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the 3 fucking box o chocolates: shelly edition
#bloggyblog.jpg#dandy's world#dandys world#fun fact i've been trying#get 3 box o chocolates on vee#but my group and i kept getting#worst combo ever on floors#and box o chocolates tend to not spawn in as much
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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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Kingdom Hearts 3
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#sora#donald#goofy#arendelle#my gif#this spot has multiple stepping stones and i tried /really/ hard to get donald and goofy on them at the same time#so that i can get a group shot of everyone balancing#but they kept falling off! every single time!#just plummeting to the bottom of the mountain#so i had to gif them separately like this#you guys are impossible
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i like this comic
#osc#osc fanart#object show community#object show#object show fanart#object show fandom#objectified comic fanart#objectified comic#objectifed comet#objectifed mushroom#objectified dynamite#objectified spool#citrus objectified#objectified sunny#objectified water wiggler#im SOO glad i caved and read this comci#i normally dont do well w horror n gore#but this was so worth it#started readibg for the art stayed for everything else#anyways i love sunny !!!!!#my dumbass kept thinking 'surely sunny will come back'#until i realized he was a minor character#hoping that him n the rest of the survival group doesnt get murked by waygu#mb for yappingso much in the tags#kips art
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I need to teleport into the podcast I Could Have Stopped It
#JON WE ARE GETTING YOU A HOBBY. SOMETHING IN A REGULAR GROUP SETTING WHERE YOU CAN MAKE CASUAL FRIENDS.#speak to me jonathan. jonathan speak to me.#good fucking god. he heard 'I survived the buried via my connection to a loved one' and thought 'great! self harm into tape recorder time'#I feel like those horse plinko posts from years ago where people kept trying to edit the gif to resurrect him#tma#marina marvels at life
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super mystery dungeon hero x pancham next gens do not perceive me
i saw a post where it said pancham and carracosta were the only two characters to give u condolences after ur partner disappears (disclaimer i have not confirmed for myself) and i highkey spiraled LOL
#wh- what if pancham got worried and kept checking in :'(#and then like i kept thinking about them as parents (they are in same egg group YES I THOUGHT ABOUT IT)#and wanted pancham/pangoro like OVERWHELMED with kids absolutely Swarmed#i was so cringe today writing like panchu/picham on paper during court lmao#figure left and right have 2 evos and are “pichus” and the middle is a “pancham” and evolves once but gets really big :)#My Art#PMD#Pokemon#Pokemon Mystery Dungeon#Pancham#Pichu#Pangoro#Raichu#Francis#Fran#OC
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Genuinely wondering if i cant get drunk or something???
Like tonight i had champagne, brandy and whiskey all one after the other and i dont even feel tipsy?? Like i still have never felt drunk before and when i drink i always try to get drunk because i literally just want to know if i even can at this point. 💀
#shots? i love those. i can singlehandedly do an entire tree of those fuckers that you are meant to share as a group.#vodka or gin? brother i use to get those everytime with my breakfast at the wetherspoons.#wine? tastes like shit but i still drank over half a bottle of that and felt fine.#my mom literally kept tellinh me not to get the brandy or whiskey tonight because she thought i was going to get wasted.#she was literally so fucking shocked when i practically downed them both and didnt get even a little tipsy 💀#she has no idea where the high tolerance came from- it sure as hell wasnt her 💀
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wasteland queens
#im back with more of this genderswap au thing goin on#it was so hard to come up with a design for nern but i LOVE how she turned out...#tbh i WAS gonna just keep her and olan shirtless but its just a lot more fun to come up with something else#plus i plan on posting this on ig and dont want to get reported for posting '''''female nipples'''' bro im already shadowbanned on there...#so pls dont be mad at me for changing them a lot...i cooked hard on this#also i wanted to make her outfit more comfy since shes like the grandma of the group#meanwhile for Terry i basically just kept her the same as her regular design#artblr#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#small artist#character art#lisa the painful#brad armstrong#nern guan#olan hoyt#terry hintz#lisa the painful genderswap#rule 63#lisa rpg
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#makeaterriblecomicday2024#comic#art#my art#clover's art#things that make me happy#the flowers are called periwinkle.#they used to grow in these beds next to a retaining wall around the corner me and my siblings walked to get to school#little purple star-shaped flowers id see every day#i asked my dad over and over again what they were called when the group of us were coming home from church since i kept forgetting#i have fond memories of them#i still didnt remember the name#i had to google it
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as a jew, seeing what all of these israeli leaders have said is sickening. as a jew, anti-palestinian rhetoric is sickening. as a jew, zionism is sickening.
how dare my people -- a people who've been massacred, ethnically cleansed, dehumanized, forcibly removed, and discriminated on religious grounds for their entire existence -- do the same to another people? how dare we turn our backs on them, when they suffer like we have?
i understand that so much of us have been fed zionist propaganda our entire lives; the same happened to me. i understand the desire for a homeland where we don't have to fear antisemitism at every turn; i want that too. but it doesn't take much thought to understand that a homeland for us, which actively oppresses and kills another people, is antithetical to what we want.
