#cant sleep thinking abt her :(
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sleeping with vi (but not like that)
sfw headcanons
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the end of the day is absolutely her favourite just because she knows whats it in store her once she gets home.
cuddle fiend!! once she gets you in her arms, youre not going anywhere!! sorry :)
standing in the bathroom while you wash your face, watching her in the mirror as she brushes her teeth. she shoots you a foamy grin in the mirror that makes you giggle, moving your hand to flick a splash of water at her.
foamy smiles and two washed faces later, you find yourself tucked into bed with her, finally able to relax your tired limbs. she loves a good yap sesh before bed. will indeed talk the most amount of shit while cuddled up to you. loves to listen to you talk too, she adores your voice and most times it knocks her out, leaving you talking to what is essentially a snoring brick wall.
vi is super flexible when it comes to cuddling. you want to spoon her? shes already shoving her back against your chest, fingers wrapping around your own. she'd never admit it, but the feeling of your breath on the back of her neck and your arms secured around her makes her face and neck flush without fail. shes happy the room is dark so you cant see how much a little bit of cuddling effects her.
you want her to hold you? you don't even have to finish asking once. shes got you in her arms immediately, pressing kisses to your shoulders and running her fingers along your arms. she's incredibly soothing and gentle while holding you, almost as if shes afraid you will run away on her. she always makes sure to hold you extra tight, for her own sake, of course.
her favourite way to cuddle is facing you. usually when its time to sleep your head will move to her chest, but she appreciates the time spent looking into your eyes before then. she will whisper sweet names and constantly remind you how much you mean to her. she doesnt feel like she can say it often, but when the moment is so quiet, warm and tender, she feels the need to show her appreciation.
pretty solid sleeper, doesnt toss around a lot. has an absolute iron grip though, and nine times out of ten shes holding you in some position, so u better make sure u pee before bed, shes not letting go anytime soon
runs pretty warm usually, during the day and at night. she prefers the room to be cold, which you are beginning to think is also a way to get you in her arms for the night. lowkey has the room freezing, but lovesss to cuddle up under a comfy blanket with you. will giggle and touch you if her fingers are cold tho, shes mean like that :/
definitely wakes you with kisses in the morning, across your face, neck, anywhere she can reach really. might get handsy too if she isnt too tired ;)
overall a sweet and loving partner. she works hard and nothing keeps her going like the thought of coming home to her baby :,)
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and! barbarian!fig! its her
#fantasy high#dimension 20#figueroth faeth#fh class quangle#if u look at the junior year design and think tifa lockhart: yeag#I already thought the cleric!gorgug junior year design kinda is very aerith so. lol#but! I do feel like these designs maybe portray the clearest arc out of all of them so far. I like that#some of it came from a bit of necessity which is really fun that mirrors the actual play format thats cool#(necessity being freshman year riz is pretty much a huge block of red flannel lmao. kinda stole figs canon color coding for a bit)#(and he's got the owlbear jacket from taping the games in sophomore year... so I cant give fig the big red blocking until#junior year lmao. coincidentally this forced me to be a bit more dynamic with her concept which is great)#her second pair of shoes very sonic tho. I kinda enjoy that lol#tbh I really love that canon gorgug is like in a pair of chucks 24/7 that is SO funny for a barbarian I hope to keep the energy going#with class swap fig I think a barbarian who wears like collector sneakers is awesome. the foot support is so important to their work#the general idea of a hyperfem girlypop barbarian still ticks for me tbh. idk enough abt the zeitgeist to know if thats passé now or not#but doing Fashion on ur job of bodily tearing ur opponent apart with the least flourish possible is just a hit for me#her knee brace is from like an injury back in her cheer days that she got by overexercising in hope of being good enough that#the team couldn't let her go. the team then used that same injury as a pretext to let her go#I think abt her arc tbh... fig's thing in canon junior year abt the point of her rebelling. I feel like a lot of it can also apply to rage#both knocking things over and holding onto things don't like. make anything new. destruction without at least a glimpse of a vision#of the after is ultimately a cynical defeatist point of view... strategic barbarianism for fig babeyy#yay! once again its time for me to Fucking Sleep. but hopefully I can hammer out a proper ref for riz and gorgug both in the#following week inbetween doing my job. its that time of da year lads (<- fully seasonal worker)
