#but; no one remembers a coward
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Maybe it was his smile. That big, goofy, absolutely ridiculous, shit-eating grin. Maybe it was his hands. Soft, with the ability to show intense love, and to take a life, cold and brutal. Perhaps it was his body, lanky and almost frail, yet incredibly powerful and so much stronger than hers.
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It was in fact his eyes. For a man with focus on everything, be it the enemy with a sword against his throat or even a random cute girl on the street, he saw her. He didn't look past her. She existed in his eyes. And it was everything, to both of them.
#this has been in the drafts forever and i bloody hate it#but; no one remembers a coward#bleach#shinji hirako#chococrab scribbles#shinji x reader
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Learn from who? Learn from you?
Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#pdribs#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#uh huh. mmhm. parallels and shit#OK LIKE. in nice words ai di essentially tells chen yi to go for it BUT bc hes a Lil Shit he says it like 'use force to PROVE how you feel.#followed by '.....OH WAIT YOU CANT BEAT HIM'. the way he rubs that in chen yi's face too like it isnt even 'youre weaker than him.'#it's you're LOWER than him. & thats why ai di calls him a coward bc therell always be a divide between chen yi & cdy that chen yi wont cros#and the point of this is - okay i know chen yi is literally picking ai di up and throwing him around here but also you have to remember#ai di LETS HIM. ai di doesnt fight back as hard as he could and that puts them on EVEN. EQUAL. GROUND. every time.#& yeah theres some comedy to it but you cant Ever forget that ai di wants chen yi to want him. needs it. he's faking sleep in the 1st scene#and once chen yi realizes what he wants he puts everything he has into keeping it - inadvertently taking ai di's advice by doing so -#& expresses it in every kind of way too. whatever it takes. bc between the two of them its not just 'bring him back' it's 'bring him HOME'#in a way thats based on the constantly being witness to the worst of each other & choosing it AND. years and layers of trust & love.#..ok only I would take a gifset of chen yi picking ai di up & make it abt how their relationship is perfectly balanced. but im right so idc#the last one ties it all together in my onion. chen yi got him home. and ai di's deliberately allowing himself to be loved. they won
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rediscovered this vine and couldn't resist
#this was a lesson in why thumbnailing is important!#bc instead of an actual angle change i drew the exact same angle just slightly to the left#i literally almost thumbnailed this but i went 'nah this is simple i dont need to' .... mf you needed to#i normally have no interest in making little animatic type things but these guys are just to easy and fun to draw#might make more vine based ones#anyway posting this at 1 am bc im a coward <3#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#scribble salad#i really hope im remembering correctly that frank is a little aware? not to wally's extent but hes got some awareness?#anyway this vine is what i imagine being on the show was like for him#wally kept just staring off and talking at an invisible point#frank must've thought he was completely bonkers huh
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"Wait! Stay still a sec!" "huh? Okay ...Why are you laughing?"
Cybersnapchat template by pinkyjulien here
#kerry eurodyne#cyberpunk photomode#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#male v#masc v#my ocs: vinny kahinu#something old that i was too much of a coward to post at the time#killing the part of me that cringes#although i think i might have posted the second one on a discord somewhere maybe i cant remember
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Hey Sherlock fans —
Remember how Martin “We’re-All-A-Bit-Bisexual-In-Real-Life” Freeman, playing Watson in the Sherlock “drunk scene”, ad-libbed the line “I don’t mind”, and meant it in a sexy way with Sherlock?
Remember that? Because I remembered it randomly this morning and got irritated all over again at What Could Have Been and also in fact What Martin Freeman and Benedict Cumberbatch Could Have Really Done With That Show.
#sherlock#bbc sherlock#remember how the showrunners teased that the next season would be ‘groundbreaking’#and we all thought holy shit they’re actually going to do the private life of sherlock Holmes#like they kept hinting#and with one of the showrunners gay#we thought yes of course#and then not only didn’t they deliver that#they threw away all the character development of the first seasons#and then turned into#like#a Hollywood thing in season four?#i still haven’t watched the last 2 episodes#never will#still salty#if they’re not gay stop teasing it#if they are gay then show it you cowards#but at least - if not that - keep the characters in character!
