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I really love your StP art! Do you have a favorite path/vessel?
Thank you so much!!! <3 And I do indeed! Though my favorite path/route/chapter is different from my favorite vessel/princess, but I already talked about my favorite vessel/princess in this post, so I'll focus on my favorite chapter!
My favorite chapter is definitely a tie between Moment of Clarity and Happily Ever After, both of which had an immense impact on me at different points in time (MoC for pre-Pristine Cut, and HEA for post-Pristine Cut).
While I have a few problems with Happily Ever After (specifically with how it never calls you, the player, out on your decision to stay in the cabin), this chapter affected me too much for me to let this knock it down from the favorite spot. All the descriptions of staleness and fear, the slow realizations of everyone that this is not working, the desperation to cling onto something that was once so exciting and so dear to you... realizing that nothing lasts forever.
"At least you still have the memory of how good it was the first time. Right?"
As for Moment of Clarity, the monologue from Nightmare to this chapter is one of my favorite moments in the entire game, oh, how I wish I had the words to describe how deeply this moment affected me. And The Shifting Mound quote for Moment of Clarity is also one of my absolute favorites:
"There are few things more terrifying than one's own heart, and there is almost nothing more terrifying than sharing it with another. But the most terrifying thing of all is to leave one's heart unshared. ... Could you bear the weight of an eternity alone? Do you dare to shape a reality of solitude and thrust it on creation?"
It's... genuinely something that I think about sometimes. How scared I am of putting myself out there, how anxious I get about sharing my work sometimes, how awkward it is for me to exist here as Everest Gale at times... But the desire to get all of the ideas out of my head, to share what I'm passionate about, to find a community, a company, that also shares my passion... all of these are so much stronger than the fears I'm feeling.
And so here I am! And so here I will be, while the torches are still burning brightly. They will not last forever, but I want to cherish all the moments while they do.
#ask#i didn't expect this answer to get all philosophical and deep-#it just kind of happened - oops#i hope you can tell that i am being genuine when i say that these two chapters had a lasting impact on me#slay the princess#eg chatting
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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Fig and apple pie with pecan-cardamom crust. The figs and the apples were both foraged, which is always fun. Smells super good !
It was supposed to be in a pie tin, but I had 3/4 of a pound of figs rather than the half pound the recipe called for. And then needing to scale the recipe complicated the already confusing situation of reading while dyslexic. So I largely gave up on reading, and this is more inspired by the recipe than anything else, but here it is nonetheless: Fig, Apple, and Walnut Tarts. Anyway, it ended up too big to fit in a pie tin, hence the cobbler dish.
#havent had any due to classic long covid 'food has an almost imperceptible amount flavor if any at all'#but i can currently smell things so id rather juat smell it tbh#my roommates were at least eating it so it seems to be edible :D#cooking#baking#like there are a million competing reasons i dont and cant follow recipes (or patterns or any other written/illustrated steps)#but today it was Cant Read and Confusing All Three Recipes I Looked At With Each Other And Making An Amalgamation On Accident#along with Missing Ingredients and Philosophical Dispute With Author#(egg yolk in the crust and then she never uses the white. which i do not agree with at all#chekhovs egg--if part of an egg is used in a recipe then so too does the other part of the egg. get creative.#in this case i put it in the topping as it was already described as supposed to be crispy so...#it probably could have done with half a white honestly but it did turn out crispy)#i did also use a little food coloring. not proud of it but it was a very unappealing shade of green that lacked contrast with the crust#so *shrug*
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You know the older I get, the less star power means to me. Give me shows where the leads aren’t played by a true A-lister, who actually cares about the part they’re playing and why they’re playing it and the nuances they want to convey with that over some hollywood darling any day and THEN I’ll pay attention
#and the thing is major institutions don’t recognize this but some other indie studios are really wising up to this#like. if robert de niro and leo dicaprio get noms for killers of the flower moon what even is the point anymore#lily gladstone was ABSOLUTELY the highlight!!! and it’s clear from the way she played that#not so much from the dudes who have worked with marty a million times and even made their career with him#like. I mean seriously? you martin scorcesse had to rely on those names to get the film seen??? unreal man#everyone who came back for scott pilgrim gets a pass on this tho that’s kindof a baller move#sorry I can’t sleep so I’m philosophizing on main#and yes once again I’m talking about jared harris bc he’s really one of the poster children for this#along with ke huy kwan and now also brendan fraiser with all their career comebacks#that shit needs to be RECOGNIZED more often#stop casting like the same 5 people in movies please I beg you hollywood
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What are some ttrpg's on your game wish list? Ones that you'd want to play or plan to play (or maybe don't have time to). also as a side note your love for ttrpg's fills me with a lot of joy and reminds me why they're so special! : )
Inevitable: COWBOY KNIGHTS TRAGEDY this is number one i wanna play this so bad with a crew who will watch a few anti-westerns and arthurian films beforehand and fully commit to the tragedy aspect (big bold decisions if you know it ends in tragedy!) oh my god this specific flavor of game appeals to me a little too specifically
some kind of horror game. VTM, Curse of Strahd, Shadow of the Demon Lord, Call of Cthulhu, whatever lends itself to horror well. the horror genre is one of my favorites and i would so be down to play some good horror!!
