AND BLIND EVERYONE#becuz im constantly screaming this kid was not raised by parents he's raised by ppl#and it's the sole reason why he's so down to earth and so aware and so human unlike his tyrant of a father#but that doesn't mean that it was all entirely good#BUT SHOU IS A GOOD KID!!!! HE HAS A GOOD HEART !!!!!! and that's all thanks to experiences and advices and all sorts of#wackey nonsense he's been thru while being a part of claw#and it wouldn't have been the same without his team who weren't really different from him#just a bunch of ppl forced into a really bad place. even if it was a choice at the start for some of them#but that doesnt mean they dont deserve a chance at change and a better life away from the nightmare called claw#god.... goddddd#its just shou & his ppl & the horrors beyond ur comprehension that they faced everyday#and after all is said and done they ALL have to deal with it. HAVE TO LiVE WITH IT. on their own. no longer together..#ショウ ; i realized that youth is grey. / headcanon.
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#uh.... LOL so yada yada yada u know what im gonna talk about JDJDJD GOD HELP ME#i just realized........... that u know. usually on the 15th (bc timezones) im like super hype bc sjs birthday#but LMAO........ i so happen to be seeing.... my .... crusheroo on that day so Zjxjdjkdkdkd HOW LIFE CHANGES WOW#i didnt realize til i saw a bday (old) set of sj n i was like WAIT FUCK DID I MISS HIS BDAY. ONLY TO REALIZE. IT WAS THE SAME DAY....#hhhh but god. ya i did it. i survived a whole month without seeing him. but like bc we message or whatever occasionally (and my#frequent daydreaming lets be real) it didnt feel that long !!! wow !! proud !!@#like realistically i knew i could do it bc i went like. 4 months without seeing him JDJJDJDJDJD#god imagine. i spent the whole summer trying to get over him. only to see him 1 time n have everything come back#but WORSE. BC. RECIPROCATION?????????#god lmao. feel like im never gonna be over this. feel like i could even be married to him everyday n id be like WOW HOW DID THIS HAPPEN????#shits so weird idk. idk. im just NDJJDJDJDJD HOW DO WE GET TO THE NEXT STEP#BUT AT THE SAME TIME. I SHOULD GET TO KNOW HIM BETTER. GOD ITS SO DJFJFKKFKDKDKDKKD#like this is what its like to really like someone huh. all those other crushes i had were like.... a 0 in comparison#like wtf is this. when everyone else had crushes and liked ppl is This what they meant. jfc#idk if i could go thru this again JDJDJJDJDJD. hope hes it. ya#id promise to save everyone n never talk about this again but we both know thats not gonna happen ANDNDNDNDND#personal
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You ever sit in a fandom space for so long that now looking at it kind of makes you want to rip your nails off.
Yeah.
#feeling this with Omori#ill look at my recommended tags and see some shit and immediately think “thats enough for today.”#granted alot of the community is children so of course theres gunna be cringey posts and that's fine#but then theres times its just weird and i realise i am far to tired for this shit now#i wanted to try and get into fandom spaces to be myself more and open up but i have now just gotten tired#but ultimately this was also the point in my life i was having an identity crisis and i like to think i have changed alot over the last year#im tired of everyone being called out as a predator or twelve year olds fighting over stupid shit#id rather focus my energy into my real life problems and not the latest “blorboscimbosimp24” drama#christ sometimes i regret getting into omori which is sad because its a game near and dear to my heart#but everyday theres some new shit that happens that sends people fucking feral#and also omocat herself is just a whole can of worms i just cannot be assed with.#that's not to say i hate everything about fandoms. ive met and talked to some really nice people and i enjoy their stuff#but still i have so little patience for peoples bullshit#sorry for ranting but im done with everyones horseshit and people being predators and wether or not omocat is a creep#i dont know i sort of dont care because god knows i have far more pressing matters in my personal life that need my attention#also this doesn't mean im not talking or posting about omori. i still like it but fuck man sometimes it feels awkward saying i like it#rant#random rambles
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