#but when did I move into that zone??
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When did my fic taste move into the āDeliciously horrifyingā zone
#Owl Hoots#I love how those words sound together as well :3#ādeliciously horrifyingā ācozy body horrorā I eat that stuff up#but when did I move into that zone??#of course I love fluff and comforting stuff too#but MAN#fics. very good
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yakuya in MY swamp? in MY ecosystem? no . i am still in disbelief. i hope you all know that my particles are bouncing off the everything. i am using periods as punctuation but the state of my mind is naught neareth final.
#the devs really did surprise me.....i'll credit them with that#i fully believed it was gonna be rei#i looked at that silhouette. saw the chunky heels. thought of kuya#but i scoffed at myself. tch. of course not. devs wont play with their strange topbottom segregation. i'll never get the yakuya event#at least not until it's with garu so they have a yokai hella exposition event#it's gonna be rei at a specific angle to SIMULATE a kuya. he will be wearing kuya-esque heels just to spite all the kuyafans#AND YET HERE WE ARE#UNDER THE SEA NO LESS#WHAT ARE THEY DOING INVADING MY SPACE LIKE THIS#like hell i'm gonna share my zone (abyssopelagic) with those accursed sirens#i'm going lower#i'm moving to the trenches. i'm gonna slowly lose the use of my eyeball sight . i'm gonna adapt to conditions#SO MANY conditions. maybe even learn to bioluminesce#actually no. then the predators might find me. and i'll have to regain the use of my eyes in order to improve my chances of escape#perchance even enlargen them like the giant squid. living in constant fear of a fox or a snake appearing in the depths#yet i get the creeping suspicion that kuya is just going to bully yakumo (when he's not bullying eiden)#kuya gonna drop a sad story about personal sacrifice and the difficult lives he's lived#and yakumo ever the baby in comparison will stare at him with his massive saucer eyes like.... do i... deserve to feel sadness?#if i have not gone through the trials and tragedies that master kuya has???#is kuya gonna be soft yokai grandpa or is he gonna be Auntie of Hard Reality#the boy just wants to find new soup ingredients#kuya will then unveil the ethical ramifications of harvesting these specific ingredients#and using them for a purpose other than their original spiritual intent by the indigenous merfolk#along with the questionable supply chain and processes that go into creating the ingredients in the first place#(not that any ethics or spirituality rituals or stuff like that is actually enough to influence kuya's behaviour in any way)#but it'll certainly mess with yakumo!!!! and that's where all the fun is?#furrows brow. what will they do with this event.....#i am so very excited to see them interact..!#mirage of scales#yakuya
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#barboach#their mouth is so tinyā¦ likeā¦ i know they're a fish and all but. it's so small. how do they get anything in there#barboach is that one ā4x weakness to grass my belovedā bitch who always threw me off as a kid when i was trying to beat it#because i would be like. ah yes. this is a Fish. i will use an electric-type move. wah-wah#unfortunately that tendency persisted quite a while for me. i think i did it even in legends arceus to be quite honest. but i know now#i have it memorized. this bitch and whiscash are ground-types. for. no reason. i guess it's because they live in swamps or whatever#and so. ground? but also whiscash's pond doesn't really look like a swamp. wouldn't lend itself to being a ground-type zone#i dunnoooo. i think there's a lot of passion for barboach out there tbqh. i don't think i've seen it with my eyes but it just Feels like a#'mon people would be passionate about. any barboach out there please let me know how the hell you are using tumblr with no arms#and from underwater. do you have special water computers. and also why are you a ground-type. thanks
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what piercings does Danny have in your CFAU?
