#but…idk if ill keep watching..lol
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man…….
i didnt take baby reindeer’s warning seriously enough lol
#this is regarding episode 4 iykyk#watched it hours ago and im still reeling 🤪#ramblin but not a gamblin man#im okay!! honestly just a sign of a really accurate-well done portrayal#but…idk if ill keep watching..lol#that episode was probably the worst of it but yeeeeesh#i did spoil myself to kind of prepare myself cuz I had a feeling the story was going /this/ direction#but the actual scenes are very……heavy
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xīn yá ref update ^_^
#its been a while since i touched them so for anyone new here theyre my lmk oc LOL#him and crows oc sailor have a little story together <3 theyre besties and theres a lot of tragedy involved#i keep saying i wanna get around to doing their voice claim video soon like i have the clips and everything but i never have the energy#but they dont really have any connection to the lmk characters its more like a fan character within that universe#i havent watched the new season or even seen any clips for it so i have NO IDEA whats going on im not caught up at all#idk when ill be in the mood to get back into it but there will be signs <- went batshit for 3 months animating and making art#myart#my art#my oc#oc#xin ya#fur#furry art#lmk oc#lego monkie kid oc#oc reference sheet#oc ref sheet
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im putting a list together of every dracula movie ever made so i can try and watch all of them 👍
#so far there's 10 on the list that i have seen and like 200 that i havent lol#i am loosely ranking them based on how much i liked the portrayal of the vampire himself.#idk if ill keep up with that as i see more tho bc from experience once i have too many movies to rank it becomes pointless.#avpost#i tried to watch the oldest one ever made over the weekend but it's a lost film :-( 1920's literal hell decade for movies.#if i could do one silly self interested thing w a time machine id just run around stealing all the film reels to preserve them forever#since apparently nobody else was going to do it they were too busy chain smoking 10000 cigarettes in rooms full of extremely flammable film
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hi this is a post saying i will not b online((or try)) until i get my g.e.d.
i love u all if i uh, yk never return
hugs hugs many sweet dreams & good mornings!
#i had a much longer post then realized no1 wants 2 read all that long#i dont want 2 like fill the tags w/reasons y im suddenly doing this#hell i might regret this & delete it a minute l8r#but like. i need my highschool diploma#ive failed school like all the way through. my entire school career looks good in concept but its not#shit im going 2 start crying again#<- that is also y#i keep crying i keep like getting rlly sad & self#destructive & idk how 2 fix that so im doing this so no1 hears my whining#uhhh pray 4 me 2 pass ig lol#hugs hugs hugs mnay hugs#this feels like a final goodbye bc my self confidence is so bad jdjfiosk#summer school; switching classes bc of bad grades; getting expelled; having numerous teacher conferences; having my teachers talk 2 me like#im their kid just bc my mother works @ the school ohh my god that hurt the most & made me want 2 go monkey mode#point is im not good @ school & never have been & it stresses me out & im so scared#im so afaid im crying just thinking about sitting in a class#i love learning i love ideas i love questions MY FAVORITE SUBJECT IS MATH but im just so scared 4 some reason#& idk if ill b able 2 do it#i can barely see my screen help djchis#anyways im going 2 try my best bc i want 2 talk 2 my friends & uhm thats rlly it#but i cant do that unless i get better so im going 2 try 2 not#i ended up rambling in the tags blehhh#niko is also w/me rn as always & i will give him all the kisses &love i can so nobody worry about that#watch me take this post back in a day bc the internet has been 1 of my only safe soaces#this is so pathetic kanfkf & me saying so does not make it any less so#i just jumped out of the car & walked 2 hrs home crying bc im an actual disaster rn#like what if everything im thinking rn makes no sense#i mean not the school thing#i need 2 do that#i need 2 stop stalling
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#rggo#ryu ga gotoku online#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#i wish i drew him from the other side cause thats where all the yummy scars are but oh well.. mayhaps next time....#hopefully there is a next time LOL#spiritually this is a birthday drawing for masu since i keep saying ill draw RGGJO VLEKVJLEKJ#also idk... somethin bout sunday night got me finally wantin to draw bro.. <- does not want to study for his spanish exam tomorrow#anyway //obligatory warrior cats gijinka joke// im sorry ill never Not make that joke#i just know if rggo came out when i was 12 i wouldve gone insane over rggjo#ANYWAY. MASU. WHEN YOU INEVITABLY READ THESE TAGS. i hope you had an epic birthday and an epic birthday part ii :]#it was fun watching The Clan's Heir Is A Trans Woman with you and the gang ♪(´▽`)#ok i should go study now i guess LMAO BYE
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im so sorry rick but the tlt musical is actually the greatest pjo adaptation ever. I said what I said
