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Emergency!!
Bashaer’s @bshaeromars-blog father Abdullah has been diagnosed with liver hypertrophy! He has 3 large, growing masses on his liver that need to be removed IMMEDIATELY! His condition is advanced, and he urgently needs an operation to keep it from getting worse! He is already very very sick!
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The operation costs $4,000 USD. Please share his household’s campaign and donate if you can!! He does not have much time left, and surgery is his only hope for survival!!
Edit: GFM continues to impede mutual aid for Abdullah’s family. Please use the Chuffed link to send support going forward, as we do not know if or for how long the GFM will remain usable.
Alternate link to GFM:
#intisar abushammaleh#gaza#gaza genocide#gaza strip#gaza under attack#free gaza#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#palestinian genocide#stop genocide#stop the genocide#end israel's genocide#gaza aid#gaza relief#gaza gfm#gaza gofundme#vetted#gazan families#mutual aid#people helping people#ngu*#liverhealth#liver cancer#crowdfunding#gaza action#gaza resources#gaza refugees#displaced palestinians#go fund them#gazan genocide#stop gazan genocide
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Observation 4
People having Mars in 12h placement are usually connected to medicines and hospital. Someone near them will be using medicines or they're themselves using the medicines.
With bad aspects they could also have surgeries which shows loss of Blood and Blood is connected to Mars. Our blood shows our Ancestors.
That means people having Mars Atmakaraka are connected to their Ancestors.
With this Mars placement the person could've sleeping issues and their mind is always in fire 🔥 Restless.
Mars in 12h placement person does alot of charity when it is good. They'll donate even if they're poor themselves.
Mars in 12h person can also fall in debts. If not good then the circumstances will take everything away from the person.
With this placement one can often visit foreign countries if the chart have good aspects and positions/ placements.
Suddenly this post became Mars 12h so I'll change the Title.
#vedic chart#mars#vedic astro notes#vedic astro observations#mars in cancer#mars in leo#mars in astrology#mars in capricorn#mars in the 12th house#mars attacks#vedic astrology#astro community#astrology#astro notes#astrology observations#astrology signs#astro observations#astrology community#astrology blog#astronomy#astrology readings#twisted astro#astroblr#astro boy#astro blog
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Can we please not fucking do the bullshit "if you still like [insert media here] after this news, you're a HORRIBLE person who hates victims and wants rapists to thrive" thing?
I'm a victim of several different types of abuse. I use stories to escape my trauma. Do not DARE tell me that something I got emotionally invested in BEFORE learning about the horrific things the creator did means I'm an awful person. You know who says shit like that? Abusive people. You know how I know that? Because that's one of the control tactics my abuser used against me.
Fuck all of you who are using this to play fandom police and feel morally superior to people who are struggling to come to terms with something horrific right now.
#Neil Gaiman#The Sandman#Sandman#Good Omens#Coraline#Princess Mononoke#op#can't wait to get anon hate about this#and to be clear#I hope Gaiman gets fucking bone cancer#but the fucking shaming I'm seeing in his tag#about how 'this isn't about your blorbos you pos!'#it's not helping anything#the only thing it's doing is making the people posting that#feel morally righteous#fuck that#y'all wanna help victims?#maybe consider idk not attacking randos online who are also probably victims
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i like the idea of peter functioning like a service dog on accident because of his senses like. him and tony are just chilling one day and all of a sudden he's like wtf r u ok??? and tony is like ???? and then it turns out he's having a heart attack
#spider-man becomes 20x more threatening when he begins to#literally sniff out drug deals#he is insane#you can't hide#peter parker#irondad#peter being regarded as a psychic because he walks thru a hospital like#u have cancer. u r having a heart attack. u will die in 3 days#this became less service dog and more peter is insane
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☾ASTRO OBSERVATIONS/ANIME EDITION ☽
https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/5t139ZsNjflRbmZoyFmEwE?si=e3accdf4c4724679 I made this post listening to this! ☾People with too powerful Mars can manifest like a double-edged sword. The immense internal pressure to achieve success can generate fear of failure and inaction, which often leads to procrastination. Additionally, the excess of this energy without a proper outlet can sometimes be overwhelming, potentially leading to frustration and depression.
