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cheatsylu · 2 months

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Hey, just wanted to say your art is beautiful and also if you’re still looking at requests could you maybe do warriors and time (and wind if you want)?

Sometimes pettiness overcomes heroism - the fish

#lu #linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu warriors #lu time #lu wind #thanks for your request anon c:#I think you're beautiful anon #one time i frew up allover the kitchen floor after eating shark #but my mum says that never happened #so now i just think its a dream that traumatised me #dont eat shark kids

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kazbrekkerfast · 6 months

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Joining the train so if this gets 100 notes by the end of jan I’ll start correcting my parents when they misgender me despite me coming out to them and them saying they already know instead of just saying nothing and nodding my head

#I keep wanting to say #but I never do #but my mum said to remind her when she forgets so #also #if this doesn’t happen ignore this ever happened #nonbinary

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gorillaxyz · 1 month

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#txt #man #us presidents #i think abt 'my mother was a saint' every say #day even #my mother may never have a book written abt her...#sniffle #also lately i havent been able to stop thinking abt what will happen when my mum dies :(

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before #is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things #the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the #weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad #not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a #prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country #my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for #treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad #as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain #shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing #to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird #when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk #i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach #out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home #somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long #term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting #whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot #i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors #i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival #unrelated

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thedreadvampy · 4 months

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another day another 2 hour despair sesh on the phone with my mum about Palestine

#red said #apparently the British Society of Friends won't allow an epistle that mentions 'the war in Gaza' in case it upsets 'the Jewish community'#literally MENTIONING THAT THERE IS A WAR #bc mum and the rest of the meeting agreed to remove reference to it starting on October 7th WHICH IT OBVIOUSLY DID NOT there are concerns #about Appearing Antisemitic. by MENTIONING THAT IT'S HAPPENING WITHOUT BLAMING KHAMAS #the justification. apparently. is that we're already on thin ice with The Jewish Community because of Quaker activities in Palestine #which have been largely to do with challenging apartheid and trying to help broker peace processes #so me and mum are both like. ok so are we pro Palestine or pro genocide as an organisation?#because if we think Genocide Is Bad then we should not be afraid to say We Think Genocide Is Bad #and we can also say We Think Antisemitism Is Bad because SHOCK FUCKING HORROR not all Jews represent the State of Israel #in fact basically none of them do #anyway whatever the fuck happened to plain speaking i wanna know #when in history have the faction of Quakers who wanted to never upset anyone been the drivers of change?#wasn't the Quakers going 'obviously we are anti slavery but we shouldn't SAY that in case we upset White People' who we remember positively #they're also changing dates on a lecture Corbyn was due to give in order to avoid accusations of antisemitism #to which i have GOT to ask. 5 months into a genocide and we're STILL giving credence to the idea that criticising Israel is antisemitism?#i will scream until my lungs pop

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narugen · 14 days

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the difference between narumi and hoshina when it comes to mina is so funny in my brain. rambles in tags yes it’s shippy

#egg boils #narumi who would tell her to get in the space of his coat and lean against him when it’s cold because he REFUSES to just give her his coat #vs hoshina who would probably let himself freeze to death and give up his coat to her without question. one sneeze and hoshina is letting #himself brace the cold weather in his turtleneck #narumi: if u have a problem with this arrangement u can get out 👉#mina: shut up #she huddles into his warmth anyway because japan winters r crazy.#vs hoshina: here u go he would say as he drapes it over her and she’s so startled like her fling w narumi when she was 23 vs her Thing now #with hoshina when she’s 27 . A #she’d look back fondly on narumi’s antics though. long rides on his motorbike. his frown as he helps her weed her family home’s front lawn #his look of annoyance as he tells her to move and let him do the cutting of vegetables for his mum to use for dinner. the way he looks so #so happy when he eats her mums home cooked meal. the way he curls up against bakko as he games in her apartment #oh . i love narumina so bad.#sorry and yeah hoshimina well we already know. devotion. so much of it. you’d think it’s one sided from hoshina but no mina Loves hoshina #and appreciates him bc he keeps up with her has never backed down from whatever challenge she throws at him a #ashiro mina i will ensure u r so so loved when there’s a nagging absence in ur heart. Do not worry.#for Her mum* to use for dinner my brains been jumbling words lately #narumina #hoshimina #i just think it’s so important to me that mina Would undeniably in my universe find herself attracted to narumi #she would Detest it. but #it happens anyway. so naturally. one day she’s sparring with him and the next . perhaps during a shared training where they fight together #where he yells at her to shoot the honju because he’s already cleared the path for her HAVE SOME FAITH IN HIM. does she think. Oh.

