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Oh no, mota gave me world war(s) brain worms....
#mota#me and my bf both watched it#now we keep having to whisper about WW2 under our breaths in bars#seeing as we do be living in japan#we just have many thoughts but it feels like bad form#its like that episode of fawlty towers#u know the one#'Don't mention the war'#also contrary to what the show wants u to think#the US were absolutely carpet bombing in japan#they decimated tokyo#killed more than with either atomic bomb#cant believe i never heard about that#until living here
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Magic Kaito & Dead Boy Detectives
Okay I might be overanalyzing but since it was called out by name I wanna talk about how Magic Kaito allows us to deepen our understanding of Niko.
I might be explaining this badly but Magic Kaito is about Kaito Kuroba who has an alter ego as master thief Kaitou Kid. He does heists to try and steal this gem that the organization that killed his dad wants (side note his dad was the former Kaitou Kid). Kaito's clever kid, he's good at magic tricks, he's very confident in himself (he sends letters to the police detailing his heists), and ultimately isn't a bad guy cause he returns the items that he stole, as they aren't the gem. Kaitou Kid has appeared in Detective Conan a few times as an antagonist to Conan.
Now how can this connect to Dead Boy Detectives, more specifically Niko? First of all, since Magic Kaito is connected to Detective Conan we see more of Niko's enjoyment of detective media (of course she also loves Scooby Doo). Niko's consumption of detective media reveals her desire to be a detective, explaining her excitement when learning Edwin and Charles are detectives. Additionally, Niko shows respect to one of the antagonists of DBDA, the Cat King. Despite Kaitou Kid acting as an antagonist in Detective Conan, he possesses redeeming qualities, such as returning his stolen items, and serves as the protagonist of his own story. This connects to Niko's respect for the Cat King as it shows how Niko can have respect and empathy for supposed antagonistic figures. Furthermore, there's an interesting parallel between Kaito and Niko as they have both lost their father. When Kaito loses his father he assumes his father's role as the Kaitou Kid and makes an effort to destroy the gem the organization wants. Niko expresses a desire to bring her father back when talking to the Night Nurse. Could be interesting in a season 2 to dive further into Niko's grief for her father and how that affects her journey from the igloo back to the agency.
Apologies if I explained Magic Kaito badly, I have never read or watched it (tho now I definitely want to). If anyone has additional connections feel free to share! I'd love to hear more! I also linked the only 2 posts I could find about this mention in Dead Boy Detectives as I was surprised people weren't talking about it.
#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#niko sasaki#niko my beloved#detective conan#magic kaito#kaitou kid#am I overanalyzing? probably#but im from the good omens fandom so this is what ive been taught by my fandom elders#this took so long#probably because I had never heard of magic kaito before and was going into this completely blind#and then writing this all out was a nightmare#if you have any thoughts do feel free to say them!#cant believe only 2 other posts were talking about this#dbda
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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i love when the weed makes you so extestential it makes you think of how many times the universe has started and died and restarted again, and how many other universes there actually are
and i dont mean multiverse theory. i mean entirely separate universes. from a far enough distance, our own universe really would be a cell.
just like how you have billions of separate cells in your body, there must be separate universes existing right now that do not actually mirror our own.
