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Blood Blossom Au: Baby's First Commissioner Meeting :)
TL:DR This Post: Danny (orphan) gets poisoned with blood blossom extract by Vlad. He runs away from him and ends up under the care of one Pre-Robin Battinson Batman! Starry is loudly pushing her batdad agenda.
(Also known as "Late At Night, When The Nightingale Sings" on my ao3!)
This was a fun rough idea I've been sitting on for weeks, thinking about how Commissioner Gordon and Nightingale's first meeting might go.
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Commissioner Gordon likes to think that he's adjusting to the new normal of Gotham very well, -- the new normal being grown men running around dressed like bats, in military-grade strength body armor, committing acts of vigilantism, -- and slowly, little by little, he was no longer being surprised when this new normal pops up out of the shadows like the world's most terrifying daisy. His shaving lifespan thanks him for it.
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The kid is a surprise though.
Granted, he seemed to be a surprise to the Bat too.
There's been a string of murders lately, -- which, in Gotham, is kind of like saying there's been another storm during monsoon season. And there's just been another; in some dilapidated building down in south Gotham, with the broken, boarded-up windows and mildew-crawling walls to match. The victim is a man in his thirties, multiple gunshot wounds to the chest, left in the center of the room for the blood to pool out around him.
The place is already secured when he arrives, the building swarmed with officers and the forensic detectives. The Bat emerges shortly after he does -- or, he might've been here the whole time, hiding someplace dark and shadowy. For his own sanity, Gordon doesn't think about it too hard.
The kid is a surprise, and he appears like a bolt of lightning.
He shows up in the middle of a conversation Gordon is having with the Bat.
A whistle, sharp and loud, slicing through the air, meant for open air rather than a confined space. Gordon's ears pierce and protest the sound, and the solemn, murmured chatter floating through the room abruptly cuts off like the swing of a gavel. As he turns towards the sound -- as they all do -- he swears, up and down, that he sees Batman's shoulders jump, just slightly.
At the source, perched on the window, is a boy. A boy in a gray-blue scarf and an oversized black hoodie, one that hangs off his frame and has ace bandages wrapped around the wrists in some attempt to cinch the sleeves. The hood is up, big like the rest of it, and threatens to swallow the upper half of the boy's face whole in the fabric. What upper half Gordon can see, is smeared with some kind of opaque, black face paint. He's holding onto the side of the frame with one hand, on his hip is a grappling hook. A familiar grappling hook.
Gordon has multiple questions, and his officers tense up.
Martinez puffs up, brows furrowing as his face shapes into a frown. Shoulders rolling back. "You can't be here, kid--"
The reaction is immediate, like a spark to gunpowder, the boy yanks his fingers from his mouth and his mouth twists into a scowl. Head snapping over to Officer Martinez, his hood manages to stay on but Gordon swears that as he bares his teeth, the glint makes them look sharper than they should be. His voice is rasp and quiet and harsh; snappish in its hissing; "Put a fuckin sock in it, Martinez. I'm not stayin."
Martinez reels back, and the boy immediately veers his attention off him. Like a switch, his demeanor drops. Despite half his face being covered, his mouth twists into a cringing, apologetic smile. Slanted and off-beat, embarrassed. It'd be disarming if this wasn't Gotham, and if he didn't just hiss at Martinez like he was about to bite his head off.
"Sorry." He whispers, voice deceptively polite and softer now. Gordon has to strain his ears to hear him. "I was looking for him."
He points his finger towards-- Gordon? No, Gordon follows the direction, and finds himself looking at -- the Bat.
The Bat, who always looks stiff as a pole, now looks even stiffer. Somehow. Well, the explains the grappling hook attached to the boy's waist.
"What are you doing here?" The Bat says, gruff and unable to completely smother the stumble of surprise in his tone.
The boy still holds a sheepish smile, and slips off the window ledge. His feet hit the creaky boards with a near-silent thud, the Batman finds his feet and rapidly begins crossing the room.
Gordon notes the slight tremble in the boy's legs as he straightens. He adjusts his scarf, which droops close to his knees now that he's standing, and slings a backpack -- how long has had that? -- off his shoulders. When the Bat reaches his side, he does as he always does, and looms over the boy like a spectre. A threatening mass of shadows cloaked in all-consuming black. Standing next to him, the boy looks teeny in comparison.
