#but just mentally i am exhausted
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i am. so tired.
#not like physically#but just mentally i am exhausted#im gonna rant in the tags because this is my therapy#im the sole mod of a semi popular and very active server right#and there just always something going on in there that i have to deal with#like interpersonal drama and shit#oh and did i mention im one of the youngest members#and also on top of that i forgot about something that id signed up for so now i gotta speedrun it by sunday and idk i just#i just need a break#and probably a good ol fashion anxiety attack because i can feel one slowly building up 👍#and i have my own event to run stuff for#and the constant feelings of failure because i’m too dumb so i dropped out of college#and the feelings of inferiority to my friends because all of my friends are super smart and have all gotten into very smart people colleges#and they all have their lives planned out#meanwhile i cant even stick with a consistent sleep schedule much less a job i want to do for the rest of my fucking life#wow i need a therapist#yeetalks#vent
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arthur is rude to that one sex worker because the guys are fucking around as they oughtn't be and he actively wants the source of their distraction to go away. that is how he operates through the entire game: deliberate, utilitarian intimidation and strategic unpleasantness to achieve a goal. it is an early game commentary on arthur meant to position him as a big dog that barks. it is not a commentary on his views about women which are clarified many times afterward. you guys realize that right
#arthur morgan#rdr2#redmeta#this is one of the most wildly misinterpreted but also most obvious scenes where writers are teaching us how arthur moves through the world#i really don't mean to seem short here#i am just exhausted of reddit mentality low literacy “ARTHUR WOULD SHOOT U IN THE FACE FOR FUN HE HATES WOMEN AND SLUTS” takes#my mistake was imagining a world where your average man online could intellectualize about narrative art#unless it is spoonfed to them on a shotty slug that says I'M STRAIGHT BUT I'D LET [MASC CHARACTER] FUCK ME
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ngl kitten, mommy nature is having a bad time rn
#idk actually am just doodling#ceres fauna#hololive fauna#hololive en#holoen#bleeart#their pokemon unite stream was actually so good i went back to watch fauna playing moba games#and i got this mental image of fauna walking out of her room exhausted and salty after a 5-hour battle#kinda wanna play a moba now but that feels evil
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#Hello hehe#sorry#I am#very exhausted socially and mentally#I just start crying because of every little stupid things#I don't like it my body needs this water#Can't even react on anything properly with my head not being overwhelmed with stupid thoughts#I'll be back when recover all possible batteries
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Oops. It's a second headcanon compilation!
Don't worry, the next one will be back to our normal schedule of regular text posts and not headcanons
Masterpost
#Dark Meta Knight#Shadow Kirby#Meta Knight#Kirby#King Dedede#Daroach#marx kirby#Magolor#Bandana Waddle Dee#Bandana Dee#Marx#Kirby series#kirby headcanons#text post meme#text post memes#disability headcanon#okay I wanted a particularly exhausted Dedede so I snagged him from triple deluxe#i just think Dedede would have chronic pain from. you know. getting torn in half that one time#before you come after me for Magolor's panel: I do not think ocd and intrusive thoughts make you do bad things#I just think he already had it and the Master Crown made it worse (via lingering magic from the possession)#i dunno how mental illnesses work in aliens that use magitech#I had a lot more here but I decided I'm not going to continue rambling in the tags#I can expand on any of these headcanons at any moment if you want feel free to ask#also I saved that Kirby one for last because I thought it would hit with oomph#she speks#she speks originale#she edits#yes I'm working on the masquerade I am just obsessed with making text post memes
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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I already am
#aesthetic#mentally tired#mentally fucked#depressing quotes#mentally exhausted#drugs aesthetic#iv drugs#edgy theme#mentally unwell#i am unstable#mentally unstable#needy girl overdose#girl interrupted#just girly things#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#feeling alone#actually aspd#suic1de#suislide#tw sui ideation#tw depressing stuff#tw death#tw#i need heeeeelp#i need sleep#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts
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You are Spring.
#this is so much more comforting to me than a simple dont die#when i think 'dont die' i am overwhelmed. it is exhausting to imagine so far into the future#but death will wait is calming#its saying just for right now its okay#you can wait#and death will always be there for you#i love that!!#mental illness#mental health#actually mentally ill#spilled words#spilled ink#quotes#poetry#poem#literature#dark academia#gwendolyn brooks#words#words words words#typography#to the young who want to die
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a friendly giant tries to gently approach tiny me but they don’t know i accidentally lapsed on my antidepressants for a week and i just start biting the shit out of their hand the second its in reach like fucking shredding that thing im like a two inch bundle of knives and claws and i know a rage only held by people who realize they’re acting unmedicated but cannot restrain it. bc of the being unmedicated. get bit idiot.
#im not tagging this lmfao#im okay!! i will be okay. when i had that cvs flare a week or two ago i couldnt take my meds the whole time#and i am back on my meds!!!!!!! HOWEVER. THEY HAVENT KICKED IN YET#its so fast to detox from these bitches but it takes a month or two of taking them to feel the full effect#so like. i know ill be okay! but my brain is a bag of cats rn. idk how i used to live like this. just rawdogging life#girl the mental illness is mental illnessing#also like. my brain meds help my fibro. so ive been exhausted and my joint pains been soooo way worse#and im having weird back pain that could be the fibro or could be the kidney stones coming back!!#again i am okay and medicated and talking w my doctors. ill be fine#BUT ALSO GOTDAM. WHAT A TIME IN MY BODY RN.
