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Eddie hasn't answered the phone in nearly two days which, post Chrissy, post Vecna, post end of the world (averted), post every thing, is a wholly unacceptable amount of time.
Steve does a round robin on the walkie; everyone suddenly realizes they haven't heard from him either. Steve volunteers to go over.
He raps on the front door of the little two bed place Wayne owns now, a little government recompense after they took the trailer away to study, or whatever. Also quite a bit of 'take the house and keep your mouth shut,' kind of thing, Steve figures.
Wayne looks tired when he opens the door, kinda droopy, which Steve knows means he's really tired. Like, holding form is becoming a smidge difficult kind of tired.
Steve slips in fast, 'sorry Wayne, Eddie's van wasn't at his place so I figured he was here,' which he must be, because Eddie's van is here, and not outside his shiny new trailer, 'he hasn't been answering the phone.'
'He's here kid but he's kind of...having a rest day?' Wayne hedges. He's bad at lying, just like Eddie, Steve knows something is up.
'Can I see him, just for a second? Just check all is good?' Wayne gets Steve's protective nature, after everything that happened, he knows Steve likes to look after his people. He also knows Steve can keep a secret, only Steve and Robin know about Eddie and Wayne's shape shifting ability - carrying Eddie out of the upside down, convinced Eddie was about to die, only to have Eddie's glittery insides do something wholly unexpected was...well, Steve knows, is the thing.
Eddie also wins at doing impressions, since he can actually turn into movie stars, and that's kind of cool. Steve always likes watching Eddie turn back into himself though, maybe because of the crush he's been nursing.
Wayne caves, and Steve knows it's bad when he finds Eddie in the bin. He's shimmery and silver, and nearly tipping out the edges. He sloshes a little when Steve walks in, 'hey man, you didn't even make it to the bath? You want me to tip you out?'
Nothing, but the overhang wave of Eddie goo turns, hanging over the far lip of the big trash can. Like Eddie just turned his back.
'Uhm. I just. I just wanted to check you were okay? You know? Everyone's kind of worried.'
Eddie ripples. Like a sigh.
Eddie sloshes out of the bucket, his form building upwards until Steve is standing in front of...Nancy? Wearing a torn Dio shirt and plaid sleep pants.
'Eddie...that's kind of weird man.'
'I know!'. He waves Nancy's arms around, ' I know okay! But I can't stop it!'
'What...you're stuck? As Nancy.'
'Kinda', Eddie hedges, his ability to lie as bad as Wayne's.
'What does that mean?'
Eddie huffs, and shifts again...into Farah Fawcett. He crosses her arms over his now ample chest.
'Eddie...what is going on?'
Eddie shifts again, the hot brunette from the horror movie they watched two weeks ago, Steve can't remember the actresses name. He remembers saying she's hot though.
'Steve just...I'm having some kind of crisis, okay. It's just a bit of a...block. Just give me a few days and I'll be right as rain.'. Heather Locklear explains.
'Eddie...come on man, there's clearly something up.'
'This is so embarrassing.'
'Just tell me, okay? It can't be anything that bad, I won't judge.'
'It can be that bad,' Michelle Pfeiffer whines from behind her hands.
'Eddie...I'm not leaving until you spill.'
'I really...like you...' which, coming from Olivia Netwon-John, probably fulfils some sort of fantasy for Steve, but he has to remind himself he's thrilled to hear it from Eddie, too. 'So now I'm stuck, trying to be someone you actually want.'
'I...oh.'
'Yeah.'
'Well, I really want Eddie. So does that fix it?'
Brooke Shields cocks her hip and rolls her eyes, 'Steve, I'm not doing this on purpose, I don't have any control right now, so I don't need an empty platitude-'
'Its not. I've had a crush on you for ages. I'm not going to kiss you when you look like someone whose not Eddie.'
Eddie slowly melts back into himself, 'you're not?' he asks weakly.
'Nope, I can now though-'
'I'm back!!!' Eddie runs his hands all over himself, disappearing into the bathroom, checking the mirror he shouts, 'it's me! I'm me again! Oh thank fuck! Do you know how stressful that was! Having big tits is hell on your back-'
Eddie rambles, and Steve waits patiently for him to remember they could be making out right now.
Your friend, a shapeshifter (a secret you've kept since childhood) hasn't answered your texts in days, so you head to their home. Upon arriving, you find that they're in the middle of an existential crisis; they can't remember how to turn back into their original, human form.
#steddie#getting together#steve Harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#little story#idea from prompt#my writing
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hi <3! was wondering if i can get svt reaction to yn being completely oblivious to them flirting with her? subtle things like while sheās just ranting about her day theyād move closer to her and sheād absentmindedly put her hand on their chest to push them away still running her mouth, just completely unaware of whatās happening. and even the most obvious things like compliments or physical touch, yn is blind to it and itās so frustrating to them
so yeah, hope you see this! ā¤ļø
Hi! I'm sorry for being so late š i've been very busy with job and housework, but it's finally here.
Svt reacts: Flirting vs clueless s/o. Who will win?
Yuin's note: barely proofread. I'ts 1 am and I'm tired.
Seungcheol. Staring at your face.
I mean, he likes to just stare at you as if he's watching the prettiest person in the world, but when Seungcheol wants to be especially flirty, he stares at you fondly and smiling with the whole intention to make your heart skip a beat, he even glances at your lips, as if he were trying to say something. Most of the time that's enough to make you really, really shy but when is not... Geez, he has to breathe in and ends up pouting a little (Probably one or two pecks will make him feel better).
Jeonghan. Teasing.
Is like his default love language, making harmless jokes to see you flustered all over him is just so fun to watch. But, is he really just trying to be a teaser, or is there something else behind? "I took the chair, but you can sit on my lap" he said one day, sitting at your desktop, with the most mischievous smile possible. But you didn't fall for his charm and as you kept your annoyed face, he stood up and sighed "Okay, all yours". And you better be ready because he's not forgetting so easy, and will keep teasing you just a little (yeah, a little) more than usual.
Joshua. Back hugging.
When Joshua wants your attention only and only for him, he goes where you are to hug you from the back, resting his chin on your shoulders and crossing his arms around your waist. Oh, he loves it so much is so tender, but he gets lowkey hurt when you don't react in any way because, how come you don't realize his intentions? Is really doing the dishes way more important than his warm hugs? Now, this is personal and Joshua wonāt let you go, take it as a punishment for being so clueless (reward or punishment?).
Jun. Tickles.
For him, tickles is the perfect excuse to be closer to you. It's so obvious that hurts lol. Most of the time you melt in his touch, and you both end up laughing and sharing some kisses, but sometimes you're minding your business, too busy to realize that Jun wants to get your attention. Better get ready because you'll have a pouty little cat going around the apartment, and will NOT forget your offense unless you give him extra cuddles before bed.
Hoshi. Random "facts".
At the least appropriate time, he would come to find you. "Did you know that there is a minimum number of kisses that a person should receive per day to be healthy?" he says with a very serious expression on his face. And there you are, standing in the middle of the living room while you're brushing your teeth; your soulless expression says all. Hoshi turns around and pretends nothing happened, but in his mind, he's sitting in the corner staring at the walls.
Wonwoo. Making compliments out of nowhere.
