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okay I am tired now, but I loved drawing so much of him
#usually I draw fidget when I am sad or overthinking#but today has been alright#I have been good#thanks guys for all of you loving him#rain world oc#rw oc#pooka art#the fidget
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Day 68: Unlucky
(for cogtober by @ftmultislacker)
#toontown corporate clash#pacesetter#graham ness payser#this isnt true yet btw my luck with him ingame has been pretty alright so far#earlier today i beat early overclocked for the first time we didnt miss any rush jobs and one of my teammates got the shredder!!#but uhh with that being said TOONTOWN CORPORATE CLASH PLEASE DO NOT MAKE ME HAVE TO KILL HIM LIKE 60 TIMES FOR HIS GUITAR PLEASE PLEASE PLE#dailyloweffortpace#cogtober
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Good evening gamers <3 Tonight I offer you all some Dimitri/Panchi being cute in Heroes
#pan gushes#f/o: 👑#If it wasn't clear- I'm a big fan this even whenever it shows up#I love the game giving me the opportunity to have some cute moments between the two of them <3#The blushy Dimitri is real cute too#I'm starting to get a little sleepy so that's all I'll ramble about Dimitri for one night#Otherwise I'd go off for too long#on another note#Today has been alright!#Which is quite the improvement compared to the last two days#Still not at 100% just yet but#Maybe tomorrow I can do back to doing my usual stuff#We'll see
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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,
or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs
#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing#like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally#it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday#now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand#but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's#the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs#so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians#but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them#i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun#n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now#everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it#ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing#like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn#& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing#idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase#i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro#sugar papi ted#hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it#but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing#i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake#but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same#like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno#if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose#i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like#im unwell when it comes to that#idk is anyone else like this#anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time#of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk#i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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wip, ignore the barebones feel <333
Reigen tsks and it flares something up in Ritsu’s chest. He watches him let one hand down to fix the collar of his trenchcoat, the other rubbing at his nose as he flexes his face around. "What could I possibly tell you that you haven’t already gathered through eavesdropping?" Ritsu’s squared shoulders drop. "I haven’t eavesdropped," he says neutrally, a little too quickly, and Reigen blinks and then has the gall to point at him and grin. "Oh my god—you have! Hah! Wow, okay, I think I’m startin' to get the hang of you." Ritsu sputters. "That’s not—shut up! Don’t act like you know me!" He flips a hand, untethered. "Ah, c’mon, everything Mob tells me about you is kittens n’ rainbows and then I meet you and you’re the biggest brat on the planet," Reigen grins, awfully confident for a guy who just got knocked in the skull by a barrier. Reigen points at him, eyes lidded flatly. "You’re not as hard to figure out as you think you are."
#qkwrites#ritsu n reigen are So fun to write their dynamic is lively and spiteful as hell#having some difficulties with the pacing of this fic hopefully it ends up coming out alright#when u work on pacing for a rly long time ur perception of it sorta gets skewed. much like many other aspects of art#so i rly no longer know if it Works. but i reworked the outline today and things r lookin better so here's to hoping <3#the mental eels r strong so writing has been a bit tough lately
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OH THANK GOD. OH THANK GOD. SO:DGKHP WEOIGOH TAHK FOR THE LOVE OF GOD> THANK FUCK
#I literally cried#I literally cried reading this news#you all do not even know how today has been for me. oh my god#IT'LL BE OKAY#I am lowkey. Still crying#I have been full of adrenaline for the past *checks watch* 9 hours#anyways#woof#alright. We're all good#Like I can't even care about the animation anymore#I can go lost my shit about the tdp 6x08 clue now#jesus fucking fuck holy fuck fas0gi uqwpe8gasdg#imp tag#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk crew#Jesus c
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Today was an absolute dumpster fire at home. I can't wait for my roommate's ex to move out after what happened today holy shit...
I don't have many people on my shit list, but after today, she's definitely on there. The audacity of her saying some of the shit she said to me-
I wish I could go back to NYC and stay with my parents for a month or two and visit homies... but I don't want to give her that power.
