#but ugh school on monday???
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what do you mean i go back to college tomorrow <///3
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#how did my summer end so quickly#and why tf am i so nervous about the semester starting#as if i haven’t been in college for three years now#ughhh#tomorrow is gonna be so tiring bc of all the moving in#so i’m glad i have sunday to just relax in my apartment#but ugh school on monday???#completely and utterly disgusting.
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doodles
edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez
scriabin by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#zarla s#scriabin#doodles#YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!!#well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!!#got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it#okay i want to ramble about these wait a second#the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff .#if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened#i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh#the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta .#about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw#i just find their whole relationship so amusing .#like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?!#they complement each other so well though . i love them#THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol#i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though .#when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE#wonder how he does it !#and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art .#love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell#anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows#going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back .#please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL#okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!
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#mornings#coffee#aesthetic#vintage#case of the mondays#old school cool#monster#feeling normal#trying to be normal#smoke break#fuck it#ugh#make it stoopppp
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Holy fuck y'all i should NOT be awake 😭
#p#i need to be up in six hours 😭😭#i had an awful exhausting evening#my hamster that i had before moving passed away#the car i bought not even two years ago is totaled and unfixable#i lost one of the gigs i thought i had secured for the school year#it is pms hell week for me and i keep swinging wildly between utter fully body rage and complete overwhelming despair and anxiety#i want to cry but ive done enough crying tonight thank you!!!!#please let tomorrow be kinder i desperately need it#please let the jobs ive emailed tonight email me back#and let the pay be good#i also have sooooo much to do before next tuesday oh my god#i need to prep for our session on saturday#finish lesson planning for the summer camp#finish character creation#grocery shop#quick clean of the house bcuz lord knows i wont be doing it while at the camp#i still havent received a v important piece of mail#figure out how to pay my taxes and insurance#prep for the meeting i have monday morning re new school year including some brain storming#reviewing the pacing calendar and handbook and looking at the google drive again#and im being social this entire weekend agh#plus look for jobs i guess??? bcuz money is needed#and theres family drama 🙃#ugh i should probably not be posting this on main#perhaps i will delete later ugh#life is just hard atm it will get better it always does#and i will not lose my rental nor will i be unable to pay my taxes and bills#it will be FINE#because i will make it fine
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shit forgot i had to do complex numbers
#girl i have exam on monday and i dont have time today#and i have to go to school tmmrw cause practicals ugh
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sitting around sipping ginger ale….watching a video about crochet drama…I have unlocked peace
#I have an insane gas bubble rn my mom said to drink ginger ale so here we are#Ugh…ginger ale is so underrated. I forget about it until I’m like. Sick. And then I’m like mmm 😋#I’m not sick I’m on my period and it’s trying to? Explode me I guess?#but what a drank!!!#I’m actually starting classes in two weeks so I’m trying to enjoy the relaxation while I can#Having fun having a good time. Gonna draw later and might be. Shopping for school idk.#hope everyone has a good Monday ilya#ben talks
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day spent as the korean spa. now im by the pool in my suntanning swimsuit. spf 30. ice water. life is good.