He likes to pour you with sweet words, like how much he appreciates your homemade food, or that you did it great at work. From time to time, he thinks is fun to be a little sassy and his praises are very, very intentional. āNew gloss?ā he says, grinning at you āIt looks goodā and for some frigging reason you just start talking about how you got it? Babe, Wonu doesnāt care that much that you bought it because your favorite gloss wasnāt on stock, but now he feels a little shy to speak and just lets you tell the whole story.
Woozi. Playing with your hair.
When it comes to be openly flirty, Woozi tends to be a little coy. You rarely notice it since it's very common for him to be around you, caressing your hair and playing with the strands in complete silence. So when you get distracted he places a strand behind your ear, exposing your neck. But when he's so close to place a kiss, you jump like a scared kitten. "No! It tickles!" Woozi looks down, defeated, as you move away. "Sorry, be right back" and he locks himself in his room for the next hour.
Minghao. Holding your hand.
He thinks your hands are more than just pretty. Hao likes to take one of them when you're sitting by his side, scrolling on your phone or watching TV. He's so subtle that most of the times you don't feel how he traces your hand with his fingers and when you realize, itās because your hands are intertwined and heās holding his laughter. āHow low youāve been like this?ā but Minghao just giggles. You end up doing the same and then resume your activity, letting him laughing low in embarrassment and biting his lips as a sign of frustration.
Mingyu. Resting on your lap.
He's very straightforward when it comes to flirting with you. Mingyu likes to wait patiently for you to sit on the couch or the bed and then he goes, at first making some (pretty obvious) questions "What are you doing?" "Is that a new book?" and as you're talking, his hands rest on your thigh, gently stroking your skin with his thumb, but you're so immerse in the topic and he goes completely unnoticed... And before you even notice, there's a flustered Mingyu resting his head on your lap, tracing small circles on your thigh as if he had been punished.
Dokyeom. Taking photos.
He already has a folder with your name and an unhealthy number of photos; Seokmin just never gets tired, you're so used to it that most of the time don't realize that he's actually trying to hit on you. "Just let me take a picture, you look so beautiful today!" And after giving him an awkward smile, you're getting back to your stuff.Ā Seokmin is a bit disappointed but with a bunch of new photos of his precious person, so is not that bad (at least is what he says to himself trying to not lose his mind).
Seungkwan. Scolding.
I know, it may sound like a bit harsh but when he's scolding you, Seungkwan tries to make it as tender as possible, it doesn't feel like scolding and actually, he uses this as a cheap excuse to be extra lovely. "Don't sleep too late, you're getting dark circles" he says in a soft voice while caressing your checks "you're too pretty for that, don't you think?". He waits for you to take the bait and when you laugh on him, saying that he's being a little dramatic, Seungkwan doesn't hide his disappointment. "Okay, keep watching your series" he says getting up from the couch "but don't you dare to complain later!"
Vernon. Placing his arm on your shoulders.
A classic that never dies and his favorite, Vernon likes to do it all the time: when watching movies, chatting, watching videos together; is a like a very subtle invitation to get closer to him, and somehow, most of the time youāre just minding your business and leave him waiting for you to notice. And yeah, heās very patient, but everything has a limit. "Come here, babe" then he places his hand on your shoulder and brings you closer to his chest. And don't you dare to move, because there's no way he let you go now.
Dino. Calling your name.
Usually, he calls you by pet names or your name in diminutive, reserving the use of your name for special occasions. However, it doesn't always end the way he expected. āDid I do something wrong?ā you ask him just after he called you by your name, and when Chan sees your big doe eyes, his smile fades. āIs just thatā¦ I feel like youāre mad at meā. At this point his intentions doesnāt matter anymore, he just hugs you and tries not cry in his disappointment.
#seventeen#seventeen fic#seventeen x reader#seventeen imagines#seventeen scenarios#seventeen reactions#seventeen headcanons#svt#svt fic#svt x reader#svt imagines#svt scenarios#svt reactions#svt headcanons#choi seungcheol#yoon jeonghan#joshua hong#wen junhui#kwon soonyoung#jeon wonwoo#woozi#xu minghao#lee seokmin#kim mingyu#seungkwan#hansol vernon chwe#lee chan
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It isn't hard to get Seungcheol's attention. At least, not usually. He tends to keep an eye out in case you need anything. He's usually the first one to notice the slightest sign of discomfort or to catch you dissociation before you even notice you're tuning out yourself.
Not tonight it seems.
You've tried numerous times over the past hour to get a moment alone with your boyfriend. To ask if he would mind if you called it a night. It never seems to pan out.
First Chan barrelled right through your conversation, bless him he didn't even notice you were talking and he really did mean well. Then Soonyoung nearly spilled his drink all down you and you'd retreated to the bathroom to clean up.
You'd come back out mid game of billiards and it felt somehow scandalous to interrupt. That had distracted you for a while you had to admit. Cheol looked good in his plain black shirt and jeans all the time but tonight, matching Hansol's backwards cap with his own and with the way he slid some of the trickier shots home, you had found yourself feeling a little flushed.
You'd tried to catch him on the way to the kitchen to refill his drink only to get sidelined by a very determined Mingyu who apparently had points to prove. Jihoon looked so exasperated you'd taken pity and offered him a break from Gyu's pouting argument for a while only to lose track of your boyfriend in the house once again.
It wasn't like you weren't familiar with the place. You were over at Seungkwan and Jeonghan's at least twice a week. Somehow you still managed to struggle finding Seungcheol until you stumbled into the basement to find them already bickering about poker teams.
Now they were playing their own little version of a round robin tournament and you'd finally had enough. You tried catching your boyfriend's eye but he was completely focused on whatever Jihoon was saying. You didn't want to interrupt but you were dead on your feet.
You trudged upstairs, throwing on a tired smile when Jisoo appeared in the living room. He waved. You waved back.
"You heading out?"
You nodded. "I think it's time I called it a night. I have cozy pyjamas and a cup of hot tea calling my name back home."
He laughed, stepping forward to pull you into an awkward side hug without spilling the handful of drinks he was balancing in one arm. You patted his back.
"It was nice seeing you Shua. You're still coming by Saturday for that baking book club right?"
He nodded as he pulled back, readjusting the drink distribution to balance them across two hands. "I wouldn't miss it."
"I'll see you Saturday then."
"Mm, you want me to grab Coups for you?"
You shook your head. "No, let him finish his game. It seemed like he and Hannie were on a winning streak. I don't want to pull him away when he's having a good time."
Jisoo blinked at you. "Are you sure?"
"Yes Shua, I'm sure." You smiled. "I'll get an uber. He deserves to enjoy himself, especially after the week he's had. I'll text him when I'm on my way."
He didn't seem convinced but Jisoo nodded. "Okay, get home safe then. Text me when you get back?"
You kissed his cheek. "I'll text you and Hannie both." You promised.
He disappeared downstairs and you made your way through the living room back to the front entrance. It didnāt take long to grab your purse from the closet and slip your shoes back on. You were just pulling out your phone to schedule a car when footsteps down the hall startled you.
Before you could turn a hand came down to rest on your shoulder. "Why didnāt you tell me you were leaving?"
You leaned back into him, tilting your head to look at your boyfriend. "Shua tattled on me huh?"
Cheol just blinked at you, his other hand finding it's usual place on your waist. "He said you looked wiped. His words, not mine."