☾I've seen that women who have lots of Venusian and Saturnian energy in their charts usually emanate an energy and physique quite similar to that of Makima from Chainsaw Man (Very bossy, sensual, cold, with a dark aura).
☾And the men I've seen with heavy Saturn and Mars influence in their charts express a very similar energy to Kishibe from Chainsaw Man over time (Cold, serious, dominants, competent, sexy).
☾And people who have lot's of Aries and Lilith influence in their charts are very similar to Garou from One Punch Man on personality and energetically (Aggressive, impulsive, arrogant, individualists, with a lot of energy).
☾People who have a very strong (painful) Chiron mixed with powerful placements have an energy quite similar to that of Yuta Okkotsu from JJK (Shy, lots of potential, brave, sensitive, nervous).
☾I have seen that women who have heavy influence of Virgo, Cancer and Scorpio in their chart are very similar to Princess Mononoke (Intense, emotionally defensive, protective, emphatic but very critical).
☾I've seen people who are Aquarius dominant with Scorpio influence tend to be similar to Kusakabe from JJK (Serious, detached, very analytical, easily irritated, strong, get the ick easily).
☾Once i met a girl who had Mars in almost exact conjunction with Pluto and Lilith, and she looked too much like Toga from Boku no Hero, energetically and physically.
☾Men with too much earth in their charts are quite similar to Saitama from One Punch Man (stable, stoics, slow, ambitious, detached, very grounded).
☾Lilith on hard aspect to ascendant/Mars dominant men can emanate this kind of energy when they like you (Toji from JJK).
☾Too much mercurial and scorpionic energy in a chart can operate like this (Plus with some heavy Saturn influence) like Light from Death Note (Very cautious, serious, experts manipulators, grounded but usually their overthinking is reality).
☾Once i met a woman who was Pisces Sun with Aries Mars in 8th house and she was identical to Nobara from JJK (Very dreamy, raw sex appeal, magnetic, very energetic, brute, and funny).
Thats it for today!
#anime#jujutsu kaisen#boku no hero academia#chainsaw man#attack on titan#mars#saturn#venus#lilith#aries#scorpio#cancer#virgo#aquarius#chiron#astro notes#astrology#astrology observations#astro observations#astrology blog#zodiac tumblr#astro community#astro tumblr#pluto#mercury#smiling friends
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if baru fisher agonist cormorant had just squandered her potential and quit being a savant and instead adopted a shawn spencerian attitude and told everyone she had a psychic vision of the destruction of falcrest and that it could only be achieved by sneakenomics then multiple ashen sea cultures wouldve gotten on board immediately and she wouldn't have had to do all that other stuff
#source: look at The Brain she told everyone she was savannah jesus and she's in charge of a whole mythical cancer ship bc of that#it's not going GREAT but it IS happening#tau taught aminata and iraji how to fake a magical attack and because in this setting fake magic and real magic are the same thing#it WORKEd and they did a spell on the brain just by telling the brain they were doing a spell on her#baru you gotta come get some of this it's going to up your game astronomically#to be clear. at the time of making this post i'm just past war magic#maybe she does some later in the book idk#baru cormorant#q
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“Happy birthday Barney Calhoun-“ “oh it’s Barneys birthday-“ no it isn’t. It’s just the day blueshift came out. His real birthday is June 28th. He’s a fucking cancer. Get it right.