Dannyās got double lobe piercings on both ears, and then helixes, and an orbital on one side! Then heās got an eyebrow piercing on the right side of his face. I donāt have any particular reason for why heās got piercings as an adult, I just thought itād be a fun way to indicate a physical change from when he was 14 and last saw the Waynes, to the next time they see him. Although with this version of Danny (rather than my original, unserious beta version of CFAU), it probably would follow that he'd potentially get piercings when he was older. (So not a total shock)
#dpxdc#dp x dc#cfau#childhood friends au#cfau danny#piercings#danny did his lobe piercings at home but the upper parts were done by a professional in the ghost zone#his ghostly healing means he couldnt go to a human piercer itād heal in an instant#iāve considered giving him snakebites. or a tongue piercing#guys with piercings >>>#playing dress up with your characters is the best part of making an au!#its also lowkey a relic to what my original childhood friends au was like in my head when it was still more of a 'daydream au'#which was more cracky and unserious. it leaned more into danny being more like his pre-canon self ie: meekish and shy when he was in gotham#so him having piercings/being more confident/cursing/etc the next time they saw him would come off as more of a drastic change considering#the last time they saw him (when jason was alive) he was a skittish and quiet kid. bookish. him turning out all goth-rock and punkish and#willing to throw hands with anyone he sees. would have been a big āhuh??ā moment for jason and co#hey wouldn't it be fun if jason had a childhood friend who moved away when he was a kid and returned to kill#the joker after he died? and that friend looked almost unrecognizable from his memories?#'daydream aus' are what i call aus that aren't all that serious and stem from listening to music and daydreaming. they're largely silly#unserious. and more āhah wouldnt this scene/idea be funā and would've been harder to write down as a longform au. cfau stemmed from me#listening to music and going and then it spiraled from there.
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Iāll be honest, for as many years at Iāve seen October art/writing challenges (and art challenges the rest of the weeks/months of the year), Iāve only attempted a few and never finished any.
That being said, I think what Iām going to do for my umpteenth attempt this new October is to just.. do. Just do something every day. Any challenge, any prompt, any event, even if itās mixed and mismatched. Doesnāt matter if itās finished, though I will try for it. A few well-typed sentences, a sketched drawing, an unfinished study, Iāll still label them a success. I want my goal for this month to be to make improvements in my art and passions and to make an effort. Not bogged down by perfectionism or despair or lack of motivation or whatever else may stop me. I want to make the challenge of this month for me to live my life thoughtfully and love and respect what I bring into it again.
#ghost posts#i did officially join one challenge#and thatās going to be my main focus which is definitely out of my comfort zone#but Iām trying to make it a goal to work on my art/writing in general again#and just using the start of the month as a kick off I guess lol#Iāve already spent the first two days working on sculptures and thinking about writing ideas#itās been a long time since Iāve loved my art so Iām hoping to work towards that this month#and not be so caught up in my own head and fatigue#obvs only so much I can do if I have a fatigue episode#but then I make that time into rest/audiobook time#and start back again when I wake up#anyway yeah this is my own challenge for challenge month lol#i keep trying to find little ways to improve my life and Iām hopeful#going to try to work on my fitness and diet too šŖ#balanced diet I donāt do that trend stuff#also above all working on my faith. scriptures and sermons#move over New Years resolutions this is October makeover
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So I originally wrote this back in August when this release was fresh and then!!! APPARENTLY!!! just COMPLETELY forgot to post it!! so you get it now, three months late.
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Some of the dialogue from the Guardian Tower has been living rent free in my head and now I want to yell about it because itās SO GOOD for background lore
Okay, so, on the first floor, Mindi tells us this:
I really like this because it helps illustrate one of the logistical problems of the Rose. Like, even if you took away everything else that makes them bad (which, admittedly, is most of the organisation and its purpose), the fact that they tend to, by default, present themselves as the only option and drive out competition is bad. On paper, a force of people trained in combat against magical threats, with reasonably easy access to that training, which has garrisons stationed across the land, is actually a pretty good solution to the whole Recurring Evil Magical Threats thing. We know this because the guardians and the paladins and the dragonslayers exist! They do this! The Rose seems to make membership easier to access but, frankly, I suspect that is in part because their training is less thorough.
And when the Rose show up and drive those other groups out (like theyāve done with the Guardians), they donāt actually improve anything. Best case scenario, everything is exactly the way it was before. More likely, things would get worse, because the people with active experience defending a particular area have been driven away and now the Rose members have to play catch-up
(A good example of how on paper a group like the Rose could help an area is Book 3 Amityvale. The local Guardians were long gone, so the Rose were able to help without doing that extra damage and made Amityvale a safer place to live....... but thatās specifically for the human inhabitants. Plus, we know theyāre affecting the magic of the area - Amarisās moon has started having phases - and thatās! probably not good! Also see: Raven having to flee for her own safety after getting bitten by a werewolf. Even where they are ostensibly doing the most good, the Rose are still an active danger to many, even their own in the wrong circumstances)
And, meanwhile, on the ground floor...
......further proof that the Rose actively try to drive competition out of the area. Falconreach has repeatedly made it clear that they want nothing to do with the Rose and they keep picking fights with the patrols.