You closed your eyes, just letting yourself rest against him for a minute. The hand on your waist slid down to your hip, thumb hooking into the belt loop of your jeans. He pulled you closer, hand on your shoulder rubbing a little warmth back into you.
"Baby? You haven't even left the house yet and you're already freezing. Why didn't you come get me?"
"You were busy."
You could feel the exhale as he sighed, pulling back from you slightly. "You know I'll always make time for you."
You turned, shaking your head and reaching up to cup his face in both hands. "Cheol, you shouldn't have to. Not always."
He opened his mouth to protest but stopped, arms crossing over his chest as he leaned back on his heels to listen. One thing about Seungcheol was that as a partner he would always hear you out before pointing out why he disagreed or arguing about anything.
Your communication wasn't always perfect but you had a system and, for the most part, it worked pretty well for you both. So you smiled and leaned up to peck his lips before continuing. That appeased him a little. Not much but he had his listening ears on and tuned into what you were saying.
"You were having fun and I'm capable of getting home on my own. I would have texted you to let you know I was safe but you should also be able to spend time with your friends without constantly having to check up on me."
He frowned and your hands slid down to rest against his neck, one moving to rub his bicep soothingly. He melted a little at the affection but you knew he still didn't like it.
"I would have told you, I promise. I tried so many times earlier but I kept getting dragged off by someone or other and you kept getting distracted. It's a little hard to tell you I'm ready to head home when I'm in the middle of mediating JunHao bickering and trying not to pick sides."
He softened at that, eyes fond as the barest hint of a smile curled at the corners of his lips. "Yeah that never ends well."
You nodded, stepping a little closer. "Go finish your game. I'll call an uber and be in bed nice and warm and ready for cuddles when you get back."
He glanced over his shoulder and then took your hand, bringing it up to his lips. "Call me when you get back?"
You smiled. "Promise."
He nodded. "Okay. But wear my jacket. It's cold. I'll get a ride back with Jihoon or Wonwoo."
You leaned up to steal a kiss. "Mm deal. Call me when you're on the way?"
That seemed like a fair compromise for both of you. He nodded, stepping back to get his jacket from the closet and helping you into it.
"I will. Be safe. I'll see you soon."
He insisted on zipping you into his jacket, putting the uber charge on his card and standing with you until the car pulled into the drive. You smiled as he opened the car door for you and leaned up for a last kiss before bundling you into the vehicle.
"Bye, I love you Cheollie."
"I love you too baby. See you soon."
#seventeen#boyfriend#svt#svt drabbles#seventeen fluff#svt fluff#choi seungcheol#seungcheol x reader#seungcheol#scoups
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Hii
I lost my puppy recently, can you please write one where the reader is a bit depressed and Marshall gives her a puppy?
A/N : Hi Anon ! Iām so sorry about you losing your puppy ! Iām sending you tons of love š. I wrote a little something and I hope you like it !
Finding purpose š¶
Ā«Ā I dont know,Ā Ā» youād said in that monotone voice of yours. Ā«Ā I just feel likeā¦ thereās no purpose. I have no purpose Ā».
After weeks of beating around the bush, Marshall had finally confronted you, and your answer broke his heart. You were the most vibrant person he had ever met, so full of life and laughter. But in the past few months, he had seen you decaying. Your laugh, once his favorite sound, seemed like a distant memory and he couldnāt tell the last time heād seen you actually smile, no matter how hard he tried. You had become withdrawn, distant. Sometimes, he would at you and he could see stare into the abyss, as if your mind was miles away. But every time he would ask whatās on your mind, you would shrug it off.
His first instinct was to blame himself. Maybe heād taken you for granted. It wouldnāt be the first time after all. He was never really good at keeping his longtime girlfriends entertained, his workaholic nature often taking over. But his best efforts to win you over with impromptu date nights and presents seemed to be in vain. Then, he tried asking your friends, but no one seemed to know what was going on. As far as they knew, nothing had happened. You were doing ok at work. Your family was fine. And as far as they knew, you didnāt have beef with anyone. So it was kind of a mystery. But still, the facts were there : you kept on withdrawing, keeping people at a distance. You were once the life of the party, but you barely went out anymore. Even keeping up with your text messages proved to be difficult. Yet, everyone was getting increasingly worried. They could see the dim smiles, the dark circles, the weight fluctuationā¦ They all tried to be subtle about it, not wanting to be insensitive or too harsh. Until Marshall decided enough was enough.
You had ghosted him for three days. No phone, no text. Nothing. When he showed up at your place, he was immediately taken aback by your gaunt face and hollow eyes. You werenāt alright and he was done being subtle about it. You were curled up on the couch, arms wrapped around your knees. You looked up as he let himself in, your eyes dull and tired. Ā«Ā Thank God I have your spare keyĀ Ā» he sighed. Ā«Ā Otherwise, I would have called the cops to report you were missingĀ Ā». You looked down, mumbling an apology. Ā«Ā We gotta talkĀ Ā» he declared in a voice that was a little sharper than he intended. You turned your head back to him, hough your eyes remained dull and distant. Ā«Ā About what?Ā Ā» you asked. He sighed and sat in the chair across you. Ā«Ā About youĀ Ā» he said. Ā«Ā About whateverās been eating you alive for the past weeks. Iām tired of pretending like everythingās fine. You think I donāt notice ? You think I donāt see how different youāre acting ?Ā Ā»
Your jaw tightened and you looked away. Ā«Ā Iām fine, MarshallĀ Ā» you mumbled, though even you could tell how unconvincing you sounded. Ā«Ā Stop!Ā Ā» he snapped, his frustration evident. Ā«Ā Youāre not fine. Youāve barely said more than five words to me in a day for the past three weeks! You donāt sleep. You donāt eat. You donāt smile. And Iām sick and tired of pretending like everythingās ok when itās clearly notĀ Ā». His voice was getting louder and louder, his tone sharp and cutthroat. You couldnāt help the tears from welling in your eyes and, for a second, you were pretty sure you were going to lash out at him. But instead, your face crumpled and you let out a shaky breath. Ā«Ā I-I donāt know whatās wrong with me, MarshallĀ Ā» you whispered, your voice cracking. Ā«Ā I donāt know. I just feel likeā¦ Thereās no purpose. I have no purpose. Like nothing I do matters. I wake up, and I donāt see the point of getting up. No purposeĀ Ā».
Your words hit him like a punch to the gut. He stood up and crossed the room in a few quick strides, taking a seat on the couch, right next to you. You tried to turn away but he gently grabbed your chin, forcing you to look at him. Ā«Ā Listen to meĀ Ā» he said, his voice low but steady. Ā«Ā You do have a purpose. You do matter. You matter to me. I donāt care whatās gong on in that beautiful head of yours, Iām not letting you drown in it. Weāll figure this out together. But you need to let me in and tell me how youāre feeling, babeĀ Ā». You nodded, letting your tears spill over. Ā«Ā I donāt even know where to startĀ Ā» you quietly sobbed.
