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[aworldforastage]

A second subjective list of favorite danmei’s I read in 2023

ABO

Miraculous Love (aka "Evil Love Appears") :: 邪门的爱情出现了 by 丧心病狂的瓜皮

Why Is It Possible For This Type Of A To Also Have An O? :: 为什么这种A也能有O by 图南鲸

老婆是顶级Alpha，我该怎么办 by 海藻大王

Entertainment Industry

内娱第一花瓶 by 三三娘

Concealed and Blended: Fendai :: 粉黛 by 七世有幸

Flower Vase :: 花瓶 by 困倚危楼

可一可再 by 反舌鸟

Modern (Miscellaneous)

Poison of the Heart :: 心毒 初禾

Surrender (Book 1) :: 臣服 I by 墨奈何/墨青城

交易沦陷 by 在下小神j

Historical

Fei Ping Ying Qiang :: 妃嫔媵嫱 by 七月侯

穿成苏培盛了 by 一渡清河

九千岁[重生] by 绣生

ABO Novels

Miraculous Love :: 邪门的爱情出现了 by 丧心病狂的瓜皮

[ABO (A/O), romance, sexual awakening, reconciliation] -- This is one of those novels that leverage the ABO setting to explore topics like relationships, marriage, and sexuality. Late-bloomer Omega Fu Xiaoyu and recent divorcee Alpha Xu Jiale connect and build a relationship based on their intense sexual chemistry and attraction. Sex allows Fu Xiaoyu to feel loved, desirable, and unashamed of his own sexuality for the first time, but this new relationship forces Xu Jiale to confront his own misconceptions about marriage as well as the difficult reality of parenting a young child after divorce. Every Omega in this story has complicated histories and attitudes toward relationships because of society's prejudice against their gender, and every major relationship in this novel involves a divorcee, a cheater, or both. But life still goes on for them, after they learn, grow, make amends, and heal.

Why Is It Possible For This Type Of A To Also Have An O? :: 为什么这种A也能有O by 图南鲸

[ABO (A/O), transmigration, abuse recovery, political activism] -- This novel uses the ABO setting to explore gender-based oppression. A surgeon transmigrates to an ABO universe, into the body of a horribly abusive Alpha, whose partner is terrified but powerless in their oppressive society. They work hard to help each other heal from deep-seated trauma, and join the work of advocates for Omega's rights. This is the most political danmei I have ever read, that shows civil disobedience and structural changes can be good and necessary. The advocates network, organize, protest, and they get threats and pushbacks. Prejudice is systemic, generational, and almost normalized in society, and it takes a massive wave of disruptive protests to finally bring about rudimentary legislative protections for Omega. It comes too late for many and is far from any semblance of equality, but it's hope and a start.

老婆是顶级Alpha，我该怎么办 by 海藻大王

(Title roughly translates to "My Wife is a top-level Alpha, What should I do?")

[ABO (A/A), "rebirth", space/interstellar, mecha, college, political conspiracies] -- Now, for an ABO novel that just wants to have fun as a OP Mary-Sue sci-fi-ish Young-Adult Action-Adventure. The protagonist is a super-soldier reborn to the early days of his military career with skills, knowledge, and an AI assistant from the future. The love interest is a prince who is rich enough to buy entire planets. Together they become the most popular power couple at the military academy, and work together to foil a conspiracy that targets talented Alphas. They get fake-married, and later discover they are each other's secret online crush. It has plenty of humor, a cute "college" romance, and the kind of dramatic "cool" characters my teenage self would could only dream of in a wish-fulfillment fic. Save it for one of those days when you just want to relax and revel in the joy of ridiculously attractive and competent teenagers who are killing assassins, saving the empire, and acing their exams!

Actors and Celebrities

内娱第一花瓶 by 三三娘

(Title roughly tra. nslates to "Top Flower Vase of the Mainland Entertainment Industry")

[entertainment industry, film-making, reconciliation, elite society ]-- Most entertainment industry novels focus on the fun parts of glamour and fame, but this story puts the focus on the creative work, with a main couple that has marvelous chemistry as great artists who inspire each other. Over the 900K words of this novel, they meet, fall in love, bond over film-making, break up, and later reconcile. It's one of those rare stories where the shou has to chase the gong after breaking up, and you can sympathize with the hurt on both sides while understanding that no one is intentionally being scummy. The novel really goes into the details of film-making and the entertainment industry -- the styles and visions of the directors, the practice and preparation of the actors, the logistics and finances of running a crew, and the strategic calculations to manipulate the media narrative and public discourse.

