#cadaventing

[grubcakes]

i had a moment in the car earlier so umjm

Hi!!! umum .. just letting u all know i am! Very mentally ill. I am genuinely delusional, i am borderline , i am audhd . i am a sufferer!! And again. i am very delusional!!!

if i ever say or do somthing too intense pls tell me . if i am too much pls tell me . i have a hard time knowing friend-limits unless explicitly stated . i talk to much and i ramble . i am completely obsessive and get so wrapped up in things i like that i forget who i am and that im a real person sort-of. kinda real person?!

I am entirely too much. and im sorry!!! If i am / get to be too much, please tell me . please let me know a boundary and if i mess it up .i never mean to hurt people and i am sorry um . yesss.......yes. pls let me know thimgs

ALSO UNRELATED KINDA?? VUT IF YOU DO ONTERACT WITH ME IN LIKE .. ANY WAY ... IM LIKE A DEADBEAT OR FLAKY EX OR SOMETHNG... I WILL TEXT U FOR LIKE 6 HOURS AND THEN DISAPPEAR I PEOMJSE IT ISNT ANYTHING AGAINST YOU ... HUMAN BEINGS JUST WEIRD ME OUT SOMETIMES AND ALSO IM NOT SOCIAL. .... ALL OF MY FTIENDS GO THRU THIS .,., IM SORRY., ,,

EDIT JAN 14TH ⋆｡°✩

I DO INDEED FOLLOW DOUBLIES / OTHER LUDWIG SELFSHIPPERS .... IF YOU ARE ONE OF THEM. PLS KEEP READING!!!

If at any point youre talking to me or talking in general about Ludwig and stuff and I get silent / stop responding pls dont pay me any mind (and Do Not try to keep talking to me in that moment whether its via dm or commenting on a post etc ...!!) As i mentioned i have BPD ... i very much see my relationship with Ludwig as much more intense than you think i do / i make it seem. which means i get very extremely upset and jealous at times when other people like him too . It depends on the day - sometimes ill be perfectly ok with it and other days i'll completely crash and become a danger to myself . please dont take it personally if you notice me stop talking and suddenly become distant!!! i will likely be fine in the next few hours / the next day (and if Im not, youll know, because i will start heavily distracting myself via overworking and multitasking on art)

[all-the-bones-ever]

this hit me like a truck

[thunderstruck9]

Hyman Bloom (American, born Latvia, 1913-2009), Cadaver on Table, 1953. Oil on canvas, 52 x 40 in.

[zegalba]

Ligier Richier: 'Cadaver Tomb of René of Chalon' (1545)

[sharkthinker]

conclave and the terror sharing a director makes a lot of sense if you think about it bc they both occupy the same niche ..... bitchy workplace politics and miserable old men finding yaoi in some of the most awful inhospitable places on earth (the arctic) (the vatican)

[officialpenisenvy]

[to a crowd of adoring fans at my concert] this next song is about something that really means a lot to me — in the year 897 pope stephen vi exhumed the corpse of pope formosus and put the dead body on trial for perjury

[wombywoo]

borrowed ↔️

[julsenbastian]

Julsen Bastian

Ilustración: Maria Kassandra

[circadianaa]

i’ve decided to start trying to post again :3 perhaps expect a dump of all the art i did this year in the coming days

[grubcakes]

how can i feel the same for two completely different things ?? i feel like my heart got ripped out again . scrolling being bored again and reopening it to see what i wasnt supposed to . months . months of sleuthing and piles of screenshots how can it feel the same for something like this

it feels worse somehow. like im witnessing it up close through an open window

my head hurts. i thjink im going to throw up

[acepalindrome]

Johanna would never hesitate to drag Emmrich for any stupid, embarrassing thing he does, but she doesn’t give him any shit for trying to impress the boy he had a crush on by showing him the body he was dissecting. That’s a perfectly normal way to court the object of your affections, obviously.

You mean you showed that boy a perfectly good corpse, all major organs beautifully intact, and he wasn’t impressed? He freaked out just because a passing wisp possessed the body and made it sit up suddenly? What a loser. You dodged a fireball on that one, Volkarin.

[lorithescrump]

The Foolish Husbands™️

[anaart-stuff]

You may kiss the bride 🥀

[outro-sagitariano-no-mundo]

[avantgardemetallover]

I like you, have a few band blinkies!!

[sledgehammer-to-a-discoball]