#last monday free before school starts again :(#SCHOOL I MEAN WORK#ugh#but it’s so gorg out#and the spa was so nice#ophie💭
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Procrastinating so hard even though this is a fun topic about my embarrassing old interest... It's literally an excuse to infodump WHY am I procrastinating 😭
#🤓posting#I need to seriously start though bc this is due tomorrow and I have to make a physical zine (for the first time ever)#because I decided to commit to that for some reason 😭#procrstinated so hard that I painted THREE layers of nail polish (I am usually very lazy with it. so)#and waited for it to dry all the way and everything LMAO#sorry for all the school posting lately I have had a very stressful week lolol#I will be done with projects after Monday and then on spring break the next week so yay#and my transient school is on spring break rn#but I'm moving soon (not out of town yet; my mom is moving houses down the street actually haha) so I'll be busy with that#also why do I keep getting ed tumblr (idk if it has a specific community name or whatever) tags recommended when I type in tags 😭#every time I start a tag with 'I want' or 'I need' I get these tags recommended..... I don't want to have to block all of them UGH#I actually don't think I have any filtered tags rn#anyway sorry for the ramble I'm gonna go work.... not now but soon lol. byeeee
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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished#and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing#or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol#inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont#wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol#but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball#and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose#its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh#or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die#im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it#ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier#but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic#environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species#like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene#transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff#what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready#my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol#unrelated
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I talked about being extremely depressed and lonely days ago but ever since my cat came I think I can survive being completely alone now
So sorry these days I barely even draw or talk about my ship. I've been really depressed since school break started. I have almost 0 support system irl but I have my cat and I get to go back to school and learn and talk to my classmate so I'll be fine eventually 💕
#delete later#i am still sad thank u for asking#but like im less sad than before#i wish I can get over with it quicker 😴 school is starting this monday and I cant let people at school knows im weak#also i love my cat so much he is such a babby all he do is having triangle ears and meows all day and I am happy i love himb#he is sleeping on my chair rn what a baby ugh#anyway hope everyone have a good day today 💕
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Duuuuuude I feel so weird :0 I wanna bring myself out of it but I don't know how
#dru speaks#i feel like there's something my brain wants me to do but it won't tell me what that thing is#it's like a restless kind of boredom#and it's stressing me out#and i want it to be OVERWITH cause i want to ENJOY my monday off of school#UGH#dru vents
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also got our days severely fucked
#monday was literally two days. for us#im so tired ugh#school sucks ass just a few more days#meryl.txt
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#ugh this week has been so blech mentally and for *seemingly* no good reason?? unless its hormones fucking me up a week early#i contemplate going back on bc to see if that will help with the frankly ridiculous mood swings#the shit weather the last week and a half was not helping#and i do feel slightly better than i did on monday but im still not /great/#i just want to curl up in bed and sleep for four more hours#but i have to go to school and i dont want to!!! even though when i get there its all fine and everything is fine#im breaking out which makes me believe its probably hormone related ugh#i dont really miss birth control and tbh its been hit or miss with its reliability and pms symptom control
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me when its time for school:
It’s one of those days.
#minions#minions movie#kevin#stuart#bob#kevin minions#stuart minions#bob minions#ugh#me when its school#angy minion#school issues#illumination#illumination entertainment#universal#universal studios#monday#>:[#hi#what#idk#just a reblog
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why doesnt my brain work :(
#i couldnt do public school so i went to a private one#couldnt do campus so now i do online#now i cant even do online? why? what is wrong with my brain im tired of it im tired#i couldnt do five assignments every day. so now i do it all on the weekends and have the weekdays off#but now on the weekends when my friends are free and wanna hang out i have to be like no whoops sorry. homework.#and now im not even finishing my homework on time anymore. its monday and ive gotten one step on an assignment done#this isnt working#i cant do this#i want to#i want to so so so bad#i want to be able to so this#please#im so tired#im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired#just let me go make it stop please#ugh.#and my mom is asleep so i cant ask her if i should stop for tonight#..shed probably tell me to stop. or maybe not. maybe shed tell me to pull my shit together. its a complete fucking gamble#thats mean. and probably ableist. its not a gamble i know most of her would tell me to stop for tonight#whatever#i dont know what to do. and neither does she. and im drowning and shes trying to get me out and im trying to get out and im clawing at her#and its hurting her but thats just how it goes i guess