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robotpussy · 11 months

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when you express your feelings to one of your parents and they take it as a personal attack..................

#like no because i was telling my mum for years that i cant just have a film degree and then walk into the industry #i kept telling her i have to make my own stuff to build up my portfolio cause the reality is they don't give af abt degrees #they just want to know if u can do what u say u can and she would constantly discourage me from making my own stuff #and now she wants to call me to say that shes encouraging me to pursue my dreams like... this always fucking happens #i will say i need to do something and she will disregard it or or shut it down and then years down the line she will tell me #to do what i was suggesting years before that... and when i tell her i said this years before she gets upset and starts yelling #when i told her shes been constantly discouraged me from making my own stuff for 3 years she started telling me its not true #because she helped me apply to a bunch of film residentials etc when that's not what im saying???? im saying when i #told her i wanted to work on personal projects. just because im excited she would shut it down immediately im not talking abt #you helping me find out about the bfi film academy??? but now she wants to push me to do it.... telling me about it like I've never #spoken to her about this before. she still has the mentality of no matter what age you are everything you say shouldn't be taken into #account because im older than you and i automatically know whats best. this happens all the time #all i can say is she actually apologised because in the past she used to never say sorry. i would just tell her im sorry and we'll leave #ot at that but atleast she said sorry. even tho she kept saying 'im sorry if u felt i discouraged you' like she still doesn't believe #what im saying. unsolicited advice but the advice is just shit i said to her years before..... its so infuriating #its why i rarely ever talk to her

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piplupod · 28 days

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i was so hoping that survival instincts would kick in to break through dissociative fog while driving but nooooo apparently that doesn't happen. shoutout to my dad who let me stop driving at our first destination and took over for the rest of the journey 🙏 kind of reeling that I very easily could've died today and likely came somewhat close to it but uhm. I didn't! so that's good(?)!

#maybe now they will believe me when i say i do not think i should drive ell em ay oh. please trust my judgement dear god.#it was a bad experience. i did a couple stupid things bc i started quietly panicking #because i realized that oh i am rly not able to take in my surroundings right now properly. i am having tunnel dissociation thing. uh oh.#i feel so stupid fjfkdl i just. kept thinking maybe i AM making it up. maybe i AM just being stubborn. surely i can drive no matter what!#no actually it sure does matter 😀#turns out i definitely am not ever going to be a safe driver while i am having a high dissociation day. im upset abt it tbh #i was kind of hoping maybe everyone was right and i actually could drive!#and i CAN drive. when im doing well.#but if im not doing Perfectly Fine then yeah uh. thats not a good idea. fuck me i guess! there goes any hope for true independence!#not looking forward to mum finding out about it if it ever gets brought up (it will.) bc uhm. yeah not good!#very scary!#dear god i hope that never happens again. i do feel nauseous thinking about it. that was actually Really Bad fhfkdl #i think perhaps i never want to get behind a wheel ever again tbh #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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oifaaa · 2 years

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Lady Shiva biologically can't be Jason's mom because he and Cass are six months apart. Unless they are twins and someone wrote the wrong day on Jason's birth certificate.

