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butchcharliee · 11 days ago

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#hey so if any of you remember me saying 'i dont think im butch anymore'#i bought a dress 😭#now i havent wore a dress since i was 15 #so idk what im gonna feel lol #its real nice dress too #its long and has a gothic aesthetic #it has floral print on it #I've been dressing masculine for a minute now (and i still will)#but I've been dreamkng about also dressing more feminine #and even combining the two #masculinity and femininity #so im going to finally let myself dress more feminine and not be scared of it #i still need to be careful cuz i do get dysphoria when i do #so i gotta do it just right #but yeah i think i gotta just my url here bc i really dont think im butch #which makes me sad #that identity helped me so much to figure out who i am #and being more comfortable with myself #but i feel like im in a transformation part of my life #and its time i let it go and grow!#sorry this was a long one lol #there's femmes who dress more masculinity as well #so idk if i call myself a femme #im still definitely in the butchfemme community #y'all are my people!!#but yeah im just gonna do right by me now :3 #and do what feels right and its that pretty dress rn!!

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xxplastic-cubexx · 6 months ago

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chat if i may speak

#marvel cinematic universe #mcu #xmen #x2 xmen united #xmen the last stand #xmen dofp #magneto #erik lehnsherr #snap sketches #i love the old people !!!!!!#highkey though old people are prob my fave subjects to draw ..#theres just so much line definition- i feel more confident drawing them and saying 'yeah that looks like them'#tho i also feel this way with people/characters who have really defined features and shapes ..... most curious !!!#anyways. i gave him extensions vjalkjlkaejAELJ #long-hair erik is important to me and i simply Had To See with ian mckellens face #at the same time something isnt right ... i cant explain it... im not gonna sit on this any longer tho this just a quick thing vjlkalk #when i inevitably draw older movie erik again ill prob go back to his short hair but i may be subjected to a treat. just this once #i dont wanna drive. totally unrelated. im going home for the weekend and i live so FAR from my dorm i hate it here (no i dont)#i just hate driving VJELAVJAE #whatever its the weekend which means more time for xmen brainrot #i just started S3 of 92 !!!!! in theory im halfway done with the series but S3 is also 26 episodes compared to the previous 13 vjeALVKEJ #OH WELL. im gonna go now i have to start driving at some point i GUESS #i just wanted to leave the people with a silly thing </3 ok bye bye #i have a silly comic planned with younger cherik so heres to hoping i do that !!! it's stupid but funny. i hope #ok bye bye now Truly

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nabaath-areng · 15 days ago

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Been impossible to take photos of these nails due to horrible weather lighting, but since it was specifically inspired by Ieeha I needed to figure out a way... thank you closet for having surprisingly decent lighting and dresses for being a surprisingly decent backdrop!!!

#dont mind the wrist cuffs I just felt they helped todays joint fuckery LOL #while making it more aesthetically pleasing to look at #i hate being isolated at home i wanna go OUT and i wanna DRESS UP #lmao this was gonna be about the nails #accidental peek into silvis other hobbies (nails and egl. idk how tumblr acts with the actual name as a tag these days)#(so egl just in case to be safe)#from left to right the dresses are AP rose museum+infants little ladies portrait+AP wonder gallery&antoinette decoration #i used to be more into gothic (or kuro rather) but that was like over a decade ago #the last couple years ive been slowly accumulating a sweet/hime ish wardrobe #just a pity i havent been able to leave the house..... 😔 heres hoping we can change that!!!!#ANYWAY. NAILS. the polish is lurid laqcuers 'waiting for someone who never comes'#that and several other shades SCREAMED ieeha hence i got them.... this polish is reflective but idk if i can include video from phone #just know that its EXTREMELY pretty and even prettier irl and looks like golden dust in water in the bottle #so yeah..... shimmery sparkly blue beautiful + pearls butterflies lace? TIS IEEHA #not his only vibe but a major one nonetheless. i have other ideas i wanna try someday #(also for some reason my nails ALWAYS looks way shorter in photos than they are irl. idk why)#nor do i know why im mentioning that. probably because i spent so much time filing and shaping and you cant even TELL #anyway. im rambling. feeling better now than before though so i count tjat as a win #not ffxiv #silvi talks #(also these nails took me 3 hours ish. cause i fight against the flesh. but also its like 8 coats.#base coat + 3 polish coats (its very sheer) + glitter coat + top coat #also rip at all the phone typos for all the tags #and skipped words #infanta*** smh

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kittycatred · 1 day ago

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hihi posts might be a little slower this week, or atleast anything with drawings and/or story progression stuff !! my mental health has just been too wonky for me to keep up with bigger asks lately, so i hope thats alright !! :'D (but i promise im not ignoring them !! ill get to them when im able to :3)

ill still be active & posting though ofc, but super sorry i haven't gotten to a bunch of asks in my inbox the past few days aughh </3

