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for someone who's so damn tired all the time, i sure am restless.
#lily talks#ready to fall asleep in my chair but i want to DO#i hate having 101 interests and no energy#my existence can be summed up by the constant feeling of running out of time#restlessness has been at an all time high lately#i'm so desperate to *make* something but i either lack inspiration or energy#always one or the other#and the things i do manage to make i get the impression nobody really cares about all that much#which is fine i suppose#but sometimes... eh.#idk i kind of feel like people don't really care all that much about my interest hobbies plans and whatnot#irl i mean#i'm already not the type of person to talk much about any of these even less so enthusiastically or in detail#but in a way it only adds to the feeling that i'm incapable of doing anything meaningful when no one ever bothers asking or showing a littl#bit of interest in what i do#maybe i'm just surrounded by people as bad at holding a conversation as i can be#but i dare say i'm at least decent at showing interest in what people have to say#i don't know where i'm going with this#i just got hit with the big sad in time for the holidays#don't mind me
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Help me prove my family wrong!
I don't know if this post will break containment, but will you like/reblog if you are or know a man who is asexual? All of the people in my life seem convinced that being Ace is a 'girl thing' and that Ace men don't exist!
#Asexual#I love my family but they're all cishet and sometimes it Really Shows#Idk if this will actually make it outside my tiny followers but eh worth a try#Also to clarify this is trans + nb friendly
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(if you don’t mind reblogging this post, that would be groovy ^_^)
#first and last time I ask people to reblog a post on the post lol#hannah talks sometimes#this will be my ‘general tumblr population poll’#and then I can compare it to my blog one#it’ll still definitely be like. my side of tumblr because it’s starting on my blog but. eh you get it#asexual#aromantic#polls#aspec#arospec#acespec#asexuality#aromanticism#lgbt
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…..I should be working rn but one of the songs in my playlist hit harder than usual so
#maccadam#transformers#deadlock#idw deadlock#drift#ratchet#idw ratchet#dratchet#ratchlock#also#this kind of fics that makes them run into each other during the war#while Ratchet is younger and Drift is still Deadlock#i love them#*stops shooting* oh hey Doc#*stops shooting* oh hey kid#both proceed to just casually ignoring each other’s fractions#Deadlock would never even think of killing Ratchet and Ratchet would never betray this trust#…….sometimes I like to think that tfp Ratchet doesn’t like being called ‘doc’ because that was how tfp Deadlock called him#one day I gather enough motivation to draw that one comic I was thinking about for half a year now#about tfp Deadlock arriving to earth to rejoin Megatron#and then humans and Autobots at some point discovering his fucked up romantic situation with Ratchet#….I just thought I probably would need to make Deadlock flying alt mode so he’s not completely useless in space and sky#eh idk#I just wanna draw everyone’s O_O faces when Decepticon’s high in command just casually calls Ratchet doc or Ratch or smth#oh wow I got carried away with these tags
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Enveloped by bicep girth
#disco elysium#colored#fanart#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#sometime this week is my one year anniversary of starting this game and it's been food for brainworms since#i also have some jean doodles to upload but eh
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 6
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 4] [Pt. 5]
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr incorrect quotes#hsr textpost#hsr memes#honkai star rail memes#hsr meme#honkai star rail meme#boothill#hsr boothill#argenti#hsr argenti#sunday#hsr sunday#aventurine#hsr aventurine#black swan#hsr black swan#argenhill#boothill x argenti#i love their 'guns n' roses' ship name a whole lot but im not trying to unintentionally put this in the actual band's tag lmao#i dont have a good concise title for this one its just like. 50% Boothill and 50% my other fav hsr men. thats it thats the theme#also. dont fuckign come at me like 'but the 6th one isn't accurate! he wasn't born in a test tube!!' listen. i know.#he was found abandoned in the snow or smthn idk i haven't dug into his lore leaks yet but i Know. the first half isnt all that accurate#but the overall vibes of it are funny enough to me that i had to make it anyways. let's all just learn to suspend our disbelief a bit#for the sake of laughs. also also. hopefully it goes w/o saying but if something ever lacks a source it's bc i found it like that#i always leave the op's handles even if they dont fit the characters but sometimes the posts i find have already had them cropped out#which irks me bc i Try to be a stickler for giving credit. but anyways. enough overthinking the making of these silly memes#also. some of these are prob a bit more accurate only if you've seen some of Boothill's voiceline and message leaks but eh its fine
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i never model faces bc i get Scared easily but i need to get over it so . i did these.. and for panic reasons i will Claim them as Practice !!!
#wip#first attempt was screamy#second was megsie#i found a cool way to rig with megsie's face which probably would Improve on screamy's if i were to use it there but. eh#it's fun#im not sure if i want to model her completely#like.i do want to. but i also value my hands and mental health (sometimes). also i'm very intimidated by her details so
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Do u ever think abt Eddie Munson, the blacksmiths nephew, a gangly lad, all limbs and theatrics, he's good with a hammer, he can chop wood all day, run faster than most, and can probably make a sort of decent weapon, but he's no fighter, he's no strong man, and he's way better at making shields.