#rii vents#I'm beyond frustrated#today was absolute dogwater#can't wait for this stupid bitch to move out#I'm tired of walking on eggshells and not having the space to adult#then she had the audacity to try and apologize to me after everything she said today#ON TOP of making cutting and snide remarks not even 5 mins before apologizing-#I'm normally not that assertive but I told her ass “I don't think you're actually sorry”#So fucking tired of this dumb bitch#everyone who's aware of the situation even agreed that it was fucking bully and violent behavior#I know I'm no saint but talk to me again like that and tell me that I'm self-centered and that I don't care about you#I'll make sure you know what me not caring about someone looks like#cuz that shit is NOT pretty#and blaming me for the reason you and my roommate broke up and you wanting to move out??? alright#holy fuck I'm so sorry I'm just so fucking pissed#there has been NO reprieve today#I just wanna chill and play ZZZ and stop being angry for 10 minutes. please-
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@thebramblewood @soulful-simmer @swiftviolets @sunlit-tides @sasaofastora you’re all magnificent, wonderful beans and I treasure your presence on the dash so very much 🥹🫂
Because I think we may have gone through the entire GIF catalog of boops, please have a boop from a very special little bean in return…
Also shoutout again to @thebramblewood for going through all the old posts and making me realize we had the cutest boop under our noses all along 😭
#infant Violette may just be the cutest Violette#but every incarnation of Violette has been the cutest so far let’s be real#which ~ahem~#speaking of#the cute vibes are off the charts in today’s post alright 😭#Antoine being best Poppa bear forever#ask#answered
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uh oh besties, it might be time for my (almost) annual Dishonored replay again
#this time ill probably play it in german#im always a little curious about german translations ngl#i also need to replay disco elysium in german one day#ive been watching my friend play and hes been using the switching the languages back and forth feature a lot#and honestly some of the things in the translation really intrigue me#they translated 'innocence' to 'Schuldreine' which is a choice and I honestly love it#they could have said 'Unschuldige' or just 'Unschuld' but 'Schuldreine' is so much better imo#bc its not the most immediately obvious choice of translation#whatever thats a ramble for another day#point is: I replay dishonored a lot bc - and this is maybe a little embarrassing -#i have this really convoluted af rwby and dishonored crossover AU that has been plaguing (hah) my mind since like?? 2020 or smth#and im always like alright lemme replay the games and rewatch the show so i can work on it#and then i always stop after replaying the first game haha it has become tradition to me at this point#bc i get embarrassed :( of my interests :( again :( *kicks rock*#yea yea i know unlearning shame and all that im working on it. anyways dont mind me im feeling chatty today
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Trying desperately to remember not to trust anything about my life past 9 pm
#I’m just sad again#I miss my spouse tumblr dot com#insert sonic adventure two fandub meme here#but also I’m trying not to be annoying about it because who wants to be friends with that guy:tm:#where everything is about their relationship#I think I’m allowed given the circumstances but I don’t want to be that guy#I’m trying to do things again other than just mindlessly scroll TikTok which has been good#you know what today I cooked dinner for the first time in a. while#that was nice#I also had an ice coffee today#you know what today was alright.#and tomorrow will be good#and the moments I miss the people I love make when we speak again all the better
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What if i started bawling my eyes out. then what
#whoever did this……………. Thank you……….#this means so much to me right now you don’t even knowwww it’s quite embarrassing#i love you too moosey#today has been so fucked up and it’s only 4pm but it’s alright. It’s okay . my friends mean the absolute world to me#framing this and putting it on my wall#mailbox
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more hoodie content when?
looking for those yass pills
-riot
#i finished marble hornets like today btw#i was gonna make content but like my brain cancelled everything out and#the brain has been rotting alright#anyways#hoodies my favorite#i also like jay!!!#tim is me ong#but like it's good as hell#hoodie marble hornets#marble hornets#honestly theyre THE guys to me
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Oh man it’s been a rough day and it’s only 2pm hhhhh I literally had to apply pressure to a stab wound just a little while ago
#I wasn’t stabbed. It was my 7yo brother playing with a box cutter#hopefully it turns out alright but it looked nasty#my sister has also been trauma dumping to me today#not art#ramble
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Chilly today !
Think I'm gonna really treat myself and have a grilled cheese and soup dinner :)
#Went to a concert last night and it was pretty alright !#I've been hormonal but just being more understanding toward myself about it has already helped#Also my ankles!! They don't hurt today!! Usually they do after a concert but !#I think physical therapy has already been huge !!
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It's time for The Struggle so have this lovely thing that happened on class a few days ago:
It was like already 7 pm and the teacher was still going and I just decides to have a lil stretch to feel my back again when my classmate sitting right by my sides looks at the momentarily unprotected armpit and decides Hey It's Free Real State
So, for some reason that specific classroom has all the chairs organized in an U so everyone is sitting side by side and no one in front of no one, so, the moment that this classmate poke me and I jump to the other side giggling, the other classmate that was right by my other sides looks at this and decides to star poking my side as well
Anyway it lasted like 3 seconds but. Bruh. Ahgwyegejevuejfw
#Everytime someone decides to put their arms on the head is Over for them but augeuevejwh it was fun#tickles#tickling#the way that every single fic that talked about character a being stuck between character B and C being tickled ran wild in my mind at this#crazyyyy jahwcwusfejscs#Kanene Being Kanene#Anyway. woke up sick today so my Tickle Mood has been crazy but at the same time i feel there is some internal war alright
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