MASKS as a PC!
and always more dnd.
uhhh I'm sure there would be other things but I don't know many ttrpgs off the top of my head. quite like ttrpgs. would very much like to play more. especially with a group of artists who will post dodoles and songs that remind them of characters and talk about them throughout the week and do psychological deep dives and theorize about the story and themes and and and
#ask biji#ttrpgs#i wanna play something with some Consequences Mechanics#or mechanics that spur the players/characters into bold choices!!#if yall have ttrpgs you like please recommend them to me#i wanna play more things so i can grab all the things i like from them#can you do good horror in dnd? does horror not require a little more of a sense of powerlessness?#i think horror ttrpgs need more consequence mechanics maybe#artist groups are great but i realize i am also biased because all the rp groups i made in the past had an artist lean#everyone in my dnd group draws and it's a huge plus yum yum yum#maybe it's because the extra time spent drawing characters that leads to more intensity?? i dunno but i think that's my problem/gift haha#oh and on Inevitable i don't think committing to the tragedy means it's all sad and dower all the time#it should be fun and funny but you know. the inevitable... yeah#i just want some cowboys to have philosophical conversations around a campfire and getting their clothes stolen while bathing in the river
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What's the deal with two commissars being so close to Magos Dominus? Are they friends or have to tolerate each other for some task? Why there's visitors from Imperium in the first place? Did someone do a lil heresy? :D And why those three guardsmen in particular are so easy (and fun) to steal? :D
Ooo very fun one 😈
So a bit of both, Storvis wants nothing and had never wanted anything to do with the machine cult as a whole, his old mentor instilled distrust into him when it came to the tech-priests which only continued to fester and grow as he got older and interacted more with them in the lines of duty
But, for most of when he was training and mentoring Galileo he was going through a period of grief and frustration as he had just lost his arm and had been horribly scarred on his face so his normal control over Galileo was half assed and very lax. On one day Galileo gets shooed away for storvis to sulk and while wandering about our favorite Magos Dominus finds him! As pre established, Our beloved centipede has a big soft spot for creatures smaller then him and this pretty young commissar in training wandering about all alone is one thing definitely out of order, but storvis’s hard headed nature and tendencies to yap about people he dislikes is ah a pretty easy way to get your ass in some deep shit (among some other stuff he’d like to keep unmentioned) especially since Storvis’s own mentor was discovered guilty of heresy.
So, since Magos Dominus’s skitarii took a liking to the young commissar, he kind of blackmails Storvis into allowing Galileo come for visits (shared custody B>) for teaching moments for his skitarii and just because he wants to ensure Gali is okay and not being tempted to chaos or something by Storvis (whom is not high on the magos’s favorite persons list)
So in a sense yes UwU someone did a little heresy but not the guy you’d think!
Meanwhile Galileo being the sentimental and goofy fella he is has a connection with the magos so he comes for visits periodically to catch up and be mauled by skits- that and sometimes to confide in the magos with some of his struggles, which Centipede doesn’t always understand but he tries his best to help out ^w^
As for the guardsman! Eerrrrmmmm yes :)
I have no particular reasoning they’re so easy to scoop up and scurry off with other then the fact they’re guardsman, all those guys are practically identical smh— that and I mean if you were one of the most expendable people in the imperium wouldn’t you want a giant scary murder robot who’s literally titled after how good he is at killing things to protect you?