The Bat is a man who terrifies even the most hardened criminals, Gordon has seen grown men shiver in fear at the mention of his name. And yet when the boy looks up at him, he doesn't even flinch.
Instead, his sheepish smile melts away like ice under the sun, holding only traces of his previous embarrassment. It remains as a shadow on his face, a small upturn at the corners of his mouth. The boy pushes his hood back just enough to reveal glinting, ice-flint eyes surrounded in tar-black face paint. He holds the backpack up with one arm. "You forgot this."
#I have never seen Batman (2022) so really I'm just using battinson and crew as templates for my fic. but hey what else is new lol#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc fic#dpxdc au#dp x dc au#dpxdc fanfic#i dont know shit about detective work or true crime so forgive me for any bad terminology or incorrect procedure for how these things work#just a fun rough idea for how i imagined gordon's first meeting with nightingale goes LMAO. im sticking to the idea that danny doesn't#officially join the field for a *while* due to more than just health reasons. so his first appearances are brief and usually to give B smth#danny: im only here as express delivery for vader's little brother over there. yall stay safe tho.#bruce: *kill bill sirens bass-boosted* ohmygodwhatishedoinghere#batman: how did you get here... | danny: you have so many spare grappling hooks it was pr easy to just grab one and go#also danny is whispering on purpose because he doesn't have his ghost form to fall back on as a secret identity. so he *is* actually taking#extra steps to keep his identity safe. and people usually sound different when they're whispering. he also has personal beef with#office martinez despite the fact that they've never met. Danny's HEARD of his ass. he hATES his ass.#Martinez: *to batman* freak | danny: im going to Bite Him. | batman (reluctantly): hmr. please don't. | danny: im going for his shins#Martinez and Nightingale have this whole thing going on between the two of them. danny WILL slap a sticky note on Martinez's back that says#'asshole' on it and its the one spot square on his spine that martinez can't reach.#someone: why are you beefing with like. an actual 12 year old | martinez: HE'S A LITTLE RAT. THAT'S WHY. he's here to torment me#battinson: *did you grapple the whole way here* | danny: yah. it was kinda fun. i would've gotten here faster but i kept having to stop#battinson: *hnnn* im driving you back | danny:.. are you sure? | battinson already pulling him out of the room: y e s#i've been thinking about this for literally WEEKS. what did bruce forget? good question! i'll figure that out if or when i get to this#danny has Issues behind the word freak so its like a mini beserker button for him regardless of who the word is aimed at lol. lmao#martinez calls batman a freak once while nightingale is within range and its just the doom ost as danny simply Disappears from sight#like oops. you are now. In Danger. rip couldn't be me.#blood blossom au
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binsung, send post
#telomirage.txt#feels like a gift for MEEE after several weeks of truly too much shit at work 😭🫠#so much that several people said to me 'this has been really rough huh?' after d dismissed my concerns about taking over for him while he#went on vacation for several weeks because 'why are you worried? it'll be fine!' only for it to IMMEDIATELY NOT BE THAT#ANY 👏🏼 WAY 👏🏼#a gift for all of us but I am holding it in my hands too even though it's too hot to hold
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hey. everyone. do you remember the pandemic? remember the year and half, two years, still ongoing for many? the worldwide horrific illness with lasting effects on everyone's psyche's and a great tragic many's physical health, forever? it happened like, oh, five years ago now? remember that guys?