I mean I don't think it'd be difficult to say that cass' birthday is a wee bit off considering the circumstances of her birth tho im more on the side of her and Jason being Irish twins then actual twins born on the same day it just makes more sense

#Ask #Anon #Like I think I heard somewhere that people can be very fertial after giving birth #So it wouldn't be a huge stretch to say lady shiva just happened to get pregnant #Right after giving birth to cass #But also #I'm ngl #The lady shiva being Jason's mum was never my favourite theory #Just bc time wise #And I think Sheila being Jason's biological mum and betraying him is peak Jason's shit life #So I just prefer saying that Sheila isn't actually white #And moving on lmao

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violixs · 1 year

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hello..

#omg hello tumblr it has been… what feels like years but hi!#i don’t want to say i’m back because very likely i am not :(#but a lot has happened! life update!!#in october (ages ago now right) i had a lot of personal things going on and long story short my mum passed from cancer (it was slightly #expected but never that soon) so obvs that took a big hit! and i also got a bf ..#whom i love very much and i can’t lie to you i have definitely become disconnect from kpop skz ect and as much as i love writing i #don’t know if i could ever see myself writing for them again #sorry to disappoint;(#but i have seen all your lovely asks and reblogs and anons and THANK YOU SO MUCH i cannot describe how grateful i am #to be given feedback like that on something i did as a little hobby makes my very tired heart absolutely beam #i love you all very much and will indeed keep my blog up in case i ever do decide to wriye again #whether it be for skz or just as a little thing i choose to do #nat btw i love u and ur asks made me beam happg new year!!!!!!!!

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hella1975 · 1 year

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happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me #like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet #walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially #for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout #like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself #and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity #it's gonna have impacts sometimes!#so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night #like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers #bc i couldnt hack it #which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers #ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis #and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up #like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when #and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised #and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening?#yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3 #ask

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anomnipie · 8 months

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cologne poll: it's creepy with that specific phrasing, but with better wording it's fine

ty for the input anon!!

#ok basically what happened is #my uncle put loads of fancy colognes on his xmas list #and we find it a bit odd as hes never asked for it before #so i said oh i bet hes got a new gf #and my mum immediately texts to ask him if this is the case #hes like ummmm no...#and then she says ive never smelt cologne on you before #i think its a creepy thing to say even in the context #anon asks #ask

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#its so weird. i feel like march 5th went on for more than a day somehow. i guess that's just bc we were awake for just abt all of it #my dad wanted to start doing things immediately so he was calling and scheduling all day. we went to the funeral home we went to the store #and it was weird bc as we were moving around it was like wow we r a 4 person family now. this is it. and theres so much to do after a person #dies. or at least there is when they were loved so much and jesus christ my mom was one of the best ppl a LOT of ppl knew. she did so much #for so so many ppl. and with her childhood she had every reason to b a fuck up but no she was kind and selfless and amazing. her mother is #trying to bask in the attention of her death when its like: truely go fuck urself. her being such a good person has nothing to do with u. u #treated her appallingly. fuck off. and fucking everyone knows it. god. she is a product of her grandparents kindness. and it sounds like her #dad was amazing like her. but he tragically died in a car wreck when she was 3. she was in the car. no one in my mums family believes in a #god now. too many bad things happened to the shining gems in a collection of wild alcoholics. but its not all bad. my family's staying close #my dad is taking it hard bc this means hes alone now and my mum took care of so many things bc she was so smart and he feels so dumb. he #feels he didnt deserve her. hes working on giving more hugs now. and hes using us to anxiously talk things out the way he did with mom #which is good. i cant imagine if this happened when we werent 3 adults and he was windowed with 3 kids to raise himself. and its funny. were #saying things we never would have told her. we looked thru pictures of her and she was so so beautiful. a total smoke show. my parents were #a cute couple who produced cute kids. and my mom had trouble communicating and being affectionate tho we knew she loved us there was #distance. theres a pic of my dad pulling her close and shes being tippef towarf her while standing away and thats indicitive of their #relationship. they were 2 partners who lived together independently and that worked but its sad bc my mum couldnt b vulnerable in her #expression. ppl r being so kind tho. ill be in ohio now for like 2.5 more weeks as the funeral stuff shakes out. we have to have 2 bc she #grew up away from her and so many ppl loved her in both locations. she was a popular lady. its so weird to b here on pause. but i feel clear #in my head. i think this will change a lot of my outlook on life. its nice to focus on the person she was and not the horrible 12hrs where i #saw her half dead. i cant imagine how awful it was for my sisters and dad to see her downslide into death. she didnt expect this to b The #Fever that killed her but it did and now she'll never finish a million things. and the house is full of pill bottles and all her junk and #unopened amazon packages and a truck with the fuel left on empty. bc she was an absent minded goofball. ay. well miss her so much #unrelated

