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the difference between elizabeth i and mary stuart in a nutshell:
elizabeth: (internal screaming)
mezza (mary): (external screaming) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#six the musical#six the kids#six the musical incorrect quotes#incorrect six quotes#incorrect quotes#elizabeth tudor#elizabeth i#mary stuart#mary queen of scots#mezza scots is a disaster#and so is lizzie#but shes better at hiding it lmao
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No the limit breaks aren't for playing with
#It's so cute when she hides in his cape in AC I can't#Like she has 0 fear of her funny vampire uncle#ff7#ff7 rebirth#ff7 remake#ff7 fanart#vincent valentine#marlene wallace#ffvii#ffvii vincent#Also I just noticed I picked whatever for the LB designs lol#Like I took Gallians remake design#Hellmakskers og design#And Chaos' dirge design lmao#It's not my fault that hellmaker and gigas aren't in dirge and that dirge has a bad design for gallian#Well tbh I don't really like the chaos design from dirge either but it's better than its design in og
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swatchvember prompt: party
happy 37th birthday to Microsoft Paint ✨🎂🎉🎈
#deltarune#swatch#swatchlings#tasque manager#queen#art#swatchvember#THE ONE PROMPT I COULD NOT AFFORD TO MISS THE DATE ON#''guys what theme should we do for the bosses cake'' ''what if we made 3 cakes with diff themes and stacked them on top of each other''#''by the fountains Percy you are a genius''#queen makes them run around all day doing stupid shit and they finally get to the cafe and mysteriously its rented out#they cannot believe this is the first they're hearing of it this stuff usually has to go through them first#they very quickly find out that queen is also behind this and it is a huge private party just for them <3 they work so hard they deserve it#she is Snapping that stupid party hat onto their stupid head#and Repeatedly shoving a second one over the end of their beak all night to be annoying#yknow its good when swatch breaks character and actually Emotes but its an even better sign when they go completely static#because that means they are hiding an absolutely embarrassing display of emotion and its taking All of their energy#the cake flavors are strawberry - chocolate/vanilla split - and Funfetti btw#... funfetti is just vanilla with sprinkles in it last i checked but Shut Up Lmao#also i totally messed up their mood tints i figured fear was yellow but happiness is also yellow. so. i decided fear is more of a#highlighter/yellow-green color and happiness yellow is like a. nice mac and cheese yellow :) very warm but still distinctly golden#one is pleasant to look at and one is terrible
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My Personal Headcanon On Why Amy's Love For Sonic Died Down Lately (and their dynamic)
When they were younger, Amy's love for Sonic was pretty extreme, and Sonic was, understandable, uncomfortable for the most part. He knows she means well, but that girl needs to calm down.
She can fight, but sometimes her hammer could only stun her enemies for a while. (It took her a long time to get rid of that robot that has been chasing her around Station Square.) She wasn't fully independent yet, even if she fought on her own a couple of times.
She often follows Sonic and his friends around. She is part of the team, but she was not a strong as she is now at the time yet.
She admires Sonic. A LOT. And Sonic knows that. Obviously, he could only run away from something like that, since he is NOT ready for that kind of thing, and whether Amy takes the hint or stop, she still loves him.
...BUT, I think things were slightly starting to change between her and Sonic after Lost World.
Remember this line?
You remember that? Okay, okay. Here's another totally unrelated question:
Before the events of Lost World, when was the last time Amy said "I love you" to Sonic out loud?
...YEP. 😈 (Unless I'm missing something, let me know lmao)
As more games and adventures come out, the characters get slightly older, and Amy is 12 to 13 now, and she is most certainly at that age where her body starts to change, but especially on how she views Sonic.
She knows she loves Sonic, but it was this moment during her change where she actually wanted to admit that she loves him.
I believe that Amy was all about sharing her affection to him not through confessions, but through obvious hints. Sonic totally got it, and there was no need to confess. Sonic knows she loves her.
...But she never said it. And she almost did, but she never did again for a while.
I think this was the moment in her life where, oh, God, she actually loves Sonic. SHE LOVES HIM, WHAT.
