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I hate how whenever I have the slightest bit of something I want it makes me want it more. I have small moments of physical and then my brain goes into haywire and into craving more. It goes with anything really, being spoken to, hanging out with people, calling, texting, sending videos, all of it and more. If I have even the smallest sliver of it then all I want is more. I don't understand why I can't be content with what I'm given. I don't know why I can't just have something and be alright with what I have. It pisses me off so much and it makes me feel so selfish and disgusting. Why can't I be alright with what I'm given, why do I always want more?
The worst part is it even happens when I'm not given things. If someone isn't texting me or answering, if people are hanging out, or just anything literally ANYTHING. If I'm aware of me being left out or not having something other people have I crave it and I just feel so annoying trying to chase after it secretly. Idk I don't talk about it because its literally just me being selfish and annoying. It pisses me off so much!! Why can't I live my day knowing two people are together and having fun or they're texting each other like oml just shut up frl its not that serious I can be out of something I dont need to constantly be included.
#hell is a teenage boy#bitch lasagna#boy blogger#jamescharlesmanbun2021#help#i need an ice cold beer#i need to smoke#gonorrhea#std#my glorious hooligan#i wish i was different#why am i never happy#why is nothing enough#why do i want more#why am i like this#im so selfish#im so unbelievably jealous for no reason#this is targeted#but not to js one person#its to like everyone im close to#including you#yes you#you know who you are#im just annoying#why do people like me#i annoy myself#just gonna kms#this shit gotta stop#im going crazy#fuck we have school soon
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The world needs more Yue and Zuko friendship, I squeal just thinking abt the parallels. They deserve a life changing field trip together and if u have abt ideas I’m all ears 👀
Hiii anon this ask fermented in my inbox and in my brain for so long,, so take this??? Post canon yue lives/no war au arts?? Anyway aside from the Parallels and their political position & their duty before hoes grindset I think they could learn a lot from each other. With zuko learning the gift of patience & diplomacy from yue & Yue learning that allowing yourself to feel anger and speaking up can actually be Good.
anyway hypothetical life changing trip outcome: zuko takes an intro gender studies class and yue says fuck
(oh and also must not forget the crush on sokka)
#id in alt text#‘toph should say fuck’ ‘let sokka say fuck’ if there’s one person who deserves to say fuck here it’s YUE#i rest my case#also yea i think comparing his life to yue’s would open zuko’s eyes towards Gender Inequality ksbfhd#he’s like you’re mai but prep what do u mean you can’t throw knives 😤#i can accept sexism but i draw the line at banned military indoctrination 😤😤#i like to think that at one point yue shows zuko how to prepare & butcher small game and he does an absolute shit job at it#+ feels queasy for 3 days#zuko#yue#my art#ash replies#ALSO I MUST SAY!!! DRAWING THIS WHILE READING LIKE THE SUN CH4??? NOT FEELING WELL BESTIES#oh also since we’re talking fics…. js if u see this…… dywtjtb will always be famous
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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time
#futaba sakura#persona 5#p5r#p5#fanart#futabadoodles#chat i am SO losing it#went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg#neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit#and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing#like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life#and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you#cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??
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Do you have like a neutral? like a middle between the highs and lows? like you just can't do anything but you want to do a million things so you do the bare minimum and hate yourself for it?
sorry to ask another question so soon
I got a bunch of shit im tryna figure out the and only place I feel heard is a tumblr blog, which tbh kinda sad, no offense I love your art and I feel super heard looking through it when my family wont listen to me, so, sad for me not to you.