As for why it’s so fun, magos Dominus just thinks the little guys are neat and they get along with his skits so they get to stay UwU
#again this might not be the MOST lore accurate#stuff but I like my whimsy#also fun little tidbit is the brain thought I’ve had a lot about Gali getting his augments. I feel Dominus got all cheesy and philosophical#about it like the silly techWorshiper he is smh smh#Hims little bby growing up#warhammer 40k#wh40k#wh40k oc#admech#log & explr#adeptus mechanicus#commissar ocs#commissar storvis#commissar galileo#lazy answers#lazy’s ocs
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i don't know if i am horrible at communicating when i want a little attention or when i feel forgotten, or if people just in general never think it is about them because in their mind all of our needs are met and i am venting about everybody else?
#both could also be simultaneously possible#but doing the first one feels like shit cuz i want the need for me to naturally come and it somehow feels forced#even tho they could just listen to me and then reassure me once and then never think about it again#so like maybe i cant force anyone to feel anything anyways#so i should not worry about the results being insincere after i open up about them#but then it just makes me feel even more like shit cuz then i cannot hide behind it not being on purpose or out of lack of care#if they change nothing#and then i have to confront myself if i can live with it or if it hurts me too much or if i should give it less energy to preserve my sanit#BUT THE SECOND THING#which is a valid assumption on their sides i mean i had friends say they do not have friends#but then they did not count me in there#which i only realised after comforting them and also just asking so i know how i could support them more in such times obvi#i should really not drink this much caffeine and sugar in a day#it creates emotions and tired awakeness at night and we cant have that#DO NOT CONSUME 2 ENERGY DRINKS AND TWO COFFIES A DAY PEOPLE#W A R N I N G#nobody take this personally too please i am just great#it will all turn out well the road is sometimes just bumpy but its rideable yknow#BUT I AM DOING AMAZING fr fr#like no worries please i really did just get philosophical at midnight for no reason other that high sugar intake
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House of M: Avengers (Vol. 1/2007), #5.
Writer: Christos N. Gage; Penciler: Mike Perkins; Inker: Andrew Hennessy; Colorist: Raul Trevino; Letterer: Rus Wooton
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 58163#House of M: Avengers#Moon Knight comics#Moon Knight#Marc Spector#Iron Fist#Danny Rand#I guess I wanted to give these panels their own post because there’s just….something about them I wanted to discuss more#this is diving dangerously close to «personal opinion» territory (so please feel free to ignore all that follows)#but I guess I just wish this point had been developed a bit more because for the past 5 issues Marc’s refused to change because the cowl’s#«spiritual significant» to him and I’m (again personally) of the idea that something that important to someone is not easily foregone#idk this is probably stemming more from the long conversations I’ve had about «when outward displays of faith become dangerous#when should you start changing what you do? Should you ever? Is it a greater show of faith to continue on despite the danger?#Do you only practice in secret? Or is doing whatever you must to survive a greater show of endurance#living and working to make the necessary changes within the system so that one day you might be able to practice openly in peace?»#sorry for getting philosophical and sorry for being perhaps unfair to a friggin comic book particularly for a minor character#but I’m feeling a little uncharitable because I was dodging violence against women/close up shots of women’s rears this entire series#(if this post looks a little weirdly cropped it’s because I chose to exclude the panel where unlike what Danny + Marc get here#there’s a very male-gaze look at Angela and Felicia undressing)#and again! (at least on that second point because that might have been entirely Perkins’ doing) I might be being a little unfair#but that sort of content doesn’t inspire me to believe that the creators were asking complex questions when they had Marc hang up his#spiritually significant hood but maybe were thinking things like «is spirituality really /that/ significant compared to tactical efficacy?»#something that…gets me when about a guy who has demonstrated that spirituality is uniquely/complexly important to him#anyway this is entirely my opinion on something that is very much up to reader interpretation so please ignore me rambling#(and quite possibly simply blowing things completely out of proportion) in the tags hahaha
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In terms of Christmas gifts, dad has a really poor taste.