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rebelrainfall · 8 months

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#i think it may be time to admit that the meds are Not Working and move on but i don't know what to do #i wanted them to work so bad #i had so much hope #i've talked to so many people for whom the difference was night and day #like suddenly they could keep up with school and get up and do things and keep their life together #and i never really thought that could happen to me but i WANTED it to like i wanted it SO BAD #and then when it didn't i hoped keeping with it would at least do something? but it's been three months and it's nothing #i can't keep up in school and i can't make myself do anything and i can't keep my life together. like at all. nothing is better.#i don't think i can go on like this. and the dr said i wouldn't have to but it isn't fucking working and i don't know what to do #my mum likes to say my brain just works differently and she's trying to be nice but she's wrong. my brain is broken. it does not work.#it sure seems like nothing is ever going to get better and it feels so helpless and hopeless and i'm really not coping #i'm geuinely scared i can't stick this out long enough to finish my degree but what else am i going to do?#vent post #delete later probably #i'll feel less miserable later. hopefully. just need to cry for a while.

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pastelllemons · 8 months

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i don’t like seeing older / post-canon aubrey designs where her head is still entirely pink 😭😭😭 i feel like it just signifies that she never grew / healed from mari’s death ( which she never truly will 2 some extent but that comes with any loved one’s death / grief ). let aubrey’s roots show !!! let her hair fade !!!! show her without her contacts as an older person !!! let her let go of this thing that has caused her so much pain throughout her already turbulent childhood + teenage years please i’m begging u

#mums said smth again #omori #aubrey omori #i copy / pasted this from my twt ( @ burgurkel btw 😜 )#i bring this up bc i remember talking 2 someone about this and they were so adamant about aubrey Never cutting / redying / letting it fade #and it rubbed me the wrong way but i didn’t say anything in that moment lmao #i was just looking back on it and i was like Wait this doesn’t make any sense #like ur not willing 2 let aubrey’s hair ( a signifier of how she didn’t want 2 let go of the promise she made 2 mari as a child ) fade bc…#u thought it was equivalent 2 breaking their promise ???#like bro the promise has been fufilled no amount of hair dye is going 2 bring her dead sister / mother figure back from the dead #u need 2 let her let it go the same way so many people let the others ( including sunny ) let mari’s death go #idk it just doesn’t seem fair 2 aubrey nor does it make sense 2 me #people move on from even the worst events that can happen that’s such a huge part of what omori is LOL #idk i’m just rambling atp it’s rly not that deep #omori aubrey

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abluehappyface · 2 years

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Sometimes I wish my "premonitions" weren't correct...

#i knew it wasn't a cold #i wish it was a cold #but it's never that simple #and now my mum has COVID 3 days before Christmas #are we going to celebrate Christmas with her?#what does Christmas without the only parent you have look like?#what am i supposed to do?#i know it doesn't help to think this way #but anything mild can become worse with time #what then?#what happens to us then?#i don't even care about me anymore #what about my sister #9 is too young to loose the only parent that you have #9 is too young to have your mother say 'i can't come home for Christmas'#18 is too young to try and figure out how to care for a 9 year old #I KNOW NOTHING #i just hope it gets better from here #i may have to figure out how to get my sister to school after new years #but im hoping i don't #i never stopped masking #but she got more lenient as mandades got lifted #i tried to tell her to mask #but i couldn't force her #now look at us #so as im sitting here crying behind this screen #please wear a mask #you think it's not going to happen to you #but then it does #and when it does you'll never be ready

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