And she was looking back at all the times she had with Sonic that she can now see were unpleasant to Sonic (At least that's what she thinks) and that's probably why she isn't so expressive about her love to him than how she used to back then.
She wasn't sure what to do with this realization, and sets aside it for a while, and nearly stayed as her casual, peppy self... until the Eggman War happened.
During the 6 months of being with the Resistance, fighting Eggman's army all day and all night, all she can think of was Sonic.
She dreams that he still with not just her, but with her friends. She just wanted to see Sonic again, she just wants to be with her hero again.
But I'd like to think that she was also thinking about how she used to treat Sonic back when they were younger, how Sonic would almost always run away from her whenever she asks him out, or always look so uncomfortable whenever she gets so close to him.
Cringing at those memories big time, she wanted to change and hopefully when Sonic is okay and comes back, she can be better for him.
...Or will he still find her uncomfortable regardless? Would he even be happy to see her at all if he did survive?
But, hold on! She can't just give up her love for Sonic! He made her who she is today! A peppy, nature-loving, hammer-swinging, confident, brave... loud-mouth... annoying... Sonic obsessed... weak... pathetic... lonely little girl.
If she gives up on Sonic, it'll be like she gave up on the one hedgehog who saved her life. If she didn't she'll still be the same ol' Amy.
I also like to think she had parents a long while before she met Sonic, and was even expecting a little sister, but a robot invasion happened from where she was and attacked her parents and instead of trying to save them, after getting hurt, she ran away, hoping that they'll come back okay. But they never did.
She was all alone, and needed someone, a friend, a new family, someone who will hold her hand, anyone, to be there for her. But she was ignored by lots, and at that point, she's better off by herself, but still longed for company.
Eventually though, her tarot cards told her her future hero, and there might be hope after all. She encountered Sonic, held onto the belief of the cards tight, and the rest is history.
So, with that headcanon in mind, not only did Amy loose her parents that she didn't save because of her cowardliness (she was only so little at the time that happened) and also Sonic, who she thought will be her only hope, but now gone.
She doesn't even care if he did come back, he'd probably hate her now after everything she did to him, always talking about their "future wedding" or forcing him to go to Twinkle Park.
For the last few months of the war, it was nothing but Amy mentally beating herself up for either refusing to change or moving on, and they are both not fine choices.
She loves Sonic, but he does not love her, and she finally, finally realized it. And it's probably for the best if no body loved her at all.
But of course Sonic did survive and all of her worries wash away in an instant, she's just not expressive about her love for Sonic AT ALL now, since she's still worried about it but rather not mention it to Sonic because it doesn't matter.
If Sonic doesn't love her, then her feelings don't matter to him, and according to Amy herself, that is okay.
But also, I'd like to think that Sonic was thinking about his friends a lot up in the Death Egg for the past months, sometimes it's Tails (worried for his safety), sometimes it's Shadow (because he's wondering why he would join Eggman.) At some point, for a few days, Amy was in his mind the longest, and he felt bad about how he thought he was rude and pushy to her.
He wondered if she's not thinking about it too much, and if she is, will she give up on him? Yeah, he doesn't feel the same and still not looking for a relationship, but it's so strange but interesting how anyone could ever like someone like Sonic the Hedgehog. Amy was never afraid to show that, and she probably might be now.
He couldn't help but feel guilty. They were kids when she was like this, but he was so... arrogant at the time too. Not a lot happened at the time yet. He'd always have trouble expressing how much he value his friends, until he shattered the Paradox Prism. (I'd like to think Prime took place before Forces. It makes sense.)
She is such a sweet girl, and he probably made her believe that he didn't care for her. Just because he doesn't feel the same, that doesn't mean he hates her at all.
He wished he never ran away from Amy... Worrying for his little bro and wishing to be a good person for Amy was when Sonic cried in the Death Egg for the first and only time.
Frontiers, in my opinion, is kind of confirming their dynamic now. Sonic is a lot more sincere and kinder to Amy and she is not all hyperactive and lovey to Sonic. There is probably a real reason for this now.