#i was very lucky my family was VERY luck#but i'm just thinking and having my millionth 'hey wait the pandemic fucked me up' moment#IT HAS BEEN FIVE YEARS. FIRST OF ALL. SECOND OF ALL I DON'T REMEMBER BEING 14 OR 15 OR 16.#i was a fresh 14 year old and then i was 17. i remember a few months of being obsessed with the magnus archives and other podcasts.#i don't remember playing my instrument except that i felt like i stagnated incredibly. and i did.#and now i have a new thing to be mad at because my first year in a real orchestra doesn't count because it was fucking online.#i auditioned on zoom. we just had weekly zooms. once a week play for a guy on my dad's phone. and he had to get to everyone else#so it's not like he could really help any of us that much.#and it's not worth thinking about but i'm letting myself think about it a bit what the hell. I NEVER REALIZED ANY OF THIS SHIT BEFORE.#many of the people i go to school with now had infinitely more resources than i did by virtue of going to established magnet music schools#or having musicians in the family. so while we all fucking had a rough time educationally#they had institutions and family behind them.#i'm just a little bit more mad about that. another thing to stupidly irrationally think 'that's not fair' about#it's not fair but it's not about fair and right now it doesn't matter anymore#i'm here just like them and i earned it and i earn it every day.#one day i'll figure out how to stop vaguely hating everyone just a little bit. one day i'll figure out how to be a better person.#i'm trying. but this is the first time i realized this today so i'm letting myself be a little bit mad#without hating myself for it too much#bluebird.txt#would i have felt like an untrained dog like a failure of a human being if i had gotten to have those two years of high school?#i don't think so because my parents are the way they are and somehow i am their child that is the most but also the least like them#and i don't always like it.#i don't think it would've been different. but i will never ever know.#no one will.#sorry chat i just had a huge realization about the course of my life 👍🏼
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I think about this line so much
ougghh found family trope how i love you so
#ash rambles 💚#like a flowing wind 🔳#his relationship with s.eonhee is my favorite thing ever. they're so cute! i like how loyal he is to her adjkahds he's like her guard dog#and i love how he's the first one to tell her to get up when she bows to the party in that one scene. he loves her and cares for her so much#and I'm glad the game says that they're more like siblings than a boss and her subordinate because they're so much deeper than that#they're really amazing. and s.eonhee is delightful too! my crush on her is gone now but she's very nice to my s/i and often tells j.oongi to#take time off work and go spend time with ash since she can tell that's what he wants.#she's the first one who could tell that j.oongi had a crush on ash and has been our number 1 fan since day one!#the first person who noticed that ash had a crush was The Bartender. he noticed the longing glances and the soft smiles before#even ash knew that she was in love with j.oongi#though the pictures of them on shopping sprees and S.eonhee making J.oongi carry all her bags#+ making him fan her while at the beach is very funny ajdhwjdh. poor guy- i.chiban wasnt far off when he made the butler comparison#I'm so glad that j.oongi has a family and friends now. his childhood was... rough. his father...#i will crawl down to hell myself just to beat his ass for what he did to his son#on another note. cramps.. shark week... hnggghh... If Ash ever needs medicine or a pad or something and doesn't have one on her#she usually just asks S.aeko but. I hc that J.oongi always carries around some menstrual products + painkillers wherever he goes#because of S.eonhee. and i think that's really cute#so if ash is ever feeling shitty he's got that shit on lock!!!!!!#speaking of. i need to lock in. i have a paper due tonight on a book....... I'm five pages in.#alright. time to throw my phone to the other side of the room and lock in until i fall over-#see ya on the other side!
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hello reddit,, i have a question why are oranges orange,,,!! (said in a desperate, confused, distraught, anxious, but hopeful tone)
#leaving the big friend discord server because you!!!! dont feel welcome anymore and need space X3#guhhh#rambles#i also have why are oranges orange stuck in my head so#i need to focus on myself though- i wanna get better habits- clean myself up a bit#work on some personal goals ive been thinking of for a while now#maybe even get a job#yknow- the usual#it really does feel like a weight has been lifted off me for the most part though#ive had this happen once before actually#with a different group#maybe i need to stop using discord for friend stuff#keep the group small and humble even#the issue is that the servers just keep getting more and more ppl i think#and then the dynamic changes#and then shit gets a little rough and instead of being supportive#people dogpile and blame and call names#and asking to set boundaries is completely ignored i gUESS#im still salty sorry#“thats not a boundary” blehh stfu yes it is- asking to have a question answered instead of ignored in the future is totally a boundary#a boundary can be many things#like why the fuck are you playing semantics. you wanna be mad at me for no reason?#guhhhhhh#people who i wanna punch in the face vERY badly frankly.