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i come up with ideas based on the most random things because wdym i just rambled on about fucking fingers and decided,,,, heh,,,,, yeah. this is a good idea. well i mean i do think it IS a good idea but also like in hindsight and out of context i do think its totally fucking stupid. angel92 ahh post 💀💀💀
anyways i was thinking about mtt and fingers and which ones they would lose as a result of being with eachother but then that also means that i'd have to give specific meanings to the fingers (ughhhh,,,,,) ok lets see. pointer finger would represent precision and clear vision because you literally use it to specifically gesture to things. middle finger is like ughh vulgarity and hatred because its the middle finger. the ring finger (heh! i already spoke about this one because of the myth that its connected to the heart and also holds wedding rings) represents love and the pinkie represent promise (PINKIE PROMISE!) and the thumb represents basic functioning and interpretations (because the thumb helps us literally hold things and also thumbs up and down shows your view on things)
i think if i just tack this idea onto the other post about ring fingers then it would be kinda unrealted + plus too long SO ITS GOING HERE. all the mtt are missing ring fingers because i said so. dust is missing an index finger because if the trio break up he's the only one that wouldnt have anywhere/one to go. also he'd struggle to smoke and i think that horror would always complain about him smoking so it'd be like horror's still kinda there warding him off from smoking even though he's not there anymore. horror would lose his middle finger because he'd probably be the most agressive against kist in mttpoly and now without them there he's kinda chilled out. but also the agression and spark isnt there and now he's stuck in plain old boring regular horrortale again which isnt all that fun,,,, even if dust an killer sucked fighting was a way to pass time. but horror would never admit that. and i think killer could lose a thumb (ill be fr im just running out of fingers to use here. next thing yk i'll start talking about TOES) and then he'd struggle to hold knives normally now. he literally can't hurt others the way he hurt horror and dust (but also that could also mean that killer just has to come up with more creative ways to main. or also his reduced actions could result in him causing less trouble and therefore having less threats. depends on if killer wants to be a bit more knife happy or just chil,,,,,, you KNOW i gotta go with the knife happy idea mtt NEVER get a break and if they do i immediately forget about it)
dude imagine them with all these missing fingers 💀💀💀 that shit would lookd SO weird
#triglycercule's on a BIT of a roll coming up with ideas#i dont particularly know why tbh i guess i've just gotten over this slump of not having ideas#i already have 3 other decent ISH ideas in my notes app i should probably figure thst out#and then of course i have my ever growing pile of drafts on here#i cleared some of them out so now i have 40~ but thats still a SHITTON of ideas ive yet to post#on the other post ive yet to post i got too fucking into the idea#like WDYM the mtt would all just COINCIDENTALLY lose their ring fingers#its a cool idea tho..... just seems a bit unfeasible to me but whatever everything is impossible snyways#i have summer homework due on tuesday ive yet to do i should REALLY probably do that#and a test im 90% sure im gonna BOMB on monday. its the EIGHTH DAY OF FUCKING SCHOOL AND A TEST#i havent even gotten used to doing HOMEWORK again and my bitchass math techer is giving us a TEST.... smh old people#anyways mtt have 2 hands all so they can beat eachother up#polyamory solves everything but the solution isn't all much healthier than if the trio just fucking stayed ALONE 😭😭😭😭#ugh i need them all to kill eachother SERIOUSLY and then they feel bad but also satisfied about it but also bad but also#what would that feeling be like as a word. what word would that be (asks killer because he doesnt know shit about emotions$#they are NOT doomed by the narrative but ALSO NOT soulmates in every universe (debatable in my head)#but instead they were never meant to be together and because they were never meant to be together they simply dont work#but just having that constant even if it hurts and you hate it and everything it stands for when you've had nothing that understands you#is just kinda like. damn. okay i might stay like this for a while#they are not doomed by the narrative they are doomed by each other#gawwwdddd i love mtt so much..... mttpoly..... they were mesnt to be#but didn't you just say they weren't??? ok MAYBE but its because theyre all such terrible fits thst they were meant to be#they all match eachother's freaks in a way that no other utmv character can. mtt gets mtt#the mtt have so many parallels i really should make a graph or something#they all have scary faces!!!! kinda. killer with the chara scary face#horror with his black drooly pissed face and i guess dust's shadowed out face could be scary#but i think that face would be scarier if there were realistic human eyes peeking out but wtvr#anyways all have scary face what else. theres so much more its not even funny they seriously are meant to be together#if always together in fandom art and writing and other depictions then why not poly??? why not TOGETHER together??? why mtt seperate???#tricule rant
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