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#this one's for choso#my baby boi#his kind of devotion is something you could search the world over for and only find once#its not necessarily a good thing in some cases which i find compelling in a character#but im glad a lot of ppl seem to like him. it would be sad for ppl to sleep on him when he does so much for yuuji#somehow he manages to keep from becoming a Plot Device though so mad respect to Gege for that#i love my baby. i would have done more quotes just about him and his mindset but#you cant have choso without his little brothers#its part of who he is#so.#and it does mention i think (and if canon doesnt im hcing it) that he did love his mother as much as he could without really knowing her#if only bc she gave him his brothers#and i read a fic once abt how she tried to protect them even when she was in such a bad situation herself and how choso never forgot that#and always remembered her because of how she fought to protect him and his brothers#so. yeah.#i love choso#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#choso#i will not do him the dishonor of calling him kamo choso he would have despised that#who would want to carry the name of the man who ruined your life and your family and left you festering in your own juices for 150 years?#and we dont know his mom's name so just choso will have to do. its not as though he's ever been unhappy with it. my good boi.#web weaving
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From a design standpoint it makes perfect sense that half of the purple clothing in Kyoko's outfit is slightly darker and actively looks nice, but I reject this reality finding boots, a jacket, gloves, and socks in nearly the same purple is like shooting a fish in a barrel idk How she got that fucking lucky. In my world every single purple article of clothing she owns is a slightly different shade that matches questionably and it happens to drive one fashionably-conscious gambler absolutely insane
#text#i forget shes a character thats designed to me she buys any purpleish thing she sees color coordination does Not exist to her#didnt even think abt it till now u know those sprites i did. thats just. how i imagine it looks like#and celes loves her so dearly but. might need to have an intervention the first time they dress for an event#kyokos like 'what do u mean i cant wear this lilac shirt w royal purple pants and a violet jacket'#prob will not sleep until she starts slowly fixing kyokos wardrobe w many gifts#dr1#celestia ludenberg#kyoko kirigiri#celesgiri
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man, i have to go do something in a minute here, but i am CONSTANTLY think about like... how long DOES the average circus member last before they abstract?
we dont have a lot of information about the passage of time in general in the show (which is infinitely painful to me, who likes to know about technical details very in-depth. but i understand writing wise why its like this) other than that the first 4 episodes take place over the span of 4(? or 5, depending on how you interpret the ending scene of episode 4) (which this also intrigues me that 8-9 days will pass over the course of the show... and also makes me curious about just how eventful the average day truly is in the circus!) days and that everyone in the circus has likely been here for at MINIMUM 2 years
(i say that because jax says "weve been stuck here for years" which implies that all of the people there at the time have been there for more than one year and because of the plural years, a minimum of 2. maybe. he also could just be oversimplifying things but unless given reason to think otherwise im interpretting the line this way)
we know of a at least ~18 people whove been in the circus total, but i frankly think its more than that. we know ribbit abstracted before kaufmo, but we dont know when ribbit joined the circus, or how much time was between these
it also depends on how long you think the circus members have been trapped for. i personally think this has been going on for at minimum 10 years (i have my own hcs abt it being ~16 years, but thats just hc and based on a bunch of my interpretations of random details) but we dont really know this, and how long this has been happening, and how long kingers been here, and whether or not kinger has or hasnt been here the longest
like if its been like 5 years thatd mean like... 3-4 people join the circus each year (on average). if its 10 years thatd mean 1-2 people join the circus each year (on average). and we dont even know how many people the circus has in it at one time on avg!! like theres the theory it floats around 6, but thats just a theory and not smth we know for sure. point being, we dont even know how often people join the circus and that effects a LOT of things
idk..... i guess the question really is 'how often can a person last in the circus before they literally cannot take it anymore' which is a much sadder question. we dont even know how long ago queenie abstracted, or ribbit abstracted. did zooble know ribbit? did ribbit get here before or after zooble did??