#idk just finished the pjo show and I feel a little betrayed#rick had so much hate for the movies and their inaccuracies#and basically told us we wouldnt get that for the show#but then turned around and changed EVERYTHING but basic story points#anyways yeah the musical rocks#and idk but its low budget charm somehow had more percy Jackson energy than the show ever did#that musical had what an hour and a half#hit most of the points while keeping the tone#and had grown adults playing 12 year olds#who actually managed to do well#and it was HILARIOUS#amazing fucking musical amazing adaptation ten out of ten watch it rn#yk what#send me message or ask or whatever and ill send you the link#if you want#bc i don't want the video taken down lol#Percy Jackson#percy jackson disney+#the lightning thief#tlt#tlt musical#the lightning thief musical#percy jackson movies#pjo adaptation#pjo#pjo musical
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#gonna do a little throwback and vent a bit here lmao#I may have pushed myself a lil far by doing a couple impact scenes and then wandering thru a bunch of crowds to watch the fireworks 💀#felt incredible on sunday night had a bad panic attack last night and haven’t been right today I just feel so down and strange#idk if it’s cause we got to discussing trauma and mental illness or if I’m just a lil depressed but I’m in a very pre-medication headspace#and then I rly feel bad cause he walked me home so he was out later than me and then soon after he got home there was a shooting near where#we were. and he’s the one who gets nervous about being out at night I’m always flippant about it#n I feel stupid and careless keeping him out so late just making sure I was alright#idk idk. hoping this is all part of coming off all that adrenaline and I’ll be normal in a couple days#I didn’t anticipate it at all cause the pain was pretty light. but it was all insanely good so maybe it’s more about how high up you get lol#idk! advice welcome if you’ve had a similar experience hdjfjsj
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i want to crawl under my desk and go to sleep
#that is not possible because i cannot fit under there#damn it#i want a nest man#somewhere nice and cozy and just for me where i can stare at the wall for hours#that sounds.. good#btw i'm really tired of not being a pretty boy like what the fuck#lol the mental illness really shining through tonight#but i opened pinterest and almost burst into tears because there was a pretty guy and i am not him#sigh i guess i have to be this horrible thing until i die#unfair really#i need to be medicated i think it would help#i just haven't felt great the last few days#wait. couple of weeks?#i can't remember.#but i don't feel like me.#at least i have my stupid otome soundtrack to keep me company sing at me pretty anime boys.#lol watch me delete this in 9 minutes or smth#unless i forget#idk i just wanted to vent i guess don't read this shit#i'm happy nice aerie really. just not right now#god it's only 7:45#at least my hair is clean i guess#sigh#diaerie#delete later
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I'm still trying to figure out what chaos magic is. . .
#or would it be magick with a k. ..#i just dont think im understanding the basic theory???#idk ive watched like a ton of videos and im gonna get to the peter j carroll books. . . mmmm#but all im getting is paradigm shifts and like. . .#i feel like theres no fluidity? maybe?#ill keep at it idk#a million shrug emojis#its giving i took the bus down from the station now im in the woods. . . vibes#like yeah thats life buddy#and i dont mean that condescendingly#its just like im not getting it#i think theres something wrong with me???#lol idk man
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Oh, that was MEAN!!!!!
Just finished ep 413, aka the end of the filler chunin exams arc. It did offer a reasonable explanation for how it wrapped up so quickly (third exam canceled bc of circumstances), as well as how so many of them managed to reach chunin (in lieu of the 3rd exam, detailed reports were given for each of their performances, which Tsunade used to promote them all)
THE ENDING THO...
Somehow I didn't realize that Ajisai was the girl that became the summoner Pain for the attack against Konoha. Not until they showed Konan giving the girls an S class mission (for their first mission as chunin????) & it started on the next scene with the guys lugging the body in. I just felt my heart Sink... it was rly sweet to watch Ajisai bond with Tenten & grow to accept that ppl from the big nations aren't all full of themselves and all. And then Ajisai is fucking DEAD!!! Konan, why?!?! And what happened to the other 2?!?! Implied dead too probably, considering they were on the mission together... aughhgh it's so sad
AND THEN FUU BEING CORNERED BY KAKUZU AND HIDAN..... which I actually hadn't realized that Kakuzu was from Taki as well, mostly bc I hadn't really registered his headband. So it was interesting to hear a bit about his past with what Fuu said about him. But it was also rly sad bc she was all "I'd like to become friends!" To him too. Which maybe it was partly an act, but she was also very focused on making friends throughout the time we knew her. Which makes me so sad 😭😭😭 bc she definitely did lose that fight, even though we didn't see it. Such a sweet soul, lost to plot progression... augh!
AND THEN!!!!!!!! The scene with the Konoha genin being promoted to chunin and Neji to jonin. Tenten and Lee being like "we'll always be a group of three!!!" And Neji being like "Yeah... I do hope so." BUT THEN KISHIMOTO KILLS HIM OFF FOR ROMANCE PROGRESSION!!!!! And not even good progression!!!!!!! Just to push Naruto and Hinata together. Just spit on his corpse why don't you, Kishimoto. Ngl im still mad he killed Neji. It was such an insult in so many ways.
Anyways I finished the filler arc, which means it's back to main shit now. I'll probably keep watching later tho. Oh no naruto and sasuke are dying!!! What else is new lol. They'll get better 👍
I Am looking forward to seeing Guy beat up Madara... I am episodes away from that iconic fight now... excited...!!!