#barney calhoun#we stan a short cancer king#please don’t take this as an attack I’m joking I love celebrating Barney I would celebrate him every day if I could#I’m just warning you we’re doing this all again in two weeks y’know
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holy fuck how am i somehow always so late to finding out about new lore and projects and stuff… TALESGAMES IS CANON?? fr?? fuuuuuuckkkk matpat must be glad he retired. like i love TFTP and all the stories but i can’t deny the two canons being the same is bonkers, but i understand it was also the only way to connect Mimic, Tiger Rock, and the Storyteller short stories to the games when they introduced the mimic in ruin. also it means GGY is canon which is admittedly fucking awesome. but also it means the weird fucking cancer babies and the climbing tubes and monty literally possessing some guy and the completely different layout of the pizzaplex (the rollercoaster?? the theatre??) exist too, right? or did someone confirm only certain things are one continuity? i’m dumb as fuck but this is crazy for the timeline if i understand it right (don’t even talk to me about dittophobia im still trying to wrap my head around dittophobia)
#everybody can ignore this post i feel idiotic for not knowing this#or actually please help me make sense of this please i feel like im just not looking at it right#that VR jelly baby cancer storyline was genuinely so fucked up younger me reading that was like what the FUCK#but is faz frights not canon then? honestly if so that’s a little disappointing but i get that#i would’ve expected FF to be the canon series and not TFTP in a million years#simply cuz it feels less trippy#this post isn’t attacking TFTP btw i don’t know if that’s clear it’s just incredulous to me that they did that#i love the tftp books they’re just so radically different from my accepted view of the pizzaplex that it’s jarring#answers please#fnaf#fnaf security breach#five nights at freddy's#fnaf sb#security breach#fnaf tftp#fnaf tales from the pizzaplex#fnaf fazbear frights#tiger rock#dittophobia#fnaf lore#five nights at freddy’s#under construction fnaf#fnaf the monty within#fnaf the mimic#the storyteller#fnaf ggy
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Please Help My Family
Between handling my mils affairs after her death, rent going up another $200, my mother losing her job, and my bf's medical problems continuing to get worse and his job taking days away from him, we desperately need help.
Where our rent has gotten so high + my mother losing her job which also provided her housing, we're hoping to be able to use her vacation payout to buy the cheapest possible mobile home we've been able to find. It's in such bad shape that it'll probably take a month to fix everything but this appears to be the only way for us to set things up in a way that we won't have to worry as bad about money later on, esp considering lot rent there is 1/4 of the price of our current rent.
We're still behind on all of our current bills due to everthing that has been happening plus more recent events including my bf having another heart attack and his tumors growing to the point of a couple of them metastizing.
Please we desperately need help to catch back up on our current bills and to afford the materials needed to fix the floor in the trailer so that we can move there and not have nearly as many bills to worry about.
PayPal: [email protected]
Venmo: jayep7
Cashapp: jayep7
If you can't send anything, please rebog this so hopefully someone who can help might see this.
#urgent#signal boost#help#cancer#mutual aid#death#job loss#medical#heart attack#medications#jaye shut up
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Just over a decade ago, the late novelist Hilary Mantel (6 July 1952 – 22 September 2022) delivered a lecture to an event at the London Review of Books and triggered national outrage.
In the course of a talk on “Royal Bodies,” which ranged widely across royal women from Anne Boleyn to Marie Antoinette and Princess Diana, she had made what many perceived as disparaging remarks about Kate Middleton, then the Duchess of Cambridge.
The Duchess, she said, appeared to have been “designed by a committee and built by craftsmen, with a perfect plastic smile and the spindles of her limbs hand-turned and gloss-varnished."
Indeed, Mantel said, Kate “seems to have been selected for her role of princess because she was irreproachable: as painfully thin as anyone could wish, without quirks, without oddities, without the risk of the emergence of character.”
At this, the newspapers were soon in uproar.
The prime minister David Cameron called the comments “completely misguided and completely wrong” and the Labour leader Ed Miliband agreed they were “pretty offensive.”
Mantel doggedly refused to back down, saying that her remarks had been twisted out of context, and that she was in fact writing with sympathy about the perceptions that are forcefully projected on to royal women, the cage in which they are held to be goggled at.
That was true but also perhaps not the entire truth, for there was still a perceptible trace of authorial vinegar in the portrait:
Which of us would be happy to learn, even in sympathy, that we were held at low risk for “the emergence of character”?
Royals are public as well as private figures, of course, and authors are free to hang intellectual ideas on them to try out, as designers do with clothes.
Yet while much of the lecture was sharply perceptive, I didn’t agree with the portrait of Kate.
That word “selected” had rendered her passive, when in fact her behaviour thus far had suggested both an active intelligence and an unusual degree of self-discipline.
The context of her entry into “The Firm” was different from that of other royal brides.
Unlike Diana, who had barely emerged from the fractured chrysalis of her troubled aristocratic family when she first met the much older, more worldly Prince Charles, Kate was a contemporary of Prince William’s at the University of St Andrews.
Her family background, which appeared warm and supportive, was comfortably middle-class.
She seemed generally cheerful and unruffled, even when the press was at the barbed peak of its “Waity Katie” hysteria, trying to goad Prince William into a proposal or abandonment.
