#cant sleep thinking abt her :(
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sleeping with vi (but not like that)
sfw headcanons
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the end of the day is absolutely her favourite just because she knows whats it in store her once she gets home.
cuddle fiend!! once she gets you in her arms, youre not going anywhere!! sorry :)
standing in the bathroom while you wash your face, watching her in the mirror as she brushes her teeth. she shoots you a foamy grin in the mirror that makes you giggle, moving your hand to flick a splash of water at her.
foamy smiles and two washed faces later, you find yourself tucked into bed with her, finally able to relax your tired limbs. she loves a good yap sesh before bed. will indeed talk the most amount of shit while cuddled up to you. loves to listen to you talk too, she adores your voice and most times it knocks her out, leaving you talking to what is essentially a snoring brick wall.
vi is super flexible when it comes to cuddling. you want to spoon her? shes already shoving her back against your chest, fingers wrapping around your own. she'd never admit it, but the feeling of your breath on the back of her neck and your arms secured around her makes her face and neck flush without fail. shes happy the room is dark so you cant see how much a little bit of cuddling effects her.
you want her to hold you? you don't even have to finish asking once. shes got you in her arms immediately, pressing kisses to your shoulders and running her fingers along your arms. she's incredibly soothing and gentle while holding you, almost as if shes afraid you will run away on her. she always makes sure to hold you extra tight, for her own sake, of course.
her favourite way to cuddle is facing you. usually when its time to sleep your head will move to her chest, but she appreciates the time spent looking into your eyes before then. she will whisper sweet names and constantly remind you how much you mean to her. she doesnt feel like she can say it often, but when the moment is so quiet, warm and tender, she feels the need to show her appreciation.
pretty solid sleeper, doesnt toss around a lot. has an absolute iron grip though, and nine times out of ten shes holding you in some position, so u better make sure u pee before bed, shes not letting go anytime soon
runs pretty warm usually, during the day and at night. she prefers the room to be cold, which you are beginning to think is also a way to get you in her arms for the night. lowkey has the room freezing, but lovesss to cuddle up under a comfy blanket with you. will giggle and touch you if her fingers are cold tho, shes mean like that :/
definitely wakes you with kisses in the morning, across your face, neck, anywhere she can reach really. might get handsy too if she isnt too tired ;)
overall a sweet and loving partner. she works hard and nothing keeps her going like the thought of coming home to her baby :,)
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and! barbarian!fig! its her
#fantasy high#dimension 20#figueroth faeth#fh class quangle#if u look at the junior year design and think tifa lockhart: yeag#I already thought the cleric!gorgug junior year design kinda is very aerith so. lol#but! I do feel like these designs maybe portray the clearest arc out of all of them so far. I like that#some of it came from a bit of necessity which is really fun that mirrors the actual play format thats cool#(necessity being freshman year riz is pretty much a huge block of red flannel lmao. kinda stole figs canon color coding for a bit)#(and he's got the owlbear jacket from taping the games in sophomore year... so I cant give fig the big red blocking until#junior year lmao. coincidentally this forced me to be a bit more dynamic with her concept which is great)#her second pair of shoes very sonic tho. I kinda enjoy that lol#tbh I really love that canon gorgug is like in a pair of chucks 24/7 that is SO funny for a barbarian I hope to keep the energy going#with class swap fig I think a barbarian who wears like collector sneakers is awesome. the foot support is so important to their work#the general idea of a hyperfem girlypop barbarian still ticks for me tbh. idk enough abt the zeitgeist to know if thats passé now or not#but doing Fashion on ur job of bodily tearing ur opponent apart with the least flourish possible is just a hit for me#her knee brace is from like an injury back in her cheer days that she got by overexercising in hope of being good enough that#the team couldn't let her go. the team then used that same injury as a pretext to let her go#I think abt her arc tbh... fig's thing in canon junior year abt the point of her rebelling. I feel like a lot of it can also apply to rage#both knocking things over and holding onto things don't like. make anything new. destruction without at least a glimpse of a vision#of the after is ultimately a cynical defeatist point of view... strategic barbarianism for fig babeyy#yay! once again its time for me to Fucking Sleep. but hopefully I can hammer out a proper ref for riz and gorgug both in the#following week inbetween doing my job. its that time of da year lads (<- fully seasonal worker)
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From a design standpoint it makes perfect sense that half of the purple clothing in Kyoko's outfit is slightly darker and actively looks nice, but I reject this reality finding boots, a jacket, gloves, and socks in nearly the same purple is like shooting a fish in a barrel idk How she got that fucking lucky. In my world every single purple article of clothing she owns is a slightly different shade that matches questionably and it happens to drive one fashionably-conscious gambler absolutely insane
#text#i forget shes a character thats designed to me she buys any purpleish thing she sees color coordination does Not exist to her#didnt even think abt it till now u know those sprites i did. thats just. how i imagine it looks like#and celes loves her so dearly but. might need to have an intervention the first time they dress for an event#kyokos like 'what do u mean i cant wear this lilac shirt w royal purple pants and a violet jacket'#prob will not sleep until she starts slowly fixing kyokos wardrobe w many gifts#dr1#celestia ludenberg#kyoko kirigiri#celesgiri
