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cw: mcd, blood, angst
A comic dedicated for my oc, Eira "Raven" Liu :) check out some writings and context afterwards <3
Raven wakes up with a long metal rod impale through her abdomen, head’s bleeding, there's blood everywhere as she lays in the rumbles.
ah the explosion, right.
It’s loud, somewhat.
The constant ear ringing and the throbbing of her head took her a few moments to be back to reality.
The reality of living the last few moments, maybe just minutes of her life.
It was only her and the world.
looks like I'm leaving the same way I came—
Doesn’t even feel the pain anymore, there were probably no much blood left to bleed anyways.
—covered in blood, abandoned, alone, weeping.
weeping?
She blinks once or twice, feeling her vision growing blurry. The single tear slipping out her eye was almost comforting, it was warm against her cold skin.
If only...
She wished as her eyes slowly falls, she thinks she saw something moving in the distance, footsteps crunches and voices that seemed familiar, but she never did find out what was it.
Or who was it.
If only I could see you one last time
The last scene is just Price trying to shake Raven’s shoulder, but she was already gone.
The aftermath:
context:
#gummmyart#doodle#can you tell i am still in the mood#theres never enough pain#im really proud of this tho#although there are some things that can certainly be improved#but eh#my oc#my oc art#cod oc#cod oc art#[oc]Raven#Raven[oc]#PriceRaven#captain john price x oc#john price x oc#captain price x oc#captain john price#john price
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Shout out to all artists who had to work without any strong direction or instruction.
I wish you a merry “the client likes it anyways”
#non mdzs#The real mood of this comic is:#AKA: you are in charge of designing a character but have only been given personality as a reference.#This was technically for a game dev meeting and I am part of a team rather than a contractor hired on.#But hey the anxiety going into this was still crazy high. I was playing a risky gambit.#Part two of this comic is me putting all those clowns on a powerpoint and presenting them in front of a few people.#Pointing at them and saying “Okay which clown do you like best? How can we sex up this clown more?”#I think I may be giving the impression that I’m more into clowns than I actually am. It just fit with the character okay!#I had to consult the REAL down-for-clowners for tips. Photos exchanged in the dark alleys of a discord server.#A hooded figure shakes their head at the first photo. Slowly nods as I add puffy sleeves. Nods furiously as I drop the neckline.#This clown still needs to marinate a bit more before I’m ready to present them to the wider world.#So stay tuned! They have become a delight to draw and develop!#Game dev diary#As this is part of that new arc in my life.#Can you tell I've been practicing with digital art a lot more? Boy have I ever! I'm getting stronger! And faster!
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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives
Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy
Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it
#Moon posting#Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem#IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka#Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED#I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually#IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it#MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth#Then you imagine that dattebayo#And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others#Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man
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want someone to tease me until i’m a flustered blushy mess and then sit on my thighs to pin me down and wreck havoc on my belly and sides🤗
#sfw tickle#sfw tickling community#tickle thoughts#soft tickles#tickle fluff#tword#tword post#tword community#tickle scenarios#can you tell i’m in a lee mood#i mean i usually am but still#need this today#saturnalee
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I'm going back to bed the moment I post this but I've been having a super rough and stressful night... so for whatever reason I went back to read some of the kind asks I've received since I saved a lot... some since the first time I started writing... and I got so emotional and just began sobbing haha.... I can't believe how lucky I am...... I love writing so much.........
#I'm sorry I think I'm just in an emotional mood today lol#like I forget all the time that#people actually read the things I write#when I thought no one ever would#when I dreamed of wanting to make my silly dreams a reality#and I have so much to improve upon still#but like. I did that#I made all those things#wiping my snot and tears on my big fat aki plushie rn#for so so so long I felt I could never be myself#but now there are so many people who appreciate me when I am being the most true version of myself...#I just read one of the asks someone sent me where they said#'i think with your writing I can tell just how much you love to write'#and then it just made me burst into tears lol....#it's so lovely that someone would say that and YES!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!#THAT'S WHY I NEVER WANT TO GIVE UP....#I hope I can find more time to write next week......#also I know it's such a silly thing to say#considering I enjoy writing silly x reader gratuitous smut fanfiction LMAO#but understand..... it's important to me...#as silly as it is.......... it's important#and it's special#and I'm truly grateful
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Right and his work menaces (Brent and Karen).
I don't remember last I mentioned it but apart from crude nicknames to people (except Chris), he also just puts them in his phone really weird (except Chris, who is literally in his phone as Chris). And I bring this up because in Right's phone, Karen is saved as "Lawful Obligation".