An do you ever think abt him trying to find decent materials out in the woods, only to stumble across an enormous downed golden dragon in a clearing made by its fall, the beast defensive but in too much pain to really fight back, the bodies of its attackers littering the area where it'd successfully fended them off but is in so much pain.
Do u ever think about Eddie spending days and nights out in that clearing tending to that big dragons wounds, keeping it warm with fires he's made, catching it fish and making sure it's eating, until it finally has enough strength to take to the skies once more and disappear into the heavens.
only for a man with beautiful golden brown eyes, sunkissed skin and soft swoopy hair and the oh so subtle spattering of golden scales across his cheekbones turns up to the Munsons blacksmith a few weeks later, wanting to thank Eddie properly for his care.
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i am in love with your sollux i think
sollux love party :]
if you’re interested heres some of my personal fondness thoughts on him.. big warning for the mega long read ahead aye
as we alr know sollux's rejection of participation somewhat mirrors dave's rejection of heroism, but even without getting cooked to completion i still find sollux's character v compelling beyond the fourth wall
as someone who doesnt get a pinch of that Protagonist Sparkle to begin with, he can openly say he wants to leave anytime…. and unlike dave, he actually Can leave the scene anytime. but he can never be truly Free from the story via permanent character death like the other trolls.
his irrelevancy is indeed relevant - he’s there so u can point him out.
while his image is intended to be a relic of past internet subculture, his role is not only about hehehaha being a Chad or a 2000s cyberforum 2²chan haxxor ragequit gamebro.
his continued existence also happens to add a Bit to the overarching themes of homestuck! a Bit that gives him longer-lasting thematic relevance compared to the trolls who could’ve had more character potential but didnt get to survive beyond the main story.
the Bit in question:
his defiance contributes to the illusion of agency (treating characters = people with autonomy). he’s “aware” of it, and that recognition is worth noting enough to forcibly keep him alive as both reward and punishment.
considering how his personality & classpect is designed its definitely a very haha thing for hussie to do LOL. he’s made to be op asf so he's resigned to doing dirty work, gradually deteriorating along the way but never truly dying. as fans have mentioned before, him openly rejecting involvement after a while of grim tolerance is like if the sim u were controlling suddenly stopped, looked up and gave u the finger while u were step six into the walkthrough for Every Possible Sim Death Animation.
but since he’s just a sim… the more he hates it, the more you keep him around. if ur sim started complaining abt your whimsical household storyline you’d definitely keep that little fuck.
but yeah i like that sollux is just idling. the significance of his presence being that one dude who's always reliably Somewhere, root core Unchanged, no individual ambitions (possibly due to fear of consequence?), and design-wise: a staple representative product of his time.
compared to dirk's character, who has aged phenomenally well into the present (themes of control + AR + artificial intelligence, clearer exploration around navigating relationships/sexuality, infinite possibilities of self-splinterhood and trait inheritance), sollux's potential is really... contained. bitter. defeatist. limiting and frustrating in the way old tech is.
the world continues moving on to shinier, brighter, more advanced automated things - minimalist and metaverse or whatever but sollux is still here 🧍♂️ going woohoo redblue 3d. (tho personally i imagine his vibe similar to what the kids call cassette futurism on pinterest mixed w more grimy grunge insectoid influences eheh)
conceptually-speaking,
at the foundation of it all, the rapid pace of modern development was built off the understanding of ppl like sollux in the past, who were There actively at work while the dough was still beginning to rise
thats one of the cool things abt the idea of trolls preceding humans! the idea that trolls like sollux excelled back when lots of basic shit still needed to be discovered, building structures like networks and codes from scratch, and humans will eventually inherit and reinvent that knowledge in ways that become so optimized it makes the old manual effort seem archaic, slow, and labour-intensive.
but despite information/resources/shortcuts being more accessible now, much of the new highly-anticipated stuff released on trend still end up unfinished, inefficient, or expiring quickly due to cutting corners under severe capitalistic pressures
meanwhile, some of the old stuff frm past generations of thorough, exploratory and perfectionistic development still remains working, complete, and ever so sturdy.
those things continue to exist, just outside our periphery with either:
zero purpose left for modern needs (outdated/obsolete)
or
far too important to replace or destroy, bcs of its surprisingly essential and circumstantial usefulness in one niche specific area.
which are honestly? both points that sum up sollux pree well.
dramatic ending sorry. anw are u still on the fence or are u Sick abt him like me </3
#ask#anon#sollux captor#homestuck#hs2 spoilers#2023#vioart#hs2 sollux explaining girls and bitches to john: 🗣️🗣️🗣️#mr foods‚ setting up the visuals: LMAO ok pause. cool story bro theyre all gone its just u n ur sandwich bro.#now that i think abt it sol's kind of a toaster? awkwardly takes up countertop space#lacks the versatility and sociability of an air fryer/pressure cooker. unwashed and littered w crumbs!#but sometimes the clear‚ frank simplicity of the toaster is a temporary lifesaver for ppl who struggle w low appetite / decision fatigue#or ppl who just have a habit of eating toast for breakfast LOL#and eh ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯ even if u dont feel like toasting today thats ok he's still gonna be sitting there 👍👍#a funnyman..... i curse him in my pan but root for him in my biscuit 🫶
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more misc au art... (the last two are unrelated but shh)
GAAAHHHH i promise ive got actual stuff cooking im just scared to post it/motivation to finish art Hard :"D clutching my head... always forever 24/7 thinking about them...
