#just gonna kms
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I have joined the steel watch discord, link here, where people talk about Gortash and Durgetash with the same sort of brainrot intensity that I have, and in the data mining channel, it was mentioned that there are lines referencing the steel watch potentially being a summonable ally in the finale of the game.
And also that, potentially, maybe, after you kill Gortash...he'd be sent to the House of Hope.
Where you could rescue him. And make him an ally.
And now I must kms.
Because how the fuck am I supposed to live now...????
Knowing that there might've been a world...where I could've fixed him...???
Where I could've saved him from his tormenter...
I just.
I'm like imagining the dark urge killing him for his netherstone, but then saving him by murdering Raphael and voiding his contract...
And him saying why would you save me...you were the one who killed me...
And they'd just say you were the only one who saw me as something more than a monster. You gave me a chance.
Now I'm giving you the chance to be something more than a monster.
And then they fucking...I don't know, kiss or something.
Christ.
Help me.
What am I supposed to do, thinking about seeing Gortash in the House of Hope...without his fancy robes...in those hideous debtors' outfits...
Feeling like a scared little boy again, and thinking that all of that work, everything he did, was useless because in the end he was powerless, just as he was always afraid of...
And then you come and you kill the person he was most afraid of...
And then...only then can you make him a true ally.
Like I'm not. I'm supposed to live with this, until I die???
How about I die today?????!!!
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#durgetash#dark urge#enver gortash#just gonna kms#also i did not data mine this#so im just letting you all know#that i felt weird talking about it since i wasnt the one who data minded it and im not sure how accurate the data mines are but#listen my buddy weave brought it up and they poisoned me#and i couldnt not think about it#and now im thinking about it#and i want to kill
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I hate how whenever I have the slightest bit of something I want it makes me want it more. I have small moments of physical and then my brain goes into haywire and into craving more. It goes with anything really, being spoken to, hanging out with people, calling, texting, sending videos, all of it and more. If I have even the smallest sliver of it then all I want is more. I don't understand why I can't be content with what I'm given. I don't know why I can't just have something and be alright with what I have. It pisses me off so much and it makes me feel so selfish and disgusting. Why can't I be alright with what I'm given, why do I always want more?
The worst part is it even happens when I'm not given things. If someone isn't texting me or answering, if people are hanging out, or just anything literally ANYTHING. If I'm aware of me being left out or not having something other people have I crave it and I just feel so annoying trying to chase after it secretly. Idk I don't talk about it because its literally just me being selfish and annoying. It pisses me off so much!! Why can't I live my day knowing two people are together and having fun or they're texting each other like oml just shut up frl its not that serious I can be out of something I dont need to constantly be included.
#hell is a teenage boy#bitch lasagna#boy blogger#jamescharlesmanbun2021#help#i need an ice cold beer#i need to smoke#gonorrhea#std#my glorious hooligan#i wish i was different#why am i never happy#why is nothing enough#why do i want more#why am i like this#im so selfish#im so unbelievably jealous for no reason#this is targeted#but not to js one person#its to like everyone im close to#including you#yes you#you know who you are#im just annoying#why do people like me#i annoy myself#just gonna kms#this shit gotta stop#im going crazy#fuck we have school soon
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Love feeling like my girlfriend is gonna break up with me :/
#And like#all it’s doing is making my anxiety super high#which then makes me more likely to be annoying#which then makes the anxiety higher#so then I pull away#which ALSO makes the anxiety higher#just gonna kms
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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical
#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him#“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back#like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like#it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD#like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up#and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS#I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass#and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3#akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry#im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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It's like I blinked and "Haha I'm going to kill myself" became a funny joke to make again, or an alright thing to say ironically. You guys stop that. You'll feel better for not saying it, I promise.