I have a love-hate relationship with this novel because of some of its narrative choices. Some arcs seem to just fawn over the "wisdom" and "classiness" of the ultra-rich, and conflate privilege with virtue. (The gong, whose family of casino owners once helped him pay off hundreds of millions in gambling debt, is the one making an awarding-winning movie about a regular person succumbing to gambling addiction ... ) But to be fair, I'm holding this novel to a higher standard than a typical danmei because of how good it is and how much I like it.

Concealed and Blended: Fendai :: 粉黛 by 七世有幸

[entertainment industry, actor x makeup artist] -- This is also a story about two artists who inspire and help each other develop their crafts, but a much shorter and lighter take. The gong is a makeup artist, who considers himself straight but cross-dresses as a branding gimmick to advance his career. The shou is a retired E-sports player-turned-idol actor, who is secretly gay and has no real passion for performance. The novel starts off with funny interactions between "straight pretending to be queer" vs "gay pretending to be straight." Later, they develop a deep bond after collaborating on a series of projects, and help each other discover their true career aspirations. Despite being celebrities, the main character feel like normal people because we see them learning and practicing their professional skills. Fame is a fickle and cruel game that they must play in their profession, but does not define who they are.

Flower Vase :: 花瓶 by 困倚危楼

[entertainment industry, contract relationship, scum gong crematorium, reconciliation] -- This story is a classic in the scum gong crematorium genre. Wealthy business man gong pays actor shou for a sexual relationship; the shou is secretly in love with the gong, who is pining after a "white moonlight". The shou is smart, resilient, knows what he wants and isn't afraid to go after it. The gong has already started falling for him, but he hasn't moved on from his "White moonlight". Their peaceful breakup mid-story is suffocating, because they both have feelings for each other, and they almost got it to work, but the feelings are just not quite right yet, so this relationship has to end before it festers into something truly unsalvageable. But don't stress too much, the "crematorium" is so friendly it almost feels like an kiddie obstacle course the shou has set up to help them transition into a better relationship -- didn't I mention he is a very smart guy who knows how to get what he wants?

可一可再 by 反舌鸟

(The title is a reference to an Eason Chan song. I can't find an official translation of the song title, but it roughly translates to "Once and Again")

[entertainment industry, rebirth in another body, reconciliation] -- Controversial actor Jiang Yu dies in a traffic accident, and returns in the body of a D-list Idol. It's very fun to follow a POV character like Jiang Yu, whose internal monologue is dripping with pettiness, insecurity, jealousy, and adamant insistence that he is *fine* with his hard-working and well-intention-ed nature always being misunderstood in bad faith. His love interest is his foil in this: an award-winning actor with an impeccable reputation and a unflappable personality. As the story explore their histories, relationships, and grief over Jiang Yu's death, it also deconstructs these initial perceptions. In this second life, Jiang Yu gets a more measured view of his relationships and artistic legacy, while his "perfect" boyfriend faces his own flaws and the critical mistakes he has made in their relationship. With this clarity and honesty, they rekindle their relationship, and Jiang Yu starts a new life and career.

Misc. Modern

Poison of the Heart :: 心毒 初禾

[mystery/police procedural, (sort of) social commentary] -- Instead of uncovering some mastermind criminal conspiracy, this police procedural is famous for its down-to-earth cases, so realistic it sounds like it could have been in the news. Most of the cases see normal people gradually lose their best selves after suffering excessively under systemic social issues like poverty, misogyny, and prejudice. Their misfortunes, emotions, and reactions feel very realistic and relatable. However, since the discrete cases do not build up to a coherent arc, they also don't do much to support the development of the main characters -- a detective and a cybersecurity expert; they are fine but I just don't find either of them or their slow-burn romance too interesting. (Their slacker co-worker who becomes more motivated in his career has a more memorable character arc imo.) Personally, I think this novel is a good read for the mysteries, but maybe not so much as a romance or character drama.