#dragonfable#tags following this are unaltered from the post as it was drafted:#look it's been a little bit vague re: Are The Rose Still Blockading Falconreach's Port And/Or Is It Still Canon That They Were Doing That#but the Rose ACTIVELY PICKING FIGHTS WITH THE GUARDIANS? that's SO juicy#Falconreach is. as far as we know. the ONLY big visible safe haven for magical beings.#Ravenloss and Sulen'eska are both actively hidden#Falconreach is a refugee safe zone and the Rose are THE PRIMARY REASON MOST OF THOSE PEOPLE ARE REFUGEES#and the Rose have been trying to MOVE IN on that territory#they pick fights with patrols from Falconreach's defenders OFTEN based on that ''again''#I bet you that's not a secret#I bet you the people of Falconreach KNOW that this happens#is it any wonder that the Rose showing up after the Calamity War offering to help rebuild almost incited a riot?#that would've been setting off SO MANY warning bells in SO MANY people's heads#most of Falconreach probably didn't hear an offer for help. they heard an enemy they've been fighting off try to get in through a weak point#and I can't blame them#tags from here on added when I found the post again:#so I did post /some/ of these thoughts. including some in the tags. I just did it in many thoughts head full mode#there was a lot of 'something something' in that one. this one I put a bunch of it into words#I cannot BELIEVE I forgot to post this and it sat in my drafts for three months. ridiculous#also I miss horizontal line breaks so much.... give me formatting again tumblr.......
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hello beautifuls, i got a job offer last week in [redacted] and iām so grateful and excited to beā¦ making money again! and to finally have my own place and fix it up to my taste and get 2 cats š„¹ thereās a job in [redacted] w the same exact salary range and iām really hoping i get it bc itās a much more desirable hot girl walkable city. my final interview for that job is next wednesday send hot girl city job offer vibes my way pls
#either way iām so excited to be getting out of texas. i have a love hate relationship w my city bc itās 90% mexican and frankly moving#either cities means i will mostly be surrounded by white people and iām not even trying to be funny when i say that scares me a lil#i remember the first time my big sis and i visited new jersey and when we were walking around the town i looked at her and went āiāve never#seen this many white people in my lifeā and her eyes got big and she said āi was thinking the exact same thingā. like thereās safety and#security in being constantly surrounded by other mexicans/latinos but alas. itās time to get out of the comfort zone and make some schmonie#the salary is very good i think but then again i probably donāt feel as impressed or wowed as i should bc i think i deserve 1 million#dollars an hour. and i donāt have imposter syndrome in fact i have i deserve it syndrome. i worked hard for everything iāve earned so far#and im an amazing operations manager so yeah pay up bozo better yet? offer me more money :~] i actually did try negotiating the salary and#they were like well no. but we still want to extend the original offer LMAO i was like ok. i deserve it but ok#then i got a second job offer like the day after but they were offering $15k less and i was like hmm maybe this current job offer is pretty#good overall. so i denied it obviously and accepted the other one but iām still holding out on the hot girl city job offer.#ill tell yall the cities once everything i said and done. send hot girl city vibes my way pls xoxooxo#thank you loves you all. walkable city here i come (i hope)!#mine
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(ļ½”ļ½„Ļļ½„ļ½”)ļ¾ā”
