#oh but it was just a little bit 🙄 like she felt completely fine and could drive🙄🙄 and fully expected me to agree with her ????

[nicktandy]

becoming an adult is just realizing how many people actually drive drunk. and expect you to be okay with that

[islandpcosjourney]

3, 2, 1, action

27th March 2025

There we went again, to the action scan.

I am loving being reflective on this past year, even if I slightly remember things incorrectly. I had to go back to edit the last blog because Kevin read it and messaged me to say “I think you’ll find that…..” and oh, I’d got some facts the wrong way around 😂 I am but human. My baby brain can’t cope with everything 🤪

I got a lot packed into the stims week before I was back in Dundee for the action scan on the 27th March. Although I was consciously being a little bit cautious too as I knew I had completely overdone it during round 1 where I was working flat out during the day and forcing myself to keep busy in the evenings too. It didn’t pay off. It was only 2wks from beginning to end of round 1 & it took me 5 months to recover 🙄

This part of the treatment, the scans, was the same as before. Baseline scans check that your ovaries are ready with follicles waiting to be stimulated & that there are no ovarian cysts needing to be drained before treatment commences. The action scans determine how you’ve reacted to the hormone stimulation drugs. They’re always looking for several follicles to be a decent size before they put you forward for egg collection. I had been ready after my first & only action scan during my first round, although it was niggling away at me that I’d maybe been put forward for collection just a little bit too early as the nurse had had to go check with the consultant first, as I was borderline. At the time, I was hoping to spend less time on injections so I was delighted but this time I wasn’t going to be so impatient.

I was slower at growing the follicles this time BUT I had a much better collection of follicles growing so I felt fine with that. There were more of them and more at around the same size whereas in round 1, i’d had a few massive ones (which had triggered the reason to put me forward for egg collection rather than another scan) but tons of smaller ones which by collection day, hadn’t grown much more. So, I trusted that another couple of days of growing would help and I’d be back to hopefully get good news on Good Friday!

The actual Easter weekend isn’t a “festival” in our religious denomination really, like observing these days in a different way or holding special services. The Easter story, Jesus’ resurrection, is more important than Christmas BUT we rejoice in this story the WHOLE YEAR ROUND. So, Good Friday or Easter Monday or Lent etc aren’t days we organise things around but with someone like me who loves correlations between dates and special moments/memories, I couldn’t not note that my 2nd action scan was on Good Friday (29th March) and what a Good day it was. We got wonderful news that most of my egg follicles that were growing (I didn’t note down how many, but well over a dozen anyway) were of a really good size & were looking perfect for egg collection on the Monday. There were a few more small ones which they didn’t hold out much hope for, being quite small, but anything could happen over the weekend. I was to be first on the list for egg collection on Monday morning so an early start for us.

Just like last time, I had a timed trigger shot to take the day before and also paracetamol to take at a certain time too before coming in. The trigger injection is a timed release for the follicles to finish maturing. It’s so important to get the timing right as they don’t want the follicles releasing the eggs before they get you into surgery to remove them, then they’d be lost. So an added complication to this Easter weekend was the clocks changing on the Sunday! So when the nurse was working out what time my trigger shot needed to be taken, she had to really think about the clocks changing & it made me a little anxious 🙄

It’s such a precise treatment plan but also such a stab in the dark. Every single case, they have no idea how it’ll work out. They’ve got tons of experience to be able to give statistics and percentages for outcomes etc but that’s only on past cases, not on you at that time. Only God knows what will happen and when and how. He knows our whole story before we’re even conceived. He knows when we’ll die, even before we’re born. He knew that Sorcha had already started growing inside of me as an egg in one of my follicles when the scientists knew precisely nothing about what was actually going on in my ovaries at that moment. Even scans can be inaccurate. They only tell one part of the story. Treatment can react differently at any point and set off chain reactions for better or for worse. They can’t accurately predict what’s going to happen.

But God knows.