After the wedding, in her approach to royal duties, she clearly took the role she had inherited with marriage seriously.
The royal whose attitude her own most resembled was the late Queen Elizabeth II, who had long understood the essential nature of the job:
To turn up to public events looking the part, intuit precisely what was needed — gravitas, fun, consolation or reassurance — and deliver it while keeping one’s personal emotions on the back burner.
This is what a monarchy demands, and the ability to act as an impeccable interpreter of the public mood, year after year, is a particular and testing art.
A few have a natural aptitude for it, but most of us do not, and would quickly find its scrutiny and restrictions intolerable.
Grace under consistent pressure is an admirable quality.
Were a ballet dancer to execute a string of flawless performances, or a pilot to conduct numerous flights without incident, it would not be deemed evidence of an absence of character: quite the opposite.
Yet in Kate — especially for those who increasingly conduct their lives online — serene self-possession seems to drive a proportion of onlookers insane: what lurks behind it, what dark secret is waiting to destroy it, how best might it be disrupted?
The uncomfortable truth is that what many people deeply crave in a young and beautiful royal wife and mother is not competence, but crack-up.
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The increasingly bizarre treatment of Kate, or the idea of Kate, is connected to the most dominant phenomenon of our age: a cultural prioritising of drama over duty.
The supply of drama has spilled beyond the confines of the novel, theatre, cinema, or television to become a commodity on which our public figures are judged.
When Mantel spoke of Kate’s apparent absence of emerging “character,” she was assessing her primarily through the hungry eyes of a novelist.
In books, central female characters often generate dramatic tension by chafing against their circumstances, by the intensifying dazzle of their discontents, something that Kate refused to transmit.
In contrast, Mantel described Diana as a “carrier of myth”: Diana, publicly trapped in the disappointments of her marriage, certainly carried more plot twists than any author had a right to expect.
Unfortunately for her, the final one was her shockingly premature death.
Set against this artistic conception of “character” — distinctive qualities or flaws that, one way or another, deliver drama — is the societal judgement “of good character,” meaning someone who is broadly reliable and respected in relation to their behaviour to others.
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In recent years, the electorate, in line with Neil Postman’s warning in his 1985 book, Amusing Ourselves To Death, has proved increasingly ready to select the former over the latter, even to the marked detriment of our civic health.
The former prime minister Boris Johnson instinctively understood it as his job not to deliver the detail of workable policy but to satisfy the public’s appetite for story:
“People live by narrative,” he once told UnHerd’s Tom McTague.
In the US, Donald Trump — that relentless generator of low mockery and high fury — is now running for a second term as president, after his first one ended in his supporters storming the Capitol building.
Men are often permitted to survive the frantic generation of drama: it is everyone around them who suffers.
Yet women — in art and life — have a greater tendency to be destroyed by it.
There is no strutting female equivalent of the male “hellraiser,” but rather a woman who, soaked in the crocodile tears of the tabloids, is tragically “causing concern” among friends.
Art and its audiences have always relished the restless struggle and disintegration of female characters who are, or become, unmoored from the harbour of marriage and children.
Flaubert’s Emma Bovary — her imagination inflamed by reading novels — is bored with her marriage and disenchanted with motherhood.
She seeks solace in affairs and excessive spending, the consequences of which hasten her suicide.
Zola’s Nana, a courtesan who ruthlessly captivates Parisian society, has her beguiling face eaten away by smallpox.
Janis Joplin and Amy Winehouse, immolated on their blazing talent, are hung posthumously high in the musical hall of fame, next to Sylvia Plath in the poetry section and Marilyn Monroe in cinema.
In Jean Rhys’s Good Morning, Midnight, a middle-aged English woman called Sasha Jansen, mourning an unhappy marriage and a dead child, finds herself in Paris, a vulnerable drifter seeking solace from stray men.
Rhys herself, who died at 88 after a precarious but surprisingly long life, had much in common with her literary creations.
As the writer and editor Diana Athill crisply put it:
“Jean was absolutely incapable of living, life was just hopelessly beyond her.
When she was young, she floated from man to man in a hopeless way… by the time she was old, she floated from kind woman to kind woman.”