#my characters#oops i fell in love#can you guys tell im stressed and hyperfixating on my own fucked up ocs cause i am#also brents nickname at work and in rights phone is fuckwad#and hes like yeah if im called anything else at this point by right its weird and uncomfortable#and when it is finally approached as if paul is only in rights phone as shitty-ex (answer) now that hes an excoworker#what was he in rights phone BEFORE the transfer#and right is like annoying dickwad ... karen is like oh i see thats why you call him a dick still#thats like a nickname from his phone name#and brent has to ask why fuckwad and dickwad and right looks at him and takes a deep breathe before saying#because i like the word wad and it is very comforting bc like a wad of paper ? you can throw it away#and so if i realize i gotta get rid of attachment i wad it up#also dont tell paul that dickwad was a form of attachment or he will never shut the fuck up about it#karen and brent both swear to never mention it to paul#paul is honestly such a weird anomaly in the plot bc he doesnt directly work at the same police station#but he is CONSTANTLY a topic of gossip or annoyance or updates#hes literally karens best friend! aside from chris he was one of the few right worked with who HAD touch privileges before right banned it#hes also just genuinely well liked but no one can actually tell him or he will become insufferable#which is a crime that rick is guilty of once when he meets paul and karen introduces him#and rick is just OH i know that name! youre her best friend#and she looks so betrayed and paul looks so delighted and stunned and radiant over this fact#and rick makes up for it before the night is over which is why karen forgives him - he made paul back in his place#anyway yeah right has lots of fears and hes my bundle of anxiety and i love him and his atrocious nicknames#i think i would die if i gave someone a rude nickname even affectionately irl#also also final note on this ig#since right is a detective and not always at the station its worth pointing out brent and karen just work taking calls and#doing misc other work at their desks which are nearby so they 100% bond and its wonderful#ok i lied final note on them is#for a very long time karen has to check with right to make sure she isnt annoying brent because he doesnt emote well#and shes scared she wont know if shes annoying him please help youre like the only one who reads his moods accurately
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so has anyone got any idea what the fuck we're supposed to do in this general election? particularly when you're in a constituency where a vote for anyone except labour is a vote for the tories and a vote for labour is also a vote for tories (ie. tory policies.)
"democracy" it's an actual joke
#(eg. voting green would be 'splitting the vote' etc etc)#might have a little cry on the train!#i know what i said about tactical voting but honestly what's the point#the thought of voting labour right now makes me sick#but#like genuinely me voting green is helping the tories win#what the fuck#can you tell i'm in a terrible mood today 💀#just adding that of course i'm glad i actually have a right to vote and i acknowledge that's more than some#still basically useless though#i am absolutely not saying you shouldn't vote. i'm just calling out how fucked up our electoral system is
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i love you (xiao) in every universe
open for better quality | no reposts
#jiyan#wuthering waves#wuwa jiyan#fanart#myart#doodle#disclaimer i am not and do not plan to play wuthering waves but i hope everyone who does enjoys it!!#jiyan is like d.an heng to me. he looks nice but i wouldn't download a new game for him u_u#it's so funny that my friends Knew i'd like him though#i drew this while watching someone stream the game (it's still going on actually)#also idk if you can tell but the lineart and coloring is messy here#i am Not in a good mood today so i didn't have the patience to clean it up hahaha#wish i could draw more buff builds >:T i'll work on it#overall though this turned out alright for a practice piece
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Can't believe Sebagrell is real and can't believe they have 3 kids and none of them are fucking normal
#but at least none of them have mommy or daddy issues. Harkin doesn't count. he's just still in his emo edgy “I hate my dad” phase#He just calls Sebastian “dad” only when there is a spider in his room and he needs Sebastian to get rid of it#I am in a sebagrell family mood how can you tell (I love my 3 dumb fankids. they're all idiots)#black butler#kuroshitsuji#sebagrell#sebagrelle#grell sutcliff#grelle sutcliff#sebastian michaelis
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I think being cannibalised would be kinda therapeutic
#maybe noahfinnce had the right idea with alexythemia#serve it to me on a plate to diagnose me so can you tell me how it tastes and why i cant breathe#if i could feed someone my guts and have them tell me what exactly is wrong I'd do it in a fucking heartbeat#girl what is HAPPENING in there#noahfinnce was also right when he wrote gibberish#'its my mind that im having to fight with/ a party that i wasnt invited to/and they know what they know now/#I'm still waiting to find out/if im fine or im headed for crisis/ask me how i am well i haven't decided yet'#thats not to do with cannibalism it's just the current mood
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since when am i now sex repulsed (?) fuck my life
#silly's ventposting#like yeah getting triggered while sexting with random people. annoying but makes sense#BUT COME ONNN FICTION WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SAFE#hopefully it's just my current mood and not a new thing I'll have to live with#it's hard to find gro0ming fics without sex involved :(#it should just be my current mood. like most of the time fiction doesn't really get to me#so that's good i guess#but ughhh i spiralled out of somewhat-hypersexuality so quickly#like yes i wanted trauma and i basically wantwd this i guess. BUT COME ONNN I DIDN'T WANT MY WANT TO COME TRUE#though at least this is still the better than the lack of motivation. like decreased executive functions and whatnot#sigh#guess i finally did get too silly#and somehow i STILL want to worsen this and omfg why am i seriously planning that why why why#(but I won't go in detail bc that'd be a separate post. and anyways don't wanna end up promoting that shit by accident sob)#remember kids your trauma is valid and kick your brain every time it tries to tell you that it's not!!!#and also you don't need yo get shit done before you “run out of time”. you can still get just as much valid trauma as an adult!!!#that's probably not a good pep talk thing for most ppl but hopefully someone reading this is fucked up in the same way as me q-q
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Sometimes all you need is a good ol' coffee shop au tbh.