He pulled you into his arms, holding you tightly. For the first time in weeks, you allowed yourself to anger in his embrace, instead of pushing him away after a couple of seconds. He held you against his chest, gently stroking your hair as you sobbed, letting out the storm that had been going on inside your mind, that was too much for you to put into words. You stayed like this for what felt like hours, Marshall never letting go of you, whispering sweet words of reassurance. Ā«Ā We just start here, Y/N. You and me. Youāre not alone. Iām here.Ā Ā». Eventually, exhaustion took over and you fell asleep, your head resting against his chest, your breath uneven but steady. But Marshall couldnāt follow suit. Your words kept on echoing in his mind. The way you said you donāt see the point of getting up, that you had no purposeā¦ You had said it with such emptiness, like the thought had been carved into your very soul. He could see the pain, the suffering in your eyes. He could hear it in your voice. And he wished he could take it away, suffer in your place. All he wanted was to make you happy. You were the love of his life, a beautiful soul, and you deserved nothing but happiness. And he couldnāt sleep until he found a way to give it to you. Sadly, words wouldnāt do. He needed something more. Something real, tangible. Something that would bring back the light in your eyes.
And then, like a lightbulb flickering in the darkness, he had an idea.
The next day, your boyfriend found himself standing in the middle of an animal shelter. To say he was feeling out of his element would be the understatement of the year. Heād had a few pets in his day, but he had sworn off them a long time ago, arguing that they required too much work, too much energy. But maybe it was exactly what you needed. Something that would require work and energy, that would give you a reason to get out of bed. The sound of barking and meowing filled the air as he walked past rows pf cages. He wasnāt exactly sure what he was looking for, but he knew heād recognize it when he saw it. And he did. There was a small dog waddling inside one of the kennels, its stubbly legs moving unevenly. He had a misshapen ear that flopped to one side, a patchy coat that looked like it has seen better days and a back leg that didnāt quite work right. It wasnāt conventionally cute but it had the kind of charm that he knew would tug at your heart. Heād seen you at the market, picking up bruised apples and misshapen tomatoes, sad that nobody else would want them. He saw you pour your heart not the smallest things, believing they deserved love too. Hell, you had taken him in, of all people. That had to be the ultimate sign you didnāt mind things - or people - being a little broken.
He pointed the dog to the staff member that was with him. Ā«Ā Thatās Ralph. This little guy came in a few months agoĀ Ā» she explained. Ā«Ā Heās got some mobility issues andā¦ well, heās not the first one people ask about but heās a good one. Loves cuddles and, despite the leg thing, walks, tooĀ Ā». Marshall crouched down, holding his hand out. Ralph sniffed it tentatively, then licked his fingers before flopping over on its side, demanding belly rubs. Marshall laughed and indulged him. He could already picture you with him. Ā«Ā This is the oneĀ Ā» he said with a smile.
When he got to your place, Ralph waddled awkwardly behind him, its tiny legs working double-time to keep up. Heād picked up a few essentials - a bed, food, a leash, a couple of toys - but he knew the dog wouldnāt need much to win you over. You were in the living room, curled up on the couch with a blanket around your shoulders. You looked up as Marshall walked in, your eyes tired but curious. Ā«Ā Whatās going on?Ā Ā» you asked, your voice soft. Instead of answering, your boyfriend stepped aside, revealing the little dog, who waddled into view, its mismatched body moving with clumsy determination. You let out a gasp, sitting up straight as the dog barked once, a cheerful and awkward sound that definitely matched his appearance. Ā«Ā Marshallā¦? Whatā¦?Ā Ā» you whispered, hands flying to your mouth.
Ā«Ā I heard what you said,Ā Ā» he told you, his voice steady but gentle. Ā«Ā About not having a reason to get up in the morning. And I figured maybe this little guy could help with that.Ā Ā» He gestured to Ralph, who was now sniffing the corner of the coffee table. Ā«Ā Heās not perfect. Heās got a bum leg and kind of a funky look, butā¦ I thought maybe youād see him the way you see those lopsided peaches at the market. The ones you always say deserve love, even if no one else thinks so.Ā Ā» Tears filled your eyes, spilling over as you slid off the couch to kneel on the floor. The dog trotted over to you, tail wagging furiously, and licked at your hands. You laughed through your tears, scooping the little guy into your lap and cradling him like he was the most precious thing in the world.Ā«Ā Heās perfect,Ā Ā» you whispered, your voice trembling. Ā«Ā Absolutely perfect.Ā Ā» Marshall knelt beside you, watching as you showered your new friend with affection. Ā«Ā Heās yours,Ā Ā» he said. Ā«Ā And heās gonna need you. Youāll have to help him get around sometimes, maybe even carry him when heās having a rough day. But I thoughtā¦ I thought you could take care of each other.Ā Ā»
You looked up at him, eyes filled with gratitude and something elseāsomething that had been missing for too long. Hope. Ā«Ā Thank you,Ā Ā» you said, your voice thick with emotion. Ā«Ā Iā¦ I donāt even know what to say.Ā Ā» He gave you a smile and wrapped an arm around your shoulders. Ā«Ā You donāt have to say anything. Just get up tomorrow morning and love him. Thatās itĀ Ā».
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An expression somewhere between tired and unimpressed flickers across his features and he shakes his head slightly. "Probably not." It's moments like this that he misses when his crew was smaller. Not everyone that came and went through the warehouse crew was loyal, but it sure seems like he was more respected back then.
That makes him laugh. Still smirking and a little sheepish, he says, "In your defense, I'm good at not lettin' that distract me." At least not in so far as getting his ass handed to him because of it. It was certainly a deciding factor on why Ichigo walked away from his attempted murder, that and because Shiro's opportunistic. Ichigo was strong and a good fighter and couldn't sell him out because Shiro knew his dirty secrets. It was really a win-win for Shiro. Ichigo's response to his comment about his drug use sends a flash of stung anger through him. Ichigo's not around to see anything. Hell, if Ichigo had been around, he might have had the support he needed to keep from using again to begin with. Part of him knows it's not fair to pin his relapse on Ichigo, but he's got it in his head that it wouldn't have happened if things had turned out different between them. "You don't have to look." It's muttered because any louder and he wouldn't be able to keep the hurt from his voice.
He turns a sour look in Ichigo's direction for that, but yeah ok, fine. Not only would it not be smart to get between them, but it probably would be good entertainment too. Still. "You're about to find out how well I can still fight." He arches a brow, "If I were you? I'd totally defend my friend and then make out with you. Then maybe invite Grimmjow for a threesome." Ok all of that might be true except the first part. He'd watch first too.
This store is distracting. He's not even trying to shop for himself but he finds himself idly pushing hangers aside and shuffling through stacked clothes. Every time he's ever been here he's found something he looks great in. He stops his casual perusal to follow Ichigo to the counter, not surprised when there's no real acknowledgement from the clerk. Shiro can't blame the kid, he'd hate a job like this too.
His brows go up slightly in a dry, unimpressed expression. What a helpful answer. But Ichigo does go on to explain better. He doesn't quite know what to think or how to respond. "You think too highly of me. What would I even do to the city?" He hadn't realized he wasn't ambitious, but he supposes he's not. He never really thought much about it, but just assumed it was normal. "I assumed you liked me because I was formidable." He can't picture Ichigo even noticing someone who isn't formidable in some way. He scoffs, "No."
That's fair. "Yeah, I get it." He's a little short while he says it because he doesn't want to get into it. He's had an emotional rollercoaster already today and he's pretty sick of it. He doesn't want to sit here and hear about how Ichigo and Grimmjow think he's a horrible person. He really should just drop by, but he always kind of wonders if he's going to get shanked and if he'd try very hard to avoid it. It would all depend on Grimmjow's mood and his own mood. He shrugs. "Whatever. I can figure something out. You don't have to."