They are both hiding their feelings from them, and they are both unaware of this. Amy, hiding her mental issues from Sonic, and Sonic, hiding his guilt away from Amy.
None of those things are important now. Sonic is with Amy and Amy is with Sonic. They are here with each other. They can be finally be better for each other now.
They don't care if they'll ever be something more when they get older. None of that matters anymore. They are here with each other. They can be finally be better for each other now.
Maybe someday they'll both talk about it, but for now, the present is important. They care about each other too much to think about it right now.
It's the kind of love that is unbreakable. It doesn't even have to be romantic. It's just love. Love is important for everyone, in any form. It's something Sonic and his friends need. And especially Sonic and Amy.
Amy Rose is the living embodiment of love, and without her, a lot would go downhill for Sonic and co. Heck, if it weren't for her, Shadow wouldn't have never remembered Maria's promise, which lead him to save the world with Sonic, before he temporarily disappeared from their lives for a while.
She is always there to lend a helping hand for anybody, even bad guys like Metal Sonic, and despite what she had been through, both in Forces and headcanon wise, she still fights back, even without her hammer.
She will pick you back up on your feet, reminding you that you are important and that you are loved, and that you should never give up. It's pretty much the words of encouragement she herself needed also...
She is still the happy, hyper, butt-kicking hedgehog we all know and love, but she still need someone to pick her back up on her feet after so long. Thankfully, she has her friends and her blue hero. The hero who made her who she is today.
I think Amy has no idea how important she thought she is, but Sonic does. Sonic knows fully well how important she is to a lot of people. It's about time he returns the favor to her. It's his turn to remind her how much a lot of people love her.
How much he loves her.
And I feel like The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog was the moment where their dynamic really shined, but also the starting point of their relationship not only healing, but also the next chapter of what's to come for them.
Everyone, friends old and new, gathered around for a special birthday. A birthday for the confident, unshakable, and radiant Amy Rose.
It was such a special moment in Amy's life. After years of chasing and following the people she look up to, she is part of the team, but most importantly, she is part of the family.
She is fully realized as someone more than just a fangirl, but someone strong, courageous, creative, kind and a big inspiration for others.
I feel like this moment here...
-is where Amy is eternally grateful to call her friends her family. A family she thought she'll never have again. She's not alone anymore, and as long as they're by her side, she'll never will be again.
Her chasing days are over. She's finally caught up to them. She's finally home.
And it's all thanks to Sonic.
If it weren't for him, she'd probably be alone forever. Her past moments with Sonic might be embarrassing to look back on for a while, but they are good memories regardless, because they involve him.
Sonic saved her life in more ways than one, and despite everything, he's grateful to have her too.
He cares about her. He really does... And in her eyes, that all she needed to know. As long as Sonic loves her in his own way, she'll be happy.
Amy hasn't given up on Sonic. As long as Amy always supports him, he'll be happy.
Maybe sometime in the future, they can talk about their problems, but that's a story for another time. At this point, they need to. Right now, they are happy. They are okay.
They are here for each other. They are finally better for each other now.
"You guys won't ever leave me, right?"
"Wouldn't dream of it."