#i'm cold and in a mood to be fluffed 🥺 and angsted#the one good thing about holiday season is the amount of coffee shops/ bakery/ otherwise fluff and angst fanfics#it's like hallmark movies but 10000x better and they actually get to fuck and curse and act like real people#my bts ffic archive is like 50% exclusively holiday-themed fics lmao. they are cosy! and sexy !#like yeah give me grumpy yoongi in the midst of snow and baking cookies 🥺#if there's a little exes to lovers thrown in??? or enemies to lovers?? WOOOOOOOOOO YEAH#you can take my X Reader fanfiction out of my cold dead hands. leave yeen alone 😤#(yeen is y/n)#anyways. i am in fact not reading anything rn as it's very late and i'm STILL sick and can't sleep but also reading rn is no bueno#but i am making a list of the things i need to catch up on + want to indulge in#since i'm travelling next week and will finally have time to read#wanna catch up with at least ditf and edging fitness before i see sleep token. because after that i will have NO TIME in december#and i prefer to re-read my fav cosy stuff to shake off the Holiday Big Sad#which actually isn't too bad this year but maybe because i've been BIG SAD for a few months now and i can't even tell the difference anymore#ahem. ANYWAYS! let's not go into that#hmmmmmmmm i know i'm using this as a diary at this point but! if anyone's actually nosy enough to have read through all this#here's a little surprise: ✨🎁✨#🦦🥏🦫 <- an otter and a beaver playing frisbee 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#darya talks to herself
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On the train of your last ask, what are your thoughts on dragons sexuality?
Personally I think he’s Demi something (more attracted to personality than looks or gender)
Honestly because we don't know that much about the guy it's kind of hard for me to form an opinion, and if Crocodad Real then we're going to find out his orientation eventually (since we gotta find out if that was a contributing factor to the Dragodile Divorce (assuming they're divorced)) so I'm kind of okay with not forming any headcanons, since the headcanon could get thrown out the window
If anything, what interests me is how Dragon's orientation could impact the story-- like when I've discussed the Dragodile Divorce I have mainly focused on speculating how Crocodile would've felt about it, but how Dragon felt about that is interesting too
Because if he's straight then yeah that probably contributed to The Divorce, but how did Dragon feel about it? Learning that the love of his life is now happier than ever before after transitioning and being happy for him, while also losing the version of Crocodile that he fallen in love to begin with? No longer feeling thet draw to him because of the thing that has brought him so much joy and comfort? Knowing that even if they did take down the WG the family Dragon had hoped to have would never come to be, because their relationship would now end? And that it would be on some level his fault, because he's not attracted to Crocodile anymore?
Like even if Dragon took things well and the divorce happened "on good terms", it would've been sad for Dragon too.
But then there's a slightly juicier option, because what if Dragon was bi, but the Divorce happened under unpleasant circumstances (be it Dragon lashing out or things getting violent because he couldn't recognize Crocodile) and he didn't figure it out until it was too late?
Because you'd still have Dragon going through some if not all of those previously mentioned feelings, of having to come to terms with the version of his significant other whom he had fallen in love with no longer existed, the family had pictured in his mind would never become a thing, that those things were be kind of his fault and that he had hurt Crocodile deeply in the process. But then he'd be looking at some news article of Crocodile's most recent heroic stunt, seeing his handsome face with that usual, unbothered expression, and realizing he still loved him? That he still wanted to be with him, wished they were together, even now that Crocodile was a far more handsome man than he was? And then the realization that he's bi hitting him like a fucking truck But it's too late. The divorce already happened. He already hurt Crocodile too deeply. Knowing Croc, he had probably already moved on. There was no fixing it, the relationship was over. At least for now, trying to go see Croc could be dangerous due to the WG and not wanting to risk the WG finding out about them and The Kid and Croc would probably be furious if Dragon even risked that at this point, after what he had done. Oh, and then Crocodile killed thousands of innocent people attempting to usurp a country by manufacturing a civil war. Something Dragon can't forgive. (Not to mention, hearing he had been taken down by their own son... Oof)
But what if despite all that, and not knowing the full circumstances behind what had happened (like the fact that Crocodile didn't know who the hell Luffy was), Dragon still loved Crocodile? What then?