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the problem with playing D&D is you have ships 'n' blorbos that only 4 other people know about
#still thinkin' about that motherfucker Cormac from the Thieves Guild#and how he lives rent free in Ariadne's brain#and therefore my brain#and how i have to deal with the fact that she wouldn't think about#that as much as she's plagued with conflicting feelings about this motherfucker#i honestly don't think that there's much reason that she would've made as much of an impact on him as he has on her#and it's driving me insane#like he got under her skin instantly because the first time they met she had just used her inspiration point only to roll two nat 1s#trying to get a crowd to disperse before things got rough#and this motherfucker sweeps in and does what she couldn't while also kind of shitting on the temple#which she couldn't even really argue because he wasn't really wrong but also this is the thing that makes up her identity#and she was fuckin' pissed#i mean we did also get sent to make a deal with him to keep the city chill while rise of the zombies was dealt with in the high district#so she#the temple's Brand Newest Paladin in full fuckin' armor gets sent into the den of the Thieves Guild#to talk with the guy who's been pretty openly (and frankly fairly) dunking on said temple#and we come out of it having to do a favor for him to get his help#and as much as she'd love to cover it with 'well we're really doing it because the prince wants us to and it's for the good of the city'#the fact that at the end of the day they were doing something on this motherfucker's orders was such a bur under her saddle#i think he got the party drinks while we were talking with him but ariadne didn't touch hers#because A) she's pretty sure someone would've spit in it and B) fuck u cormac fuck ur hospitality and fuck u#ANYWAY#all this happened over a year ago irl (not sure how long in-game) and YET#there's also the problem that our sessions have been shorter and more sporadic#which gives me more time between sessions to obsess over stupid shit#like a NPC who we haven't seen in a fuckin' year
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did what i could today
sick of not rping & i miss julius
might be rusty but I'm going to force myself to write not because I have to but because i want & need to
thanks everyone for your patience
going to sleep for the night
#wilhelm speaks! SHOUT OUT LOUD#honestly was terrified for a while there I might not rp ever again#sounds extreme I know but I have never had as intense a loss of interest in rping#like I did for that time and it's honestly been terrifying#hence why I need to force myself to write I don't ever want to stop roleplaying#anyway going to sleep before I make myself sad thinking about it all#just know that I'm trying my best & I'm sorry for any silence or weird vibes I am#going through some shit lately personally and emotionally so it has been rough
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I finally started MiraTen after…how many weeks has it been since I re-reblogged @woundedheartwithin’s gifs?
actually its my first time watching anything this week…the last things were the BtS of GwtF and ND last Sunday 😭
anywho~ how am i actually meant to focus on Yasuda Ken giving the plot of the show all while Takuya’s off…being…Takuya?
like…
#i actually wasnt planning to gif this one at all…#whoopsieee~#the third gif…what is that face sir *through gritted teeth* im trying to concentrate#(its already hard enough to lmao)#sorry that im…basically bullying him all the fucking time rn#1) its a defense mechanism and actually trying very hard not to hyperfixate on him while keeping my brain content (ie watching his thingz)#and 2) which follows 1)…work has been an absolute fucking joy (nightmare) and im trying to keep my head up but shit’s rough#so my mood isnt too fantastic all-around lmao#sorry…hopefully back soon…if only for my own sake lol#drama gifs#and#dumb shit#tsukutta
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not on my watch!!!! not!! on my!!! watch!!!
#im not totally finished with pmmm but this has beamed into my head more than once#tho from context clues in getting on here it seems homura has been doing it much longer than okabe had to#im seeing stuff like TEN YEARS repeating a month where i think someone did the math from like the vn and came up with okabe spending about#a year repeating the same day#either way they both saw their loved one die and was like nope! slam that time travel redo button#pmmm#steins gate#and to top it off madoka and mayuri both seem to have this like..... inferiority complex almost. like thinking theyre useless and a burden#while their time travel protectors are like I LOVE YOU BITCH#wait a minute. 10x12=120 loops for homura. okabe like definitely had more than that even if its for a shorter time.#like i feel like im playing trauma pissing contest but like i feel the need to defend my boy bc even tho he didnt spend 10 whole years#cause like he did a lot of loops back to back to back without sleepbefore he started getting more time in his loops and i know he got SHOT#and hit by cars and shit during those loops so it was like REAL REAL ROUGH even if it wasnt like 10 whole years. my mans did the same day/#three day period like 300+ times to save his bff + gf and friends and i love him for it
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ALSO, also, since I'm thinking of him
Max finally getting his love gestures reciprocated/accepted definitely switched something in his head.