#[ ooc ]#i will try to catch up though when i can !! just be patient for rn :3 #i might still occasionally do bigger / more story related asks if i can though it just dependsss how i feel #but for now itll just be smaller silly asks mostly !!#& ill try to work on some tomorrowww its just 1am for me rn and im probably gonna sleep right after posting this :'D #buuut yeah just a heads up !! i dont want anyone thinking im ignoring their ask or whatnot :3

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ratatatastic · 3 months ago

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"😦?? (looks over to forsy going over to the bench) 🏃‍♂️💨💨"

st louis blues @ florida panthers | 12.20.24

#aaron ekblad #gustav forsling #florida panthers #2425 #uppy got confused #he thought he was gonna stay on the ice but had to be informed his handler is currently going for a change #and has to run to catch up #forsy gliding over while ekky is scrambling to catch up. overtakes him. still waits so he gets to the bench first.#chivalry isnt dead <3 #but puppy doesnt go first he knows his manners <333 #the dynamic here is fantastic and i will never recover #FORSY DOESNT EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK AT HIM #god give me the strength and patience to not do something insane right now #oh forsblad... (sighs into my hands)#ekky really is just a puppy scrambling over his gangly limbs to heel next to his owner huh #yeah im gonna go snort some coffee or something thatll fix me

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enhanced-operatives-division · 11 months ago

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This blog is gonna end up posting purely Prism stuff at this rate ..good lord

#i was gonna add more drawings of her but uhhh ohe i don't like and another I want to do a double page spread...i have a sillay idea..#but augh once again her concept art strikes....giving her a lab coat which is more blue than yellow accented....to contrast her canon design #genuinely there's something about her which just captivates me. like idk. her and juniper are definitely my top two at this point i think #like jj is so much fun to just. fuck up I can't state that enough. i can throw 1000 headcanons at him and they all fit ok #prism i can get more nuanced and i have a whole ass narrative of her time at the agency and her friendship with reggie like. AUUUUUUGh #but yeah god i have been on my fully coloured art bullshit right now idk why. then again i did finish all my art coursework so i feel free.#i can just yearn for roxana prism literally every page<3 #im sat here just so. good lord. everythung abt her good lord. i need to be sedated #tranquiliser dart might work #head in hands. wild sobs. roxana prism i wish you were real.#ieytd #[agent moose's art]#roxana prism

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bmpmp3 · 23 days ago

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hmmmmmm. hmmmmmmmmmmmm. definitely gonna have to sit on those new virvox designs for a while.

#gonna need to really grasp my opinions on em. first reaction theres stuff i like. and stuff im not a fan of #i should be able to find artistic middle grounds between the old and new pretty easily. except um. takuto/kohaku? situation is um.#um. hm. thats two different guys. i actually like the name change a bit with the shirokuro thing going on with his relationships to #kotarou and takehiro. but um. well. changing his skin to be the darkest is. a lot. with his name change and personality #definitely wasnt intentional on the artists part but it does lean into some tropes i dont care for #but we'll see. akashi got half a shade lighter but of course i'll keep on drawing him with his slightly richer deeper tone #well i mean. yeah. im sticking with the old designs for now RIP but it is what it issss #all 15 virvox fans sending psychic beams to amano kei begging to be let to make new designs for them #including me. i could do it. i could bring back their cuteness. maybe? maybe.#jk of course im basically only on tumblr so i know ive always been like. an oddly prolific secret in all fanbases im in LOL #im a bonus just for people who decide to join a dying microblogging platform <3 #but i do want to try out making different designs for em now....... fuuuuck.... fuuuuuuuck....but i have assignmence to do #i do hope we can end up in a zola situation tho with a bunch of different designs from different artists #i think that'd be the best solution to the horrors of design rights conflicts

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xxplastic-cubexx · 24 days ago

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im not exaggerating when i say ive been staring at your newest twitter art for the past twenty minutes. i feel ill Why can i hear them

the thigh size difference, the codpiece, charles drooling and Shaking that man is Gone, mags' smug smile and uh. his uhm . Hes HUGE..... charles How do you take that thing and live to tell the tale... and mags' lil speech bubble, what filth could he be sayin..... much to think about, i think i hauve covid, THEY LOOK SO GOOD, apologies to your bro's sneakers but i for one am very happy with this outcome :3 as always thank you so much for your service 🫡🫡

thank you for the review on my doodles today!!!!! i looked deep into my soul and let it do the rest......