In Rhys’s latter years — hard-drinking, irascible and impoverished — Athill and a small group of female friends formed what they called “The Jean Rhys Committee,” which met regularly to ask “what should we do next?”
Rhys’s claim to such loyalty, I suppose, was the weight of her literary talent, her ability to exert an odd kind of fascination, and the fortunate soft-heartedness of her friends.
The dramatic collided with the dutiful and was kept alive by it.
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From what I can see, the Princess of Wales exists at the opposite end of the feminine spectrum from Jean Rhys.
Pinned firmly in place by her royal obligations, her wealth, her marriage, and three children, she belongs to the realm of the respectable and dutiful rather than the erratic and dramatic.
She is not a “character” in the artistic sense, nor does she desire to be, but both a survivor and upholder of an institution:
Hers is the territory of the prompt thank-you note, the kept promise, the commitment to public service, the uncomplicated pleasure in children, the stoic endurance of difficult times in the hope that better ones will come along soon.
The public senses an emotional solidity in her, and it is partly why she is held in broad esteem.
In this age of insistent self-definition, duty to others might be an unfashionable concept, but it is nonetheless one that keeps families and institutions from chaos and collapse.
With the advent of the internet, however, anyone with a keyboard can become a form of author, with the freedom to insert a toxic form of drama into real-life situations.
What was extraordinary, during the Princess of Wales’s recent health problems, is how speedily and carelessly such speculations overrode the bounds of decency.
It was already known that she had undergone major abdominal surgery and was taking time to recover.
And yet — egged on by the participation of silly celebrities and malicious US comedians — conspiracy theories about cosmetic surgery and affairs and nervous breakdowns spread like knotweed.
According to social-media researchers, these were also vigorously introduced and amplified by fake accounts set up on Twitter and TikTok, some associated with Russia-linked disinformation eager to spread the termites of mistrust and doubt in Western institutions.
Only the Princess of Wales’s revelation of cancer, which carries a testing drama all its own, served to shut up the majority of them.
Unlike these callous gossips, Mantel recognised her own complicity in dehumanising royalty.
Upon encountering the late Queen, the novelist said: “I passed my eyes over her as a cannibal views his dinner, my gaze sharp enough to pick the meat off her bones.”
The Queen looked back at her, she said, briefly hurt. Mantel warned of the way in which “cheerful curiosity can easily become cruelty” precisely as it has done in recent weeks.
Her talk concluded with a prescient instruction for those who comprehend monarchy mainly as a source of entertainment: “I’m asking us to back off and not be brutes.”
In the midst of treatment and recovery, the most hitherto stable of royal women could be forgiven a keen sense of injustice:
Her job description, it seems, must now include the ability to weather the online public’s fits of brutish mania for drama.
With its contempt for duty, and its savage appetite for story, it is hungry to chew up far more than just the Princess of Wales.
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#Princess of Wales#Catherine Princess of Wales#Catherine Middleton#Kate Middleton#British Royal Family#cancer#chemotherapy#preventative chemotherapy#disinformation#misinformation#fake news#trolls#bots#click farms#targeted attack#malicious gossips
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it should be a cut and dry case if you go to a restaurant and get glutened by them. and by case i mean criminal. not just suing for damages and distress.
#celiac disease#celiac#i dont eat at restaurants anymore but people who do always share the craziest fucking stories that are downright criminal#asking if it's gluten free and being told 'everything is gluten free' only to be told after paying that it's gluten free 'if you ask for it#^^^^^ literally criminal and the server manager and chain should be held fully liable#as well as HEAVY compensation for the victim#people downplay celiac disease SO much. even celiacs#it isnt just 'ooooo my tummy hurtin owwie i have a rash :('#your body. is. attacking. itself.#it isnt just your intestines either. it's a full body immune response. it causes other disorders if unchecked like hashimotos disease#it causes CANCER#and complete malabsorption on a long term scale#TMI but after im glutened i literally shit things out more whole than when i swallow them. for up to a YEAR afterwards. No matter how much#i eat i simply will not digest it.#no matter how much i chew i will not digest it.#You know how dangerous that is? :)#especially when i dont get to eat often enough anyway bc of budget and low energy??? :))))#celiac kills you cant convince me it doesnt#no it doesnt kill you immediately like an allergic reaction.#it kills you slowly#painfully#over years and years of your life#and yes restaurants should be held liable and have to at the very least pay a considerable amount of money
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MUN PSA
Before I mention the results of the tests the doctors did from my Hysterectomy PLEASE be aware they contacted me and said I HAD not I HAVE cancer. The Hysterectomy worked I am CANCER FREE but I will need a few sessions of Chemotherapy/Radiation therapy to make ABSOLUTELY sure it is all GONE due to my families history of cancer making a return trip!