Surrender (Book 1) :: 臣服 I by 墨奈何/墨青城

[BDSM, power differences, mob/gang drama] -- Young businessman Xu Ye, who has only dabbled with BDSM, stumbles into one of the most skilled dom's in town, who is also a mob heir. This dom finally gives Xu Ye the experience he wants from BDSM. But as their chemistry in the playroom soars, their personal and professional relationship in the real word grows more complicated. I love that this story shows the communication and work that goes into building a relationship, albeit one within BDSM parameters. The story repeatedly emphasizes that both partners are equals outside of play (but this rule is sometimes broken by the main couple for "drama"). Although Xu Ye is a sub, he has more agency than most shou's I see in danmei. He is experienced with sex, knows what he wants and likes, and is fairly independent from Chu Ye professionally and personally. He feels like a reasonable adult who has chosen a relationship that brings him joy and pleasure.

交易沦陷 by 在下小神j

(Title roughly translates to "fallen in transaction")

[romance, (sort of) prostitution, family relationships, healing and forgiveness] -- This a Haitang story with lots of humour and sex, but also a surprise tear-jerker full of heart. An Li's life has been ruined by a criminal record, taking the fall for his cheating ex-wife so she can look after their ill daughter. While desperate to find work to support his young daughter's medical treatment, he is mistaken for a male escort by young CEO Xu Shaoqing. Xu Shaoqing is angered by An Li's borderline homophobic reaction to the incident, and pressures An Li to sleep with him for money. Xu Shaoqing himself is struggling with the distress his sexuality causes his homophobic and ailing father, who has sent him to conversion therapy and still pressures him to go on dates with women. An Li and Xu Shaoqing eventually form an unlikely connection, as they help each other process the hurt caused by the people they love, and salvage the good from those relationships.

Historical

Fei Ping Ying Qiang :: 妃嫔媵嫱 by 七月侯

[male concubine, imperial harem & court drama, age gap (initially 15 vs 20)] -- As an unfavored shu son, Xiao-Qi is "gifted" by his family to his brother-in-law, a prince who is known to like men. Though he has no choice in the matter, he eventually falls in love with the Prince, who has shown him more kindness than anyone else in his life. The prince (gong) has a "realistic" and gradual shift from accepting period-typical polygamy to wanting to build a life with the one partner who really loves him, but it's a messy situation because he has already married and sired children with multiple women, and his position really requires him to have an heir. However, Xiao-Qi learns a lot and grows up with the gong's help, and together they overcome political and social obstacles for Xiao-qi to be recognized as his partner.

穿成苏培盛了 by 一渡清河

(Title roughly translates to "Transmigrated as Su Peisheng", referring to the name given to Yongzheng Emperor's senior personal eunuch in the popular cdrama "Empresses in the Palace".)

[historical transmigration, Qing Dynasty/Kangxi Era, political intrigue, prince x (real) eunuch] -- Lovers of long, complex, character-driven political novels will probably enjoy this 2-million-words epic. It's not only a battle of wits, but also a examination of personal values and emotional priorities of many well-crafted characters who live in a complex political environment, including the largest and most active female cast I have ever seen in danmei. The protagonist shou is a transmigrator, and it shows mostly through him being very mature during his younger years, and having a sense of self-worth unexpected of slaves of that era. The gong is Fourth Prince Yinzhen (future Emperor Yongzheng), and he is married with children just like in history. The main couple have a bittersweet secret relationship, yet they love each other enough to be able to live with that imperfection. The plot seriously downplayed the darker implications of the shou' role as a eunuch and slave, but their idealized romance is a much-needed relief from the intense and tightly-paced political content, which is inspired by real history.

九千岁[重生] by 绣生

(The novel title literally translates to "Nine Thousand-Years-Old", which is a title occasionally given to excessively powerful eunuchs, comparing them to royals, like emperors who are said to live to "Ten thousand years".)

[ (eventual) "double rebirth", political intrigue, prince x (fake) eunuch] -- In his first life, Crown Prince Yin Chengyu is deposed after falling for political traps, and only returns to court after making a "indecent proposal" with powerful eunuch Xue Shu. Despite working together to help Yin Chengyu win the crown and govern the nation, their relationship remains complicated and contentious until Yin Chengyu's untimely death from illness and overwork. Waking up as his younger self, Yin Chengyu immediately puts a metaphorical leash on Xue Shu's neck while the latter is still young and impressionable. While they work to strengthen Yin Chengyu's political position, the prince also tries to come to terms with his feelings for Xue Shu across the two lifetimes. Xue Shu eventually recovers his memories of the first lifetime, and their second-chance romance gets a happy ending.

