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gazeboarcade · 1 month ago

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Ah…

#ok to read tags. just some drama with my sisters #my baby sister who I played a big part in raising made a rlly long slide deck TikTok #listing all the things she’s grateful for #the third slide is for always loving her and having fun with her dedicated to me and my other sister #who still lives at the house #then there’s like. At least 6 slides shouting out friends #I was sitting there so grateful she had so many friends in her life #I didn’t have anywhere near that at her age I was just so happy to see that for her #and then close to the end there was another slide for my other sister. ah #it’s lowkey devastating to me bc it was thanking her for sticking around and always including her in her life like. agggh #I guess it’s just lowkey so sad that she doesn’t think of me specially enough like that #it’s making me so sad #I don’t regret leaving of course #I live with the love of my life #and I don’t think she’s being malicious bc she’s a teen #but also it’s like she’s not at all easy to talk to bc she’s such a dry texter and not ideal on the phone either #idk it’s just so sad in a weird way. hard to know my other sister who talks to me even less than her #is her favorite I guess? I don’t think I earned it and I would never put her in a position to pick a favorite #but it’s still hard. idk.#it’s a very unique feeling to have kinda raised a baby who’s not yours who you can hardly hear from. idk #delete later #it’s not like I make no effort either she just doesn’t seem to be interested. I guess she’s still learning #but it sucks. bad

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buddieinmybeddie · 5 months ago

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LGBTQ+ folk what was your gender/sexuality pipeline?

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fraternum-momentum · 2 months ago

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give me your complete and unwavering devotion.

#cant have a vampsona without some religious imagery #i love the dynamic of a god and a devotee #a servant completely and utterly devoted to her god and yet a god is nothing without its worshippers #still has that power imbalance yet that necessity of being together #yummiii #also i hope the three wise monkeys reference was clear !!!#its basically telling her to turn a blind eye on others. telling her to avoid having evil thoughts i.e. not being devoted etc #idk does that make sense ??? eh whatever thought it was p cool #𓆩♱𓆪 #my art #tw blood #hints of cannibalism if you squint hard enough

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inkskinned · 3 months ago

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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!

there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.

#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually #abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable #it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had #i started taking community classes #if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath #and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment #a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends #a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw #i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!

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lazylittledragon · 7 months ago

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i said that gale and cyra have disaster romcom energy and now it's all i can think about

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #galemance #gale dekarios #tav #i think it falls under miscommunication trope bc she's SO hard to read that he would think she's fucking with him #but no she genuinely wants to know every reason he disliked that book #in this au she actually has a phd instead of just being. a weird lady #she's still a weird lady but she's licensed now #also idk if it's registered bc i haven't done a lot of comics with her but i see her a lot like elizabeth zott from lessons in chemistry

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lotus-pear · 2 months ago

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till's straight asf i would've made out with ivan first

#bro rip ivan you would’ve loved trolling ppl online on tiktok 😭😭#born to be be an idol forced to DIE #till is blind asf look at this man bro look how hard you fumbled dumbass 💀💀#ivantill is pretty funny when they’re not doomed by the narrative ngl. it’s like two crackhead bestfriends who share the same braincell #also ignore the fact idk how to draw anyone’s hair i even looked at refs this time and it still didn’t help 💀#like they have a dif hairstyle in each frame i hate it here #i’m drawing the lesbians next i love you mizisua 🫶🏼#alien stage #alnst #alnst ivan #alnst till #ivantill #vivinos #lotus draws

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weaselmcdiesel · 10 months ago

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i was being so so so real when i said id make more katnep comics

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forgettable-au · 24 days ago

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FORGETTABLE-AU (page 82-85)

THAT LAZYBONES!!

[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]

#So sorry it took me almost 2 weeks to post these #I was busy irl but ALSO I had too much fun doing extra art and forgot to work on these for like 3 days lmao #NOW THIS TIME I DO HAVE SOME THING TO SAY #YAY RIVERPERSON! SO MANY PEOPLE GUESSED CORRECTLY!#It wasn't that hard #We know Papyrus knows the river person #are they friends? idk BUT I PERSONALLY THINK THEY ARE #I just LOVEEE looking at the dialogue and making connections #I referenced one of the lines from the river person here...sometimes they'll ask you if you know any game you can play with a dog...#They said they were “asking for a friend...”#And I couldn't help but think about Papyrus' problem with the annoying dog LMAO #+ Papyrus seems very excited to know if the river person is there when you call him nearby that area #Okay so... now ...some comic thing that I made up but also didn't...#“FLOWEY DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE RIVER PERSON IS?”#okay so...#I feel like #It's not very common for them to be there...#When talking with Undyne around that area it's kind of *unclear* if she knows about the river person being there....#She tells you about the river connecting different areas and that you should “jump in”#She then clarifies that's the only thing they got for public transport #AND LIKE? It's unclear if she's telling you to jump in the boat (OR IF SHE KNOWS THERE'S SOMEONE WITH A BOAT) or is she's literally telling #you to jump in the river?????#Anyways...so...that's that #HEHE Flowey and Papyrus finally arrived at the house! WOHOO #Sans is too lazy to bring his old stuff to the surface! (or does he still think he'll end up back in the underground eventually?)#undertale #undertale comic #forgettable-au-comic #papyrus #flowey

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tiniest-hands-in-all-the-land · 1 month ago

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Carry me home

#final fantasy xiv #ffxiv #final fantasy 14 #ff14 #haurchefant greystone #haurchefant x wol #haurchewol #ffxiv wol #ffxiv spoilers #heavensward spoilers #final fantasy xiv spoilers #tinydraws #let me know if i’m missing any spoiler tags #tagging seems like it would be an easy and straightforward thing but also. i’m stupid.#anyway i choose to believe that Rowan carried him back to the manor #even if someone tells me otherwise i will not believe them #also i choose to believe that these two had it bad for each other #neither of them said anything but everyone could tell lol #haurche specifically was very Not Subtle in his displays of affection #and Rowan for the most part picked up on it #not everything cuz she's still in the midst of working on accepting any amount of companionship. but like. most.#and went ‘honestly.... if i told him i liked him it would probably go well. We just have so much stuff to deal with; now’s not a good time'#and then the time came and went :’)#and Rowan went ‘Did….. did he know? Did he Know how much I loved him? did he KNOW???????’#and then she grieved behind closed doors away from everyone #and also tried to replace said grief by focusing a lil too hard on her duties #idk i’m still working out WOL lore but this is what i got so far lol #or at least in regards to haurche

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trepppy · 7 months ago

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Update on the kids sprites!!

For now think I'm move on to the trolls but I'm listening to any feedback or variant requests!

#send me an ask if you have any edit requests #also feel free to make edits yourself just remember to credit me!#rose might still be a little weird idk #her hair is hard to stylise #homestuck #fanart #john egbert #rose lalonde #dave strider #jade harley #jane crocker #roxy lalonde #dirk strider #jake english #my sprites #looking for feedback

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idontmindifuforgetme · 1 year ago

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me