like I said, love your art, have a lovely day and just keep going cause you inspire so many by just being yourself. :)
#messyr#no i dont think i have one..#if i feel down I FEEL D O W N/ as if id rather js fcking die bc i cant do anything right LOL ( reality: i couldn't finish an assignment )#<<< that type of situation#hope ur doing well also#borderline personality disorder#bpd
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Shitass toby doodle. Hi guys ( ´ω` )
#ticci toby#toby rogers#creepypasta#creepypasta art#ticci toby art#i drew thjs ages ago i js neeeed to pist#snoop dogg says only one person has outsmoked him….#I LOVE THJS GEEK UGH#calyapwithart
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alright buckle up it’s time for me to spread my hoshina/mina agenda
1. mina being unserious as hell with the most serious face when it comes to hoshina (taking a picture of him being upset over losing kaiju #8)
2. “could you be the one to carve the path for me?” she specifically asked him because of his swordsmanship that every elder/senior in his life had dismissed him for citing it was an end of an era. she’s the only one who believed in him after years of being put down by everybody (even his own family)
3. devotion & loyalty & trust - do i even need to say anything they make me go crazy
i can’t add anymore pics so i’ll word dump properly in another post but wow i’m bonkers abt them 😭 something something thank you for choosing me / thank you for being someone i can rely on
#i spent 1 hour from 3am last night rereading the bits i said id only do after jy exam but i was in the mood.. my head is kill in g me tho#long post#soshiro hoshina#mina ashiro#hoshimina#<- sorry i cant and don’t know their official ship name but im calling it this i will be the one to steer this sheep . ship.#running it like the navy#getting back into art just so i can make fan art.#egg boils#kaiju no.8#sorry if nobody in the tag wanted to see bisexuals#someone did a ashiro analysis and mentioned hoshina filing the empty spot kafka should’ve been in and i Agree but i also think that she’d#come to realize that they’re two different people and whilst it’s not what she’s always dreamed off/what motivated her to Even get here#i think over time she would’ve rly come to appreciate hoshina as not js a troop member or vice captain but as a person… Gah#their dynamics . So good to me they’re both so kaiju killing silly no thoughts#mina#hoshina#soshimina
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Some downtime doodles in my weekend
#my art#fallout#arcade gannon#this is far lower effort on the colouring than the previous things I've posted to his tag#also you get to see what 90% of my doodles look like as an added bonus#just wanted to draw them casually hanging out#so here they are playing card games and doing some people watching#J will stack his deck and count cards so any card game played with him must involve extensive deck cutting#I had another thing I was working on but I gotta format and colour still so I'll do that tomorrow#I wish I was the kinda person that could sit down and whip something out after work in a couple hours#but alas I am not - I open csp at 10am and it remains open until 10pm with little to show#90% of the process is to stare at references#and find 3d models to rotate and get frustrated I can't put to the one specific angle I need#my ocs#oc: JS Antyllus
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another tgck post cause i have brain worms and apparently finishing term exams makes your thoughts Extra Queer
#yes i did give himiko prosthetic arms thank you for noticing#it's just them but with a hint of cyberpunk#just as a treat#tgck#toga himiko#uraraka ochako#mha#bnha#art#fanart#the robot arms are for no reason they are just vv cool#that reminds me. one time i saw this guy in a full on suit with aluminium prosthetic hands and they were the coolest person i've ever seen#LIKE THEIR HANDS LOOKED LIKE VIOLET EVERGARDEN'S#anyways like coolest aside from that one person who looked like a black jessica rabbit on a date with a guy who probably “makes her laugh”#irl jessica rabbit and violet evergarden guy as my top two coolest people i've ever seen in person#is this offensive#i js really like women and think the technological advancements made with prosthetic limbs are the coolest shit ever#what was i talking about again#my art
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i went to a local autumn festival today and they had her at a booth:3
#my mom got her for me#im so happy#im gonna cry#nami#nami one piece#cat burglar nami#one piece nami#nami op#straw hat pirates#one piece#silly posting:33#:333#uzi posts:3#anyway this confirms tan Nami real#she’s amazing#she’s so pretty#I love her sm:3#Edit: sigh I already got a disgusting person messaging me abt this figure and im gonna scream#ppl need to learn to stfu‼️ she’s not js abt her body she’s soo amazing. actually watch the fucking show maybe#<—umm yeah mb for this lmao
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Its 1 am I wanna draw the RSA boys
#chenya x neige#twst#neige leblanche#che'nya#che'nya x neige#wtf js their ship name ive been saying che'neige#once again pushing my punk Che'nya agenda#i saw ONE person ship them and my world was forever changed#also if its mot clear bc I suck Che'nya's like ribbon towards the bottom bc cheshire cat powers ig. im also lazy lmao#cheneige#fanart
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first and last art post ever
drew this shit on vr.
#find the mouth. i DARE you. (there isnt one)#theres an msi reference in here if u wanna find it#i sketched this while i was pissed. i had no idea what i was gonna draw. i js drew.#i listened to katamari on repeat while drawing this.#this took 5+ hrs btw. i havent listened to anything else😓😓#story is a really pissed person/self interest was killing people with an axe. then they got shot and their eye got blown out.#Spotify#femtanyl#digital artist#my art#original art#artwork#art
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I KEEP FORGETTING SAIKI KUSUO IS AN AUGUST BABY. OH MY GOD, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEST CHARACTER OF ALL TIME!!!! 😭🫶🫶👍
#theres an art wip in the works a few days ago that could go well for his bday#its kinda like that one transmasc coffee fan comic but it's just a fanart of one person#will be posting soon even tho its not finished js for his bday aaaa🫶🫶#yellow talks#saiki k#kusuo saiki#saiki kusuo
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Ted Lasso S02E05 Rainbow || Ted Lasso S03E01 Smells Like Mean Spirit
What does that mean?