#hot take but i dont buy into the multiverse theory at all#i actually did believe in alternate universes until i heard about string theory and the multiverse theories in general#the idea that there must be a universe that exists were theres a person exactly like you is outrageously dumb#there are other universes but they could never mirror our own and any similarities between us would be purely coincidental#it's more likely theyd be completely different because the chances of everything happening the exact same as it has on earth#for 4 billion years; the exact same geological events and evolutionary progress and societal development#nope. not sorry. it literally cant be replicated 1:1
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in disbelief about moonbin💔
#I only pop back on here every now and then but I heard the news about moonbin and I’m in shock#i truly cant believe this#he was my bias in astro#i went through a big astro phase a few years ago and bin was my everything#this is so heavy and hard to comprehend#i went through this when jonghyun passed and it truly broke me#we all did#i would have never thought to be in a similar situation years later#i wish nothing but the best for his family and astro and every fan that’s grieving#bin our moon#i hope he rests easy
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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One thing about me is that I will absolutely make stuff. A mutual makes a post about how that song is so them coded and needs to be edited with them and I am launched head first into their dms at frightening speeds. No hesitation no questions asked I WILL be making that thank you very much
#some people *cough* know what i mean#can i guarantee it will be good? absolutely not#ive been doing this shit for less than 4 months theres a learning curve that i need to climb#cant believe its only been 4 months i feel like a veteran already#but anyway yes i do love making stuff#it does not matter if i have never heard the song before starting now it is the best shit i have ever heard#its so fun too#like this song is about them because of a and b? tell me more i am absorbing this information and storing it in the mutuals bank#and then sometimes#sometimes they make you stuff bavk#and thats very exciting#very very exciting let me tell you
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billybroccoli's videos really blow my tits clean off i gotta say
#i cant believe i only discovered him recently he's so good#i was watching the hwang vid (only pt1 i didnt realize it eas 2 parts and now im tired aaa tomorrow)#and like the QUALITY!!! it's so good#plus they're such interesting stories that im surprised i never heard about!#according to jules
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#watching old adam videos about the colleen situation bc i never knew the full story#and the treatment of victims in this and other situations like it is so tiring#as a survivor who isn’t able to get justice it means so much to see her get so much backlash and to see the victims be heard#but being reminded about how conditional some ppls love and support for victims is sucks#like they want to baby you and be entertained by you#but if you talk about it too much then they’ll be annoyed#how else are people supposed to work through their trauma#like would you treat someone irl how youre treating these ppl online????#a victim is a human who deserves to tell their story how they see fit#you are not a king yelling at his court jesters to play ring around the rosie in front of you#at least respect the bravery they have telling their story in front of so many ppl#and the fact that we as survivors almost have to expect being torn apart#is sad#a grooming/sa victim is not a toy for you to micromanage or play with#you cant just throw them/the situation away bc you’re bored#i mean you technically can but remember that they dont get to do that#saying ‘i kind of believe colleen now bc you won’t stfu’ like imagine that#do you even think before you speak#📜.scrolls#🫁.vent#tw sa mention#tw grooming
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um so i just watched the mentopolis trailer and this season was literally tailored to appeal to me oh my god
#nick knacks#FREDDIE WONG????? DANIELLE AND TRAPP ARE BACK?????#THE FUCKING GAME SYSTEM AND SETTING OH MY GOD#ive never been more immediately invested in a d20 season and i didnt even give it my full attention because im at the airport#immediately all the memes ive seen about it are making sense#cant believe you people let me know mike trapp was back (understandably great news)#BEFORE I HEARD THAT DANIELLE RADFORD WAS BACK OR THAT FREDDIE WONG (!!!) AND HANK GREEN (???) ARE ALSO HERE?????#insane cast for this one ngl#im so stoked
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Oh my god....Strollonso are so "The Boy With The Thorn in His Side" coded
#i used to think of that song as a Martian song but now i think it fits strollonso a lot better#'behind the hatred lies//a murderous desire for love'#'how can they look into my eyes and still they dont believe me'#'how can they hear me say those words//and still they dont believe me?'#'and if they dont beleive me now//will they ever believe me?'#'oh the boy with the thorn in his side//behind the hatred there lies//a plundering desire for love'#'how can they see the love in our eyes and still they dont believe us'#'and after all this time//they dont want to believe us'#PLEASEEEEE IT FITS SO WELL WITH THE GENERAL PERCEPTION OF THEM!!!!!!!#now i want to make a web weave :)#im looking thru shitty clickbait f1 articles about them#theyre sooooo funny to me#just so coded like this song bcs they absolutely will never believe that strollonso actually like each other#'hear me say those words': literally every time nando praises him and like when he wouldnt attack him in spain#murderous and plundering desire for love.....have you ever heard something more Fernando?????#also will maybe go back and gif the commentators reactions to their lovey dovey on track behavior#BUT AH IT SUITS THEM AND NOW I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT#sorry but i purely think in 80s music thats the only music ill make posts abt sjjdkgk#but yes maybe i will make that#bcs there are so many examples that literally fit it perfectly#catie.rambling.txt
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specifically looking at the hewitts since granted i know more on the remakes than the others but,
the hewitts only got vague, limited police action looking into them in '03 after erin chops thomas' arm off and gets away. and even though theres' coverage of it and everything, that literally ONLY happens after 4-5 straight years of the hewitts doing what they do, from 69-73 in terms of solely the remake timeline.
that's still a shitton of time to be ACTIVELY killing people to y'know. not fucking die yourselves. then combine that with the sawyers - their additional family members, their own trails of ruthlessness added into the mix, and this entire combined family unit likely has kill counts all around in the hundreds if not even way past that.
but even with the police involvement in the remakes?