#Moon posting#Asks#Dragodile#OP Meta#Answering an unusual amount of asks today because 1) Compensating for being AFK for a while and#2) The Tumblr News are deeply fucking upsetting and I need something to lighten my mood desperately ngl#So clearing my ask box it is wheeeee#Sorry this is a little incoherent lmao#Something about Dragon looking at Crocodile and being like ''why the fuck are you more handsome than me'' cracks me up okay#When your transgender husband gives you gender envy#I just love the story telling potential bi Dragon would give us because like. Yeah if they're straight then the relationship is joever#But if he was bi then there's that theoretical possibility they could maybe reconcile and get back together#And the fucking drama? The possibilities? I'm so here for that man give it to me#Luffy and/or Ivankov telling Dragon to get over himself and admit that he still loves Crocodile and wants to be with him? Gimme#Dragon taking a deadly blow to protect Crocodile because he doesn't want to lose him again? It's a trope for a reason#OR Dragon craddling a dying Crocodile begging him not to die because he still loves him? Oh yes#Crocodile trying to sneak away while everyone celebrates the destruction of the World Government#And Dragon showing up like ''I don't wanna lose you again pls don't go ;_;''#And Croc telling him to either piss off OR to hurry up and get on the ship so they can leave before Luffy finds out#I am. Obsessed. Dragodile Retirement Romance let's fucking go#THE POSSIBILITIES MAN. Like I don't wanna get my hopes up because I doubt we'll get Canon Gay Dragodile BUT IT COULD BE SO GOOD
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oh man can you believe it's been a year since i wrote lemony and ernest playing passive-aggressive hide and seek in a bed and breakfast and there was so much bread involved. also babybea was there. a whole goddamn year since one of my favorite things
#like. a year and a week but#i still think about 'don't tell me that's steep. you can afford it.' regularly.#post-canon extended baudelaire family i miss you.#i am in a mood of 'i want to write myself something cute because i am so fucking miserable but i just cannot make the cute happen#well. there's past cute. and this was really fun.'
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My number one loser behaviour is hate-watching this one fuckass sims youtuber until I get so angry that I have to turn it off before the adrenaline makes me pull an all-nighter
#i feel like i shouldnt say who it is but if you have a sims youtuber nemesis PLS tell me who#bc if we have the same one we have to kiss with tounge <3#i realise this is rich coming from ME but the reason i hate her is that shes just so disturbingly negative all the time#ALL. THE. TIME.#when you start noticing it youll drive yourself crazy watching her videos#bc i swear every other minute there will be something she complains about#if i took a shot every time she complained in a video id be passed out by the 5 minute mark#there is an easy solution to this you say- stop watching her#and yes. i do avoid watching for the most part but shes like the most popular sims ytber and her videos get recommended#plus i guess i like the hate watching in small doses#plus some days when im in a good mood i can ignore it#plus she actually makes decent videos despite her personality (shes legit a good person too she just annoys me on a spiritual level)#i need someone who is a sims loser like me to bitch with in the most useless hater way possible !!!#ALSO i realise the irony of me complaining abt her complaining !! i get it. the whole thing is dumb ! and yet here i am... still pissed off#me abt x > let me say im the biggest hater. i hate the way that you walk the way that you talk the way that you dress.. etc ect.#actually why am i trying to explain myself in these tags 💀 who caresssss its the sims omg#but yeah i hate her fr i think#on my hitlist. its on sight
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thinking about barty/sirius and kind of fic 'we don't talk about that summer' type of fic 🤭
Y’know that scene in gossip girl where they’re all trying to comfort Serena and prove they all have faults and Nate’s like ‘I cheated on Blair with her best friend’, Blair’s like ‘I slept with both of them and lied about it’, Serena’s like ‘I killed a dude’ and then Chucks just there like’ I’m Chuck Bass’ :)
yeah. Well. that’s what I see Barty as.
If this summer hook up were to ever happen, Sirius would come out with a myriad of excuses as to why he did it and that he was lonely and not thinking clearly and in a destructive mood and it didn’t mean anything to him and that he regrets it so deeply and he’s so ashamed and Barty’s excuse would simply be,
“I’m Barty Crouch Jr.” :)
Enough said.
#I’m in a gg mood if you can’t tell but this is still him#he is who he is and it’s not great but it’s there#insert that euphoria scene with cal jacobs like ‘I am who I am’#I love how shameful it is from Sirius’ perspective and how for Barty it’s just a regular Tuesday#Sirius x Barty#I’m not calling them that other thing you can just shoot me instead#chris tag
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