#i actually may or may not finish the second one because its meant to be a finished comic but i gave up early JSNDJSHDS#also yes the fourth one is glados quotes THE LINES FIT HIM SCARILY WELL#i wouldve drawn more of those if i had the motivation (i listened to an hour of glados voicelines just because i was brainrotting on him)#uhh what else do i have to say... OH UH ILL ANSWER ASKS..... SOMETIME!! SORRY THAT ITS BEEN SO LONG IVE BEEN BUSY#well not anymore now that schools over but STILL#[ tragedy au ]#man i GOTTA share some Actual Cool Stuff sometime...#chilaios#should i main tag...? eh sure#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#laios touden#laios#its always so embarrassing BAHSHSHA#id talk more because GOSH do i have a lot to talk about but its late#dungeon meshi spoilers#<- I FORGOT TO ADD IT#tragedy comedy
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Of legendary birds
#pokespe#pokemon#trainer green#trainer blue#moltres#.... no idea what the others are called in englisch#my art#fanart#its kinda eh. maybe i will redo the colors sometimes else. but this is it now#i might do like. a series of this. and then i could just update the colors#pokemon adventures
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I ran so fast to animate this
#gravity falls#art#animatic#animation#gravity falls animation#stan pines#stanley pines#bill cipher#artists on tumblr#Ughhhghfg#Fun fact: I started animating this at 10am and didn't get up until just now. It's 4am.#My back is killing me#Kirdoodl animates sometimes#gravity falls stanley#gravity falls bill#Alex Hirsch#Does anyone post animations on tumblr 💔#Actually eh doesn't matter I DO WHAT I WANT RAGHHHHH!!!!/lh
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i do find it kinda silly when ppl get mad at fanon jaime feminization or what not. like im sure sometimes versions of it and the way its discussed is unfounded and frustrating but the text absolutely touches on these topics with him repeatedly lol. i often find fans pulling out “female coded” shit with male characters meaningless nonsense and not at all applicable but if it isnt like that annoying shit then im sorry but the text is very deliberately playing with stuff like jaime being the maiden for brienne instead of the warrior and so on in order to continue to discuss gender constructs and roles. like cmon it is cersei’s twin brother ofc george is gonna do a lot of gender shit especially once his sword hand which is his source of physical prowess and is extremely tied to masculinity in his culture is maimed. like if we are not doing “the dudebros hate kylo ren bc hes femme coded” shit then its fine and not even discussion being pulled out of our asses
#i see complaints about it re stannis theon etc etc#and its like sometimes i get the frustration but other times eh#like if it isnt done in a misogynistic way then idc
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My, my, those eyes like fire.
I'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre.
Come now, bite through these wires.
I'm a waking hell and the gods grow tired~
#hollow knight#hollow knight fanart#hollow knight art#troupe master grimm#I'm the least Grimm-enjoying person I know#but eh sometimes I get the urge to draw him#sleep token#take me back to eden#this song keeps showing up in my playlist so#doodle for it#minor gore#body horror
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180524 Mnet BTS Comeback Show Highlight Reel cr. 0613data
#bts#min yoongi#suga#bts suga#jeon jungkook#jungkook#bts jungkook#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#btsgif#btsedit#bts gifs#jk gifs#suga gifs#my gifs#yoonkook#180524 mnet#pestering hyung lol#didn't blur the subtitles this time because why would they put them over his hand :'(#and the corner marks eh i just didn't feel like it#i'm trying to get a few sets out but i have been extremely busy#and when i'm not working or taking care of my mom then i'm usually sleeping#it's been... rough#but i am working on a few sets from this video#i like to gif the entire section i'm working on and then split them up into sets#because sometimes some gifs go better with others#and i've got a few left to go lol#but this one is a good stand alone so i'm just gonna put it up#i've got one more i'll queue for tomorrow too
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"The she-wolf laid into the squires with a tourney sword, scattering them all. The crannogman was bruised and bloodied, so she took him back to her lair to clean his cuts and bind them up with linen."
#asoiaf#asoiaf fanart#lyanna stark#howland reed#my drawings#i wonder how many times i've reread that chapter with meera's story lol#i like this moment esp it's so sweet#and clearly made an impact on howland as he followed ned into the war later.. all the way to the tower#ohhhh you know what now i want a howland and jon interaction. i want them to meet. oh man#asos#anyway i've been in a bit of a slump lately so this isn't great but eh. i've got a few backlogged as well i might upload..sometime#it was super foggy today to the point of not seeing anything which was very cool so i guess that motivated me to finish this#i like weird weather but it should have snowed damn it. there's almost always snow on my birthday so this feels like an ominous sign#also there are odd places in my neighbourhood where tons of crows and rooks and jackdaws gather for whatever reason and i see them on walks#and i always go hmm looks like a feast for crows over there. heh
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