As a serious political novel, this story lacks depth and suspense, but as a feel-good "rebirth" novel, the plot feels a bit too slow and heavy. It doesn't stand out in either categories, but it feels unfair to completely ignore it, especially because it kept me company for weeks while I was struggling with a reading slump.

[solacestea]

[maalidoesart]

mdzs bunnies!!! part 1

[happypeachsludgeflower]

How do ship weeks start? Is there a clown council I didn’t get invited to that decrees them? Or can I just declare it “Fishwang Week” and celebrate it continuously and religiously until it eventually catches fire somewhere and buildings start burning down??

[bigbrainbiology]

I'm still alive guys work is just ✨busy✨

[daddyslittleweeb]

It be like that sometimes

[shake-this-poet-out-of-the-beast]

Idol! Xie Lian because I was stuck at the airport for hours with nothing to do. Just posting the sketch because I know I will never get round to actually finishing it.

[ducttapetranslations]

Wedding Celebration

(My attempt at the) English translation for the danmei webnovel Wedding Celebration here: https://www.ducttapetranslations.com/p/wedding-celebration.html

Title: Wedding Celebration (冲喜)[1]

Author: 绣生

Raws: https://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=4111749

Summary:

Ye Yunting, the unfavored first son of the Duke of Qi, was wed by an imperial decree to Prince Yong’an, Li Fengqi.

Prince Yong’an had defended the northern border and killed countless enemies, deserving the title of "The War God of Beizhao”.

However, by the time Ye Yunting was wed to him, this bed-ridden War God had already been poisoned, his meridians severed. 　　　　 Ye Yunting felt devastated by the marriage. Fearing the War God’s reputation, he hid in his own courtyard to live a life of peace. Not long after, he accidentally drank the poisoned soup meant for Prince Yong’an, and died.

Before his death, the Yong’an prince, who was also said to be dying, knelt in front of his bed, held his hand, and solemnly promised, “You lost your life because of me. From now on, I will do my best to protect your family, so go in peace.”

Later on, he ascended the throne as the emperor, and indeed honored his promise to shelter Ye Yunting’s only family.

In his second life, Ye Yunting still couldn’t avoid the fate of marrying Prince Yong’an. But this time, he decided to take good care of the dying man and repay his kindness from his previous life.

However, he did not expect the man to be cured, and then to be impatiently pulled into his arms.

As he was held tightly in the man’s embrace: “Follow me. From now on, I will protect you.”

[1] 冲喜 (Chōngxǐ): A “warding-off” wedding (arranged for a dangerously-ill young man in the hope that the wedding would ward off imminent death).

[jeusus]

Face practice w/ Fengqing!

I'm celebrating six months since I discovered danmei and shifted away from my old realism style to start from scratch. I have a long way to go, but I wanted to express my gratitude for your continuous support; it means a lot to me.

[scripted-downfall]

I swear, with every danmei book I read, the protagonist gets ever more oblivious. I mean, I started out with Wei WuXian of all people, sitting there not knowing that he's pining over his best-bro-bestie (who's also pining over him) until he decides ya know what? marriage bow time! Because that is a completely logical progression!

But then! There's Xie Lian! Who has a mfing Calamity-level ghost pining over him for 800 years --- casually building elaborate temples for his celebrity crush while said disaster god burns down his house --- and who makes out with Hua Cheng "fOr SpIriTuAl PoWeR" on the regular, and who regularly runs across strange characters with one eye covered, a strange red-based colour scheme, and a strange devotion to him, only to run into a certain strange one-eye-covered, red-schemed, devoted Ghost King... and who not only doesn't connect the red-coloured dots, but also comes to the completely sensical conclusion that see how well I can resist the wily temptations of *women*? clearly, the only reason I can't resist the wily temptation that is Hua Cheng is that Guoshi never considered that hot men exist! and also regularly tries "not to bother him" while the latter is vibing --- in the literally vibrating sense --- in Paradise Manor waiting for gege to ask him for help.