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Damn imagine your birthday falling on Casual Friday and dying in THAT shirt. Unfortunate and deserved for his actions.
CONTEXT FOR THE SHIRT: My hometown is literally called “Cumming” I’m not kidding. And this is one of the shirts I’ve seen made for it.
This is very sketchy cause I drew it for fun. Wanted to try this perspective and was like: Oh yea I know the perfect guy I can draw who almost died in a car, and then died outside of said car.
#camp cretaceous#jurassic world camp cretaceous#Jwcc eddie#tw blood#tbh the shoes are what I’m a little proud of. The light hits it so good.#Sorry but it needed blood.#Indominus Rex is so done with this coward#AL’s scribblings of Nublar#Got to remember to use that tag lol#There's a version without blood but I like this one better
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Something I find hilarious is in this video (at 1:15), where Dan imagines an ideal version of himself, and something I find hilarious is that this fantasy version of him reads the thesaurus to "extend [his] vocabulary"... That is just... listen, I love him a lot, but that is just sooo cringe, I love that he somehow thinks its an intellectual thing to do. Stephenie Meyer ass
#get your extensive vocabulary through reading a lot of weird shit coward#a thesaurus???? useless#no one knows wtf ur saying#I remember a mutual telling me he doesn't read and I'm starting to think she's right#dan and phil#dnp#phan#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#danisnotonfire#phil lester
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I wish I knew how to plan multi chapter fics because I have two bridgella fic ideas stuck in my head that can’t be written because I suck at planning.
Mayhaps it’s for the best cuz one of them is super dark. Which is saying something cuz they both involve Ella being kidnapped.
#descendants#descendants the rise of red#descendants ella#descendants bridget#ella x bridget#bridget x ella#bridgella#no fr I’m talking super dark like not suitable for the kid audience the movies were made for#anyway the normal one is Bridget kidnapping ella on the night of her engagement party to charming bc she can’t stand the idea of her#ex bestie being happy with the coward who stole her from her. it starts as her revenge and ends with her remembering why she fell for Ella#in the first place which is no bueno bc Ella’s supposed to be the one getting tormented not her#musings of a prophet
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the concept of defeating many of the dragon priests alongside miraak after freeing him from apocrypha is both very interesting and very funny to me as a concept.
like imagine waking up from an eons long sleep ready to fight but your old coworker you assumed was dead (and who, unlike you, seems to be Very Much Not Undead) is there and he calls you a bootlicker in the ancient dragon tongue before he stabs you
#miraak chasing hevnoraak’s ghost around his barrow like GET BACK HERE YOU COWARD#miraak#like in all actuality it’s probably a pretty solemn experience for miraak#as in a way it’s like. severing one of the last ties to the old life he remembers#but. also. miraak likes to talk shit and fight SOOO
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imagine if we had the full depth of rhaenicent and laenyra... the homoerotic angst of it all. the jealousy and the sense of betrayal that Alicent would feel. The yearning and bond between Rhaenyra and Laena— but above all else, a sisterhood. Rhaenyra and Laena were present in each other’s milestones in motherhood.
Imagine Rhaenyra thinking, I wish I had this with Alicent. Alicent thinking Rhaenyra has betrayed her, how could she not try, put effort when I tried so hard??? the sisterhood and love is broken! All that I wanted for us, she does with Laena!
I hate how the show pit Nyra and Laena against each other. Had Laena feeling as the other woman. JUST SICK!!! They raised their children together, their children weren’t strangers—- I hate how the writers cut out so much, and changed details.
I wish Alicent and Rhaenyra mended their relationship, their kids got along at some point, but it came down to the expense of Aemond.
What I’m trying to say is that, yes, Laena, Alicent and Rhaenyra were their own persons. And each woman shouldn’t be seen as an accessory of the other— but their love was whitewashed a lot, and it breaks my heart.
We could have had it all, but the writers are cowards.