#piko rambles#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#Meant to be platonic but I don't care if you tag as ship lol#I've been meaning to post something like this for the longest time now but never really got into posting it-#-because you guys REALLY hate seeing these two together for some reason.#Well not for SOME reason. There are valid reasons why you don't ship them. Everyone has valid reason why they don't ship this or that.#But sometimes those reasons can just sound so petty to me. Like the reason why is because Amy is a stalker or Sonic hates her which is FALS#Also those age gap arguments are understandable but so goddamn annoying sometimes. Maybe when they hit their late teens or early twenties-#then they can be together if they want to. Besides a good percentage of Sonic ships are better off if they waited til they're old enough im#I love them regardless of whether they're just friends or an awkward older cringe fail couple lmao#But them being just friends and hiding away all their emotions towards each other just to keep them safe and happy with them- 😭😭😭#Son/adow is my favorite ship of all time and sonamy is my favorite childhood ship/platonic ship because they both have one thing in common.#ANGST 😀#I've been thinking about Sonic and Amy's dynamic as of late and MAN-#Mixed with some personal headcanons of mine and their dynamic as of late just makes me so emotional.#Sonic and Amy have gotten so close now and it's so sweet but so heartbreaking at the same time when you think about it.#I'm so happy they are getting along better and being there for each other but there is so much to dissect here. So much to think about.#I might be a little silly but Amy losing her parents and being alone for so long and being the reason why she's always hanging onto Sonic-#-explains SOOOOOOOOO much about her. At least that's my headcanon for WHY that is.#Amy with abandonment issues speaks to me on a personal level. I'm always afraid of being forgotten or left behind by my family.#I sometimes feel like I'm not good enough no matter how hard I try. I do not blame Amy. I relate to her a lot. It's one of the many reasons#-why Amy is my favorite character besides Sonic and Shadow.#She fights hard to prove she's a valuable member of the team and hates getting left behind but despite all that she wasn't afraid to-#-express herself and her love for people. But after the Eggman War there was some changes that made her less expressive about her love.#Yeah she still loves Sonic but she doesn't admit it because none of that matters anymore and she thought that not being loved by Sonic#-is better than being loved since she nearly wasted her life loving someone who she thought has constantly bothered. 🥲#But I think after TMoStH I think she'll be less afraid of being expressive about it. She and Sonic are just so caring for each other 😭#I love these two way too much that when I think about them for too long I'll start SOBBING 😭😭 I'M EVEN SOBBING RIGHT NOW LMAO
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Tina’s pov of purgatory 1 is required reading for fans of ALL teams. So many iconic moments (making the tea originally for Bagi, eating maggots in the snow, taking charge and hiding with Missa and Rivers when Bolas was hunting for easy pickings, her entire conversation with Mariana, her ongoing hatred of Fit, scary dog privileges, the rivalry with Cellbit, GG ninja’s betrayal, I COULD KEEP GOING) are integral to understanding not just SoulFire but purgatory as a whole, all found in her streams.
Plus, the after purgatory party segments hold a special place in my heart. The meta conversations with Tubbo and Bad over what it was like being the most hated team and how it felt for Bad being “the most hated player.” Then later with everyone in the call just playing games while Tina draws the SoulFire co-leaders or joins in herself. The vibes are fantastic and were a great cooldown after the high stress event. I can’t recommend her pov enough.
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#tinakitten#team soulfire#the list only started with three things it just keeps growing kkkkkkkk#another thing I didn’t mention is that her pov is why I don’t tolerate people woobifing (can’t think of a better word atm) the other teams#like I get that your team had it rough#that doesn’t mean tina had to become the physical punching bag of the all the teams#(I say physically because mentally it was bbh)#not because she did anything to them but because she was “bad” at the game and easier to kill#for the rest of purgatory#but that’s a bit harsh so…#in the tags I will hide lmao
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall...
Who's the fairest of them all?