#fave #snap chats #i love comments/asks like these hi VJLAVKJAKL IDK i just like it when you guys share the details you like in what i draw...#it makes me most happy :) i WAS gonna write dialogue for mags but i figured id just let people think of what he could be saying #didnt wanna distract from what we all here for of course...#i have more metal-related shenanigans involved so i hope yall will enjoy that when i post it in the future :]]#ALSO i have such like. size dysphoria. if that is anything or if thats the right term Do We Know What I Mean #i never think i make mags too big or charles too small while im drawing but then ill leave the canvas for like ten minutes #and then i come back and im like 'jesus fucking christ merry yaoimas' JVLERGKGJAELK #it bleeds into my real life i'll see i grabbed a lot of food from a buffet or whatever and ill be like 'yeah i can eat all that'#and then three minutes later im like Hospital #like i jus tnever think Big Thigns are ACtually Big im just like 'it cant be THAT much' and then Im Wrong AVJLKJAE #back on topic tho I SWEAARR i only have the size difference be dummy with krakoa just because thats the funniest thing about krakoa #i enjoy it...... i be lying i do make mags egregiously big main comicverse/tas too JWRLKJAWRL #its just that i try to give charles a lil more upper body muscle in that so it's only like .2% less obvious. still obvious tho </3 #forgive me father i like size differences !!!!#IN ANY CASE. worry not my friend i did get my brother his sneakers #AND I GOT PLUSHIE STUFF !!! I have not mad a plushie in years never mind a human one #when i was growing up i really liked making plushies of food and animals so ive never made a plushie of a person #im not embroidering a face go to hell i aint doin all that JVWARLKJALKJ maybe in the future if i ever make more #ANYWAY. im gonna re read this ask fifty times thank you so much 🥺 very happy to hear you enjoy the pieces so much !!!!!!!!#now if you'll excuse me /i'll/ be thinking about these men in situations ft charles' heinous outfit........#and like also trying to make a plushie so thatll be fun JVLKWAJ

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pnsge · 1 month ago

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never beating the developing crushes on friends allegations part 2: return of jafaar

#sage's diary #019 #2/10/2025 #crazy how ive been doing these for ~4 months now #time flies when youre going through it i guess #anyways this shit. again #what else is new #its the same cycle every couple months i shouldnt be surprised atp #i just. AUGH my god dude #hes so cute i wanna say something sooooo fuckign bad but its not the right time #theres too many other conflicting things happening #it would just add to all of that i think. and make things worse #(also being sick and listening to happy hardcore music while typing is not helping jot down my thoughts)#i guess in other news me and the bfs anniversary was the other day #never thought i'd be in a relationship with someone for 3 years #also gonna be getting a FUCKTON of money soon hopefully :D #was supposed to come in today. but didnt for whatever reason #but yeah lots of. things!!! going on over here!!#mentally and (kinda) physically #god i hope things get resolved and figured out #for everyone involved #(might delete this later idk) (depends on how im feelin)

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britneyshakespeare · 4 months ago

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i am at the looking-at-dolls-as-self-soothing part of the night. i definitely wanna beef up my bratz collection since unboxing my alwayz bratz yasmin was just like... oh... oh man... and... and i didn't think it'd be like that for me man i didn't think i had as much nostalgia for bratz as i actually do not just buy owning some but by touching them and playing w their clothes and their hair.

and one of my issues of course is that i'm a redhead and as a redhead my Default Lookalike Doll is meygan (not that having a doll that looks like you is the most important part of bratz, but it is so much of the fun right? the fact that there's a character out there for just about everyone?). and i like meygan as a character well enough, that's not the issue. but of the meygan dolls that have been reproduced, there's none of them that are like, hardcore needs for me except for sweetheart meygan. and i did not buy sweetheart meygan in time. i was not really collecting at that point. that was like 2022. i had a few... na na na surprise dolls at that time. which is funny bc i have four of those that i got all either on clearance or w giftcards and i do really like them even though a lot of doll collectors thought they were kinda dumb, and they were. i just liked the gimmick of the fabric bodies and there were just enough dolls i thought were really cute that i kinda caved at one point. i also knew it was a brand i wouldn't go overboard with. anyway. we were talking about meygan...

sorry meygan back to you girl. i know original 2000s bratz that have not yet been reproduced at crazy expensive on the secondhand market and it's genuinely out of control. but sweet heart meygan, both the repro and the original, are selling for triple digits on mercari, ebay, what have you. that's just ridiculous. frankly. i'm not buying her at that. i don't even like her enough to hunt for her regularly, if that's how it's gonna be. there are plenty of more readily-available bratz dolls that are either regular retail price or clearancing online andin stores. did you guys know alwayz bratz jade is going for 15 bucks on amazon right now? that's crazy. the other always bratz dolls aren't going for that low if they're even marked down yet. that release wasn't even that long ago. anyway i'm thinking of getting jade from that line bc i know some ppl thought that alwayz jade was a let-down, but i thought she was cute. yasmin was my favorite from that line and that's why i got her but jade was my second fave there easily.

