#but they are alive in my soul
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is there a love confession/ending to the loceit uni au. I would love to read it if you end up writing it. I love al your work it's amazing!!!
i am so so late to answering this but thank you smmm! writing conclusions (and coming through on my promises to continue/complete things) has always been difficult but i do have a draft of the loceit confession sitting in my drafts...so the answer is yes, and when that day comes it will come with many more apologies for the procrastination tendencies that are ingrained in my soul
#ask#that and crowns and cutlasses. you guys must understand i am so stupid and bad at things#but they are alive in my soul#i am truly sorry though i will write them!#rb
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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and oh my god they were homies...
#i am. Alive#which is to say i feel like a beached flatfish#but not making any art for a few days is causing my soul to rot from the inside out soooo#save me zakkura. zakkura save meeee#ffvii#cloud strife#zack fair#zakkura#my art <3
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Look at my boy gooo
#my art#animation#stop motion#video#orange knife#pinboy#Pb is real and he’s here to cause chaos#just kidding he’s like the sweetest soul alive actually…
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Look how far I went, for fear of losing you.
#they’re my roman empire#and hell bent isn’t just an episode it’s the breaking point the emotional explosion#It’s where everything gets flipped upside down when it comes to love sacrifice and pushing moral boundaries#It’s the Doctor at his most vulnerable and powerful like at the same time#he’s not just some space traveler anymore he’s a person torn apart by his own contradictions battling his nature his past traumas#his fight with himself with Gallifrey with a world that doesn’t get his pain – it’s a cry of despair straight from his soul#and that cry? It’s all because of her#the Doctor’s ready to go to any extreme step over all the moral lines he used to stand for#It’s about keeping her alive#It’s scary and mesmerizing at the same time#his love isn’t romantic in the normal way it’s more like a raging storm capable of anything to keep the person he loves safe from harm#It’s not a calm harbor it’s a hurricane tearing everything in its path#every move he makes every time he tries to touch her to hold her to protect Clara it’s soaked in this crazy all-consuming love#he’s almost obsessed with it like he’s ready to rewrite reality break every law possible just so she stays alive#and it’s not just about being attached it’s an addiction fueled by the pain of loss and the fear of feeling that pain again#he’s lost and found himself in that pain#doctor who#12th doctor#twelfth doctor#twelve#hell bent#new who#dwgifs#dr who#the doctor#nuwho#clara oswald#whouffaldi#dw#peter capaldi
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as I was finishing ntn for the first time, I found myself feeling a kind of resentment towards alecto. I had really grown to love and empathize with nona and she did not want to disappear, she wanted to stay herself. I knew it wasn't alecto's fault, obviously, and that all of this had been done to her by force, but it still felt like she was indirectly calling for nona's death. all was mostly mended when I read the last chapter because it turns out alecto's pov fucking rules, but still, like, my whole logic was flawed.
alecto didn't kill nona, she is nona. nona is alecto if she were brought into human life under, not even ideal circumstances (she very much lived in an occupied city while under semi-house arrest by an insurgent cell that periodically kidnapped her from her home), but under better circumstances where she was surrounded by people who love her. alecto is nona in such a horrific state of constant distress that she's been in one long tantrum for her entire carnal life. alecto likes to eat erasers and thinks flowers are sexy and loves going to the beach and adored noodle's little dog shoes and offered to give honesty her turpentine soaked cleaning rag. john wrapped his hands around nona's neck, stuffed her into his mouth, forced himself into her body, and made her a hideousness. and she still loved him because nona loves everyone. fucking hell.
#my girl. my world. my worldgirl. I would have eaten so many erasers with you and kept you alive forev--wait#I would have eaten so many erasers with you and let you die a real death without forcibly amputating your soul to resurrect you#tlt#marina marvels at life
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oya ✧
#om barbatos#obey me barbatos#happy birthday barbatos#hbd barbatos#obey me#sketches in between work responsibilities to stay sane#sigh!!#he probably wouldnt even approve of that#or would he#he might#my art 🪶🐦⬛🦴#longhair barb still is alive and well in my veins in my soul in my everything
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Elidibus informing Emet of a pivot in their plans in the most messed up way he can manage.