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ohhh my friend came over and we somehow ended up watching the entirety of tpn season one and ray still makes me so fucking sick. im goig to tear apart steel beams with my teeth
#skye's ramblings#THOUGH IM ALSO JUMPING AROUND SOO FAST BC SHE LIKED IT. shes like my only irl friend shes known abt my illness since the start#i take my ray plushie when i sleep over at her house she calls him my little guy. i genuinely didnt think it'd interest her much#we were literally just bored and she randomly picked up v1. 2 pages in she was like 'oh this is really addicting can i borrow this'#FELT AUTUSM KICK INTO MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE. said we could watch the anime n after ep1 she was like oh this is really good#cant describe how much i am jumping off tge walls in my mind. shes never been able to get into anime till now. i think i just won at autism#of course w the excitement comes escape arc ray once again hitting my brain with hammers god i love him so fucking much guys. i'm nauseous#it'll be 3 years since my first watch soon btw i wonder if ray emotions will ever stop making me physically ill. ifuckng love yuou raaay...
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hmm why is the last stage of the dennis system to seperate entirely from the woman but the last stage of the sinned system is to form a closer connection to the man (by asking about his mother, the first person a man forms a bond with)
#wait. did dennis ask mac abt his mother when they first met#thinking about high school mac hiding under the bleaches bc his mum gave him the silent treatment this morning#and dennis needs somewhere to calm down so he goes under the bleachers too#sees mac#and stays w him#mac says he hates his mum#as teenage boys do. she doesnt understand me and i dont get her#and dennis talks about his mum#smth smth mac sleeping w dennis' mum later in life#god imagine how violating that must have been to dennis#his Own mother#theres dots but i cant connect them#macdennis#sunnys super sweet 16#frank vs russia#mac mcdonald#dennis reynolds
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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan#i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch#shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else#even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress#but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside#academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project#i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send#myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it#but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or#maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something#just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there#it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so#tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing#ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position#and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle#sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux#i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices#even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it#unrelated
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yeah these guys were never friends and only see each other as coworkers
#<< THE MOST INTENSE SARCASM EVER#FUUUUUCK#idk why this convo hit me so hard#maybe bc its another “stop being so passively suicidal” convo and those always always get to me. side eyes at jay and gillion . .#anyway. NOT going to make thid about jrwi. but holy shit dude. BIG frowny face. but just bc im emotional and not bc im not having fun#because i LOVEEEEE shit like this. yeah. sit on the couch and watch tv and not think about all the terrible shit you just#said to each other and went throuhh and. man.#even just. the little tiny detail od taylor sleeping in her contacts ans realizing she doesnt have her glasses anymore.#that hit me so hard that was so real. and then she laughs because its such a small issue innthe face of everytjing else#but it means she cant read brians facial expressions so she isnt really sure how hes looking at her while he says all of this and.#MAN. MANNNNN. HORSE STARING OUT AT THE OCEAN#reaction time#having a LOT of feelings abt these twooooo#still holding out hope that they dont make it romantic. i need this to be a platonic relationship so very badly (< the aromanticism talking)#but GOD. dont fucking kiss each other please that would make tjings so much worse and complicated.#anyway. not the point. but also kinda the point
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i cant breathe without her
#i cant sleep cause i cant stop thinking abt her#i need to do my hw but i feel physically awful#jesus fuck#vent#bpd vent
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drew my new kitten as a “warmup” but have to stop here because shes being a rascal
#her name at the shelter was pog btw. like the game but now her full name is cricket pogchamp#cat#cricket#pets#artists on tumblr#drew some blue in her eyes. bad at picking colors from irl that much but shes got a very small blue ring in there still#though shes close to having her regular eyes. i think they will be yellow?#i love her but whew cant wait til shes big......... will probably update what she looks like#tried to make her look deliberately worried with her whiskers btw. she seems sad but she was abnormally snuggly on day 1#she cried in the carrier and hid under my drawer for like 5 minutes then instantly got to exploring and 1 hour in she showed her belly#which. im a first time cat owner but im told thats absolutely insane for a kitten on day 1#shes already sleeping on me and stuff and snuggling next to me.... playing w her is the hard part bc lack of energy#idk if itll ever be enough for her but i am trying! i want her to be happy. also i think rn she mostly likes me when im sitting#otherwise she darts away when i walk around. i think bc im like this weird giant to her#oh also shes apparently just tiny? bc her mom was small too so she'll probably grow up to be a small cat#everyones going on abt how my aunts cats were bigger at her age sdklfjsdlfds (8 weeks almost 9!)