its all SO SLOPPY, its hardly conducted with any real CARE about their own well-beings. like??? ya'll went into that house while THOMAS was STILL THERE... didnt even SECURE THE HOUSE.....
and even with the found footage? no arrests, presumably. the remaining hewitts are still at large, thomas is still at large. like... all ya'll did was corral them to their fucking confusing ass tunnel system and made luda (if we count the comics) far more involved and ruthless in the actual killings than she was in the movies lol
and yes technically speaking with charlie's death that could sever the stronghold they've got on the police and sheriffs' around them - but at the same time - how bad would it look of them to SUDDENLY flip a switch and try to unpack the years worth of missing persons, cold cases, murders, kidnappings, break-ins, assaults, etc etc that they swept under the rug? that's WAY too much man power, esp for back then. no one is gonna do that shit.
so. i truly dont think they have much to worry about even in the event of charlie dying - because the fear and influence they've instilled stands for law enforcement to continue to do fuck all - to save and cover their own asses.
#[ ♡ ] ── * the hewitt family. / 𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘦.#its incredibly tragic because like. its so OBVIOUS something GOD AWFUL happened to this group of kids? theyre literally needing some rough#medical attention yknow. its so fucking clear they went through something BAD. and yet? crickets. theyre shrugged off. dismissed.#given the cold shoulder. told their friend(s) simply ran away. told they mustve been high or on something and cant recall clearly.#even between maria going missing to pre-basement brawl its like. NO ONES taking them seriously. everyone in towns they search in dismiss#them. no ones seen or heard anything. LEO's are just. useless and rude and telling them not to interfere. telling to go home. telling them#to let them handle things when it becomes VERY obvious they just dont give a shit - that theyre avoiding certain locations#like yes i moved maria's timeline of being missing up but like - even while the searches were still considered active? there was barely any#movement or care or concern or manpower that the depts were gathering or investigating. like. how does someone vanish into thin air?#like they tried to imply maria must've - at some point? they were so out of their league so roadblocked so dismissed every step of the way.#maria with the attempt of a search and youre nearly found!!!....and then youre told your friends all left...and they never came remotely#close to where youre kept to find you. lee with sacrificing himself hoping it gives the rest of them a chance to get away - that someone#lives in order to rain down hell on the family in the sense of justice and yet. not a word is said over broadcasts about him - at least#nothing substantial. no search. no missing persons report. nothing. and then danny? my dan the man? the guy with little family ties?#my guy with a strained relationship with his father? whose only friends are again in the situation of 'no one believes us'?#you think theres even a PEEP about him whatsoever? in any capacity? my guy would be lost to the ether - literally. NO ONE but the#friends would ever give a shit if he went missing.
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there's something that makes me so so emotional about fall out boy lyrics and gets me thinking abt them constantly and leaves me with an ache in my heart and such a specific feeling that i've felt before and i just can't quite place that leaves my very soul and essence in pain but also euphoria and it's something that i'll never have the words to describe
#i will never believe in anything again#this is specifically about coffee's for closers#and even more abt the line#like what the fuck#it spoke to me in such a way#how have i never heard this before#im in tears#it's going to change me as a person#i cant believe im just getting into them#and im barely starting folie a deux#my GOD#fob#fall out boy#txt#text#personal
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me crawling out of bed to type this and disappear back to my cocoon right after but-specifically looking at the hewitts since granted i know more on the remakes than the others but,
the hewitts only got vague, limited police action looking into them in '03 after erin chops thomas' arm off and gets away. and even though theres' coverage of it and everything, that literally ONLY happens after 4-5 straight years of the hewitts doing what they do, from 69-73 in terms of solely the remake timeline.
that's still a shitton of time to be ACTIVELY killing people to y'know. not fucking die yourselves. then combine that with the sawyers - their additional family members, their own trails of ruthlessness added into the mix, and this entire combined family unit likely has kill counts all around in the hundreds if not even way past that.
but even with the police involvement in the remakes?
its all SO SLOPPY, its hardly conducted with any real CARE about their own well-beings. like??? ya'll went into that house while THOMAS was STILL THERE... didnt even SECURE THE HOUSE.....
and even with the found footage? no arrests, presumably. the remaining hewitts are still at large, thomas is still at large. like... all ya'll did was corral them to their fucking confusing ass tunnel system and made luda (if we count the comics) far more involved and ruthless in the actual killings than she was in the movies lol
and yes technically speaking with charlie's death that could sever the stronghold they've got on the police and sheriffs' around them - but at the same time - how bad would it look of them to SUDDENLY flip a switch and try to unpack the years worth of missing persons, cold cases, murders, kidnappings, break-ins, assaults, etc etc that they swept under the rug? that's WAY too much man power, esp for back then. no one is gonna do that shit.
so. i truly dont think they have much to worry about even in the event of charlie dying - because the fear and influence they've instilled stands for law enforcement to continue to do fuck all - to save and cover their own asses.