And He knew that Sorcha would be in my arms enjoying her baby groups a year later 🙏🏻

[dean-winchester-is-a-warrior]

Dear Fucking Diary: Entry the 6th - The Date - Wtf Am I Going to Wear?

Pairings: Dean x Fem!OFC (Daisy)

Explicit 18 +/Warnings: None really. Daisy feeling insecure. Dean murdering everyone with his hotness. 😁

Word Count: 2,326

DFD: Series Masterlist

Series Summary: I’ve been tasked with writing in this fucking diary like a some teenage girl. It sucks, but who else am I going to talk to about the incredible hottie who lives next door?

Chapter Summary: 6th Entry: I agreed to this? To a date with Dean Winchester? I might be masochistic.

A/N:  This series has popped into my head from out of nowhere. It was supposed to be a whole other thing, but then it just morphed into this. (Cause I needed more series to work on! 🙄😄) Hope you like it, I should be releasing a new entry every few days, and I think there will be about 7 or 8 entries. The first entry is short and sweet, but most of the others will range between 1000 and 3000 words. Thanks everyone!! 🥰

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So, I broke the rule.

That third date rule.

The thing that TV shows decided was a thing and that we collectively agreed to. No sex before the third date otherwise the guy will think you're a slut. But also don't wait past the third date otherwise the guy will think you're frigid.

I know the rule and even if I tend to think it's kind of arbitrary and weird, I've generally abided by it. But I've never been on a date with Dean Winchester.

Until last night.

So, after I wrote my last entry I spent about an hour trying on and discarding outfits. Suddenly every article of clothing I owned was complete crap and made me look even shorter than I am and even more squat. Everything was the wrong color and washed me out or made me look jaundiced. I hated my entire closet.

In the end I wore a pair of high-waisted black jeans that I felt fit me the best, and a crop top sweater that reached my waist band, but fell off my shoulder.

Weirdly, I like my shoulders and I needed to feel good about something regarding my looks before I stepped out with the hottest man in the world.

The sweater was also sapphire blue to match my eyes, another little boost to my ego, since I generally liked the color of my eyes. I needed every little bit of help I could get to feel less anxious about going out into public with an Adonis.

I still had Lois' words and look of absolute disdain in my head and I couldn't shake it out no matter what I tried. What if everybody else looked at me like that too? What if they all thought the way Lois did, that the pairing of me and Dean was completely absurd?

I was on the verge of texting Dean to tell him that I couldn't make it when the spark of Old Me spoke up and told me that if I turned down the chance to go out and hopefully make out with that ridiculously fine man she would never forgive me.

I sucked up all my anxieties and fears and put on a dab of vanilla bean perfume.

Then there was a knock on my door and it was too late anyway.

I took a deep breath and pulled open my door. The breath whooshed out of me like I'd been kicked in the gut.

"Oh, holy shit." I said quietly without thinking as I took in the man standing on the other side of my doorway.

He grinned and shook his head as he looked me over. "Right back atcha."

I could barely register what he was saying though because he was wearing a leather jacket.

A. Fucking. Leather. Jacket.

It fit him perfectly across his broad back and thick, round shoulders. It was open and I could see an olive green button down shirt underneath. Well worn, dark wash jeans and heavy boots completed the look that had me actively trying not to drool.

The thing was that what he was wearing wasn't designer made or flashy or anything that I hadn't seen on a thousand guys before. It shouldn't be anything special. Except maybe the leather jacket, because fuck me - hot guys in leather - umph!

But really, it was the body under the clothes that elevated them; so broad and long, he was just so thick, so sturdy. Honestly, it made me wanna wrap my legs around him and ride.

Even more than his body though, Dean seemed to exude some kind of magic pheromones that immediately drove me insane, made me feral and desperate to rip all his clothes off and put my mouth on every square inch of his skin.

All of these thoughts (and more!) rushed through my mushy brain while I stared stupidly at him for a solid thirty seconds without saying anything.