#lowkey cringy caption but I thought it was fitting given the context#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#who I still haven't figured out a tag system for lmao#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#alternative title: what a difference half a lifetime can make#summiya at 18/19 vs summiya at 34/35 is like night and day. she barely even looks like herself anymore#or maybe.. she looks more like herself than she ever did? what came before wasn't her. it was an empty porcelain doll devoid of personality#hiding the rotten nature underneath that's been steadily seeping through#and now that she has been thoroughly destroyed her outward appearance finally reflects what she was like inside all along#but just as she manages to convince herself of it. she looks in the mirror and refuses to accept that this is who she really is#where did that gorgeous girl who was so excited for her wedding day go? or the one who lit up upon being showered with compliments?#what happened to them? to her? how did she sink so low?#she was supposed to be better than this... better than her siblings. she was always better than Zaheer and Aiza#but now she's easily the worst of the free. their betrayal doesn't even compare#she deserves death for what she did. she looks at the bruising on her throat and wonders why it wasn't enough#why he didn't press just a little harder. then at least she wouldn't have to live with the shame#how awful of her to wish for that. she is getting what was coming to her. she did all of that for the shame. it is her punishment#she doesn't get the mercy of dying and escaping the consequences of her actions#she is by no means innocent. what's happening now is simply justice being enacted. she's sure of it#she's alone and ruined and miserable. having driven away everyone who could have possibly cared for her. not that anyone did#perhaps it's better that way. maybe then no one else will look at her and realise just how different she looks from her younger self#she wasn't happy back then either but she was content. she was taking the first step towarcs the perfect life she was promised#now that very save perfect life is crashing and burning all around her. perhaps it was inevitable. it was always going to end this way#(sleepy tags so I apologise if they make no sense whatsoever or are just rehashes of stuff I've said before. I'm tired. gonna go to bed now)#oh. before I forget though:#injury tw#bruises tw
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I don't know about you, but I headcanon of Gwen putting ribbons, hair clips, or other hair accessories on Finney
While I also think Griffin would braid finneys hair, he would also put in trinkets in his hair like feathers, hair jewelry
So half the side is griffins while the other side is gwens.
I like to think Finney had shoulder length or somewhere near shoulder length hair, simply because he doesn't mind having these two doing whatever with his hair
That’s not a headcannon it’s literally canon /j
But seriously, I love this headcannon!!!! I think it’s adorable and sweet ^^
Additional art because I read this ask wrong ; ;
TLDR Finn loves his siblings, even putting up with their insistence on doing his hair <3<3<3
#pippi art#tbp fanart#finney the black phone#finney blake fanart#finney blake#griffin the black phone#griffin stagg#griffin stagg fanart#gwen blake#Gwen Blake the black phone#gwen blake fanart#necromancer finney au#I’m too lazy to do backgrounds lmao#I think Griffin wouldn’t know how to braid hair and Finn or Gwen teaches him how to#also Finney with those permed hairs but with long hair#I love long haired Finn. <33#Gwen carries scrunchies specifically to tie Finns hair up. he doesn’t know how she’s always got an infinite amount#she’s scary#like sister like brother#Gwen and Griffin are little shits but one of them is better at hiding it#griffin blake tbp#I’m making that into a tag 😈#not related to this post but I think Gwen would have a butter sock#thank you for sending this in btw!! :DD
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#i was an ugly kid (I struggled with cystic acne since i was 7). the other kids would call me a witch.#i took a drug to get it under control (and i still get acne in my late 20s...)#one of the weirdest experiences when my skin got better was that people didn't recognize me (superman effect is real)#this girl who was my friend started talking mad shit about me (the ugly kid); not knowing it was ME (she didn't know me back then).#i didn't tell her because i felt like shit about it#i am considered pretty but my face is very scarred around the temples and forehead. my first boyfriend made me feel like shit about it#he freaked out. he also tried to coerce me but i didn't care enough for him.#i think it's why i like monsters so much. i felt like one in my early life. and it's whiplash that people want to like me now.#i used to be very insecure about my scars. but my brother told me i looked like the boy from little monsters (the 80s movie)#it's a monster hiding under a child's stretched skin#and i liked that. feeling like an actual monster made me own it and feel better about it. lmao#and i also started liking that i have a witchy face#this was brought to you by a poll that made me think of my experiences with pretty privilege and ugliness#vent
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Having this caption in an episode that finally gives us some depth about Millie is so funny
#millie was def my favorite part of the ep for sure#i’ve been waiting for her to be in the spotlight for 2 years LMAO#seeing her shine was so nice#and to see she has some self worth issues and feels like she’s constantly shoved aside is so interesting#and kinda meta bc the show does shove her aside A LOT unless its an action scene#in universe wise tho i can kinda see this being connected to her family#how millie having family rivalries was something viv highlighted as part of millie’s character#and given millie’s frustrations with sallie mae for being able to hide bodies better than her#maybe there was some favoritism growing up and millie was in the middle#its all there#these seem to be connected#i just hope we explore them later on#we shall see#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#hb spoilers#helluva boss millie#unhappy campers
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ik the implication of the von valancius succession is that our RT is just some random fucking 7th cousin twice removed but i actually think its so funny if leda is theodora's daughter.
