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-Fyodor Dostoevsky

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Franz Kafka, 1912

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Having to live your life in agony only to die in the end . Fuck type of shit is this ?

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Telling you that I need affection and reassurance feels like a death sentence

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“Whatever I felt, whatever this feeling was inside of me, there is no place for it. There is no place for it to go, and I would have to carry it around inside of me for a long time, so long that it would fossilize and become a part of me.”

— Ling Ma, Bliss Montage

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I miss loving without being scared I'm too much

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“I’ve always been sensitive to the pain of others, always tried to feel a part of everyone else’s suffering.”

— Roberto Bolaño, The Savage Detectives

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I'm ashamed of my own pain

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slams my head into a brick wall

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I often feel like I'm not allowed to expect anything from anyone and I have to apologise for my existence

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when is it gonna end I’m tired

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lol

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“I believe in nothing I have nothing I am nothing”

— (via killed-long-ago)

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“everything happens for a reason” yeah to get me closer to ending it all