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the aftermath is that they go home and choro thinks this is it. this is the night he gets laid. and he turns around after locking yuus front door and shes already knocked out cold on the floor in front of her couch
#i think he would stay awake and be thinking and thinking abt what she said and then he goes off to the bathroom and *audience attacking me*#you can................... fill in the blanks...... ^_^...............................#oh nooo he simply cant let her sleep on the floor tho so hed carry her off to bed but then hes like erm where do i sleep 🤓#after thinking abt it i think hed be brave and take the absolute tiniest bit of the opposite edge of the bed and lie there awake til mornin#then the next day maybe something will happen.......... 🤓#maybe...... 🤓 who said that .......
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—sneezes .. !
#&&. dash comm#LOOOL ORZO AND TSUNNN WADDAHELL R U GUYS TALKING ABT?!?!?!#IS THIS ABT A.LVIN AND THE C.HIPMUNKS BC THATS THE ONLY DAVE I KNOW GWKFHSKCHD#a.lvin!s.hou is also jst so.... Real im still not over it#C.ONAN IS SO S.IMON CODED BTW#AND D.AI T.HEODORE OFC#h.akuno tew softspoken 2 be d.ave i fear- I CANT EVER IMAGINE HER DOING HIS ICONIC /A.LVIIIIN/ YELL .....#it'd be like 😐 a.lviiin...#so ye maybe d.ark would be a more suitable dave FDJGJSKGJSKGKE#/CRYING BC IM DYING AWAKE AT MORNING WITH 0 SLEEP FROM LAST NIGHT (i will b passing out soon🫡) AND I JUST THINK ABT#C.HIPMUNKS !!!!#also methinks h.akuno sneezes like a kitten frfr#😩💖✨️ she's MY little kitten- /slapped
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who else up thinking about the 3-4 month gap between ZTD's D-END 1/C-END and the reactors going off. it isn't rly elaborated on much but i think whatever happens there is very obviously extremely horrific and tragic the whole time. it makes me crazy to think about. there's probably timelines where sigma and phi and anyone else vital to the project didn't make it to april. more in tags. it is crazy and i need to know peoples thoughts
#obviously im biased towards phi so i think a lot qbout what she goes through. as patient zero of radical-6#she knows what the virus is and cant stop it. has the guilt of accidentally killing q-team on her hands. diana didnt let her die to save#the world. that cannot mix well with the virus itself considering it drives its host to suicide a lot of the time#insanely painful situation to live through#if you get more specific about happenings sigma phi and diana TECUNICALLY did inhale hydrofluoric acid too. to make it worse#what would phi even like. do after she recovers other than the cold sleep thing and whatever made her realize the whole im like an x-factor#thing. i cannot imagine how it would feel. diana and sigma too considering sigma knows his fate and he's SEVERELY injured from the incident#diana's whole i will kill 6 billion people thing. aughh. so much guilt. akane preparing for her plan and infiltrating fts....ough#the only people idrk abt is carlos and junpei. im not a fan of what happens with junpei in c end but its. oh man. carlos also. maybe he#survived the radical-6 epidemic. maybe he didnt. i want to hope that he did.#it's genuinely just such an interesting time period that isnt rly elaborated on i would kill to read a fic that takes place during it#zero escape#ztd spoilers#ztd#zero time dilemma
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becoming an adult is just realizing how many people actually drive drunk. and expect you to be okay with that
#not My friends but. people#likeeeee#this girl was telling me abt how her friend had to pay a huge fine because she was driving after drinking at a party and she was like#oh but it was just a little bit 🙄 like she felt completely fine and could drive🙄🙄 and fully expected me to agree with her ????#your reaction time will be impaired just from sleep deprivation. no you cant drink a couple shots and drive sorry#genuinely scary to think about how you share roads with these fucking morons
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‼️REALLY LONG VENT IN THE TAGS PLS SCROLL PAST IF YOU DONT WANNA SEE THAT OR ANYTHING IM OK JUST FRUSTRATED (Ik I also say this in the tags but just in case)‼️