He was doing a fair amount of staring himself, I realized, and the thought that he liked what he saw had me blushing.

But my brain immediately started countering that thought with negative ones, like maybe he was staring at me because he was mortified to be leaving the apartment with me, maybe he was completely regretting having asked me out. Maybe he'd only done it out of gratitude for helping him with Lois.

But Old Me was yelling back, "Look at his face, you idiot! That's desire, that's pleasure you see there! Don't you remember what that looks like?!"

Mostly I didn't. But his next words helped prove Old Me right.

He smiled again. "Good god, you're beautiful." He said, his voice deep and awestruck.

He bit into his bottom lip and I felt my stomach swoop. I wonder if he's aware of that little affectation of his and whether he knows it kills me every time.

I felt my face burning and I immediately looked away and scoffed at the compliment. "Yeah, okay." I said with an eyeroll.

He caught my chin and forced my gaze back to his. He frowned and his eyes bore into mine. "Yeah." He said, his voice firm, countering my skepticism.

I couldn't keep hold of his piercing green gaze and let my eyelashes flutter down over my cheeks, as I tried to shield myself from his certainty and from the heat I could read easily there.

"Well, thank you." I said quietly.

Dean let go of my chin, letting his fingers trail across my jaw and then down the side of my neck. After a moment of awkward silence on my part I grabbed my jacket from the peg beside the door and walked out of my apartment, pulling the door closed behind me.

As I was locking the deadbolt, I waved my hand toward myself. "I hope what I'm wearing is okay, I forgot to ask you where we were going."

He grinned and as I tossed my keys into my purse, he stuck his elbow out toward me, offering me his arm like we were in an old-timey movie. "Well first, dinner."

I smiled at his silly chivalrous gesture and slipped my hand into the crook of his elbow, wrapping my hand as far as it would go around his bicep, and enjoying the feel of his hard muscles moving under the leather.

"And second?" I asked.

He threw me a wink. "Second is a surprise!"

"I don't really like surprises." I chuckled. "Give me a hint."

"This surprise will be lots of fun - and...physical." He wiggled his eyebrows at me and I laughed breathlessly.

With a vague and suggestive description like that a million dirty thoughts immediately leapt to mind and I was quiet and distracted until we got to the parking lot and walked over to where his big black car sat in his spot.

I walked up to the passenger door and Dean opened it for me. I ran my hand along the sleek line of the roof and whistled.

"Gorgeous." I said with reverence.

"Yeah, she is." Dean said with a proud smile. "Do you know a lot about cars?"

I shook my head. "I know nothing about cars." I grinned wide. "But I know she's pretty."

Dean chuckled. "Well, she likes you now."

I laughed again as I slid into the worn but incredibly comfortable leather seats and Dean closed the heavy door after me. As he walked around to the driver's side, I took a deep breath and let the feeling of happy anticipation settle over me. I'm often so full of anxieties and worries that I don't let myself enjoy the good moments.

I didn't want to do that with Dean.

We drove to a restaurant about ten minutes away, it looked vaguely expensive, a steakhouse by the looks of it.

"I've come here a couple times." Dean said as he opened the restaurant door and allowed me to proceed him inside. "Their food is from the gods!"

The hostess greeted him, smiling broadly when she saw him. Her smile faltered slightly when she saw me, but she led us to our table, offering polite pleasantries before telling us our waitress would be right along. Then she ran a hand down Dean's arm as she left.

Dean didn't seem to notice, picking up his menu and scanning the options. I wondered how often that happened to him, women he didn't know finding ways to touch him, and I also wondered whether he ever even noticed.

Our waitress came to the table and pulled out her order pad before looking up at Dean and immediately blushing.

"Hi. I'm Melissa, I'll be your server." she said in a breathy voice.

She didn't look at me.

Dean looked up from his menu and smiled at her and I thought the poor girl was going to pass out.

