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Calling out of work will never not feel terrible terrible bad terrible but I have to remind myself that I work for a corporate company so :/
#granted it feels terrible in the context of our individual atore#cause my manager is really nice#and i hate to call out but im sp exhausted#like cannot fathom getting out of bed rn tired#idk how long i slept but could have only been like an hour#smthn occured to me today about my 'sudden' health issues#is thag theyre not sudden#and i have a ballpark of when they started#but i have to make a timeline#i just didn't notice them the way i am now cause mental illness tends to distract me#and i also tend to just go go go until i cant anymore#i didnt notice them as much when i lived in the city cause i walked EVERYWHERE and couldn't afford to#pay attention to my body#so yeah#symptoms have been there since January 2022 at least#prob before that but i dont remember much of that
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HAAIII ME AGAIN had a new idea all of a sudden
OK SO HEAR ME OUT RIGHT. hcs with gaming, scara and uhhhmm. Blade hsr with autistic gn reader!?!2?1!2??! basically like reader tells them theyre autistic, how would the charas react? would they treat the reader any different? would their view of their s/o change???
IT LOOKS RLLY CUTE IN MY HEAD OK TRUDT
+ if it isnt too much im asking here, how theyd interact w reader when they go nonverbal bc theyre upset :3
THANK U MOOTIE ALSO HOPE UR SOING WELL!!!!
multiple characters headcannons!
you tell him that you're autistic.
characters: gaming, wanderer, blade x autistic!gn!reader
author's note: alright this one and might do one more tonight it's fucking 20 minutes till 1am lmao might do a few tmrw i hope i do lol ANYWAYSSS I'M DOING GOOD THANKS I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL TOO<33 LOVE THE REQQ
✧ Gaming
-so accepting fr. sweetheart. perfect bf. everything good.
-when you tell him he'd be so sweet and understanding frfr
-will literally sacrifice his whole being for you
-"you're autistic? that doesn't change anything, my dear!" he will love you eternally no joke.
-and when you get upset, you go nonverbal.
-so he spends hours trying to learn exactly what you mean by the gestures you use so thag he can help. he'll take it slow.
-he'll be patient with you.
-i promise.
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✷ Wanderer
-nobody knows if it's sass or sarcasm at this point.
-HE WOULD LOOK AT YOU AS IF YOU TOLD HIM THAT YOU LIKE SLEEPING WITH YOUR PILLOW ON THE WARM SIDE.
-but he'd definitely be understanding. don't trust his physical expressions.
-you'd tell him and he would say some shit like:
-"you're acoustic?" before you playfully hit him and scold him.
-throughout the whole thing, his smirk never leaves his face. fuck that idiot, sometimes, honestly.
-when you're upset tho, he's really fucking nice. it's a rare case that he ever acts nice but at times like these he knows the limit.
-nahida will teach him more about autism after you told him
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๑ Blade
-eughhh he's a complicated guy
-not like he would show any type of much reaction if you told him he'd be like "okay and?"
-sitting down beside him and telling him.
-he'll listen, sure. he'll be understanding, i guess. but his face remains neutral
-"and how am i supposed to help?" maybe he hurts your feelings js like that sometimes he will apologize with night cuddles
-but overall, he would help you. even tho he'll say he wasn't being all that nice at all but you know that deep down you keep that little bit of happiness in him
-if you're upset and go nonverbal, he will try his best to understand you and help you calm down, taking it seriously. he's really good at it
-he just wants to make sure that you're okay, nothing else matters to him.
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i like this one
it's really good imo
i laughed my ass off while writing wanderer's one lmfaoo i hope you like it @chezsxapcake <3
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin headcanons#genshin impact headcanons#genshin fluff#hsr fluff#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr headcanons#honkai star rail headcanons#gaming x reader#gaming x you#wanderer x reader#wanderer x you#scaramouche x reader#scaramouche x you#blade x reader#blade x you#first time writing bladie i like it#· nyx's genshin hcs *.✧#· nyx's hsr hcs *.✧
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basically so the plot is thag two of the batkids become gods in a relaly specific manner where no one knows they have powers and one of them wants to stop everyone everywhere forever from dying. and the first step he takes is eliminating all viral diseases. and this is obviously Very Bad and causes poison ivy(who is tuned in to like, plants n shit), to go bonkers because she feels it all die. and so like, everything has a purpose in the ecosystem, mosquitoes sistribute resources from the top of the food chain back down to the bottom and by being annoying they force certain patterns of behavior that benefit the ecosystem, and similarly viruses dont just exist to make life so sucks they effect patterns of behavior and keep populations in control. the cycle of life and death is really important to the ecosystem and just killing all viruses is really really reallay bad. and so i was thinking, ok what could this character do to enforce his view that all death is bad and should be prevented, without messing up this whole Thing where um. things that cause death tend to be, important.
and then i was like well, he could make an afterlife but he already didnt like that idea. and then i was like oh well he could create reincarnation where each person's consciousness is stored and then replicated in a random newborn, but then i was like wait thats a horror show. a world where reincarnation doesnt provably exist until a random newly minted god creates it in the 21st century by brute-forcing the idea and instead of the soul being wiped clean to make them a blank slate for new experiences and to create an individual unique new human, instead someone will always just be an extention of someone else, and when does the realization come? at birth? when theyre a few months old? when theyre ten? when does the personality of who that being was Going to be get overwritten by someone else? obviously if this dude is finding permanent cessation of existance to be bad he's going to want to preserve people how they are so it wouldnt be reincarnation in the traditional sense where you forget. so like imagine the sudden shift of waking up one day and realizing your toddler is a 37 year old man who died in a car crash and misses his wife deborah and they USED to be TIMMY who loved coloring. and timmy is just dead now. timmy's brain is infected by a parasitic being that will never allow the original personality to exist ever again. timmy is dead and never coming back. because timmy wasnt born with a soul, timmy had a consciousness forcably shunted into his brain at birth by a mad god that couldnt respect the natural order
and the thought of that kind of reincarnation that i invented based on a fanfic which does not feature, the thing i invented, was so "holy shit thats fucked up" that it made me stop and get horrified by reincarnation as a concept (<- not the thing i made up)
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mini rant in the tags bc i know yall hate me
#i have only 2 or 3 other people im still close too after being completely abandoned by old friend group#again#my only real friends left thag i talk to regularly are literally just my boyfriend and my one friend who ive known for a while#i came back to tumblr bc i was feeling lonely and looking dor a distraction and maybe someone to befriend#but im awkward and people have me around for way longer and idk i dont feel comfortable just appearing out of nowhere and try to makefrienda#i tried w this instagram thing saying to make a group chat in the comments so i was added to one#but i ended up being the oldest one and literall all they talk about is boys and eh#its all a lot of immature high school drama stuff#and even when i was in high school i was never really involved in any drama and if it was it was just me and someone else having beef#AND TWO GIRLS IN THE GROUPCHAT EVEN FOUGHT#theyre really not my type of people and i still didnt feel like i had friends#nice try but no solution to my problem#and idk i feel kinda lonely and thats okay i mean its not the first time i was without friends#its just all my friends i had in high school are just gone all of a sudden#i just need college to start already. i just want people i can talk to and hang out again w#i should try to be more outgoinf and less shy i guess#hard to do w soxial anxiety but i have to get over that if i wanna meet new people#so yeah mini rant turned into an actual rant i guess lol#ptyyr
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