He pushes a few hangers aside to look at something in a color that caught his eye but doesn't pull it off the rack. Mostly he trails behind Ichigo, enjoying the chance to do something so mundane with him. He pulls out the most revealing thing he comes upon -more price tag and bow tie than cloth- and casually adds it to Ichigo's pile, mostly because he thinks it's funny but he definitely wouldn't mind seeing Ichigo wear next to nothing.
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fluff #18 with junnie!!!
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fluff prompt #18: "wait, don't fall asleep yet."
the soft glow of the bedside lamp painted the room in warm hues, a cocoon of quiet comfort that wrapped around you both. you were already half-asleep, your head nestled on junās chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. his arm was draped over your shoulders, his fingers lazily tracing circles against your arm.
āwait,ā his voice broke the silence, soft and hesitant, ādonāt fall asleep yet.ā
you stirred, eyes barely cracking open as you tilted your head to look up at him. āhmm? why not?ā your voice was groggy, words slurred with sleep.
his free hand came up to brush a strand of hair away from your face. āi donāt know,ā he said, a sheepish smile tugging at his lips. āi just want to talk to you a little longer.ā
ājun,ā you mumbled, stifling a yawn, āweāve been together all day. what more do you need to say that you havent already?ā
he chuckled quietly, the sound warm and familiar. āeverything,ā he said softly. āor maybe nothing. i just like hearing your voice.ā
you blinked up at him, fully awake now, your heart melting at his words. āyouāre such a sap,ā you teased lightly, though your cheeks flushed.
āand you love it,ā he shot back, his grin widening.
you rolled your eyes but couldnāt stop the small smile creeping onto your lips. āfine,ā you said, shifting to prop yourself up on your elbow. āwhat do you want to talk about, mr. sap?ā
he paused, his gaze soft as he looked at you, as though he were committing this moment to memory. ādid you know,ā he began, āthat when youāre really tired, your nose scrunches up a little, and you make this tiny huffing sound? itās kind of like a baby dinosaur.ā
you blinked at him, caught between embarrassment and laughter. āa baby dinosaur? really? thatās the best you could come up with?ā
āitās cute,ā he insisted, his tone playful but his eyes earnest. āyouāre cute.ā
you groaned, burying your face in his chest to hide your flushed cheeks. āwhy are you like this?ā
he laughed, the sound vibrating against your cheek. ābecause i like seeing you like this,ā he said, his hand coming up to rub soothing circles on your back. āall soft and embarrassed. itās my favorite.ā
you peeked up at him, your expression a mix of exasperation and affection, though you still rolled your eyes at him playfully.
his smile turning gentler. āyouāre the one who chose me, remember?ā
your chest tightened at his words, a wave of warmth spreading through you. āi did,ā you murmured, your voice soft now. āand iād choose you again. every time.ā
junās hand stilled against your back, his eyes searching yours. āreally?ā
you nodded, leaning closer until your forehead rested against his. āof course. youāre my favorite person, junhui.ā
he exhaled slowly, a look of pure adoration washing over his face. āyouāre mine too,ā he said quietly, his voice thick with emotion. āsometimes i still canāt believe i get to do this. that i get to have you.ā
āyou make it sound like you won the lottery,ā you teased, though your heart was swelling at his sincerity.
āyou are so much better than a winning lottery ticket,ā he said matter-of-factly, making you laugh despite yourself. āand iām keeping you forever, whether you like it or not.ā
you pretended to consider it, tapping a finger to your chin. āhmm, i guess i can live with that.ā
he grinned, his hand coming up to cup your cheek. āgood,ā he said, his thumb brushing gently against your skin. ābecause i donāt think iād survive without you.ā
you rolled your eyes again, but your smile betrayed you. āthereās that sap again.ā
āitās the truth,ā he said with a shrug, his tone lighter now. āand besides, you love me, sap and all.ā
āunfortunately,ā you quipped, earning a playful nudge to your side.
the two of you dissolved into quiet laughter, the kind that felt like a secret shared between the two of you and no one else. when it faded, you found yourself staring at him again, the lamp casting soft shadows across his face.
āwhat?ā he asked, tilting his head at you, his lips quirking into a small smile.
ājust thinking about how lucky i am,ā you said honestly, the words slipping out before you could second-guess them.
his smile softened, his hand trailing from your cheek to your hand, fingers intertwining with yours. āno, thatās me,ā he said. āyouāre the best thing thatās ever happened to me.ā
your throat tightened, and you blinked quickly to stave off the tears threatening to spill. āyouāre not allowed to make me cry right before bed,ā you whispered, your voice trembling slightly.
āthen donāt fall asleep yet,ā he whispered back, his forehead pressing against yours. āstay awake with me a little longer. just a little.ā
you smiled, squeezing his hand. āokay,ā you said softly. ājust a little.ā
and as the minutes stretched into hours, you stayed awake, wrapped in each otherās warmth, your whispered words filling the quiet spaces of the night. neither of you noticed when sleep finally came, your hands still clasped together, your hearts entirely at ease.
#seventeen#seventeen imagine#svt#svt x reader#seventeen fluff#svt fluff#seventeen x reader#fanfic#daisymbin: reqs#jun seventeen#seventeen jun#jun imagines#jun fanfic#jun fluff#jun x reader#jun x you#moon junhui imagines#moon junhui fluff#moon junhui x reader#junhui seventeen#seventeen junhui#junhui fluff#junhui imagines#junhui fanfic#junhui x reader#junhui x you#moon junhui x you#moon junhui#jun#junhui
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Enhypen's Ideal First Dates
Requested? Yes! Request: āenhypen members and their ideal first dateā
Jungwon - movie night Doesnāt have to be at a theatre either. Heās perfectly content to pile up on the couch with tons of snacks and drinks and watch movies with you until he canāt keep his eyes open anymore. But before that, expect some deep, conspiracy theory-esque conversations about whatever youāre watching.
Heesung - midnight drive I kind of picture this being an impromptu date. You both canāt sleep and decide to get up and go for a drive. He hands you the aux cord as soon as you get in. If itās nice out, he rolls down the windows, but if itās cold out, he turns on your seat warmer and blasts the heat. Itās kind of nice to just get lost, both somewhere in town and in conversation. Might not even realize it could be defined as a date until itās nearly over. He might be dead tired tomorrow, but he will not regret it.
Jay - cooking dinner together Heavily inspired by the fact that he seems to be the unofficial chef of the group. You both pick a recipe to try. If you like cooking, heāll be your sous chef, but absolutely doesnāt mind taking the lead if you arenāt comfortable with it. Enjoys the whole quality time thing (of course!!) but this will inspire him to cook for you as a surprise for future dates that he hopes he gets.
Jake - going on a hike He strikes me as someone that likes to be kind of outdoorsy and active. Heāll pick a nice day and then let you pick the trail and the pace. If you enjoy that sort of thing? Great! If not, donāt worry. Heāll do his best to keep it leisurely because itās supposed to be fun. Totally not offended if you want something more relaxing next time, because heās just relieved thereās a next time. (He just really wanted an excuse to bring Layla with him to help break the ice.)