#I remember when people were like oh it wasn’t even a relationship! it was mentioned in one sentence — SHUT THE FUCK UP!!#excuse me for wanting more gay women!!#like there isn’t any gay women in ASOIAF!#even the show took out Daenerys’ bisexuality!#the writers were cowards!#Laena and Rhaenyra had a beautiful relationship!#we could have had book Alicent MIXED with Rhaenicent !!#Laenyra#Rhaenicent
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I'm sorry, but Eddie was shot in broad daylight and thought, "this is it, this is the last moment of my life," and he reached for Buck. He thought he was dying, and all he could do was look at Buck and reach.
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#oh sniper scene you will always be famous#the slow mo#the blood splatter on buck#the silence as they stare at each other before eddie collapses#the way captain mehta has to tackle buck because all he can do is watch as eddie is bleeding out in front of him#the way eddies eyes find bucks again and eddie fucking REACHES#buck crawling under the firetruck to save him#the way bucks yelling at eddie the whole time letting him know hes coming#the GRAB#dragging eddie under the truck and throwing him over his shoulder to lift him into the truck#bucks just stay with me and i need you to hang on#eddie asking if bucks hurt and only passing out after buck says no#and the buck and chris scene!!!#and the will reveal!!!#survivors you will always be famous#i will forever believe the shooting was eddies oh moment#i remember falling#and everything got dark#and i thought#this is it#this is the last moment of my life#and i reached for you#if i was going to die#i wanted to be able to touch you one last time#we really could have had it all if fox werent cowards
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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And for me there's very much something in TAD about how much performance is reality, we're introduced to the world of surgery as a performance, as ego, who can amputate faster but there's a real compassion there and it turns it on its head! Is Jack playing a part? Is Belle playing a part? To what extent if you claim you're a surgeon are you really a surgeon or are you doomed to be a thief? Are you doomed to be an invalid? (And I do think Belle's identity as an invalid is much more interesting than her identity as nobility btw but that's another post for another time).
And tbh I know it's funny that after having a single fight with Belle Jack goes back to thievery but it's much more about the fact he still does feel his performance is false, that he's just an escaped convict playing doctor, because he struggles to read and doesn't have formal training and isn't upper class and the dinner revealed that in a very painful, raw way. But we the audience know just because it is a performance in many ways, it's rooted in showmanship and flourishes and art and act, doesn't mean it's not real! Reality can be created and shaped perhaps.
#the artful dodger#tad#don't be cowards reblog my analysis posts#ok maybe this one isn't the most rebloggable it's very rambly#but I'm not stupid ok I'm not saying stupid shit!#remember when l&c was happening and only my meme posts were passed around by the girlies? not fun
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I've reached season 5 on my CSI rewatch and I'm a few episodes past "Swap Meet", where a woman is murdered after attending a swing party with other couples from the neighbourhood. Near the end of the episode there's a moment that made me jump from my seat:
(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two cups. He hands her a cup of tea.)
[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - BRASS' OFFICE]
Erin Brady: Everybody fantasizes about other people. (She glances at Grissom.)
Even you, Mr. Grissom. A neighbor, a friend ... girl at the office.
[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - HALLWAY]
(The door opens. Paul Brady walks out of the hallway. Erin Brady walks out into the hallway. Sara is sitting in the hallway chair watching them. She watches as they meet and kiss.)
(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two culps. He hands her a cup of tea.)
LIKE!!!!!!!
Right after Erin ends her sentence with 'girl at the office', the first time Sara and Grissom meet again, he brings her tea. This might be an innocent interaction but to me it seemed like a nod to this relationship they have where both are into each other, know about the other's feelings, but can't/won't do anything about it (although Sara has kind of given Grissom an ultimatum). I don't know if it was intentional - I'm guessing it is, because I picked it up immediately. I might or might not have squealed in delight.