"Hi, Melissa, I'll have a beer, dark, whatever you've got on tap is fine."

"Okay." Melissa said without writing anything down, just staring.

Dean looked at me. "What are you having?"

Melissa followed his gaze and seemed surprised to see me. But not in the condescending, rude way Lois had. She just looked genuinely shocked to see someone else there, and I realized the world had narrowed to a pinpoint, with only Dean in view as soon as she'd seen him.

I felt immediate sympathy and kinship with this girl, who couldn't have been a day over eighteen.

She smiled at me, embarrassed to be caught ogling my date and I just smiled back reassuringly.

I feel ya sister.

"I'll have the same thanks."

She nodded and quickly ran off.

I looked at Dean and shook my head. "Do you ever get used to that? You're like a rock star!"

Dean looked at me, genuine puzzlement on his face. "What do you mean?"

I let out a small laugh at his ignorance.

"I mean, our hostess and her wandering hands," I leaned across the table and ran my hand down his arm in imitation. I was thrilled to see that he sure noticed my caress.

He watched my hand move down his bicep and then caught my gaze. His jewel green eyes were full of warmth and his lips parted on a soft inhale. As I pulled my hand back I could still feel his hardness under my fingers.

I squeezed my fingers into a fist to stop the tingling and shrugged, continuing. "And our poor waitress."

He looked in the direction the young woman had gone and frowned in confusion. "What do you mean?"

I rolled my eyes and laughed. "She was shell-shocked by you, she could barely speak as soon as she looked at you."

He scrunched up his face in an expression that said I was crazy. But then Melissa came bouncing back to the table.

"I'm so sorry. I...I forgot to write down your order." she said, her face beet red as she waved her order pad in the air. "I don't remember what you said."

Dean smiled at her again and I swear I could hear her heart stop beating.

"Two Dark Beers, whatever is on tap."

Melissa stayed staring at him a moment before she shook herself back to reality. "Two...beers? What...sorry, what kind?" she questioned and I took pity on her.

I knew only too well about that rushing sound that often took over your brain if you looked at Dean for too long.

I leaned forward and laid my fingertips on her forearm finally drawing her attention to me again. "Two dark beers, sweetie, just whatever's on tap." I said again, hoping it would stick in her memory this time and spare her more embarrassment.

She smiled at me in relief and wrote something on her notepad. "Okay, great, thanks!" she said and left quickly without looking back at Dean.

When I looked back at Dean with a raised eyebrow, the tips of his ears turned pink and there was a flush across his cheeks, making his freckles stand out more prominently.

He shook his head and rubbed the back of his neck, an adorable trait of his that I'd noticed came out when he was shy or embarrassed. "She's probably just new."

I was surprised again by his complete lack of game and/or an understanding of just how powerful his appeal was. I smiled at the realization that looking the way he did, he probably didn't need a whole lot of game to get women to come home with him. Likely, they were the ones hitting on him.

It's probably a good thing that he isn't fully aware of just how much power he holds over us mere mortals. It might make him very dangerous.

"Don't worry," I reached across the table and patted his hand. "tell me what you want to order and I'll do all the talking when she comes back. The poor thing won't even need to look at you."

He just gave an adorably shy smile and stared down at the table. But when I tried to pull my hand away, he grabbed hold of it, engulfing it in his and rubbing his callused thumb over the backs of my knuckles. I could feel the simple gesture in the tightening of my lower belly muscles and in the way electric sparks seemed to shoot up my arm.

Crap!

Sorry, I gotta stop writing here. I have an appointment with Dr. Hailey and I'm running late now. I don't know if I'm gonna tell her about breaking the 3rd date rule. I think she'll think it was a bad idea.

Maybe it was...was it? Fuck, it sure didn't feel like it at the time!

Maybe I'll soften her up by telling her she was right about you, Dear Diary. I kind of love you now. And I'll tell you all about the best sex of my life (like by a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot!) in my next entry.