if you, as a member of an oppressed group, believe that your freedom and safety can only exist when you oppress another group, you are acting no better than the people who oppressed you. such a belief is horrible, and cynical, and wrong.
as a jew, i want jewish people to be happy and safe and connected to our heritage; as a jew, i also want other peoples to be happy and safe and connected to their heritage.
don't call the palestinians "amalek". you are turning us into amalek.
doesn't the torah tell us to have empathy for those beaten down by the world? doesn't the torah tell us to make the world a better place? doesn't the torah tell us to free people of their shackles and help them escape oppression?
i have so many israeli aunts and uncles and cousins; i fear for their safety. of course, my parents do as well. i'm worried that this fear, in addition to anything they were led to believe earlier in life, is placing my parents even deeper in the zionist camp. but it doesn't have to be this way! my relatives' safety does not rely on the continued oppression of gaza!
it is easy to be uninformed, to be swayed by propaganda, to blindly hope that israel was founded in good faith -- but we can't lie to ourselves. a world steeped in senseless hatred (which we are now promoting!) could never be a home for us. none of us are free, liberated, equal, until all of us are.
as a jew, to other jews, i implore that we stand with our palestinian siblings. i want us all to be happy and safe. i want us all to live in harmony -- in the holy land and around the world. that is what we all deserve. <3
#melonposting#i apologize for not reblogging/posting much stuff about israel/palestine until now#i kept having this fear that my mom would see and get angry at me#but what do i care? i want both jews and palestinians to be happy#oh yeah. and i keep hearing the argument that 'jews living in the holy land before israel was established weren't treated well'#i don't know if that's true or not... but does it matter?#like of course antisemitism is horrible. but that can be dealt with#forcibly taking over their land is not the answer#like if israel were never a thing and people saw that jews living in the holy land didn't have rights#they'd do something about it!#and if you think they wouldn't (which is a fair thing to think)... well then you should do something about it!!!#don't solve oppression with more oppression you idiot!!!!!#no positive change will ever come to a world which doesn't think positive change can happen#and oppression is not positive change.#and it also pains me how so much of zionist rhetoric feeds off of post-holocaust fear#and i get it. i get that in the mid 20th century we were so scared and angry after the holocaust#and that we desperately wanted a safe haven#i will never not empathize with that fear and rage because it's justified#but that is no excuse to oppress another group of people. there are other ways to be safe and happy i promise#just stop hurting each other... please... you're not helping anyone...#palestine#israel#zionism
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RULES: make a poll with 5 of your all-time favorite characters and then tag 5 people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite! (tagged by @seaweedstarshine)
Tagging (don't worry if you don't want to/have done it already!): @transgenderdoctorwhomst @27-27-gruff-triplets @quietwingsinthesky @lost-tardis-room @a-shard-of-quartz-lol
#rose rambles#thank you for the tag!!! :D#like Tree I tried to keep it to one per fandom#which meant I had to pick one from doctor who...#if I'd kept it to just dw It'd be Nine/Rose/Amy/Clara/the Master#also for the characters with the & symbol#its because both characters are Very Strongly Associated#Grima is the dragon/deity that possesses Robin in fea that he was like#born to be the vessel of. You usually prevent it from happening but the DLC/future story has it happen#and the story is preventing an event that by one view already occurred#as for Hermes and Fandaniel. Hermes was the ''full'' soul who took on the position of Fandaniel#and Fandaniel as mentioned on the poll refers to the soul piece in ''modern'' time that takes on the mantle of Fandaniel and body of Asahi#and has the memories of Fandaniel#but doesn't fully identify as Hermes#Fandaniel#or his most recent life Amon#he wants to blow up the world to end reincarnation👍#might as well explain the other two then for doctor who followers uhh#Jin is part of STREGA#a group of teens that were experimented on to awaken their Personas artificially#which is slowly killing them (their psyche is physically lashing out at them). So they also. Try to end the world.#The kids are left taking ''persona suppressors'' which is an experimental medication that is both the only thing keeping them alive and is#also slowly killing them. It doesn't get the chance to kill Jin though.#he's one of 3 (4 if you count the light novel) surviving kids out of 100 from the experiment and by the end of the game only Chidori is lef#And now Will Graham.#You probably all know Will Graham. And I have rambled long enough. But he's the origin of one of my names.#Most of these guys are villains thats just sort of how these themes get represented#and I'm nothing if not consistent lmao
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got dumped 😭💔
#fuuuuuuuuuuck#i have literally never felt this way abt anyone in my life and thought i was incapable of love before i started dating him#and i finally was so happy like yes this is how its supposed to feel#and i knew he was less sure and was busy with work but i thought it would all work out with a little time 💔#but he said our interests are different and he's too busy with work and wants to just be friends#tbh he's busy with more than work he was always going to be busy doing other things for fun too that i couldn't have kept up with#like climbing mountains and shit#but still thought it could work#at first i almost didnt date him because of it then i was like maybe its an unfair assumption that it wouldn't work#and that he wouldn't be able or willing to prioritize a relationship#so i took the risk and got myself hurt 🤡#now we have to be friends after this shit......#and i know thats something people say but i think we could actually do it#and if we did there's a chance we could get back together#but idk#there's no real way to avoid him or some pretense of friendship anyway since he's a permanent fixture of the friend group#unless i abandon the whole group over it which would be extreme#anyway crushed devastated etc#genuinely i am unlovable and will never trust anyone again <3