(he gave us all covid)
#covid#dad brought it home from a business trip#mom has been miserable for a few days#and now I woke up with a sore throat today and it's been downhill since#we've only found out its covid today because mom still had some self-tests and decided to take one#the teenagers are still alright despite being home longer than me#so either bitches got better immune system or just got lucky so far#(I did spend a lot of time with mom before her symptoms started because I haven't been home for 3 weeks)#(and that means 6 hours of philosophical conversation where we agree with each other on basically everything)#(and still wind up getting super heated about it)#(it's all in good fun. I just get very passionate about some things)#(and then we get stuck in a feedback loop trying to match each other's energy)
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jean jaques rousseau just has mommy issues and a victim complex.
#he’s like i’m a philosopher but bro has no evidence#he met one woman called her mommy and then had five kids with her#and then abandoned all of those kids#jj rouseau has some issues#french#french literature#french language#philosophy#philosopher#history#romanticism#i get he started romanticism a lil bit but damn he has issues#and also he lowkey just copied locke so like#language#poetry#literature#classic lit#literature memes#dark academia#academia
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Hate scifi-fantasy magic/energy dichotomies where they talk all about balance but use genocide one side or the other to achieve it. Buddy breaking the scale doesn’t make it balanced. What the fuck do you mean the dark ones are all evil? They have an evil ideology? Okay yeah I see where that can be taken as evil but - NO it’s not balance if the only thing left is the light! You’re telling me there’s never been an evil light user? Oh there has? Then why the fuck has there never been good dark users??? (Answer: author doesn’t care about representing balance they just want easily coded good guys and bad guys).
#ra speaks#personal#writing#yes. this is about Star Wars. but also a ton of other series do this to varying degrees#like hmmm I don’t think genocide is the key to balancing the universe. as a concept that’s kinda sus for a writer to focus on.#again I don’t understand why the Jedi didn’t expect Anakin to be/become a dark side user?#���he’ll bring balance to the force’ + ‘the Sith are all but extinct’ = okay so he’s gonna revive the sith. that’s what I’m getting from this#especially in EP I like. they really all thought the sith were extinct. only after that does ‘balance’ become ‘destroy tbe sith’#like ? that’s not how balance works. you’re space monks haven’t you like. had philosophical discussions abt this great prophecy?#and like it’s so dumb why write a dichotomy hinging on balance and have one sides code be ‘lol yeah we’re selfish bastards’#while the others is like ‘we must be selfless and disconnected to the point of self destruction and alienation’#like those are both extreme interpretations but also. why is the sith code much more easily interpreted to that extreme.#‘oh they just intrinsically evil -‘ well that defeats the point of having a balance. there’s no coexistence with that.#I guess my point is. yeah Anakin obviously joined the dark side and yeah the genocide of the Jedi wasn’t out of left field I mean.#we go from 2-3 Sith vs thousands of Jedi to a neat little 2:2 (sheev and Vader. Luke and Leia)#<- I’m talking about canon and narrative ratios. obv we know more Jedi survived I’m just taking the og trilogy in isolation.
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There’s nothing wrong with identifying as a curtain theriotype and later realizing it was wrong/your identity changed.
“What if it’s just a phase”
Everything is a phase. Nothing is permanent. Our lives are a phase. A millisecond-long phase in the life of the universe.
Don’t waste it wondering
#not to get philosophical on main but this is what I needed when I was a middle schooler who thought if I identified as gay#but later realized I was straight#I would have been being homophobic by “faking#from what I’ve seen most people are wrong about their theriotype at least once or realize they had more than they thought#this applies to all sorts of identities but this is a therianthropy focused blog so#feel free to reblog if this fits your experience as something other than a therian#therian#alterhuman#nonhuman#therianthropy#cw death#not exactly but just in case
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Rewatching some clips of King Bradley fight scenes(fmab, particularly the ones during the end) and i am sorry for this but Zarkon deserved that- he deserved a climatic fight to the death at the end of the series with his character foil (who themself had a character arc and introspection throughout the series symbolically shown during this fight), he deserved to go down fighting where it took blood, sweat and tears of several people to get here and has audience knowing this was not a fair fight and if he had been in his top condition and not wounded he would have won but still cheering for his death. He deserved death at the hands of all those whom he hurt and he deserved to be remember as a monster he was
#empty thoughts#Zarkon didn't even get to be philosophical like what the hell is this????#'Ohh but Zarkon was corrupted by dark magic 🥺🥺🥺 he loved his wife and did nothing wrong 🥺🥺🥺' BOOOO#He was the emperor of 10k year old empire that had conquered all of universe.#Stop defanging him with a sob story and shit ''redemption'' arc. Stop hiding him behind Haggar#BH!Bradley also loved his wife and he went out like a fucking champ and went 'yeah I am a piece of shit what are you gonna do about it?' Ti#Zarkon was absolutely wasted in early seasons. And for what? To prove Lotor was on team's side?#Even though everyone not wearing rose tinted glasses could tell he'll betray the team? Which he did? Fucking shit#(I have only watched fmab and dont know much about fma03 but I will watch it someday)#Empty salt#(Also funny thing about me is that my favorite in fmab was Scar Lan Fan and Bradley. Two of them would and did kill the third#As it was their right!!! Loved that for them!!! Kick his ass)
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ah yes. the morally correct torture. the torture that goes right up to the line but doesn't cross it. that torture.