See ya, DD!

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Hawkeye episode 5 SPOILERS

This is the last time I make theories. I’m just gonna sit and take whatever Marvel decides to give me, and then maybe I’ll read fanfiction.

I’m a little disappointed that we’re on episode 5 and we have not seen any flashback about Clint’s childhood or any other part of his past. I really thought they were gonna do it in this one. Maybe they’ll save it for the finale.

So, I’ll just list the good things first:

How cool it was to see Yelena before and after the blip! It really helps you realizing how it must have felt for someone who got dusted. It’s really nice how they keep coming up with ways to illustrate this moment, same with the Battle of New York.

Yelena! 😍 😍 😍 😍 🥺 🥺 🥺 🥺 

She loves Nat so much.

She really likes to jump out of buildings! That’s actually kind of dark when you think of how Nat died.

I liked the conversation between Kate and Yelena about Clint. A lot of people are saying that he just walked away and suffered no consequences. And I think this show is really great at addressing that and showing the dark side of people who worked as assassins for anyone, even if they’re the good guys.

And I think Clint agree with Yelena, it was Natasha who saved the world.

Grills!! Please don’t let anything happen to him, I know about the comics!!

Clint talking to Nat in front of the plaque. He missed her so much and Renner is just a fantastic actor. I just watched Spiderman NWH and it’s really amazing how these characters are so present in Yelena and Peter’s memory. Cap’s shadow was also in TFATW.

Clint has an arrow to send messages!

Laura, whoever she’s supposed to be, is just fucking amazing! 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 

I love her living room. It’s so classy. She was sitting on her beautiful armchair, enjoying a drink next to the fireplace. She’s incredible. I love her and won’t tolerate any slander from her haters.

“and know that I’ll always understand more than anybody else ever could”

She knows who Kingpin is!

There, he says “I love you” to Laura! Remember when Clintasha shippers were laughing because he “only” said “I miss you”? Now because Clint said “I miss you” to Nat, then they’re saying that’s his way of saying “I love you”. I mean, honestly. 🙄 🙄 🙄 🙄 🙄 🙄 🙄

(why do I have the feeling that ClintxLaura haters and AmyxLaurie haters are the same kind of people?)

Ronin vs Maya! Every episode I get more excited about her series.

Kazi!!! 

Clint knows about Yelena! Of course he does. It’s completely logical but it still surprised me. Didn’t Nat had a picture to show him?

Pizza Dog doing tricks!  🥰 🥰 🥰 🥰 🥰

So, I take Yelena and Kate are friends now.

Kingpin!!!! Oh it took forever!

Now, give me Mockingbird! 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏

Now, this wasn’t a perfect episode.

There were also a few scenes that took way too long IMO. If this were a 9-episode series, then it would be fine. But we’re running out of time and I’m getting anxious.

One was the scene with Eleanor and Kate. I think it could have been shorter.

And, as much as I love Yelena, her and Kate’s chat was also a bit too long. The first part. Yes, Yelena is so adorable, but also we’re running out of time!

Again, I think Clint’s backstory deserves a flashback. At least a mention.

I’m don’t think they’ll be able to tackle everything in 35minutes next episode. They may leave the Kingpin for the Echo series, but I’m worried.

BTW, Florence can’t post about her role in this series but someone uploaded Spiderman NWH in Youtube and the Multiverse of Madness trailer!!!