Going under READ MORE to not explode the dash!
What I believed was Grade 1 Cancer ended up being Stage 3 Endometrial ( Uterus ) cancer. According to my doctor the main cancer was 25mm and in my Uterus while another 'smaller patch' tried to grow in ONE of my ovaries. The IUD method I was trying to use merely slowed its progress but clearly did not eradicate it!
My fight is not over yet as I do not know how many chemo/radiation sessions I will need to be fully free from this hell. Technically I have been fighting cancer from AUGUST 23RD 2023 to FEBRUARY 3RD 2025 and still not 100% confident that it will leave me alone!
Once again. Apologies for sounding like a broken record. I would like to THANK ( and wish I could give you all a hug ) everyone who has supported me so far. Be it commenting or liking my MUN PSAs to those who allowed me to VENT over Discord or helped distract me by talking about something or plotting potential rps for us to start once I have recovered enough from my Hysterectomy to sit at my computer.
These things you may consider 'small' or 'not a big deal' is very much appreciated and a big deal to me! Should you need to vent or have a 'shoulder' to lean on for something I do hope you will allow me to return the kindness that you showed me!
ANYWAY. To end this I would like to add that my recovery has been slow but progress has been made which I am happy about. My doctor is happy with my progress so far and the stage of my recovery is normal for those who are ONE week out of hospital so with all of that out of the way I can FINALLY relax and fully focus on my recovery.
#blog: mun psa#blog: mun health#blog: mobile post#cancer tw#cancer mention#tj: *-attack hugs everyone carefully due to my stomach in a healing phase-* love you all ~
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I keep seeing posts on Reddit and TikTok about people recounting their small rodent pet’s horrifying deaths and all I have to say is what the fuck is wrong with you.
#tw animal death#tw animal abuse#I loved my gerbils!#I took great care of them!#they all died eventually from cancer or heart attacks in their old age#but they were cared for??
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I think I finally know why this shot was a religious awakening for me
more in tags because you fuckers seem to enjoy that
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool 2024#logan howlett#wade wilson#wolverine#deadpool#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#*inhales* god adhd brain don't fail me now#IT'S A POWER PLAY.#wade is physically tired at this point#his emotions are running high and he's tired and aching and bleeding all over#same as logan#and yet somewhere through all that spandex and all that cancer and all that fourth wall breaking he decides#“Oh I'm not coming to you motherfucker. I decide the pace of this. You come to me.”#and he could have#i'm choking#he could have used his left hand the one on the other car seat to go “come get it”#it still would have been hot#me personally it's so much fucking hotter that he used the same hand holding his knife#which looks like is that a survival knife?#as if we need any more nails in the coffin of the fact that logan is a wild partner to have#and wade absolutely THRIVES with him#it's so much hotter that wade used his right hand holding the knife to dare // DARE // logan to attack him#practically saying “Bite the bait you son of a bitch. I'm ready to cut you when you're in range.”#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#is it weird if i say i want to scream into the void because they have an actual void in this movie#fuck lmao
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Had my surgical consult.
No concrete answers yet! Probably getting a double mastectomy with reconstruction. Waiting on an appointment to meet with plastic surgery to finalize that and set a date.
No more imaging. Can’t do breast imaging if you don’t have real breasts.
No more cancer. Dr. Surgeon was careful to say that this may not extend my lifespan, but she also said that if my cancer grew, they’d immediately yeet me into surgery to get rid of it.
She gave me the choice between a lumpectomy, mastectomy, and double mastectomy. My choice is the double.
Unless plastics says it’s a really bad idea, I’ll be getting boobs big enough to fill out women’s large/XL shirts! No more dad bod for me!
But…ugh. This is gonna be a Big Surgery, followed by another one for the reconstruction. I don’t like surgery. And I’d like to know exactly when these will be happening so I can plan my summer.
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