Daniela gushed about him leaving little love notes in her books, and also leaving him her own, when they started dating, and it hit him so hard like "Holy shit she actually LIKES IT-" because he's never really had somebody he could do these things with despite REALLY wanting to.
And part of the reason he's such a huge gift giver type is because he finally CAN be without some worry he's gonna get pushed away for it.
#expand the max angst beyond dead fam#because i like to think there was a time he tried to legitimatly date some of the women he'd... have fun with... back when he was younger#but they never worked out so he just kinda stopped trying for a long time#max's village life wasn't nessisarily *hard* but it was still *rough* for him#like his family still loved him (though his parents had... hesitations about the fact he liked women)#but the village was kind of... not cruel#just kind of shitty towards him#anyway im sorry for all the max ramble but my boy has not gotten much love lately and i have been sitting on this lore of his for a while#maximus vulpe#ignore any spelling shit i took a sleepy tylonol and im kinda fighting it rn
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Dying of sensory issues (chilly but the air is too still and any time I turn on a fan it makes something move and I hate the sound and also it makes me either too hot or too cold depending on the setting) BUT!! Um. Thinking about homoerotic consumption soso much so it’s fine
#specifically the gentle quiet moments after the freak shit where like. daemia is holding pyr while he slowly recovers from whatever the hell#feeds her bc the mass to regrow body parts has to come from SOMEWHERE. sometimes this is Pyrric snacks. they ofc make it gay. somethin#somethin being determined good enough to feed back to her beloved something something raising pyrric’s self esteem by believing#wholeheartedly that daemia wouldn’t settle for less than wonderful something something#anyhow the um. them curled into each other#if it’s been particularly brutal. the moment when pyrric’s healed enough to start purring. it’s rough at first- of course it is- but it#settles back into the rhythm that daemia knows from them soon enough nodnod#also um. how when pyr gets stuck as big creature. goes to dae for help. he’s like help I’m panicking too much to be people shaped again and#that’s freaking me out more. usually it lasts till pyr naps or smth but um. dae company helps. dae SNUGGLES especially help.#daemia: does some evil shit#Pyrric: looking at her with the biggest roundest eyes with so much love
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a ghost sketch
#this has been in my wips for a while#i just only got around to colouring it today#shits been rough#simon ghost riley#call of duty fanart#cod ghost#simon riley fanart#sharpie doodles
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There’s this guy in town who owns this little house, and a while back he rescued a street dog that was going to get put down. Turned out she was pregnant.
Problem is, he has mental health & drug issues and couldn’t afford to get them all spayed & neutered, so now there are 6 grown bitches with 15 puppies total, and they’ve dug under his fence in multiple places but he can’t afford to fix it so they go roaming all around town. (When I say can’t afford it, I mean his house is currently running on a generator because he can’t afford his electric bill.) He’s also a day laborer so he cannot take multiple full days off work to take them to the vet an hour away. He’s in a really rough spot.
He’s not a bad person. He’s just overwhelmed.
And this little conservative town with 6 churches for 300 people, have they tried to help their neighbor? Have they adopted the puppies he’s been trying to give away? Have they offered resources?
NOPE! All they wanna do is talk shit about him and complain about the dogs but never lift a finger of their own. And they come to his house to yell at him and cuss him out about the dogs, which does not exactly engender in him a cooperative attitude, as you might imagine.
So after a while of this going on, my mom gets fed up with all the NIMBY bullshit and starts talking to the guy, because she’s done animal rescue for 20-odd years and has Connections. He’s resistant at first, but when he realizes she’s not being an asshole to him on account of his addiction or the dogs, he decides to let her help.
She gets to work organizing and networking. Finds a non-profit that will cover vaccinations, spay/neuter, and flea treatments for all the dogs. Talks the next-door neighbor into paying for materials to fix the fence, since this guy can do the work of it himself. Gets him in touch with another non-profit that will adopt out the adult dogs.
Less than 2 weeks after she decided to do something, all puppies have been to the vet, 10 puppies and 4 adult dogs have been adopted out, and the second non-profit is coming by next week to pick up the remaining 7 dogs to ship them out for adoption.