#oc: leda#or granddaughter maybe . w the anti-aging shenanigans in this universe i have no idea how old anyone is#except for leda is who is a tiny baby infant 34 year old <3#sorry this is so unhinged upon rereading but#shes a psyker and she was unsactioned until caught when she was abt 21 or so . WAY older than most who survive the sanctioning process#and i was thinking abt HOW she couldve even survived that long and since the inquisition do routine scans#but i guess it makes sense if she was in the same boat as idira . best way to hide is to be on a ship thats constantly moving lol#anyway i think she literally grew up on theodora's voidship lmao. bc if theodora wanted to protect her ace-up-the-sleeve psyker heir#without actually caring abt her OR drawing attention to her. itd be pretty easy to just um send her downstairs lol#i just think it works! she has pretty radical views on technology bordering on heresy already#so expanding on that.. where else better to have fostered that curiosity than on theodora's own ship lmao#and bonding so quick with nomos too.. bc shes always loved the ship and she sees him AS the ship. like a big brother she always wanted lol#i also just think its funny imagining leda getting the call years after leaving the voidship + serving as a sanctioned psyker and being lik#''oh i wonder if that cafe on level IX is still there. the one next to the puppy incinerator and the Death-Gamma-Beta-Murder-XIV machine''#and she checks for sure. she goes down to the lower levels routinely i think. not that she has any friends down there lol theyre all dead <#but she likes to people watch <3 and feel like a human being again for once . not just a psyker or Her Ladyship yknow#but anyway. she absolutely has no clue who her family are which is why she answers the call. finding out she is a von valancius isnt so muc#her seizing a power grab . more just her wanting to find people to help ... navigate her way out of the dark i guess.#will expand on That later when i have brain cells. to my audience of like 2 people who care <3 JKFDGJK
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I first saw Tan Jianci in Lost You Forever, where he also I believe uses his own voice but plays a much edgier character, so him being so soft and gentle in LMLMV jumpscared me a little lol. WHAT ARE YOU HIDING hahaha
yeah my next one will be lost you forever
sure he's soft and gentle in love me, love my voice but i'm calling mqc a wolf for a reason. bro's had a taste of a kiss and is now unstoppable. the whole thing w the fried mushrooms and "tell me how much [you've missed me]" and "pursuing her with marriage as the goal" omfg SIR
he's so lucky gs is the way she is bc i would have automatically headbutted my boyfriend in public for the sheer audacity and speedrun, no matter how much i liked him
#inquiry#anonymous#yeah i kept thinking 'WHAT ARE YOU HIDING.'#but it's just not that kind of show? i mean#it better not be 21 eps in...#which is why i like it more than i thought i would. it still works and doesn't need any of the expected dramatics#even with the 'love rival' lmao i fucking died w that resolution#and both gs and mqc are interesting characters despite the super low stakes + the wholesomeness#and logical as characters too#mqc's upbringing totally makes sense for why he's Like That. and he's definitely a weirdo.#he's so aggressive in his own way lol#and gs makes sense too; also someone who has a strong core of personality even with how sweet she is#it's refreshing to see characters like this#fluff done right#verm is watching...
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Hi Lex!
I don't know if you remember or recognize me, but I wanted to reach out and see how you're doing! I loved reading your stories about your characters and I wanted to know if you're still working on them. I would love to interact with you more! This is my main for daoshishi :]
Take care!