AND THEN. Because that! Wasn't! Enough! There's fucking SHEN QINGQIU. (I'm finally reading SVSSS! I finished book 3 and am tracking down 4 now!) Who spends three fricking books simping after Binghe like there's no tomorrow (which, to be fair, he doesn't think there is) because oh holy shit, he's such a white lotus, look at how pure and handsome and powerful, oh god oh fuck, yes he's going to kill me but at least I have the honour of being killed by The Luo Binghe, I'm so lucky, holy shit, wait why isn't he putting together a harem of women?!?!? he's plenty hot and powerful and badass enough??!?!?! and also insists to the very end that oh, no, sir, I'm completely straight. As a ruler. I invented rulers, actually. Because of how straight I am.

AND THEN!! IT SOMEHOW GOT WORSE?!?!? Because I made the mistake of starting The Husky and His White Cat Shizun. And Mo Ran is... well, he puts the "moron" into his name, that's for damn sure. I mean, at least he knows he's into guys from the beginning, but like. My guy. You cannot sit here and say "Obviously, Chu Wanning and I shared a deeply intense hatred" and then wax poetic about how hot and elegant and calm and composed he is for two paragraphs with any degree of credibility At All.

(I'm Thriving. Never before have I had four fixations unlocked at once. My sanity is struggling, but my mind is buzzing and the world is fast.)

[finishwhatyoustarted-event]

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[aworldforastage]

revisiting 粉黛/Fendai

I'm surprised that my immediate reaction after finishing 内娱第一花瓶/Top Flower Vase of the Mainland Entertainment Industry is going back to re-read 粉黛/Concealed and Blended: Fendai like two times in a row. Both stories are about an actor struggling with performance meeting a talented artist who helps him make a breakthrough, though Fendai is shorter and arguably fluffier ... arguably.

(Audiodrama cover art, on Mao'er)

Fendai has a premise rife in misunderstandings: self-proclaimed "straight" guy Li Boxi uses cross-dressing as a personal brand to stand out in the professional makeup industry, and lets people assume he is queer to fit in. He meets actually-gay retired E-Sports player Cheng Ping, who stays closeted so he can work as a celebrity actor. Before the secrets come out, they totally misinterpret each other's intentions. Meanwhile, Li Boxi is so done with the superficiality of his industry and Cheng Ping has a hair-trigger temper, which make for some hilarious antics and internal monologue.

Despite the text describing him to be 'deep in the closet (深柜）' , Cheng Ping seems fairly secure with his homosexuality. He isn't ashamed of developing crushes on guys and even takes steps to pursue relationships with them. Cheng Ping is set up like a straight-passing "manly" type, but he is at ease with Li Boxi's flamboyant cross-dressing, and is even low-key jealous of his audacity and self-expression.

The main couple starts their relationship with imperfect intentions and understandings of each other, but they try their best for each other and quickly lean into the best parts of their relationship.

Fendai treats both acting and visual arts as serious crafts that require hard work as well as inspiration. Cheng Ping lacks the former and Li Boxi the latter, and over the course of the story they help each other make important progress in their professional lives.

[Spoilers ahead]

The thing that made me feel "meh" about the novel the first time is the cynicism of the resolution to the climax of the novel. Li Boxi and Cheng Ping's relationship is maliciously outed, and Li Boxi saves Cheng Ping's reputation by claiming to be an gay admirer harassing an unwilling straight man. It works, but it's also one lie to reinforce another lie to keep a gay man in the closet. The crisis is averted but not truly solved.

The novel proper ends with the two of them getting back together three years after separating for the aforementioned PR crisis. They choose to move forward together, but it's unclear where they -- and their careers -- will go from there. But I guess part of the message is that this is a risk they are willing to take to have each other.

(The Extras shows that Cheng Ping continues working as a respected actor, and they do not publicly acknowledge their relationship despite being out among family and friends.)

Li Boxi's affections for Cheng Ping has always been laced with guilt and responsibility. He feels guilty for having misled Cheng Ping about his sexuality and persona, for loving for Cheng Ping because he is his muse, and even for swooping in when Cheng Ping is vulnerable after a history of rejection. He is the protagonist and POV character, and it's easy to get lost in his inner struggles and grand gestures.