Sunghoon - ice skating Iām sorry, but this one is so obvious and I cannot fathom it being anything else. As you both are getting to know each other and you mention you canāt really skate, he is determined to teach you. Will do his best not to show off (today, anyway). Skates backwards and holds your hands as you wobble in the beginning. Does his best to keep you on your feet but doesnāt let you get discouraged if you do slip. Is super proud when you can make laps on your own and is thrilled when you seem to really enjoy it. This will be a regular date, I fear.
Sunoo - cafe date I think heād keep it simple and go to a cafe to hang out. Itās lowkey and easy to chat without the pressures of a more formal date such as dinner. Itās also nice because he can sometimes squeeze those into a busy schedule, even if itās just an hour here and there. Bonus points if the cafe has an aesthetic look too it, because I think heād appreciate that.
Niki - mini-golf He strikes me as someone thatās sort of competitive, so heāll pick something that you guys can bicker over. Itās all playful of course, but he will not go easy on you. Might even smirk or chuckle when he tallies up how many hits it took to sink the ball, if only so you can pout or look a little angry and elbow him. Totally placating if he wins in the end, but will concede good-naturedly if you happen to win. (He might even let you but you will never know!!!)
#enhypen#enha#enhypen x reader#enha x reader#enhypen reactions#enha reactions#enhypen imagines#enha imagines#jungwon#heesung#jay#jake#sunghoon#sunoo#niki
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I can see post-game Aoba getting into competitive gaming in order to satiate Desire at least somewhat. Rhyme is off the table, since it's too dangerous, but gaming online on like, a normal console, is good enough; Not the same, but it scratches that itch of wanting to dominate somebody in a safe way. I think that his poison of choice would be one-on-one turn-based RPGs, the closest game I can come up with would probably be wi-fi pokemon battling (so if you wanna be period accurate, Aoba would be playing pokemon black/white on his DS lmaooo). It's pretty similar to Rhyme already, if you think about it.
He'd probably get really into the matches too, so he can't really play at work, because he's reasonable enough to know that he would not be able to just take a break and do his job, and he can't play after work on the most days, because he's too tired and he insists on only playing when he's at the top of his game. So playing during his days off it is.
I can see Aoba and Koujaku relaxing together in Koujaku's apartment, in his bed, on their day off. Well, relaxing in their own ways; Aoba is deep into the game, doing his best to focus, predict his opponent's moves and win- even without Desire's influence he's a pretty competitive guy and doesn't like to lose.
Koujaku is sitting behind him, with his open legs on both sides of Aoba. He's lazily playing with Aoba's hair- it's short, so he doesn't have as much to work with, but he's creative; Plus, Aoba's hair is thick and soft, after he started to use the conditioner Koujaku recomended him. He's not really going for any sort of reasonable hairstyle- he pins up random strands into messy pigtails, uses the silliest, girliest hairclips he has in his collection, and he mostly just has fun and tries to make Aoba look dorky. Aoba would get angry at first, but even that time, he kept all of the pigtails and hairclips untill the end of the day. He doesn't get angry anymore, as he's too used to it, but he still keeps all the changes untill the end of the day, unless he has to go out somewhere (he loves Koujaku to death, but he's not socially suicidal). Koujaku isn't really a gamer, so he can't actively participate in the match, but he's just happy to be there- and Aoba is just adorable when he gets into something to that degree. At least he pins his fringe up, so that it doesn't get into Aoba's eyes- so that's his contribution.
Ren sits between Aoba's legs and does his best to offer him advice based on the most popular strategies and meta he can pull from websites at the time. Beni sits on Aoba's shoulder and also tries to help in his own way- mostly just telling Aoba to "hit harder".
#dmmd#dramatical murder#aoba seragaki#koujaku#kouao#ren#beni#hatter blathers#UGH I FINALLY WROTE IT#i had it in my brain for the last three days and it was driving me insane#i think that i just like the concept of aoba getting into online gaming in order to make some peace with desire#like he cant let that guy destroy peoples psyches but he CAN give him the dopamine that comes from winning#like im sorry if i completely misunderstood desire lol i hope i didnt#and i dont see koujaku as a gamer but i CAN see him wanting to be with aoba no matter what hes doing#and hes always down to touch aobas hair lol#he likes to just make him look as goofy as he can since aoba is too focused on his match to complain#and aoba likes having his hair touched now that it doesnt hurt so he likes it too#he didnt like koujaku making him look silly but now he sees it as a way he shows love/affection so he secretly likes it#irl he just doesnt complain about it lol#ren and beni are here bc theyre also a part of the family
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A race for love p.15
Hii guyss, I hope you enjoy this part. If you've missed part 14 or the other parts you can find them on my masterlist :)
Formula 1 is all about speed, but in this story, the real race isn't just on the track. Read on to find out who will win the ultimate race-for your heart.
- Spa 2023 -
Race day in Spa has the paddock buzzing with energy, especially with a massive wave of Max fans taking over. The sea of orange flags and cheering crowds are electric, creating a wild atmosphere that only adds to the pressure and excitement in the air. You've been running around the McLaren motorhome all morning, lending a hand wherever it's needed, keeping track of the endless details that keep the day moving smoothly.
As the race unfolds, though, things don't go as planned for McLaren. Oscar struggles with the car and ends up finishing last, while Lando manages to place seventh but isn't particularly pleased with the result. The mood in the motorhome is a mix of disappointment and exhaustion. As the post-race interviews begin and everyone is occupied, you slip out of the motorhome and make your way to the F2 and F3 paddock, eager to catch up with friends before the day ends.
When you arrive, you see Franco chatting with some of his team, and a smile spreads across his face as soon as he notices you.
As you settle into Franco's embrace, the weight of the morning starts to slip away. His arms around you feel like the first bit of peace you've had all day.
"Alguien estĆ” cansada," he murmurs, a soft smile playing on his lips as he holds you close. "You've been running around all day, haven't you?"
(Someone is tired)
You nod, letting out a tired sigh. "It's been non-stop, honestly. And with the race going so badly, the McLaren motorhome is just... tense. No one knows what to say to each other."
Franco tightens his arms around you, resting his chin gently on your head. "Lo siento, mi amor," he says, his voice warm and soothing. "I get it. My race wasn't great either; we just didn't have the pace, and it's hard not to feel... a bit useless, you know?"
(I'm sorry, my love)
You look up at him, sympathy filling your gaze. "I know it's not what you wanted," you say softly, reaching up to brush a strand of hair back from his forehead. "But I also know you did your best, and there'll be more races, better ones. I'm always here cheering for you, win or lose."
He gives you a small, grateful smile. "Gracias, hermosa. You know... it really helps, knowing you're here, even on days like this."
(Thanks, beautiful)
For a moment, you both stand there, wrapped in each other, blocking out the noise of the paddock. The world feels smaller, quieter, and safer. Franco lets out a soft sigh as he runs his hand soothingly along your back, his words gentle. "I don't think I've ever looked forward to seeing someone so much. TĆŗ me haces sentir mejor, just being here."
(You make me feel better)
The way he says it, his voice so tender and sincere, makes you smile. "You too, Franco," you reply, feeling the words settle warmly between you. "I didn't realize how much I needed thisājust us, right here."
He kisses your forehead, pulling you even closer. "We'll take more moments like this, I promise. Nadie mĆ”s, sĆ³lo tĆŗ y yo."
(No one else, just you and me)
You stay wrapped up in him, feeling a deep comfort you didn't realize you were missing. But after a few more quiet moments, you suddenly remember.