it just haunts me a little
#tadc#i perssonally dont think kinger is 'the' creator of the game. its a theory i see often but dont personally ascribe to#though i think him having worked on it is obvious. but i dont know if i think the game was 'his'#im also of the mindset that queenie was also working on the game which isnt smth i see much?#i think ppl assume she was an entomologist but imo that was just a passion of hers#not her job. but thats getting into hc territory#anyway i just think about like. the time frame a lot#they get up before 6 each day though..... or at least sometimes#if they ever get out (um. maybe.... not to sound bleak but erm. my hopes arent high)#their sleep schedules gonna be so weird they have not experienced a normal night-day cycle in years#but also#its too hc-y for me to include in the post proper#but imo a person typically maybe lasts a few months. people more predisposed to not being able to handle it prob abstract relatively 'early#but people who are more likely to be able to tolerate it long-term can pass that benchmark#i imagine the time spent is not often some middle pt. i think it likely lingers around the extremes#...actually thats probably WHY the people whove made it so long are so so very unwell#like yeah being in the circus is traumatizing and makes it worse#but people who already have problems nd stuff are. prob more used to a degree of despair and arent as easily struck down by the situation#tho if taken to the extreme obv they would abstract early on#theres probably some weird fucked up sweet spot of 'deeply unwell but not too much'#that enables a person to survive the circus for a really long time#as best highlighted with kinger#its less of an adjustment#...thats probably why ep 4 almost took gangle down actually. for a variety of reasons ofc#too mentally ill for the real world not mentally ill enough to abstract just mentally ill enough for the digital circus (/ref#of something but i cant figure out to look up what its a ref to...)#anyway i gotta make a tag for me talking abt like... meta stuff or smth#cus i do it a lot and i have fun#OH and also imo one persson abstracting prooobably puts others at greater risk of abstracting :(#what with how the show is emphasizing the role of Having People With You in making the circus survivable
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I think I’ve said it before Ume’s lucky I love him because if I hear someone snoring I have the urge to suffocate them almost immediately unless I really really love them. It’s the affection override that keeps him safe mr.snork mimimimi wouldn’t stand a chance
#my little sis snores and again- she is lucky i love her#mari says#i sleep like im dead like super light breathing and not moving and maybe…i dont always breathe idkidk#unless im sleep talking#if em snored I would bear with it too….#em of u read this i wont yhink abt suffocating u#the only thing I cant stand more that snoring is when people bounce their legs#im only thinking about it cause my coworker is snoring where we’re chillin rn
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ohhh my friend came over and we somehow ended up watching the entirety of tpn season one and ray still makes me so fucking sick. im goig to tear apart steel beams with my teeth
#skye's ramblings#THOUGH IM ALSO JUMPING AROUND SOO FAST BC SHE LIKED IT. shes like my only irl friend shes known abt my illness since the start#i take my ray plushie when i sleep over at her house she calls him my little guy. i genuinely didnt think it'd interest her much#we were literally just bored and she randomly picked up v1. 2 pages in she was like 'oh this is really addicting can i borrow this'#FELT AUTUSM KICK INTO MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE. said we could watch the anime n after ep1 she was like oh this is really good#cant describe how much i am jumping off tge walls in my mind. shes never been able to get into anime till now. i think i just won at autism#of course w the excitement comes escape arc ray once again hitting my brain with hammers god i love him so fucking much guys. i'm nauseous#it'll be 3 years since my first watch soon btw i wonder if ray emotions will ever stop making me physically ill. ifuckng love yuou raaay...
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hmm why is the last stage of the dennis system to seperate entirely from the woman but the last stage of the sinned system is to form a closer connection to the man (by asking about his mother, the first person a man forms a bond with)
#wait. did dennis ask mac abt his mother when they first met#thinking about high school mac hiding under the bleaches bc his mum gave him the silent treatment this morning#and dennis needs somewhere to calm down so he goes under the bleachers too#sees mac#and stays w him#mac says he hates his mum#as teenage boys do. she doesnt understand me and i dont get her#and dennis talks about his mum#smth smth mac sleeping w dennis' mum later in life#god imagine how violating that must have been to dennis#his Own mother#theres dots but i cant connect them#macdennis#sunnys super sweet 16#frank vs russia#mac mcdonald#dennis reynolds
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lowkey have a crush and had a dream she was confirmed to be a lesbian and woke up bc my heart was beating so fast . which could mean nothing.