i also wanna get the kumi they reproduced sometime and maybe girls nite out cloe since i see she's still available. it's funny there aren't that many core girls i've wanted from the repros but if i go for any of the cloes, new or old, it's gotta be girls nite out. cloe isn't even usually my favorite character no offense blondes she's just kinda. she's just kinda cloe to me. idk i love her but i'm not gagged over her most of the time. these are still bratz standardz we're talking about here so obviously i love her.

there's nothing going on in the world right now other than my bratz dolls. and if someone we won't mention wins the election, i'm definitely going doll crazy. i'm gonna be buying dolls after this anyway, but i'm gonna justify spending an unusual, nearly-irresponsible amount of money. you know. bc i'm an adult and i can.

hey also and of all the lines they could've reproduced why is their most recent slumber party? why? why? when the poll posted by mga had tokyo a go go WINNING? bc tokyo a go go is the correct option? i mean the slumber party line is cute and i like the base dolls and the accessories especially the stuffed animals are cute. but. everyone knows the bratz audience these days is adult collectors. which adult collectors are losing their minds over dolls in pajamas and bathrobes? again they're CUTE. but why. also why did they reproduce bratz babyz when those things were nightmare fuel

#tales from diana #yeah and i have the jimmy paul pride two-pack w roxxi and nevra arriving tomorrow :)#i'm still probably gonna buy all these dolls i'm talking about at some point but i'm just gonna space them out #now is a pretty good time to be a budding bratz collector bc there have been AFFORDABLE OPTIONS once again #but they are not all that way #and i'm so happy for my own sake that i had no emotional investment w the mean girls dolls bc that shit was ridiculous #fuck mga for that one for real #yeah the bratz i have now are the alwayz yasmin and the campfire felicia repro #i should've unboxed felicia first bc i honestly like her better and her hair (being braided) would've been way less of a mess #i have to wash yasmin's hair and im worried about it bc i've never washed doll hair before #but i'm gonna be so honest w you. the state that shit was in? was borderline unacceptable. lol #it's so hard and gelled that i cannot just brush it or anything #the back ie what you could not see in the box is especially nasty... like come on #the alwayz bratz as much as i do like them overall are not the same quality as 2000s bratz. i have to say #not just bc they don't come w a second outfit but the fabric quality and construction just isn't what it used to be #they're still good dolls don't get me wrong. but i feel like they're less pressured bc of how cheap barbies are nowadays #they don't have to put in the same elbow grease to be 'better'#anyway i'm glad i'm talking about bratz dolls which are the only thing that matter in the world to me right now #la la la la la i'm plugging my ears. la la la la la nothing is going on #i have to get a sasha at some point too but idk which one i want? and i want one that's on shelves now not a secondhand. not dealing w that #i think i'll hold onto the hope of tokyo a go go being reproduced bc that's one of my favorite sashas. & she's the best in that line imo #her hair and makeup are just gorgeous and her outfit is adorable #that's like peak sasha and peak bratz to me #but i also like the new pretty n punk sasha. idk. i will wait for suuuuure. don't rush diana #i don't think i wanna have more than one doll of any character before i have a more extensive bratz collection #so who i choose to get for the core 4 is vital... i'm happy w my current yasmin though. the other 3 are kinda up in the air

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merevide · 1 year ago

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hiiiii i have returned from the depths of the underworld (self imposed hiatus) (3 week break that felt like 3 years)

#posting this then going 2 bed so i actually have incentive to start posting again i’ve been meaning to for like. two days now LOL #i’ve just been genuinely stressed LMAO but i started reading a new book n getting into new media so things mightttt be okay.#u know its been a wild time if smth convinced me to take a break from tumblr for like a month #n it was lmao. first it was the fatigue then it was the health issues which the fatigue stemmed from #then it was doing work n then it was literally nobody cares am i alive yes am i doing well sure(?)#am i gonna be active WE'LL SEE #genuinely missed my mutuals which is why i was bad at this i still checked in from time 2 time just did not post #im like 5 days off of this being an actual month long break but i was like waittt lemme post smth before #the month ends i dont wanna skip february so yeah #tldr most chronically online person ever thinks that like 3 weeks away from her blog is like 3 years. iam right #my text #🍅🍅🍅 this was a long rant boooooo get off the stage #i probs sound like a hectic mess bc i am anyway goodnight happy bhm happy valentines happy february hope it has been kind

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fettery-fetterie · 8 months ago

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GIRL HELP WDYM I REACHED 30 TAGS??????? OMG???? I WASN'T EVEN DONE YET

ANYWAYS 31st: and that compared to a relationship where the communication lines are basically none or very fucking weak then yeah it is an upgrade I think. Idfk I was never in a relationship I'm just picking from the ones I've seen in my life