#Alright I got tragically interrupted while watching it but I'm finally finished watching the episode!!#It's really really good both the animation and drawings are very detailed compared to the rest of the anime but...#The pace is so off :((( Like it's not the end of the world but ugh. It's unfortunate...#So many things just don't hit off as deeply because everything is moving so fast all the time and there's no time to process anything.#They won't allow you one second for the last line of a scene to sink in that the next scene's ost is already playing.#And like it's not even the worst crime an anime can commit I guess but still...#I wish they didn't. Like rather than make a 13 episodes season and squeeze the Sky Casino arc in merely two episodes it would have beenā#a lot better to finish the season at the previous episode and make 12 episodes out of everything (so that everything could be better paced)#Like yeah maybe it's not the best season ending that there can be but... It's not terrible eitherā you have Atsushi saying the lineā#āthere's still hopeā and the season ending thereā that's pretty cool#I don't know why everyone feels like they have to rush all the time.#Guys do I have to be the one to remind you you make more money if more season come out.#Like how can the knowledge of Sigma being made by the book have any kind of impact when we've only known him for ten minutes.#Teruko's looking mad AND looking cutesy AND blowing up the landing zone didn't have the same comedic effect they did in the manga because..#It just happened all together! There's no time to process anything. Or maybe I'm just slow idk but I mean YOU GOTTAā#MAKE TIME FOR THE OPENING AND ENDING IN THE EPISODE c'mon man#Sorry I'm complaining it's actually good. I really really love Teruko & Tachihara. Jouno too!!!#I liked the Tahihara spotlight this episode... It's so cute to see what he's like when he's not actingā wellā not completely I guess#Mmmmhhh.#Yesterday I read an interesting post on how a lot of early dc/mk wouldn't work today because the technology of the world has changed SO muc#I think a similar reflection can be made for the doa terrorist plot. Countries are pushing towards a complete digital money transition.#In 50 years or so coins may not be circulating anymore and today already the impact of this terrorist plot would be a lot smallerā#compared to when the chapters were coming out. I think#Well. Nice episode! Forward to next week! If tomorrow's manga chapter hasn't killed me before that#random rambles
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i donāt even know if we caught walrusman adventurezoneās name but i absolutely adore this concept for a villain and henchperson duo. walruses eat shrimp and im imagining like. thatās literally what was happening and then they both got transformed
#the adventure zone#like āi canāt eat him NOW. heās half human! i do have moralsā but that predator dynamic is still there which is how he keeps his authority#hoping for kind of a dread pirate roberts vibe tbh#āgood night krilliam. sleep well. iāll probably eat you in the morningā#the fandom wiki is no help lol because like. on one hand it did just come out today but on the other hand#that website has not been consistently updated since like. partway through ethersea#one of these days i tell myself iām going to take notes while i relistening to old campaigns and try to fix it up#i genuinely donāt know if most people have moved to another site bc fandom.com sucks. or if the listenership has just dropped that harshly#i rly have been enjoying this so far. i feel like iāve mostly just seen people knee-jerking and like. expecting the worst#itās a pastiche. and theyāre clearly having fun with it#i always love when they have guest VAs too#mine#taz
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Sandstone and sky: Edinburgh in September
#felt the Ennui coming on so I took myself out to take pictures and had a great time#kodak 35mm#35mm film#my photography#my photos#<- which tag did I use previously? who knows. not me.#itās really easy to take nice pics when the city itself is so beautiful#itās a great hobby as well: letās me be creative it gets me out and about and pushes me slightly out my comfort zone#because I still get shy when taking photos on my camera#which is silly because no one cares also itās so touristy here everyone is taking photos#the sky has been so blue recently itās nearly moved me to tears x#me: feeling listless about life. the sky: is blue. me: wow omg isnāt life just beautiful and amazing#but like for real.#edinburgh#if you want to know where any of these were taken specifically hmu and Iāll let you know#also is this all sandstone? who knows. but Iāll allow any inaccuracies here for the sake of alliteration
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EVERY fantasy book EVERY scifi novel every starwars movie every post apocalyptic show. I ask, WTF??? The same same question EVERY time. Say it with me - WHEREāS THE FARMING?