#sacsen#ITS ALMOST 4 AM AND I CANT SLEEP#idk much abt her bc we havent seen each other in like 16 years or something LOL i think shes gay but who knows........
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yeah these guys were never friends and only see each other as coworkers
#<< THE MOST INTENSE SARCASM EVER#FUUUUUCK#idk why this convo hit me so hard#maybe bc its another “stop being so passively suicidal” convo and those always always get to me. side eyes at jay and gillion . .#anyway. NOT going to make thid about jrwi. but holy shit dude. BIG frowny face. but just bc im emotional and not bc im not having fun#because i LOVEEEEE shit like this. yeah. sit on the couch and watch tv and not think about all the terrible shit you just#said to each other and went throuhh and. man.#even just. the little tiny detail od taylor sleeping in her contacts ans realizing she doesnt have her glasses anymore.#that hit me so hard that was so real. and then she laughs because its such a small issue innthe face of everytjing else#but it means she cant read brians facial expressions so she isnt really sure how hes looking at her while he says all of this and.#MAN. MANNNNN. HORSE STARING OUT AT THE OCEAN#reaction time#having a LOT of feelings abt these twooooo#still holding out hope that they dont make it romantic. i need this to be a platonic relationship so very badly (< the aromanticism talking)#but GOD. dont fucking kiss each other please that would make tjings so much worse and complicated.#anyway. not the point. but also kinda the point
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she likes him confirmed.......
#cannot stop thinking of carol and crowley they are everything to me. he is so polites to her she is so kind to him.#i think he comes back from the circle late and she cant sleep they just stay up talking abt how shit it all is. commiserating.#this guy has ONE (1) friend and her wife fuckig hates him LOL
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i cant breathe without her
#i cant sleep cause i cant stop thinking abt her#i need to do my hw but i feel physically awful#jesus fuck#vent#bpd vent
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the aftermath is that they go home and choro thinks this is it. this is the night he gets laid. and he turns around after locking yuus front door and shes already knocked out cold on the floor in front of her couch
#i think he would stay awake and be thinking and thinking abt what she said and then he goes off to the bathroom and *audience attacking me*#you can................... fill in the blanks...... ^_^...............................#oh nooo he simply cant let her sleep on the floor tho so hed carry her off to bed but then hes like erm where do i sleep 🤓#after thinking abt it i think hed be brave and take the absolute tiniest bit of the opposite edge of the bed and lie there awake til mornin#then the next day maybe something will happen.......... 🤓#maybe...... 🤓 who said that .......
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—sneezes .. !
#&&. dash comm#LOOOL ORZO AND TSUNNN WADDAHELL R U GUYS TALKING ABT?!?!?!#IS THIS ABT A.LVIN AND THE C.HIPMUNKS BC THATS THE ONLY DAVE I KNOW GWKFHSKCHD#a.lvin!s.hou is also jst so.... Real im still not over it#C.ONAN IS SO S.IMON CODED BTW#AND D.AI T.HEODORE OFC#h.akuno tew softspoken 2 be d.ave i fear- I CANT EVER IMAGINE HER DOING HIS ICONIC /A.LVIIIIN/ YELL .....#it'd be like 😐 a.lviiin...#so ye maybe d.ark would be a more suitable dave FDJGJSKGJSKGKE#/CRYING BC IM DYING AWAKE AT MORNING WITH 0 SLEEP FROM LAST NIGHT (i will b passing out soon🫡) AND I JUST THINK ABT#C.HIPMUNKS !!!!#also methinks h.akuno sneezes like a kitten frfr#😩💖✨️ she's MY little kitten- /slapped
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becoming an adult is just realizing how many people actually drive drunk. and expect you to be okay with that
#not My friends but. people#likeeeee#this girl was telling me abt how her friend had to pay a huge fine because she was driving after drinking at a party and she was like#oh but it was just a little bit 🙄 like she felt completely fine and could drive🙄🙄 and fully expected me to agree with her ????#your reaction time will be impaired just from sleep deprivation. no you cant drink a couple shots and drive sorry#genuinely scary to think about how you share roads with these fucking morons
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