Maybe I do need to see a therapist 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
#GONNA VENT IN THE TAGS U CAN IGNORE THESE I JUST GOTTA GET MY THOUGHTS OUT AND STUFF#ALSO DW ABT ME OR ANYTHING LIKE IM MOSTLY FINE BUT#collecting problems like fucking Pokémon cards#my extended family sucks ass for one#homophobic/transphobic assholes#that fucking hate my parents for no good reason and keep trying to talk to me as if they don’t actually despise my parents#you hate my fucking parents I’m not saying shit to you#I cant fucking trust anyone in this family#there is no one I could ever tell anything and I’m sick of people lying to me and telling me I could#even my mom I couldn’t tell everything cause she’ll start losing her FUCKING SHIT#second of all I feel like I don’t fit in with kids my age#besides a couple of my friends#oh speaking of friends I can never fucking tell what to think abt my best friend since like 3rd grade#I’m too tired to get into that but I’m just so FUCKING CONFUSED#I just wanna scream so fucking bad#vent tw#sleep vents
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Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍
#girl help i cant get out of bed i feel so so awful for no reason at all#literally my soul is gone or something#i have no desires and no joys and no sense of being blessed#which is crazy bc i love life and im so blessed ! usually.#ig i should do something abt it tomorrow if it doesn't get better#alternatively get back into therapy bc tbh... after that horrible sex thing ive felt kinda off#like even after i was able to eat and sleep and function normally without the tremors and head jerks and whatnot#like its not dramatic anymore but i kinda feel drained of life and joy#moments of genuine happiness and fulfillment are ... ? idk. i did feel happy once this week and that was nice but it didnt last obviously#but like ! im not depressed in a depressed way. i take good care of myself and i read my books and eat food and hang out with friends#i just kinda dont recognise myself ig. i mean i know ill get my spark back but maybe i need some professional help#idk !! it kinda feels very silly tho#like ive been in and out of therapy for more than half of my life. and being one year therapy free was a big step for me !#so going back for this little ridiculous freakout feels like a setback#kinda like im making up things to be wrong with me just so that ill have someone to talk to ? or to have attention idk#it doesn't make sense bc i really was proud for getting bettter and i rly dont want to be in therapy anymore#but who knows 🤷♀️#there is also this slight risk. just clinically speaking by purely looking at symptoms of certain things. with no stake in the matter! lol#that there might be something bad and [lets not think too hard about it] that lies as a root cause of my little mental breakdown#like according to my sex having friends losing your virginity is awful but not THAT awful and not in THAT way#and my friend kinda said i scared her with how i was acting when i talked to her abt it. like my demeanour and body language and whatever#and i do trust her to know whats normal versus concerning when i dont have my own stable grip of reality#plus. if i was an outside party and applied my psych education on myself. i would say its not looking super good#but i cant really do that bc im not some random patient. im me myself and I 😩✋️ thank you#but whatever. itll be fine. tomorrow will be a better day ! yay !
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ggoddard halloween party au where cutter is dressed like a cowboy from the westerns, real horse included, while pryce is an unspecific mad scientist, white lab coat covered in "fake" blood included
#help cant stop thinking abt em.. i wanna sleep ;_;#wolf 359#prytter#sure#statement ends#wolf359#actually i was og thinking abt dan(?) reanimator w/ the glowing green liquid and all but tbh idk if she'd see the movie so#the platonic idea of a mad scientist is fine#either way cutter probably dragged her to it bc cmon. It Is Fun
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