#this is also a psa to please not put that in tags for my art#i LOVE the gushing and the “oh my god my heart is in a blender i am laying down on the floor crying sobbing screaming” stuff!#just not the kms stuff. it took me a while to unlearn that habit and some of you guys need to do the same#it's so much funnier to say stuff like IM GONNA EAT A WHOLE GIRAFFE#or other such hyperbole#i promise#mango talks
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#personal#tells my partner I’m really lonely and feel isolated and neglected#partner after im off work “””yeah I think im going to play some games#just gonna kms
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I dreamt for so long
#*smacks the siblings together like dolls* woooo you guys want to dysfunctionally get along so bad#Elden ring#see I’m still in denial about Malenia being in the dlc#like she’s gonna be there#it’s just a surprise that’s why it’s not in the trailer#don���t argue with me or I’ll kms#maleniaaaa come home the kids miss youuuu
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Nori's birthday gift
#drawing this made me really emotional. i actually started to cry a bit#idk just the thought of uzi building a body for her mom..... just like how (i HEADCANON) nori did makes me ☹️☹️#im gonna kms i love them sm#but ofc uzi wanted to be taller HAHA#i love my gremlin#murder drones#md#md fanart#murder drones fanart#uzi doorman#uzi#md uzi#nori doorman#md nori#my art#fanart
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yea
#messyr#doodle#artists on tumblr#ive only been going outside all day-night for 3 days straight n i already feel like throwing up AHAHAH#term break experience so far yet errands/social events got us busy this month til october im gonna die#break na walang break kms so bad#i just- LET ME REST PLS - I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND DRAW WITHOUT FEELING TIRED
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idiots at lu lu world
from chapter 22 of @morningstarwrites “Of Saints and Sinners”
#radioapple#hazbin hotel#osas#alastor#lucifer#duckiedeer#my art#of saints and sinners#i fear something has awoken in alastor#i wanna draw the mirror scene but we’ll see if my psyche can handle it#just realized i left out luci’s cheeks im gonna kms#you’re killing me star#please never stop
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top 5 canon nicktoons crossover quotes :o)!! (i know dude its an expresso machine will be number one)
LMFAOO you know me too well. ok top 5 nu quotes go:
5 - Danny (to Jimmy): You know what, you could afford to be wrong once in a while
4 - Cosmo: "Big things often come in small packages. Ask Wanda" (what did he mean by this)
3 - SB: AASUHGHGUSHASHHGBSH Danny: don't worry SpongeBob we'll get him back
2 - SB: Guess I should get going, don't wanna lose my job at the Krusty Krab. Danny: Mr. Krabs will fire you after you saved his life? SB: Nah, but if I'm not there on time he starts charging me... for wasting his time!
1 - something something aqueous thermal diffuser
#asks#toonsilly#also hi austin :))))#MOST OF THESE ARE JUST DANNY IN THE FIRST GAME LFJDOSFJD SORRY IM GONNA KMS#and two of these are danny and spongebob#he just has the silliest lines idk#not as silly as his quotes in globs of doom but we do not talk about globs of doom
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happy february to them and absolutely nobody else
#fairy tail#fairy tail fraxus#fraxus#fairy tail laxus#fairy tail freed#laxus dreyar#freed justine#fairy tail fanart#i am SO embarrassed to post this#freya if youre reading this look away#only sketches bc im super burnt out#i WANTED to add mira to this but only remembered halfway through#this was also meant to be for valentines day but took me longer than expected#can you tell when i got tired lmao#also that sleeping one.. i just KNOW freed's hair gets everywhere#realistically he probably has to plait it otherwise he wakes up w a rats nest#<- from someone who used to have very long hair#i love my cringe gay fanart#raijin tribe art may be coming bc the tism is getting to me#uuughhh im so embarrassed gonna go kms now
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maybe i just wanna be someones first choice
#when will it be my turn#does it get better?#lowkey i know the answer to that#no one gets me better than myself#thats a lie#idek myself#maybe my life was always meant to be like this#i wonder how people perceive me#tell me?#im amidst a mental breakdown#tweak out session#just gonna kms#hate everything#im not okay#im sorry#please help#relapsing may be in my future when i go back home#blade better be waiting for me#im shitting while typing#is this lifting the mood#pls say yes#01/25/25#yk whats gonna happen then
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[ JUJUTSU KAISEN VOL 29 COVER : TRUE FORM SUKUNA ]
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#manga#cover#volume#volume 29#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#ryomen#true form#please let me know if these are spoilers ok? ok.#CHAT CAN I KMS NOW IM SOOOOOOOOOO ///DEAD/// BY THE EPITOME AND THE AUDACITY OF THIS MAN#the AUDACITY to look like a FRIGGIN 5-🌟 MEALL?!!?!???#he is SO cheeky fr im so enamoured by HIM#oh HIM!!!#SCREW the people saying he is ugly and only Yuuji carried his looks B**CH! Sukuna is LITERALLY the one Yuuji gets his looks from so STFU#okay thats it#im going to purchase all sukuna-cover Volumes idgaf atp#I already have the Yuujikuna nendoroid but i guess im gonna have to wait for Megkuna and OG Sukuna nendoroids to release too#they are SO on my bucket list#MAPPA NOW THE REST IS UPTO U AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I'd be art-ing SO hard rn if it wasnt for these fka** mids im sorry if im swearing alot im just so done with alotta things irl rn#i need a break#but dw my delulu will keep me going have faith
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IF BATMAN CAPED CRUSADER DOES NOT BECOME A SINGLE FATHER SITCOM AFTER ADOPTING ALL OF THEM AT ONCE I WILL STRIKE GOD DOWN
#just found a perfect replacement for 'im gonna kms'#striking god down is such a power move actualy#that's so rpg video game of mee#batman caped crusader
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me when i crash out and kill the second coming of jesus
#arcane#jayvik#viktor#viktor arcane#jayce#jayce talis#boutta crash out just like jayce#ladies am i right#guys what the fuck#i don’t how how to process this#arcane season 2#i hate gay people#arcane season two#gay ppl and their situationships#doomed gays#he is so judas#guys i’m gonna kms#what the freak#jayvik reunion but at what cost
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