"Oh, I totally forgot," you say with a small laugh, pulling back slightly. "I need to return Ollie's sweatshirt."
Franco raises an eyebrow, a smirk forming. "Ah, el famoso Ollie," he teases, a hint of playful jealousy in his tone. "I'll come with you. I think I'd like to see his face when you give it back."
(Ah the famous, Ollie)
You laugh, linking your arm through his as you both head back towards the paddock, and Franco's lighthearted presence fills you with a renewed warmth.
As you and Franco finally spot Ollie, you call out, "Ollie!" He turns at the sound of your voice, a smile spreading across his faceāuntil he sees Franco by your side. The warmth in his expression fades slightly, but he quickly covers it up as you approach.
"Hey! I wanted to give this back," you say, holding out his sweatshirt with a grateful smile. "It saved me last night, so thanks for that."
Ollie takes the sweatshirt, his smile returning. "Anytime. Glad it came in handy." His gaze shifts briefly to Franco, then back to you. "We had a blast last nightāhopefully, we can do it again sometime."
Franco's arm slides casually around your shoulder, his thumb brushing gently against you. "Oh yeah, she told me all about it," he chimes in with a grin that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "Seems like you guys were having a lot of fun. Maybe next time, I'll join and see what's so entertaining."
The air between Franco and Ollie shifts, the tension barely noticeable to you, but an unspoken challenge passes between them as their gazes lock. Ollie's jaw tightens almost imperceptibly, while Franco's smirk lingers, his stance relaxed but his eyes holding steady.
Just as you're about to notice the shift in their expressions, your dad's voice crackles from your phone, snapping you back to the moment. "Where are you? I'm ready to go."
"Oh! Gotta go." You quickly step forward, hugging Ollie tightly. "See you next race," you say, smiling warmly at him.
Then, turning to Franco, you squeeze his hand as he pulls you into a brief, soft hug. "Catch you soon, princesa," he murmurs, a hint of affection in his voice as he presses a kiss to your forehead.
With a wave, you dash toward the F1 paddock, the lingering looks between Ollie and Franco fading from your mind as you hurry to catch up with your dad.
After you leave, Franco turns back to Oliver, his expression hardening as he faces him with a smirk. "So, in case it wasn't clear," he says, a hint of triumph in his voice, "we're together now. Maybe if you'd been faster, things would've been different." He shrugs casually. "But I guess that's what separates the winners from the rest, no?"
Oliver's jaw clenches, the shock in his eyes quickly replaced by anger. "You think just because she trusts you, I should? I don't," he retorts, voice low and simmering. "Maybe she's let her guard down around you, but I haven't. And just because she's with you doesn't mean I'm going anywhere, especially when there are still questions unanswered. I haven't forgotten those messages. Can you say the same?"
Franco's smirk fades slightly, but he holds Oliver's gaze with steady confidence. "Keep thinking whatever you want," he replies, unfazed. "You're only here because she hasn't told you to back off yet. And maybe she never will, but you're not her priorityāI am." He leans in, dropping his voice. "So why don't you let her be happy, instead of clinging to something that's not happening?"
Oliver's hands ball into fists, but he keeps his voice calm. "As long as I have a reason to doubt you, I'm not going anywhere. Whatever's going on with those texts? Maybe she should be doubting you too."
Before Franco can respond, an engineer from his team calls him over, effectively ending the confrontation. He gives Oliver one last look, daring him to push back, before walking away.
Meanwhile, you're back at the McLaren motorhome, oblivious to the clash that just took place. You dive into your work, helping Lando's and Oscar's crews with post-race equipment checks and preparations before leaving. There's a hint of tension in the air, but you shrug it off, attributing it to the stress of the race day.
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Moxxie smiles softly, tilting his head with a small shrug. āWith all due respect, Your Highness, Iām used to wearing a few hats. I manage a lot at I.M.P already. Blitz relies on me for more than heād admit, and I keep things running smoothly when heāsā¦ less focused.ā He pauses, the faintest flicker of pain crossing his face as he adds, āAnd honestly, keeping busy is better than the alternative these days.ā
Straightening up, Moxxie continues, his voice steady and professional. āBesides, Iām sure Blitz would agree that being in your good graces is a worthwhile investment. If I can make things easier for you, itās a win-win. My only task today was keeping an eye on Stolas, butāwellā¦ā He hesitates, glancing away momentarily before meeting Luciferās gaze again. āBlitz and I have been kind of avoiding each other since my wifeās passing. I meanā¦it wasnāt his fault, but he had me babysitting Stolas when I should have been there.ā
Moxxie exhales softly, shaking his head. āI donāt mind helping here. It feels good to be useful, and maybe itāll take some of the weight off your shoulders too. If I get tired or overwhelmed, Iāll let you know. But trust me, Your Highness, organizing and managing is practically second nature to me.ā
His expression softens into something almost playful. āAnd I promise not to go poking around where I shouldnāt. Iāll be the perfect little assistant, wherever you need me. If you donāt trust me, scan my mind, my thoughts. I heard you can. I really just want to help. And I feel sorry for you being here all alone.ā Moxxie said as he pressed his forehead against Luciās hand if he wanted to run such a scan. He hadnāt wanted to mention the alone bit, but he figured he might as well, since heād find out about it anyway if he ran such a scan.
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Please let Isagi lose, he's too used to winning all the time.
#don't get me wrong#I love isagi#but it's really tiring that he keeps winning#someone has to destroy him and I hope it's rin#I keep my fingers crossed that it will happen soon#I want to take out the suit I don't have#blue lock#bllk#blue lock memes#bllk memes#blue lock spoilers#bllk spoilers#isagi yoichi#rin itoshi#blue lock manga#bllk manga#rinsagi
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Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.
Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.
That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.
The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.
Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.
Don't look at me, don't perceive me, I refuse to explain any of my actions to you.
#team fortress 2#tf2#that's it that's the only tags i am putting this in. maybe someday i will have the balls to do more but for now that's about it#while i have the chance - and since posts with more of my yapping in the tags don't pop in people's feeds much - i might as well ramble-#-about these guys here. self-inserts or not i'm projecting only half of my bullshit on each one of them. creativity š#backup is tall and pale and has sharp canines and more of a dull brown hair colour with tired grey eyes. no amount of babyface or soft-#-hands can really help a motherfucker when he's grimacing so much because he just Hates being around half the people on the team.#cleaner meanwhile is on the shorter side and has constantly flushed skin and brighter colours and whatnot. you can't see it because of the-#-mask most of the time but they do smile a lot more and have a more cheery disposition towards life and see the whole team as their friends!#backup transitioned fully (albeit not very legally lmao) and is scared shitless of not being seen as a man although the last time that ever-#-came up was years ago. he holds onto his last name as part of the heritage he loves and loathes at the same time - attached to his culture-#-and religion and bloodline while also resentful of his family and the regime he knows someone else on the team suffered under.#cleaner just kinda binds and calls it a day. he only does it to confuse the team because while he doesn't identify with being a girl he-#-loves the confused looks his epic gender reveal moment gets. they do not remember their family name or where they grew up or what even got-#-them to this kind of mental state. and he's chill with it he values the here and now way more than some dark edgy backstory.#backup despite trying to be an honest man is afraid of vulnerability as well. he stubbornly refuses to express love towards certain people-#-lest they feel disgusted and turn away. he's afraid of consequences afraid of losing the people he loves afraid of his ''interests'' being-#-what drives them away. it doesn't by the way and he just wasted time being a cold indecisive loser for several months lmao#cleaner wears a suit that hides all of them yes but they pretty much never lie. he is always his truest self and he can always just burn-#-people who don't like him enough to make it a problem. they are a lot more comfortable indulging in their interests - be they innocent-#-and juvenile or violent and dangerous. he is quite open with his affection and his fascinations that backup would rather keep secret.#i want to establish that these two can only exist in separate universes because they both have feelings towards the funny assistant lady-#-and the funny inventor guy (selfshipping for the winnn) and would fight over those two. cleaner would win by the way#it's also a really funny point of comparison. cleaner is objectively more fucked up than backup and still managed to be more normal about-#-their feelings and live as a healthier and happier person than that guy. comedic gold honestly#OKAY I'M DONE if you read up to here you get uhhh a cookie :-)
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it sucks that shitty fans have made it impossible to celebrate canon queer relationships that they don't like and seem to have an influence on which ones get attention on social media. it sucks that it seems like no matter how much tim says he ignores fandom, it stills get to him. it sucks that oliver refuses to stand up for his costars when they're being harassed. it sucks that antis feel like they have the power to ruin good things for other people because they don't gain anything from it. it sucks that we all already knew this would happen because this show never changes no matter what network it's on.