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#as always rambling is under the cut#overall i did like the chunin exams filler arc. definitely worth the watch#even if i couldve done without the weird fatphobic caricature and the weird living doll things.#aside from those i quite liked all the peeks we got into all these various characters.#wouldve liked to see more interaction between Gaara and Lee tho. we saw Gaara talk about Lee in the flashback with that one guy#but when Lee was finally actually in the same place as Gaara. it was Neji who had the limelight there.#which i understand it was probably to give the reason for why Neji was made jonin#but it also made me sad. no acknowledgement between Lee and Gaara at all????#they affected each other so deeply and saved each other's lives... i wanted to see them interact more...#i am perhaps a starving gaara & lee shipper... their interactions were so important in the first anime but shippuden has ignored them...#alas!!!!! shippuden doesnt know how to keep character consistency for like. most of them lol.#idk. ill just have to keep myself entertained in my own little corner. like always.
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watched the first 2 eps of wind breaker and like why are there literally no girls in this delinquent school? what abt the girl delinquents :(
#i can buy all the other shit going on but not a single girl at this school??? are u crazy??#tbh idk if ill keep watching i like the concept and the main guy is fun but my tolerance for shounen w/ like no girls in the cast#is basically gone now lol#vinnie talks
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ehe kinda wack but cute troi riker work couple moment
#trek watch#SHES AN EMPATH and felt the MALEVALENT VIBES. from an old lady who was pretty much actively cussing her out. lol#i think this ep is probably one of the fucking WILD ones lol. idk if ill keep watching cause pluto is being stinky#but it was funny
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hey guys
#soo guess who started watching mcd again :) its been a while im KINDA lost but also i dont wanna rewatch s1 AGAIN lol#im in ep 15 of s2 as of me posting this hehehe#ive been watching it while drawing and also im working on some chibis w my redesigns for everyone :) aphmaus is slightly based on uhhh#@/radi8290 ‘s aph design#one of their posts came up on my dashboard and i thought the way aph was drawn was cute hehe#im planning on doing everyone but idk how long that’ll take since#the style im useing is VERY clean and VERY geometric (atleast for the hair) and my usual style is NOTHING like it but#its alr bc i get to experiment w more polished looking stuff. idk im enjoying it hehe#im thinking of eventually rewatching s1 after i finish all of it and finally starting my rewrite#and keeping my info on the characters on my toyhouse and whatnot#idk if thats allowed but ill check. eitherway#its good to be back :) i missed being stupid on here#ashe.txt#aphmau shalashaska#thinking of changing my user but at the same time… mcdbutgay…. idk idk#ashe.art
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#to be honest were not doin so hot lately LOL#and by we i mean me#idk everything is just hard ykwim 🥹#ill be fine eventually but ughhhhhhhhhh#one of the feww things thay was.keeping me distracted from the big sad kinda just...blew up in my face#i was watching niji streams to keep myself occupied but uhhhhh well now thats a shitstorm#other streamers arent really hitting the same#im twmpted to start smoking again even though i know i shouldnt but fuck ugh
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#didnt have a good day today. lots of personal shit idk if im gonna get into but long story short#its likely im gonna have to move early next year#which leaves a lot of stuff up in the air for me to process if i think too much about it ill probably cry again lol#anyways gonna watch arcadia of my youth and keep my mind off shit#woody speaks
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if i doodle during unlucky monkey stream later would we be mad at me
#not rgg#snap chats#oh yeah stream later. 4:30 THE USUAL#anyway no cause i THOUGHT about drawing during it. i prob wouldnt show it on screen since#Thats A Lot Going On LOL but im only askin in the event i do and im half-paying attention so no one wonders why im Half-Paying Attention#unlucky monkey one of my fave movies and because of that ive always wanted to draw art for it but i keep getting distracted#i suppose the best time to do so would be. during my fourth rewatch of it LOL#there a lot of ttm movie art i wanna make tbh lol... like ive made SOME but theres still more i wanna do#oh but yeah if youve read this far. for whatever reason. after unlucky monkey it'll be a normal judgment stream#'snap what do you mean normal judgment stream' i mean im playing the game for four hours LOL#i need to catch up on lost time so. lol.#i realize pretty much everyone will leave halfway into it if not the first hour of it but thats prob for the best#i'll vod it in any case so if anyone really cares to see it it'll be there#ok bye i have to. uh. god idk#im ngl i still feel crummy LOLOL but i promise i wont be crummy during stream#i forgot the most important thing about streams and that being streams are equivalent to being on stage#i mean i never became an actor for a reason LOLOL#it's a performance art and i forgot that and im mad about it. BUT I WONT FORGET THIS TIME so dont worry bout me bein ill during stream#well. ill in /that/ sense. we are watching a ttm movie ahaaaaa im a sicko 😩#IN ANY CASE. hope to see people there :) for the judgment segment i promise to make up for yesterday#NOW im gonna uhhhhh yeah idk :) oh my god my organ hurts im going to kill myself#im gonna stare at this google doc for a hot minute
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