[kithtaehyung]

RYENNNN WHAT WAS THAAAAAAT AAAAA just read you’re next the second time and why am i as shocked, or even more shocked than i was when i was reading it the first time????? (long post ahead i apologize for sending very long ones i had to scream bc of oc and yoongi and you ryen!!)

firstly, bestie tae? sorry oc he is Our bestie now! but literally, he's such a good friend to oc thought ☹️ he's like "you wanna meet your boyf-i mean fling? okay yeah fine sure i'll cover up for you if i have to ugh 🙄”

also when oc found out there was a bathroom in the haunted house... i was like THIS IS THE PLACE ISN’T IT! OC's A (GOOD) FREAK!!! IT'S HAPPENING!!!! 🚨🚨🚨

AND YOU KNOW the scene where yoongi was asking oc for a bite of her food, IT REMINDED ME OF THIS TWEET AAAAA I WANT TO SCREAM like i actually came across this tweet on tiktok like 2 days ago and i was like 3TAN OC AND YOONGS IS THAT U???? idk whether someone else has shared this tweet with you.. but i got so soft thinking about oc and yoongi when i saw this tweet 🥹

also the part where oc said like she never saw yoongi being this happy… like girl it’s cus of you????? don’t you see it??? he is elated because of YOU! oh heck these two are DOWN BAD for each other and yoongi asking a photo of oc’s ass…. he is unstoppable now wow he is BOLD bold gd

the tension between yoongi and oc is felt. like i’m just a 3rd person, why am i nervous? why did gasp? why did i take a pause from reading just to kick my blanket? am i the problem?

the scene in the bathroom. oh my gosh????? that was… wow. and that’s in the bathroom? what if.. what if they.. bedroom? oh i’m dizzy. i’m sorry i can’t comment more on this scene i’m still recovering from this i hope you understand

gosh ryen… you just never disappoint huh? you spoil us one after another and you just keep on giving!! gosh how are able to come up with such bangers every. single. time. you amaze me ryen, truly!!!! i hope you’re taking good care of yourself and allowing yourself to rest!! thank you so much for your time and hard work. many many forehead kisses to you! <3 (oh… this was a really long post, i’m sorry) - 🪐✨

also, are you catching bts’ concert later? i’m so freaking excited! ><

SATURN HELLO🥳 yes I’m resting a bit more! Can’t completely rest until 3tan9 is done and posted but I’m letting myself have more leeway. Also, gonna sleep right after this so I can catch the concert later. Idk if I’ll just watch it in my own little bubble or be on here, as well, but we shall see.

But thank you so much for this amazing review!! Wow there’s a lot to take in and I am so happy😭 Tae being the incredible person that he is? You are correct he is our best friend now LOL. And the bathroom hell yeah😛 you guessed it!

STOPPP THIS IS GONNA MAKE ME SOB😭 it’s been sent but of course I will still cry every time :’))

There is something there!! Like reader my love you don’t even know the half of it but you should think at least something! Although I would also not think it’s me if I was in that same position lol so I get it. And I am there blanket kicking with you💀 the bathroom scene required me to pause every now and then LMAO like yoongi my g o d you need to cool it!!

Thank you so much again, love. I’m so shy rn your words mean the whole world.. I just wanted to give y’all what you asked for/fought for😂 Hopefully it’s as enjoyable all the other times! Look forward to more drabbles, too🍂

[bishiglomper]

Went to the anime convention. Took the nephew. It was nice. I tried to take him to the dealers room because the first panel I wanted to see wasn't starting right away. but it was too much for him. We made it to one stall. Where i let him pick out 10 stickers. They were being sold in sets of 5 and i had picked out one too. Vendor let me have it for free lol. Nephew did a good job even though it was super congested and loud.

We saw Kel Mitchell. He was great. Seems like a lovely dude. 😋 At some point, someone asked him about his favorite burger joint in Des Moines. (Of course it was Zombie Burger) but after that- as a resident of Marshalltown, IA.. I felt obligated to tell him about The Flying Elbow, who just won Iowa's Best Burger. 😂 I literally live on the same street. It needed to be done. Made me anxious as fuck but I still managed to approach the mic. 😮 So I'm hoping to get The Flying Elbow some bragging rights or something. He said he'd check it out, so we'll see. 😂

Will Friedle was after that. Eric from Boy Meets World. My sister joined us for that one. 😋 I was checking FB during that panel and one of the first things that popped up was my former DM posting about meeting Will. 😂 I was like HEY. Where you at??