#also like. the claim that chang ci'an's finger would've been the appropriate equivalent of xue yang's is just.#do you also think we ~all have the same 24 hours in a day~?#half the point of xiao xingchen saying that is that he was *wrong*#(that convo had both of them regressing in their responses imo - xy emotionally and xxc philosophically/in his understanding of the world)#but that's another topic I'm getting distracted#bc seriously. we try to point out that the protagonists tortured people and the response coming back is 'torture is good sometimes' istg#(''I just got my degree from torture college and now you all decide it's ineffective it's evil fuck off'' etc etc)#the things I see with my own two (nonconsensually-donated-by-a-friend) eyes....#I mean this is more pointed than I usually like to be on here but Come On#content is for other people
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[Blearily awake from critical fell asleep on couch incident] anyway i think ppl will always partially loose me in anything with regards to self care and amelioration if you do not acknowledge a persons inalienable right to hurt themselves and get worse.
#some shit#sounds suspect i realise. i am fine just had a badddddd day lol. which u can probably. tell. cause i blogged it#hrm.#well anyway not everyone can be reached and not every message is for everyone. but this issue does. stick to me. like a burr.#also in hurt and get worse catagory is the. not do everything good for them they can. you know.#likeeeeee idk i do want us all to survive and live good lives were. idk theres less hurt. me included.#this is more a rectorical/philosophical. smth. then a. strict call to action i guess.#like. not the classical ye olde tumblr its okay to blah blah blah detoriate smthsmth. but. oh man u do gotta look after ur teeth its sooooo#fucking expensive and dentists are mean to poor ppl [mine is anyway]#handwave. THE POINT.#i dream of a rhectorical style that can compell regardless. as a person in what i suspect is a sliding battle with some.#atypical hmm. conditions i gotta. monitor. or whatever. from my own doing.#hhhhh. and im out of floss. i didnt know that. i was at the store today. nary a beloved character printed on any label i saw. at least#and i did look
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Evermore anon, I just reblogged @wavesoutbeingtossed’s brilliant posts of that exact theme! YES something about all of this and the weight of forever, the reality of a a future that forces a person to get truly philosophical about joining together two humans in such a final and intimate ceremony. That introspection can recomtextualize a lot of relationship stuff that maybe felt more symbolic or abstract until it’s Happening.
#Marriage#evermore#ive been thinking a lot about this and maybe getting engaged#Like we said within a year that we were End Game. That we would get married. And then we had more philosophical convos about the politics#Of marriage (politics and gender roles and the 1950s shit one night or a wife) like our love doesn’t subscribe to the government#But now that we’re 6 years in I am wanting to do the thing! But we haven’t really Talked about it in the last two years bc things are good#how they are now. So what would chang?#It makes me reflect on the legal right to be married. The tax benefits (hello tax day). The joining of our families.#The biggest thing I’ve been talking about with my therapist is the Political Power of marriage. Like the joining of empires/tribes.#my partners mom would have more financial security bc her elder care would be legal attached to my family’s resources#But also the poetic and deeply human pieces - the joining of souls. The combining of lives and names. Creating new human life (in theory LO#Yeah it’s just all so big#And when you start to go down that road in a tangible way with a partner#That puts a lot of shit in perspective!#And the weight of patriarchy too!!!!#How deal???#Joever
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