#its incredibly tragic because like. its so OBVIOUS something GOD AWFUL happened to this group of kids? theyre literally needing some rough#medical attention yknow. its so fucking clear they went through something BAD. and yet? crickets. theyre shrugged off. dismissed.#given the cold shoulder. told their friend(s) simply ran away. told they mustve been high or on something and cant recall clearly.#even between maria going missing to pre-basement brawl its like. NO ONES taking them seriously. everyone in towns they search in dismiss#them. no ones seen or heard anything. LEO's are just. useless and rude and telling them not to interfere. telling to go home. telling them#to let them handle things when it becomes VERY obvious they just dont give a shit - that theyre avoiding certain locations#like yes i moved maria's timeline of being missing up but like - even while the searches were still considered active? there was barely any#movement or care or concern or manpower that the depts were gathering or investigating. like. how does someone vanish into thin air?#like they tried to imply maria must've - at some point? they were so out of their league so roadblocked so dismissed every step of the way.#like. maria and lee and danny etc in their dire aus its all just... its so tragic.#maria with the attempt of a search and youre nearly found!!!....and then youre told your friends all left...and they never came remotely#close to where youre kept to find you. lee with sacrificing himself hoping it gives the rest of them a chance to get away - that someone#lives in order to rain down hell on the family in the sense of justice and yet. not a word is said over broadcasts about him - at least pos#nothing substantial. no search. no missing persons report. nothing. and then danny? my dan the man? the guy with little family ties?#my guy with a strained relationship with his father? whose only friends are again in the situation of 'no one believes us'?#you think theres even a PEEP about him whatsoever? in any capacity? my guy would be lost to the ether - literally. NO ONE but the#friends would ever give a shit if he went missing.#does this make any sense idk im half asleep still but yknow-#i see kels' post and my brain short-circuited on this- BFKHD#[ 𝟎𝟎 ] ── * 𝐎𝐎𝐂. { renee. }
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sitting in bed eating cheese absolutely stewing
#so im doing the dishes and heard a knock on the door right. and bc both my parents r downstairs i answer it#and guess fucking what? its the guy i literally switched out of french to avoid because he kept asking me super invasive questions#so im like What the fuck do u want. and he starts this whole pity story about how he was soooo worried when i kept disappearing from school#and how id sometimes come back with bruises and never explained anything to him so he had 'no choice' but to FIND MY ADDRESS and check in#his words btw. this boy told me to my FACE that me having a private life FORCED him to stalk me to my fucking home#and i just saw RED. good thing is that when i get mad i get icy and brutal so i spent five minutes telling this thick skulled idiot that#he has no right to know anything abt me that i didnt tell him and you know what he does????#this audacious motherfucker says Lets not do this on the porch. and then tries to push his way into my fucking house. thats a hard no for me#so i told him exactly what was gonna happen: he was either going to get off my property and stay away from me or i would call the cops#and remove him by force. id like to say that i literally said he had ten seconds to leave or id start throwing punches#and he goes .... Cant we just talk abt this 🥺??? so i break his nose. and i was within my legal rights to do so bc he was trespassing soooo#yeah anyways i just cannot fucking BELIEVE the entitlement and audacity of some ppl. like its my fucking life i dont have to tell u shit !!!#what the fuck!!! why do they always think im playong hard to get like ffs leave me ALONE#so that was my night 😙✌️ i hope he dies !#l
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i wonder what my life would've been like if i wasnt abused until. well i dont know. its still not over
#vent#tw child trauma#tw abuse#ive only been able to get away from my 'aunt' because a divorce in 2018 (i was 13) and ive never seen or heard from her again#talking about her is forbidden but my nana only cares about how my 'aunt' treated my uncle (my nana's son) and ignored what my sibling and#i said about our 'aunt' when we were 8 and 9. and neither of my parents had any idea what was going on because i couldn't say anything.#nobody would have believed me and nobody did. and i cant get away from my nana. i dont think i will be able to until she passes.#i want to pass on and start a brand new life because i know restarting this one will mean everything repeats and i get hurt again
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