#going back and forth between if i should just take a break from this show again#my excitement has been completely sucked out after the break up sure but especially after the reaction to the break up#fandom isnt fun because the fans are fucking evil and annoying about everything. the show isn't going in any direction.#grrr idk I shouldn't have expected more but canon bi buck really made me feel like we weren't going back to the days#of one dimensional love interests and storylines that go in circles#we'll see if i watch on thursday. im off so i can tune in at any point.#i want to see buck grieve this relationship in a respectful way but honestly at this point would be be respectful?#would they give buck room to breathe and let him work through his feelings? or will he mention he's kind of sad once and move on#because interviews are bullshit like always so oliver referencing buck coping could just be one scene where he's a little down#they cant treat bisexuality with respect they cant give their characters what they need what the fuck can they do#i dont wanna stop watching this show because i've been here since forever i love it but if no one gets movement#what story am i watching? whats the plot? buck's story just becomes shallow and fans who like b/ddie and ONLY b/ddie#take it as a win because they can keep projecting their vision on to him because he says nothing to prove otherwise#so they just become blank cardboard cut outs of the kind of characters they actually are#i'm tired
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Cup of China 2023 - Adam Siao Him Fa and Shoma Uno during the menās victory ceremony
#this photo is everything to me I want to frame it put it on my wall stare at it forever#iāve been lowkey hoping for something like this the whole off season watching adamās ig and following him posting about his training#I love this boy and I love that heās the kind of person who keeps quiet and works hard to get what he wants (like shoma)#and I do love his skating - his two programs were my favorite last season after shomaās#but he really clicked for me at worlds on that first monday of practice (ik I will never shut up about this sorry)#was it the last group of men? it was pretty late and adam went in the group after shoma#and I was already shaky after seeing shoma practice with my very eyes#the way shoma practices is really like a machine - relentless and single-minded and unstoppable#and that night he was really hitting it (and popping a lot of jumps but he was still not holding back)#I think it was the night shoma did more jumping passes than the rest of the other men put together#and then adamās group came out#and I ended up being unable to look away from adam because I saw much of the same qualities in him#and it went through my mind that of all the guys Iād seen there he was the one that reminded me the most of shoma#(lol itās always shoma in the end isnāt it)#(and I love that shoma had already recognized his qualities too)#(I was so devastated when worlds went the way they did for adam sdghjkk)#but last season he still didnāt have what it took to fight at the same level with the guys at the top - or the consistency#thatās why this win feels so precious and meaningful#adam kept it together and delivered once more - it wasnāt just another one-time win in france#and to do it like that! tired from back to back assignments jetlagged and with boot issues!! On bad ice!!!#he knew that if shoma went clean it would have been hard or impossible for him to win#but he went for it with all he had and fought hard - i teared up towards the end because I was so worried heād let his sp mistake get to hi#canāt wait for gpf but no matter how adam does there Iām so proud of him š#this was hard for me to watch because I also wanted shoma to win but I think Adam needed it more and it ended up being a deserved win#and I think it will motivate shoma for nhk and Iām so here for it! or literally: will be so there for it afsghjjfghgdh aaaaaaaaahhh#adam siao him fa#shoma uno
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NOT TO VAGUEPOST BUT SOME PPL I FOLLOW CLEARLY DON'T FUCKING KNOW TUMBLR CULTURE AND YOU CANNOT CALL URSELF A TRUE TUMBLRINA IF YOU DON'T RESPECT NIGHTVALE
#I NEVER GOT INTO IT BUT AT LEAST I KNOW IT'S HUGE TO TUMBLR CULTURE#OH MY GODDDDDD SOMEONE I'M FOLLOWING KEEPS POSTING ABT HOW MAD THEY R THAT THE NIGHTVALE DUDE IS WINNING#LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPP OF COURSE REIGEN WOULD LOSE HE DOESN'T EVEN GO HERE#YOU GUYS ARE SUCH FAKE TUMBLR FANS COME ONE#IF YOU JOINED WITHIN THE PAST 4-5 YEARS YOU WOULDN'T GET IT. YOU REALLY WOULDN'T#STOP COMPLAININGGGGG OH MY GODDDD#EVERYONE WHO CARED ABT THAT TMBLRMAN SEXY SHIT OR WHATEVER WAS NOT EVEN A SEXYMAN CONISOUIER#DON'T CORRECT ME ON THE SPELLING THAT WORD I'M ANGRY AND TIRED RN#IT IS SO FRUSTRATINGGGGGG#LIKE YOU GUYS RLY THOUGHT TWITTERS PERCEPTION OF TUMBLR WAS MORE TRUE TO TUMBLR THAN TUMBLE ITSELF. AND IT SHOWS#<- THAT TAG IS THE ONLY SENTENCE THAT MATTERS
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louis smiley and blue bandana for aotv <3333
#i know i said i would write something up#but iām a bit tired and have seen a lot of the same takes from people#but overall#i thought it was a really nice recap of this last tour#and it just made me super excited for all thatās to come in louisā career#i think itās really inspiring how louis carved his own path for success#especially being so young and getting told no time and time again#itās crazy how he never once let that stop him from at least trying#i just think it was really cool of him to show that the process of growth is not linear#and although you may have one win today tomorrow you could be receiving bad news again#but the important thing is to keep on going#the success is in the journey#idk but i could personally relate to that and it just made me feel even more connected with louis#his resilience is just crazy esp considering his age and just everything life threw at him and his family#like god i just canāt imagine#also really loved seeing the dynamic with his band mates and family too#since we only really see them on socials and stuff#and ofc i squealed at all the 1d scenes and especially the larry ones š#i have more thoughts and some criticisms#as well#but overall im just really excited for this next tour#ohhhh#i also loved all the layering of the songs with the clips#esp the sibwawc feature ITS WHAT SHE DESERVES!!!!#feel free to add any thoughts in my inbox and we can discuss#really love hearing everyoneās thoughts on the film#aotv#lt
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