Hey Dao! of course I remember you!
this year has been an odd one for me, there's been a lot of ups and downs, but I'm doing alright for the most part! I visited some friends this year, and we saw Sleep Token in concert and it was so fucking cool. I'll also hopefully be able to get top surgery soon-ish?? which is also very cool and I'm excited about that!
and yeah, I'm absolutely still working on my stories and characters! a lot of my writing is going through a major overhaul right now (which it needed anyway, but it was also spurred on by a situation with an ex-friend, so :/). I'm not sure when I'll be able to share stuff, but I'd definitely like to start sharing my work again. I at least have some updated character refs that I can post anyway!
so sorry for the paragraphs, haha. thanks for reaching out though, it's good to hear from you again! I hope you're doing well :>
#sp-ace-cryptid#again sorry for the paragraphs sdfgfdsd#I guess I didn't really elaborate on the bad shit from this year#but I don't think it does me any good to dwell on it#the ex-friend situation sucked but it's for the best honestly#she was hiding some horrible opinions from me and she really went mask off with being a bigot#but she's not in my life anymore and I have much better friends now lmao#but yeah! hopefully I can start sharing my work again because I do miss it
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gave my cat a bath and OOF
#stinky privileges REVOKED#she scratched the fuck outta me and then went to hide under my bed lmao#ooc#Anyway therapy went well. she basically confirmed what i'd been suspecting these last 12 or so months:#im no longer in a derealization/depersonalized state and Feeling Like Normal again#for better or worse#for the first time in 10 years im Sober™️
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i had to fuck around with it for two days but i finally got murens head to import properly lmao (not from the toolset unfortunately, it kept making her... very white and bald when id import the head. it imported alright to the preset but not when i tried replacing her head in game? so i just imported from a new save but yay shorter hair muren)
#this games lighting whitewashes so bad#ch: muren tabris#this hair is cute! i went searching for better chin length hairstyles than the game offers#this one was just hiding in the tucked hair mod tho and its cute#very muren#also changed her voice set bc i forgot to select one lmao she uses felf cocky#ch: muirinn tabris
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if you know me for more than four years you start unlocking my actual obsessions. the problem with this is im embarrassed by them and no one should have to listen to me to talk myself in circles. even if they already like me.
#my ex gets grandfathered into this even tho we weren't rlly good friends til we started dating#If you follow me on tumblr you're just stuck with them#I'm usually much better at holding it back in real life but I haven't seen anyone I rlly know other than my fam in ages#So. Sorry to my friend LOL#I haven't talked that much about this to be fair. Just shown some pictures.#More talked about work. Which that one I at least tell my mom about too hahaha#When she's stuck in a car with me... No escape#I'm so. Obsessive but I try to. Hide it LMAO
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Im p sure my sister made a fake acct on instagram, larping as the people she said were doing all of these Horrible Illuminati type things to her and i guess. Shes trying to convince me its real too? Bitch. Your dumbass is so far behind. I know your entire game and im so tired and bored of you. Like. All you have in your life rn is being able to be creepy online to people you formally knew, consuming conspiracy qanon shit, yelling at your family members for not pampering you bc you decided you deserve special treatment and Arent actually ashkenazi bc that would fuck up your entire worldview, like, girl, you're so boring and readable. You dont know secret shit about the world no one else knows about, otherwise you wouldnt be so easily and readily able to find that conspiracy bs anyways. I dont know why you keep trying short of being bored and needing attention.
#the only person from your past who continues to fuck with you is a man youve manipulated into thinking you're the end all be all#of womanhood even w your lack of ass.#like i feel so bad for him lmao. he deserves SO MUCH BETTER. holy shit. he always has.#rly hope he figures that out and ditches you for someone who will actually love him and treat him right and not constantly#lead him on to think that whatever yall got going on is going to lead somewhere deeper.#the govt does everything in its power to hide the fact that it oppresses minorities. but ig all those readily available qanon sites are#totally in the know about the 'Secret Thins The Governemnt Does'#like are you just in denial? your narcissist ass thinks that bc the govt is going after minorities the most that thats not acrually true#because everyone should know that ~jessica is the ultimate victim and she and all the other white ppl are the only ones targeted'#like are you jealous of minorities oppression??? bc that is genuinely the vibe i get from you#ik our family isnt great about validating your feelings and trauma but that doesnt mean you get to go and be jealous of other ppl#for having their trauma recognized. like fuck dude. all of this and for what.
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