Also my cousin was supposed to be there as kid Goku, complete with tail. I didnt see him. He better have been there, man. He promised me pictures. D<

Anyway. After the second panel we had like 20 minutes so we went out for a snack and potty break. Saw some cosplayers. The third panel was 3 My Hero Academia VAs. I dont watch dub, but.. I was still vaguely interested. So was nephew. After 2 hours he was a little restless so he kept popping in and out. But he caught some good stuff, they had him laughing. 😁

The panels got increasingly fuller. Kel had a small group. MHA had almost a full house. 20 minutes to the end I'm like "You know, I bet the dealers room is less crowded now..."

So we went back and lo and behold! It was very roomy. Kiddo was able to bounce around to his heart's content. He delighted a few vendors. He was real interested in some monster figures. The vendor was the creator so he enjoyed telling nephew about them. He wore his batman onesie so people were like "Hey Batman, hows it going"

One guy was like "say 'I'm Batman.'"

He pulled his hood down and in a shy but low gravely voice was like "...I'mbatman" 😂 it was cute.

He got to play with some props. Like a giant infinity gauntlet. He got to demo old school Mario cart. He was super dramatic whenever we passed some risque art. Acting horrified and mortified. 🙄😂 then he picked up a 3D printed skull with wiggly spine.. Like "it looks like mortal combat!" The vendor was all excited and was like you're right! ...but maybe I shouldnt be talking about things like that to a child.. I was like, nah, he's corrupted, you're fine. Pfft 😂

Kiddo was bouncing from booth to booth singing All Star. Another thing that delighted people. He was pointing out cosplayers trying to remember names. There was a group of real nice Star Wars cosplayers.

Apparently he spotted an SCP and YouTuber cosplays. A Loki. Lots of MHA and Demon Slayer. Some Ghost busters.

Mom was broke so I funded the trip with stimulus monies. I only bought a bookmark but I had been hoping for plushies or pins.. 90% was art prints and stickers. 😞 Afterward I bought us dinner. I was a bit too hurty and overestimulated to eat much. Even though it was 5 and hadn't eaten yet. Slowly accumulated a throbbing headache thanks to that. 👀

Oh man. This morning was awful.

I dont know if it was my dinner or because i took my weekly shot last night but i had an IBS flare-up. It took us an hour to leave town and some of that was impromptu potty breaks. Had to run back home for more supplies. We stopped to see our truck at the shop so i could transfer my shit to my bigger backpack.

The farmers market was right across the street, where we saw my anime club host friend. She just started doing tarot readings, pour paintings and those necklaces and earrings that have that half glass marble thing. Only for her would I buy a pair of $15 earrings. 😵 ...but they had cat ears. I asked if she made them because you could see some of the filling leaked around some edges. Apparently she used scraps from her pour paintings, so it kinda looked like resin. 👀

Sissy was saying I should embellish her pendants with wire work. She told my friend about my wire stuff. Apparently its only $10 to rent a booth so i might consider that.. Wouldn't be opposed to a collaboration though. 😋

She was saying she was afraid to do resin because it's messy. I was thinking about taking my resin kit and shit and having a play date to play with it together. A kit is $20, i could get her one and we could experiment. I have a collection of resin additives i could bring. 👀 it is her birthday in a week or so..

Honestly the visit with her was the best part of the day. 😅 I love her. I wanna hang out with her more.

I'm exhausted. I couldn't relax enough to nap though. My butt is sore and bruised from sitting so long, my stomach is killing me, i still have a bit of a headache.. My stupid useless arm hurts to use. Lots of localized pain but. Otherwise I think im doing pretty good? It's gonna be such a long ass week..

Con today. Dinner at aunt's tomorrow. Doctor's appointment tuesday out of town. Again on wednesday, but a 1.5 hr long appointment running a slew of tests. Then I'm gonna try donating blood friday. 😵 thats a lot for me 😭