#Ted Lasso#Theodore Lasso#Jason Sudeikis#Coach Beard#Brendan Hunt#*mine: gif#Ted Lasso spoilers#music#I really enjoyed Ted cleaning up his flat *chef's kiss*#I have two more ideas that feel original but I have a feeling one of these ideas will be posted#the TL giffing feels a bit saturated which is great but I have seen this one scene giffed quite a few times#don't get me wrong it is a great scene but I start feeling personally as a gifmaker that I don't want to add to that#so I'm less likely to make gifs of scenes I've seen already giffed. I don't want to feel like I'm copying anyone....#I need to get on the reblogging of all the new season gifsets for sure#there's no way I can be quick with the making of gifsets#I still want to do my JS series but I don't have time to go over the whole episode this weekend#I'll have to do a back to back E01 and E02 since my quarter ends on Tuesday#also is that last gif too dark or just right...I want back and forth and just keep my old style with it
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How dare you 😡
Exer is pointy
Not NO.
It's yes, stars.
Get it right
;)
british scum
#/hj#exer being pointy is my only weakness#also i assume a lobotomy#oh yeah i forgot to tell people so ill js say in the comments#so like#at school last week#my class was taking a walk#and i was w my friend#and we were farrrrr behind so we ran#and then we stopped bc we had cramps#and she was like “my side aches so much” and i pretended to punch it#and she was like “actually punch it”#and i did#HOLY ME#IT HURT SO SO SO BAD#i actually broke one of my fingers bc of it#turns out#she has scoliosis#and she was wearing this brace#to help fix her back???#idk#anyways i am a damaged person#send help before i punch someone elses back brace or fake leg or glass eye or whatever#once i got hit by a car#AND#ON A DIFFERENT OCCASION#A SQUIRREL CHASED ME FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES AFTER I CALLED IT BABYGIRL#THAT WASNT EVEN THE FIRST TIME#once i called one “radical jim” and he chased me for a few minutes#jackson's diary
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whenever i look up HB stuff on tiktok i get so fucking upset so i js come here to cool off cause this app is so chill
#the people i talk to here are chill af /pos#tiktok js manages to piss me off each time#LIKE NO I DON’T NEED THIRTY VIDEOS ABOUT HOW TERRIBLE STOLAS IS I KNOW HE IS#THEY’RE ALL FLAWED CHARACTERS#NO ONE IS A GOOD PERSON IN HB STOP POINTING IT OUT#helluva boss#rant#textpost
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i need brownies so fucking bad rn
#⠀ᶻᶻ⠀turn it up!⠀#unrelated croomf has pissed me off to immeasurable amounts. reduced back to oomf#overthat#anyway#DY piece tn i need it to go#and also this song is soooo minhui i threw up everywhere#decided for better or for worse that kit will be implemented here instead of in the group w kyun.. kyun works best on his own for me idk#he’s not gnna have a massive part (for now) and i dont plan on him leaving 127 to join BB or anything so he’ll def stay on the side#buttttt i did start up a little gogo piece through his eyes#i rly like the idea of never writing in gg’s pov does that jst make me sound rly lazy#BECAUSE!!!!! IM NOT!!! well i am but not w this hear me out#he puts on so many faces with everyone and even if with some he’s more ‘him’ than with others he’s never really actually#gone the whole way bared his soul the whole shebang to everyone bar like one person. so he’s kinda lonely AS EFF!!!#and idk i js like the idea of him being (when u get down 2it) a stranger. he doesnt even wanna show himself to the narrative IJBOLLL#sooooo yeah. it does kinda sound like a cop-out 4 if he acts like a different person in every piece but i think ive been p consistent so#that one person was in dream btw.. he left partly because he was bored and felt like he’d end up going nowhere and#partly because he was HUMILIATED by doing all that he needed to pack his bags and get the fuck out its kinda funny#mention ** to him and he’ll look like that pic of that one 2000 yard stare soldier its serious#worse than saying ‘hyeonmin and jaehee are in the same room rn haha’ to yijun.. but barely anyone will ever find that out#ANYWAY! i like to think kit + cherryade are the closest to seeing minhui as he is right after redacted explosions gunshots#‘im on fire and i’ve got to break out’ + ‘i've had enough of this got to break it through’ LIKE ITS HIMMM!#and dont even mention the ‘got to leave all trouble living life on the double’ I HATE THIS OSNGGGG#They made it for him. IDGAF if it came out in 2001.#ok sorry for yapping i might go make toast
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