I noticed more details about Cheng Ping between the lines during my re-reads. He knows he is a muse, and is insecure about Li Boxi's attraction beyond that. He is drowned by guilt and heartbreak when Li Boxi self-destructs his career to save him. He feels unworthy next to Li Boxi's immense sacrifice, and insignificant next to the new muses and inspirations Li Boxi has found from his years traveling. He is the one who falls faster and harder, even though he has always had much less power in this relationship and seems to have done much less for it.

The narrative is full of paradoxes, starting from its premise. In the end, Li Boxi is the force driving the key changes in their relationship, but it's Cheng Ping who holds onto it like a lifeline. Cheng Ping gets through those three years telling himself that their relationship hasn't ended, while Li Boxi isn't even sure about resuming anything until he learns of this.

But what I find so compelling about this novel and this relationship is exactly this: that they know their positions are unequal, and their prospects are imperfect, and they are not yet loved like they hope and deserve to be loved, but they go on anyways with an unspoken belief that this can become something good. Love isn't the reward for perfectly deserving people or sufficiently difficult journey. Life, love, career, and people are all works in progress that can change for the better.

P. S. There is a completed comic/manhua adaptation based on the series. (See images above.)

P. P. S. There is also a completed audiodrama adaptation, featuring :

Ma Zhengyang (donghua VA for Hua Cheng) as Li Boxi, and

Lu Zhixing (audiodrama and live action VA for Wei Wuxian) as Cheng Ping

[solacestea]

[eva-sim]

From September 1st

Knowledge Day is celebrated in Russia on September 1.

Traditionally, on this day, solemn lines, class hours, lessons of knowledge, peace, security, and courage are held in schools.

This holiday symbolizes the beginning of a new academic year for all Russian schoolchildren, students, teachers and teachers.

The characters from Danmei also congratulate you on the day of knowledge

[unforth]

Sometimes I wish I could explain to Christian danmei fans just how desperately I wish they'd stop forcing Christian themes onto danmei characters. Of course there is Christianity in China, and of course the authors of these works are familiar with Christian stuff, fuck knows yall have made it impossible not to be. But as a non-Christian in the US I have had to live in a Christianized society my entire fucking life and its so refreshing to be in fandoms where that's. Not the case. At least for canon. And then I'm in fandom and I can hardly go a day without "here's angel/demon art" "here's my fic where they celebrate christmas" "here's how this is an allegory about Jesus" "here's something pieta inspired" "here's a character wearing a cross" on and on and on don't yall ever get exhausted making everything about yourselves and your damn religion???

(And no I'm not making up examples I've seen all the above in the last week alone. The wearing a cross thing happened twice and is what got me wanting to rant, though angel/demon art is what triggered me actually writing the post. Can't folks just stop already??)

[baiwu-jinji]

"In the novel Stars of Chaos, a character who is initially a ‘noble (and gay) barbarian’ is ‘assimilat[ed] into Han civilization via homosexual desire’ after the other male protagonist falls in love with him, which thus ‘enacts a Chinese version of homonationalism’. That is, the (Han) Chinese nation-state’s willingness to embrace such gay others bolsters its diagetic moral standing. [...] Ni argues that Stars of Chaos, along with another danmei novel, the zombie post-apocalyptic Dawn of the World (二零一三, written by Feitian Yexiang in 2010), reflects a broader shift in Chinese danmei fiction towards more explicitly nationalist themes, in response to increased government censorship. Such a move yokes together ‘homoerotic romance, deemed 'illegitimate' by the government, and narratives of national salvation, arguably the central theme of modern Chinese literature. Thus, danmei writers themselves demonstrate awareness that their work is subject to state scrutiny, which looks favourably on celebrations of Chinese nationalism. [...] brand nohomonationalist discourses, which are written about texts with explicitly queer origins (and still readily available subtextually queer readings) tied to a broader BL culture of production and fandom, seek to reframe the exuberant embrace of dangai content away from the draw of the male/male pairings and lead actors, and corral its immense popularity within nationalist narratives of Chinese cultural and technological accomplishments."

-"Brand Nohomonationalism: Guofeng (‘National Style’) Framings of Boys’ Love Television Series in China"