#ffxiv#sketch#emet selch#elidibus#zenos yae galvus#also known as Elidibus doing his habitual grilling of Emet and his attachment problems#aka my brains way of why he and elidibus never were in the same room back in StB#with the way I write emet and zenos' relationship#it would be bad enough for him to see the wrong soul in his body#and even worse that the being your coworker is piloting his your great grandson's corpse#this also just gives me the mental image of Emet having an aneurysm finding out zenos is somehow still alive after HE dies#because i am simply a strange person on the boat of despite being his ���experiment”#the resonant was an outlier- and he was not originally supposed to become ascian-like#emet thinking zenos finally got his peace and is in the aetherial sea->zenos alive and getting dragged around by fandini instead
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oingo boingo blinkie set :)
bonus blinkies
post that inspired me to make these
#blinkie#blinkies#neocities#web graphics#oingo boingo#danny elfman#the mystic knights of the oingo boingo#forbidden zone#10“ EP#only a lad#nothing to fear#good for your soul#so lo#so-lo#dead man's party#boi ngo#boi-ngo#boingo alive#dark at the end of the tunnel#boingo#boingo 94#farewell#oingo boingo farewell#marching in time#big mess#my post
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quick doodle of these 2 I just finished the show and I need to jump
#2 days ago I was like damn what’s this new show? I might as well watch it#I finished it in 10 hours within the span of 3 days#Guys I’m not okay#pantheon amc#pantheon#pantheon show#maddie kim#caspian keyes#maddison Kim#These 2 make me Ill need to rip my soul out#May or may not be making more art for this show#lets see if my motivation is still alive#my art#fanart#Ayyunah
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silly stuff i drew while reading Feel No Evil by @payasita , in which the Lamb does not know how to propose, Narinder does not know how to be alive, and neither of them knows what an obligate carnivore is
bonus? lmao
#my art#cotl#i am looking into your soul with my huge autistic eyes. read this fic right now. blease#hksfdjghdfghldkfg im sorry it just fucking kills me that for the first 4ish chapters narinder is just. so nasty#like all the followers are like There He Is. The Leader's Favorite Guy. and its this filthy half-dead cat that hasnt bathed in 10+ years#like he has hardly eaten the entire time he's been mortal and he looks like absolute dogshit#and their unbeatable normally serene and gracious leadergod is hovering around his stinky ass like omg nari hiiiiii#its fucking hilarious to me. and also heartwrenching bc this fic does also get into how hard it is to be alive when uve never learned how#gonna draw the twins desperately bringing him soap later i just had so many things i wanted to draw for this
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🪵🐓 i started playing stardew valley a couple of weeks ago and shane’s eight heart event changed me forever i think
#HI HELLO I’M STILL ALIVE AND STILL AN ARTIST I PROMISE#bad mental/physical health and exam season were doing an absolute number on me these past couple of months#but i’m doing a lot better now and it’s summer break!!! so expect more frequent/consistent art from me again :D#i am so deeply hyperfixated on stardew valley at the moment!!! really happy i started playing it it has been healing my soul#this one’s for you cool shane people of tumblr#stardew valley#stardew valley fanart#stardew valley art#sdv#sdv fanart#sdv art#stardew valley shane#stardew shane#sdv shane#stardew fanart#nem art :)
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Do you ever think about brook thinking about being human? How that changes how his music sounds? How the skin of your fingers grow calluses from the strings, and how bone doesn’t do that? How bone against string will fundamentally sound different rather than soft flesh? Do you think Brook ever misses the way his music sounded when he was alive? Or do you think he's glad that the sound changed? That they way he used to play will always remain with his first crew and his new sound is for memories with his new crew?
Also a version in one image below :)

#one piece#one piece fanart#soul king brook#elizabeths storytime#my fanart#i also think about the fact that there isn't anyone alive left that would be able to tell the difference of the sound#well besides laboon#but thats a whole other grievance#would laboon be able to recognize his music?
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does Goldie approve of John smoking?
your Goldie drawing comic made me think of it. does John feel closer to him when he smokes because of what it's doing to his health (i.e. bringing him closer to death)? just curious about what you think
[I know you're talking about ghost baby Goldie but I thought showing grownup Goldie's opinion would be funny]
As a ghost baby, Goldie doesn't really understand what John's doing when he's smoking or that it directly deteriorates John's health. I imagine during the cancer arc that Goldie is under the belief John caught a bad illness or was getting old.
As for John, he smokes as an addict since he was a teen with pretty blatant disregard for his health. While he feels guilty about not being able to be "with" Goldie in death, John does want to live more than anything. Goldie wants that for him too, even if that just makes John feel worse.
#askjesncin#john constantine#hellblazer#goldie constantine#golden boy#jl remix#baby goldie's perspective is “I sacrificed my life for john. ofc I want my twin to survive and live a long life :)”#john (guilty that he gets to live and as a chimera twin ties goldie's soul for as long as he himself stays alive and cheats death): *sob*
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Sergeant John "Soap" MacTavish knows what sacrifice and compromise is all about, but he is still the youngest SAS soldier on Task Force 141 (SUPPORT my entire video on tiktok please)
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#soap mactavish#john soap mactavish#even soldiers like Soap have a soul but they have to forget themselves to be the best#zoom on his face: he has tears in his eyes#brave soldiers are the soldiers who have a heart#in this house we love soap mactavish and he is alive OKAY? okay#call of duty#cod#giotanner#cod mw2#soap cod#modern warfare#modern warfare ii#simon ghost riley#my art#illustration#artists on tumblr#john soap mactavish edit#cod edit
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