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can we talk about this cursed wretched chicken my mom refuses to get rid of? please im dying to talk about that cursed wretched chicken my mom refuses to get rid of
#so the story is#a while ago my mom saw this chicken on a buynothing group#she told me she was getting a little chicken statue and i was like oh sick bc i love chicken tchotchkes#then she got it and showed me and i was horrified#i was like WHY DID U GET THAT IT NEEDS TO PUT OUT OF ITS MISERY#she was like HE LOOKED SAD AND NEEDED A HOME#i said please i dont want this in my house#it sat on a counter for a while (i kept trying to hide it behind something else) but eventually went back to school and forgot about it#flash to thursday#i was in my moms office and all of a sudden#i made eye contact w the terrible wretched creature#MOM WHY DO U STILL HAVE THAT#etc
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i'm so mad i don't have private insurance through an employer so i could get any kind of therapy or medication or anything. tags are a rambling rant
#i'm on medicaid bc i 1. got laid off 2. haven't found work 3. am disabled and verrrry few therapists accept insurance around me at all#let alone medicaid. i've only found one therapy group that takes it but the therapists there aren't very well equipped#for anything that doesn't respond well to the very basic frankly entry-level cbt coping mechanisms#and i have it IN my report from the psychologist who diagnosed me with autism and adhd that i should avoid typical anxiety therapies#because they're likely to only increase my anxiety. so now what do i do when that's the only therapy available to me and i know i need help#what really gets me is that i know in oregon a ton of great therapists who won't push cbt on me take medicaid#and i also have my family there. and my dad owns his own business and employs family. and i need a job so bad#because i need to feel like i'm contributing to the world and that i have value and that the world wants me#it's sooooooo demotivating getting a ton of job interviews but never getting hired for anything on a base level for like confidence#but it also really sucks because i Know i ramble during interviews because i don't trust i can answer the question right#but i know i could do the job so well if someone would just let me. like i feel like i need to beg people to give me a chance#because i'm literally like. that top performing promotable improves everything employee. every time. no matter where i am#and i feel like no one believes me. that no one is ever going to want me to work for them. because i'm the type of person who should be#kept away from the world. idk it feels like humanity's rejected me. and i just feel so sorry.#i just want a psychiatrist who takes my insurance. and a therapist who takes my insurance. and work to do to feel valuable#but there are so many barriers. and i'm so tired. i seriously need so much more support than i'm going to get#and approaching all of this with the realization that i'm autistic now just makes it like. oh. i NEED support. and i'm not going to get it#moving back to oregon's off the table and i don't think my family would be as willing to help as i hope they'd be#so i'm stuck here. what do i even do. i feel like i have nowhere to turn#it's like life's decided it's done with me. i feel so worthless i'm so scared
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so i just wanna say i think i fumbled with a bad bitch a little bit the other night but not just in a shy loser wuhluhwuh way i just have so many other problems. but going forward i am going to be brave 🙏
#ABBY. give yourself a chance#now namely i am just weird about any intimacy and well lbr especially sex/romance etc#but then also like it’d been a while since we hung out and sometimes my self esteem is terrible and i’m like ok what if this is a pity#hangout or what if this is all a plot for this friend group to have drama to embarrass me and whatnot#which i stand by not liking many of them but i don’t think that’s like. a realistic problem lol#and now we’re gonna complicate thing with. well my dumbass 🤦♀️#i haven’t been smoking! and i was offered. and i was like well im j chilling rn sure! that one single hit murdered me.#my mouth was so dry. i was gulping my water. i’m making stupid ass jokes i’m not good at reading situations etc#and top it all off with the simple fact that this person just makes me wildly nervous and flustered#and i’ve kept it together through a lot of this but we r approaching a point.#some of it was so lameeeee it’s so lame to recount lol but well isn’t that something beautiful#when two people get together and hang out and are soo lame together and trying to impress/make each other laugh. well yes#abby talks#my hands were so so so cold at one point tho. and i didn’t even try to use that to my advantage in a lame corny way
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I met with a childhood friend a couple of days ago who proceeded to ask me, in secret as if he was talking about something illegal, if the sims were still a thing.
Oh, my sweet summer child, you don't want to open that pandora box. xD
#my friend group growing up was all obsessed with the sims back then#we saw all the sims 3 trailers and would wait for the packs that we couldn't buy#and we used to play together sometimes like a mini lan party#I'm the only one that keeps playing it to this day#all of them were able to get out of the dark pit xD#and I must have kept my sims obsession better hidden than I thought#for him to not know that I still play constantly#anyway of course I gave him the links to download sims 4 and welcomed him to the dark side#I don't expect him to become as obsessed as me#but at least I hope he has a great nostalgic time#it would be good to have someone else irl to talk to about sims though#fox rambles
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