#csi#gsr#i'm very Normal about them btw i don't think about them 50 times per day or anything#need to talk more about these two here#because im obsessed about them in a Normal way#sara is like. my dream wife. i totally get grissom being in love with her for years and barely holding it together#i would not though#i'm 1000% sure she's bi. but the writers have been cowards so far#also she and i dress THE SAME. yes i love 2000s clothes so what#i could talk about her forever she's everything to me#and grissom. oh grissom. i also get why she's been in love with him forever#i mean what the FUCK went down in san francisco did they hook up and sex was so good it scared them#and now they have to live with that tension and they're scared of crossing that line#nah i'm guessing with these two they just REALLY clicked. like. they were an instant match and they knew it#but grissom didnt want to lose focus on work or whatever and they lived in separate states you know#but oh my god i totally get sara. grissom is such a silver fox. he's like one of the hottest old men i've ever seen in my life#you know what i 100% get tumblr sexualizing old men it's completely valid i'm in this now too#he has this LOOK. whenever he's angry at a suspect. and he looks angrily at them. i'm chewing on my keyboard just remembering it#and his smirks#AND THE WAY HE LOOKS AT SARA#im losing my mind#i love all of gil grissom but seasons 4-5 jesus fucking christ#ok enough with the sexualizing i love him as a character SO MUCH. he's absolutely fantastic#one of the things i love the most about him is that he doesn't judge people. whenever the team is confused about someone#or this persons' lifestyle#he's always trying to understand them and not judge them#like a true scientist he wants to understand the nature of things and people#and he's such a sweetheart i love him so much#like there are so many things i love about him i can't fit them all in the tags. same for sara#they're a perfect match for me
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it's normal to be disappointed when you learn that your dreams are already dead. but just like a phoenix, our death will lead us to our own rebirth; and like a supernova, some deaths are beautiful.
#context is in the tags where i hide#which will be a lot#so uh#you all probably know about... my au.#all the team is busy. of course including me.#one's in uni; the other... idk. probably living his life.#as i mentioned in a previous post i've been missing the times when the group was still as active as how young people would be#and the youthful days i had in general#one thing i used to be scared of is change.#now i don't think i'm scared of change anymore. just dreadful but no longer scared#because change is inevitable and there's nothing we can do#so uhhh#go with the flow i guess#i always let the people i cherish live their own lives and i give them all the privacy they need#even if it means not being able to keep in touch with them#that is if they'd still remember me#whether they would or wouldn't that's okay with me#(no hard feelings everything is genuine and honest)#so... let's go straight to the point#the au would probably end up being solely written... that is if the art stuff doesn't push through#it's not like i've grown sick of those 'promises' i totally understand them i SWEAR.#i just don't wish to be misunderstood but like i just. couldn't spit all of it out in front of them#i'm sorry for being a coward#and if you see this... i don't know. probably tell me how you're doing? and either give me hopes that this could all still be sorted out-#or tell me if it's impossible at this point?#please just don't give me any false hope.#and... if we all ever don't push through#i'm genuinely sorry if i tired you or wasted your time and energy.#i'm sorry for dragging you to all my demands and perfectionisms and insecurities#missing entry
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listen i know aj being hot and fesity and benny trying to join in is good and great but do you know the comedy of kuch and matthew spinning into a frame with a hug? i didnt know we tuned into ice dancing
im sorry i can't take this scrum seriously WHAT ARE MATTHEW AND KUCH DOING
tampa bay lightning @ florida panthers | 9.30.24
bonus aj being hot! do not be distracted by the fuckery matthew and kuch are committing (be distracted by it! but also hot man!)
#aj greer#sam bennett#matthew tkachuk#nikita kucherov#tampa bay lightning#florida panthers#2425#preseason#i love the sunshine state showdown when its lowstakes like this#i can giggle about it without getting too mad#maffhew “one of my favourite guys to watch right is kucherov” tkachuk#once again the only reason maffhew was so calm about being handled is because it was kuch#not to reuse the horse metaphor thats been beaten to the ground but he is but the rowdy mare that lets no one near her#except a select few who can “woahhh girl easy sweetie easy youre okay im not gonna hurt you” her to a mild temperament#also lilleberg did drop his gloves so i have no idea why refs stopped this fight#let them fight dammit! cowards!#matthew wouldve been in the middle of that scrum had kuch not held him lovingly in his arms always remember that#aj you are so hot man so hot#feisty brunette man that enjoys reading and really wants to be here your ig pic has changed from the pantrs 10 to your headshot like oughhh#sorry back to maffhew and kuch#i dont think ive seen matthew this docile in a scrum in such a long time#he can be rehabilitated
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