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#fe#hell is a teenage girl#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#pls help#i am just a girl#i am so tired#artists on tumblr#zendaya#vent#mentally fucked#nostalgia#mentally exhausted#im exhausted#school#lifestyle#movies#girlblogging#i need sleep#devil may cry#pink#grunge#black and white
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When these tears finally dry I will no longer open up , I will no longer share my feelings or make it known that I even have them . If it means I have to rip out some part of me I will do so .
#tw depressing stuff#mentally exhausted#im sad as fuck#im just tired#tw depressing thoughts#sad thoughts#i am drained#depressing life
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I don't think I've ever been this reluctant to teach Sunday School in my life, and that's probably because a) I was so burned out by constant and frequent involvement in ministry from my previous church and I'm not over it, a year later, or b) I feel pressured into it. which is bizarre, because it's not like the pastor told me to volunteer. He just asked me three times, because he knew I had leadership experience in ministry, and said they needed people. which. How am I supposed to say no when you tell me there's a need.
#i really really dont want to be involved in children's ministry right now and clearly i am really bad at saying no even when im personally#exhausted in so many ways and in so many areas#it is really hard to shake that 'oh i will volunteer for the x thing you need volunteers for even though im struggling a bit and work mysel#to the bone because that's what i should do' mentality that had me burnt out in the first place#reluctant perhaps is not the best word. cranky. resentful even.#i am so happy to serve in other areas i am just so tired and i dont even know WHY i am so reluctant to teach sunday school
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bought pre-cut fruit & am finally able to eat fruit 👍 i love fruit but my adhd HATES having to cut things & i cannot just bite into a fruit bc it creates a sensory issue for me when my face gets sticky i can’t stand it so like i have had to narrow down so much the ways i can eat fruit 😭 but anyway being able to just eat it made me actually eat the fruit i am so happy 😩 next i need to get smth that will cut onions for me so i can cook like 90% of the things i want to cook but can’t make myself bc i don’t want to chop an onion so badly…..
#michelle speaks#unfortunately they don’t pre-cut most of my favorite fruits but that’s ok i still like the fruits they do cut#they don’t have most of the fruits i like in general rn bc i love plums and peaches and pears#pears are in season but they don’t have my favorite pear anymore it seems 😔 red bartlett my beloved 😭#SOMEONE. TOOK my last red bartlett pear that i was going to eat & favor for NO REASON. and i have not been able to have another one since#*SAVOR not favor#it was cruelly stolen from me. AFTER i requested it not be. i was going to say it’s fine but it isn’t.#and it will NOT be fine until i can have another one again. which they do not have them at whole foods rn. so who knows when that will be 😑#took myself over to the whole foods website which states that ALLEGEDLY. they have red pears. which they do NOT!!!!! bc i checked two days#ago and they DONT. not that it matters bc i am too mentally exhausted to cut a fruit which was the whole point of this post#and now i’m just complaining that i can’t get a pear and a previous incident that took place where i was ROBBED.#but ANYWAY!!!!! i bought fruit and ENJOYED it bc i didn’t have to cut it and the moral of the story is that if u have adhd and cannot do#things u should figure out what abt the task bothers u and see if there is a way to get around it or make it easier. supercorp bless u
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Guys not gonna lie im not doing too well recently and idk when it will get better. Dw if im fully gone for a few days at a time or something
#i ramble#im just really really exhausted#and i am really trying to draw but its juat not happening#gonna be a lot more absent to take care of my mental health
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morning! like probably the rest of you i both slept and feel like shit. In a way, that’s why this tumblr exists for me, to detach: I’m on a personal level going to take a couple days off of news and phone alerts and block the politics tag, just to level out and calm down. And that means I’m also going to go back to my usual spam here. Disassociation. 🙃
#like for real. for my own mental health i need to have a conversation place that is just#silly fun fandom things#for better or for worse my tumblr is it#i sometimes worry i come off as callous or uncaring#but like. i don’t want to do performative shit either#make this tumblr a politics and real life blog to prove some imaginary people i care#which is no knock on politics and real life blogs#i just need a space. for silly pointless shit that doesn’t matter#to stay sane#anyway i am legit exhausted so not sure this made sense#don’t take my quick return to fandom stuff as a sign i don’t care about things etc#that’s all
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11. 1987 is the least scary shredder
10. closely followed by archie
9. Next Mutation
8. 90s movies
7. Bayverse
6. batman vs TMNT
5. Rise
4. Mirage
3. IDW
2. 2003
1. 2012 by a lot
#archie and IDW I'm behind on so I could be just straight up wrong but I'm including them anyway because it's fun#least scary =/= best#just a fun mental exercise#tmnt#1987 shredder#archie shredder#tnm shredder#the gaps represent the. gaps#yeah my words are not wording hopefully visually it makes sense#i thought 87 might beat some of the 90s puppet turtles shredders but ultimately he is just too endearing#i had typed out an explanation for each placement and was so exhausted looking at it i just deleted it XD#what am i doing here im supposed to be tagging#uhh#90s shredder#bayverse shredder#bv shredder#idw shredder#rise shredder#mirage shredder#2003 shredder#2012 shredder#very interested to learn about mm shredder
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