I’ve learned a lot of things from my mom—some good, some bad—but I think the most important positive message she lives as an example of is this: sometimes, when something needs done and no one else is willing, you gotta stand up and say “I’ll do it.”
#dogs#animal rescue#liveblogging the texas hill country#pets#d’ye like dagss#true story#blog together queue alone
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tbh I'm avoiding rereading one flew because I'm scared I'll feel nothing when rereading. I cannot just feel nothing towards this book I swear. I'll be totally devastated
#but I felt shit when I replayed rogue right??#so maybe I shall try to reread at least#I also bought a book w ken kesey's sketches w/o even realising it lol#or al least it says so on that website for where I've ordered#like I've ordered and one day later I saw that it's that same edition w kesey's sketches SO COOL!!!#so where was I?#oh yeah#so I've replayed rogue and oh boy I loved it felt so alive. not to mention that I wasn't THIS attached to rogue#rogue was a piece of comfort provided when I had a very fucking rough time#but one flew ONE FLEW WAS SOMETHING SO SO DIFFERENT#it not only provided comfort it also made me live and feel everything chief goes through like I was in his skin#not to mention I have really lived in his skin. been through a lotta same shit#and while I was going through this shit this book suddenly appeared in my life and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING#suddenly felt valid and not so alone and damn kesey feels me#I think I will feel shit#something tells me I will#okay lunar park has to wait I want to reread one flewww#it arrives tomorrow I'm so happæ I love one flew#smells.like.a.freakshow
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#delete later#as awful as the past couple of weeks have been in terms of intrusive thoughts and random waves of panic and intense emotions and#blankness. there have also been random patches that have been. okay. and that is how i know my medication is working#bc the times ive been like this and not medicated? there has been no reprieve#like although i feel. awful and useless and am internalising my work failures in a non helpful way that im trying to fight#i am having moments of#hey we're okay. they raised an issue in a way that was gentle bc youre a good employee usually. and honestly although you#feel terrible for fucking up. someone you care about very much died a month ago. you have been experiencing a mental health#almost crisis (i refuse to call it a full crisis bc im not self destructing really badly) and quite frankly the fact that you're functioning#at all is. pretty decent. youre trying. i am of course having moments where im convinced that they hate me and want to fire me immediately#but that has no evidence. and the fact that i know it has no evidence is a pretty insane piece of progress#shout out to my therapist from two courses ago who drilled the moral shit into my head.#she genuinly helped me a lot with this.#also was really really hoping for the usual christmas bonus this year bc my finances are tighter than usual but the company had a#lean year so no bonuses for anyone. so dont have the leeway to try out sliding scale therapy for a while. but it is what it is.#this will pass. its just been a rough four months and i havent had a break. ive also been waiting fir thr other shoe to drop at work#and it finally has so i can at least stop torturing myself over maybes. im getting my meds. i can refer myself to nhs depression#therapy. which will be mostly useless and the same as it always is but it tends to help me feel like im trying to progress which is still#helpful in some small way. it will be what it will be. one day at a time and all that jazz#this is also how these things go for me. i lose it slowly over a month or so. have a horrific couple weeks until a day of a genuine#full breakdown. i survive that day and the day after and then slowly start clawing myself up again. ive just had a few breakdown#days this time. what can ya do. is what it is. im sure I'll have another breakdown soon as i can tell im not done crying#and will almost certainly have a breakdown at my parents bc i am not good at hiding the dead eyed look and mum will#definitely clock im being weirder than usual with food and touching things. so there'll be a#anyway nevermind. ill do what i must
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#probably gonna be a lot of these tag posts from me for the next while lmao#just sobbed again bc it’s like#everyone ik who’s passed was so young and struggled w a lot of the same shit he did and all of them deserved more time#and i hate that my list of ppl is getting so long already#and this feels rly similar to losing a good friend. the kind you’d go to automatically when things get rough#1d has always been my go to pick me up when i need to forget about things esp grief#and now it’s only gonna add to that. probably for a while#i hate the feeling of wishing you could go back in time even just a couple days and appreciate what it was like before this happened#just one more time#idk if i can get myself together today tbh but also rotting at home probably won’t help either#fuck!!!!!!!#rowyn rambles
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