#ursula k le guin is guiding me. hand on my shoulder.#approx 200 generations of agriculturist ancestors stand at the other shoulder and they are yelling#where does your food come from? who makes your clothes?#who repairs them?#how do you store these things? how do you preserve them?#What fuel do u use to cook how many people are you feeding?#look. too much of the art i consume comes from the imperial core/global north where most of us have to think about where our shit comes from#approximately none of the time#but if u are writing about an alternative world u HAVE to have these systems#i just watched the gay episode of TLOU and it was pretty good in that regard but in the early part the guy had chickens#excellent move good work#and then the chickens never reappeared?? nor the food garden? we only saw leisure activities? which sure u could have some time i guess.#but what the fuck were you feeding those chickens? did ur big metal fence keep foxes away too?#and then at the end [spoiler event] WITHOUT LIKE. REFERENCING WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO THE ANIMALS?#YOU HAVE DEPENDENTS MY DUDE. YOU CAN'T JUST [SPOILER].#and how do those quarantine zones work? those walled citiess? we saw the land 10 miles to the east and it was wilderness?#and weirdest thing there was pasture? grazed pasture? but no animals on it? is this city land?#why weren't the fugitives avoiding it? why was it in the middle of forest?#or was it some other self sufficient person? in an underground bunker? who herded all their sheep in when they heard people coming?#which if u have ever worked with sheep. good luck doing that urgently.#me fein#agriculture
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the thing about vin is i must simply assume everyone is as obsessed with him as i am or i won't have anything to talk about because i'm obsessed with this gummy little fucker and i'm chewing on him constantly
#how did we GET here#remember when he was doppio#i have no idea if other people still think of him as Doppio Related?#personally he's fully moved into the oc zone for me mostly because his personality is 0% like doppio's#he's MUCH less fucked up and MUCH more well adjusted#(while also being 100% fine with murder and atrocities but that's just the demon biz you know)#anyways i'd say i'm sorry to everyone i subject to him constantly#but i'm not#i'm not sorry#perceive him. love him. look at him he's just a little guy#you MUST love him
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i just need everyone to know i'm the bravest little guy in the whole world (picked up my gaelic practice again after like a year)
#personal#i really fell off the wagon abt it when i moved.......#& especially when i got a job bc i couldn't go to my old classes anymore bc of time zones#BUT i sat down and did some reading today and my vocab isn't even that bad!!! i was so sure i'd have lost it all
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What the hell, thatās actually a really funny line
#mobbtalks#I think the fact Iām working on the five dragons again has like. flushed my brain back to a lot of old unfinished projects#this is from a take on the adventure zone balance where Taako can see Lupās ghost the whole time#but the have No Way to communicate so really itās a lot of frustrated charades#Iām also being fucking. haunted. by Voltron. I am not doing it I am not writing it but there was an au idea I had years ago#that had decided to move back into my head WITHOUT permission#basically at the start of Voltron they show up on the castle or w/e and wake up allura and. other guy. right#well the idea I had was what if they donāt do that#it would have picked up multiple years later when Pidge(? I think) managed to reconnect some faulty relay and the pods come back online#I think they were like stasis/healing pods? rough getting around w/o those#and essentially it would be like. a real deep dive onto allura and other guy#if I remember right they essentially are the last survivors of their whole race. a desperate last hope#how would they feel waking up to find that a group of people have done it without them? people from a planet that doesnāt even know Voltron#it was gonna have a lot of focus on grief and the lions and change#and i refuse. not doing it. nuh uh canāt make me Get Out Of My Head#a real big focus on team as family which as far as I can recall the real Voltron never really did NOT DOING IT NO#anyway this taz fic has a lot of really good lines actually but this is my favourite
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āForget the consequences!ā I say, forgetting how bad the consequences are.
#ghost posts#this is about me trying to lift boxes when I am not supposed to lift#was trying to clean bc Iām the only one that cleans in here#so had to move things to get to the floor#and there was a very heavy box#anyway my herniated discās spine said heck you and now Iām in the pain zone again#BUT I DID GET THE FLOOR CLEANED#this is also what I say when I eat sweentend condensed milk
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Hm. Having thoughts
#rant in tags just to get it off my brain. its personal shit not entirely bg3 shit.#but I think I've realized very suddenly that I've been pushing my own boundaries for the sake of companionship#and the irony is BITTER considering the character ive just spent the last month obsessed with.#and that this problem involves online spaces about said character.#i will absolutely give the bg3 fandom credit for handling topics like SA better than the star wars fandom ever did while I was in it.#i was so aggressive to defend my own space and peace of mind due to that and I pushed a lot of people away. I cut a lot of people off.#But then I wound up in spaces that ended up making me feel like I was walking on eggshells constantly for even just liking#certain characters or being too old. But now that im out of those spaces im just. fucking lonely man.#i miss having people to talk about fandom with.#i miss having people to bounce ideas off and enjoy hours long conversations about meta and story ideas.#i miss it so much. but i think as soon as i got into bg3 and dropped that defensiveness i think i left myself TOO open.#im too eager to insert myself into a spaces that im realizing very frequently go WAY the fuck past my comfort zone.#and obviously im minding my own business. even in the past i never sent hate. i just blocked and cut ties and moved on.#i can click out of a discord channel when i realize a topic isn't for me.#but my realization today is that im doing that so frequently that im wondering why im bothering at all?#why am i driven to befriend people if it's clear that their favored topics are ones I can't stomach?#I can acknowledge that im not mentally going to be safe in a space but why have I been forcing myself to ignore that?#i dunno it just. felt very strange to realize this suddenly#questlog
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